"pourin" poems
A rainy sunday afternoon...
I'm stuck inside singin' a tune..,
The weather's forcing me to stay,
I'm not runnin' away...
It's a rainy, dreary, fogged out town,
Just a couple days ago everything shined,
But now, no one can leave
No one can breathe...
It's such a rainy, pourin' sunday, afternoon.
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 3:33 PM UTC
The river forks at big stone eddy
rending currents meandering course,
its silence speaks not with forked tongue
as kismet's swirling eddies abide
as if time immemorial;
a river naturally cleaved
in two separate distinct directions
befallen destiny without a choice
Spinning round and round in big stone eddy,
time just drifting by in the throes
of doubt — high water rising
beyond the bounds of earth
taking drowning souls up to the sky
Choking on a mouthful of unanswered questions,
suffocating on the parting words left unsaid;
distilling life into poetry hew from being —
trickling out like the spilled out sky —
taken down to the empty riverbed
leave lay' til it's all washed away,
in the music of the pourin' down rain
Freedom embodies metaphysical incarnations
riding the prevailing currents it can't control
Gravity-gathered down to the shoreline,
manifest reclamation after the deluge,
from somewhere far above the high-water mark
Swallowed by all the darkness woe betides,
thinking you carry such a weight to hold...
It seems all got a handful of sand to toss
up into the wind to seed the clouds
The totality of eclipsing silence grows
that rent the stillness of a dream
of peace on an eroding shoreline
In an Eddy of Expectations & Disappointment
dark waters will ebb and flow,
imponderable as drowning hope,
leaving it all out there to dry after the rain
believing in your heart —
the best is yet to come
Jesse Stillwater ... November 2018
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 12:09 PM UTC
Hello, my name is Reggae Reggie, and this is my confession.
I am a Reggae mon. My life is Reggae.
I love being a boombastic island boy, slouchin', couchin', and enjoyin' a splif of Reggae love.
I spend most of my time in my home, listenin' to dank Reggae.
Reggae always calmed my mind, until it told me to **** her.
I never would've don it, but sometin' changed.
Reggae
Reggae told me she was a Reggae sham.
Listenin' to screamo on the down low.
That **** What a freak.
Reggae
I was mindin' my own business, lightin' that sweet, sweet Reggae ******
Next thing I know, my hands are around her neck.
She begs for Reggae mercy.
Reggae
Next ting I know, I'm in my Reggae basement, blood pourin' all over me.
From her lifeless Reggae body.
The smell of a dank mornin' fills my house.
I love it.
Reggae
I snap out of it.
Realize what went down, downtown.
It wasn't me. It was Reggae.
Reggae Made Me Do It.
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 10:50 AM UTC
Brass plays a sad tune
Over the motors of the pontoon.
I was lost; now I'm found
Rescued from
The dog pound
Mama! Mama! Go get a doctor!
Send forty days of rain
And a kettle of copper.
Ride that train! Hurry uptown!
That ol' blue norther's pourin'
At the dog pound
Well, it's hard to be humble
In this land by the sea
But it's so easy here to stumble,
Ain't it hard livin' free?
Hear that train? How sweet the sound...
That Burlington's a-blowin'
At the dog pound
Rally! Rally! Creepin' up the alley!
Rope that heifer! No slack on the dally!
Make her now become a cow
And milk the puppies
At the dog pound
And with the storm well on its way,
Back and forth the breakers sway;
Fools rush in, makin' their rounds,
But the muzzle has 'em puzzled
At the dog pound
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 10:48 PM UTC
You caught my eye
But you wouldn't play your part
You broke some glass
Then you broke my heart
Why does it always happen this way?
Everytime our eyes meet
You seem to walk away
Walk away
Far away
Breakin' bottles
Breakin' hearts
Pourin' dreams
When will love start?
Parting is upon us
Will the memory last?
Was that the one?
Or just another moment that passed?
Breakin' bottles
Breakin' hearts
Pourin' dreams
When will love start?
To suffer the pain of togetherness
Or the liberation of being a muse
It's not for me to say
I'll leave that for you to choose
Living as the dream
Living as the mystery
Living as the fantasy
Living as the hope
Breakin' bottles
Breakin' hearts
Pourin' dreams
When will love start?
