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in the hospitals and jails it's the worst in madhouses it's the worst in penthouses it's the worst in skid row flophouses it's the worst at poetry readings at rock concerts at benefits for the disabled it's the worst at funerals at weddings it's the worst at parades at skating rinks at ****** ****** it's the worst at midnight at 3 a.m. at 5:45 p.m. it's the worst falling through the sky firing squads that's the best thinking of India looking at popcorn stands watching the bull get the matador that's the best boxed lightbulbs an old dog scratching peanuts in a celluloid bag that's the best spraying roaches a clean pair of stockings natural guts defeating natural talent that's the best in front of firing squads throwing crusts to seagulls slicing tomatoes that's the best rugs with cigarette burns cracks in sidewalks waitresses still sane that's the best my hands dead my heart dead silence adagio of rocks the world ablaze that's the best for me.
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The Worst And The Best
She slides over the hot upholstery of her mother's car, this schoolgirl of fifteen who loves humming & swaying with the radio. Her entry into womanhood will be like all the other girls'— a cigarette and a joke, as she strides up with the rest to a brick factory where she'll sew rag rugs from textile strips of kelly green, bright red, aqua. When she enters, and the millgate closes, final as a slap, there'll be silence. She'll see fifteen high windows cemented over to cut out light. Inside, a constant, deafening noise and warm air smelling of oil, the shifts continuing on ... All day she'll guide cloth along a line of whirring needles, her arms & shoulders rocking back & forth with the machines— 200 porch size rugs behind her before she can stop to reach up, like her mother, and pick the lint out of her hair.
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Womanhood
I. the emperor sleeps in a palace of porphyry which was a million years building he takes the air in a howdah of jasper beneath saffron umbrellas upon an elephant twelve foot high behind whose ear sits always a crowned king twir- ling an ankus of ebony the fountains of the emperor’s palace run sunlight and moonlight and the emperor’s elephant is a thousand years old the harem of the emperor is carpeted with gold cloth from the ceiling(one diamond timid with nesting incense) fifty marble pillars slipped from immeasurable height,fall,fifty,silent in the incense is tangled a cool moon there are thrice-three-hundred doors carven of chalcedony and before every door a naked ****** watches on their heads turbans of a hundred colours in their hands scimitars like windy torches each is blacker than oblivion the ladies of the emperor’s harem are queens of all the earth and the rings upon their hands are from mines a mile deep but the body of the queen of queens is more transparent than water,she is softer than birds 2. when the emperor is very amorous he reclines upon the couch of couches and beckons with the little finger of his left hand then the thrice-three-hundredth door is opened by the tallest ****** and the queen of queens comes forth ankles musical with large pearls kingdoms in her ears at the feet of the emperor a cithern- player squats with quiveringgold body behind the emperor ten elected warriors with bodies of lazy jade and twitching eyelids finger their unquiet spears the queen of queens is dancing her subtle body weaving insinuating upon the gold cloth incessantly creates patterns of sudden lust her stealing body ex- pending gathering pouring upon itself stiffenS to a white thorn of desire the taut neck of the citharede wags in the dust the ghastly warriors amber with lust breathe together the emperor,exerting himself among his pillows throws jewels at the queen of queens and white money upon her nakedness he nods and all depart through the bruised air aflutter with pearls 3. they are alone he beckons,she rises she stands a moment in the passion of the fifty pillars listening while the queens of all the earth writhe upon deep rugs
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The Emperor
I. the emperor sleeps in a palace of porphyry which was a million years building he takes the air in a howdah of jasper beneath saffron umbrellas upon an elephant twelve foot high behind whose ear sits always a crowned king twir- ling an ankus of ebony the fountains of the emperor’s palace run sunlight and moonlight and the emperor’s elephant is a thousand years old the harem of the emperor is carpeted with gold cloth from the ceiling(one diamond timid with nesting incense) fifty marble pillars slipped from immeasurable height,fall,fifty,silent in the incense is tangled a cool moon there are thrice-three-hundred doors carven of chalcedony and before every door a naked ****** watches on their heads turbans of a hundred colours in their hands scimitars like windy torches each is blacker than oblivion the ladies of the emperor’s harem are queens of all the earth and the rings upon their