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"proxy" poems
This is how it goes your hands will be proxy for mine my hands will be proxy for yours your fingers my fingers and my fingers yours what I describe, you enact told in detail so exact Just to begin I squeeze your ******* knead and pinch tweak a ****** give it a tug Stroke your tummy work over your thighs move up the inner where skin is smooth circle around, moving in till soft contours are caressed through pants that burn to be removed that pain you to wear and I see in my mind as you describe the spreading, darkening patch that fills the gusset Now they're pulled down removed quickly, completely and you are revealed spread, opened, shameless Gentle fingertips tease dance in circles, barely touching yet the fire within grows back and forth, round and round dance the fingertips as both reciprocate with growing pace and firmer touch I hear you gasp down the line and your breathing quickens as you hear mine as your excitement fuels mine as mine fuels yours in our feedback loop of lust And I tell you how my fingertip would give way to tonguetip if I could that I can taste you in my imagination fragrant, salty sweetness with musky undertones the tip of my tongue now circling then flicking back and forth beating out the rhythm that you best harmonise with bringing forth your moans Then darting down, back between wet, glistening folds exploring each ridge and valley working remorselessly Breathing faster now with animal grunts and moans directions of pleasure gasped breathless down the phone As fingers again take the lead find the opening slip readily within probe, explore, **** find that place on your front wall yes, just that spot that's a little rougher and feels sooo goood Add a second finger working and ******* licking and rubbing moaning and gasping barely intelligible now ...yess...more...yess...ohhh are all that have meaning Finger three joins one and two then the pressure builds demanding release and shaking and thrusting grows to shuddering and...yes...yesss...sooo clooose ******* faster furiously till we both explode hearing each other's voicing of our ecstasy in language intelligible only in this one context Brains and voices return as we bask in the afterglow and what passes between us then in those moments is the deepest intimacy of all Cynthia Pauline Jones 01/02/2014
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Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 7:31 AM UTC
Phone ***
This is how it goes your hands will be proxy for mine my hands will be proxy for yours your fingers my fingers and my fingers yours what I describe, you enact told in detail so exact Just to begin I squeeze your ******* knead and pinch tweak a ****** give it a tug Stroke your tummy work over your thighs move up the inner where skin is smooth circle around, moving in till soft contours are caressed through pants that burn to be removed that pain you to wear and I see in my mind as you describe the spreading, darkening patch that fills the gusset Now they're pulled down removed quickly, completely and you are revealed spread, opened, shameless Gentle fingertips tease dance in circles, barely touching yet the fire within grows back and forth, round and round dance the fingertips as both reciprocate with growing pace and firmer touch I hear you gasp down the line and your breathing quickens as you hear mine as your excitement fuels mine as mine fuels yours in our feedback loop of lust And I tell you how my fingertip would give way to tonguetip if I could that I can taste you in my imagination fragrant, salty sweetness with musky undertones the tip of my tongue now circling then flicking back and forth beating out the rhythm that you best harmonise with bringing forth your moans Then darting down, back between wet, glistening folds exploring each ridge and valley working remorselessly Breathing faster now with animal grunts and moans directions of pleasure gasped breathless down the phone As fingers again take the lead find the opening slip readily within probe, explore, **** find that place on your front wall yes, just that spot that's a little rougher and feels sooo goood Add a second finger working and ******* licking and rubbing moaning and gasping barely intelligible now ...yess...more...yess...ohhh are all that have meaning Finger three joins one and two then the pressure builds demanding release and shaking and thrusting grows to shuddering and...yes...yesss...sooo clooose ******* faster furiously till we both explode hearing each other's voicing of our ecstasy in language intelligible only in this one context Brains and voices return as we bask in the afterglow and what passes between us then in those moments is the deepest intimacy of all Cynthia Pauline Jones 01/02/2014
