Bring me to life
Let in the light
Free my tormented soul
As I wait,
Alone with this empty horizon.

Slowly, but surely
Loneliness fades as the mountains rise up to meet me
Billowing above
Silhouetted across the sky
Stoic and unmoving
Their life runs so deeply across the earth
Without the posions of fear and hate
To disrupt their simplicity
And their complexity
They are pure existence
And this moment is everything
So I join them.

Air coats my throat and fills my lungs
Allowing the vibration of energy
Radiating from all that surrounds me
To dance across my skin
Through my body and
Into my bloodstream

I am by myself on this road
But I cannot feel lonely
Every inch of nature that surrounds me
Has invited me into their energy
Into their space and sense of freedom
Pure acceptance
No judgement
From the wisps of white dancing through blue shades of infinity
To the neverending marathon of greenery, fields and shrubs jog to the edge of forever
I cannot be alone
As my heartbeat joins the rhythm of the universe

what a waste of my energy, I urge my ability
utilize the sun light opening
the lewd claims echo hollow lanes
fastening ribbons accessories: posions, frog, silence
renders colors of hatred convalescence heart beat
Looking around police search light swarming bees flew
done to the beast Sea Bearing Crest domesticates blue
throat push pull **** grow push pull killed growth

I want to feel the sun
I want my light to cover all my dark spots
I want my tears to become steam due to my inner warmth
And confidence,
But this pain is bottomless
And I lost all consciousness
While i'm fed death
But told to throw up positivity  
Am I not good enough for you?
Is it my looks you don’t approve?
Am I not skinny enough for you?
Is it because my stomach doesn’t kiss
Nonsense to my spine?
Am I not pretty enough for you?
Is it because I have rolls that store the secrets
That whisper to me at night and the stories triggered by the moonlight ?
Am I not woman enough for you?
Because I rather hug a tree and let nature go down on me
Then a man who gags me with lies
Posions my lips with his allusions of bliss
By those satanic lips
I don’t want to miss,
But one day reminisce
The feeling of waking up and not being told
The way oxygen runs in and out of me is wrong
The way my feet walks behind each other is wrong
The way my words dance out of my mind and out of my mouth is wrong
I want to write the lyrics my own song.
I starved my soul and body for the acceptance my mind craved
But hey, you say you still love me anyway,
If this is love, I don’t want it anyway.