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"regain" poems
I hope it makes you feel better, my Love. Seeing my heart melting for you on the roaring fire… There is nothing that I could have done to change the way that this has ended, yet I would still happily melt to make you feel better. I would still burn to keep you warm. Did you notice the way the fire made my heart glow in the orange yellow flames? I did. I also noticed the way that it cried out, feeling lost and empty and broken in its final moments of misery. And I heard how you cried out when you realized that there was nothing left but to set fire to my lonely love. I cannot explain why I have chosen this route. I cannot tell you the reasons behind choosing to burn, and at the same time, scorch you with the melting remnants of my heart. The only thing that I can say is that I am sorry. Sorry for the pain and the burns and the fire, and the need for them all. And that I am left, burning with you, just the same. And in those cooling embers, there lies the ashes of me that I will never regain, for I have given it to you. It was the shattered pieces of my Technicolor heart that filled the barren canvas with the imperfections of my love. It was the only thing which has ever made any sense and at the same time, no sense at all. It was all that I ever hoped to be mixed with all the doubt of who I was never worthy of being. It was yours, and I gave it freely to you. It should not make me sad that you have chosen to put it to rest in the funeral pyre, yet I feel the want to cry. Sleep sweet, my Love, knowing that I would throw my heart on the fire a thousand times over for you to remain un-singed by its heat. I only wish that I could have.
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 11:15 AM UTC
My Technicolor Heart, Afire...
I hope it makes you feel better, my Love. Seeing my heart melting for you on the roaring fire… There is nothing that I could have done to change the way that this has ended, yet I would still happily melt to make you feel better. I would still burn to keep you warm. Did you notice the way the fire made my heart glow in the orange yellow flames? I did. I also noticed the way that it cried out, feeling lost and empty and broken in its final moments of misery. And I heard how you cried out when you realized that there was nothing left but to set fire to my lonely love. I cannot explain why I have chosen this route. I cannot tell you the reasons behind choosing to burn, and at the same time, scorch you with the melting remnants of my heart. The only thing that I can say is that I am sorry. Sorry for the pain and the burns and the fire, and the need for them all. And that I am left, burning with you, just the same. And in those cooling embers, there lies the ashes of me that I will never regain, for I have given it to you. It was the shattered pieces of my Technicolor heart that filled the barren canvas with the imperfections of my love. It was the only thing which has ever made any sense and at the same time, no sense at all. It was all that I ever hoped to be mixed with all the doubt of who I was never worthy of being. It was yours, and I gave it freely to you. It should not make me sad that you have chosen to put it to rest in the funeral pyre, yet I feel the want to cry. Sleep sweet, my Love, knowing that I would throw my heart on the fire a thousand times over for you to remain un-singed by its heat. I only wish that I could have.
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They say the pen is mightier than the sword If this is true then God was the sword and you were a pen And I was the pencil who laid you a foundation of erased mistakes only for you to trace upon them as if they didn't exist. And I was cast in the bottom of some cluttered bag while you were gently capped and placed in a box lined with blue silk, And you knew I would always be there to test the waters before you spilled the pages with your brash delicacy. But you needed me and I craved you for completion. Together we created sweeping illustrations and lengthy novels with dozens of sequels. We depicted a tale of modern love in our ball-pointed journey. But my graphite stayed intact while your ink started to run out. I could see as our pages unfolded that your colors no longer spread as boldly. You became more and more invisible as I desperately etched harder and harder into every page hoping to give you clearer guidelines but you no longer had it in you. And soon enough we couldn't make anything beautiful. You had run out. And I'm still hopelessly drawing maps desperate that you can regain what you once had and use the indentations on previously blank pages to find your way back to me.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
pencils
Resistance is a **** stunting the possibilities of us, our nature, and the sun that resides in us all. When we let go we always move forwards. And when we hurt we grow, we heighten, to a place that isn't initially seen, as holding on doesn't want to recognise you're no longer there. The illusion of resistance crumbles when we empty our hands, when our hearts tell our minds Just let go, here we regain the power of trust, of faith, and the wild playground of our lives prove joyful again. To extend out with all we have knowing this reach has reversed equally. Dropping the weight like a stone surrendering in the sea of life, expanding further still as we sink, knowing that holding on to that which resists so much is not ours to be held, we are not to remain stunted in a state of tug of war. life around us says so, we are to learn and beautify as we rise, as we fall We mustn't resist. And so we are, so we shall be free.
