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"reviled" poems
My amazed ghost, you inspire me to write. How I hate the way you skip, walk and hide, Invading my mind day and through the night, Always dreaming about the light yuletide. Let me compare you to a crazed cherry? You are more unfazed, banal and active. Ice bites the debris of February, And wintertime has the beguiled practive. How do I hate you? Let me count the ways. I hate your brilliant lip, smile and eyes. Thinking of your reviled smile fills my days. My hate for you is the attractive flies. Now I must away with an open heart, Remember my wild words whilst we're apart.
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Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 3:30 PM UTC
Ode to the ghost
I have all these secrets that shouldn't be shared. Secrets shared are then turned into thoughts, regrets, even wishes. No matter how fast my head spins, how hard my headache pounds. I can't share what's needed to be said. To anyone, not anyone. I mustn't, I can't. Secrets need to be kept hidden and shall be remained until reviled.
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 1:57 PM UTC
Secrets
Long lost time stretches blacked out questions and white in the place where it should have been A triple threat of time, continuation, and displaced memories Backtrack Slapped back into the black again I know it's a sin but I ******* love it Push it, shove it down, choke on the smoke and the fumes of the ancient Wisdom is the loss of purity Awakened Ravaged Blended back into the swirling twirling Universes, such perverse pleasure in the pain of it all I love to fall The wind in your face, blend it with a trace of sweat and blood as it all clicks into place. I love the taste Blasphemous and decadent, giving in and giving out to **** it all back in again RISE and FALL I grin a bladed smile all the while, never minding the cries Such pleasure as it dies All taint of purity reviled Desecrate the sacred, mutilate this inviolate aspect of creation Only a seed of destruction contained within the potential I see and I lust and I take and I **** Not a drop of precious life spilled Without cause The laws remain, rise and fall, rise and fall, I saw it all and then I sought a call of FLAW For in the impurity lies perfection An insecure dissection speaks the truth As I now lie and speak to thee uncouth I regret the best was yet to be Blinded stumbling through Infinity ....just let it be.
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Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 9:50 PM UTC
Submitted For Your Approval, Submissive For Your Betrayal
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Orwellian Nightmare
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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To some it’s all conjectural, Philosophically conceptual. You think you’re intellectual But your reasoning is ineffectual. Reviled both by heterosexuals Insulted as well by homosexuals And some ugly issues contractual We are the besmirched bisexuals. While it is the opposite of equality It is the essence of our reality, A warped straight-centric morality Based on a Christianist plurality. The straights tell us we must decide Then put the other gender aside. The complaints range far and wide Even gay people opt to deride. We don’t feel welcomed anywhere inside. Why doesn’t tolerance coincide When nobody seems to take our side? It’s freedom, get on the bus and ride. While it is the opposite of equality It is the essence of our reality, A warped straight-centric morality Based on a Christianist plurality. We know, after years of research Gender choice is not learned in church. It can be shaped with rods of birch But those are better for birds to perch. Denying us freedom is an ugly lurch Past including truth in a morality search. Back to when we were ruled by a church And any variance was besmirched. While it is the opposite of equality It is the essence of our reality, A warped straight-centric morality Based on a Christianist plurality.
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Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 3:01 PM UTC
NATURAL CONCLUSIONS
Save thyself and come down From the cross Likewise also the chief priests Mocking said amongst themselves With the scribes he saved other's Himself he cannot save Let Christ the king of Israel Descend now from the cross That we may see and believe And they that were crucified with him reviled him And when the sixth hour was come there was darkness Over the whole of the land until the ninth hour And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice Saying Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani? Which is being interpreted as My God My God why hast thou forsaken me? And entering into the sepulchre they saw a young man Sitting on the right side clothed in a long white garment And they were affrighted and he said unto them be not affrighted Now when Jesus was risen early in the first day of the week He appeared first to Mary Magdalene out of whom he had cast seven devils and when she told them that he had had been with him as they mourned and wept and they heard he was alive believed not And he said unto them go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature he that believeth and is baptized shall be saved but he that believeth not shall be ****** and these signs shall follow them that believe and in my name shall thy cast out devils they shall speak with new tongues they shall take up serpents and if they drink deadly things it shall not hurt them they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover so then after the Lord had spoken unto them he was received up into heaven and sat on the right side of God and they went forth and preached every where the Lord working with them and confirming the words with signs following Amen.
