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here is little Effie’s head whose brains are made of gingerbread when the judgment day comes God will find six crumbs stooping by the coffinlid waiting for something to rise as the other somethings did— you imagine His surprise bellowing through the general noise Where is Effie who was dead? —to God in a tiny voice, i am may the first crumb said whereupon its fellow five crumbs chuckled as if they were alive and number two took up the song, might i’m called and did no wrong cried the third crumb,i am should and this is my little sister could with our big brother who is would don’t punish us for we were good; and the last crumb with some shame whispered unto God,my name is must and with the others i’ve been Effie who isn’t alive just imagine it I say God amid a monstrous din watch your step and follow me stooping by Effie’s little, in (want a match or can you see?) which the six subjunctive crumbs twitch like mutilated thumbs: picture His peering biggest whey coloured face on which a frown puzzles, but I know the way— (nervously Whose eyes approve the blessed while His ears are crammed with the strenuous music of the innumerable capering ****** —staring wildly up and down the here we are now judgment day cross the threshold have no dread lift the sheet back in this way. here is little Effie’s head whose brains are made of gingerbread
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Here Is Little Effie’s Head
Yes, sir, I want you to spank me With that hand I know so well It is more than just five fingers It’s the reason I rebel Yes, sir, I want you to clank me In bonds of silver and gold Chained, I’m a precious gift to you Unwrapping me never gets old Yes, sir, I want you to yank me Down on the floor to my knees My gaze lowers at your command I’m eager to do as you please Yes, sir, I want you to flank me Punish me from every side I know I’ve been a naughty girl Needing discipline you’ll provide Yes, sir, I want you to crank me Up to writhing ecstasy Don’t stop ‘til I ******* beg you Your tough love is what sets me free Yes, sir, I want you to thank me For being your precious pet Even though I disobey you It’s clear you love to see me sweat Yes, sir, I want you to spank me With the implement of your choice Make it hurt to make me happy In your dominance I rejoice
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Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 12:32 AM UTC
Spank Me
"Always become the one being hurt Rather than ever hurting another" Words I have strived to live by The philosophy left by my mother I've always tried to live my life Standing up for what is right Helping others no matter the cost Being everyone's shining knight What a horrible way to live Even when I was on the verge of breaking Even when the burden seemed too large I always took it onto myself And it was always free of charge They all need to pay But lately there is this voice Echoing from the back of my mind That is always fighting to take over It wants to punish the unkind Maybe I don't want to forgive Tell me who is that inside me Those thoughts can't be my own Even when there's no one around Somehow I am not alone Just let me come out and play I'm trying to keep it at bay Am I past the point of no return? I JUST WANT THE VOICE TO GO AWAY But.... Now....it's my turn
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:47 AM UTC
Unraveling
Their skin is translucent Veins crawl across their skin like vines Their builds slim but rippling with muscles They approach Their eyes glow red Color of blood from a beating heart Pumping pumping pumping They glow brighter as they spot their prey Greasy black wings on their backs Reflections of screaming faces seem to show Faces of agony and fear Right before they feed Angels sent to earth because heaven didn't want them their The devil takes them in gives them power Because he was god's favorite and he was an angel once too Their sent to punish those Who escaped death and punishment To get those who deserve it most People like you
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
Demonized Angels
Why am I so dif-fer-ent? They say I’m out of touch. Why am I, ple-nar-ily sad? This life it hurts so much. And why do they come, come every day? Shush, quiet now, they’re here. Those awful tormentors of my soul all cackling and queer! Whirling head of spinning revolutions, …feel my stomach ache and pang. Why will they not leave me alone? This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I shouldn’t always feel like this, feel such solemn pain, …troubling and trouble is these birds are driving me insane! I’m screaming now! I’m mad with rage! Throwing ice cubes at my deck, “Go away! Yes, go away!” -their numbers must be kept in check. Blackhole-whirl, flying twirling darkness, their funnel it points to me-e-e-e-! For too many is too painful and my mind’s a constant wreck! One cannot think with those infernal be-e-e-asts, ...and the crazy song they sang. Why do they so punish me? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I know they serve the Saturn’s wheel and now they’ve come for me. What did I do? Oh what great sin, oh the blackbirds from within; The Abyssimal Sea? Their whirlpool funnel is all around, as my harried soul, it expiates. I’m done-in; I’m over now, a sorely victim of the Fates! They took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. Why could they not leave me alone? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. If you find yourself all alone and mired in their thought, …do not think, extirpate, all the human damage that you’ve wrought. His flock of fledgling melancholy musical formation, …will take you away and straight to Hell; the Seventh Circle congregation! For they took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. And they will not leave you alone. This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. *