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Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 3:04 PM UTC
Photosynthesis
*Deep down in my rebel heart I find this child smiling at me Telling me to keep walking this line Grabbing my arm and pulling me trough Tough love this child knew it from the start But he’s telling me to keep trying Because this is how it’s suppose to be When we all find the child inside of us We want to regain this ignorance and innocence we once had To fully understand that smile, the smile of the bliss we used to live in Now I’m walking this life satisfied And it’s all thanks to that child deep down In my rebel heart*
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Jul 13, 2016
Jul 13, 2016 at 1:28 PM UTC
The child in my rebel heart
I was told I was fat. Shamed for my body, called names and all that. I learnt to hate myself by them at that time. They made me feel like being a little curvy was a crime. So I started working on getting thinner, not for health or fitness though. But because I thought that way I would be loved and accepted more. I finally did become slimmer and i was happy. I slowly started to regain the confidence that they had mercilessly stolen from me. And just as it started getting a tad bit better, I was shamed for being short. Couldn't they just let me live my life in peace or what?! They crushed the little confidence i had gotten back. Again in their stupid circle of high expectations and "physical beauty is true beauty" I was trapped. I worked on getting taller everyday. Crying myself to sleep when nothing worked at the end of the day. And so they taught me time and time again to hate my body. And I know I did, I am so sorry. They said my acne was ugly and it needed to be hidden. Going anywhere without makeup or not dressing girly enough was forbidden. "No do not sit like that, talk like this, wear this not that, always smile." They said these horrible things and silly me, I actually listened for a while. But one day I decided I did not care. So what if I didn't have what they called the "perfect figure" or the nicest hair? I loved myself and that was it. I was beautiful whether or not they believed it. It was not an easy fight. But I think I did alright. They still say things all the time. But I've grown to listen to just one voice, mine.
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Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 3:30 PM UTC
i fought.
I was told I was fat. Shamed for my body, called names and all that. I learnt to hate myself by them at that time. They made me feel like being a little curvy was a crime. So I started working on getting thinner, not for health or fitness though. But because I thought that way I would be loved and accepted more. I finally did become slimmer and i was happy. I slowly started to regain the confidence that they had mercilessly stolen from me. And just as it started getting a tad bit better, I was shamed for being short. Couldn't they just let me live my life in peace or what?! They crushed the little confidence i had gotten back. Again in their stupid circle of high expectations and "physical beauty is true beauty" I was trapped. I worked on getting taller everyday. Crying myself to sleep when nothing worked at the end of the day. And so they taught me time and time again to hate my body. And I know I did, I am so sorry. They said my acne was ugly and it needed to be hidden. Going anywhere without makeup or not dressing girly enough was forbidden. "No do not sit like that, talk like this, wear this not that, always smile." They said these horrible things and silly me, I actually listened for a while. But one day I decided I did not care. So what if I didn't have what they called the "perfect figure" or the nicest hair? I loved myself and that was it. I was beautiful whether or not they believed it. It was not an easy fight. But I think I did alright. They still say things all the time. But I've grown to listen to just one voice, mine.
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This is me apologizing. This is me finally coming up for air and coughing up apologizes instead of swallowing them down with gulps of water. This is me looking at your face and seeing the bags under your eyes because you stayed up all night trying to call me and apologizing. Looking at your nails and seeing the skin around them ****** and scabbed and the beds unevenly bitten down to nothing and apologizing. Looking at your eyes and seeing the way you bought colored contacts to cover the fact you spent days unmoving from a mirror trying to love yourself and apologizing. This is me seeing the needle points on your lips from where you injected your own blood to attempt to regain that color I claimed to be in love with and apologizing. As I'm looking at your arms and seeing where you scrubbed your skin with chemicals trying to erase the essence of me and when you smile I can see that you chugged a bottle of bleach to try and whiten your teeth bright enough so that you could be accepted by God himself into the pearly gates all I can do is apologize. I'm sorry that you spent hours carving my name into his back with your fingernails and biting your own tongue so hard it bled when he told you he loved you. When his flesh connected with yours causing the world to stop for a second and listen to your shrieking I know it was me you were screaming for and I'm sorry. As I'm standing here staring at you and watching them put brush stroke after brush stroke of blush onto your lovely pale cheeks trying to restore the life you lost so many years ago I'm finally realizing it's too late to apologize yet all I can think about is how this isn't even close to the eulogy you deserved. I should