BlackRoserPoetry - Hello Poetry

What Matter To Me? The material possessions? The money spent to feel joy? No None Of It Ever Mattered To Me. It was what I felt emotionally, in confession. The memories build a blooming story. So, Only I Saw What Mattered To Me. The world is tainted- Everywhere I go, the imperfection is akin to death. The baggage my mind holds with this knowledge- I can't feel at home on planet Earth. The Severity To my cursed Awareness Brings me. no. Serenity. And clouds my soul. in. Darkness. Because when I loose my emotion's my skin feels like a shell to protect me from all the physical attacks that the world rains on top of me but what of my vulnerable soul? When my body is cut or wounded it shows the pain by bleeding When my soul gains a scar all I can do is hold the wound as my emotions bleed I hate to say my body is just a shell. Just That, A Shell. But it's true, protecting me from physical attacks. I Hate That, A Shell. But it's true, my knees give way because of soul attacks. I wound myself because I am aware. I am wounded because the world is unaware. I wound myself because I am unable to understand. I am wounded because no one wants to understand. I bleed myself because the world is tainted, corrupted. I am bleeding because I understand that, I Am, tainted, corrupted. I bleed myself because I need to feel pain to stay sane. I am bleeding because the world never let me feel sane.

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Dec 7, 2024

Dec 7, 2024 at 12:16 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

Just That, A Shell

What Matter To Me? The material possessions? The money spent to feel joy? No None Of It Ever Mattered To Me. It was what I felt emotionally, in confession. The memories build a blooming story. So, Only I Saw What Mattered To Me. The world is tainted- Everywhere I go, the imperfection is akin to death. The baggage my mind holds with this knowledge- I can't feel at home on planet Earth. The Severity To my cursed Awareness Brings me. no. Serenity. And clouds my soul. in. Darkness. Because when I loose my emotion's my skin feels like a shell to protect me from all the physical attacks that the world rains on top of me but what of my vulnerable soul? When my body is cut or wounded it shows the pain by bleeding When my soul gains a scar all I can do is hold the wound as my emotions bleed I hate to say my body is just a shell. Just That, A Shell. But it's true, protecting me from physical attacks. I Hate That, A Shell. But it's true, my knees give way because of soul attacks. I wound myself because I am aware. I am wounded because the world is unaware. I wound myself because I am unable to understand. I am wounded because no one wants to understand. I bleed myself because the world is tainted, corrupted. I am bleeding because I understand that, I Am, tainted, corrupted. I bleed myself because I need to feel pain to stay sane. I am bleeding because the world never let me feel sane.

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I am My worst enemy Despicable, Cunning, Vile I just wanted harmony I am My worst enemy Fragile, Unending, Unfilial I hated this destiny How can you love what destroys you? The great saying of.. You can't love someone until.. You start to love yourself.. I never loved myself All because of an inner eternal battle. I never loved myself All because I was looking for an equal field. How can you love what destroys you? You don't. That is the simple answer. To destroy is to obliterate. To destroy is to become nonexistent. I. Deep down inside. What to destroy myself. Myself is a danger to Myself. A person I fear that will take it all. Myself is endanger. I Can't Fall In Love All because I would endanger her. All because there is no beauty in this beast. All because I would fear one day hurting her. All because there is no harmony around that beast. I am My worst enemy Despicable, Cunning, Vile I just wanted harmony I am My worst enemy Fragile, Unending, Unfilial I hated this destiny Myself is a danger to Myself. A person I fear that will take it all. Myself is endanger. I Can't Fall In Love In a prospect to protect her. Intent to hold down the beast myself. In an attempted to save her. Intent to only destroy that beast mirror of myself. -Rose are Red- -Violets are Blue- ..I wish that demon was dead.. ...So that I could always love you... .I wished for Harmony. .But was dealt a dreaded Destiny.