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Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 11:23 AM UTC
A Crowing Lamentation
Why am I so dif-fer-ent? They say I’m out of touch. Why am I, ple-nar-ily sad? This life it hurts so much. And why do they come, come every day? Shush, quiet now, they’re here. Those awful tormentors of my soul all cackling and queer! Whirling head of spinning revolutions, …feel my stomach ache and pang. Why will they not leave me alone? This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I shouldn’t always feel like this, feel such solemn pain, …troubling and trouble is these birds are driving me insane! I’m screaming now! I’m mad with rage! Throwing ice cubes at my deck, “Go away! Yes, go away!” -their numbers must be kept in check. Blackhole-whirl, flying twirling darkness, their funnel it points to me-e-e-e-! For too many is too painful and my mind’s a constant wreck! One cannot think with those infernal be-e-e-asts, ...and the crazy song they sang. Why do they so punish me? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I know they serve the Saturn’s wheel and now they’ve come for me. What did I do? Oh what great sin, oh the blackbirds from within; The Abyssimal Sea? Their whirlpool funnel is all around, as my harried soul, it expiates. I’m done-in; I’m over now, a sorely victim of the Fates! They took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. Why could they not leave me alone? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. If you find yourself all alone and mired in their thought, …do not think, extirpate, all the human damage that you’ve wrought. His flock of fledgling melancholy musical formation, …will take you away and straight to Hell; the Seventh Circle congregation! For they took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. And they will not leave you alone. This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. *
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only wanted to enjoy the same unusual things with like-minded people the concierge of dystopia fnording ******* messing around with the octopus cyberpunk nightmare with blue sky expect a deluge and then wonder what happened to it evaporated anxiety due for a downpour catacombs rented by the hour she typically cares about those who don't care about her abandoning me without consequence don't ever come back ungrateful swine of nowhere! loyalty exists only in a parallel universe where they locked themselves up and destroyed the key they feed the rich and ignore the poor in the end the strugglers will prevail and the ones who had it easy will suffer game shows that punish the ignorant rage that never ends scoring infinite points in basketball and still losing the game only wanted to enjoy the same unusual things with like-minded people
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
alienation
Hello, don't hang up I know you don't know me But I believe I know you I know your dreams I know your desires Of the darkest seduction From a strangers voice Of how I would use you But strict with kindness Punish you with lusts Lusts yet unknown to you Lusts to ravish your body To please you in many ways All the ways you dream of Would you dare to know me? Would you dare return my call? Don't be afraid of the dark All you need do is step inside All you need do is use the phone Dial my number, I dare you
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Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 10:44 AM UTC
You Don't Know Me
Nobody marching toward us Their guns making us die. No tanks are come clanking No bombers in the sky. But our Congress and generals When oil or bases seem needed; We appear armed and threatening Peace and love talk not heeded. No country has attacked us With troops and lethal artillery. But our leaders expect us to Go open up their arteries And **** their women and children And laugh while they all die And we are expected to do this And never think to ask why. It’s almost like big companies Were sad when WW2 ended So they started attacking countries We really should have befriended. We let Russia have free reign To **** and ****** and steal Almost as if their aggression Wasn’t really true or even real. We looked around and made them, Those evil old warlike excuses, That some country threatened freedom And we pretended they weren’t ruses. We attacked Korea and Vietnam We were just supposed to observe That they were yellow people there And think they got what they deserved. We didn’t stop there, as Reagan took A duly elected leader and put him in jail. If any country did that to our country The conservatives would howl and rail. Then the Bushes tried their best to take Iraq to steal their oil and punish them And created an era of stronger hatred And anti-American outrage and mayhem. No foreign country has attacked America; So, the point bears repeating once again. We need to stop acting like bullies here And start acting like decent statesmen And women who have the bigger picture; The growth of peace in our battered world So, other countries will not take their guns And shoot our flag when it’s unfurled.