be talking about the way you danced and how your voice made my own falter momentarily and how you were more alive when you were dying than I ever will be when I'm living rather than apologizing but all I can seem to rationalize is how I spent years dry swallowing your love and spitting up knives to use to carve my initials into your thigh so you would always remember me and how I never even had the common decency to count to three before destroying you and I'm sorry. I'm afraid to look up now that I've finished apologizing because I know your empty eyes filled with nothingness will be staring back so horribly confused because I doubt you ever continued listening after I used the world eulogy and I'm sure you're going to wonder why I'm talking as if I'm sitting at your funeral rather than on the end of your bed but I don't know how else to make you grasp the concept of what you're doing to yourself by loving me in a better way than this and I'm sorry. C.a.l
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 7:21 PM UTC
Eulogies
This is me apologizing. This is me finally coming up for air and coughing up apologizes instead of swallowing them down with gulps of water. This is me looking at your face and seeing the bags under your eyes because you stayed up all night trying to call me and apologizing. Looking at your nails and seeing the skin around them ****** and scabbed and the beds unevenly bitten down to nothing and apologizing. Looking at your eyes and seeing the way you bought colored contacts to cover the fact you spent days unmoving from a mirror trying to love yourself and apologizing. This is me seeing the needle points on your lips from where you injected your own blood to attempt to regain that color I claimed to be in love with and apologizing. As I'm looking at your arms and seeing where you scrubbed your skin with chemicals trying to erase the essence of me and when you smile I can see that you chugged a bottle of bleach to try and whiten your teeth bright enough so that you could be accepted by God himself into the pearly gates all I can do is apologize. I'm sorry that you spent hours carving my name into his back with your fingernails and biting your own tongue so hard it bled when he told you he loved you. When his flesh connected with yours causing the world to stop for a second and listen to your shrieking I know it was me you were screaming for and I'm sorry. As I'm standing here staring at you and watching them put brush stroke after brush stroke of blush onto your lovely pale cheeks trying to restore the life you lost so many years ago I'm finally realizing it's too late to apologize yet all I can think about is how this isn't even close to the eulogy you deserved. I should be talking about the way you danced and how your voice made my own falter momentarily and how you were more alive when you were dying than I ever will be when I'm living rather than apologizing but all I can seem to rationalize is how I spent years dry swallowing your love and spitting up knives to use to carve my initials into your thigh so you would always remember me and how I never even had the common decency to count to three before destroying you and I'm sorry. I'm afraid to look up now that I've finished apologizing because I know your empty eyes filled with nothingness will be staring back so horribly confused because I doubt you ever continued listening after I used the world eulogy and I'm sure you're going to wonder why I'm talking as if I'm sitting at your funeral rather than on the end of your bed but I don't know how else to make you grasp the concept of what you're doing to yourself by loving me in a better way than this and I'm sorry. C.a.l
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Education is the ladder. Education is the key. Education is the mother of success. Education is the process of receiving or giving systematic instruction. Enlightening experience of learners. Learners stop making teachers lose the war of education because of being distracted by the social world. Boys stop believing in drugs and alcohol because alcohol is an intoxicating drink that slow down and depressing the brain. Girls stop believing in affairs and believe in education because your certificates will never leave you but boys can leave you and left you with gift of tears in your back. Study hard because time wasted never regain. When you are willing to learn you will stay humble and be the good coach to your friends. Principal words Time is money if you are wasting your own time you are wasting your own money. Remember perseverance is the mother of success. Education is the key . Education is the ladder.
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 1:25 PM UTC
Education
Dark clouds loomed over the horizon They broke loose in unprecedented force Nature’s wrath, sudden violence acquired It rained down as if unleashing all her fury It was a downpour without one equal The heavens let down dark misery for days on end, Water bodies swelled and hollows filled, Land mass slipped and trees fell, Rivers were in spate and dams were full Waves surfed and waters roared, Like mountains they rose over the land, Men in throngs were evicted from their homes, Hundreds died and livestock perished Such violence, never ever imagined Helter-skelter, people fled for life. Lands inundated and folks marooned, Homes washed away with all belongings Power failed and life has come to a halt Rescue operations go on in full swing Still many, stranded and crying for help “Water, water everywhere, nor even a drop to drink” As Nature thus plays her perfidious trick, We shall stay united and pool all our might, To regain for our land what we have lost When the Deluge chants the dirge of dying souls!
