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"salinger" poems
sometimes i get suicide bombers, rapists, killers, robbers and thieves because their motives are visible through their actions. but i never once in my life bothered understanding businessmen, pastors, priests, muslims, religions, politicians, and people whose motives in life remain hidden until caught red handed, and also those people who choose not to see the world naked for what it is. maybe the UP activists are right and that i shouldn't think of them as brainwashed kids or just paid heads to do what they do but their actions, my thoughts and this poem doesn't change anything. i bet 100% of you who are reading this would either think i'm deranged or seeking for attention. i could go on and on writing this **** and explain thoroughly but the people's brain are now wired to ex b's hit single and yes, mentioning that made this a little bit funny but no. as a ******* filipino who should be typing this in tagalog, working overseas, i've seen some fellow countrymen showed some pride against their oppressors from work but they don't get anywhere but jail. i must've forgot, the movie about manalo trampled the one about heneral luna. see how helpless we are in reality? what's your photo that comes with a bible verse got to do with others? are you spreading the word of God? what does it do to you? Sometimes I get The New People's Army. But I don't get Muslims who runs businesses and the Chinese too. Sometimes I wish I could spread fake news that doesn't harm others and last but not the least, I hope someday the world would stop not and smoke Marijuana all at the same time including North Korea. I couldn't stop. I also hope that these people, those who has a lot of followers use the attention properly but no, people are so ******* dumb and Salinger is right with Holden's, "People never notice anything" and nothing's too big if people will stop creating bigger things that'll only add up to the congestion clogging up the world. and Allen Ginsberg is right, we are breaking our ******* backs just to lift ******* Moloch. **** your Mosques, your INC branches, your corporations, your religions, your borders and divisions, your trends that kills the minds of the youth. **** your laws, about making Marijuana illegal. **** your disguise and your intelligence. I almost believe world cleansing is the answerbbecause the ant colonies are so much better ruling the world. I don't know anymore, my smartphone's ****** and I am not smarter. . .
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
My fellow Filipinos, my phone's ****** and the frustration in me wrote this.
sometimes i get suicide bombers, rapists, killers, robbers and thieves because their motives are visible through their actions. but i never once in my life bothered understanding businessmen, pastors, priests, muslims, religions, politicians, and people whose motives in life remain hidden until caught red handed, and also those people who choose not to see the world naked for what it is. maybe the UP activists are right and that i shouldn't think of them as brainwashed kids or just paid heads to do what they do but their actions, my thoughts and this poem doesn't change anything. i bet 100% of you who are reading this would either think i'm deranged or seeking for attention. i could go on and on writing this **** and explain thoroughly but the people's brain are now wired to ex b's hit single and yes, mentioning that made this a little bit funny but no. as a ******* filipino who should be typing this in tagalog, working overseas, i've seen some fellow countrymen showed some pride against their oppressors from work but they don't get anywhere but jail. i must've forgot, the movie about manalo trampled the one about heneral luna. see how helpless we are in reality? what's your photo that comes with a bible verse got to do with others? are you spreading the word of God? what does it do to you? Sometimes I get The New People's Army. But I don't get Muslims who runs businesses and the Chinese too. Sometimes I wish I could spread fake news that doesn't harm others and last but not the least, I hope someday the world would stop not and smoke Marijuana all at the same time including North Korea. I couldn't stop. I also hope that these people, those who has a lot of followers use the attention properly but no, people are so ******* dumb and Salinger is right with Holden's, "People never notice anything" and nothing's too big if people will stop creating bigger things that'll only add up to the congestion clogging up the world. and Allen Ginsberg is right, we are breaking our ******* backs just to lift ******* Moloch. **** your Mosques, your INC branches, your corporations, your religions, your borders and divisions, your trends that kills the minds of the youth. **** your laws, about making Marijuana illegal. **** your disguise and your intelligence. I almost believe world cleansing is the answerbbecause the ant colonies are so much better ruling the world. I don't know anymore, my smartphone's ****** and I am not smarter. . .