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Sep 24, 2024

Sep 24, 2024 at 2:17 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

I Can't Fall In Love

I am My worst enemy Despicable, Cunning, Vile I just wanted harmony I am My worst enemy Fragile, Unending, Unfilial I hated this destiny How can you love what destroys you? The great saying of.. You can't love someone until.. You start to love yourself.. I never loved myself All because of an inner eternal battle. I never loved myself All because I was looking for an equal field. How can you love what destroys you? You don't. That is the simple answer. To destroy is to obliterate. To destroy is to become nonexistent. I. Deep down inside. What to destroy myself. Myself is a danger to Myself. A person I fear that will take it all. Myself is endanger. I Can't Fall In Love All because I would endanger her. All because there is no beauty in this beast. All because I would fear one day hurting her. All because there is no harmony around that beast. I am My worst enemy Despicable, Cunning, Vile I just wanted harmony I am My worst enemy Fragile, Unending, Unfilial I hated this destiny Myself is a danger to Myself. A person I fear that will take it all. Myself is endanger. I Can't Fall In Love In a prospect to protect her. Intent to hold down the beast myself. In an attempted to save her. Intent to only destroy that beast mirror of myself. -Rose are Red- -Violets are Blue- ..I wish that demon was dead.. ...So that I could always love you... .I wished for Harmony. .But was dealt a dreaded Destiny.

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A Lawless Man Shows the cover of his book Showered in a golden peace A Lawless Man wears a suite and tie Stuck with a silver tongue drooling with words of peace A Lawless Man turns you foolish From the mouth and tongue To the mind burning in mind yelling! Only if I could re-start oh I wish yes I wish The people who walk by or near Will wish that he had never appear In death they will be consumed by their actions made of fear Yelling from the blood that stained the ground! **** you! **** you why won't you disappear! The very Lawless Man He will look in their eyes to their souls With a sinister feel and a sinister smile He says.. "Why if you knew me I couldn't grab you, I envy you so much that I want all of you, My greed ****** me, in my anger you who is with me I'm here to do the same to you, so you may be ****** here too!" He's an evil man walking as if he isn't A fear even so more there is two Followed the beast itself under a cloak of hate In its mouth it yells in a shroud Find the light and you may not be consumed Find the light you will understand the next words For it is to Die and Live than to Live and Die Do not commit the act unto yourselves wait for the world to hate you as it has hated him be thrown in the eyes of a being that despises for it will slew you and slew those with you in front of those who love that defiler and they will all say this is entertainment For this is great in my eyes But in the end they all die Taken to a world they chose willingly to scorn with the tongue and deny the power and will unto him for he is, was, will, and shall be they will never stop to him but they will do so out of eye in pain forever and ever A Lawless Man Hides behind a great reason the sways the mind A Lawless Plan Is its act to use your mind to take your soul to keep you in line Remember! Men, Women Sons, Daughters Fellow Brothers and Sisters! It is to be The one thing reason can't explain and show with the eyes Is the unexplainable for it has us curious and forever will But I hope you know in the center of that unknown Is not the "god" of this world BUT the very God of what is all and isn't Only the heart can explain not feeble creations from flesh and man FOR HE LOVED US FIRST AND FOR THAT REASON SO WE LOVE HIM AS DUE, LET HIM HAVE AN EAR THAT UNDERSTANDS THE WORD FOR THE WORDS, THE SPIRIT THAT GAVE US A SPIRIT THAT WE WILL UNDERSTAND AND OPEN OURSELVES TO THE UNEXPLAIN ABLE TRUTH! Ahmen

