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"possessive" poems
Do you mind if I sit back and observe the process of the lords creation the subject matter is miraculous the beauty is elegant perfect in every scence my baby girl you stole my heart such a thief ain't you, thinking about seductive things we do sinners ain't we, naughty deeds but the intentions is good it serves needs What pains me is that I have to let go to regrip your sparkling eyes again, got to move fast so quick that I don't miss the chance to clutch you in my arms again, heaven sent such a gift I cried when you was born I ain't even know you back then because, GOD made you for me I picked up your scent, I know from day one you was mine let us age old together bad and boujee like expensive fine wine, my kiss is possessive the beat of your heart is mine let that foreplay tingle down your spine, open wide going deep let me reach your soul ****** our achievement together it ain't *** it's love I love you girl no *** postion that can top this deposition let me show you its deeper than *** I'm still into you watch me shift working overtime full time love baby moan out affection go on say the name, our body hum harmony can feel this body heat that steamy love, open wide in deep that creamy love that dreamy love, its deeper than *** the agony an orgams of how our love make our body shiver, I love you, I love you! I rejoice I could say this a thousand times it's deeper than ***
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 1:13 AM UTC
LUV × DEEPER THAN ***
Everyone talks about depression as if they know it. But what they don’t know is that depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, it’s feeling the blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” (they always say red is my color). Depression is lying on your bed for hours on end, salt tracks lining your face like the scars on your ankles, staring at your ceiling tracing patterns in the paint and accepting death in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the pain like a gift because you deserve it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking. Depression is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, and then telling you to your face that you have no right to cry, as if sadness is a privilege and you’re so pathetic that you don’t deserve it. Depression is shutting yourself up in your room and hearing your family laughing downstairs because you feel like you can’t be a part of them and learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love Depression is wanting to take love and your heart and break them into tiny little pieces and throw them into waves, to throw them away Depression is a foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, is you when you haven’t broken life in, is seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with smiles reaching their eyes when yours can’t. Depression is wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours, because to accept it as reality is to accept finality of your life through suicide. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway and when you close the door out of fear it keeps pounding, possessive, ****** and when you open the door out of anger you shout, “I’M SCARED” to thin air but your voice comes out as a whisper.
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Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 8:34 PM UTC
I Know Depression (Slam Poem, Edited Version)
Everyone talks about depression as if they know it. But what they don’t know is that depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, it’s feeling the blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” (they always say red is my color). Depression is lying on your bed for hours on end, salt tracks lining your face like the scars on your ankles, staring at your ceiling tracing patterns in the paint and accepting death in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the pain like a gift because you deserve it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking. Depression is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, and then telling you to your face that you have no right to cry, as if sadness is a privilege and you’re so pathetic that you don’t deserve it. Depression is shutting yourself up in your room and hearing your family laughing downstairs because you feel like you can’t be a part of them and learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love Depression is wanting to take love and your heart and break them into tiny little pieces and throw them into waves, to throw them away Depression is a foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, is you when you haven’t broken life in, is seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with smiles reaching their eyes when yours can’t. Depression is wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours, because to accept it as reality is to accept finality of your life through suicide. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway and when you close the door out of fear it keeps pounding, possessive, ****** and when you open the door out of anger you shout, “I’M SCARED” to thin air but your voice comes out as a whisper.