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Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 9:23 AM UTC
New Beginnings
Save thyself and come down From the cross Likewise also the chief priests Mocking said amongst themselves With the scribes he saved other's Himself he cannot save Let Christ the king of Israel Descend now from the cross That we may see and believe And they that were crucified with him reviled him And when the sixth hour was come there was darkness Over the whole of the land until the ninth hour And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice Saying Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani? Which is being interpreted as My God My God why hast thou forsaken me? And entering into the sepulchre they saw a young man Sitting on the right side clothed in a long white garment And they were affrighted and he said unto them be not affrighted Now when Jesus was risen early in the first day of the week He appeared first to Mary Magdalene out of whom he had cast seven devils and when she told them that he had had been with him as they mourned and wept and they heard he was alive believed not And he said unto them go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature he that believeth and is baptized shall be saved but he that believeth not shall be ****** and these signs shall follow them that believe and in my name shall thy cast out devils they shall speak with new tongues they shall take up serpents and if they drink deadly things it shall not hurt them they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover so then after the Lord had spoken unto them he was received up into heaven and sat on the right side of God and they went forth and preached every where the Lord working with them and confirming the words with signs following Amen.
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gone so long fine memories line your beauty face adored paltry company by now the made doll with her tight red smile no secrets will divulge pretty blue eyes held so wide by violent stitches black no blinking now and no excuse the truth is all revealed as the lie was all reviled but once it was a simple sharing blood along the line mother strength to daughter from she to me to mine
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC
mother line
753 My Soul—accused me—And I quailed— As Tongue of Diamond had reviled All else accused me—and I smiled— My Soul—that Morning—was My friend— Her favor—is the best Disdain Toward Artifice of Time—or Men— But Her Disdain—’twere lighter bear A finger of Enamelled Fire—
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My Soul—accused me—And I quailed
A funeral is my mind. Where former lovers and silver-tongued liars attend their wake. I spare no life when I can take. An invitation from God is what you’d need to depart. But there is no God to be found here, only your grievances and faults. Stand steadfast and ready, my reviled lovers and liars. You’re in my dark abyss now and you’ve taken your final bow. Your procession has arrived.
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Oct 24, 2023
Oct 24, 2023 at 10:38 AM UTC
Every occasion I’ll be ready for the funeral
Marmite! (Veggie Mite) Peanut Butter! Marmite and peanut butter, My God what a terrible thought, Both truly vile, Pungent, Repugnant, Foul in texture, Reviled in taste! Never have I ever bought, Incredible how some can love 'em, I can't bear the taste, Smell makes me feel really ill, Worse than any bitter pill! Please don't make me a sarnie, Not with these, No not ever, By all means spend your time with me, Please to you I thee beseech, That these two dreadful foods so vile, Hit the dustbin in big style! By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 3:11 AM UTC
Marmite (Veggiemite) and Peanut Butter!
So you think you are a master of techniques of persuasion? You shallow pips-squeak, mediocrity is your mastery the obsequious hoi polloi that surround you are the pitiable averageness of conciliation Sophistry and subterfuge are your game of compromised facts syllogistic  arithmetic conceptualizing  doesn't make anything so your addition is flawed by your bungled bombast of banality and guile fortunately for you, your crowd will never study logic fortunately for you semi-literacy is  de rigueur You pompous swollen grandiose mass of hyperbolic gas Fear is what you offer, lies are what you sell your rhetorical flourish is as the stench of a waste  dump fetid, corpulent, fallow and febrile toxic half-truths, innuendos, ambiguities, conjecture and asinine aspersions comprise your specious fare, fostering rumours,  manipulating facts, you are the purported Biblical brood of vipers so extensively reviled against Your relevancy is attributable to the dull stupidity so profusely prevalent today Your "success" is the stuff of taint and treachery You'll probably choke to death on a stuck piece of poorly masticated  flesh so appropriate  and  befitting the demise of a professional liar
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Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 12:44 AM UTC
Rush et al.