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Dec 23, 2022

Dec 23, 2022 at 8:46 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

A Lawless Man

A Lawless Man Shows the cover of his book Showered in a golden peace A Lawless Man wears a suite and tie Stuck with a silver tongue drooling with words of peace A Lawless Man turns you foolish From the mouth and tongue To the mind burning in mind yelling! Only if I could re-start oh I wish yes I wish The people who walk by or near Will wish that he had never appear In death they will be consumed by their actions made of fear Yelling from the blood that stained the ground! **** you! **** you why won't you disappear! The very Lawless Man He will look in their eyes to their souls With a sinister feel and a sinister smile He says.. "Why if you knew me I couldn't grab you, I envy you so much that I want all of you, My greed ****** me, in my anger you who is with me I'm here to do the same to you, so you may be ****** here too!" He's an evil man walking as if he isn't A fear even so more there is two Followed the beast itself under a cloak of hate In its mouth it yells in a shroud Find the light and you may not be consumed Find the light you will understand the next words For it is to Die and Live than to Live and Die Do not commit the act unto yourselves wait for the world to hate you as it has hated him be thrown in the eyes of a being that despises for it will slew you and slew those with you in front of those who love that defiler and they will all say this is entertainment For this is great in my eyes But in the end they all die Taken to a world they chose willingly to scorn with the tongue and deny the power and will unto him for he is, was, will, and shall be they will never stop to him but they will do so out of eye in pain forever and ever A Lawless Man Hides behind a great reason the sways the mind A Lawless Plan Is its act to use your mind to take your soul to keep you in line Remember! Men, Women Sons, Daughters Fellow Brothers and Sisters! It is to be The one thing reason can't explain and show with the eyes Is the unexplainable for it has us curious and forever will But I hope you know in the center of that unknown Is not the "god" of this world BUT the very God of what is all and isn't Only the heart can explain not feeble creations from flesh and man FOR HE LOVED US FIRST AND FOR THAT REASON SO WE LOVE HIM AS DUE, LET HIM HAVE AN EAR THAT UNDERSTANDS THE WORD FOR THE WORDS, THE SPIRIT THAT GAVE US A SPIRIT THAT WE WILL UNDERSTAND AND OPEN OURSELVES TO THE UNEXPLAIN ABLE TRUTH! Ahmen

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Every pain I have felt Left fragile scares on my skin Scarlet roses peirce my skin as i slowly melt Forgetting whats its like to protect my kin It hurts when your alone I am one left with one score in the unknown Cuts that healed weaker than before I scream at these blades in a cold scenery How has my heart not felt sore When the the pain that engraved in is my enemy This is blasphemy, a cruel twist of sorcery Im unable to feel more because there is less of me It hurts when your alone Because The unknown is completely a Unpredictable zone Even me and myself Has let go and left The person that is I Are they lost just like I?

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Aug 15, 2022

Aug 15, 2022 at 10:48 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

It hurts when your alone

Every pain I have felt Left fragile scares on my skin Scarlet roses peirce my skin as i slowly melt Forgetting whats its like to protect my kin It hurts when your alone I am one left with one score in the unknown Cuts that healed weaker than before I scream at these blades in a cold scenery How has my heart not felt sore When the the pain that engraved in is my enemy This is blasphemy, a cruel twist of sorcery Im unable to feel more because there is less of me It hurts when your alone Because The unknown is completely a Unpredictable zone Even me and myself Has let go and left The person that is I Are they lost just like I?

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Did you ever see the monster in the mirror See your own fear even more clear Looking for your actions to be good Just to be self destructive, realizing you'll never be there Thinking everyday I can make a change Wanting to hang your old ways Just to be on stage To find out today is just the same as yesterday Striving to heal what you do but only leave a wake of pain Asking all these questions, like "what do I do" When every sincerity ends bad to die in vain I Feel Pain Too But then after many years you become different And drift away from the people that was scared of you Thinking now ive changed maybe now i can repent But with these scars i was scared now asking again "what do i do" Hoping i can forget the regrets Thinking maybe i escaped lifes suffocating net Maybe i can breathe better and calmly stare at the sunset Signing away these scars with self merit Thinking i can heal from my stupidity and pain But the question still lingers "what do i do" Seeing the face familiar of back then with fear made my journey feel down in vain I Feel Pain Too...

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Jul 5, 2022

Jul 5, 2022 at 4:29 AM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

I Feel Pain Too

Did you ever see the monster in the mirror See your own fear even more clear Looking for your actions to be good Just to be self destructive, realizing you'll never be there Thinking everyday I can make a change Wanting to hang your old ways Just to be on stage To find out today is just the same as yesterday Striving to heal what you do but only leave a wake of pain Asking all these questions, like "what do I do" When every sincerity ends bad to die in vain I Feel Pain Too But then after many years you become different And drift away from the people that was scared of you Thinking now ive changed maybe now i can repent But with these scars i was scared now asking again "what do i do" Hoping i can forget the regrets Thinking maybe i escaped lifes suffocating net Maybe i can breathe better and calmly stare at the sunset Signing away these scars with self merit Thinking i can heal from my stupidity and pain But the question still lingers "what do i do" Seeing the face familiar of back then with fear made my journey feel down in vain I Feel Pain Too...