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I couldn’t be around you without feeling as if my world was crashing down. Twice I walked away but you kept holding onto me. Your love dominating, controlling, and reckless. For us both ‘WE’ became an addiction.   Our physical connection creating a real emotional entanglement.   The intimacy escalated not with your love and respect rather with your insatiable ****** desires and deceit. You came closer to me than anyone ever had. To say that we were totally engaged, consumed with each other would gravely understate what you did not only to my body, but also to my soul. It was a crazy love. When your presence met mine. I’d forgotten the meaning of peace of mind. Self-respect had flown away, integrity fallen by the wayside. I didn’t know who I was with you. I didn’t know who I was without you. Yet, I couldn’t leave… Even though deep in my unconscious I knew 'WE' were wrong. My addiction wouldn’t let me go, your addiction wouldn't let me go. And I stayed… Your behavior came so close to crushing my spirit, my will to live. In your compulsion to protect your deception you abandoned me, my life hanging on by a thread, I could not sleep or eat, I could not breathe. It was like being in a coma that I was fighting to survive. With intensive professional help I was forced out of the coma. I survived. Now I see I stayed, not because I loved you I stayed because I didn’t love me. Passion kept me bound. Truth be told, to be totally honest I stayed out of fear, fear of missing the passion. But now I know I’d rather be alone… than shackled by the anguish and drama you swore was love. As the synapses of my brain reconnect, the evidence of controlling emotional abuse, of possessive manipulation, overwhelms my mind and body. I see now I wasn’t built, wasn’t ready to understand your type of love. I can’t deal, can’t bear, don’t deserve, your emotional betrayal and abuse. I have kept your secret for you to tell. A secret I will never betray. Now no longer together locked in by your silence, perpetuating the manipulation, forever destined in your secret, your abuse continues.
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Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
Pain of Abuse - Bound in your Secret
I couldn’t be around you without feeling as if my world was crashing down. Twice I walked away but you kept holding onto me. Your love dominating, controlling, and reckless. For us both ‘WE’ became an addiction.   Our physical connection creating a real emotional entanglement.   The intimacy escalated not with your love and respect rather with your insatiable ****** desires and deceit. You came closer to me than anyone ever had. To say that we were totally engaged, consumed with each other would gravely understate what you did not only to my body, but also to my soul. It was a crazy love. When your presence met mine. I’d forgotten the meaning of peace of mind. Self-respect had flown away, integrity fallen by the wayside. I didn’t know who I was with you. I didn’t know who I was without you. Yet, I couldn’t leave… Even though deep in my unconscious I knew 'WE' were wrong. My addiction wouldn’t let me go, your addiction wouldn't let me go. And I stayed… Your behavior came so close to crushing my spirit, my will to live. In your compulsion to protect your deception you abandoned me, my life hanging on by a thread, I could not sleep or eat, I could not breathe. It was like being in a coma that I was fighting to survive. With intensive professional help I was forced out of the coma. I survived. Now I see I stayed, not because I loved you I stayed because I didn’t love me. Passion kept me bound. Truth be told, to be totally honest I stayed out of fear, fear of missing the passion. But now I know I’d rather be alone… than shackled by the anguish and drama you swore was love. As the synapses of my brain reconnect, the evidence of controlling emotional abuse, of possessive manipulation, overwhelms my mind and body. I see now I wasn’t built, wasn’t ready to understand your type of love. I can’t deal, can’t bear, don’t deserve, your emotional betrayal and abuse. I have kept your secret for you to tell. A secret I will never betray. Now no longer together locked in by your silence, perpetuating the manipulation, forever destined in your secret, your abuse continues.
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Sorry For texting you, for bugging you, for annoying you. for thinking of you day and night. by being clingy and possessive. for staying by your side every time you push me away. Sorry I get worried about you. for needing your attention, for being needy to you. Sorry for loving you. I'm very sorry... I can't unlove you.
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Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 5:58 PM UTC
Sorry
I never had a best friend in my life till I met you, All I had were normal friends who were not close. The most genuine friend I have is none other than you, I consider it lucky that me as a best friend you chose. Now I won't ever disappoint you, my friend, I am learning youthful ways from you now, Of our friendship there lies not at all an end, They will notice us only getting closer & how. For you, I write this poem as I am really happy today remembering all the good times that we have been spending together. Yes I am possessive and selfish when I ask you solely for myself, Not because I am negative, but because I am hopeful that our sun will shine, Your happiness is my main motive as I motivate you to study for yourself, Not because I will gain something out of it but as you are going to be happy in future. In you I have seen an Angel, So helpful and kind you are, Motherly care for future patients, Now I conclude this post buddy.