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Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 4:56 PM UTC
THE BIG LIE OF WAR
Nobody marching toward us Their guns making us die. No tanks are come clanking No bombers in the sky. But our Congress and generals When oil or bases seem needed; We appear armed and threatening Peace and love talk not heeded. No country has attacked us With troops and lethal artillery. But our leaders expect us to Go open up their arteries And **** their women and children And laugh while they all die And we are expected to do this And never think to ask why. It’s almost like big companies Were sad when WW2 ended So they started attacking countries We really should have befriended. We let Russia have free reign To **** and ****** and steal Almost as if their aggression Wasn’t really true or even real. We looked around and made them, Those evil old warlike excuses, That some country threatened freedom And we pretended they weren’t ruses. We attacked Korea and Vietnam We were just supposed to observe That they were yellow people there And think they got what they deserved. We didn’t stop there, as Reagan took A duly elected leader and put him in jail. If any country did that to our country The conservatives would howl and rail. Then the Bushes tried their best to take Iraq to steal their oil and punish them And created an era of stronger hatred And anti-American outrage and mayhem. No foreign country has attacked America; So, the point bears repeating once again. We need to stop acting like bullies here And start acting like decent statesmen And women who have the bigger picture; The growth of peace in our battered world So, other countries will not take their guns And shoot our flag when it’s unfurled.
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Lilium, Ah, you fascinating flower, an old gardener who still looks after his duty, mumbled to himself in awe of the stargazer and spider lilies, They seem so majestic, yet innocent to the extent of a wounderous aura sent by their gentle yet stinging smell, spreading across the room He said to himself that maybe,  if they are as beautiful and heavenly as he thought,their taste should be beyond reasoning goodness, sweet Just one bite later, the taste engaging in his old mouth has caused him to become numb, confused and with an irrigular heart rate, paralised. Oh such an intent, to punish all those who dare to bring ruin to their glory by eating them, trying their taste with death ? Truly murderous. Seeping through his body before slowly draining his poor life force, the fate of an unknowing man who had become the vessel of great unfolding fury of a flower which seemed to be so kind before hand. A treasure is alike a flower, the gift of life resembling its beauty and hournour, growing proud until the sweet poison of death overtakes it When I knew the meaning of eternity you were no longer there, Darling ~ Umi
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Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 12:20 AM UTC
Lilies of Murderous Intent (2)
What's the difference between slavery and having dogs? I mean when they do good we give them treats same as when a slave does good we give them small incentives when they are bad we punish them the same thing with human slaves we either are good dog lovers or dog abusers the same as good masters and bad masters we transport them numerously the same with human slaves we breed them the same with human slaves we give them this food called "dog food" which is a low quality food given to human slaves and the most obvious of all is dog collars and chains as to categorized them as property and to subconsciously "oppressed" them. So is having a dog wrong? A lot of people seem to treat dogs correctly the dogs seems nice and happy So was slavery okay? I really don't know You decide...
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Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Slavery and Dogs
Hello, don't hang up I know you don't know me But I believe I know you I know your dreams I know your desires Of the darkest seduction From a strangers voice Of how I would use you But strict with kindness Punish you with lusts Lusts yet unknown to you Lusts to ravish your body To please you in many ways All the ways you dream of Would you dare to know me? Would you dare return my call? Don't be afraid of the dark All you need do is step inside All you need do is use the phone Dial my number, I dare you
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Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
You Don't Know Me
