"relize" poems
Acceptance-
It's somethng every soul craves
Though most never see it
Within our fragile days
But the few who are so lucky
Don't relize how great it is
They dont live the lives-
Lives as deadly as this
Jan 14, 2012
Jan 14, 2012 at 12:03 AM UTC
I can't fly without feathers
So why are you putting me in tethers
I can't swim without fins
And still your sticking in the pins
And pulling off that little dolls limbs
Like right out of the fairytale grimms'
Your vicious as hell with that voodoo doll of twine
You made in my image so it would be mine
I constantly feel the shivers run down my spine
I don't understand why you keep me here entrapped
And leave all of our potential so untapped
Instead you think I must be kidnapped
It's trust that you're so desperately lacking
Wish you would just relize it's not me that's been slacking
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 11:19 AM UTC
The walking dead in the land of the living
Soulless eyes and hearts unforgiving
They seek to destroy
******* out your joy
Shatter your skull
Make your mind dull
Rip out your heart
That's just the start
Dead set eyes
You'll never relize
Till it's to late
Your heart they ate
Breathing remains
Nothing else the same
Now hollow of feeling
Soul was sent reeling
Some don't know
Out of them life flowed
We're all missing parts
Mostly the heart
Also gray matter
Out of mouths spatter
Growing in number
Pillage and plunder
All must be feed
Living in the land of the dead..
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 10:33 AM UTC
I can't fly without feathers
So why are you putting me in tethers
I can't swim without fins
And still your sticking in the pins
And pulling off that little dolls limbs
Like right out of the fairytale grimms'
Your vicious as hell with that voodoo doll of twine
You made in my image so it would be mine
I constantly feel the shivers run down my spine
I don't understand why you keep me here entrapped
And leave all of our potential so untapped
Instead you think I must be kidnapped
It's trust that you're so desperately lacking
Wish you would just relize it's not me that's been slacking
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 11:10 AM UTC
I Wrote My Name With Golden Letters On Your Heart
I Painted My Face With Diamonds And Faith
Something You Will Never Forget
Something Never Be Forgotten With Death
Circling Your Feelings Around Love And Hate
Because We Never Find Out What's Wrong And Right
Something You Relize Maybe Too Late
You're Maybe The Sun But I Still Be The Light
You're Maybe The Night But I'm The Darkness Late
Spark It For Me Up And Spark It Really Higher
Blame It On Me Dope, Or Blame Your Own Desire
Stuck Between The Dark Cold And Hell's Fire
I Was Not The ******* And I Was Not The Liar
Take Deep Look At The Moon
Why In Our System He Is Always Alone?
Watching It Hoping To Heal Our Wounds
Staring On Eyes Of Each Other To Breath Our Lungs
But Still The Moon Dying Under The Dunes
Between The Sands Sinking On Tragedy And Pains
While Silence On Earth Brings The Thunders
To Make Our Story A Part Of It's Wonders
Spark It For Me Up And Spark It Really Higher
Blame It On Me Dope, Or Blame Your Own Desire
Stuck Between The Dark Cold And Hell's Fire
I Was Not The ******* And I Was Not The Liar
Honesty Is Something You Don't Deserve
Because You Cheated In Different Ways
I Will Throw Your Love With Me In The Grave
To Leave The Story For History And Days
We Lived A Relation Of Pushing Waves
Under My Hands Was Some Water To Rise
Drops Of Eyes Shows The Truth Of A Naive
Spark It For Me Up And Spark It Really Higher
Blame It On Me Dope, Or Blame Your Own Desire
Stuck Between The Dark Cold And Hell's Fire
I Was Not The ******* And I Was Not The Liar
Author/ Aladdin Aures H.
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 5:30 AM UTC
Day by day
she seems happy and strong
see her by night
you'll relize youre wrong
Strong on outside
But weak within
Trying to look happy
With her small weak grin
She's goes in her room
And locks the door
She sinks down upon
Her bedroom floor
There she weeps
Trying to resist
Though streams of tears
Clenching scarred up wrists
She cant take the pressure
and so she goes
To relese bottled up pressure,
in the only way she knows
She cuts herself
But never too deep
Not enough to die
Just releasing the scream
Now looking down
she sees the blood
Feeling sick to know
whats done is done
She hates herself now
The way she feels
Now waiting for
her cuts to heal
She's hurting so bad inside
But nobody can see
No ones realized
She is me.
Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 10:45 PM UTC
It was on the 182nd floor
When I first saw you and my heart
began to soar.
It wasn't long after that day
I begain to relize I would have to pay,
For the love you never deserved in the first place.
Days went by as I became broke
Looking at you I had started to sulk.
Realizing you'd never love me
like I'd loved you
All those day spent thinking of you?