hands are from mines a mile deep but the body of the queen of queens is more transparent than water,she is softer than birds 2. when the emperor is very amorous he reclines upon the couch of couches and beckons with the little finger of his left hand then the thrice-three-hundredth door is opened by the tallest ****** and the queen of queens comes forth ankles musical with large pearls kingdoms in her ears at the feet of the emperor a cithern- player squats with quiveringgold body behind the emperor ten elected warriors with bodies of lazy jade and twitching eyelids finger their unquiet spears the queen of queens is dancing her subtle body weaving insinuating upon the gold cloth incessantly creates patterns of sudden lust her stealing body ex- pending gathering pouring upon itself stiffenS to a white thorn of desire the taut neck of the citharede wags in the dust the ghastly warriors amber with lust breathe together the emperor,exerting himself among his pillows throws jewels at the queen of queens and white money upon her nakedness he nods and all depart through the bruised air aflutter with pearls 3. they are alone he beckons,she rises she stands a moment in the passion of the fifty pillars listening while the queens of all the earth writhe upon deep rugs
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There are some people who drape themselves across others like rugs, who beg for physical affection like a dog waiting to have its belly scratched, who hook pinkies and elbows and knees with their best friend from childhood while huddled under blankets in the middle of the night. I am not one of these people. I sit on the arms of couches, feet turned away from the pile of mismatched body parts that occupies the cushions. I am not used to being touched gently. But something about you makes me crave contact. Hand to hand Hip to hip It doesn’t matter. All my life I have been balancing on the edge of fear and desire in a world without all of my senses, and I think one touch from you a brush, a spark would send me falling. No, not falling. Flying.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 10:42 PM UTC
Physical Affection
~~~^♡^ black light posters lava lamps purple haze and mega amps bright **** rugs in pink and green long straight hair or Afro-Sheen go ask Alice how time flies starships blast off In her eyes yellow ribbons in her hair Vietnam Scarborough Fair beaded curtain leather n lace brains are gone without a trace Mother Mary let it be flower power love for free you can find a cause to bend but it's hard to find a friend psychedelic music blasts what was "groovy" now the past soulsurvivor 5/10/2015 ~~~^♡^
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May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 7:51 PM UTC
psychedelic
There are worse places to be There are better Avenues of everything I’ve ever dreamt of Stretch out before me like a baby’s crumpled arms Rugs pave the broken road Soothing the wavy maze of souks and bazaars Covered in blemishes Riddled with secret treasures Untameable animals scour the pathways Searching for forgotten scraps Shadows live in contrast to the midday sun Hiding fallen beggars Lying twisted on the ground Juxtaposition of beauty and pain unfolds Poised in the blameless blue sky A tower rises over the horizon Desperation pours out of every cracked brick And a prayer floats out to the market It is perfection, of a kind. The streets are not innocent They have seen and heard and felt Every wrong in the world Afternoon heat of the square suffocates me I’m lost in an array of people and materials Drowning in the swirling language Eyes stinging amongst the dusty chaos Rain Eats away the market’s life, Dampening red-hot brick walls. Corrupted skies cry. There are worse places to be There are better
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 8:41 AM UTC
Morocco
Witchcraft and wine it comes so naturally, and now that you’re mine I’m going to actually try my best not to lose it. If there’s a bomb then I will defuse it. If there’s an offer I’ll just refuse it. If there’s a card to play I’m going to use it. Because you’ve got me under Your blanket of stars and mysteries, connecting our scars and histories. In parked cars both sighing mystically and back to the park where I was to shy to try anything. Sorcery and scotch you put me in a trance. If you took it down a notch, I just might stand a chance that I’m not going to lose my head, even with my cheeks burning red getting brighter as you quietly said “I’ll meet you tonight in our bed.” Depriving me of slumber With your healing touch and cosmic skin, I’m within your clutch and freely giving in. It’s too much and you have yet to begin, removing my crutch and cleansing me of each sin. I was warned of street magicians and cautioned with tales of gateway drugs. To not take my eyes off no matter the conditions, because that’s when they tend to pull rugs. “If you fall for one, you’ll fall for them all.” But this time I’m done, I think it’s last call. With your witchcraft and wine, you make it look so divine.