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tiny glowing squares penetrate my retinas and spike into my brain quick-fix pleasure migraine [a drug, almost] six-inch screen turned shrine temple television: be my proxy mother father friend and lover digital aura glow comfort and sedate me: tell me i'm beautiful tell me i'm right tell me you love me tell me you'll never leave my side
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 8:03 AM UTC
::pixelate::
Having defied gravity (not me personally but by proxy namely through a dog, monkey and Soyuz and fruit flies and bullfrogs and lately through NASA) I defy humility I brave it, I challenge it for there’s too much hypocrisy in humility For humility is such that it never speaks its name For when it speaks of Humility it is Sans Humility Take me for example - you hardly hear me mention myself as Saint Humility, do you? But that’s what I am, my other name: Humility But people keep insisting on calling me Saint Humility But I defy Humility POSTSCRIPT I also defy repetition and over-emphasis and contradiction, paradox But, it must not be left unsaid - in defying humility, I think I’ve also quite inadvertently defined humility: Saint Me
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Jul 28, 2013
Jul 28, 2013 at 7:42 AM UTC
I defy humility
relax, this is the future; this subtle bludgeon, this assault in tenderness where we choose our own execution relax, this is absolution; this aloof intimacy, this touching by proxy where we cleanse our original sin relax, this is heaven; this calm tempest, this dancing static where we live through television relax, this is experience; this blind vision, this attraction by opposites where we dissolve ourselves in another relax, this is understanding; this shy exhibition, this knowledge through innocence where we swallow defeat where i am a warrior, and you are a priest
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Nov 23, 2011
Nov 23, 2011 at 3:03 PM UTC
Relax
you can hear the echo via Zizek the Slovak, well, attire me in slavic myths and i'll be mumbling purrs in mud too for a helium bubble to become a comedian, i know a jittery ******* addiction when i see one... if one thing the catholic schooling system taught me was how to avoid sniffing glue and how to recognise a Freudian apostle - still, with all the hippy **** you'd think sniffing glue was what Ukrainian existentialism prescribed with paracetamol, catholic education just said: no no. **** me it's the late 90s and we're talking post-Chernobyl antics... but that's how i see the left, leftist politics, the right                utilises prefixes and suffixes in the old stance of simple pre- pro-                                     anti-                                             qua-                                                                -so so... the left? oh they're right in there... their prefixes are                                 Marxist- liberal-                                          Hegelian-              whatnot...                                                 they don't use abstract prefixes,                                           their prefixes are concrete,                         they want the porridge in their mouth to ensure a slur that never comes, among a range of onomatopoeias they argue from the perspective of the hushed and ushered crowd, via one observation: Stalin clapped after a speech to enjoin with the crowd, a real big brother, ****** never clapped, a sitting-duck method; i'm not advocating, but by a proxy placebo dynamo experimenting, it's called experimenting with thought rather than practising with will, former no chance of footstep evaluation for cult status imitable -                                       the left intellectual has no rubric of thought concerning to and fro - it has to be concrete layered and a shut off perfect architecture without fault - it can't be what it is -                                       con- has to be conservative                                                   pro- has to be socialist                                      you once said legitimate transparency - but you didn't say legislation - well, the left understood it as legislation, the right too wanted legitimate transparency - the green party said we could have neither but could have the replanting of a thousand oak trees with a Robin Hood placard on the first oak tree replanted in Sherwood Forest... b. ~ d. ~... shot ~100 bent arrows into a bullseye - hurrah! hurrah! maid marian lost her virginity too! to a broomstick rather than maradona's fingernail toothpick! at an essex market the cockney shouts (out of place): *** yer courgettes! *** yer courgettes! ta fa a pudding! ta fa a pudding! *** yer cucumbers! tooth firth 'un!