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
My Imaginary Best Friend
Did you know that every time he searched your eyes, While he pushed deep- That his emotions passion and lust was equivalent to her? For every time he traced his finger tip down your spine; your hands grasped to cover more surface. Cotton. Polyester. Satin, as you braced for smooth impact. He only understood the similar love language he shared with her. With you- craving of possessive feelings, Proving your worth to him asking for time via a clock whom hands couldn’t unwind Separate. Disintegrate. A Minaj a trios- unbeknownst to you existed, Co-starring you For every soft connection within each curve... Your identity was a reflection of another. For all the things you projected Marriage. House. Dog. Children. His capability of taking you to ecstasy, Lead you here Had you any clue? This little game called life, Excluded the other woman (you).
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 3:50 PM UTC
Wishful thinking
He's so possessive He turns aggressive. Fire burns his passion And his intentions impure. Being over protective Is not impressive. Locked in a prison Is what it's like. Abusive, Bruises, Secluded, Excuses. Love has become an illusion. A mystery is the conclusion. Fear has polluted your body. Cleaning yourself up has become your new hobby.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 11:02 AM UTC
Possessive
Sun at its peak, everything outside is so bright, but her room is giving a horrific sight. She stands in front of mirror wearing his favorite dress. Her reflection looks back at her, asking "who are you?" She touches her lips, closes her eyes. "You're a freak and I love it. Can you be mine?" She opens her eyes wide, as woke up from a nightmare, or maybe it was only a haunted memory. But something is breaking inside. She picks up lipstick, paints her lips red. Looks damaged but but beautiful outside. "I love you so much. You're the best thing happened to me. Stay with me forever. You're my life." She walks towards the side table. A suicide note is waiting there to get read. Burning it with her lighter, she smiles. "Why are you so depressed all time? What is bothering you? Why you get this anxiety? You got me baby. Its all fine." She turns and makes her calendar marked 6th of July. Putting all pain behind, she lefts a sigh of relief as if the beast, that stalks her is duped forever. "Why are you so possessive? I hate it. How can you have a lot of Internet friendships but no friends in real? You gotta change yourself." She walks through the door. A new life is ahead her. "No you don't have to change yourself this way. Don't be childish." She is going down through stairs. "There is nothing normal with you. You always exaggerate things. Sometimes I hate even myself to be with you." Suddenly she hears a phone ring coming out of her room. Her stomach drops. "Things are not working out baby I'm sorry..." She is going back to her room. "We must get separated." Her hands trembling, her heart making a one last wish. "Why did you cut your wrist? I hate you even more now" Mommy's text was there that she might get late today. "You're a freak. Get out of my life." She smashes her phone into mirror. She is done with being all fine. She is not going outside now to show the world that she is strong. Her screams filling the room. "I love you please come back." But only echoes are there laughing back at her. And here she goes writing again a suicide note.
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Jul 7, 2018
Jul 7, 2018 at 11:50 PM UTC
Suicide Note
Sun at its peak, everything outside is so bright, but her room is giving a horrific sight. She stands in front of mirror wearing his favorite dress. Her reflection looks back at her, asking "who are you?" She touches her lips, closes her eyes. "You're a freak and I love it. Can you be mine?" She opens her eyes wide, as woke up from a nightmare, or maybe it was only a haunted memory. But something is breaking inside. She picks up lipstick, paints her lips red. Looks damaged but but beautiful outside. "I love you so much. You're the best thing happened to me. Stay with me forever. You're my life." She walks towards the side table. A suicide note is waiting there to get read. Burning it with her lighter, she smiles. "Why are you so depressed all time? What is bothering you? Why you get this anxiety? You got me baby. Its all fine." She turns and makes her calendar marked 6th of July. Putting all pain behind, she lefts a sigh of relief as if the beast, that stalks her is duped forever. "Why are you so possessive? I hate it. How can you have a lot of Internet friendships but no friends in real? You gotta change yourself." She walks through the door. A new life is ahead her. "No you don't have to change yourself this way. Don't be childish." She is going down through stairs. "There is nothing normal with you. You always exaggerate things. Sometimes I hate even myself to be with you." Suddenly she hears a phone ring coming out of her room. Her stomach drops. "Things are not working out baby I'm sorry..." She is going back to her room. "We must get separated." Her hands trembling, her heart making a one last wish. "Why did you cut your wrist? I hate you even more now" Mommy's text was there that she might get late today. "You're a freak. Get out of my life." She smashes her phone into mirror. She is done with being all fine. She is not going outside now to show the world that she is strong. Her screams filling the room. "I love you please come back." But only echoes are there laughing back at her. And here she goes writing again a suicide note.