Copyright 2011. All Rights Reserve. Mark Lecuona
Feb 1, 2012
Feb 1, 2012 at 9:59 PM UTC
First Contact
"How did I get here,I can't remember,
my brains burning out like a dwindling ember,
are those tears in my eyes?-no its pourin' rain,
I'm lying on my back in the bottom of a stormdrain,
hunted like an animal,but still I'm deadly,
like a wounded lion,you better bet ye,
will lose more men than I've already taken(taken sample),
the hunter hunted? I think you're mistaken,
I'm a one man army,armed or not,
you didn't bring enough manpower,have you forgot?,
that the sandman(badman,phantoms in the dark)
has more in his bite than you do in your bark,
it's getting dark now,tables turning,
tyger,tyger,my eyes are burning,
better keep your guard up,I've been confronted...
but how can you tell who's hunter or hunted? 16.
Riposte
Better count your sentries,I think ones missin,
when you see his blood glistenin your pants your ****** in,
should have been listenin,I gave you a chance,
now its time for the Sandman to do his dance,
like a praying Mantis I move so swiftly,
bullet's fly like locusts,but each one missed me,
the Locus and Focus of my 3rd eyes movin,
got your sentries rifle,but I won't even use it,
taunt you haunt you,flaunt skills I honed,
from a broken home,to the streets to battlezones,
catch you alone,smash your skull with a hanbo,
appear behind you from the mud like Rambo,
bodies placed like hannibal,a deadly scene,
you're a ****** housecat and I'm wolverine,
told your boss you could get me now you know you fronted,
cat and mouse reversed-YOU'RE the one who's hunted.
Denoument
Now I know who you are,and I know where you live,
and in this line of work I can't forget or forgive.
We were partners once now you've betrayed my trust,
taught you everything you know,now it's ashes and dust
your bodyguards are good,but they know I'll get ya,
more ghost than man,a modern day ninja,
leave you injured,begging for mercy,
but you know the concept is alien to me,
grabbed the bull by the horns,my hand you forced,
you're a moveable object,I'm unstoppable force,
force feed your limbs til you beg for death,
line your family up and slowly take their heads,
then I'm in the wind,gone like keyser sozey,
the word is spread,don't try to **** me,
you were my friend,but you crossed the line,
try to hunt the Sandman,"you're all ****** dyin"
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 3:36 PM UTC
Heartfelt Sorrow
by
Son of Asa Doome
He still begins each day
Just the same as before
As he wakes he's lookin' back
Then his heart falls through the floor
He don't know what he did this time to make her go away
If you point yer ear towards the wind
You can faintly hear him say
I don't know what I did this time but I'm cryin' anyway
I can't see any colors now
The whole world's turnin' grey
If you would please just come back and talk to me
If only I could see yer face again
I can promise you now from this day on you won't be sad again
Closing her eyes she turned her back on him
Then she slowly walked away
She climbs into her car and glances back
To see the tears run down his face,
She starts to cry as she drives away
And she doesn't know where to go
Her whole life she had planned out with him
Had just gone up in smoke
She doesn't know why she ran from him
And she cant go back again
She runs outta gas on the outskirts of town
Slams the door and walks away
It starts to come a pourin' down just as if angels were cryin' from above
She throws her keys and just gives up
And now she's cryin' in the rain
You can find him sittin' at the bar
Askin' for a double please
He thinks to himself
Without this small glass of liquid posion
I'd walk around on my knees
He stares into the distance as the world around him fades away
And he prays to god for the strength
To get up off his knees again
If only he could walk a straight line again
He'd do his best from this day on
To never stray beyond the path again
He's lost everything in his entire life that meant anything to him
It's as if he's a lost soul wondering this world
Until he finds her again
She gets up off her knees and she tries to make it down the road
With no coat and no one near she can't fight off the cold
She simply cries out to GOD
And screams out for his help
Hoping just to see a sign
It is far too late cause by this time she is far too blind to see anything flicker in the sky
They both lost hope and now their gone
Doomed to wonder this world alone
If only they could point their ears toward the wind
It might just guide them home
May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 12:30 AM UTC
Everybody listen to the rain comin down
Its going tap tap tap
all around the Town.
And im standin here watchin it pour all around
Watchin it soak and renew this
broken ground.
And each drop is a renewing sound
breaking the chains of the trapped
and bound.
The weather mans calling for more
dark skies
and i know each drop comes when
an angel cries.
So world stop whatcha doin
and listen to the rains
tap tap tap renewin'.
Its washing away all the pain
the tap tap tap is bringing sanity to he insane.