It's hard to hide a smile When you should feel defiled. Is it wrong to give my soul, act as a ***** in the bed and reconcile your acts as nothing but worthwhile? My skin and mind are afire we're lying side by side respirating shallowly admired, reviled and inspired I let myself wander with thoughts of our beguiled afternoon. Love affairs are seedy, needy and just without my lover I'd feel nothing but bile for the man I let slip a band on me. I want to stay awhile, but the room will be needed by the next coupling. And, until next time I have to veil my vile, yet necessary secret And that I do with guile and style.
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Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 5:34 PM UTC
Defile
With the sweat of groin and aching head, I conquered. An arching back like lightning struck My head grows cloudy as we **** Muted palettes of rage and passion fused *** and sin, wet kisses from below. Your eyes stare into mine, looking for stars. And I gaze down like god in your galaxy at scars left behind by this jagged love of ours. In these moments, it's never been so clear that the quality of your *** is a chain leash Tight around my neck, and choking Electrified stimulation, you force me to keep poking | But you love me like a dog in a cage imprisoned and belittled You've got me as worse than a child Just a brazen creature to be reviled                        * * * You love the *** but you chase away the wild.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 1:32 PM UTC
Skin Hound
MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC
MEMORIES OF SAND
MEMORIES OF SAND I gave up sweeping that year Like a penance As sand permeated Everything in my condo Clung to my scalp and feet Blew in with the fog and landed In my tub, between my sheets, the sink, the carpet Gritted between my teeth in the early hours When i would reach for her still Before the memory would detonate around me that she didn't come. I would follow you anywhere. Morphed into I can't. I hate those dagger give-up words. Unlike the sand I reviled in coaxing the beach closer still And sand blurred the boundaries of my life Inside.  Outside. Past.  Present. Old.  New. I could pull the blanket of crashing waves around me in hypnotizing hues Breathe in the turquoise or gray or navy blue Of the mecurial moods of the sea. Each morning ritual of coffee and perching 8 foot tall on the sea wall studying the swells and tides I could palpate the energy of my spirit rising around the waves Curling and mixing as Aqua-purple-red dragonflies hovered at my veranda hibiscus that murmers truths I do no want to hear. And in all that aloneness settled a great quiet still emptiness. Because I couldn't cry I'd go diving in the persistent waves of salt and kelp. The cold violated my eardrums and for a moment I'd go spinning-disoriented and weightless-suspended Surrender without air as the Pacific held me buyouant Only surfacing to breathe like a Baptism.  I was ok being alone. And sometimes I wasn't. As the sand exfoliated my old self I'd grasp hold of the new wonders of phosphorescent tide under a harvest moon And the fading memory of her would rise like a helium balloon I held down for 2 hrs and 4 weeks at Surfers Point in Ventura Then let her go into the abyss of acceptance Like granting permission to the invading sand Gathering like whispers In disappearing corners of her absence And leaned into the redefinition of myself: Barefoot.  Sandy.  Expectant. The memory of sand.