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Behind my old house once grew a mango tree; last year they chopped it down to build a highway, toll free. It never inspired much awe or poetry it was like other mango trees, under which I played since I was three and was home to some possessive bees. When strong winds blew it never bowed, its branches somehow grew that is until now. The ground on which it stood is now covered with asphalt, and it will never be understood as to who was really at fault. And as for the bees well, I never did like them, but then you see they were here longer than I am. My neighbors and cousins with whom I had lots of fun, seek all sorts of reasons why now we have none. I can only say, for what's worth when the Almighty does an inventory, He may label planet Earth "An old cemetery".
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Dec 31, 2010
Dec 31, 2010 at 4:24 PM UTC
The Old Mango Tree
It wasn’t fair Here take it all Fix it I never should’ve Let me fix you I shouldn’t have I wanna fix you So you fix me But what’s here to fix ? I can’t fix you You can’t fix me I wasn’t ready for you You’re a challenge You challenge me I can’t have you I don’t want you Yes I do Maybe I’ll always want you But who cares You don’t Do I care ? I never came I didn’t wanna cause you pain But I did And you cause me pain We abused each other I’m gonna let you go It hurt so much But I have to Because if you love someone You have to I’m sorry I’m sorry for being so obsessive For being so possessive But what you did wasn’t right You didn’t really help the fight I don’t know what else to say Ok bye I hope you have a nice day
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 3:33 AM UTC
Emotional Baggage
i noticed that i'm nothing like a covalent bond. they share; i can't seem to do that with anything. i'm more of an ionic bond. they gain and lose electrons... just like me. except, i don't gain and lose electrons. i gain and (mostly) lose friends and other relationships and i know the reason why: because i'm nothing like a covalent bond. i can't share my friends and it's becoming a problem for not just them but for myself too. i become selfish and possessive and i always wondered why people would leave me and yet i'm the one who pushed them out of my electron cloud.
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May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 8:21 AM UTC
Electrons and Bonds
Horrid and morbid, bitter, glittered and littered memories! Automotives, adaptive captives, movies, motives, Natives, locomotives, obsessive and possessive. Some awesome, brilliant, different, ignorant, persistent and resilient. ****** and exotic! Some memories are eccentric, fantastic, futuristic, magic, logistic, optimistic, plastic, realistic, tragic or sadistic. Some random sizes with hidden prizes! Blameful, gainful, lameful and painful. Dreary destinies, diaries, inquires, weary rivalries, stories and theories in memory. In theory, memories made from cheers and fears, jeers and tears! Of amends, amens, omens, gems, hymns and stems. Memories abbreviated and dedicated, deviated and medicated! Memories cased, edited and erased. Evangelically, eventually everyone inherits! They’re like tiny merits! They spike the psych. They strike and are unlike. Memories of bites, defects, dislikes, effects, fights, flights, insects, logics, neglects, objects, plight, projects, protests, recollects, reflects rejects, respects and suspects. Memories of fate and hate! Some are not great. Memories of schemes, screams or themes of dreams that seem. Memories of small, memories of tall! Memories in despise, memories of lies. Memories of wise; beyond the skies, as I close my eyes…
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 9:40 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “MEMORIES”
Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, Blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of  “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” (everyone always says red is my color). Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is accepting ruin in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. It is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the torment like a gift because you’ve earned it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking because Depression is tying yourself together with the severed nerves in your heart; It is rope, it is ribbon, it is thread, it is DNA; It is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, And depression is sadness being a privilege you’re too pathetic to have. It is a hug, a freezing touch, a reminder that Depression is being birthed a lie. And it is shutting yourself behind that wooden doorway And hearing your family laugh like cackling hyenas, Eating at your self esteem like softened prey And learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love because Depression is family. It is an unfurnished home, An empty frame, A foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, you when life hasn't been broken in yet, Seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with grins reaching their eyes while yours can’t, and wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours, because to accept it as reality is to accept finality of your life through suicide. It is the note masked inside of a poem, Envisioning pills as if they were peace, Depression is the last stanza, It is the audience, It is this microphone, It is me standing in a room full of strangers And for the first time finally feeling like I'm being heard. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway that keeps pounding, possessive, ****** but when you open the door out of anger and shout “I’M SCARED” to thin air, your voice comes out as a whisper. And silently, the figure replies;   “I know your favorite color.”