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I heard John sing a song a sweet melody for his ocean child with seashell eyes — windy smile his lyrics halved into meaningless his heart subdued in one morning moon bring tears dripped on eighth notes crossed out by Salinger I listen again this time through cupped seashell intoxicated on ocean musk only to see this chick with golden hair glimmering, shimmering in the floating sky she smiles she sings her name Julia ©2011 chuck a stetson
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Jul 6, 2011
Jul 6, 2011 at 2:03 AM UTC
An Ocean Song
Hemingway said, There is quite the difference between kissing goodbye and kissing goodnight. I wanted a "See you later", but instead got the "Goodbye". Steinbeck stated that Nothing good gets away, If it's right, it happens. If that's the case how did we always end up feeling so wrong? Salinger suggested that after falling in love you never know where the hell you are. This, I can say is true. Where the hell are we? Dickens declared that The truest wisdom comes from a loving heart. Yet a heart in love can sometimes turn out to be the least wise. My friend, I think I'll just stick with Orson Welles' theory: "We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone." Anything else is simply illusion.
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Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 1:08 AM UTC
Ode to the Greats.
not one word is mine there's nothing left to say that hasn't already been said a thousand ways if someone were to crack open my skull, quotes of Palahniuk, Salinger, and Plath would be spinning in a metaphorical blender, mixing and morphing into a multitude of depression and life lessons, wisdom and just plain nonsense all of which has already been said i'm exhausted
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 12:10 PM UTC
can i buy a vowel?
For a week straight, I avoided going to the supermarket, even when my stomach grumbled and the fridge stayed empty and lonely. And instead, I looked through my binoculars from the tree house my dad had built with a few planks of wood, nails, and a rusty hammer. A place he’d built before I was put into my mother’s arms and put into a bright blue cradle. Blue as the shirt Abigail was wearing, the same day the cops busted her for giving head to my best friend Isaac in my Toyota Camry. Right in the middle of the parking lot of the supermarket, as I bought pancake batter and cage-free eggs for breakfast. And Abigail never ate that meal after she spent a week wasting away in a cell block, reading JD Salinger stories over and over, as though his words could heal her marks and bruises. Today, I made pancakes and eggs for breakfast. I waited for the TV to load a Netflix show, hoping Abigail had learned from her mistakes. She passed me the salt and pepper shakers, as I lit a cigarette, sat in a chair, and smoldered. Abigail put her face in her hands, cried for a bit, even reached for the ***** bottle. We went to the supermarket later, walked down one aisle, and picked up meat and potatoes. As we headed for the self-checkout line, I passed the breakfast section and saw the pancake batter and the eggs. Abigail crumbled to the floor, said, “I’m so sorry.” After that, we never touched breakfast.
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Jan 18, 2017
Jan 18, 2017 at 5:27 PM UTC
Breakfast
Jeremy Duff woke up as he usually does on a Tuesday morning. With the alarm clock blaring he lifted his right arm from off his wife's chest. He stood up, covered his wife's bare torso with the purple, fuzzy, comforter and walked to the bathroom, naked. He turned on the sink so hot water would begin to pour out. After completing his usual morning routine of shaving, dressing, smoking, and eating, respectively, Jeremy began his walk to work. It was, on a typical day, and this was a typical day,  a twelve minute walk. He lit a cigarette the moment his feet hit the sidewalk. It was the first of, on a typical day, thirty-eight. Jeremy worked on the 27th floor, which he thought of as funny as he pressed the "27" button, as he did on any typical day. His job was to edit spelling on essays before they would be turned in for final inspection. Then, as his boss put it, if the writers were lucky, they would see the essays in the next issue of Story Magazine. He sat down in his office, lit his third cigarette of the day, and looked at the large stack of papers in front of him. If he was lucky, Jeremy thought, he could get halfway through the stack and take his 10 early, to see his wife. The first one on the stack was entitled "The Young Folks." It had a blue sticky note on it reading "Vignette, Salinger, Jerome David, 1,794 words." Jeremy read it, purely aesthetically, looking only for spelling mistakes. Finding none, he put a quick check on the blue sticky note. Mr. Duff lit his 5th cigarette and read the story again. It was phenomenal. He read it a third time, while smoking his 6th cigarette. Jeremy finished the first half of the stack and lit his 9th cigarette. He grabbed the story by Salinger and began his walk home. His wife greeted him at the door with kisses. He showed her the story. She read it, read it again and told him it was great. She just didn't understand, Mr. Duff thought.