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Aug 15, 2025
Aug 15, 2025 at 7:11 PM UTC
Witchcraft & Wine
My Grandmother's Hands My Grandmother's hands told many tales Of scrubbing steps and broken nails Hand-washing clothes in enamel sink Red football socks turned white towels pink When not baking cakes at the old gas stove Rag-rugs with old scraps of material she wove Pantry shelves filled with powdered egg Homemade rice pudding sprinkled with nutmeg Sea-coal burning on an open coal fire Bread on a toasting fork burning like a pyre Grandma plumping up pillows from beneath granda’s head Applying ointment to sores caused by being confined to bed Hours spent at auctions bidding with her hand Buying an incomplete bed wasn't what she planned Back home in time for tea, crumpets and homemade strawberry jam, I can still recall the smell of it, bubbling in the pan Switching tv channels with a flick of her wrist That’s how we did it back then, when remotes did not exist Working hard all of her life, meeting everyone's demands Every line and wrinkle told a story On my Grandmother's hands
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Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 11:09 AM UTC
My Grandmother's Hands
In this fRaGmEnTeD cage,I hear checkpoint moans; anticipating our prone-positioned brothers and sisters held Prone positions against walls Prone positions against fences Prone positions against vehicles Prone positions against buildings Prone positions against prone positions Slam-whacked, bloodied, occupied like our great nation; like our souls I remember a prophet's call, " love your neighbor as yourself " I hear Palestine weeping from Jenin to Hebron, from Jerico to Gaza seized I hear lamentations about blood tales I see only FrAgMeNtS of our land I see FrAgMeNtS of our proud people Lo and behold my Palestine quakes as an earth quake Doves scatter skyward as a prophetic omen Blue skies and Sun momentarily claim victory Then inhumanity's ugly face: America to its Indians, America to its blacks, America to women, America to its gays, America to Mexicans, America to South and Central America, America once to Southeast Asia, America to Islam, America with its war crimes, America and Israel both innocence died So, we pray Koran's verses upon our prayer rugs We gesture all hope The apartheid surrounds us The dead talk to us The smoke surrounds us Perhaps better days we say Entwined with bizarre everydayness we accept sleep with fits Fits without food; Fits without crucial welfare Roads, shelters, mock us sculptured by missiles and bulldozers Bully-bombs exploding in a reign of terror We pray upon our prayer rugs Bully-bombs exploding in a reign terror And oooh how those awful missile FrAgMeNtS fly and Muhammad cries with anguished tears, in this writtened legacy...in written legacy
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 5:21 AM UTC
FrAgMeNtS of a People
In this fRaGmEnTeD cage,I hear checkpoint moans; anticipating our prone-positioned brothers and sisters held Prone positions against walls Prone positions against fences Prone positions against vehicles Prone positions against buildings Prone positions against prone positions Slam-whacked, bloodied, occupied like our great nation; like our souls I remember a prophet's call, " love your neighbor as yourself " I hear Palestine weeping from Jenin to Hebron, from Jerico to Gaza seized I hear lamentations about blood tales I see only FrAgMeNtS of our land I see FrAgMeNtS of our proud people Lo and behold my Palestine quakes as an earth quake Doves scatter skyward as a prophetic omen Blue skies and Sun momentarily claim victory Then inhumanity's ugly face: America to its Indians, America to its blacks, America to women, America to its gays, America to Mexicans, America to South and Central America, America once to Southeast Asia, America to Islam, America with its war crimes, America and Israel both innocence died So, we pray Koran's verses upon our prayer rugs We gesture all hope The apartheid surrounds us The dead talk to us The smoke surrounds us Perhaps better days we say Entwined with bizarre everydayness we accept sleep with fits Fits without food; Fits without crucial welfare Roads, shelters, mock us sculptured by missiles and bulldozers Bully-bombs exploding in a reign of terror We pray upon our prayer rugs Bully-bombs exploding in a reign terror And oooh how those awful missile FrAgMeNtS fly and Muhammad cries with anguished tears, in this writtened legacy...in written legacy