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My heart has fallen My mind broken I fell I've arrive a little too late I'm in this Delusional State Feel with my face on the ground If I scream or yelled would it even make a sound I'm sitting still in pain Wishing someone would say my name Other than the voices the drag me down Hoping someone says show no more that frown Because I'm bleeding these emotions that are slowly suffocating me as I sleep with these dreams taking away myself The more I sleep The more I know less about me ****** this delusional state Hiding the love and making me hate If only I could see the sun before its to late Or ask the moon what is my reason, what is my fate The more I feel less human The more I yearn to be a man The more I feel less of a man The more I yearn to be a human If only it was simple If i could have to one needed principle Why is it so evil Why is it evil My heart has fallen My mind broken I feel I've arrive a little too late I'm in this Delusional State Fell with my face on the ground If I scream or yelled would it even make a sound Why was the pain delivered, Relentless Why was my actions regrettable, I'm Reckless Dull to myself and people around me, Senseless I can only pity my own actions and myself, I'm helpless If only I could find a way Out of my illusion Id speak face to face to my delusion If only i was strong enough to have my own persecution I hope I'll find a way Just can't tell if it will be today Why is it so evil Why is it evil.

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Jun 30, 2022

Jun 30, 2022 at 12:35 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

Delusional State

My heart has fallen My mind broken I fell I've arrive a little too late I'm in this Delusional State Feel with my face on the ground If I scream or yelled would it even make a sound I'm sitting still in pain Wishing someone would say my name Other than the voices the drag me down Hoping someone says show no more that frown Because I'm bleeding these emotions that are slowly suffocating me as I sleep with these dreams taking away myself The more I sleep The more I know less about me ****** this delusional state Hiding the love and making me hate If only I could see the sun before its to late Or ask the moon what is my reason, what is my fate The more I feel less human The more I yearn to be a man The more I feel less of a man The more I yearn to be a human If only it was simple If i could have to one needed principle Why is it so evil Why is it evil My heart has fallen My mind broken I feel I've arrive a little too late I'm in this Delusional State Fell with my face on the ground If I scream or yelled would it even make a sound Why was the pain delivered, Relentless Why was my actions regrettable, I'm Reckless Dull to myself and people around me, Senseless I can only pity my own actions and myself, I'm helpless If only I could find a way Out of my illusion Id speak face to face to my delusion If only i was strong enough to have my own persecution I hope I'll find a way Just can't tell if it will be today Why is it so evil Why is it evil.

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This world is on its own Left in water so shallow Hearts of every human Seems to be only hollow Filled in lost void Emotionless life of an android What are we? Who have we become? Why wage war with me and you? While muttering who will we be? Do You See The Unkown That lies beyond my own heart Simply in pain and over grown Covering the iris of My Eyes For i am who i am While all the same i ask Am i? The lost is our fate The people end in life to be Waltzing in time on destiny's melody Do you know what i see Lost children, with out care, Taking all, stealing, Withs hearts of fire and flare, While the dead are the ones singing. Do You See The Unkown That lies beyond my own heart Simply in pain and over grown Covering the iris of My Eyes For i am who i am While all the same i ask Am i? Who are.... you? I ask who.... are you? But also who... are... you...

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May 14, 2022

May 14, 2022 at 1:13 AM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

Do You See The Unknown (My Own Eyes)

This world is on its own Left in water so shallow Hearts of every human Seems to be only hollow Filled in lost void Emotionless life of an android What are we? Who have we become? Why wage war with me and you? While muttering who will we be? Do You See The Unkown That lies beyond my own heart Simply in pain and over grown Covering the iris of My Eyes For i am who i am While all the same i ask Am i? The lost is our fate The people end in life to be Waltzing in time on destiny's melody Do you know what i see Lost children, with out care, Taking all, stealing, Withs hearts of fire and flare, While the dead are the ones singing. Do You See The Unkown That lies beyond my own heart Simply in pain and over grown Covering the iris of My Eyes For i am who i am While all the same i ask Am i? Who are.... you? I ask who.... are you? But also who... are... you...