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Nov 4, 2012
Nov 4, 2012 at 8:24 PM UTC
On Jeremy Duffy.
Jeremy Duff woke up as he usually does on a Tuesday morning. With the alarm clock blaring he lifted his right arm from off his wife's chest. He stood up, covered his wife's bare torso with the purple, fuzzy, comforter and walked to the bathroom, naked. He turned on the sink so hot water would begin to pour out. After completing his usual morning routine of shaving, dressing, smoking, and eating, respectively, Jeremy began his walk to work. It was, on a typical day, and this was a typical day,  a twelve minute walk. He lit a cigarette the moment his feet hit the sidewalk. It was the first of, on a typical day, thirty-eight. Jeremy worked on the 27th floor, which he thought of as funny as he pressed the "27" button, as he did on any typical day. His job was to edit spelling on essays before they would be turned in for final inspection. Then, as his boss put it, if the writers were lucky, they would see the essays in the next issue of Story Magazine. He sat down in his office, lit his third cigarette of the day, and looked at the large stack of papers in front of him. If he was lucky, Jeremy thought, he could get halfway through the stack and take his 10 early, to see his wife. The first one on the stack was entitled "The Young Folks." It had a blue sticky note on it reading "Vignette, Salinger, Jerome David, 1,794 words." Jeremy read it, purely aesthetically, looking only for spelling mistakes. Finding none, he put a quick check on the blue sticky note. Mr. Duff lit his 5th cigarette and read the story again. It was phenomenal. He read it a third time, while smoking his 6th cigarette. Jeremy finished the first half of the stack and lit his 9th cigarette. He grabbed the story by Salinger and began his walk home. His wife greeted him at the door with kisses. He showed her the story. She read it, read it again and told him it was great. She just didn't understand, Mr. Duff thought.
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She writes poetry . I'm not sure, I'm not one to judge, but I think it's very good. It makes me laugh and smile. It makes me stop and think. It makes me happy to be in the same room as her. She listens to hip hop and reads J.D. Salinger.
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC
Bonfire
Salinger once said, "I have scars from touching certain people." You are the one who has left the deepest scars. I hold my fists up to my face - to defend myself, we both know it's useless. You manage to cut without touching. Your mouth is your weapon. Your words could cut diamonds, and they slice through me - I am the thinnest paper, and you, the sharpest of scissors. I don armor to shield myself from your attacks when you are angry. I am your target, say the wrong thing and I can expect to feel your fury. I compared you to the hulk; the way you get yourself into a rage, I could swear you change form. After, when calmed, you return to your normal self. Weeping while you apologize, acknowledging that it's not okay, punishing yourself for what has happened. "It's okay" I always tell you "No it's not" you always reply softly, sadly.
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Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 10:58 PM UTC
Target
I found it in the glass cabinet. The tequila, that is, Not you. Is nights like these, The ones where your image is burned into my retinas, Upside-down and backwards, Upside-down and backwards, You are burned upside-down and back wards. And not even marathons of ****** crime TV shows and remove you from me. These are the nights that in find my self in the glass cabinet. But there are nights that I welcome you. The nights where I smear charcoal across my face, Across my page, Upside-down and backwards Upside-down and backwards Seeking the blue that is your eyes. You are a welcome guest those nights, But I am not. It’s funny to me that you loved Salinger so, Seeing, as you are not as lucky as Holden. But your borrowed the book anyways. You are the reason that I can't wear belts, Because I always picture you in a way that I shouldn't It's your fault my pants sag. And you made out with a senior and I was jealous And you were screaming. You knew didn’t you? That you were going to leave me? I cannot tell if I am angry. You are gone. I am upside-down and backwards Upside down and backwards And we are broken.
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Jan 7, 2013
Jan 7, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
The Glass Cabinet.
