"reson" poems
the shot didn't work
noticed to late
cities empty
hospitals locked
99% dead 1% infected
the world belongs to the dammed and the dead
every sign that we where hear
no reson to miss us
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 11:48 PM UTC
Nothing is never going to change
Anything gets better
Nothing ever does
Thing get worse
Worse with time
It doesn't matter how positive you may be
I'm sick of faking a smile
When I feel empty inside
When I don't have a reson to smile
Or to keep holding on.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 12:48 AM UTC
The simple fact of the world is that we don't need anyone
We are built to be self sufficient
We don't need others to breath
We don't need others to think
We don't need others to prosper, dominate,
You don't need school
You don't need pears
You don't need your parents
No mater your age
We are made so we don't need others to live,
But we are not made to change
In our own heads we can never sift our minds
Chang our ways manipulate the world
All we can be with out others is a neutral being
Not good or bad just is, not ever making an imprint
When you are maid to not need any one to live
And so you never try to connect to others
You failed your self
Yea you was self sufficient but at what cost
The world will be the same from your birth
To your death
And no one will know you ever lived
I was like that once never trusting in anyone
never wishing to confined in anyone
Just survive what evils the gods at be throws at me
I was not happy nor sad
But I did lose something quite important
That we are not born with
But gain from others love
A reason to live
That's what you lose when you chose to be
Independent
So yea we don't need any one to live
But We need some one to live for
So we can live forever
Jul 30, 2012
Jul 30, 2012 at 9:43 PM UTC
Every one tells me I'm smart
But I'm not
I am not intelligent I'm just observant
I see why X=Y
I see why America faught in wwII
I see why people make fun of me
And I remember all the **** you've said to me
No I'm not a genius but I'm smart enough to see though you
You thank your better than me
Keep on thinking your fashion makes you better
Keep on thinking that your life is more than mine
I'm smart enough to see that when you rag on me
You alwow your self to believe if you diss me
That the you see in me
The you that you hate to see would not be thair
I can see all the hate in you
I see all the pain in you
Say all that **** about me
Make it seem that I'm the imperfect one
I use to be like you
Constantly denying who I am
Never allowing me to be
Always thinking what they think of me
Only knowing what they known of me
Only cairing what they wishted for me
But I'm not like that any more I see who I am
Not what people cair to see
But who I am
Who I want to be
Every aspect I hid befor
All that i wished for no one to know
I do not deny them eny more
I am not who any one thanks I am
I am not what people want me to be
I am not even what I want to be
I am me
Nouthing more nouthing less
I am who I am
No reson to deny this
And just like I am who i am
You are who you are
No mater if you deny it
No mater if you hide it
Fact is you was made to be who you are
No amount of friends can change that fact
And you will see this like I did
You will make friends that do not size you up
No mater how ****** up you seem to be
They will be their for you
It's just a mater of time before you see who you are
Mar 14, 2012
Mar 14, 2012 at 11:30 AM UTC
Her eyes blue
Her hair a soft brown
She is perfect
She doesn't see her worth
She keeps going after the guy that hurt her
Over and Over
I wish she could see how much she is worth
She means the world to me
But she keeps hurtong herslelf for a guy who doesn't love her
I cant stand to see her hurt
She deservs the world
She is tall and smart and beautifull
She is funny and kind and soft
She has soft hands
She's loud but gental
She is a picture perfect girl
All I want is she
She is which I am living
She is which I am happy
She is which I long
She is my Yellow
My Blue
My Red
My Green
My Orange
She is my rainbow
She is my light
She is my stars
She is my galexy
She is my moon
And she is my insomnia
She is my reson
She is my guding hand
And she is the badage of the wounds I give myself
And she is the trash that took the blades
And she is the mended heart break
She is the bottle that I never picked up again
She is the pills I put back in the cabnet
She is...
she
She
SHe
SHE
SHE!!!
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 8:11 PM UTC
Why do I even bother ?
Oh this is not a poem to sway you with romantic words, no infact i probably won’t share this with whom it belongs.
No more an apology, and reallity check for me!
Oh but that be said without malice for you!
Rather all I do is ***** things up!
Even though I’d try my heart to make sure to get it right with every intention to make your day!
I’d get it wrong I don’t even truly know where I went wrong!