And you never gave a single ****
You watched me follow you like a dog
But i'd never envisioned you thought of me like a hog.
You're a ******* I hope you know
And I should of never went to that show,
On the 182nd floor
Where I had no idea my heart
had accually started to sore,
And I've had a realization now you're accually
a ******* *****
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 11:31 AM UTC
Forgive me lord I pray
When I fail to recognize
The blessings you bestow
Please, help me to relize
So much I have been given
Yet so often I do not see
Your gentle hand outstretched
Reaching down to me
My days so often crowded
With things that hold no meaning
And my failure to know
The process of your gleaning
Lord please forgive me
That I complain I regret
When the world presses in on me
I pray I not forget.
Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 8:47 AM UTC
It was in the summer we crashed in a wreck of awkward bodies.
Two drifters lost,
Togather found a demented teenage passion.
Two junkies clean in a dirty thought.
A outcast a ***** far from labels in a rejects refuge.
Runaways stumbling in a confussed state.
We fixed only to share a sweet addiction her lips
still tatse a bitter sweet strawberry in my thoughts
erased I wonder did she ever know?
Broken wings tattred love isnt always true.
Many can have the flesh few a womans soul.
The rain did keep a steady rythm in that abandoned car.
Tracks the needle kisses of exceptance thirst we all
shall in time.
But that is but a watercolor cast eternal
within the vault of my mind.
Held for moment I wonder did you fade cold.
As the epitapth draws blood from thought.
I can only taste my past as you speak gentle in the harshness
of what was then a nightmare of a love i relize now.
Sometimes such treasure's are cast aside.
Lost souls embers of emptyness from this city.
And the backseat from which we did confide.
And if the lines did ever connect and i found you again.
fragments would recall togther it wouldnt know
the truth of my minds lie.
I hold you in thoughts as once i did in arms.
I wonder if only for a moment if you ever knew.
In the ****** up backdrop you were the
one that knew me best.
A jokers thought addicts in nights gentle
dream.
Goodbye honey maybe now you can finally
the peace you so do desserve.
Jan 15, 2011
Jan 15, 2011 at 12:16 AM UTC
As my love for you seeps away,
As I lie here with nothing to say,
And all this time,it fly's by,
My heart grows smaller,and starts to die,
The vision of you,it starts to loose its touch,
My heart is big for you,
now not so much,I'm loosing love,gaining nothing,
I thought mylove for you,was acually something,
Feeling sorrow, but I cant admit it,
Here in solitude,thinking about it,
I'm not absorbing hate,
But I'm starting to believe somthing called fate.
Even though I just said all this stuff,
Im going to still love you,
but just not as such.
Bad things can happen to great friends,
for a moment their I felt as if my soul had to decend.
Now I'm feeling the letting off of sympathy,
and my soul coming to harmony,
but I still dont know why you were starting to feel,far from me.
Now as I open my eyes,
I see that nothing is intentional,
and how love can seem so non-fictional.
Love really gets to some people,
But to me it seems 2 dimensional,
Like ones real and the other is unbelieviable,
Love can control what we have,
believe it or not its decieviable.
But as I stumble on this path,
I soon began to relize that its always pleadable.
A scar on the heart, a **** on love,
And how it can cross ones heart,
And leave a cruel and happy story of true art,
From people of true parts,
That soon come together,
In the mixed emotions of bad weather.
Dec 17, 2010
Dec 17, 2010 at 6:06 PM UTC
My past is seeking me out again
The stupidity of my past ignorance and sin
We'd stay up all night and speak of places we would roam
He moved me far away from home
He moved me away from family and friends
I didn't relize my future was growing dim
I was in love, he kept his demons well hid
If I'd just known some of the things he had did
I soon was pregnant, unable to defend
That's when the beatings begin
I would of ran but there was no where to go
So far from home with a young one in tow
My illusional happy family dissolved
A happy future from me is STILL getting robed
This drunken alcoholic fool
Was particularly cruel
Daily beatings a must
Hands around my throat in disgust
Have him arrested, out the next day
"Boy, ***** will you pay"
Years go by and three children latter
Things are much worse the punishment greater
Can't leave him now, know for a fact he will **** me
He'd bury my body deep, he'd never set me free
Then he would be raising my kids, a terrifying thought
And all of my suffering would of been for naught
One drunken and now cracked up night
He told me to go and I took flight
Raised four kinds on my own
Over 17 year and every 2 or 3 years always making his presence known
He can fill my heart with fear
I seen him today he's in my town..........his near
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 7:48 PM UTC
I can't fly without feathers
So why are you putting me in tethers
I can't swim without fins
And still your sticking in the pins
And pulling off that little dolls limbs
Like right out of the fairytale grimms'
Your vicious as hell with that voodoo doll of twine
You made in my image so it would be mine
I constantly feel the shivers run down my spine
I don't understand why you keep me here entrapped
And leave all of our potential so untapped
Instead you think I must be kidnapped
It's trust that you're so desperately lacking
Wish you would just relize it's not me that's been slacking
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 5:46 PM UTC
Down by the water
Ive been here so many times broken hearts and many old wounds that never heal.