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 9:50 PM UTC
i don't talk
you can hear the echo via Zizek the Slovak, well, attire me in slavic myths and i'll be mumbling purrs in mud too for a helium bubble to become a comedian, i know a jittery ******* addiction when i see one... if one thing the catholic schooling system taught me was how to avoid sniffing glue and how to recognise a Freudian apostle - still, with all the hippy **** you'd think sniffing glue was what Ukrainian existentialism prescribed with paracetamol, catholic education just said: no no. **** me it's the late 90s and we're talking post-Chernobyl antics... but that's how i see the left, leftist politics, the right                utilises prefixes and suffixes in the old stance of simple pre- pro-                                     anti-                                             qua-                                                                -so so... the left? oh they're right in there... their prefixes are                                 Marxist- liberal-                                          Hegelian-              whatnot...                                                 they don't use abstract prefixes,                                           their prefixes are concrete,                         they want the porridge in their mouth to ensure a slur that never comes, among a range of onomatopoeias they argue from the perspective of the hushed and ushered crowd, via one observation: Stalin clapped after a speech to enjoin with the crowd, a real big brother, ****** never clapped, a sitting-duck method; i'm not advocating, but by a proxy placebo dynamo experimenting, it's called experimenting with thought rather than practising with will, former no chance of footstep evaluation for cult status imitable -                                       the left intellectual has no rubric of thought concerning to and fro - it has to be concrete layered and a shut off perfect architecture without fault - it can't be what it is -                                       con- has to be conservative                                                   pro- has to be socialist                                      you once said legitimate transparency - but you didn't say legislation - well, the left understood it as legislation, the right too wanted legitimate transparency - the green party said we could have neither but could have the replanting of a thousand oak trees with a Robin Hood placard on the first oak tree replanted in Sherwood Forest... b. ~ d. ~... shot ~100 bent arrows into a bullseye - hurrah! hurrah! maid marian lost her virginity too! to a broomstick rather than maradona's fingernail toothpick! at an essex market the cockney shouts (out of place): *** yer courgettes! *** yer courgettes! ta fa a pudding! ta fa a pudding! *** yer cucumbers! tooth firth 'un!
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_Standing with Marshal Gebbie_ No trumpet sounds.   No banner bleeds.   Just the quiet hum   of satellites watching   what we dare not name. Power does not sleep, it drips   from trade routes,   from whispered sanctions,   from the tremble   of a diplomat’s hand   hovering over the red phone. We are not at war,   but we rehearse it   in algorithms,   in tariffs,   in the way maps   shrink and swell   without consent. The empire is hungover,   but still it walks, barefoot through proxy fields,   cloaked in plausible deniability. And we,   the breathers between borders,   write poems   on the backs of embargoes,   sing lullabies   in contested airspace,   and pray   that silence   is not mistaken   for surrender.
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Sep 14, 2025
Sep 14, 2025 at 6:51 AM UTC
Between the Flags
Umbrage ultraism infrangible extemporaneous incognito edition Penumbral platitude platonic proxy photics rendition Interface fenestration imbroglio pandemonium inducement sedition Wretched infelicitous extant trajectory sordid intuition Scandalous scavenger squalid anomalous punitive condition Panacea chiaroscuro parallax emanate imminent perdition Equilibrist revision exertion suborn temerity imbues Indulgent zealous discrepancy apparentness cogitation accrues Heuristic noumenal psychokinesis extrapolation incursion construes Aura auspicious primitive prism processional reviews Obstinate tenacious preeminent edificatory omnipotence eschews Equivocal gumption ratification constitutional manumission ensues      Delusory apparition extravagance peccavi verity tempestuous Obtrusive obtusely overt indemnities sagaciously obliquitous Ephemeral anxiety antonym existential exigency alacritous Fortuitous emendation phantasm ontological ontogeny acuitous Indemnify veracious infernal infidel impunities iniquitous Meritorious fulham presumptive extrication expiation indigenous
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Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 9:20 PM UTC
Anonymity emanations
We haven’t spoken like we did, Words feel like discarded currency; Useless now, and inconsequential in hindsight. Query into the why, I respond with what, Like a dam of unspokeness has burst, And words flow past; Powerful, but inevitably more destructive than I hoped, Pushing away the life preserver I am offered, I can do it alone, because that’s what it will come down to, Dismissive of pessimism, you make claims of happy endings, so I refute: “Babe, we’re fighting a cold war, No one can win when there’s everything to lose. Lines are drawn, allegiance implicit. Unspoken resentment. Vocal frustration. A couple’s quarrel that never was, Like Frankenstein’s monster, The rearranged parts of our whole, Pieces of fiction, Light folly with cruel consequences, Denial sets in, My road to hell will always be paved with your best intentions.” I will not hear, I will not see. Willful disability, Crippled with envy. I am a monster with emeralds in her eyes, Seeing the universe through glass tinted green instead of rose, I am the monster who is thin and jagged, Unable to produce my own warmth, Cutting everyone near. I am the monster who plays house, The monster who wants it to be home, The vicious beast with a place to rest its head, It’s easy to be alone, but somehow less satisfying. "My road to hell will always be paved with your best intentions.” Our destruction is mutually assured, No move is left unanalysed, Hyperawareness. Things we side aside before are the objects of argument; Proxy wars. I am a giraffe racing a gazelle, Long strides mean nothing; Beauty is the crowd favourite, Tripping over my own limbs, Tendons severed by chasing wildcats, Falling, devoured, as beauty reaches the finish line. Détente.