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Memories: the back and forth trajectories the internal out-of-sync in-sync directories of treasured moments, of pleasantries and the reviled relived accessories of treachery. My memory is pitted with chasms like Swiss Cheese the phantom dreams of being hit by a car in a winters bite the realities of unconsciousness and brain spasms the fathoms baffles in batches and waves of breaches disfigured features like a frosted window caked in creatures burrowed and riddled like a parasite in the spite of night. By the time id got to hospital id forgotten my own name fortunately I had a gas bill in my pocket which hadn't freed itself while being violently hurled over the red car bonnet and it became the one and only evidence that I even existed even though the A & E nurse insisted and persisted on asking questions: my address, date of birth, blood type, emergency contact - like Id have it tattooed on my body like a scene from Memento amid the voices in crescendo and brain-damage thumping techno. That was a few years ago, or was it, I couldn't be sure now but some days I forget what I did in the morning so I just have to live for the moment somehow the memories like Swiss Cheese constantly morphing to the piped tune of the cerebral banshee buzzing in my left ear like a perpetual honey bee makes me wonder though; I am lactose and diary free - the dominant dietary preponderant some modernistic conglomerate causing ultimate lethargy. Does this mean if recollections are like Swiss Cheese I am intolerant to memories?
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
Swiss Cheese
Memories: the back and forth trajectories the internal out-of-sync in-sync directories of treasured moments, of pleasantries and the reviled relived accessories of treachery. My memory is pitted with chasms like Swiss Cheese the phantom dreams of being hit by a car in a winters bite the realities of unconsciousness and brain spasms the fathoms baffles in batches and waves of breaches disfigured features like a frosted window caked in creatures burrowed and riddled like a parasite in the spite of night. By the time id got to hospital id forgotten my own name fortunately I had a gas bill in my pocket which hadn't freed itself while being violently hurled over the red car bonnet and it became the one and only evidence that I even existed even though the A & E nurse insisted and persisted on asking questions: my address, date of birth, blood type, emergency contact - like Id have it tattooed on my body like a scene from Memento amid the voices in crescendo and brain-damage thumping techno. That was a few years ago, or was it, I couldn't be sure now but some days I forget what I did in the morning so I just have to live for the moment somehow the memories like Swiss Cheese constantly morphing to the piped tune of the cerebral banshee buzzing in my left ear like a perpetual honey bee makes me wonder though; I am lactose and diary free - the dominant dietary preponderant some modernistic conglomerate causing ultimate lethargy. Does this mean if recollections are like Swiss Cheese I am intolerant to memories?
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Rainbow cascades down the clouds In all its colorful splendor, only to Ingress in a land listless and gray. The people watch in horror as color Invades them, the contrast, repulsive. The children scream and run to their Mothers, pointing at such anomaly. “Don’t look, my dears. Such filth your Eyes must not witness.” A curious   Bystander inspects the rainbow and as he Lay his hands on it, color makes its way Up his arm, flushing out the pale visage. His hair the color of earth, hazel eyes, and Garments, a fiery crimson and tint of   Sunrise. Pandemonium erupts as the   Man of color stands before the crowds. “Mom, why does he have color?” “Keep your distance, my dear, he might be dangerous.” The man of color walks Down the street as people scurry away In fear. “You! Hands up!” Commands a Squad of armed officers and they proceed To arrest him. Cuffed, he is taken to the Town jailhouse and studied by a team of Physicians. “How do you feel, Sir?” “ I feel happier than I ever felt in years.” The man of color surmised he was free, But little did he know he was imprisoned By the town. Marked. Stigmatized. Reviled.   A freak who lost it all for showing his true Colors. Ostracized and alone, why live? But one fateful day, the man of color found Purpose, and discovered an ability to infuse Color on any object he chose. It didn’t take long For his house to burst with vibrant blues, reds, Greens, and yellows. He hurried outside to Breathe resplendent hues onto pallid flowers, And took a step back, glowing with pride. Onwards he dashed to town to impart color On the bleak streets and its ashen inhabitants. “Hold it right there, freak!" Yelled someone from Behind. "I saw what you did, and I can’t let you Pass.” A shot was heard and a bullet pierced Through his sanguine heart. Falling to his knees, The man of color kissed the ground and Declared, “May color come to those who love,” And breathed his last.
