"reilise" poems
was five years ago
the 26th day in feb
i wasn't looking for love and I ment what I said
you would come you would go
and id try to forget
but soon you consumed
all the thoughts my head..
we first began talking
and i must confess
i wasn't going to give up
untill you said yes
was only thinking off me
at first when we met
all the others before left me full of regret
4 relationships in 8 years
what you expect
constantly trying
feeling mentally wrecked
but it's all over now
so I look back and reflect
I know your confused
I'm hot and I'm cold
but must put myself first
and remain in control
if im in doubt
then you must be told
because I really cant take,
more mistakes to unfold
but we both took things slow
as we got to know
each other better
we started to grow
there would be so many hights
some unbearable lows
but if we didn't meet
I know just where I'd be
so I want you to know
its my life that I owe..
now i reilise
there must be trust and compromise
and I do apologise
for all the secrets and the lies
all the times iv made you cry
when I look into your eyes
and see your faith in me has died
I mean it when I say....
baby i do apologise
I love you so much darlin for all that you done
you have given me a life
and you have given me my son....
you are an amazing mother
to our perfect little boy
and when we found out you were pregnant
how it filled me up with joy
and il never forget them 9 months
and what you went through when you carried
and I really cannot wait untill that date
that we get married
to love and to cherish untill death do us part
forever and always
you will never leave my heart
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 7:29 AM UTC