So world stop watcha sayin'
and listen to what Mother nature is
playin'.
Everybody stop and listen the the
thunder crash
trying to put an end to all the
selfish bash.
Watch as the lightining lights up
the sky
trying to scare all this sin
goodbye.
Are you gettin what im sayin
Stop and listen to what mother
nature is playin.
So world stop whatcha doin
and listen to the rains tap tap tap
renewin'.
Its washing away all the pain
the tap tap tap is bringing sanity to the insane.
So world stop whatcha sayin'
and listen to what Mother nature is
playin'.
The rain is pourin now
trying to wash this earth clean
some how
its going taptaptap tappin all around
pooling up all over the
ground.
Some many drops trying to wash
away
all the hurt,brokenness and the
pain.
When Mother nature sees all this it
drives her insane.
So she sends the rain (tap tap tap)
but is t all in vein?
She sends the rain (tap tap tap) Are you gettin what im sayin'.
So world stop whatcha doin
and listen to the rains tap tap tap renewin'.
Its washing away all the pain
the tap tap tap is bringing sanity to the insane.
So world stop watcha sayin'
and listen to watch Mother nature
is playin'.
Stop.
Tap tap tap
tap tap tap
Listen to what its doin'
TAp tap tap
Refresh and Renewin'.
Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 12:08 PM UTC
When the rain’s pourin’ down and you’re soaking wet
I’ll be there with an umbrella
When everyone close deserts you
I’ll be there by your side
When you’re inside a burning building
I’ll be there with a garden hose
When you feel the mountain crumbling at your feet
I’ll be there with a bridge
When you’re lost
I’ll be there with a map
And when all else fails
I’ll be there with a llama
Feb 15, 2010
Feb 15, 2010 at 3:45 PM UTC
Like a gray cloud,
you block out the sun to my self
when I’m having fun.
Yelling—drinking—jammin’
Your memory rains
on the campfire I’m sitting next to
with friends I’ve only met tonight.
& the rain start's pourin'
the rain start's pourin'
--the rain start's pourin'
dark clouds
on the outlier
of that single ray of sunshine
time can't unwind
that molecular moment
our bodies decided to part.
& the rain start's pourin'
the rain start's pourin'
--the rain start's pourin'
Apr 30, 2012
Apr 30, 2012 at 8:45 PM UTC
Say, pretty baby,
won’t you climb aboard this train with me?
Now, now, now, pretty honey.
Don’t think twice just come along.
It’s been a long time coming,
and we’re sure to be a long time gone.
When I got up this morning,
heard the whistle when the train got in.
Yeah, when I woke up this morning,
heard the train as it rolled in.
And I knew it was gonna be a good day.
I’ll pick you up quarter to ten.
Well, your daddy, he done left you.
Left you in that pourin’ rain.
And your momma, she’s no good, child.
Causes you all kinds of pain.
But me, I always been there for ya.
Come along and your heart won’t ache again.
You’re just workin’ day and night.
No friends to call your own.
Workin’ as a waitress day and night
with no friends to call your own.
Don’t you know I’ll be your friend, girl?
I’ll be whatever and you won’t have to feel alone.
Well, I see your got your dress on.
And, yes, I’ll take that as a sign.
Yeah girl I see you got your hair up.
I will take that as a sign
that we’re headed to Chicago.
I’m glad you made up your pretty mind.
Say, pretty baby,
I sure am happy you’re here with me.
O, yes little darlin’,
you made my day shine oh so bright.
Not much longer though, my baby.
We’ll get there ‘fore the end of the night.
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 9:48 PM UTC
I'm the wind you feel on your skin,
The burn you're feeling within,
The hate engulfing your heart,
The pain that's making its mark,
Sparkin a flame in your brain while you sit in the dark,
Makin' its way to you, change or I'll rip you apart,
Tame it,
Quit complainin,
I'm stayin,
I'm the idea behind everything that you're sayin,
You think that you're free but you're mine,
I'm the evil inside deceiving your mind,
You keep thinking you're believing a lie,
But in time you'll see that I'll lead you to life,
Without me you'd be incomplete,
Face it, it's meant to be,
Take it, depend on me,
Everything you thought you knew,
Erase it and leave the rest to me,
Open the door to your mind and let us in,
You've been chosen to endure a new life you'll never comprehend,
So here we are,
I'm in your head,
And I'll be there until the end,
To whisper in your ear,
Grippin you with fear,
The shift in every gear,
The pain in every tear,
Your influence in movement,
Uninvited improvement,
To undermine you, intrudin',
Run inside you, confusin'-
I'm stuck in a mental loop,
Drink blood from the devil's spoon,
Breathe but need drugs to help it soothe,
Feel the need to speak up but don't know who to tell it to,
Listenin to whispers while it slithers in your thoughts,
See me pourin rivers cuz he hits you when he talks,
So here we are,
You're in my thoughts,
On and on it goes and never stops,
Blossom like a rose and birthed from death,
Crawl on burning coals, it hurts to sweat,
I'm caught in an endless fight,
Take my life in the breathless night,
Maybe I should repent this time,
Before I go completely blind,
Is it life or is it death?
