"realease" poems
My dear, do you want to know
why this stream shall never cease to flow
why this countenance shall know no smile
why in vain you realease torent of bile
for eternity shall my face tarry behind the sun
and ever shall be till this ugly scenario run
cut off from every string joint to my mind
to recall no more that gruesome day
Limbeh turned a cadavar awaiting decay
how my heart tremble while my tongue relates
the incident that turned an early widow late
the night before, cried a owl across at nightfall
grandpa beheld and discerned the mysterious call
tapped he my shoulder and opened his phangs
look beyond the pregnant night in labour pangs
waiting to birth a child as mysterious as the cry
Ekumbo! May i live not to witness that melancholic night(he sighed)
a thing unheard of in Aweh beyond countless centuries
worth plunging a kingdom into an endless misery
frightened, departed me with my ribs to my cradle to fall
holdin his words to await he upon whom the lot shall fall
so as the pregnant night did flipped
departed then this poor widow to her field
to gather bread for her fatherless kids
then in agony their lips they bit
as their eyes rained in torrent
and their sobs grew even fervent
when the fatal tiding was unleashed
a thing which feared hearts and andrenaline released
how she bent beneath a dry iroko gathering yam
in her distant and lonely farm
a branch uphigh cracked
turned she to see the source of the crack
behold a log fell on her skull
pouring out what was left of her brain- all
keeling rightward, she fell as her spirit transcended a plane beyond
a place so gray, so blund
now poor orphans, as poppies to be shared
departed they to various kins to be rared
and daily this dirge about her goes
as villagers their drum beat and lyre blow
forget not the story of the unfortunate widow
who for the door, took the window
and drank not from the spring of old age
nor for her maternal labour achieved a wage
Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 7:05 AM UTC
You left me alone.
to walk this path carrying your burden.
Why are you walking away?
was it something I've done?
will I be judged alone?
you never said sorry
will I ever feel the same?
REALEASE YOUR SCREAM
why should I endure this pain alone?
I now grieve for what could've been.
am I not good enough?
am I just a toy?
for your amusement?
enjoyment?
you left me alone.
to walk this path carrying your burden.
why are you running away?!
why don't you help me?!
am I nothing?
am I just a body
for your delicate fingers to touch?
to burn your eyes across my skin?
to use me?
RELEASE YOUR SCREAM
why should I be silenced!
the guilt eats me alive
to my bones.
I am so ashamed.
WHAT HAVE I DONE!
I COULDVE STOPPED IT!
I COULDVE SAID NO!
but I didn't.
I am selfish
in it for my own pleasure.
RELEASE YOUR SCREAM
I feel the force of air rip through
my throat.
and the pain feels too good.
Understand this now.
I made a mistake.
I RELEASE THIS SCREAM
May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 11:45 AM UTC
SLAM down the words
like a slap of your hand
upon a wooden table
SPEAK the utterances
of your broken heart
SLAM your anger into my face
with the fistful of furious syllables
SCREAM your defiance to the world indifferent
to the magnaminity
of your none to silent pain
SLAM down tequila shots
one, two, three,
redifing absplute clarity
SLAM your body into
mine repeatedly
mistake realease for
ECSTASY...
SLAM the door as you go
and leave, all the while preparing for the next girl the next show...
SLAM me into a box, and
bury me,
my time is up, my words
are just crushed up dust....
SLAM the gates of heaven
in my face...done too much
bad to die with grace
SLAM DUNK my b'ball ****
my whole life, just a dribbling farce
SLAM me down to hell...
let me roast a good long time
SLAM...that now ends
this redonkulous rhyme...
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 7:20 PM UTC
I like to think of depression as a She.
She’s strong like a woman and once she has a hold of you, she stands her ground.
She’s not always there,
But when she arrives
She makes sure that you feel she’s there.
She makes you feel heavy,
It was like she never left.
She reminds me of a shadow,
Always following you,
Even in the dark - especially in the dark.
She makes you feel things,
She makes you think things,
Things that you never ever dreamed of.
But then sometimes she’s beautiful,
Gracing you with your tears.
Tears that realease all the dark you were holding onto in her shadow.
But sometimes the tears don’t stop,
Won’t stop,
And through blurred vision,
You take her hand
And follow her into the shadows.
Aug 1, 2019
Aug 1, 2019 at 5:49 PM UTC
What is it when your dying
That makes you feel so alive?
Synapses shorten
Moment lengthens
There is no time
Only right now as forever
Birth and death
It all begins and ends the same way
And you'll find that in your dreams
There is spirit
Inside of you
As a molecule
Find it
Breathe it in
Let the colors be more beautiful
This life be more meaningful
Die or be born
Dream
You burst into this place
Its always inside you
Just waiting for your realease
The central exhibit for the presence of the other in the human world
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 11:20 PM UTC
Clenching my fist
And biting down on my teeth
Wont ease the pain..
Not even the tears i cry for everythought of regret
Wont ease the guilt and amount of regret
I hold within me
All those nights staying up late talking sinfully to you
As you would say things back
I didn't want to let you go but I'm glad I did
I'm glad she caught me...
And I'm glad it's over...