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Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
Nature's Wrath
you will go your way despite my protests no use lamenting what was never promised the sun rides low the horizon soon it will not clear the treetops storms gather in the northern sea needled wind to scattered seed hoary frost on yellowed grass dark leaves in mirrored puddles a suspended death crystalline and indeterminate there is no fire hot enough to stave off the first chill of a careless winter the numb hibernating sleep soft gray melting days the desperate wish to regain summer
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Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 7:07 PM UTC
Season's End
Ignorance is bliss, really, more like Stupidity. an aspect, benefiting a person, like cold sore, irritating, an annoyance, peevish to your life. Face it, honey, you’re as fake, as your personality. You’re plastic, I could melt you, if I truly desired, setting a lighted match, to your artificial body. Please, take some advice, lay off the make-up, you look like a clown, maybe a ********** Tanning is acceptable, but looking dark orange, is outrageous. There is no need to look, like you just rolled in bag of Doritos, that’s Snooki’s Job. There is more to life, besides appearances, waking up like P. Diddy, sweet heart, don’t like be Kesha, it’s ****** Partying is enjoyable, but not necessary every night, consisting of drinking, frat boys, jocks, pretty boys, saying “oh my god”, or “I broke a nail”, and precarious *** I know you were raised with Barbies, but you don’t have to be one. Barbie is a piece of plastic, containing no originality, with an unfeasible body, and isn’t real, much like yourself. Stop with the act, no one wants to be, around a person, who is often intoxicated, narcissistic, and a ditzy ***** You can be a girly girl, but be genuine, stop being a follower, if everyone jumps off a bridge, then you’ll be splattered, upon the ground with them, no use to anyone. My words are probably useless, going right through the holes, of yours ears, attached to the plastic head of yours. Anyways, I tried, as excruciating as it was, to reach out to you, who are living this life, of alleged greatness, more like a travesty, in my eyes. Hopefully, you’ll change, wake up from this social stupor, become yourself, regain your individuality, and cease to be, a Barbie doll.
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 2:54 PM UTC
Barbie Dolls
Ignorance is bliss, really, more like Stupidity. an aspect, benefiting a person, like cold sore, irritating, an annoyance, peevish to your life. Face it, honey, you’re as fake, as your personality. You’re plastic, I could melt you, if I truly desired, setting a lighted match, to your artificial body. Please, take some advice, lay off the make-up, you look like a clown, maybe a ********** Tanning is acceptable, but looking dark orange, is outrageous. There is no need to look, like you just rolled in bag of Doritos, that’s Snooki’s Job. There is more to life, besides appearances, waking up like P. Diddy, sweet heart, don’t like be Kesha, it’s ****** Partying is enjoyable, but not necessary every night, consisting of drinking, frat boys, jocks, pretty boys, saying “oh my god”, or “I broke a nail”, and precarious *** I know you were raised with Barbies, but you don’t have to be one. Barbie is a piece of plastic, containing no originality, with an unfeasible body, and isn’t real, much like yourself. Stop with the act, no one wants to be, around a person, who is often intoxicated, narcissistic, and a ditzy ***** You can be a girly girl, but be genuine, stop being a follower, if everyone jumps off a bridge, then you’ll be splattered, upon the ground with them, no use to anyone. My words are probably useless, going right through the holes, of yours ears, attached to the plastic head of yours. Anyways, I tried, as excruciating as it was, to reach out to you, who are living this life, of alleged greatness, more like a travesty, in my eyes. Hopefully, you’ll change, wake up from this social stupor, become yourself, regain your individuality, and cease to be, a Barbie doll.
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this is a series of brief letters to the pieces of my body dear body, we don't always work together very well, but i swear i am trying. dear hands, the callouses and crescent moons in your palms will not be for nothing. dear knuckles, aren't you tired of painting yourselves black & blue every time words fall short of the fire burning behind my sternum? dear feet, you know better than to follow roads that lead to dead ends. there are better places for us to go. dear eyes, you have sunken so far into my skull it shocks me you see anything at all anymore. you're fixated on shades of gray but i promise the world will regain its color soon. dear knees, stop crawling. this broken glass is from his bottles. get up. no more blood. dear shoulders, it was never your burden to carry. let it fall, and try your hardest not to feel guilty. dear neck, his hands will never make a home here, and you are worth more than one night of empty bruises. dear spine, stop waiting to be warmed by fingers that would reach for another body if they could. dear tears, do not waste yourselves. dear ears, you have been filled with ghost songs for too long. stop listening for things no one is saying - it will make life much simpler. dear mouth, i know these secrets have been threatening to break my teeth but please do not open your gates. i am not ready. dear skin, we have never been close friends. i am sorry for the scars. i am trying to learn how to be comfortable in you. dear mind, if i could wish you into an etch-a-sketch and shake you clean of these bad memories i would. dear heart, i hope you can forgive me for being so careless. i feel how tired you are. rest is on its way.   dear body, you will one day see a grave, but it must not be by your own hands. - m.f.