Is there light in eternal rest?
All these questions feed my head,
Will I ever sleep again?
Why the **** do I need a test?
Life's just better when we pretend,
Cuz when it's not what it is,
Maybe I can deal with this ****** ****
It hurts to think,
These are more than just words to me,
Maybe we can learn through dreams and define the true feeling of what burning means,
You make death so appealing,
But then again it depends on the feeling,
Make me believe that this place is worth it,
So that I can fulfill my painful purpose,
You can never know too much-
So what's it gonna be?
Come with me,
I'll make you what you wanna be,
But nothins free,
You'll have to pay,
Let's make a trade,
I'll make it all go away-
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
i was livin like a joker
i was hidin from the king
i was sleepin with the queen
who was still wearin his ring
i was bettin like an ace
on the queen not losin face
gettin cleaned out by the king
better pick up my **** pace
i was runnin with the queen
like a joker out the scene
as the king tails behind us
lord i hope that he don't find us
livin large just like a king
with a stolen diamond ring
and the joker pourin drinks
as the queen stares off and thinks
now the queen is showin signs
a new a ace is on the rise
so i put all in once more
like a joker hit the floor
now i'm dreamin of the queen
and the king i once had been
with a twinkle in my eye
like an ace it's time to fly
now the king he sits and grins
cuz ya know he always wins
as the diamond rings change hands
ace toasts to foreign lands
cuz the queen sticks with the ***
and the ace is always hot
while the joker drowns his sorrow
the king drinks to tomorrow.
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
it's abut 9pm and I decide I don't want to be alone
there was a car crash earlier that day up west towards Salida--
some Kansas man who was killed by a driver trying to pass
in the right lane, declared deceased on scene, another man
from Monument who was air-lifted to St. Thomas Moore,
no critical injuries.
I tend to ask God for these big signs, signs that I'll recognize. I tell him
that they need to be something I'll notice because you know me, sometimes I can't hear you. Anyway, signs, crashes. A Kansas man died. It's 9pm and I pull on some jeans and leave the house.
I'm supposed to be at a rodeo dancing, but maybe I wasn't supposed to be there after all. I have this white dress in my closet that you can't even see, tucked between everything else because it's so thin, lays flat beneath the aztec smocks and cream cardigans. I take it out and brush it off, thread my fingers through the open lace--
10pm. When I breathe soft enough the stars look like they're hanging on strings, like I could reach up and snap them off,
they'd be no bigger than dew drops on a spider web
so light they'd drift up in the night breeze and
set up in my own natural atmosphere.
What good would it have done me to be there? I only ask
myself to assuage the warm fear i've been feeling since Friday
night, a lingering umbrage I did not think would stay--
I can see the white stitches in my jeans that look
like they're glowing,
smells like rain out here.
I wish I was out at Chaffey
for a quick moment, enveloping
someone else in this chanel perfume
makin' someone else envious of the
way another man got to spin me out--
I'm trying to be all these people at once, an
audience of crowd pleasers piled into one body
It's so quiet, I'm so quiet up on the sideways knoll in
Florence, tired of letting people down easy off the sidewalk
curb and being tossed off the bridge over the state highway myself,
I can't help it, I want to say aloud.
I can't help that I am this way, collected.
calm in hearty hysterics, anxious to tell
you about how I've been fixed,
that warm fear growin' hotter
a coal for every man who suggested
I be less than who I am by pourin' more
into my cup,
I'm trying. I'm trying.