Bound, wound, and tied up all tight With porcelain features, I drowned in her sight Dominant I control her, she submits to my needs I punish and tease her with preferences of sinful greed Bound, wound, and tied up all tight She lashes and thrashes but I control this fight Blindfolded and gagged, aroused from my touch Candle drips between her hips; she loves this so much Strapped to the bed with a fistful of her mane She enjoys pain and pleasure; I love this **** game Bound, wound, and tied up all tight My fledgling fun toy I command her tonight She moans with pleasures and screams when she’s bad Electricity attached, her fears makes me glad Vaginal to **** play, or no *** at all A new ******* kit arrives; I’m bouncing off the wall Bound, wound, and tied up all tight Under the bed restrains, ****** clamps, and leather cuffs in my sight She’s cuffed, restrained, clamped and all ready She needs me it feeds me and keeps me rock steady She gives me her all in suspended animation Together we are driven by a powerful lustful twisted sensation For Bound, wound, and tied up all tight You’re my favorite present, my fix, and my all through the night
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 11:03 AM UTC
A **** GAME
My thoughts screaming out loud... **** me daddy... I need it bad, I want it, I crave it like a sin waiting to be unfolded inbetween my thighs where wetness needs to be explored. You seem like trouble, temptation that I can’t help but have no control over. Teasing you senselessly and wondering why I seem to have such an effect on people. My eroticism speaks millions of sensual nightmares waiting to be unraveled and seeked upon. My curtains are shaking and trembling waiting for pleasure to be evoked. I scream to loudly on the inside wanting to lock away this part of me. My ****** and ****** nature got me in bad spaces in the past, locking and hiding away that part of me for so long , I forgot what it felt to squirt... to feel drenched in your sweat, to leak forbidden sins... Calling me your **** I love it when you provoke me, wrap me, and hold me. It’s been a long time, I need a reminder of what it’s like to be bad again... I’ve been good, keeping my habits controlled. I want to feel you and **** you so bad it’s driving a drill through my chaotic sinful mind. My words so raw and unfiltered, I need it bad... Daddy, punish me for all that I have sinned... Don’t forgive me, kiss me harder and penetrate deeper into my mind. **** me with your words then show me what a bad baby I’ve been.... The devils ****** monster is lurking within, waiting for a sign.... Hungry and seductively parched. Bring out my demon and allow her to drive you ****** insane...
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Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 12:59 PM UTC
Punish me
My thoughts screaming out loud... **** me daddy... I need it bad, I want it, I crave it like a sin waiting to be unfolded inbetween my thighs where wetness needs to be explored. You seem like trouble, temptation that I can’t help but have no control over. Teasing you senselessly and wondering why I seem to have such an effect on people. My eroticism speaks millions of sensual nightmares waiting to be unraveled and seeked upon. My curtains are shaking and trembling waiting for pleasure to be evoked. I scream to loudly on the inside wanting to lock away this part of me. My ****** and ****** nature got me in bad spaces in the past, locking and hiding away that part of me for so long , I forgot what it felt to squirt... to feel drenched in your sweat, to leak forbidden sins... Calling me your **** I love it when you provoke me, wrap me, and hold me. It’s been a long time, I need a reminder of what it’s like to be bad again... I’ve been good, keeping my habits controlled. I want to feel you and **** you so bad it’s driving a drill through my chaotic sinful mind. My words so raw and unfiltered, I need it bad... Daddy, punish me for all that I have sinned... Don’t forgive me, kiss me harder and penetrate deeper into my mind. **** me with your words then show me what a bad baby I’ve been.... The devils ****** monster is lurking within, waiting for a sign.... Hungry and seductively parched. Bring out my demon and allow her to drive you ****** insane...
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**Anger Frustration Scared Lonely Afraid Hatred Loathing** So with these thoughts fueling my actions, I make the conscious decision to punish my body. I feel as though I deserve this treatment. I cut to scar my body. I cut to release emotions I had no valve for. I have no words or outlet for them yet. I cut to make myself feel better; to alleviate those feelings of hatred. Cutting is such an enigma for me. I do it as a punishment, for being weak and "allowing" myself to be abused... But at the same time, the feeling I get from doing it is strength. I look at the cuts and think, "Wow. I was able to endure that. I am strong."