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Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 7:42 PM UTC
Cold War
We haven’t spoken like we did, Words feel like discarded currency; Useless now, and inconsequential in hindsight. Query into the why, I respond with what, Like a dam of unspokeness has burst, And words flow past; Powerful, but inevitably more destructive than I hoped, Pushing away the life preserver I am offered, I can do it alone, because that’s what it will come down to, Dismissive of pessimism, you make claims of happy endings, so I refute: “Babe, we’re fighting a cold war, No one can win when there’s everything to lose. Lines are drawn, allegiance implicit. Unspoken resentment. Vocal frustration. A couple’s quarrel that never was, Like Frankenstein’s monster, The rearranged parts of our whole, Pieces of fiction, Light folly with cruel consequences, Denial sets in, My road to hell will always be paved with your best intentions.” I will not hear, I will not see. Willful disability, Crippled with envy. I am a monster with emeralds in her eyes, Seeing the universe through glass tinted green instead of rose, I am the monster who is thin and jagged, Unable to produce my own warmth, Cutting everyone near. I am the monster who plays house, The monster who wants it to be home, The vicious beast with a place to rest its head, It’s easy to be alone, but somehow less satisfying. "My road to hell will always be paved with your best intentions.” Our destruction is mutually assured, No move is left unanalysed, Hyperawareness. Things we side aside before are the objects of argument; Proxy wars. I am a giraffe racing a gazelle, Long strides mean nothing; Beauty is the crowd favourite, Tripping over my own limbs, Tendons severed by chasing wildcats, Falling, devoured, as beauty reaches the finish line. Détente.
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The light of the television dimly lit two lovers, but not really. He stunk of wine from the lips and mauve teeth, she stunk of wine by proxy. her legs, only slightly unshaven, he stroked gently, which they both enjoyed, but not really. ***** pots, plates, and cutlery lay placid in the sink. They'll be washed sometime soon, and put away in   cabinets of wasted white wood, very soon, but not really. The floor, like them, began growing clothing like wild moss or ivy, and claimed the room & claimed them too. The movie, he'd recall, but, then, she would not. He watched the blood, and conflict, and at times laughed, and she saw him, and conflict, and didn't laugh at all, which he knew was strange, but not really. On the dim, small, screen, The lean and hungry man had his Nemesis on the sepia-tone ground, and finished it all, with rage and mercy, with a stomp to the heart. They watched, her eyes wide, for she knew this was them, her on the ground, and him in the air, and she gripped him a bit tighter, which he noticed, but not really, which she noticed, but not really. In the dimly lit room, they could not see they were alone, and it was true, only Bruce Lee & He, and She.
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May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
Bruce Lee & He & She
Umbrage ultraism infrangible extemporaneous incognito edition Penumbral platitude platonic proxy photics rendition Interface fenestration imbroglio pandemonium inducement sedition Wretched infelicitous extant trajectory sordid intuition Scandalous scavenger squalid anomalous punitive condition Panacea chiaroscuro parallax emanate imminent perdition Equilibrist revision exertion suborn temerity imbues Indulgent zealous discrepancy apparentness cogitation accrues Heuristic noumenal psychokinesis extrapolation incursion construes Aura auspicious primitive prism processional reviews Obstinate tenacious preeminent edificatory omnipotence eschews Equivocal gumption ratification constitutional manumission ensues      Delusory apparition extravagance peccavi verity tempestuous Obtrusive obtusely overt indemnities sagaciously obliquitous Ephemeral anxiety antonym existential exigency alacritous Fortuitous emendation phantasm ontological ontogeny acuitous Indemnify veracious infernal infidel impunities iniquitous Meritorious fulham presumptive extrication expiation indigenous
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Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 9:10 AM UTC
Anonymity Emanations (re-post)
Symmetry is what kills me Everyday Proxy and poking All day all day all day Symmetry is what kills me Proxy and poking What kills a lady With a shuffling heart Heart beats a pitter patter across a blood stream Angles and ages America, isn't the symmetry of my veins that carry my oxygen enough? Why does the flesh My mounted flesh Purpose was to sheath me from the cold Purpose is now askew Mixed and messy Even my perception is far from Symmetrical. I apologize for my odd lips Minor and minute My DD faces Is that not what the true face is? The pink heads splayed across a globed smile and frown Lopsided and all that matters My true face is covered But my true face is the object of obsession My silly, silly old lips My flappy ***** My rings of curly tresses galore Symmetry still kills me, everyday.