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 7:42 PM UTC
So much **** in my head/ this exact feelin' i dread/ if it ain't one thing it's another/ can you hear the faint sounds of thunder/ betta run fo' cover/ cuz when it rains it pours/ so betta be prepared for more/ stack up your sandbags, reinforce your levy's/ cuz all the payn, can get so heavy/ don't let the water, rush ya/ it has the strength 2 crush ya/ i know you feel the pressure/ don't let it stress ya/ if the water starts 2 rize/ don't be surprised/ just be aware, the current might take waves/ don't be fooled by the size/ it's the force beneath/ that can pull you off your feet/ and take you 2 see all life in the sea/ if you lose your balance don't panic/ relax and treed water if you can manage/ try 2 stay afloat/ hopefully you'll see a boat/ and you can climb aboard/ it may be over now, but stay prepared for more/ there may be a leak in the floor/ and once again, fightin' the force/ bail out the water and find a plug 2 stop the faucet, thats pourin'/ try 2 see what caused it, though it may not matta/ it might help save you from diasta'/ then in your last moment of dispair/ you look and land is near/ try 2 make it there/ jump ship or try 2 make a repair/ paddles or not/ sometimes the boat you must rock/ pull up your anchor, don't jus sit in the same spot/ once you've reached shore/ your not done, be prepared for more/ different obstacles are awaiting'/ don't spend so much time debating/ make a decision, either way consequences are waitin'/ which way 2 go/ we don't always know/ look 2 the stars/ yeah their far/ but they can help show, which way 2 go/ North, South, East, West, i truly don't know who knows best/ Storms will come and go, and some will be harder then the rest, but just remember always live your best.
Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 6:38 PM UTC
Summer sunsets leave the skies that are blushing red, the sky is a mirror that the ocean reflects, the season of rebirth following falls death, if only the climate was the same in my head.
The sun stopped shinning the beauty of life hides, no flowers in the meadows or gardens they all died, the rain keeps pourin drownin my round eyes, my vision is blurry from all the smoke in the skies.
Earth is my mother my real mother died, time is my father, dads been in prison since five, numb from the same drug that ruined their lives, am i a victim of the grass not greener on the otherside.
I am part of the weather so i can not complain, like a traveler that interprets the plane, the world isnt mine i can only see through a day, and shine in the world to overcome all the pain
The chance that ill make its a million to one, in that million i feel ive won, i feel distant from the world in a pun, cause its my mother, but i am the sun.
Jun 15, 2013
Jun 15, 2013 at 3:46 AM UTC
The city sleep but
im still awake
runnin through my mind
not a canidate
you're the president
i don't want you there
But you resinate
Remember when
You were cryin on my bed
cause i caused you pain
The fact that you still loved me
Is so insane
But
one too many times you
felt this way
even after all this time i'm
still ashamed
wish i could explain
~
Yeah
you were layin on my chest
it was pourin rain
you told me that you loved me
got me shivering
Years flew by still
i felt your butterflies
so down on one knee
swear to god i almost cried
~
Swear to god i almost died
~(64)
Swear you're still my pride
swear you're still my bride
swear i always loved you
Bed's colder on your side
swear if i could change the past
get back to better times
i would leave before it started
cause our future is a crime
our future is a crime
our future is a crime
the way that you once loved me
still playing in my mind
this mental penitentary
stuck me in a bind
Struggle every day just to
keep myself in line
Or keep myself in check
checkin out a bottle boutta
stuff it down my neck
checkin out a model
just like all of my regrets
can't see what's right in front of me
looking at what's next
Greener on the other side
learn to be content
livin in regret
livin aint the best
Dont be mistaken
i aint suicidal yet
just miss my baby girl
Still better than the rest
Live in the day boy
don't live for tomarrow
Love what you have
don't forget it's all borrowed
The past is the past
and the future's tomarrow
All you have is today
won't you put down your sorrow
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 8:57 PM UTC
I feel the walls around me cavin' in
We're in the deep end with out favorite friends
And in the dark we like to play pretend
As we struggle to make amends
The water here is pourin' in
Our time as kings almost spent
It ticks away with every grain of sand
Maybe one day we'll find land
Now here we're drownin' with our crown
Fighting those who try to bring us down
They think that all we do is mess around
They only see us as little clowns
But what they don't know is they got another thing comin'
We've all brought our knives do you better start runnin'