It's so hard to admit when you hate the person you are.
When catch that dream to relize its a nightmare by design.
Why cant I just break through it why cant I just get past the demons of dessire and cleanse
myself of the sin inwhich I seem to thrive?
Honestly suicide looks better by the second.
Im losing it yet still i linger like some sad prize fighter who's
taken one to many a blow.
I yern to destroy who ive become only to find who I could actully be.
Im a man who cant seem to think past vice.
A wornout joker who's fallen this time for good.
**** this nightmare please help ive lost befor I even began.
Burn the memory till it scars my thought **** please stop this !
Im losing yet ive grown to jaded to care.
Oct 15, 2011
Oct 15, 2011 at 2:50 PM UTC
some can say hope is beutiful maybe it is in times of when hope is your last reason for taking that last breath, or of not jumping off that bridge,
maybe it is in thoose circumstances,
but when you you hope for oh so long,
hope becomes nothing but you believeing in some pathetic idea,
and maybe when you tell someone this pathetic idea they say
" that's so normal though! how can you hope for that?"
that's when you know you arn't right anymore. That somethings wrong with you.
when relizing that hope for you is something the average person thinks is normal, something the avergae person feels every day.
expierences everyday.
when you relize hope, is truly some pathetic overused idea of your.
Your hope has turned into something disgusting,
when you hope for a true smile, one that you don't have to fake ,
a true laugh just once,
that is what hope does to some people. ey are at the end of their to short rope and they hope.
but you can only hope for so long.
and after you are done hoping what is left?
faking everyday for the rest of your life to fulfil someone elses idea's expectations for you?
inwhich at this point death becomes so exotic and wonderful.
and after you first think that thought, of death being the true answer,
you don't care anymore or you just start caring about EVERYTHING and every point off of a one hundred kills you,
when every inisult from him starts tearing at your flesh,
when evert thought of yours isn't "good" starts to ich ever so much more, when every glance that isn't a good one makes you feel o so ******
death really does become your most faverable topic then, and people wonder why you are the way you are.
stop wondering and simply look at their ****** expressions,
simply listen to what they say,
simply try for them.
Dec 22, 2012
Dec 22, 2012 at 7:45 PM UTC
The walking dead in the land of the living
Soulless eyes and hearts unforgiving
They seek to destroy
******* out your joy
Shatter your skull
Make your mind dull
Rip out your heart
That's just the start
Dead set eyes
You'll never relize
Till it's to late
Your heart they ate
Breathing remains
Nothing else the same
Now hollow of feeling
Soul was sent reeling
Some don't know
Out of them life flowed
We're all missing parts
Mostly the heart
Also gray matter
Obscenities spatter
Growing in number
Pillage and plunder
All must be fed
Living in the land of the dead..
©Pauline Morris
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 10:08 PM UTC
My chest pushes up and down
With the beat of every breath I take
But I'm already dead
To you I'm alive
To you I still survive
But to me I'm already dead
People tell me I'm going to hell
Only to relize I'm already there
Because I'm already dead
I'm locked up in chains
I'm push to far
Now the hole I already fall
Only to hit the bottom and relize
I'm already dead
You can't save me now you never could, only thing you can do is burry my under ur foot
6 feet under I lie
My body cold and lifeless just so you can relize
Your already dead
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 10:30 PM UTC
If you read this you smell nice
TEN FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. You smell nice
2. You are a boy/girl
4. You like food
5. You didn't realize I skiped 3
6. Your looking back at 4 and 2
7. You are smiling
9. You keep reading even though you are wasting your time
10. you didn't reliz I skipped 8
11. Your looking back again
12. You are smiling
13. You didn't relize there wAs only supposed to be 10 facts
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
I see you and I think without you.....
I would die,
When I look into your eyes,
I think wow,increditible, she'll never be by my side,
Im starting to relize I don't want you to wake up beside anybody or nobody,
why not beside me?
I know you've been hurt in your own way,
But Let me make it up to you by dedicating my life to you ,
not just a couple of days,
You know I am in love with you,
but aren't you the right person,
Yes, I get confused and crazy too,
But "we are ment to be of one, not friends of two..."
Can you tell me what Im supposed to think of you?