I don’t want to be Bukowski anymore Filling women with my emptiness Dowsing ***** with gasoline Fondling the icky, sticky gritty sweet with my fat-fingered, ***** nailed slur I want to be  J. D Salinger Just one something so significant, (even if it outlines the disturbing), and then a permanent exit But here I am Just like chuck   looking for a flamethrower to eradicate that ******* bluebird The words spewed with all the sincerity and eloquence I can muster always lewd I may have enticed a bit a love via thin pen to come knocking once or twice but the sentiments they contain no glue And so when I tumble back into the hopeless spaces between the dust and *** there is no you. or us There is just this interminably ugly I believing Bukowski was right And of course I deserve this **** but It would be better to disappear to never share to take my ball and go home forever home Yeah, I want to be Salinger
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC
Self Portrait
Look closely at your dots and periods. You'll see this... . Bob Dylan . . William Shakespeare . . Maya Angelou . Emily Dickinson . . Ralph Waldo Emerson . Robert Frost . Ai . . Max Eastman . Thomas Hardy . William Blake . . Edgar Allan Poe . Pablo Neruda . James Joyce . Ovid . . Carl Sandberg . Anne Sexton . Taigu Ryokan . Sappho . . Ogden Nash . Dorothy Parker . JD Salinger . Rumi . . Dame Edith Sitwell . Mary Wollstonecraft Shelly . . Anna Swir . Sara Teasdale . JRR Tolkien . . Alfred Lord Tennyson . John Skelton . . Dante Gabriel Rossetti . . Dylan Thomas . Soul Survivor 2014
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Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 7:45 AM UTC
A Closer Look.........
It's all in the cards, So let's shuffle our deck, And see what say our hearts. Shuffle your deck, Lay out the cards And we'll find within the symbolism Whether we're fleeting Or meant to be. And I be a liar if I said I trust cards More than people, But I definitely trust the books that hold stories of them Infinitely more. But these books, They're my home. I got to the library, the bookstore, And please understand, that's my church. Within those walls and these papers, I find my truth and my guidance. My gospel is To **** a Mockingbird, My old testament is the complete works of Charles Dickens, And my new testament is J.D. Salinger's Franny and Zooey. I find prayer within Lord Byron, And I seek guidance from Richard Bach. So maybe it is all in the cards, But if I could read the cards As well as I read Edgar Allen Poe, I'd be the most profound clairvoyant In the history of history. But I bet you That when I seek prayer within Brent Weeks and Oscar Wilde, Know that I'll find every reason to be with you And none other, And I'll see the beauty Of our future Together.
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 4:54 PM UTC
This is My Church
It smells of soco in the air. She gave up her body to preserve her dignity But in the end, she lost that too. There is nothing dominant in dominance. Only preservation And perpetuation of a dying era. Unless dominance is dominance. In which case, bring your pipes. Pipes, pipes, pipes, pipes, pipes, A thousand and three pipes And not a single one of them on key. You say it doesn't make much sense, But frankly **** you.” No one's got a gun to your temple Praising the ivory role of the natural order. That theory died out with hanging paper clips Clinching yellowed notepads in their skinny fists Shouting praises to Everclear to the heavens. Just ask Salinger what it means to be expected And I'll tell you my opinion on life.
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Sep 19, 2010
Sep 19, 2010 at 5:16 PM UTC
C. / P.C.
-13- I've been reading the diary I kept an entry for everyday I lived each night before I slept. Elton John was my everything cherry lip gloss n' faded jeans winning my first spelling bee my first kiss/his first slap made the boy step on back. Laughy taffy with good friends Bubble Gum/Cracker Jacks First Crush/Late Night (gave my mom a total fright) -14- "Kenny Johnson" Just three words... "Oh, my god!" I'm gonna die.. I'm in love with his blue eyes. Ice Skating/Track Meets hungry all the time First job really bit... worked so hard to be a hit Fast forward... -15- Innocence I want a Prince Tough year/Tons of fear (Does everyone feel this weird?) Football games/Friday nights SNL, and Popcorn Fights Mean Girls show up here I kick their bums to the curb (They don't ever cross this nerd) Summer Camp way out West College Boys are the best! J.D. Salinger made me cry when I read.. "The Catcher In The Rye" -16- No more entries after this... Just these memories of when I was.. just a young girl in search of love. and read a ton of books... I dreamed of being a writer someday (extremely kind with a complex mind) and sporting killer looks.