We don't thirst for blood we only fight for the title
Sick of being taught you're our idol
So you better be on your guard
We know that this war is hard
But be careful for we're wild fires
Especially as our situation dires
One day all the marble will crumble
And the next ruler will rise from the rubble
But we know that it's okay
For today is not that day
We know eventually we'll be replaced
But we won't let that scare us away
They say all we have to do is sit and wait
We know that our end is near
But also that we ha nothing to fear
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
**I'm the wind you feel on your skin,
The burn your feelin within,
The hate engulfing your heart,
The pain making its mark,
Sparkin a flame in your brain,
As you sit in the dark,
Makin its way to you,
CHANGE,
Or I'll rip you apart,
Tame it,
Quit complainin,
I'm stayin,
I'm the idea behind everything that you're sayin,
You think that you're free,
But you're mine,
I'm the evil inside deceiving your mind,
You keep thinking you're believing a lie,
But in time,
You'll see that I'll lead you to life,
Without me you'd be incomplete,
Face it,
It's meant to be,
Just take it,
And depend on me,
Everything you thought you knew,
Erase it,
And leave the rest to me,
Open the door to your mind and let me in,
You've been chosen to endure a new life you'll never comprehend,
So here we are,
I'm in your head,
And I'll be there until the end,
To whisper in your ear,
Grippin you with fear,
The shift in every gear,
The pain in every tear,
Your influence in movement,
Uninvited improvement,
To undermine you, intrudin',
To run inside you, confusin'
TO BE YOUR ****** EVERYTHING-**
-
I'm stuck in a mental loop,
Drink blood from the devil's spoon,
Breathe but need drugs to help it soothe,
Feel the need to speak up,
But dont know who to tell it to,
Listenin to whispers while it slithers in your thoughts,
See me pourin rivers cuz he hits you when he talks,
So here we are,
You're in my thoughts,
On and on it goes and never stops,
Blossomed like a rose,
And birthed from death,
Crawled on burning coals,
It hurts to sweat,
I'm caught in an endless fight,
Take my life in the breathless night,
Maybe I should repent this time,
Before I go completely blind,
Is it life or is it death?
Is there light in eternal rest?
All these questions feed my head,
Will I ever sleep again?
Why the **** do I need a test?
Life's just better when we pretend,
Cuz when it's not what it is,
Maybe I can deal with this ****** ****
It hurts to think,
These are more than just words to me,
Maybe we can learn through dreams,
And define the true feeling of what burning means,
You make death so appealing,
But then again it depends on the feeling,
Make me believe that this place is worth it,
So that I can fulfill my painful purpose,
**YOU CAN NEVER KNOW TO MUCH-
So whats it gonna be?
COME WITH ME,
I'll make you what you want to be,
But nothins free,
You'll have to pay,
Lets make a trade,
I'll make it all
Go away-**
HED TRAMA™
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 5:32 AM UTC
I cant bring myself to give up on your love,
Maybe i just need a little shove,
Or maybe i can continue to beleive someday we will be throwing rice to that beloved dove.
I cant be certain about how you feel,
But the day i stop loving you,
You can feed me my last meal,
Cause me catching your heart,
That would be a steal
But until that kiss makes the seal,
Who knows whats the deal.
Friendship is more important
But does that mean that mean my love's stick gets shortened?
I guess we need to discuss priorities,
Because ours seem to be of diffrent minorities,
It may be foreign to you,
But baby, my loves gonna be pourin,
Like rain on a tin roof,
But where is yours, did it go ****
Show me you need me,
Because i want to feel your loves like the waves out at sea
Cause between me and you,
It was always been meant to be<3
By: Kaity Morris
April 24,2010
Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 4:12 PM UTC
Im know it seems cliche , but i love to be beside her, even in side her, but lately it seems like a cold gravity pulling me into a hopeless struggle to know if im deemed worthy in her eyes.
Can I be? Is this a short time thing?
all I have is time but wasting it is not an option.
I don't wanna be that piece, only needed when in the sheets always hyped in the beginning then lost, empty when leaving.
its like I know what I am, and I keep on being it,
nothing but a piece never to puzzle or be completed.
am I just pathetic? Cause **** i sure regret it. I just can't accept it, I put up, then shut up, and just take bein basic.
I'm pourin my confession, baby I need acceptance, I feel lost in transgressions , over thinkin I need re insurance of my position.
leave back all the negativity, I wanna focus on the humanity.
make me more than just a man to see,
and make me your man.
I wanna understand I wanna feel you.
give you advice help you grow, I want you to want the need too.
you say the spark is gone but it takes two to make a fire.