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I wonder what language you were speaking. Was it pure psycho-babble? Were the words pure? Were you reciting the words to a song? Were you singing? Could I see your beauty? Were you even cognitive, were you thinking underneath the muttering, heavy clamor of words that jail-broke from your mouth and streamed into existence, flooding the men and woman carrying bags and carts under the artificial lights and long lines Did you think that vomit-mumble-speaking all over a single Korean mother and her young child was imposing or threatening in anyway? If you’d have taken a step closer to her I would have had to step in, but she quietly left her place and dragged her shy looking boy with her as he stared at the ground- and we did our best to turn you into a ghost, clattering pipes in the empty walls- I wonder how many rugs you’ve been swept under. How many times people have tried and failed to plug up the holes in your leaky brain. How many times you’ve tried help yourself. How many times someone has failed you- how many times you’ve failed someone else. How many occasions exactly like this people ignored you as you rambled on about nothing in a Superstore like a broken record skipping unpredictable sick scratched torn
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 6:25 PM UTC
the superstore line
It was raining the Saturday I hired the carpenter, but I think it was acid rain from all the poison you let escape into your body. He was a drunkard, and he apologized through sips of alcohol. It was the color of your blood when I found you in fits and I begged him to wash them out of the carpet, but through every sip he said your name just like the walls do. I begged the maid to clean up the razors but she never did. The maid came in two hours late and she didn't seem to mind my frustration. Much like you never seemed to mind when you said the right things all too late. She swept secrets under the rugs and listened to the creak in the floorboard whenever any weight was put on this old wooden floor that reminded me so much of your weak shoulders when I needed a place to hold me. The builder was far too early, and the maid never cleaned up in time. The builder tried desperately to rebuild the walls, but they shook at the weight of another's skin on mine, and the builder whispered "I think you need him back." I dismissed him, and the force of my door slamming (much like the force when you left that night with everything but me) was enough to destroy every wall. Gardeners came in flustered at the work ahead of them. There were scars on my heart running up the sides like vines and it was far too thick to be cut down. I envied the fresh dug up dirt encasing the weeds that I so badly wished would hold my body too. You see I tried to burry myself in your mind but you kept pushing me out and now the dirt is the only thing that promises certainty.
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Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 1:50 PM UTC
Housekeeping
It was raining the Saturday I hired the carpenter, but I think it was acid rain from all the poison you let escape into your body. He was a drunkard, and he apologized through sips of alcohol. It was the color of your blood when I found you in fits and I begged him to wash them out of the carpet, but through every sip he said your name just like the walls do. I begged the maid to clean up the razors but she never did. The maid came in two hours late and she didn't seem to mind my frustration. Much like you never seemed to mind when you said the right things all too late. She swept secrets under the rugs and listened to the creak in the floorboard whenever any weight was put on this old wooden floor that reminded me so much of your weak shoulders when I needed a place to hold me. The builder was far too early, and the maid never cleaned up in time. The builder tried desperately to rebuild the walls, but they shook at the weight of another's skin on mine, and the builder whispered "I think you need him back." I dismissed him, and the force of my door slamming (much like the force when you left that night with everything but me) was enough to destroy every wall. Gardeners came in flustered at the work ahead of them. There were scars on my heart running up the sides like vines and it was far too thick to be cut down. I envied the fresh dug up dirt encasing the weeds that I so badly wished would hold my body too. You see I tried to burry myself in your mind but you kept pushing me out and now the dirt is the only thing that promises certainty.