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Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC
"When I Was" by, Krisselle S. Cosgrove
Murmurs of French must have blanketed the great– cocooning 'round Salinger, lilting for Whitman– flitting by Carroll and flirting with Eliot, sighing on Plato, marching in Chaucer, nuzzling up Dickinson, lying with Hemingway, giggling to Alcott and gasping at Plath. Murmurs of French must have borne their babe souls, gifting them music instead of dry words. Murmurs of French, the language of beauty, just buzz past my ears 'fore I swat them away. It is fitting, I think, that my tongue should collapse upon trying merci or a bon appétit, and the lone French I can muster is notably stolen from the notoriety of a Madame Marmalade.
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Jul 23, 2011
Jul 23, 2011 at 8:22 AM UTC
Why I'll Never Write for Others
I sit here trying to decide what Writer influenced me, I had my Existentialist Period very young Jean Paul Sartre, seemed dark and Complex, but... Albert Camus Captured it for me, the Emergence of Allen Ginsberg, bridge the Atlantic...the Pop of music influenced it all, from the Doors to Dylan But Deep Down in the Dark of My soul is Jack Kerouac"who I am sure must have been influenced by JD Salinger" From Keorouac, to Ken Keasy and Hunter Thompson seem to be a good place to end Others such as e.e. cummings, James Baldwin, Carl Sandburg, Herman Hesse, J,R.R. Tolkien, Lewis Carol, Issac Asimov. Robert Heinlein, and Stan Lee all had their places to... I feel Honored to be influenced By Such Amazing Talent.....
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May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 2:33 AM UTC
Odd Thoughts
Buddy you are moving way too fast Its a happy New Years Eve But Sometimes the grass is greener, the wine is sweeter, on the other side of the hill. Turn your socks inside out like a Brody Its time to find Jack Straw... The secret to a Wild Man's heart Is to Bribe him with your food. I learned what Paul Simon meant when he said he blew that room away I learned what J.D. Salinger lied when he said he would do it anyway Bruce Springsteen said to Terry Gross every Rock'N'Roll song means one thing: "Pull your pants down." Huh!
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Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Buddy you are moving way too fast
cuando raf salinger se enamoró o quiso de verdad salió de sí como de un calabozo brilló con propia luz no tuvo tacha ni defecto ni mengua como caballos como vacas al fin de la jornada raf salinger vertía sus aguas en plena soledad fulguró afuera como sol no pálido de cárcel no en guerra "cuidado que me lastimás" decía raf salinger a los hombres de manos ásperas que como niños están cubiertos de miel pero le quitan la victoria el vencedor "oh ángel que te inclinas en la primera mitad" decía raf salinger furioso cavando el viento que le envolvía la trasluz o el revés de los días malos que le comían la verdad "si el coraje consiste en ser prudente" decía raf salinger "si los vestidos significan desnudez y miseria dicha el llanto cadáver curación, te arde amor el odio" decía con gran perdones finalmente todas las ventanitas se cerraron cuando raf salinger murió un calor le creció entre amor y afuera juntándole los dos al solito "ah tiempos no distancias que hay entre mí entre mi calor y mi sol" decía raf salinger casi disuelto ya bajo la sombra que le apagaba el hubo que vivir sobre su gente subió el frecuente olvido peor raf salinger viajaba abrigado por un cuerpo desnudo encontrado o joven
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Lamento por la gente de raf salinger
"Hope is a thing with feathers" They read, confused. The only feathers in life were On TV or locked away in a zoo. They read the poetry of Whitman The dictates of Emerson Of Ginsburg, Steinbeck, Salinger Nothing made sense When you spend your life being prodded From concrete box to concrete box Stuffed, squashed and barely managing to survive, Imagination is rare It's hard to picture feathers, Red hunting caps, blooming lilacs, Open roads Between ***** pavements Glittering broken bottles, and leftover plastic Beauty became an expensive concept, Best left for academics
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC
Poetry Class
I am watching that new documentary about J.D. Salinger I keep pausing because I find it somewhat unbearable I go outside to have a cigarette Or write a poem I can't imagine Salinger would have cared much for the movie himself The light from my window is infuriating I wish I had blinds I should go buy some blinds so that I can sleep through the mornings I am never prepared for mornings Before I started watching the Salinger movie I watched this movie where the ending is so implicit in the beginning That the movie is not much of a story at all I am stuck in a driveway or at the foot of a staircase Or I am wandering in circles around the base of a great mountain Noting the foothills and exploring quiet empty glens My apartment is empty save for me and the cat That mews without settling on any specific want But mews just for want of pretty much anything The palm trees outside my window Give an accurate reading of the weather Lathered in sun and tickled by breeze Not much of anything