That it stopped
It was so long ago but
What Brandon said hit me...it dug deep into it all
Those sins I have committed... Guilt can't cover up.
And nothing ever will.
But knowing that I am forgiven by god,
Is the most born again fresh start feeling
And it's the most painful.
Because I don't deserve his love
Yet he shows it
And this sin I deserve to be burned for
Yet he took my pain and nailed it on the cross
So I don't have to drowned in regret...
The devil loves to pester me with guilt of it all
But I'm glad it's over
I'm glad it's stopped..
No matter how many times I get on my knees
No matter how many times I try to stop killing myself over it
It does not ease th pain
Lord forgive me
Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC
Your presence is volcanic, your body glowing from the heat within.
As you come closer the seductive scent of your cologne intrigues my senses.
My eyes close to Invision your body with steam of your breath against my skin ,
Our bodies come together, I feel your insides roar.
Anticipating your next move as I lay beneath you, your steamy beads of hot lava flowing down your body on to mine..
The burning feel of pure satisfaction waiting to erupt,
Feeling the chills of pleasure cover my skin as my body bears it's sweet realease, like an eruption of the volcano as it prepared to unleash.
The hot lava throbs inside of me from your volcanic eruption and leaves us limp like the smouldering Ash that lay beneath us.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 2:24 PM UTC
nothing left this test is last
i try my best, to build my nest
i carry my own burdon
i sing my story loud and clear
i want these chains to dissapear
i practise faith, i hold my sword
the way to talk with holy word
i found a way to be myself
regardless of the pize and wealth
this who i am, a holy ghost
in your heart reflects the most
the passion of the running wolf
realease my soul to fly
over mountains to the sky
i found myself, when i lost you
goodbye my love i shall miss you
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 5:44 PM UTC
Now, you see,
It's about how you treat,
Yourself
And what you feed,
To your mind body as being.
It's freeing when you realize,
The impact
Of what you are eating,
Infact
It even effects your thinking,
Feelings and actions.
So step back and
Re-asses
Re-evaluate
Re-construct
The type of chow you ate,
And
The way you eat through the day,
One meal at a time.
Seek the way,
The peak
Of focus and power
To teach
Others to encounter
Balance,
Hour to hour
Minute to minute
Be in it to win it
And limit
The shwag,
Becuase it will drag
You down in vats
Of brown
feces.
It's time to be the smart species we are,
And start to realease these
Greasy habits,
And find the heart
And peace of mind
In this peice of mine.
Now you see.
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
To the boy who broke me;
I cannot bring myself to forget
The way you cupped my face
Only to tell me
I could never be happy again
I cannot bring myself to forgive
The countless hours
Of your fingers searching me
Of your hands restricting me
Your words choking me
I cannot bring myself to accept
That this wasn't my fault
That I can choose to leave it behind
That I can start over
I cannot bring myself to put away
The memories of threats
Of fingernails digging into ribs
Of dark circled eyes from
Quiet and secret tears
I cannot bring myself to realease the pain
Of the boy that broke me
Jan 17, 2014
Jan 17, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
I LOVE THE WAY
THE WAY YOU GRAB MY SOUL
THE WAY YOU RIP IT OUT OF ME WITH A SINGLE SWIPE
GIVING ME PAIN YOU DON'T NOTICE
GIVING ME PAIN UNINTENTIONALLY PAIN
THE LOVE WE SHARED
IT IS NOW BROKEN
BROKEN AND SHATTERED
NEVER TO BE FIXED
NEVER TO BE PUT BACK TOGETHER
YOU LOVEDTHE IDEA OF ME
I LOVED THE EXISTENCE OF YOU
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU
THE STARS ABOVE
THE STARS THAT GLITTER
THE STARS THAT SHINE IN YOUR EYES
THEY HAVE BROUGHT ME PAIN
UNDENIABLE PAIN
PAIN THAT I CAN REALEASE
THE STARS IN YOUR EYES
THEY GLITTER AN D SHINE
THEY SHINE BRIGHT AT ME
BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN
THEY CARRY LOVE
THEY BRING ME PEACE
WITHOUT YOU I'D BE BROKEN
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE BUILT UP
BUT THEN BE TORN DOWN AGAIN WITHOUT WORNING
I LOOK AAWAY
WHISPERING THE WORDS NEVER SPOKEN
THE WORDS IW WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SAY
I LOVE YOU
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
I am stealing but I realease
All silence in your cries
The loundness with out voice
mans a womens and his transgendered child
Our bonfire is a flooded river!
We tried to quit
and paid dearly
for free love.
Lived under the sea with our lungs
died to live and woke to sleep
away towards the outward inward reversal.
Until we realized you and I came together in the middle. We parted and fused our metal. Made islands come together easier then a boat ride.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 3:10 AM UTC
My heart never so open
To breaking
My soul never so ready
For the taking
I am hoplessly fallen
Given to madness
Sickly in love
Dreaming
Dreaming dreams
In my every breath
In and out
Another dream
Of you
I keep falling
As I've fallen
Through time
And logic
Only madness
Crashing through
The floor
And earth
No stopping
My descent
Fallen to these dreams
Begging for realease
Break my soul
And take my heart
My life
My love
My inspiration
All yours
For the talking
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 5:17 AM UTC