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When you think of love you think of butterflies and flowers Prince Charming and towers happiness in abundance. You think of kisses and hugs Aladdin and rugs a sort of sixth sense. You think of daydreaming, hearts sinking no, not sinking, skipping. Red crayons and smiles Long stares into each others eyes Carnival rides You think of it being written in the sky and a sweet apple pie We see it as sea side picnics Holding hands Watching cheesy chick flicks all night long. Guys riding on lawn mowers holding up a boombox, blaring phil collins. We see walks on the beach shoreline just reaching our feet. When I think of love I think of awkward moments. I think of my father as he left my mother See, I want someone more than just a lover. When I think of love I think of a stomachache my last heartbreak and band-aids to hide the pain. I think of his hands in mine our thoughts intertwined I see the hurt in your eyes as I told you goodbye Our last kiss in the summer rain. I think of love as a societal excuse A word said too much, too often Just a word Nothing more than caution. When I think of love I see a dog’s loyalty to his owner and the owner showing him affection. A sunset, a beautiful sky The way the ocean shows its reflection When I think of love I think of the heart’s sight. Love is light. Love is Agape- God’s grace and mercy poured on top of me the day Jesus died on the cross. I think of no hope lost. When I think of love I think of Him I think of how. Love is here Love is now.
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Oct 19, 2012
Oct 19, 2012 at 4:06 PM UTC
Love
When you think of love you think of butterflies and flowers Prince Charming and towers happiness in abundance. You think of kisses and hugs Aladdin and rugs a sort of sixth sense. You think of daydreaming, hearts sinking no, not sinking, skipping. Red crayons and smiles Long stares into each others eyes Carnival rides You think of it being written in the sky and a sweet apple pie We see it as sea side picnics Holding hands Watching cheesy chick flicks all night long. Guys riding on lawn mowers holding up a boombox, blaring phil collins. We see walks on the beach shoreline just reaching our feet. When I think of love I think of awkward moments. I think of my father as he left my mother See, I want someone more than just a lover. When I think of love I think of a stomachache my last heartbreak and band-aids to hide the pain. I think of his hands in mine our thoughts intertwined I see the hurt in your eyes as I told you goodbye Our last kiss in the summer rain. I think of love as a societal excuse A word said too much, too often Just a word Nothing more than caution. When I think of love I see a dog’s loyalty to his owner and the owner showing him affection. A sunset, a beautiful sky The way the ocean shows its reflection When I think of love I think of the heart’s sight. Love is light. Love is Agape- God’s grace and mercy poured on top of me the day Jesus died on the cross. I think of no hope lost. When I think of love I think of Him I think of how. Love is here Love is now.
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Pugsley snugs on ugly rugs and smugly shrugs at Beak But Beaky's peaking and tweakily tweaking while squeakily speaking to Pink And Pinky thinks they're rinky ***** with stinky sinks and ***** winks Then Twiggy giggles and jiggly wiggles her wiggly jiggles at Mister Higgles And Mister Hig-g-l Wait a second Who's Mister Higgles? 'Undercover CBPP,' says he (Crazy Bad Poem Police) 'Okay, let's break it up! Enough of this stupid poem Let's go, let's break it up! Stay off bad poems people, this stuff'll rot your brain!" ©2011 Lyn
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 10:26 AM UTC
CBPP
Come get up! Take out your winter wary wool. Hark! the charming chimes of churns Rolling red rays reaching to raise your rugs! See! Makara Sankranthi has come! Jump out. Just embrace the warm welcome sandal pasted red rays The Indian ways, receive the joys gay to say a Hi! The sun Himself has got up early! To flag off this  Bhogi, Maggie Suggi, mithila, uttarayana, Engall (our) Thai pongal! Let's basket dance with our neighbors Ohm shanthrimantra chanting welcome Shri Makara Rashi Wish you all Happiness Om Suryaye namaha! Om Mitraya namaha! On Bhaskarsya namaha! Om Adityaya namaha! Oh Helios,(source of energy), Not me! Oh Apollo... Not me! Om Shanthi! peace! peace To all...
