"pusillanimity" poems
Urdhva Hastasana
Salida del sol.
Her paws are bare
Ablaze against the black stone heat of the morning stroll
Pausing for the last monsoon, whispering
Salut?
There would not exist consequence for a dampened nose of pusillanimity
Carelessly drawn to the astrophysical realm of celestial bodies
Illuminating the chivalry once more.
We'll sing chansons
Oh cabaret!
The circumstance and pomp eliding
Lavishly rouged lips from sterling glances
Exposed by the slow and sultry raise of copper eyes
Premeditated, so that they lift in perfect timing
Beneath dark lashes to seem accidentally mesmeric.
I still lose amethysts
They drop from the back of my ears unexpectedly
Their plunge of contact against the water
Catches my attention but no more
Of a thought should surface except to surface
The stones from the depths pooling around my ankles.
The rain won't drain and hasn't for months
She scratches her hair but the pining never stops.
I rub her ears so she'll display such an ardor
Revealed in company and solitude simultaneously
To be weighed and doubted and accepted and declined
Beneath the stony gaze of the eyes of a god
Swindling a wrinkle in the shower curtain.
Alas what a shame it is
Besitos aren't quite fancied here.
Ne prennent pas garde aux berceaux, Que la main des femmes balance.
Puesta del sol.
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 7:52 PM UTC
External energy of unfocused origins
Drawn in and held with nowhere to release
Can cause a vessel to explode into nothingness
Unleash I preach and beseech
To channel and follow through with proper reception
Sustaining the flow and fusion in perception
Can create a harmonic weave between spirit and body
As the mind, the plant from seed of divinity's resurrection
Forgetting our practice and purpose in action
Hollowing the mighty tree we've reached
Will make for the implosion of the heart and mind
Desire and satisfaction's meet out of reach
Bring it in and carry it deep
Let it out and see with eyes wide
discern the instruments and follow the melody
Relieve yourself of pusillanimity and be your guide
Keep it moving
Keep it steady
Keep your aim
Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 3:07 PM UTC
i am a creation for your convenience
i exist to adhere to your every desire
i am a sculpture of sympathetic nods and words you want to hear
i am the shell of your naive and selfish definition of beauty
i am your to oppress, to ignore, to beg for
i am not human, i am yours to use
reliable and spineless
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC
contumacious imagery,
amorous intensity,
prostitution of the heart,
beating off the chart.
a brush of fingertips,
aching for the whisper of lips,
quicksand stare,
vulnerable and bare.
delicate pusillanimity,
accenting my pulmonary timidity
,hemorrhage of thought,
words of devotion wrought.
closure to desperation,
surrendering upon inclination,
innocence tainted by pain,
tears cleverly disguised as rain.
intoxicating appetite for sensation,
hesitation forcing isolation,
my attatchment never satiated,
my soul emaciated.
jilted girl am i,
you are the apple of my eye,
with you i am besot,
,my adoration not forgot.
Oct 18, 2011
Oct 18, 2011 at 6:32 AM UTC
In the coldness and the dark
Emptiness, existance stark
Not so much as a tiny spark
Unable to utter one remark
The emptiness of this void
Where mind and spirit are destroyed
Where despair is there deployed
Leaves you feeling paranoid
To all you call humanity
Ends now your affinity
Leaving you in calamity
And pusillanimity
Never from this place to move
Stuck forever in this groove
Never goodness to reprove
Of your wellness none behoove
Lost to you are faith and hope
As if pulled out by a rope
You not knowing how to cope
In the blackness vainly *****
And although you loudly cry
No one seems to even try
To lend you aid though nearby
All so simple but then why?
In you're every waking thought
A hopeless end that comes to nought
In a web seems to be caught
All the joy that you forgot
Out of the darkness of your fear
****** your mind of any cheer
Keenly edged and oh so near
It seems to you to be so dear
In this place of blackest mire
Death becomes your sole desire
As you begin to slowly tire
Of all the things you did admire
What would I do to be free?
End the life given me?
In this state I seem to see
No way to prosperity
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 5:37 AM UTC
The Games we play
This is not an English poem, the fear of showing
emotion, look at my stiff upper lip, wrapping
words of love in cotton wool. The truth is, my
Dear, I don't care for you, but my cowardice is
a deep river so profound I can't come and say:
I don't love you anymore.
Flowers sent, the ring I gave was out of pity
and guilt hoped you would sense the chill
behind the gift and frigidity of feeling.
Under a cloud of pusillanimity, we'll wed, live
near a hairdresser salon for you, and a park
bench of Autumnal leaves, for me.
Unbridgeable the distance between us, I will
go on dreaming, and you will scream at, my
passivity till there is no reason left,
the useless wind brings no seed to replant.
This is how it will end because I lack the gut
to say simply. “I don't love you anymore.”
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 6:07 AM UTC
Secret, all the world's a secret
All the world's a whisper game
Sometimes I wonder about all the
Things that people never say
The king who murdered for the crown
The queen who drove him to the deed
The rook who speaks no words and only
To the lonely seems to scream
The bishop's shadow of a doubt
The knight's pusillanimity
The little pawn who'd wear that crown
And wreak her vengeance as the queen
Secret, all the world's a secret
All the world's a whisper game
Whence and whither
Hie thee hither
To the king without a name
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
The Non-Subliminal Criminal
High Priest of Hypocrisy
The Diplomat of Draft Dodgery
The Great Example of Paying Test-Takers
The Loudmouth of Wealthy Fakery
The Main Proof of Miseducation
The Nanocrat of Non-Payment
Potentate of ***********
Sultan of **** Patronage
The Grand Poobah of Poopoo
The Big Wheel of Blather
The Salesman of Bull-puckey
High Lama of Skullduggery
The Master Purveyor of Inaccuracies
The Pride of Misrepresentation
The Scion of Misdirection and Nepotism.
The Black Knight of Spite.
The Grand Lizard of Hate and Bigotry
The Fomenter of Torment.
The Master of Catastrophe
The Master of the Quick Disaster
The Worshipper of War by Proxy
The Lover of Lies and Liars
The Promiser of Pusillanimity
The Handmaiden of Bribery
The Worshipper of Massive Greed
The Purchaser of Fake News
The Dandy With Unseen Clothes.
The Undead Ghost of the Capitol
The Horrible Haunt of the Presidency
The Embodiment of Embarrassment.
The Shamelessness of Gross Shuckery.
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 6:11 PM UTC