I wanna burn you up with desire, cause I'm hos down with just tired.
I get it, I'm just your pillow. A thing for head rest.
I confess I enjoyed at first, but its light on, and I'm heading out.
heard you playin the field, thought I would been first pick at least. But fears forget it now.
sheesh, I'm benched, and too see how it plays out with other and not me, is a pain i refuse to audience, .good bye, I'm better off not alone, and see lies rather then sleep on them
by linguist musician
aka Emmanuel hernandez
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 1:35 AM UTC
Ever since you walked away
The sky has become clouds of gray
You left me lying broken on the floor
Months passed and you were at my door
Begged at my feet for forgiveness
I've turned a blind eye to your tears
You were my sweet dream came true
I was your life's sweet surprise
How did we ever lose such prize?
I've been wasting time in vain
Blinded by the pourin rain
Now you're at my door again
The more I try to build walls between us
The more undone we both become
I can see that clear now
For so long pride took over
This time it will surrender
I'm coming back in your arms
Let's make things right
Draw the curtain over the wrongs
Coz love forgives
Love forgets
I almost cursed your name
But I remembered who you were
The treasured memories in my heart
It's great that love remembers
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
Their goodbyes could never be as simple as their hellos.
She can't speak,
the words come out
but they don't make sense because it's too deep.
He doesn't understand,
can't understand,
won't understand,
that closed mindedness
got his mind closed
his heart shut
eyes shut
wide open
All ****** up
Because he wants her all
but she has nothing to give.
Here we go again.
Its the same situation
with a different catalyst
The same problems
presented in new ways like...
He just loves digging up old ****
But that's what dogs do right?
They take a bone and bury it, but
In the back of their mind
they never forget where they left it
Like that conversation,
we left it.
Alone.
Or atleast I thought we did,
until you started blowin up my phone
with this ********
about how I'm always wrong
and how you're always right like all the time,
except for when I make you moan
Then I'm okay.
Then life is wonderful.
You get in, get yours
I go in, give yours
You pull out refreshed you got yours
Get it.
Got it.
Good
I said you get it in, take yours,
I say I'm done you want more,
so you take more and more,
I say stop you ask if I'm sore
then take more and more
Im tapped out numb to the pain
and that's when you reach my core
and find more and more
to take till I'm ******* three and four times in a row
Im pourin.
And you feel accomplished
because you think *** is love
And Im stuck in a fairytale world
where love is just love
And our ideas of life are so different because
You see things your way and I see things the way
But that sick ego of yours can't mouth the words to say
"I hear you"
loud and clear,
plain and simple
"I see the truth"
Maybe one day you'll get it
Well atleast that's my hearts intentions
while my brain listens,
and makes a difficult decision
to tell my soul
That he'll never understand
Because he can't understand,
won't understand
That closed mindedness
got his mind closed
his heart shut,
eyes shut,
wide open
All ****** up
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 10:53 PM UTC
Ive been scorned
Since i was born
Daddy left me with
Troubles memories couldn't enjoy
The summers breeze everything
I prayed to the skies
On bended knees deep
In insanity can you feel
Me?
My pain is too deep
Souls in a weap
They say tears from a man
Makes you weak
But that's ******** and
Can't get no sleep
These demons reachin' and
Leechin'
While they plottin' my
Mini fourteen creepin'
Late night sleepin' from
My bullets rippin' ya skin
Put an end to carnal sins come again
I got much rage to bust
Kickin- up dust til my body rust plus
Arsenal is stacked carefully back track
To the dayz of wayback
When we used to gats in the hood
Its understood it'll this way
Misunderstood never change im
Feeling strange
And indulged in so much pang
Now that the pain done
Settled in
Pourin' shots of gin
At the bottom of glass
I see the djinn
War is ragin' cuz
My thoughts caged in
Envision myself bleedin'
On the pavement suicidal
Thoughts?
What a predicament?
That I've put myself
In spiritual warfare every
Where i go
So follow me into
The flow as i spit
My soul on instrumental
Once it's laid much detrimental
Engraved in ya temple
Is my gun to ya mental
Visions in slow mo lyrically
You can't embrace prodigy
A demon seed trying
To break the breed
Through tokes of ****
Sittin' on my brains tryna
To shake shake hells bells
Im just a ghost in shell
Tryna maintain all these
Madness all this madness
Around me maneee??
With so much sorrow
To bear
In still embace with
So much pang
Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 8:16 PM UTC