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Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 12:19 AM UTC
Welcome Estival Festival
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 6:17 PM UTC
The Measuring Cup (The reality of a metaphor)
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Expanding, contracting, waxing, waning. On the edge of your seat, eyes drooping shut. Enthralled by boredom, hairs standing on end. Three bites deep in a paradox sandwich, Garnished with an oh so subtle hint of neurosis. Seduced by a routine predisposition. Reason fading away into subtle redundancy. Redundancy Redundancy Redundancy REEEEEEDDDDDUUUUUNNNNDDDDDAAAANNNNCCCCCYYYYY. Hey, would it be redundant... If I said redundancy? Did I say that already? Yeah? Better be sure cause homie don't play that. (Which leads to the distinct and important point that there was once someone narrating this... hey wait. Well, who's doing it now? Seems sort of strange that these words are still somehow finding their way into your- oh wait, he's back!) Or am I? How do you know? Maybe... I was just an illusion this whole time!!1!!11 ...and then all of the sudden, it's 5:00 AM. Again... seriously? HOW DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING?!?!?!?!?!
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:35 AM UTC
Class D Rugs: or Carpeting for the Budget Conscious
I am a miner. The light burns blue. Waxy stalactites Drip and thicken, tears The earthen womb Exudes from its dead boredom. Black bat airs Wrap me, raggy shawls, Cold homicides. They weld to me like plums. Old cave of calcium Icicles, old echoer. Even the newts are white, Those holy Joes. And the fish, the fish---- Christ! They are panes of ice, A vice of knives, A piranha Religion, drinking Its first communion out of my live toes. The candle Gulps and recovers its small altitude, Its yellows hearten. O love, how did you get here? O embryo Remembering, even in sleep, Your crossed position. The blood blooms clean In you, ruby. The pain You wake to is not yours. Love, love, I have hung our cave with roses. With soft rugs---- The last of Victoriana. Let the stars Plummet to their dark address, Let the mercuric Atoms that ******* drip Into the terrible well, You are the one Solid the spaces lean on, envious. You are the baby in the barn.
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Nick And The Candlestick
I grew up in a home where words like "atheist" and "agnostic", if uttered, were shoved under rugs or place mats or quilt-work sentiments reading        "God Bless This Home" And so I too, would hide from those who hid from God. But then amongst the distaste and disregard of things less than God, I Became An Evangelist! Ah, yes! Because whose soul doesn't want to be saved by a thirteen year old with a clever Christian saying on his shirt that's a size too small? But not only that, no. I dragged my friends along with me. We were, in fact, a regular children's crusade. But I was a little bigot. I pushed away those who pushed away God, shocked at the thought that anyone could not believe in what now seems completely unbelievable. I even scorned the science teacher who had the audacity to introduce the evil of evolution. I was on fire. But then the Devil himself put Kurt Vonnegut on my lap. Yes, I accredit my loss of faith to a crazy science fiction writer. At least, he pushed the first domino. And my God, I was afraid. Afraid of feelings of distance Afraid of questions that never seemed to have an answer. Afraid I was losing myself. I struggled with the traditional questions, of course: Why would a benevolent God send good people to hell for not believing? Is he that insecure? If he is omnipotent, wouldn't he know what he was getting into when he created such sinful little ***** Why should we be indicted simply because we were born? How does He expect me to give Him my entire life? Fast forward about four years. I'm eating lunch with my oldest sister, a philosophy major, no less. She tells me how she experienced almost the exact same thing I did. And after an inward struggle of four years, finally I had the courage to admit my Agnosticism to myself. I simply did not know. How could I? But now I'm left to deal with my friends, and most of all my mother. I should not feel guilty for my beliefs, or lack thereof. I am an agnostic. I am a humanist. I am on fire.