We talk enough to know eachother well,
But im afriad that our friendship, something I want to be more, is getting stell,
My poems, yes your right thier all about you,
Even the ones you asked about , the sad ones yes, I felt like my love was draining out of you,
I just can't tell if what I am feeling is what you're feeling,
When I think the way of, Hate and sorrow,
It clouds me with all sorts of fears,
But when Im around you all these bad things disappear,
I feel this connection between us,
This love, my fantasies, and trust,
We are young,but when Im with you I feel the willpower of a man,
That will fight til' last man standing,and I will be the first and last to stand,
What do you feel when your talking to me?
When you were going through the painful days,
You tried to hide it,but you already knew what I can see,
But I want you to know that my love will never fade,
You may have felt like it was the end of the world,
Let me be the one you dreamed of the prefect one,
becasue when the end of the world comes? It's just going to be me and you girl.
I want to explain more but let me explain these feelings while I have a chance with you,
I'm hoping that if you understand that someday we'll say "I do,"
Because can't no one be true to you like I do,
Your love is drowning,sinking,
And Im serching looking,
and even through these kinda bad times,
Im going to always, see you....and think....
What would I do with out you ?
Feb 26, 2011
Feb 26, 2011 at 4:14 AM UTC
After all those years, hiding my face from you,
...judging others,
bashing your character,
and letting sin drive my life...
putting my love from music and singing worship for you behind me...
After giving up on you....
all it took was one encounter from you god
to drop to my knees and relize what a deep lie i was living in...
that ive been a slave to sin for far to long...
that maybe ive forgotten who the grace God created me
to be and turned my life into *******
the worst part is i became so blind for so long that i didnt recognize the Me ,
that God created me to be...
so i said God, after all the years i gave up on you,
and hid my heart from you,...
have you lost hope in me?...
God, oh God
is there anything you can do?...
He said,
all the times you bashed my name and gave up on me,
** I NEVER GAVE UP ON YOU!**
i love you the same as i always have...
and my joy was overwhelmed when you came back...
All the times you slipped up,
all the times youve turned your face from me,
i will never hide my face from you
... now its time, i can finally finish my work in you...
Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 6:26 PM UTC
Standing in the wind
wishing I could start agian,
but yet
I relize I can't.
I try to get up, or move, or walk,
but yet
I relize I can't.
Now they come to
terrorize me agian.
They grab me by the arm
and take me away once more.
But yet,
I dont undersand why.
They take me underground
to see their high master.
So they can decide my fate once more.
He took one look,
and smiled his evil smile,
and told the gaurds
to do the extreme to me.
I cry,scream, and try to tear my way out,
but only in my mind.
Because i relize
if I did it outloud,
I would surely die.
But yet,
something still came out
of my mouth once more.
Now the king
told them to do the extreme
plus more.
Now I've done it.
I've killed myself today.
I will not be able
to breath or live for another day.
They take me away
to where they will **** me today.
So now I wait
for my fate to come,
and start to pray.
They start to beat me,
and throw me agianst the rocks.
But I relize,
I do not feel any pain.
I feel strength growing
in my arms
and start to think
I can live another day.
But before they hit me agian,
a light shines.
It takes away
every drop of darkness
in the world.
A person comes down,
tells me to stand back,
and starts to fight
agianst them.
They flee in fright,
because of what is in their sight.
I really dont know why they ran,
but yet
I relize I didn't see the face of the man.
He turned around
and I instantly relized
this wasn't any ordinary man.
This was the lord, my savior,
the ruler of the light.
I could not beleive my sight.
He takes my hand,
and asks me to walk with him.
Then he takes me
out of here
to never go back agian.
He lifts me free,
and I am forever faithfull to him.
He takes me to his kingdom
where I am forever free.
To walk
and talk
and live worry free.
I can finally be in a greatfull peace.
I reize now,
I can finally start agian once more.
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 5:52 PM UTC
The walking dead in the land of the living
Soulless eyes and hearts unforgiving
They seek to destroy
******* out your joy
Shatter your skull
Make your mind dull
Rip out your heart
That's just the start
Dead set eyes
You'll never relize
Till it's to late
Your heart they ate
Breathing remains
Nothing else the same
Now hollow of feeling
Soul was sent reeling
Some don't know
Out of them life flowed
We're all missing parts
Mostly the heart
Also gray matter
Out of mouths spatter
Growing in number
Pillage and plunder
All must be feed
Living in the land of the dead..
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 8:16 PM UTC
with every smile you do not relize what it takes out of me,
with every wod something is taken away without my concent,
with every waking up in the morning you do not relize the war it induces throughout my thriving viens, throughout my skull,
with every word you say, every word i hear from you, i crumble to pieces, yet to the eye, im perfectly fine,
with every "Are you ok?"
i crumble.
yYou do not relize how much i have screamed for you,
that now my throat is raw,
that now i cannot function as i use to or could i simply never function.
Was it all just one big delusion?
Dec 15, 2012
Dec 15, 2012 at 9:25 PM UTC