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May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 9:24 PM UTC
Cut Cut Cut
. Quiet! Shhh! Can you hear it? The animals are talking. No, they are panicking. Can you smell it? The Forest is on fire. My Forest is aflame! I run, following nostrils singed with heat, against the tide of the fleeing fauna. Reaching the blaze I see.... eight of them. My anger rises and erupts. 'STOP!' I bellow. They turn and draw swords. My eyes narrow and a look of pure disdain unfolds. I continue. 'I am Rook, Lord of the Forest Kingdom. How dare you, enter my domain with no permission and reek havoc on my Forest'. A step is taken, toward me. The eyes of a fighter glower, at me. The point of a sword raises, threatening me. I punish. 'For your transgressions and your destruction you shall stand as stones, for eternity, and as a warning to others'. A scream pierces the air as a foot, then another, compresses to rock. The rest join the chorus, agony, as each become statues, twisted and contorted as the Ancient Oaks they had destroyed. My Oaks. This is my Anger. Would you care to see my Love? © Pagan Paul (2018)
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 9:40 AM UTC
Forest Fire
Help I have bad internet connection I can't check the school website. That means I won't know about a test That means I won't study That means I will fail That means I will get bad grades That means I won't get into a good school That means I won't get a good job That means I won't get money That means I won't buy food That means I won't eat That means I will die Help I have bad internet connection I can't get on facebook That means I can't change my status That means I don't take my relationship serious That means he will dump me That means I will be single That means I won't get married That means I will die alone Help I have bad internet connection I can't FaceTime That means people are waiting for me That means I won't show up That means they will get worried That means they might over react That means they could call the police That means they will think I'm missing That means they will look for me That means my family will get scared That means they may start thinking the worst That means they will think I'm dead That means they will be upset That means they will look for my body That means they will find me That means they will realize I'm not dead That means they will be mad at me for scaring them That means they will punish me, stop talking to me, who knows what else. Help I have bad internet connection I can't see any news That means I won't know what's happening That means I will be left out of all the conversations That means I will be an outcast That means I will have no friends That means I will not make any relationships That means I will go through life alone That means I will become a hermit Help I have bad internet connection I can't access the e-library That means no books That means no learning That means not getting any smarter That means not getting into a good school That means not getting a good job That means no money That means no buying food That means no eating That means I will die. Face it! Life revolves around internet! If you have bad internet connection you could die, you couldn't even get on hello poetry *gasp!
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 12:52 AM UTC
Internet Connection.
Help I have bad internet connection I can't check the school website. That means I won't know about a test That means I won't study That means I will fail That means I will get bad grades That means I won't get into a good school That means I won't get a good job That means I won't get money That means I won't buy food That means I won't eat That means I will die Help I have bad internet connection I can't get on facebook That means I can't change my status That means I don't take my relationship serious That means he will dump me That means I will be single That means I won't get married That means I will die alone Help I have bad internet connection I can't FaceTime That means people are waiting for me That means I won't show up That means they will get worried That means they might over react That means they could call the police That means they will think I'm missing That means they will look for me That means my family will get scared That means they may start thinking the worst That means they will think I'm dead That means they will be upset That means they will look for my body That means they will find me That means they will realize I'm not dead That means they will be mad at me for scaring them That means they will punish me, stop talking to me, who knows what else. Help I have bad internet connection I can't see any news That means I won't know what's happening That means I will be left out of all the conversations That means I will be an outcast That means I will have no friends That means I will not make any relationships That means I will go through life alone That means I will become a hermit Help I have bad internet connection I can't access the e-library That means no books That means no learning That means not getting any smarter That means not getting into a good school That means not getting a good job That means no money That means no buying food That means no eating That means I will die. Face it! Life revolves around internet! If you have bad internet connection you could die, you couldn't even get on hello poetry *gasp!
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Use me and abuse me I love it when I’m all you see Please be my Queen I’ll gladly bow on my knees Treat me like a slave Punish me when i misbehave Tell me that I’m nothing While calling me at 4 am because you “want me” Let me follow you around I promise not to make too much sound I want your punishment and praise I want to wait on you hand and foot when you just want to laze. I want you to tie me up And tell me that I’m just your little pup And that puppies who don’t follow the rules And just like jesters and fools. And need to be punished by their Queen Until their voice is raw with screams.
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Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 3:42 AM UTC
To My Domme
I am hungry Tired Nicotine addicted Smell of cigarettes take over my room I am starving and I should keep on going Punish myself for all I did For all you did to me I cannot sleep I cannot eat for comfort I need to smoke most of the time away My heart is beating too fast Or no at all
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Jul 30, 2022
Jul 30, 2022 at 8:47 AM UTC
Desperate
I want you to paint me, and leave your mark. Use my skin as your canvas, Make me your work of art. I want you to draw on me, make me your personal sketch. Using implements as pencils, With each mark that you etch. I want you to colour me, in your signature shade. Rosey pink with crimson red, Then bid it not to fade. I want you to hurt me, as only you can do. Make me pay for your misfortunes, Tell me i deserve it too. I want you to punish me, show me you’re not weak. Dispose of your bad luck, Make my pain your winning streak. I don’t know how to love you, if you don’t hurt me too. I don’t know how to treat you. I will end up hurting you!