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The days were dark before Stranded with out a lantern Fearing my light lost its spark Hoping my heart wasn't to be barren So I prayed For it to shine over me So I prayed My eyes would open to only see Everything that was in front of me To smell sweetly from the breeze of the sea Even if i was to bleed I knew deep down it was what i need I pray for Heavenly Wings Of Glory From my one true god I wish for his sweet mercy To know what it is to love With the greatest sincerity The days i remember have been forgotten I embark to my new world of gods ark He said quikly hasten For i will take you away from the dark Shine in glory Behold and embrace the light Rise to tell testimony in life story Rise abobe from weak to strong so bright Heavenly Wings Of Glory Heavenly Wings Of Glory Fly me to a place Where i can be forgiven Send me on race To deserve my loveing home amongst heaven Heavenly Wings Of Glory YES! AHMEN! Heavenly Wings Of Glory IN ALMIGHTY GOD! YES! AHMEN! My lord and god guide me To where all is easy to see Help be believe To a state where i can't be decieved When all stars align I rejoice of all soul and heart in your sign Take me to mercy Take me to tranquility Take me to a unbelieveable scenery I believe in me ebcause you did so first for me!

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Apr 27, 2022

Apr 27, 2022 at 12:29 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

Heavenly Wings Of Glory

The days were dark before Stranded with out a lantern Fearing my light lost its spark Hoping my heart wasn't to be barren So I prayed For it to shine over me So I prayed My eyes would open to only see Everything that was in front of me To smell sweetly from the breeze of the sea Even if i was to bleed I knew deep down it was what i need I pray for Heavenly Wings Of Glory From my one true god I wish for his sweet mercy To know what it is to love With the greatest sincerity The days i remember have been forgotten I embark to my new world of gods ark He said quikly hasten For i will take you away from the dark Shine in glory Behold and embrace the light Rise to tell testimony in life story Rise abobe from weak to strong so bright Heavenly Wings Of Glory Heavenly Wings Of Glory Fly me to a place Where i can be forgiven Send me on race To deserve my loveing home amongst heaven Heavenly Wings Of Glory YES! AHMEN! Heavenly Wings Of Glory IN ALMIGHTY GOD! YES! AHMEN! My lord and god guide me To where all is easy to see Help be believe To a state where i can't be decieved When all stars align I rejoice of all soul and heart in your sign Take me to mercy Take me to tranquility Take me to a unbelieveable scenery I believe in me ebcause you did so first for me!

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The feeling of the most hated glares A monster that makes all normal Pain in the beginning as pain dares Stained and carried along with his soul The questions followed 16 years Thinking if he knew the truth it would bring no justice The Truth Of Loneliness is beyond fears For it is only the one with no patience As the darkness in emotions grow near He's semming to only have questions, nothing is clear The more he ask why is the more despair Wondering if he was ever even there The towns are silent More-so with every step That echoes past the vigilant As he calmly walks he only wept Who will know how he feels How will they understand Who could he tell That believed with a calm outreached hand His heart is truly heavy Because no one shares his anger Even in the happiest of melodies He wishes the life before was better To wish a reincarnation never followed Because then he would never remember that he was hollowed Even in the face of god and death in his core He wishes to go back with revenge to wage war On the people that looked at him with discust The people who betrayed his open hand to the world When denied of the world of his help he saw no trust Realizing that only live among and helping would slowly fade away the rust He just wanted what every person had The things he never could even fathom to dream So far out of reach he was more likly to become dead But at the end of anger and at most questions the only thought to scream He was lost, He felt the truth to be lost He was alone in life and mind of soul His spirit in pain it would only howl Becaus of the Truth Of LONELINESS Sad ending of greatness Who was mistreated and deprived of all happiness Even in the end only 6 was to witness 5 around as one laughed as he reeked of death thinking he finally found it quitless This is my reincarnation testimony I submit my will to it master and mistress Im tired of remembering sadness in my own hell including my own ****** Those who casted me away, adrift alone, you cant choose to miss this For if it carried with me Over timelines, over galaxies I will follow you to find your end is in me There is no pitty, Theres no apologies Your the reason ill never be free Never be free So i will end your plans in dynasties I'll end all your plans among your dynasties Just to personally Help you feel what you did to me Because of i will not be happy So i WILL take what makes you truly feel free This is my promise to you of how youll end For you was a friend, but my stained soul will never simply allow it to end.