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Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 4:43 AM UTC
Symmetry
your "friends" that we meet, i forget their names, my calloused palms are greased, by their  squeezing hands i remember one's a banker, or he could have said a thief, his ******** words were flanked, by my misbelief i was held hostage, you were a smiling drone, i remember when i lost to Stockholm Syndrome their Heirloom Suffix changes, on tuxedos and trust funds, my rental wears just fine, i'm not the danger shorting stocks on tuesday, while playing ball in hand, what a shame to lose me, busted seams this man I am not a banker, I am not a saint, I cannot to be trusted, I won't place the blame. I am not a proxy, I am an astronaut, But this distant world you live on, Is far from my plot
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 9:04 PM UTC
Heirloom Suffix
staying the night up high in rainclouds & I feel safe now when I look down the wide world is so small. we are all tiny specimen divinely dissected subdivided into lively sections by wants by fires by greed by needs & secret desires; one nation under god’s feet tired slaves perspire unnecessarily for possession & obsess over what they each acquire. it is you, it is I, and we are frighteningly alike. my attention’s quite untidy all the time my mind gets redirected it walks like hell & talks like heaven. I am not well I never have been. but this hex is a blessing, it’s too **** precious. we are spilling into the ocean over the edges. The Land is dead and has been, days now. I find it kinda pleasant & I wonder if they’ll ever get around to disinfecting the nest of decaying flesh, before it infests the rest, y’know, the ones that got left. rot is a pox spread by proxy & is not bonded by neither lock nor key; that’s like, **** what you got **** what you be **** what you thought what you think what you see.’ **** you, **** me, **** everyone, **** everything. it’s lovely, it’s lovely. I even think it’s kinda funny, I laugh at nothing. Oh, the irony
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Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 7:05 PM UTC
Weather Control
All birds All birds should make noises On tree branches with full choice Loud or small but with nice melody Naturally attention drawn at them by everybody Of late I have lost little hope The revenge and bloodshed doesn’t stop In every street there is violence Life has become hell since then The change is must and welcome Let it be blown from any direction and come It must be encouraging with enthusiasm There may appear some improvement with mechanism We hear disturbing news Worst affected countries may be hardly few Yet it has witnessed lots of carnage Blot on humanity and painted as dark page It could have been avoided Little concession would have been given or granted What were they holing back and asking in return? Little peace to live in and prosperity in turn Who can be trusted upon? Law protector or merely lip actors? Honest military rulers or civilian representatives? All are corrupt and wants to rule by proxy or relatives Power is such a greed no one may want to leave It has to be imposed on them forcefully to relieve They want mass concentration of wealth and power Rule over millions, keep them starved and poor I wish no god may shower them with blessings They have to flee the land and face the worst chase No place for them to stay peacefully and alive Alas! They could have earned blessings to survive There can be no end to any kind of lust Even animals may want or have it as must We are human and should know about the result Why not then it come peacefully without curse and insults?