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 6:28 PM UTC
my body
this is a series of brief letters to the pieces of my body dear body, we don't always work together very well, but i swear i am trying. dear hands, the callouses and crescent moons in your palms will not be for nothing. dear knuckles, aren't you tired of painting yourselves black & blue every time words fall short of the fire burning behind my sternum? dear feet, you know better than to follow roads that lead to dead ends. there are better places for us to go. dear eyes, you have sunken so far into my skull it shocks me you see anything at all anymore. you're fixated on shades of gray but i promise the world will regain its color soon. dear knees, stop crawling. this broken glass is from his bottles. get up. no more blood. dear shoulders, it was never your burden to carry. let it fall, and try your hardest not to feel guilty. dear neck, his hands will never make a home here, and you are worth more than one night of empty bruises. dear spine, stop waiting to be warmed by fingers that would reach for another body if they could. dear tears, do not waste yourselves. dear ears, you have been filled with ghost songs for too long. stop listening for things no one is saying - it will make life much simpler. dear mouth, i know these secrets have been threatening to break my teeth but please do not open your gates. i am not ready. dear skin, we have never been close friends. i am sorry for the scars. i am trying to learn how to be comfortable in you. dear mind, if i could wish you into an etch-a-sketch and shake you clean of these bad memories i would. dear heart, i hope you can forgive me for being so careless. i feel how tired you are. rest is on its way.   dear body, you will one day see a grave, but it must not be by your own hands. - m.f.
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for the first time since i was 11 i look in the mirror and i actually like whats staring back at me i don't know why it took so long to regain the feeling of self love and being content with less makeup or none in the mirror i wish i know what could have happened when i started looking at my little 11 year old body and thought i was overweight Oh my god i'm 75 pounds?! i remember thinking I could blame my mom or the boys who paraded naked pictures of me criticizing my changing body in its early stages i was made fun of for having supple ******* the first girl in my 4th grade class to wear a padded bra i hated it every second of my changing body i started to get curves and was known for having a "big **** and this "best friend" of mine told me she was glad she didn't have one a boyfriend shot me down "you can't leave me because no one will want you" mother and step dad made fat jokes when i was 14 because i'm not obsessive compulsive with my diet now i look in the mirror and i'm so happy i love every curve from my arms to my ankles and my dark brown eyes stare deep into you don't they? grandma wasn't kidding when she said people would pay THOUSANDS!! for these lips and this square jawline has it's perks i used to get paranoid when people stared at me until i caught someone and they told me i was beautiful
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Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 2:40 AM UTC
acceptance of myself
One day Woke up feeling randy No one else was handy What's to do? Get dressed Satisfy the horn With badly acted **** On pay per view Hopes sink Cable's on the blink But twitter lends a helping hand Bang, bang, come and have a gang bang Gain entrance on demand Have a gang bang Come and have a gang bang It's a gang bang Come and have a gang bang Went out Followed the directions Battling erections All the while Red cheeks Granny at the bus stop Let her vision drop Then cracked a smile Half four Knocking at the door It opens and a voice proclaims "Bang, bang, come and have a gang bang We've far too many dames" The host was a sight to see Not far over seventy And wrapped in a silk dressing gown I thought I would walk away But saw that the sky was grey And it star- -ted ******* It down Stepped in Blinded by a deep gloom Ushered to a dark room Curtains shut Deep breath Air is old and musty Carpet feeling crusty Underfoot Sprawled there Women lying bare And fellas with their organs free Bang, bang, cover up your **** **** Regain your decency Pretty gang bang Pretty ****** gang bang ****** gang bang Pretty ****** gang bang Look round Writhing on the ground With squishy little sounds But something's odd Fat lass Itching at her *** crack Isn't that a ball sack? Oh my god! Jaw drops Granny from the bus stop Wearing nothing but a grin Bang, bang, pretty ****** gang bang What ******* let her in? She's nothing but skin and bone With ribs like a xylophone At least several decades too old To use the vernacular It's like bumming Dracula She's wiry She's wizened She's cold Oh (pretty) no ****** Rasping on my **** With fingers like a sock Filled up with ice No (scary) chance (hairy) Giving her the slip My todger's in a grip Just like a vice It (saggy) seems (baggy) Like she's in a dream While scraping with her ancient hand Bang, bang, ****** ****** gang bang My sore and swollen gland Granny bang bang Granny granny gang bang Granny gang bang Granny ***** gang bang Knock, knock Coppers at the door Go crawling on the floor And off at speed What fun Looking at the punters Myriad of munters As they flee'd Cold, wet Drowning in regret With trousers round my knees I stand Bang bang ****** ****** gang bang Next time I'll use my hand Bang bang ****** ****** gang bang Next time I'll use my haaaaaaaaaaaaaaand!