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 5:48 PM UTC
Man of Color
Rainbow cascades down the clouds In all its colorful splendor, only to Ingress in a land listless and gray. The people watch in horror as color Invades them, the contrast, repulsive. The children scream and run to their Mothers, pointing at such anomaly. “Don’t look, my dears. Such filth your Eyes must not witness.” A curious   Bystander inspects the rainbow and as he Lay his hands on it, color makes its way Up his arm, flushing out the pale visage. His hair the color of earth, hazel eyes, and Garments, a fiery crimson and tint of   Sunrise. Pandemonium erupts as the   Man of color stands before the crowds. “Mom, why does he have color?” “Keep your distance, my dear, he might be dangerous.” The man of color walks Down the street as people scurry away In fear. “You! Hands up!” Commands a Squad of armed officers and they proceed To arrest him. Cuffed, he is taken to the Town jailhouse and studied by a team of Physicians. “How do you feel, Sir?” “ I feel happier than I ever felt in years.” The man of color surmised he was free, But little did he know he was imprisoned By the town. Marked. Stigmatized. Reviled.   A freak who lost it all for showing his true Colors. Ostracized and alone, why live? But one fateful day, the man of color found Purpose, and discovered an ability to infuse Color on any object he chose. It didn’t take long For his house to burst with vibrant blues, reds, Greens, and yellows. He hurried outside to Breathe resplendent hues onto pallid flowers, And took a step back, glowing with pride. Onwards he dashed to town to impart color On the bleak streets and its ashen inhabitants. “Hold it right there, freak!" Yelled someone from Behind. "I saw what you did, and I can’t let you Pass.” A shot was heard and a bullet pierced Through his sanguine heart. Falling to his knees, The man of color kissed the ground and Declared, “May color come to those who love,” And breathed his last.
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I need to **** my own brains out. **** the inside of my thigh / If self harm existed, I'd be the definition. Even as a child. Epitome. I was the art of chaos. Reviled taste in the mouth of structure of humanity. In the eyes of hurricanes, death emits it's life from my heart chasm, a dark laceration that continually deprecates the vision of self and image. When one revokes such practices, when one covers such motive to make others happy, destruction of the dreamer will ensue. Beyond all of the folly in these steps We continue this dance macabre in order to destroy the civilized that we see in and around us. Please take this. Please ingest it into your ears, and masticate it in the gears teeth of your brain. Hold heart to hand. Take a breath. Hold atrial canals to the rib cage that holds it as a cell that completes your bodice. If you must seek a destruction. Let it be for self intention. For self seclusion. Let it be for your own self imprisonment. Not the caging of your existence by: a state, a religion, a county, a dogma of any sort, no to ecology, no to misanthropy. "Yay", ye shall say. To self worth.
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Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 1:44 AM UTC
Smallpox
What is an American? Is it decided by the timber of our voice, the strength in our limbs, the blood in our veins, or the color of our skin? Tell me, for I do not understand, unfold your thesis, inundate my mind with statistics, be it quantum blood measures, origin or sociological constructs of the creature in question. Tell me, what it is to be an American? This umbrella term, I just do not understand, is it to be a thief? A country founded on stolen land, and stolen labor, sage bushed bills, backed by gilded structures and systems of debate and seizure, is being an American drowning in leisure? What does this term mean? I find myself confused, it is difficult to quantify the qualitative, and breath life into lifeless chiseled forms, found in squares and plazas throughout, a country split by hard wired ferocity, quicksand laden dividing lines, the vocal deciding what it is to be, and what it isn't. *Careful lad, there is such a thing as too much, too much individuality, so put up your hair, put away the paint, put away that sign, sheath your weapon, old boy, this isn't your fight, and besides, what can you do with a toy?* I don't know what America is, land of the free, where is that? I see only industry, a dying morality, drowned in ethics, a protestant-core built on overt inequality. What does it mean to be an American? I can't tell you what it means to you, only what it means to me, and so I say dust off the document upon which this term was built, and realize that the past is not what you should use, just as anything else of import, use judgement, agency, the ability to choose, uphold the  freedom that suffocates in the back of your mind, to the flame inside your chest, to the weakness in your legs, down against the sole of your shoes. America is a country founded on rebellion, a little man, underdog all grown up, and now he's the one throwing punches, a story paralleled by Davidic tales, and though he may not be perfect, and is often reviled, I love him still, his rough edges, for we are still part of the experiment, ongoing, the American dream. Though the gates may be weighed down, the hinges rusted, a country of sojourners, soon a country of minorities, cultural pluralism, though flawed, I like it better this way, a techni-colored mirage of what once was, and if we must meet our end, so be it, guide me home, for is it not true that all roads eventually wind home?
