"poundering" poems
See You There In Crowd Of Apaths
My Soul Breaks Down From Your Wrath
That Smile On Your Face
A Mischive In Your Ways
You Were In Light Blue Jeans
Your Eyes Are My Heaven, By All Means
Your Voice Like a Cool Violin Beat
That My Metal Armor Heart Can't Cheat
I Start Liking You Secretly In My Heart
You Left Me Thinking About My Vacant Part
God Knowns And I, What I was Wondering?
Like Mystery Of Universe You Left me Poundering
Are You Too Thinking about Me?
Or Are You a Hovering Bee?
You Are in My Head Spining From That Moment
So Falling For You Is Imminent
My Heart Pounding Crazy Like a Little Child
These Feeling Aren't For First Time
But I Want It To Be The Last Crime
I Want to Be Yours
If It Takes Gravity and All It's Force
Isn't It Too Soon To Say All That?
Cause I Know That it's Delicate
All The Drought Will End With This Rain
One Glance Would Be Enough To Keep Me Sane
Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 4:24 PM UTC
The girl with the tearless eyes,
The girl that cannot cry,
The girl thats always
"Good",
Always
"fine"
And you assume she is because
She's not crying
She's just smiling
So she's fine, right?
But she's putting on a face,
Putting on a mask,
Covering the truth,
Covering the past.
She'll cancel plans last minitue only to assure you she's fine just got caught up in some family ties.
But she's got trust issues deeper than the cuts she tries to hide.
More painful than the lies
And trying to pretend everythings fine.
And the names YOU called her?
Still echoeing in her brain,
Still imprinting,
Still remaining.
But she still tries to fake a smile,
Lay low for a little while,
Walk at a normal pace,
Keep it together!
The lie that you're living is bringing disgrace!
You are a disgrace, everything you are is built around it.
Till she can't even remember the lies from reality,
Did i smile?
Did i laugh?
Or am i still pretending?
She asks herself
As she laughs at the reflection in front of herself.
Will i ever be happy?
She asks head bowed down low in front of herself.
She's not okay,
She's always a lie.
Trying to fix her broken soul,
But the ghosts of the past still haunt her.
They torture her
*******
*******
*******
The life out of her
And the happiness
And the hope
It's like the dementors are coming out into the night.
And she's not fine
But she can't cry
For the tears that once flowed put like niagra falls,
Have dried up like the sahara desert.
And her head is still pounding
As she tries to get some sleep
Still stuck poundering on the everyday life she dreads
Still poundering
Searching
Searching
For her silver saviour,
Hoping to relief the pain she's been feeling in a river of red.
But she puts on a mask and fakes
a smile,
a laugh.
And you assume she's fine,
But she's soulessly screaming
Help me.
Help me.
Help
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
As the intense waves poundering away in my ears
my whole head is filled with an excitement
a burst of i dont even know
so intense
just blasts all of my current worries away
so ******* soothing
people ask why
i say idk
but it's somethin about the music
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 8:41 PM UTC
This world has its ups and downs
Most of those moments turn smile into frowns.
Don't worry, life is too short to worry...it will pass
Just stay positive, don't let the negative trespass
Our lives are wasted worrying about errors and what ifs,
We sit here poundering over every path to take
Some even believe they are truly five steps ahead,
Not even realizing life is sitting there smirking with words unsaid
Time passes and we're still stranded on this island
Sitting there bewildered... starring at the horizon
Humans try to make a complex example
Not knowing to how live... when it is truly simple
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 7:43 PM UTC
If you can have one thing
For sure
What would you have?
If you can detail the details to the detail ..
If you are be able to do that
Then I guarantee you will have it
But, I cant set my mind on one thing
I have the power but I cant use it
And it's exhausing
Knowing better but still doing the same
Everything just feels so ******* lame
Every person is a repeated game
And I dont like games
I never did
Not a video game ........
Not a football game ........
Not a baseball game .......
Not a love game .....
Not a hate game ..
I just want us to lay here
Sip on a drink and let our minds wonder as we think then think not to think
As we just lay here and be in the moment
Look at the skyview of the city look at the night lights **
And feel like we own it
Next to this lit up swimming pool
Dive in for a little bit and feel cool
Lay next to the fire place* next to the pool next to the skyview and just be
For now you and me
And him too
And her too
And everyone who wouldn't mess this up
A moment later I wanna sit with no one
Or switch him for her and him for him and her for him
Cause I want what I want now ..
but I dont want it tomorrow...
And what I want is not clear as I'm wanting it '
Can anyone ever keep up?
If I can't keep up with myself...
So, I just sit here smoking on a cigerette *
Wondering
And poundering on this mess ~
And all im thinking is I should think less
¤
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 4:10 PM UTC