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 8:04 PM UTC
I Know Depression (Slam piece, final edit)
Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, Blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of  “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” (everyone always says red is my color). Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is accepting ruin in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. It is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the torment like a gift because you’ve earned it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking because Depression is tying yourself together with the severed nerves in your heart; It is rope, it is ribbon, it is thread, it is DNA; It is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, And depression is sadness being a privilege you’re too pathetic to have. It is a hug, a freezing touch, a reminder that Depression is being birthed a lie. And it is shutting yourself behind that wooden doorway And hearing your family laugh like cackling hyenas, Eating at your self esteem like softened prey And learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love because Depression is family. It is an unfurnished home, An empty frame, A foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, you when life hasn't been broken in yet, Seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with grins reaching their eyes while yours can’t, and wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours, because to accept it as reality is to accept finality of your life through suicide. It is the note masked inside of a poem, Envisioning pills as if they were peace, Depression is the last stanza, It is the audience, It is this microphone, It is me standing in a room full of strangers And for the first time finally feeling like I'm being heard. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway that keeps pounding, possessive, ****** but when you open the door out of anger and shout “I’M SCARED” to thin air, your voice comes out as a whisper. And silently, the figure replies;   “I know your favorite color.”
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Love should not be possessive. Love like you would a flower, growing in a field. If you were to pluck that flower, take it inside, to place in a vase or between the pages of a book, it will wither and it will die. Suffocated, cut off from that place which it is meant to be. Instead, lay next to your love. Let your breath be the wind that brushes against its petals. In a storm, build a fortress to protect it, to shade it from the sun. Sing songs to it until you fall asleep, where you dream beside it. If you part, have no fear. Relish the moments in which that Love is beside you. Do not entertain thoughts of another coming and plucking that flower, you have no control over such things. Live beside that which you Love, possession will only bring death. No one can take your love. If in the morning that flower is no longer there, fear nothing, as you too will one day be gone. The more we love, the more we want to hold on. Let go of the idea of permanence. Everything is ever changing. The seasons, the tides, they come and they go. Move within them. Hold that Love deep inside, like a heartbeat. Fear of loss is ever gnawing. Let go of fear by letting go of the idea of possession. All that you own is that which beats within you, silent and voluminous. All else is an illusion. When you look across the room at her, do so as you would a flower. Appreciate and enjoy, do not let the tendrils of fear wrap themselves around you. Do not reach out and take what is not yours, do not ask for anything in return. Open up your heart, let the sunshine pour from your eyes. Before you know it, these moments will be memories. This life will be another grain of sand on an endless beach. your story will be lost on the winds of spring.
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Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 6:09 AM UTC
love like a flower
Love should not be possessive. Love like you would a flower, growing in a field. If you were to pluck that flower, take it inside, to place in a vase or between the pages of a book, it will wither and it will die. Suffocated, cut off from that place which it is meant to be. Instead, lay next to your love. Let your breath be the wind that brushes against its petals. In a storm, build a fortress to protect it, to shade it from the sun. Sing songs to it until you fall asleep, where you dream beside it. If you part, have no fear. Relish the moments in which that Love is beside you. Do not entertain thoughts of another coming and plucking that flower, you have no control over such things. Live beside that which you Love, possession will only bring death. No one can take your love. If in the morning that flower is no longer there, fear nothing, as you too will one day be gone. The more we love, the more we want to hold on. Let go of the idea of permanence. Everything is ever changing. The seasons, the tides, they come and they go. Move within them. Hold that Love deep inside, like a heartbeat. Fear of loss is ever gnawing. Let go of fear by letting go of the idea of possession. All that you own is that which beats within you, silent and voluminous. All else is an illusion. When you look across the room at her, do so as you would a flower. Appreciate and enjoy, do not let the tendrils of fear wrap themselves around you. Do not reach out and take what is not yours, do not ask for anything in return. Open up your heart, let the sunshine pour from your eyes. Before you know it, these moments will be memories. This life will be another grain of sand on an endless beach. your story will be lost on the winds of spring.