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 1:11 PM UTC
Art
There is something beautiful about two sad people who agree to hurt each other. Something comforting. It is a comfort only very damaged people understand- the tacit agreement to cause pain, and to receive it. Pleasure is for people who have what they want. But for those of us who are starving, ours is best peppered with suffering. Being with someone who understands that carries its own worth- I don't want you to make me feel good. I couldn't stand it if you did. I don't want you to touch me gently, or ask if I'm alright, or stop to look into my eyes. I am starving, and so are you: I want your teeth. I want you to make me hurt. And I want to hurt you. I want you to hurt me because I'm not him, and I want to hurt you because you're not her. We want to see each other suffer because we are starving and we need to feel that someone else is. Don't hold back. I want you to lower me because I'm too good for her. Don't love me, don't caress me. Dig your nails in. Drip candlewax on my stomach. One step down from torture is all I can stand in the way of human connection, when it isn't her. Punish me for looking at her like a baleful puppy tonight, even as you waited in my room with your soft skin and your sharp teeth. There is nothing you can do that will be too violent, too brutal, too sadistic. I don't want to be loved right now. I am too raw. I want to be touched. I want to be ruined. Leave marks. Smear lipstick. Lower me because I am Too **** Good for her. Let this heart know on no uncertain terms that its needs don't matter. Help me **** it. Help me pin my demons to the bed and make them writhe, and I will do the same for you. Let's exorcise our loves tonight and banish them to hell. Let's tell our skin that it is irrelevant. Let's say **** you" to the things that bind us. I will cut your heart out for him. I will kiss your scars, not to heal them but to remind you that when you put them there you fought for something, something we both fight for now. Hurt me. Fight her. Do it for her. Do it for her because I'm not good enough to hurt. Do it for her because I'm TOO good to hurt. Crush me. You could boil me alive and it wouldn't make up for her, so at least leave me bruised.   I will give you what you need, and you will give me what I need: not love, but contact. Please, Let my heart know on no uncertain terms that its needs Don't Matter. There is something beautiful about two sad people who agree to hurt each other.
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 3:55 AM UTC
I HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE BEAUTIFUL, IF I AM TOO BEAUTIFUL TO TOUCH
There is something beautiful about two sad people who agree to hurt each other. Something comforting. It is a comfort only very damaged people understand- the tacit agreement to cause pain, and to receive it. Pleasure is for people who have what they want. But for those of us who are starving, ours is best peppered with suffering. Being with someone who understands that carries its own worth- I don't want you to make me feel good. I couldn't stand it if you did. I don't want you to touch me gently, or ask if I'm alright, or stop to look into my eyes. I am starving, and so are you: I want your teeth. I want you to make me hurt. And I want to hurt you. I want you to hurt me because I'm not him, and I want to hurt you because you're not her. We want to see each other suffer because we are starving and we need to feel that someone else is. Don't hold back. I want you to lower me because I'm too good for her. Don't love me, don't caress me. Dig your nails in. Drip candlewax on my stomach. One step down from torture is all I can stand in the way of human connection, when it isn't her. Punish me for looking at her like a baleful puppy tonight, even as you waited in my room with your soft skin and your sharp teeth. There is nothing you can do that will be too violent, too brutal, too sadistic. I don't want to be loved right now. I am too raw. I want to be touched. I want to be ruined. Leave marks. Smear lipstick. Lower me because I am Too **** Good for her. Let this heart know on no uncertain terms that its needs don't matter. Help me **** it. Help me pin my demons to the bed and make them writhe, and I will do the same for you. Let's exorcise our loves tonight and banish them to hell. Let's tell our skin that it is irrelevant. Let's say **** you" to the things that bind us. I will cut your heart out for him. I will kiss your scars, not to heal them but to remind you that when you put them there you fought for something, something we both fight for now. Hurt me. Fight her. Do it for her. Do it for her because I'm not good enough to hurt. Do it for her because I'm TOO good to hurt. Crush me. You could boil me alive and it wouldn't make up for her, so at least leave me bruised.   I will give you what you need, and you will give me what I need: not love, but contact. Please, Let my heart know on no uncertain terms that its needs Don't Matter. There is something beautiful about two sad people who agree to hurt each other.