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Mar 3, 2014
Mar 3, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
America the ________?
What is an American? Is it decided by the timber of our voice, the strength in our limbs, the blood in our veins, or the color of our skin? Tell me, for I do not understand, unfold your thesis, inundate my mind with statistics, be it quantum blood measures, origin or sociological constructs of the creature in question. Tell me, what it is to be an American? This umbrella term, I just do not understand, is it to be a thief? A country founded on stolen land, and stolen labor, sage bushed bills, backed by gilded structures and systems of debate and seizure, is being an American drowning in leisure? What does this term mean? I find myself confused, it is difficult to quantify the qualitative, and breath life into lifeless chiseled forms, found in squares and plazas throughout, a country split by hard wired ferocity, quicksand laden dividing lines, the vocal deciding what it is to be, and what it isn't. *Careful lad, there is such a thing as too much, too much individuality, so put up your hair, put away the paint, put away that sign, sheath your weapon, old boy, this isn't your fight, and besides, what can you do with a toy?* I don't know what America is, land of the free, where is that? I see only industry, a dying morality, drowned in ethics, a protestant-core built on overt inequality. What does it mean to be an American? I can't tell you what it means to you, only what it means to me, and so I say dust off the document upon which this term was built, and realize that the past is not what you should use, just as anything else of import, use judgement, agency, the ability to choose, uphold the  freedom that suffocates in the back of your mind, to the flame inside your chest, to the weakness in your legs, down against the sole of your shoes. America is a country founded on rebellion, a little man, underdog all grown up, and now he's the one throwing punches, a story paralleled by Davidic tales, and though he may not be perfect, and is often reviled, I love him still, his rough edges, for we are still part of the experiment, ongoing, the American dream. Though the gates may be weighed down, the hinges rusted, a country of sojourners, soon a country of minorities, cultural pluralism, though flawed, I like it better this way, a techni-colored mirage of what once was, and if we must meet our end, so be it, guide me home, for is it not true that all roads eventually wind home?
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To be alone Is to be complete They say No man is an island, But isn't everyone? We're all stranded on islands of self-interest Connected to others Through flimsy bridges of temporary alliances Mutual interests and gain The more connected we are The more isolated we become Pictures and blog posts Nothing more than facades Anomie is the word of the decade The individualistic The self-sufficient Is reviled For refusing to play the game To participate In the masquerade To jump through the hoops Of social niceties Somehow To sit and squirm Through ******* contests and gossip To flap and flutter In the howling gales of hysteria and contrived laughter Is preferred over Sitting alone Revelations and epiphanies Splayed out before oneself Playing solitaire with one's reflections In peace Baby showers and mixers Celebrated The impenetrable silence Of one's hermitage Eschewed The people-pleaser Preferred Over the lone wolf The team player Over the independent agent I suppose In an age of open doors A locked one Raises a few eyebrows They'd knock and rattle Then bang and kick and shout Before leaving in a huff Authenticity is now the rarest commodity Valued over saffron and platinum So people settle instead For knockoffs Alcohol-plied sincerity is better than nothing A China-made Rolex still looks better -- Flashier, if nothing else -- Than a Timex No man is an island, They say, Smirking Frowning Clucking with disapproval Peering behind perfectly schooled masks Nary a hair out of place Looking at me In all my artless imperfection Paper, pen, and cigarettes for company Well Which of us here Is truly alone?