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Dec 9, 2011
Dec 9, 2011 at 8:34 AM UTC
All birds
All birds All birds should make noises On tree branches with full choice Loud or small but with nice melody Naturally attention drawn at them by everybody Of late I have lost little hope The revenge and bloodshed doesn’t stop In every street there is violence Life has become hell since then The change is must and welcome Let it be blown from any direction and come It must be encouraging with enthusiasm There may appear some improvement with mechanism We hear disturbing news Worst affected countries may be hardly few Yet it has witnessed lots of carnage Blot on humanity and painted as dark page It could have been avoided Little concession would have been given or granted What were they holing back and asking in return? Little peace to live in and prosperity in turn Who can be trusted upon? Law protector or merely lip actors? Honest military rulers or civilian representatives? All are corrupt and wants to rule by proxy or relatives Power is such a greed no one may want to leave It has to be imposed on them forcefully to relieve They want mass concentration of wealth and power Rule over millions, keep them starved and poor I wish no god may shower them with blessings They have to flee the land and face the worst chase No place for them to stay peacefully and alive Alas! They could have earned blessings to survive There can be no end to any kind of lust Even animals may want or have it as must We are human and should know about the result Why not then it come peacefully without curse and insults?
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Though I'm not in jail it all just feels the same Waking up depressed told just not to complain A shotgun to my head i feel like Curt Cobain Not a literal sense, but the context sustains I don't want money, success, not even some fame I just want to learn to play this game Each day it gets hard i just keep  breathing Wondering how the **** this happened, it feels like treason From a comical skeptic to a reliable source I question the water that was gave to the horse Viewed as a sinner but always in doubt "Read from the scripture and figure it out" Nightmares keeping me awake like a proxy SO many bad thoughts I wish I could get off me Do your 12 steps Bob, everything is kosher Yet I wake every night screaming still sober A stranger does the same, and everyone wants to know her A technicality set, a glimpse for closure Different from most but related to some I feel alone but second to none Shaking again always be the **** up "drinkings a sin" Always press my luck up Some things I will never understand But if it doesn't change I will be ******
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Apr 19, 2024
Apr 19, 2024 at 11:48 PM UTC
Sobering Thoughts
damp roads at night pushing and pulsing light whip soiled water onto pack and *** from back bicycle wheels rotating furiously out of purgatory out of bleary eyes of incandescence and towards the same eyes lit by patriotism or in another sense incarceration wheels spinning straight and directionless sore legs denying illusion of purpose purported by a between eyebrows headache only achieved through a blindfolded walk down memory lane keys jingling from a carabiner and a misplaced confidence self corrected before it was too late to realize that reality is difficult to handle with all 5 senses and a distinction between right and wrong and being left handed but not leftist because the only thing worse that being dumb is being spineless invertebrate vampires killing sheep in the prairie and funding proxy wars while fighting for who? wheels spinning round and round keep insisting on idealism
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 6:31 PM UTC
home is horizontal
Yes, you out there wherever you may be You try to steal our souls in poems We know you, to the tee What twisted motives to be us, by proxy, what cowardess you be What an empty vessel posses you, such sadness, such despair You pick our hard imagined fruit and not from your own tree You clone our minds, like leaches on our skin You wish us harm, you thieving *** You wormy monster, a slug, next to kin I curse you I loath you I hate you You stealers of our youth Betrayers of our written souls What lacks is pride, and owners of the truth
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Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 9:10 AM UTC
Be aware of our soul-snatchers
For every leaf in Autumn’s fall A child is lost without recall, For every song that’s sung for love A child is whipped by callous glove. For every latte shared in joy There’s *** abuse to some small boy, Each million dollar haul of art Starvation stills a child’s young heart. When tears of joy cascade in breeze A thousand homeless children freeze, For every morning sunbeam clear The cloud descends on some child’s fear. For every excess we consume Mass underprivelaged children loom, Blond beauties all attired in red Unwanted babies left for dead. Massive plenty for the few Dispossessed small children ******* Privelaged cold concience clear Little feet bequeathed the fear. Global sympathy won’t change ‘Till effete thinking rearranged, Sanity shall not transform ‘Till WOMAN leaders are the norm. Marshalg For the lost legions in our midst. 20 July 2011
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Jul 19, 2011
Jul 19, 2011 at 4:41 PM UTC
Infanticide by Proxy
you have a death grip on dignity More not needed. Not now, not ever. Let the rage course, The tears, coarse, Fall free, When no ones looking. The panic attack, The body all a-wrack, The fury unleashed, The sobbing secret, When no ones there. I know, I know. Small consolation. Worse, no one to share, Worse, the one to share, Is the one making life unfair. But all this pales by compare, When the words out loud you speak, The lodestar, the key phrase.                      I hear them, though by proxy. I read them, though far by mile, I am comforted in the knowing, That anyone who can write those words Is stronger than most. You Have A death grip On dignity. No more needed.