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Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 3:00 AM UTC
Pretty ****** Gang Bang
One day Woke up feeling randy No one else was handy What's to do? Get dressed Satisfy the horn With badly acted **** On pay per view Hopes sink Cable's on the blink But twitter lends a helping hand Bang, bang, come and have a gang bang Gain entrance on demand Have a gang bang Come and have a gang bang It's a gang bang Come and have a gang bang Went out Followed the directions Battling erections All the while Red cheeks Granny at the bus stop Let her vision drop Then cracked a smile Half four Knocking at the door It opens and a voice proclaims "Bang, bang, come and have a gang bang We've far too many dames" The host was a sight to see Not far over seventy And wrapped in a silk dressing gown I thought I would walk away But saw that the sky was grey And it star- -ted ******* It down Stepped in Blinded by a deep gloom Ushered to a dark room Curtains shut Deep breath Air is old and musty Carpet feeling crusty Underfoot Sprawled there Women lying bare And fellas with their organs free Bang, bang, cover up your **** **** Regain your decency Pretty gang bang Pretty ****** gang bang ****** gang bang Pretty ****** gang bang Look round Writhing on the ground With squishy little sounds But something's odd Fat lass Itching at her *** crack Isn't that a ball sack? Oh my god! Jaw drops Granny from the bus stop Wearing nothing but a grin Bang, bang, pretty ****** gang bang What ******* let her in? She's nothing but skin and bone With ribs like a xylophone At least several decades too old To use the vernacular It's like bumming Dracula She's wiry She's wizened She's cold Oh (pretty) no ****** Rasping on my **** With fingers like a sock Filled up with ice No (scary) chance (hairy) Giving her the slip My todger's in a grip Just like a vice It (saggy) seems (baggy) Like she's in a dream While scraping with her ancient hand Bang, bang, ****** ****** gang bang My sore and swollen gland Granny bang bang Granny granny gang bang Granny gang bang Granny ***** gang bang Knock, knock Coppers at the door Go crawling on the floor And off at speed What fun Looking at the punters Myriad of munters As they flee'd Cold, wet Drowning in regret With trousers round my knees I stand Bang bang ****** ****** gang bang Next time I'll use my hand Bang bang ****** ****** gang bang Next time I'll use my haaaaaaaaaaaaaaand!
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I’m falling in love again, And I had told myself never again, But I let myself slip again, Her oak brown eyes make it impossible to refrain, And I’m falling in love again. I’m falling in love again, But it’s early again, And I’m scared again, Of sadness that I may regain If I choose the wrong girl again. I’m falling in love again, I’m smiling and happy again, She makes me feel human again, No longer tortured by starving pains, I’m starting to eat again. But I’m falling in love again, Because I think she’s the one again, And this time I think I’m right, And I know she thinks I might Be the one she’s been waiting for, Early days still, but I’m starting to adore The open mouthed smile she gives me Every time she lays her eyes on me. Alone at night, thoughts of her drive me insane. Im falling in love again.
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Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
i’m falling in Love again
Inaction in action A most frightening thing Eyes flash from green to brown Was that a smile or one of your cute frowns? I can’t tell up from down In this vacant hole I feel like I am supposed to remember Impact has dried up Like a drought that makes farmers Wonder if their crop ever did flourish Or if the dust simply snuck into their heads With paintbrushes and vivid imaginations Of what fresh picked berries once tasted like I want to run Faster than ever to where I once was To where my emotions began To when a kiss was still intoxicating And you smiled at clasped hands Mirrors in my mind turn Reflections of you blur Engraved lessons I’ve learned Were you ever my home? I trace the walls of your character Each knot and groove familiar Reflexive fingertips Gliding over walls as they turn inside out I forgot what all this was about Do I long for a light that once shown Or just another culpable excuse To regain the throne My wishful thinking kingdom Though my senses are honed To both authenticity and mirage I fear I am equally prone Even so. If… If you were ever Or still are And we cross paths again Or maybe for the first time Kiss me with your brown eyes Or were they green? And I will try my best to recognize A love I fear I’ve never seen But I can’t muster pursuit when consciousness is stolen by a dream Inaction in action Is a most frightening thing
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Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
Hiraeth
Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, the goddess of love & beauty, will Make sure to the fullest that no one can **** The charming Adonis who makes me feel Great beyond any ****** that’s real Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, as the discoverer of this beautiful creature so rare Is the first beholder of his countenance so fair It is I who granted him the first unmatched care The kind of caress he will acquire only in my lair Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! His refuge in me never has the stench of death It’s just like everyday he experiences rebirth ‘Coz there I can render him the greatest of health Beauty & youth of flesh beyond any mirth Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Be vigilant towards the welfare of Adonis, my delight His bulging muscles are proofs of his radiant might So alluring to any mortal & immortal sight No one can also equal his handsome face so bright Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! That beauty of his can only be cherished In my realm where beauty never goes blemished The place that all mortals have ever wished There the bright sun will keep his body nourished Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Adonis’ beauty is not fit for the home of the dead He is so vibrant from foot to head Remove him from Hades! To my haven, instead! There he will be nourished by life-giving bread! -02/10/2015 (Dumarao) *Hopelessly Immortal Collection
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Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
Aphrodite’s Petition to Regain Adonis
Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, the goddess of love & beauty, will Make sure to the fullest that no one can **** The charming Adonis who makes me feel Great beyond any ****** that’s real Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! I, as the discoverer of this beautiful creature so rare Is the first beholder of his countenance so fair It is I who granted him the first unmatched care The kind of caress he will acquire only in my lair Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! His refuge in me never has the stench of death It’s just like everyday he experiences rebirth ‘Coz there I can render him the greatest of health Beauty & youth of flesh beyond any mirth Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Be vigilant towards the welfare of Adonis, my delight His bulging muscles are proofs of his radiant might So alluring to any mortal & immortal sight No one can also equal his handsome face so bright Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! That beauty of his can only be cherished In my realm where beauty never goes blemished The place that all mortals have ever wished There the bright sun will keep his body nourished Oh Adorable Zeus, hear Aphrodite’s petition to regain Adonis! Adonis’ beauty is not fit for the home of the dead He is so vibrant from foot to head Remove him from Hades! To my haven, instead! There he will be nourished by life-giving bread! -02/10/2015 (Dumarao) *Hopelessly Immortal Collection
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If I get lost, promise you'd leave me be Let me walk alone in my circles I'll find my way back...almost instinctively Through looping thoughts and scribbles If I should trip, promise you'd let me fall Scrape my knee and scream a voiceless scream Weight of the universe may seem crushing to shoulders so small I'll walk it off and regain newfound steam If I show signs of buckling, promise you'd let me collapse into nothing Let me fold into myself...into an unnoticeable speck There is solace in this space when the walls are caving Soon I would reinvent and renew from that wreck If I suffer a cut, promise you'd just let me bleed Let the black of my soul gush out Within it I would find the seed To which all of my rantings are about If I should begin to write, promise you'd read my scrawls Take them as they are and not to heart Just thoughts versus words that mean much or nothing at all They'd stitch me anew when I start to break apart If I keep losing myself, promise that you'd let me be The circles I tread are very much predictable They'd always lead me around... Don't treat me differently Just stay where you are... I'll come back round, fresh and able...
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 9:47 PM UTC
Circles
Life glows from the ashes, Red and dead. Rest assured I will not waste My atoms. The sea In which they swim is not So fickle as life. From the land Persephone is torn Into the heat of hell- But fire can serve a woman well. In Spring she shoots forth A million delicate souls. Piercing Through flames, the willowherb of this Barren body will take seed, Will flower. In its own way beautifying My scorched scars, My cauterized heart. The fatal lick of a poison dart Will take only me, My anatomy. The tools remain, They regain their power And Persephone will rise through me. I have seen it before, This end feeds desire. Life at its finest is paved with fire.
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
Persephone
She does not deserve you, your laugh, your smile. Does she understand your soul like I do? The sight of you two is repulsive, vile, You cannot deny this I know it's true. Your dubious joy her lies will undo, I have watched her deceit time and again, This you will eventually see through, And all of her charades will be in vain. Only my love can relieve your deep pain, I have studied your ways for years on end. Reflect in my eyes the truth you regain, What makes you tick only I comprehend. Always watching you I am so clever, Our union of two together forever.
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 1:55 PM UTC
Obsession
I thank the Lord above For all the times That I fell in love And I thank the one below For the pain That I have come to know I know it so well Through the scars From all the times I fell They’re the reason why I’m an empty shell They have shattered my hopes And destroyed my dreams But it’s the love I have That muffles my screams I have more love than pain Or so it seems Until I’m crushed with this burden And I come apart at the seems But my soul burns bright No one can dim it But this girl just pushes me Everyday to my limit She drives me crazy Completely insane And for a minute I feel nothing Not even the pain But once control I regain It becomes all too familiar I wonder if it’s worth this And is it my fault Did I birth this? Did I terminate this bliss? Did I do something wrong? If I did Why has this been going on so long? If this isn’t feeding off love Then what’s it running on? My brain twisting and turning With different notions My heart flaming and burning With different emotions I struggle to tell you That life isn’t fair And that about you I never did care You try to look into my mind Knowing not the conflict That rages on in there The Devil pushes God pulls so I get no where Whether I should walk away Or sit and stay Is a battle between my heart and my brain That I think never ends I just hope when it stops The right one wins
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Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 7:17 PM UTC
Victory
This is just so all of you know, I appreciate all of the support you’ve shown, Helped me regain a positivity, helped me to grow, Relit the fire inside me, allowing me to once again glow. The caring nature you all completely have, I know you’re all genuine; it’s not just a job to get cash, You really want to help, give us the skills so we know what to do if we crash, Help us see the good inside ourselves, the true facts. So thank you again for everything you’ve done, Because now I can hold my head up, I can see the sun, You helped me unlock a lot of my skeletons, Once again I can start to enjoy life and have fun. Keep up the good work, especially when it’s tough, Even if you only manage a little, it will be enough, To help us deal or unravel some of our stuff, Just a smile can help when we’re feeling rough. So I want you all to give yourself a hug and pat on the back, Maybe one day we will meet again, (minus the hat) When my life is going somewhere, back on track, Thank you all, from the hard nut to crack, insomniac. © Emma Johnson
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Feb 6, 2010
Feb 6, 2010 at 2:40 AM UTC
Thankyou
I killed someone you see...... He's who I used to be The people I used to know are strangers today. They no longer stay much to my dismay. I try to make amends, but it still comes to an end. Even as reality bends into my nightmare. I stay aware of the moves I make choices I take. The truth I know doesn't change even as estranged faces come into my view to start anew. But the roads the same I seem insane. Hopefully the line won't fade......... I guess that's what I said previously the lines faded now jaded perspectives clash my protective walls crash....I stress it again as I hope to regain purity.