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
All My Friends Are Christians: The Story of the Closeted Agnostic
I grew up in a home where words like "atheist" and "agnostic", if uttered, were shoved under rugs or place mats or quilt-work sentiments reading        "God Bless This Home" And so I too, would hide from those who hid from God. But then amongst the distaste and disregard of things less than God, I Became An Evangelist! Ah, yes! Because whose soul doesn't want to be saved by a thirteen year old with a clever Christian saying on his shirt that's a size too small? But not only that, no. I dragged my friends along with me. We were, in fact, a regular children's crusade. But I was a little bigot. I pushed away those who pushed away God, shocked at the thought that anyone could not believe in what now seems completely unbelievable. I even scorned the science teacher who had the audacity to introduce the evil of evolution. I was on fire. But then the Devil himself put Kurt Vonnegut on my lap. Yes, I accredit my loss of faith to a crazy science fiction writer. At least, he pushed the first domino. And my God, I was afraid. Afraid of feelings of distance Afraid of questions that never seemed to have an answer. Afraid I was losing myself. I struggled with the traditional questions, of course: Why would a benevolent God send good people to hell for not believing? Is he that insecure? If he is omnipotent, wouldn't he know what he was getting into when he created such sinful little ***** Why should we be indicted simply because we were born? How does He expect me to give Him my entire life? Fast forward about four years. I'm eating lunch with my oldest sister, a philosophy major, no less. She tells me how she experienced almost the exact same thing I did. And after an inward struggle of four years, finally I had the courage to admit my Agnosticism to myself. I simply did not know. How could I? But now I'm left to deal with my friends, and most of all my mother. I should not feel guilty for my beliefs, or lack thereof. I am an agnostic. I am a humanist. I am on fire.
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clear thumbtacks hold the few blades of grass collected from the meadows of the Magnificent Days. no baby blanket can wrap up these times; no perfume from the 80's mask such greatness. driving home at 8:56 in february feels like four-thirteen a.m. while it's raining (how strange) we don't feel like talking, we don't feel like junk food but scratchy blankets to tuck in the snow-less mountains this time of year. something has to cover them, because our society doesn't approve of ****** or happiness, really for our smoke detectors are dead and the mirrors are stained the rugs are frayed and our poetry ***** our candles smell like grandmothers but that future for us isn't so far away. we focus on the water that will burst past the controlled walls in a few months; that's so close (too close) to tell because we are told we won't end up being what we thought we'd wanted at sixteen. our christmas lights are getting dull and we don't strive to make people jealous anymore. we just sulk on the loss of the Magnificent Days, bright and kind.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
Navy
somehow I managed to cram my *** into these fashion pants so I can make it to the days sales meeting to check my fleeting self esteem somehow this all got out of hand I misunderstand what I misunderstood this sick trip down becoming Johnny Hollywood champagne glasses and next years denim learning to look just right like them just to get tight with em learn right now that you are small and you can never be like them so learn to eat everything they're feeding and pick your teeth clean with the bones of those you're cheating this is Hollywood red carpets and models' stares This is Hollywood designer drugs on designer rugs up spiral stairs this is Hollywood rich ***** kids with tempers flared this is the top of the world in your dreams and no one else really cares somehow I managed to fight this depression looking for a job in a recession my hair lines recession partying like it's an obsession somehow this rip off called growing up has me over a toilet throwing up gagging on everything I misunderstood becoming Johnny Hollywood model chicks posing and poser friends learning to look at them both with the same fake grin learning right now that you will live to lie and do it again you'll bite your tounge to the powers and when your dream fails you'll buy new friends this is Hollywood ******* business cards and winks this is Hollywood everyone talks but nobody thinks this is Hollywood hit top but beware if you sink when you're number one everyone loves you and stares but when you're Johnny Hollywood nobody else really ******* cares
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Apr 26, 2012
Apr 26, 2012 at 12:51 PM UTC
CATWALK