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he wouldn’t mind if you will become clingy & possessive. in fact he love it when you are doing those actions. every time someone is scrutinizing him when you two wandering around. when someone is telling their feelings for him, when he is talking to other girls. when he does not answer your calls and messages for nothing so that when you two meet the day after that you are ****** for being paranoid  and he is going to see your cute expressions that makes him smile, feeling ease, flatter his heart, make him want to kiss you, and makes him love you even more.
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Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 12:42 PM UTC
Clingy x Possessive
I am a controlling boyfriend. No, I am not a male, nor do I have a girlfriend to abuse. But I am the crazy stalker controlling boyfriend. I have realized something in myself: I am free with my boy and his casual flirtations, but am extremely jealous and possessive of my girls, when I have one. Or even in my present case of not having one, I want to possess her as she has possessed me. I want all your time, all your thoughts, as you inhabit mine. “How do you handle the jealousy??" It's funny, I don't get jealous when I have both partners in my bed, or in my arms. That is when I’m most content. I get jealous when outsiders are flirtatious or show interest. It's also funny, I'm more annoyed when people flirt with him thinking he’s unattached. I don't get it either; just a quirk of mine. Perhaps my nonchalance with my boy is merely grown out of our time together. In nearly seven years, not one has managed to create a rift. Those who have tried have failed, and he and I have come out the better. Patience is a virtue I do not possess, and the longer I go on incomplete... mayhap my own fears make me dig my claws into a new potential. Fear that someone else will charm such a rare unicorn away from me/us, and we’ll be left again, searching. Nor is this a new feeling, for this young woman. A year ago, I felt the same overwhelming possessiveness. Then again, it would not do to compare the two; they are two different people, who hold different qualities. The bitter jealousy I now project I have tasted before. The shock that I’ve become my own controlling high school boyfriend fills me with disgust. Unbeknownst to her, I imagine her not only in my bed, in my arms, in my life… but also on my knee. I’ve never before considered someone as both lover and submissive. Unbeknownst to me, would that make my jealousy grow or fade, were I to possess her in every way I’ve imagined? Obviously I have some things to work on. Firstly, finding our unicorn.
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Nov 14, 2012
Nov 14, 2012 at 1:46 PM UTC
Reflections of Myself v. 2.0
I am a controlling boyfriend. No, I am not a male, nor do I have a girlfriend to abuse. But I am the crazy stalker controlling boyfriend. I have realized something in myself: I am free with my boy and his casual flirtations, but am extremely jealous and possessive of my girls, when I have one. Or even in my present case of not having one, I want to possess her as she has possessed me. I want all your time, all your thoughts, as you inhabit mine. “How do you handle the jealousy??" It's funny, I don't get jealous when I have both partners in my bed, or in my arms. That is when I’m most content. I get jealous when outsiders are flirtatious or show interest. It's also funny, I'm more annoyed when people flirt with him thinking he’s unattached. I don't get it either; just a quirk of mine. Perhaps my nonchalance with my boy is merely grown out of our time together. In nearly seven years, not one has managed to create a rift. Those who have tried have failed, and he and I have come out the better. Patience is a virtue I do not possess, and the longer I go on incomplete... mayhap my own fears make me dig my claws into a new potential. Fear that someone else will charm such a rare unicorn away from me/us, and we’ll be left again, searching. Nor is this a new feeling, for this young woman. A year ago, I felt the same overwhelming possessiveness. Then again, it would not do to compare the two; they are two different people, who hold different qualities. The bitter jealousy I now project I have tasted before. The shock that I’ve become my own controlling high school boyfriend fills me with disgust. Unbeknownst to her, I imagine her not only in my bed, in my arms, in my life… but also on my knee. I’ve never before considered someone as both lover and submissive. Unbeknownst to me, would that make my jealousy grow or fade, were I to possess her in every way I’ve imagined? Obviously I have some things to work on. Firstly, finding our unicorn.