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Jul 13, 2018
Jul 13, 2018 at 4:46 AM UTC
Reflection
Kumasi, the Tree City, The Kingdom City with a divine eagle Standing bravely on a mighty stick, The unquestionable love that embraces The soul of the arch enemy, The tradition that swallows The ancient courage and modern pride, Kumasi, the Tree City, The mighty city that lies under The flying wings of the Beautiful Okumanin tree, The golden city of the Western Sudan Planted by the arm of the Almighty, You are truly the dwelling Abode of unity and majesty, Kumasi, the Tree City, The echoes of your ancestral spirits Do not sleep nor slumber You that provides a comfortable Seat for the grandson of The almighty Krobea Asante Kotoko, The modern pride of the great Ancient mother of Yaa Asantewaa, Kumasi, the Tree City, The great son of the vulture, Otomfuo Osei Tutu, may not Appreciate your present State of modernization, For you have surrounded T he Golden Stool with Carelessness and filth, Your crime rate has swept Away the memories of The great Okomfo Anokye, Kumasi, the Tree City, Oh, the inhabitance under the protective And motherly wings of the great tree, The Ayoko kingship deserves a clean land, This great city must regain Her serene and inviting sweet-scented Greeny and stable environment, For mother Ghana has always Pride herself in your glory and dignity, Kumasi, the Tree City, The precious eye of Asanteman, Never deny your former glory, Oh, the pride of West Africa You still have what it takes To be the Garden City of West Africa, You are Oseikrom indeed, Okumaninase, the capital city of Kwaman, The heart of the Republic of Ghana. © PRINCE NANA ANIN-AGYEI Email: [email protected]
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Apr 8, 2013
Apr 8, 2013 at 6:25 AM UTC
KUMASI, THE TREE CITY
Kumasi, the Tree City, The Kingdom City with a divine eagle Standing bravely on a mighty stick, The unquestionable love that embraces The soul of the arch enemy, The tradition that swallows The ancient courage and modern pride, Kumasi, the Tree City, The mighty city that lies under The flying wings of the Beautiful Okumanin tree, The golden city of the Western Sudan Planted by the arm of the Almighty, You are truly the dwelling Abode of unity and majesty, Kumasi, the Tree City, The echoes of your ancestral spirits Do not sleep nor slumber You that provides a comfortable Seat for the grandson of The almighty Krobea Asante Kotoko, The modern pride of the great Ancient mother of Yaa Asantewaa, Kumasi, the Tree City, The great son of the vulture, Otomfuo Osei Tutu, may not Appreciate your present State of modernization, For you have surrounded T he Golden Stool with Carelessness and filth, Your crime rate has swept Away the memories of The great Okomfo Anokye, Kumasi, the Tree City, Oh, the inhabitance under the protective And motherly wings of the great tree, The Ayoko kingship deserves a clean land, This great city must regain Her serene and inviting sweet-scented Greeny and stable environment, For mother Ghana has always Pride herself in your glory and dignity, Kumasi, the Tree City, The precious eye of Asanteman, Never deny your former glory, Oh, the pride of West Africa You still have what it takes To be the Garden City of West Africa, You are Oseikrom indeed, Okumaninase, the capital city of Kwaman, The heart of the Republic of Ghana. © PRINCE NANA ANIN-AGYEI Email: [email protected]
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Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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Dec 3, 2009
Dec 3, 2009 at 11:38 AM UTC
Oxygen Erase
Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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