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Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 6:58 PM UTC
You have a death grip on dignity
Trying to figure out why a ***** tried to stunt on me. While my homie fronts on me. Triggered lie’s blasting out like bullets into your chest, golly! Vigor dying whilst family crying that left me locked up now in a little celly. Why did I pour out my heart to that ***** named shelly? **** got me melancholy, casting out poxy curses. My proxy is dropping down which got me feeling worthless. Growing up in projects where one survives by snatching purses and killing snitches. While society bides their time by tying nooses. Rigged games yet we are told to give no excuses. So, a minority got no choice but to role with the punches. But with darker skin colour most don’t or won’t notice the bruises. Vile nobility just loves hunting gooses. Stark contrast idly confides and resides Inside institutionalized nuances. Some people can be such nuisances. Got me feeling like tony roaming through the different cosmoses. Lonely sinking feeling, with my hope which was once flickering but is now slowly fleeting. Reciprocal tensions pokes through my barriers like an unwelcomed greeting. Typical tropes of under-achieving maybe it’s time I let God start intervening? However, I’m doubtful on whether spirituality is real or nothing more than Kris Kringle. Jingling jester choirs who always be harping on my people. Which makes me ponder whether or not God’s supposed love is fickle. Or if supposed believer’s have actually ever read the bible? Religious pharisee’s not seeing the irony of praying to their falsified idols. With their heads so far up their own *** That they don’t even realize that they’ve actually been worshipping the devil.
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Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
Madvillian
Trying to figure out why a ***** tried to stunt on me. While my homie fronts on me. Triggered lie’s blasting out like bullets into your chest, golly! Vigor dying whilst family crying that left me locked up now in a little celly. Why did I pour out my heart to that ***** named shelly? **** got me melancholy, casting out poxy curses. My proxy is dropping down which got me feeling worthless. Growing up in projects where one survives by snatching purses and killing snitches. While society bides their time by tying nooses. Rigged games yet we are told to give no excuses. So, a minority got no choice but to role with the punches. But with darker skin colour most don’t or won’t notice the bruises. Vile nobility just loves hunting gooses. Stark contrast idly confides and resides Inside institutionalized nuances. Some people can be such nuisances. Got me feeling like tony roaming through the different cosmoses. Lonely sinking feeling, with my hope which was once flickering but is now slowly fleeting. Reciprocal tensions pokes through my barriers like an unwelcomed greeting. Typical tropes of under-achieving maybe it’s time I let God start intervening? However, I’m doubtful on whether spirituality is real or nothing more than Kris Kringle. Jingling jester choirs who always be harping on my people. Which makes me ponder whether or not God’s supposed love is fickle. Or if supposed believer’s have actually ever read the bible? Religious pharisee’s not seeing the irony of praying to their falsified idols. With their heads so far up their own *** That they don’t even realize that they’ve actually been worshipping the devil.
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let me introduce you to my old friend Jax (Jackson) Hate ladies and gentlemen tell 'em about yourself why don't you, you're the writer I've known Jax for as long as I can remember UK to US kids to teen to? *to a sentimental *** He's an ******* but he's my ******* He kept me safe kept me laughing when I was lost he found me stop you're making me wet I love him really - I do I'd love me too The scruffy, scatter brained, *** crazed, sarcastic sociopath is more than blood to me My imaginary friend who leaped straight from somebody else's nightmare to rescue me You looked so pathetic, let's be honest, I didn't really have a choice. He was the one who went straight for the cricket bat in playground scraps taught me everything I know about manipulating women You'd still just be loving your right hand every night if we never met Yeah, but I'd still be in college *Yeah? Rotting away with the other soon to be bovine corpses? Stellar plan my man. ******* A* No, now we rot alone Smells more like waiting for the legend to take hold. We'll own this world by proxy. Me, I'm a kid who writes Jax? He's a murderer at heart the hurricane to my calm, rippling koi pond You forget I'm a misogynist. I don't know if he's here to stay I don't know if I ever want him to leave me no longer mutually parasitic *the ******* end*
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Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 11:46 PM UTC
Interview With Hate
Love too strong for those who bear it is a curse invoked by a deficit of worth. It is not enough to seek validation through a proxy designated Heaven on Earth. With no center of gravity, no anchor in character, obsession is the limit of the capacity to love; Projecting impossible desires and untenable expectations amounts to blasphemy of. True love may not be forever or easy; parting may never be pleasant to bear; Love is not merely what's pleasing or comfortable; love is a crucible; love is not fair. Those fleeting failures and moments of error are chances at triumph, a challenge to change. Breaking our boundaries, ballooning outward: love is inevitably savage and strange. Unbefitting to cling to the bridge that enables a star in its wand'ring to cross the abyss; To carry the ballast of vast insecurity over that chasm, untenable risk; Or swallow the poison of foolish dependence on whimsical paramours, obesiance thereof, To be hung from the neck by detestable premises, weak and debased by untenable love.