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Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
Juche: Meditations on Solitude
To be alone Is to be complete They say No man is an island, But isn't everyone? We're all stranded on islands of self-interest Connected to others Through flimsy bridges of temporary alliances Mutual interests and gain The more connected we are The more isolated we become Pictures and blog posts Nothing more than facades Anomie is the word of the decade The individualistic The self-sufficient Is reviled For refusing to play the game To participate In the masquerade To jump through the hoops Of social niceties Somehow To sit and squirm Through ******* contests and gossip To flap and flutter In the howling gales of hysteria and contrived laughter Is preferred over Sitting alone Revelations and epiphanies Splayed out before oneself Playing solitaire with one's reflections In peace Baby showers and mixers Celebrated The impenetrable silence Of one's hermitage Eschewed The people-pleaser Preferred Over the lone wolf The team player Over the independent agent I suppose In an age of open doors A locked one Raises a few eyebrows They'd knock and rattle Then bang and kick and shout Before leaving in a huff Authenticity is now the rarest commodity Valued over saffron and platinum So people settle instead For knockoffs Alcohol-plied sincerity is better than nothing A China-made Rolex still looks better -- Flashier, if nothing else -- Than a Timex No man is an island, They say, Smirking Frowning Clucking with disapproval Peering behind perfectly schooled masks Nary a hair out of place Looking at me In all my artless imperfection Paper, pen, and cigarettes for company Well Which of us here Is truly alone?
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the death of self, exhaled, borne upon wafts of air, and I, with my self-conscious prose and pretensions of intellectualism, and I, dreaded I - there is a beauty in ideology; even wastrelism, being the muck of the earth and much reviled by Proper Gentlemen, has its allure and adherents those disciples of Dionysus, bacchanalia becoming banal by sheer repetition: ***** ***** ***** shotgunned beers, and then- TEQUIIIILA!! crowed at the top of their lungs, memory expunged by hepatic-processed organic compounds. of course, these mannerisms are simply beneath you, disdainfully catalogued by keen eyes: no, your form of forgettance is much more forceful, much less fanciful and romanticized: your amnesia is absolute, it required nothing less than total dedication, mortification, death of self as you expatiated lusts, loves, aught but ambitions remain, and now, you have triumphed: you stand solitary, skyscrapers shining for your personal pleasure, yet you can find, none.
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Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 9:56 PM UTC
skyline
I walked alone The cold wind ripping at my face The ground covered in stone My mind clouded with death’s dark embrace I pulled my coat ‘round To try and breathe one last time As the sky fell down Whisper one last hymn Black out black out black out Eyes open The fire shadow’s cast about She was the first sight I had awoken Her white as ice skin Pale blue eyes Her shadow dark as Gwyn My welcome is full of chastise She only smiled And put my head on her lap I would not shout the reviled About was her cloak wrap Eyes full of worry She stooped over for a kiss My eyes began to blurry .Short lived this bliss A dark snarl She whipped her head forward White fur, teeth, claws, and blood lust gnarl I reach for my sword I fell She stood up It bared its teeth The ice sharp enough to cut Cold energy beneath My ice queen It leaped Its rage caused the ice to steam She wept Its claw deep in my chest Her hands like icicles Her form was distressed sharp as needles Ice stuck out of its gullet .She ran over to me I’m just a shattered cullet Wise and worried was she Cradled my head in her arms As she sang and cried My life tumbled like a house of cards I died? I woke up My love was denied Death raised its cup She spared my life for hers She melted away Tears as my eyes blurres So I can live another day When we kissed my heart fell in a spell I will always want you Now my love fell My mind skewed I will remember you As I leave a white rose The most beautiful fool I warmed a heart that was froze Her skin was cold I will always return To remember your hold Give your death gifts in an urn A forgotten dream Your life of woe I will always remember your skin and teeth beautiful as cream The woman of snow