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
A Slow Withdrawal
Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Notice the notion. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Hum. Faster. Hum.. Hum.. Hum.. Hum.. Do you celebrate such occasions? Linger into the presence of your long lost friends and different hidden enemies? Hum. What do you want? Stay on focused. Your attention is driving you crazy. If only you’d close your eyes amidst that notion.. hum! hum! hum! It’s all in your head. Hum.. hUm.. huM.. Carve your way back. Your growing gnarls everywhere. It’s grotesque but that’s alright. hum! You developed the early signs of decay.. humMMmmMMmm BREAK! Inhale like a hero about to unleash his full potential against a formidable fiend! Exhale! Like the last of your power is beyond the rites of your will! REST. . . Admire your heroes: Bukowski finished beyond comprehension. Mercury came to ‘em all! Nobody does The DDT like Jake “The Snake” Roberts. You’re not special. You’re no different. You’re not the protagonist. It’s just a first person complex. Your life is not a Salinger novel. but don’t die before your fears. die suddenly. die unexpectedly.
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Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 10:23 AM UTC
extinguish the throbbing veins
4/27/2016 It is spring, and outside my window when I woke up i found a bleachwhite dogwood creeping outside up onto the wallboards- I was scared it would get in, its vines creep through the cracks with the green woods in the back cheering it on My skin danced with the fleas of my uncertain past, the thready stinging reminders of my yesterdays and the one hour storms at night and late mornings that come with spring I cursed my living in a forest when I stepped outside, carefully so as to not be seen by the woods and the syphillitic robins that sang disgusting little hymns and the frogs that muttered at night. the air was sharp, it smelled like a dripping faucet My blood dripped into the laundry sink, carefully twisting itself when it hit the water it looked delicate, creeping and soft. I read Salinger that day- I always do in the spring- it is something about the disenchantment that brings me back to peonies and azaleas, tulip sales ecetera- I heard your voice on the line and breathed that I hadn't heard it in a while, I said this with my nose and you apologized but I did not want it because it is not fair: they all  apologize to me for  things that they should not but I should be the one that is apologizing eternally eternally for being this like a cicada, that comes out after years for one thing and then disappears all over again and perhaps even dies. this summer is supposed to be the summer the locusts come to visit the east coast and If the apocalypse is coming, I am not scared- it has arrived many times for me before.
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Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 5:42 PM UTC
the plagues of egypt
4/27/2016 It is spring, and outside my window when I woke up i found a bleachwhite dogwood creeping outside up onto the wallboards- I was scared it would get in, its vines creep through the cracks with the green woods in the back cheering it on My skin danced with the fleas of my uncertain past, the thready stinging reminders of my yesterdays and the one hour storms at night and late mornings that come with spring I cursed my living in a forest when I stepped outside, carefully so as to not be seen by the woods and the syphillitic robins that sang disgusting little hymns and the frogs that muttered at night. the air was sharp, it smelled like a dripping faucet My blood dripped into the laundry sink, carefully twisting itself when it hit the water it looked delicate, creeping and soft. I read Salinger that day- I always do in the spring- it is something about the disenchantment that brings me back to peonies and azaleas, tulip sales ecetera- I heard your voice on the line and breathed that I hadn't heard it in a while, I said this with my nose and you apologized but I did not want it because it is not fair: they all  apologize to me for  things that they should not but I should be the one that is apologizing eternally eternally for being this like a cicada, that comes out after years for one thing and then disappears all over again and perhaps even dies. this summer is supposed to be the summer the locusts come to visit the east coast and If the apocalypse is coming, I am not scared- it has arrived many times for me before.
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