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Apr 3, 2022

Apr 3, 2022 at 11:48 PM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

Truth Of Loneliness

The feeling of the most hated glares A monster that makes all normal Pain in the beginning as pain dares Stained and carried along with his soul The questions followed 16 years Thinking if he knew the truth it would bring no justice The Truth Of Loneliness is beyond fears For it is only the one with no patience As the darkness in emotions grow near He's semming to only have questions, nothing is clear The more he ask why is the more despair Wondering if he was ever even there The towns are silent More-so with every step That echoes past the vigilant As he calmly walks he only wept Who will know how he feels How will they understand Who could he tell That believed with a calm outreached hand His heart is truly heavy Because no one shares his anger Even in the happiest of melodies He wishes the life before was better To wish a reincarnation never followed Because then he would never remember that he was hollowed Even in the face of god and death in his core He wishes to go back with revenge to wage war On the people that looked at him with discust The people who betrayed his open hand to the world When denied of the world of his help he saw no trust Realizing that only live among and helping would slowly fade away the rust He just wanted what every person had The things he never could even fathom to dream So far out of reach he was more likly to become dead But at the end of anger and at most questions the only thought to scream He was lost, He felt the truth to be lost He was alone in life and mind of soul His spirit in pain it would only howl Becaus of the Truth Of LONELINESS Sad ending of greatness Who was mistreated and deprived of all happiness Even in the end only 6 was to witness 5 around as one laughed as he reeked of death thinking he finally found it quitless This is my reincarnation testimony I submit my will to it master and mistress Im tired of remembering sadness in my own hell including my own ****** Those who casted me away, adrift alone, you cant choose to miss this For if it carried with me Over timelines, over galaxies I will follow you to find your end is in me There is no pitty, Theres no apologies Your the reason ill never be free Never be free So i will end your plans in dynasties I'll end all your plans among your dynasties Just to personally Help you feel what you did to me Because of i will not be happy So i WILL take what makes you truly feel free This is my promise to you of how youll end For you was a friend, but my stained soul will never simply allow it to end.

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I want to know When it flutters I want to know If its pure, light like feathers But i seem to loose the meaning I cant catch the concept Why cant i know Seems i only know how i wept My heart feels as if its stone Petrifying my bones Corrupting my thoughts and zone Why do i only know how it feels to be alone It feels forever noon Wishing this rain will end soon Oh i know, i know You seem to see how i feel Your mouth says forget and we can go I act with but in my mind can you be real Could you be real and say you dont understand So i dont fly with false hopes Just to end as i crash land Why didnt i prepare some safety ropes I feel guliable I seem unreliable By my fire unseizeable Because its Dying Flames That always holds my shames I wish my mind wasnt playing games I know it holds horrid pain But i want to hear the truth I know its not fair in your brain But only if i could hear your heart Because... My Heart cant take lies I cant take words that only dies Then will it fall from the skies Wait for a collapse as i slowly close my eyes Listening to it break As My Heart Slowly shakes and quakes Quitly tearing apart.

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Mar 22, 2022

Mar 22, 2022 at 12:08 AM UTC

BlackRoserPoetry

My Heart (Dying Flames)

I want to know When it flutters I want to know If its pure, light like feathers But i seem to loose the meaning I cant catch the concept Why cant i know Seems i only know how i wept My heart feels as if its stone Petrifying my bones Corrupting my thoughts and zone Why do i only know how it feels to be alone It feels forever noon Wishing this rain will end soon Oh i know, i know You seem to see how i feel Your mouth says forget and we can go I act with but in my mind can you be real Could you be real and say you dont understand So i dont fly with false hopes Just to end as i crash land Why didnt i prepare some safety ropes I feel guliable I seem unreliable By my fire unseizeable Because its Dying Flames That always holds my shames I wish my mind wasnt playing games I know it holds horrid pain But i want to hear the truth I know its not fair in your brain But only if i could hear your heart Because... My Heart cant take lies I cant take words that only dies Then will it fall from the skies Wait for a collapse as i slowly close my eyes Listening to it break As My Heart Slowly shakes and quakes Quitly tearing apart.

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