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exacting in love possessive by nature volatile in temperament and raging like flames you are wild and untamed nothing like docile padma! the strategic placement of each kiss on your voluptuous body you so unashamedly demand is provocatively seductive drawing out from deep within the soul of this simple flute-playing cowherd a brazen but besotted lover © 2019
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Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 2:40 PM UTC
satya
Everyone talks about depression as if they know it.   But what they don’t know is that depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, it’s feeling the blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” Depression is lying on your bed for hours on end, salt tracks lining your face like the scars on your ankles, staring at your ceiling tracing patterns in the paint and accepting death in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the pain like a gift because you deserve it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking. Depression is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, and then telling you to your face that you have no right to cry, as if sadness is a privilege and you’re so pathetic that you don’t deserve it. Depression is shutting yourself up in your room and hearing your family laughing downstairs because you feel like you can’t be a part of them and learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love Depression is wanting to take love and your heart and break them into tiny little pieces and throw them into waves, to throw them away Depression is a foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, is when you haven’t broken life in, is seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with smiles reaching their eyes when yours can’t. Depression is wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine.” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway and when you close the door out of fear it keeps pounding, possessive, ****** and when you open the door out of anger you shout, “I’M SCARED” to thin air but your voice comes out as a whisper.
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC
Everybody Knows Depression
Everyone talks about depression as if they know it.   But what they don’t know is that depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway, it’s feeling the blood dripping down your skin and having the sick thought of “Oh, look how beautiful the red is” Depression is lying on your bed for hours on end, salt tracks lining your face like the scars on your ankles, staring at your ceiling tracing patterns in the paint and accepting death in life with this hole in your chest because death is a reward, an escape from this pain you deserve to feel. Depression is writing sick poetry on skin and publishing it with scars, cutting on ankles, not wrists because you’re scared you’ll get in trouble but you so desperately need to be seen, and never are. Depression is writing the word “alone” and seeing the word “home”, accepting the pain like a gift because you deserve it. Depression is admitting suicidal thoughts to paper and not to people, and loving the broken things, hoping to tie them together, thinking maybe things will get better, but knowing that’s just wishful thinking. Depression is hearing your mother call you monster and disgusting through the too-thin walls of your door when she thinks you can’t hear, and then telling you to your face that you have no right to cry, as if sadness is a privilege and you’re so pathetic that you don’t deserve it. Depression is shutting yourself up in your room and hearing your family laughing downstairs because you feel like you can’t be a part of them and learning at a young age to love family always but that family isn’t always love Depression is wanting to take love and your heart and break them into tiny little pieces and throw them into waves, to throw them away Depression is a foot when the shoe hasn’t been broken in yet, is when you haven’t broken life in, is seeing happy people and thinking they all look the same, like the front covers of magazines with smiles reaching their eyes when yours can’t. Depression is wishing you could package your smiles into tiny little piles and hand them to people more deserving of them because you know you’re wasting them with half-assed lines of “I’m fine.” Depression is having to view your past as if it wasn’t yours. Depression is a hooded figure standing just outside of a wooden doorway and when you close the door out of fear it keeps pounding, possessive, ****** and when you open the door out of anger you shout, “I’M SCARED” to thin air but your voice comes out as a whisper.
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Simple rhymes using words thoughts from my mind deleterious flow so be careful when you dive my words having you committing suicide in a sea of catastrophe Your girl is possessive but I have her in my possession like an apostrophe Life in my face saying "Boy you can't" Still pushing 50 times my weight like an ant its really the small things that lead to the big picture I was made in GOD's image so I guess he can write too...go figure a lot of people don't believe in what they cannot see you can't see oxygen but you believe you can breathe.