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Love, though for this you riddle me with darts, And drag me at your chariot till I die,— Oh, heavy prince! O, panderer of hearts!— Yet hear me tell how in their throats they lie Who shout you mighty: thick about my hair, Day in, day out, your ominous arrows purr, Who still am free, unto no querulous care A fool, and in no temple worshiper! I, that have bared me to your quiver’s fire, Lifted my face into its puny rain, Do wreathe you Impotent to Evoke Desire As you are Powerless to Elicit Pain! (Now will the god, for blasphemy so brave, Punish me, surely, with the shaft I crave!)
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Four Sonnets: 01 (Love, Though For This You Riddle Me With Darts)
Hear my chants , feel their sincerity Remove these negative things keeping me A part of my mistakes and short comings Can you reverse this downward karma for me Otherwise let them punish i for my worth Or lack there of, i know i deserve happiness When i only want to see it on everyones face Krishna dancing till i can see the light again Remove all of the want and wonton desire Replace it with love let me breathe in peace And be one with the wind again
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Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
Ganesh , please
Mitakuyapi, My name is Standing Elk of the Yankton Sioux Reservation. This is my formal apology to all The Elders of Turtle Island. I accept full responsibility for my words and actions in the future concerning the Spiritual Knowledge we are about to share with the People of the Americas and the World. My actions and words are none other than my own based upon the Spiritual Teachings of the Tunjkaśila and the Spiritual Knowledge of the Star Nations. If any Elder of the Red Nation feels that I am wrong in my actions or in any verbal statement, feel free to correct me according to the Laws of the Kit Fox Society that we spiritual human beings have chosen to live by. "If it be necessary to punish a child, do so in such a way that will improve his spirit or mind, but do not lay a hand on him for you may damage the possession of the Great Spirit, His gift of life to you." As a Red Nation we have lived through dreams and vision of our Spiritual Tunjkaśila, and we have chosen not to stray beyond our limits of the power of our spirit. My personal dream has directed me to contact certain Ikċé Wiċaśa to greatly increase the spiritual awareness that is to be shared with our Brothers and Sisters of the Four Directions. Through my personal contacts, I know some medicine men have agreed 'it is time' because of the closeness of the fullfillment of the prophecies that are vital for our existence as a human race. This sharing of dreams and vision of the Tunjkaśila will strengthen the Foundation of Nations that are sincerely interested in being that element that will be the foundation of the "Thousand Years of Peace." My hand is open to all those Elders of Turtle Island who wish to share their message, dream and vision with the People of the World; for, I cannot do it alone. Through our teachings, we know that not one individual holds the Knowledge and Mysteries of Life. We were all given a piece of the puzzle. We are all a part of The Sacred Hoop that needs to be mended, and we must make a humble effort in this task if the Seventh Generation, our grandchildren and unborn, are to survive this next awareness. My life was molded around the teachings of the Tunjkaśila that they instilled in our spirit as children. My spirit has directed me in this effort to help our Brothers and Sisters of the Four Directions. I have already chosen not to fail the Tunjkaśila. *Mitakuyé Oyasiŋ Héhaka Inaziŋ*, Standing Elk Ihuŋktoŋwaŋ Oyaté (Dakota Nation) February 1996
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
To the Elders of Turtle Island: An address from Standing Elk
Mitakuyapi, My name is Standing Elk of the Yankton Sioux Reservation. This is my formal apology to all The Elders of Turtle Island. I accept full responsibility for my words and actions in the future concerning the Spiritual Knowledge we are about to share with the People of the Americas and the World. My actions and words are none other than my own based upon the Spiritual Teachings of the Tunjkaśila and the Spiritual Knowledge of the Star Nations. If any Elder of the Red Nation feels that I am wrong in my actions or in any verbal statement, feel free to correct me according to the Laws of the Kit Fox Society that we spiritual human beings have chosen to live by. "If it be necessary to punish a child, do so in such a way that will improve his spirit or mind, but do not lay a hand on him for you may damage the possession of the Great Spirit, His gift of life to you." As a Red Nation we have lived through dreams and vision of our Spiritual Tunjkaśila, and we have chosen not to stray beyond our limits of the power of our spirit. My personal dream has directed me to contact certain Ikċé Wiċaśa to greatly increase the spiritual awareness that is to be shared with our Brothers and Sisters of the Four Directions. Through my personal contacts, I know some medicine men have agreed 'it is time' because of the closeness of the fullfillment of the prophecies that are vital for our existence as a human race. This sharing of dreams and vision of the Tunjkaśila will strengthen the Foundation of Nations that are sincerely interested in being that element that will be the foundation of the "Thousand Years of Peace." My hand is open to all those Elders of Turtle Island who wish to share their message, dream and vision with the People of the World; for, I cannot do it alone. Through our teachings, we know that not one individual holds the Knowledge and Mysteries of Life. We were all given a piece of the puzzle. We are all a part of The Sacred Hoop that needs to be mended, and we must make a humble effort in this task if the Seventh Generation, our grandchildren and unborn, are to survive this next awareness. My life was molded around the teachings of the Tunjkaśila that they instilled in our spirit as children. My spirit has directed me in this effort to help our Brothers and Sisters of the Four Directions. I have already chosen not to fail the Tunjkaśila. *Mitakuyé Oyasiŋ Héhaka Inaziŋ*, Standing Elk Ihuŋktoŋwaŋ Oyaté (Dakota Nation) February 1996
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ode to revenge you fuel our vendettas, our grudges you are a flame anger your oil friendship your oxygen ode to revenge you serve the wronged, the cheated and ripped off justice is your ally working together to punish the villains ode to revenge you fair parasite feeding from our souls making people do you bidding but it's all for the greater good right?