But somehow hurt you i did!
Thats more painfully riviting ro my core far more than you pushing me away!
Many words come to mind from pathetic, useless, idiotic. Waste of human space, and many more, sad to describe anyone as this sadder realising this of oneself!
Should have got right the first time and save everyone the waste of time!
Have had to get my head around not doing anything they call stupid for so long, i honestly strugle to find a reason to carry on! For what? Why?
And mostly cant say it would stupid, no be thei ly thing i can think would make sense!
To hurt the one i love no matter what i do ill ***** it up!
Hurting you is an unbearable thought!
How could i live with myself?
Cant see how i can get rhrough that
Let alone this pain!
You mean so much to me!
Ive said is take a bullet for you! (Die for you)
But would rather live for you !
Now if you not there?
Cant see much hope at all !
No where! All rhe general reasons everyone would usually morivate you with, would hold so little weight!
This pain be out of this world i try but cant expain this be of magnitudes earthquakes couldnt measure on the same scale!
And somehow i try find that reason in fear of hurting other loved ones!
Somehow i rather find hope!
Not the hope youd think though!
Oh no this is hope that my loved ones (famil) will understand this pain and somehow forgive me for my intention be not to hurt them, but to find ease finnaly!
Comfort knowing id be not the reson orhers will hurt tomorrow!
Yes dark and dismal thoughts!
Or are they?
Are they not in other ways considerate?
Oh oh i lean to think so..
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 4:13 PM UTC
You laid the room
Just the way
I would of laid it myself
you held on tight
No one heard the sound of you leaving
Until it was too late
Whispers told of a life cut short
But no one really knew the truth
Blood runs deep in hearts full of pain
Glass is so transparent
A bit like men with no reson to lie
But still they do
The drugs take over in the end
Or is it mindless delusion
Whatever it was
Whatever the reason
Its so silent now your not
around
Can you hear this pin drop
shh
Listen carefully
To the beating of our hearts
You may find the reason
Why you should of screamed for help
Mar 30, 2011
Mar 30, 2011 at 2:04 PM UTC
It approaches
That's all that matters
It comes ever closer
With a speed that none are clear of
But none can live with out knowing the result
Death is coming
And I feel her hands grasping for my neck
I see her coming
Not a threat
But a promise from reality
She is hear to make the balance
Her presents scatters all
But I wait for her
My life I wish was worth more
But because of my own mind I never allow my self
To clim
To aprouch the heart of my existence
I sat never grasping
As death Grasp for me
She is hear and it's all my falt
I have allowed my life pass me by
Just let the sand seep though my hand
I have forgotten the reson I'm hear
Never venturing
Never gaining
Just waiting for her to come
To clame what is hers
But as she grasp my through she stops
"why do u not fear me"
She said this to my emotionless face
"all Flea befor me and yet you stair at me
As if You could cair less if I came"
"I do not fear you
Since I knew you would come
I do not reglet leveling this place
For I got nothing for me"
She grasped my hand
She looked in my lifeless eyes
Her eyes was not like mine
But the opposite
Thouse eyes showed me what I missed
The crush I alow to flote by
The people I pushed away
She showed me what could of been
That crush becoming more
Her braking my heart
My frainds pick the peaces up
And me continuing my life
"I will be back one day"
She said as her eyes reflected what I could be
But not because of you
I will come for what you owe
But not now"
She left me
My complete oppiset
And I cried
Hear I am seeing nouthing but love and life
And all I cared about was the death
The heartache
But she grasped the reality of life
Death knowing more of life
Than the living
The morning after I cleaned my wound
Life seemed just the same
But I still herd deth in my head
Tell Me to live
And so I did
I coted my wounds with a jacket
And seeked what I could not see
With out death
Mar 8, 2012
Mar 8, 2012 at 2:24 AM UTC
where do i stand
i stand my ground
i stand to speak my mind
i stand alone watching the hurt
i stand to keep the people i know and love safe
i stand when theres nothing but terror
i stand inthe deepest shadows
i stand when theres nothing even lft fighting for
i stand to lift and picking up when your not strong nought any more
i stand when your fight dsnt have a reson to keep going
i stand tobe there when the end of the world happens
your not alone
cause i have your back
im the one who will take every thing that hurts you
im the one to listen to pick you up to keep you safe
WHERE do you stand
do you stand beside me
or do you let te corrupt society rip you apart
where do i stand i stand with no regrets nor fear i stand strong for any one who need me ill take all the hurt pain weakness you cant hold
(WHERE) do you stand
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 7:26 AM UTC
You try so hard to get away from a place
and when you can finally leave
you find a reson to stay!
Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 5:49 PM UTC
No reson to happy☹☹☹ but i am smiling because no reson to sadness also😊😊😊
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 1:21 AM UTC
I wish u were always there with me
In my present and history
But u only dwell in my thoughts and memory
As if u were an unsolved mystery.
The mystery which I've to solve
For I need to get involve
With my mind heart and soul
Before it defeats me at all.
I wish u were always there with me
And all my faces u could see
Shower upon me your mercy
And from this delima set me free.
Dilemma to hold on u or let u go
Vipe your thoughts at a single blow
Its not difficult for me to do so
But the rebellious heart in me says no.
I wish u were always there with me
For the sake of my heart only/heart's glee
Oh please listen to my plea
And give me the reson to be happieee.
-NIRVANA
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 2:56 PM UTC
when a poet
falls in love
bear in mind
that your eyes
will be compared
to the twinkling stars
your smile
like warm honey
on a lazy afternoon
your laugh
like a bee's buzz,
a tingling sensation
down the spine
when a poet
falls in love
the universe splits in two
spiraling down
down
down
until it bursts in color
filled with glitters
and moonlight
when a poet
falls in love
you are the
only one existing
in a bucket full
of soft whispers
and impossible thoughts
the center of gravity
in a world full
of chaos and madness
(you drive the poet insane)
but when a poet
falls out of love
you became a treasure
one that would make
dandelions chase you
even without the breeze
you became the pollen
that bees chase after
your existence
a reson to live
you became the most
beautiful human being
hearts melt
stomachs go uneasy
hands grip
smiles show
you became
the best version
of yourself
when a poet
falls out of love
of you
because for once
you made
a poet feel things
impossible things
and she knows
that someone will too.
i hope you notice that
every time i smile
at you
Jun 12, 2017
Jun 12, 2017 at 7:44 AM UTC
You almost left me here all alone
Then you thought and relized
That i was a reson to stay...
Then you tried again
Told me before hand got me worried
I told people that could help you
Now your mad
So i live with the fact we can never
truly be who we were again
this all happened about a year ago
although i help you threw a lot you
of witch you might ignore
but me i still remember and i don't think i can forget
like you did just because you shut me out but that is all in the past they all say they say that it is all okay now but if only they new the point of what you were going though that you just decided that you would just leave me pretending that you are okay but i know that deep down inside that you are not quite where you say you are i know this because i know you
Apr 24, 2018
Apr 24, 2018 at 9:30 PM UTC
Im a little drunk right now but who isn't right now. We all in some way are trying to escape from our true emotions to some place we can make Sence of ower lifes in such a Cruel World where the less fortunate are Looked down on and the rich are cherished. Theres a reson why there are drug's to because they are the best and fastest way to escape from reality for those of us who can't deal with the true reality of our lifes they are here for us. Even when no one else is.
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC
She loves the way the silence sways.
All alone with an expressionless face.
She doesn't know if she should cry.
Or be happy shes still alive.
Asks herself everyday, if theres a reason she has to stay.
The reson never comes to her head.
As soon as she wakesup she wants to go back to bed.
She knows reality will never come close to her dreams.
When you look at a person.
They aren't always as they seem
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
I carry a few specks of love
in a depths of my pockets.
Those are only things she left me with.
Yet i can't find a reson not to love every bit of her
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
Anger anger tearing me apart losing my controll seeking nothing but revenge. Split ends leave ****** horror that leaves nothing but destruction. Words will set a blaze in it's path. I'm tired of lies you put down. Blinding the path we follow to breath. I am a riot I am a war I am a leathel weapon I am your enemy I am your worst night mar I am the reson you can't function I am the reason you will never unleash the beast inside you I am your biggest fear
. I have self control only time to put away is anger threw my ****** shed ways to escape your grips.
I show no resistance but aggression if I can't hold self control only me making your life a living fear and a living he'll
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 10:27 AM UTC