somehow I managed to cram my *** into these fashion pants so I can make it to the days sales meeting to check my fleeting self esteem somehow this all got out of hand I misunderstand what I misunderstood this sick trip down becoming Johnny Hollywood champagne glasses and next years denim learning to look just right like them just to get tight with em learn right now that you are small and you can never be like them so learn to eat everything they're feeding and pick your teeth clean with the bones of those you're cheating this is Hollywood red carpets and models' stares This is Hollywood designer drugs on designer rugs up spiral stairs this is Hollywood rich ***** kids with tempers flared this is the top of the world in your dreams and no one else really cares somehow I managed to fight this depression looking for a job in a recession my hair lines recession partying like it's an obsession somehow this rip off called growing up has me over a toilet throwing up gagging on everything I misunderstood becoming Johnny Hollywood model chicks posing and poser friends learning to look at them both with the same fake grin learning right now that you will live to lie and do it again you'll bite your tounge to the powers and when your dream fails you'll buy new friends this is Hollywood ******* business cards and winks this is Hollywood everyone talks but nobody thinks this is Hollywood hit top but beware if you sink when you're number one everyone loves you and stares but when you're Johnny Hollywood nobody else really ******* cares
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When the writing is going well, I am a prince in a desert palace, fountains flowing in the garden. I lean an elbow on a velvet pillow and drink from a silver goblet, poems like a banquet spread before me on rugs with rosettes the damask of blood. But exiled from the palace, I wander -- crawling on burning sand, thirsting on barren dunes, believing a heartless mirage no less true than palms and pools of the cool oasis.
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What Do You Do About Dry Periods In Your Writing?
Just because you're family Doesn't mean you have rights to me My secrets kept Are just that They're hidden and swept Under the rugs from your eyes. If you find out you'd just call them lies And there's truth to that plight Blood hasn't given you the god given right To have a say in everything in my life Keep in mind The things you've confided in me Without judgement and without confessing To the rest of the world Defining What kind of person I've come to be. Play your game Let me play mine You grew up with me But you weren't always there to check my vital signs You weren't there for every bit of time I collapsed and reached out to find You weren't there And I still ended up fine. Being the youngest of five Doesn't make me the dumbest one in line. I learned from the mistakes of four others To keep my faults under these covers. Being naive in front of the clan Is apart of my plan Blend in and refrain From voicing opinions that won't be heard anyways. Just because you're family Doesn't mean You own me So **** off Or play my game
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
**** off
Oxblood lips. A slit in the center. A distraught film. Shattered pieces that mimic her wounds. She cries for sorrow and weeps in the name of agony. Flashback. High voltage. Dawn's dew left a Seoul night in the hands of mischief. He watched her golden legs in his dingy shirt. She danced in a tunnel of head lights. His eyes. Oh, God, his realm of roses. A spectrum so broad- no force could obtain. 70s misfit. Shaggy rugs. A cheap bottle of Merlot. Kaleidoscope kisses. Craved like a hieroglyphic. He was her warrior. Plummeting grains of virtue into a dust oriented cushion...seven dollars and thirty one cents. I saw the light bulb touch the birch-wood floral. I could feel a thick metallic wind roar. Breaking the depths. A rugged man with a festive beard. His cheeks of stained silicone lipstick. He had shipped off his soul. He was a white man with a grip of steel. "Who put cookies in the watering bucket?" A naive response. "A wicked man with a lustful cavity." Erosion.Despair.Angst. Thin braids housed a blooming mind. Paint chips splattered the table top, plastering it. Morning.Good morning to luxury. What a splendid contrast. A lantern lit van took the highway by 65 miles. And all the while he never looked back.
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 9:13 AM UTC
Dutch Motel
From mud walled homes these remnants come, artifacts of shell and bone leather shoes and deerskin coats woolen blankets and woven rugs, baskets for storing grain and corn. Grinding stones and sun bleached bones antiquities and memories found in fields of sand, necklace beads of finest hammered silver now forgotten and lost, and too the river's water. Came a sorrowful war with bullet guns that pierced the heart of every man no match for shooting arrows.
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May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 11:02 AM UTC
Amerind