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 11:09 PM UTC
Ode to Revenge
I had a dream This One time where you were All up inside and I was all upsidown at camp and there was rain and baked challah with hair and dirt inside, but hey why argue with free food? And you were feeling me, making my hair stand On edge and taking your time Even though an avalanche was ready to hit Come, bury me in snow and leave me to die in Ecstasy, come, throw me off a building and Let me fall into your dark Gaze but don't let my boyfriend know, I don't Let the devil out to play when he's around. Baby, your fingers were lightning, breath like Cigarette smoke and can you do The french inhale because I want to be hot Hot for you, but not only you Don't forget, I like to roam wild, test How far I can get you to go. Manipulative? Nay, ingenious. But somehow, you end up on Top, getting me to beg for more, beg for you To allow me to come and seep through And you laugh as I grasp at straws, Smoke some **** boy, its how you feel alive You're how I feel alive Passion, pity, cause me pain But just a little, I like to be handled rough Hair pulls, slaps, punish me I've been a bad girl, I've been naughty Cheating on my boyfriend in my head with you and you're EVERYTHING THAT HE ISN'T And nothing that I want him to be, so let My fantasy continue, see you in hell You make all my muscles clench with just A tiny graze of skin, a stupid Text and I know you don't mean it You just want some, trying to get down my pants, it's A game to you Maybe I want to play **** I know I want to Me, a girl like me As if you could possibly Hard, let me feel you As you run your teeth down my You, stoner boy, make me scream for Can you make me feel?
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Aug 20, 2012
Aug 20, 2012 at 11:48 PM UTC
**** Me As Hard As You Can
I had a dream This One time where you were All up inside and I was all upsidown at camp and there was rain and baked challah with hair and dirt inside, but hey why argue with free food? And you were feeling me, making my hair stand On edge and taking your time Even though an avalanche was ready to hit Come, bury me in snow and leave me to die in Ecstasy, come, throw me off a building and Let me fall into your dark Gaze but don't let my boyfriend know, I don't Let the devil out to play when he's around. Baby, your fingers were lightning, breath like Cigarette smoke and can you do The french inhale because I want to be hot Hot for you, but not only you Don't forget, I like to roam wild, test How far I can get you to go. Manipulative? Nay, ingenious. But somehow, you end up on Top, getting me to beg for more, beg for you To allow me to come and seep through And you laugh as I grasp at straws, Smoke some **** boy, its how you feel alive You're how I feel alive Passion, pity, cause me pain But just a little, I like to be handled rough Hair pulls, slaps, punish me I've been a bad girl, I've been naughty Cheating on my boyfriend in my head with you and you're EVERYTHING THAT HE ISN'T And nothing that I want him to be, so let My fantasy continue, see you in hell You make all my muscles clench with just A tiny graze of skin, a stupid Text and I know you don't mean it You just want some, trying to get down my pants, it's A game to you Maybe I want to play **** I know I want to Me, a girl like me As if you could possibly Hard, let me feel you As you run your teeth down my You, stoner boy, make me scream for Can you make me feel?
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