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 8:10 PM UTC
Untenable Love
Its nefarious arrogance, that's scaring grandparents, but its in the air and I'm airing it, as we are seeing all the signs, but just staring at them. Somehow there is safety as an arian, where we are safely alien to Americans made in sapient sanitariums, shooting you first for glaring at em. So what if i'm Dolling up my delirium for a serum to cure them all. I am awol, from my call to duty, recreating movies, for serial groupies, suiting up to slither a delivery of a soothing sour piece. I am stalling to clean the secretions from hostel sheets from the screamers being eaten, by Cretans, with beaten dogs at bay, staring blank at the fanfare from a cage. Im burning white sage, under pages of poetry anointed by a stoical spleen, tuning out the dreams, of lesser beings, until complete. A zoo within a zoo within a zoo, i barely know you now Barely know how, to know you as a model citizen with baller trimmins, fixins, and a life with others wives, in the rough diamonds of the bluff, before the door opens just enough, to look through and confirm what you already knew. Love is the stuff dreams are made of. And through you.. Im through. Pleading, to seed the need for repentance and with reduced sentences, bleeding the demands on stances of chance, in costly cants. I am convulsing in the congruence, in which I am influenced, by my afflictions of depictions in my head I might be addicted to the dread of previously said decor, in my adorable horror show afloat, deplorably denoting the nopes of logic, and the slippery slopes of khangi, that spring off me when i'm coughing on my green tea. You are wrong to stop me in my dislogic, dodging the narcotic mocking of toxic strong arming, in proxy alarms, setting barns ablaze. I praise the poetry pushed on me, dauntingly haunting me with savant like ambiance, from the have nots, having things as far as the eyes can see.
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 12:51 AM UTC
Wordly Disconcern
Its nefarious arrogance, that's scaring grandparents, but its in the air and I'm airing it, as we are seeing all the signs, but just staring at them. Somehow there is safety as an arian, where we are safely alien to Americans made in sapient sanitariums, shooting you first for glaring at em. So what if i'm Dolling up my delirium for a serum to cure them all. I am awol, from my call to duty, recreating movies, for serial groupies, suiting up to slither a delivery of a soothing sour piece. I am stalling to clean the secretions from hostel sheets from the screamers being eaten, by Cretans, with beaten dogs at bay, staring blank at the fanfare from a cage. Im burning white sage, under pages of poetry anointed by a stoical spleen, tuning out the dreams, of lesser beings, until complete. A zoo within a zoo within a zoo, i barely know you now Barely know how, to know you as a model citizen with baller trimmins, fixins, and a life with others wives, in the rough diamonds of the bluff, before the door opens just enough, to look through and confirm what you already knew. Love is the stuff dreams are made of. And through you.. Im through. Pleading, to seed the need for repentance and with reduced sentences, bleeding the demands on stances of chance, in costly cants. I am convulsing in the congruence, in which I am influenced, by my afflictions of depictions in my head I might be addicted to the dread of previously said decor, in my adorable horror show afloat, deplorably denoting the nopes of logic, and the slippery slopes of khangi, that spring off me when i'm coughing on my green tea. You are wrong to stop me in my dislogic, dodging the narcotic mocking of toxic strong arming, in proxy alarms, setting barns ablaze. I praise the poetry pushed on me, dauntingly haunting me with savant like ambiance, from the have nots, having things as far as the eyes can see.
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