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 3:49 AM UTC
Simplicity
You love to get the words out of me The words I wouldn’t use, they sound ***** You love the way I look at you I look into your eyes, and something sets free You love the way I listen to you I remember everything, Mr. Perfect doesn’t We both love crushing I crush on you And you crush me You call me your tomboy And get so possessive You say that you need me And then act submissive I adjust your dresses Sometimes your shoe laces When you keep me waiting I say you are allowed Don’t call me bro Babe, what is the ground We both love crushing I crush on you And you crush me You say you love me Every time you text I say, “I love you” You shoot hearts and rainbows back You want to know about my crushes If I ever loved a girl You wink and dance with me Say I’m the only one to make you twirl We both love crushing I crush on you And you crush me You love when I play gentleman Opening the door Letting you lead Walking you back Paying you heed You gush about my skills The way I move the swords The way I calculate The way I play with words Close discussions and debates And then we discuss How Mr. Perfect and you are hanging We both love crushing I crush on you And you crush me We are best friends And you want us to be, forever You want to hang out And go abroad together I would stand by you In all platonic capacities Even when Mr. Perfect marries you And claims you stupidly We both love crushing I crush on you And you crush me
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May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 11:39 PM UTC
Crushing
I hate my personality. I don't have a personality That cultivates relationships. No, My personality leads to anguish - Insecurity. If I could, For once, Harvest a bit of Silence in my brain - I'd love that. I hate to feel anxiety; Fear of abandonment; Insecurity; Obscurity; I hate to feel what I feel. What's worse, I can't find elegant words To describe it. Leaving me mute, People assume things about me, Making my efforts moot. Friends think I'm overbearing; Demanding. Romances think I don't trust them; That I'm too controlling, Insecure; Dependent; Too moody; Too possessive. My personality makes people leave me. I'm too touchy - Too hard to love or understand. People see me, And expect me to freak out, Or to demand attention. Well this is my account - Because when you are on The borderline, It's easy to see That the grass is greener On either side - But for others, You seem polarized. I'm not happy with how my brain works. I don't want to be the way I am. I don't want to make sure people are Thinking about me... And then feel guilty or angry when they don't, Or can't. I hate my personality. I hate who I am. It causes me to never feel comfort, And my unrest has left me An insomniac for too long. Now, I just want to rest. But, It's hard to sleep when you're alone And afraid of the dark.
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Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 3:09 PM UTC
I hate my personality
Being possessive,is a curse It brings many problems without any cause A person one who is possessive Hurts thyself And others calls her possessive As jealous,complex,and selfish But being selfish is different from being possessive oh my God !Let everybody knows What POSSESSIVE Is?
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 1:54 AM UTC
possessive..
My great-great-great-grandfather, The father of my grandfather's great-grandfather, He was a teacher by creed and by deed, Once he sat with his eyes closed in great concentration... A beautiful lady saw him sitting graciously in Padmasana pose, That cunning nymph she wanted his penance undone for herself, But he was a little short-tempered and couldn't take it when she tried it, His patience was very short when it came to being disturbed during his penance. Disturbed, he saw the beautiful nymph trying to break his temper, He got enraged and picked up his trident to quickly ****** it through her ***** She had fear in her eyes, Remorse on her face, Pain in her contorted brows, And despair in her dying voice, As she uttered the curse, *"O you so-called holy man, You would never get love, Your generations to come would die thirsty of love, You're killing me because you can't make love to me, So lost in your penance, And so possessive about it, Let your generations suffer for your actions..."* She dropped dead there itself but her curse continues to be carried from one generation to the next. I have been paying the price too, Just like my father and grandfather, No girl I knew has understood it, No I won't just follow my forefathers, I'll have it my way, I'll keep searching.
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Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 8:53 AM UTC
The Curse
dear, you cut me off mid-sentence. for all my skills, techniques and terms here's a thing i can't find a way to convey. a narrative even beyond comprehension to it's protagonist a girl without a simile or metaphor applicable? somebody to leave me laconic, short in syntax, unstructured. will we discuss possessive pronouns now? for in subtext, i am the possessive one. i'm so lacking verbally but i'm sure you'd understand it contextually to punctuate: i can be the ellipsis, the implication of my omissions but you're in my text as the most eager mark of exclamation
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Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 3:41 PM UTC
wordsmith
Yes I am clingy, But you will never find someone There for you like I will be. Yes I am needy, But when you need reassurance I’ll be full of soothing words. Yes I am jealous, But you will never find someone More loyal than me. Yes I am possessive, But you will never find someone That values you like I do. Yes I have flaws, I am human. Please don’t fault me for loving the way I do.
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Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 4:32 AM UTC
The way I love