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC
The Woman Of Snow (A Forgotten Dream)
I walked alone The cold wind ripping at my face The ground covered in stone My mind clouded with death’s dark embrace I pulled my coat ‘round To try and breathe one last time As the sky fell down Whisper one last hymn Black out black out black out Eyes open The fire shadow’s cast about She was the first sight I had awoken Her white as ice skin Pale blue eyes Her shadow dark as Gwyn My welcome is full of chastise She only smiled And put my head on her lap I would not shout the reviled About was her cloak wrap Eyes full of worry She stooped over for a kiss My eyes began to blurry .Short lived this bliss A dark snarl She whipped her head forward White fur, teeth, claws, and blood lust gnarl I reach for my sword I fell She stood up It bared its teeth The ice sharp enough to cut Cold energy beneath My ice queen It leaped Its rage caused the ice to steam She wept Its claw deep in my chest Her hands like icicles Her form was distressed sharp as needles Ice stuck out of its gullet .She ran over to me I’m just a shattered cullet Wise and worried was she Cradled my head in her arms As she sang and cried My life tumbled like a house of cards I died? I woke up My love was denied Death raised its cup She spared my life for hers She melted away Tears as my eyes blurres So I can live another day When we kissed my heart fell in a spell I will always want you Now my love fell My mind skewed I will remember you As I leave a white rose The most beautiful fool I warmed a heart that was froze Her skin was cold I will always return To remember your hold Give your death gifts in an urn A forgotten dream Your life of woe I will always remember your skin and teeth beautiful as cream The woman of snow
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A bedroom window Is at night Lit as if By stage lights Unbeknownst show of depravity Starring a duo with audacity Fierce bravado Sillouhettes in perverse pantomime Like moths drawn to its eerie glow Passionate dance makes a window Prone to peering Fascination with the reviled Certain sins with secret fans endearing
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Mar 22, 2010
Mar 22, 2010 at 11:08 AM UTC
Window Show
I want to touch you with my words.. I want to spill myself in verbs... Creating one sound About one Noun.. I want these emotions to be heard... Thought about then felt.. Translated then yelled I want me to be memories.. Recited scriptures on the tips of your tongue.. I want this to be Fun... Me explained in dictionaries.. You reviled in song... I sing of you in rhythm.. This verse... one untitled song And you will love it's tune.. Adding power to these feelings I adverb my love inside... To many adjectives to describe.. The sight inside my eyes... I want to create us memories.. Dreams that fall ideas.. Let my words surround you... Releasing all your fears.. Touching you with every syllable Accenting every R.. Pronouncing all my Ps and Qs Our details will be the fuse.. Light the match with your sweet lips Lets us burn in pages But our memories and dreams Are now Ideas Words thought without a Fear...
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Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 3:43 PM UTC
Writing Ideas
We all have a scarlet letter Blazing within our chest. Some make no attempt to hide it; Others conceal it best. I look at some people And I see their scarlet letter- And I judge. I look at the adulteress And I scorn her- But I've done the same Anytime I look for peace From anywhere but my Lord. I look at the drunk And I am disgusted- But I sin all the same, Albeit a different way. I look at the temptress And I am reviled- But how many times Have I played the Same game? I look at the sinners- But I'm really looking In the mirror- And I judge them- But I'm really judging me. I look at the atheist And say "How could he Believe that?"- But when I live In sin And rebellion, I am showing atheism Incarnate. I had a scarlet letter Blazing on my chest- I made every attempt to hide it And save my wounded pride. But then one day I met the Savior And He took my scarlet letter And placed it on His back- Now I'm a scarlet debtor And my letter Is my past.
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
Scarlet Letter