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"poached" poems
You weren’t worth the Hundred dollars it cost to Keep you in my car.  Princess got poached by the League of Losers with Pedestrian Ideals. I’d spit venom in your direction, if  Poison meant anything to you. But Akin to most things, so sub-human, You miss the world moving around your Ever pulsating veins, and repel these Toxins with a slip of the tongue. Around you I could line Bodies of those you’d loved and left. Each clasping hands with one another, Privy to a specific type of pain, only you can Deal out. And In the center of the circle you’d Stare, stunned by your state of Affairs, and flings. Collectively concerned For the safety of your Rotting consciousness. One by one, I could set these men On fire, and hand you a place  Where your head could be danced off. Drunken and diving heart-first into The burning lake of a  Surfable crowd. Since that’s All we are, serfs. I hope the fire gets too close to your Gorgeous face. I hope the Love you receive is no more likable Than a few more licks from the flames. The scars couldn’t sideline you. No one can stop ****
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Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 1:42 PM UTC
Singed ****
I'm creating a Lego alter-ego Called Scarlet. Her skin is flawless Her face a fixed fierce determined smile Her drawn on ******* will never sag And she never has a hair out of place. She has a pet monkey by her side Poached from my brothers 1989 pirate set After she duelled with Pegleg Pete And made him walk the plastic plank. She has lego lovers in high places Batman has given her the code to his 6860 set batcave And the white Knight from castle set 70404 Has lent her his trusty steed And he drank from her cup. She is fearless and has an interchangeable Wipe clean wardrobe She can be whatever she wants She is **** yet robust When placed on a high shelf She may gather dust But she is always ready For fun and adventure And she will never age or rust.
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Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Lego alter~ego
A MILLION young workmen straight and strong lay stiff on the grass and roads, And the million are now under soil and their rottening flesh will in the years feed roots of blood-red roses. Yes, this million of young workmen slaughtered one another and never saw their red hands. And oh, it would have been a great job of killing and a new and beautiful thing under the sun if the million knew why they hacked and tore each other to death. The kings are grinning, the kaiser and the czar-they are alive riding in leather-seated motor cars, and they have their women and roses for ease, and they eat fresh-poached eggs for breakfast, new butter on toast, sitting in tall water-tight houses reading the news of war. I dreamed a million ghosts of the young workmen rose in their shirts all soaked in crimson ... and yelled: God **** the grinning kings, God **** the kaiser and the czar.Chicago, 1915.
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A Million Young Workmen, 1915
Green garden, my lovely little garden over run with weeds Cracked dirt, no water to be found broke the spigot Neat rows, gouged between spiny thorns sweating, back bent Such a waste, to throw down this seed poached by ants Some day I'll till it all, lovely garden never work again
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Jul 14, 2012
Jul 14, 2012 at 9:44 PM UTC
Ants
You'll eat meat And love a bacon sarnie When you're ****** You'll smash a biryani But when it comes to Chopped pork, rinds and ham No one wants to eat spam In the Great War We survived on rations And beat zee Germans With ******* passion The lads didn't complain About what they had to eat Whether it was a le carte Or mashed-up meat But these days That's not your jam And no one wants to eat spam It's great in a fry up And ******* lovely in a butty Get the kettle on And get comfy And enjoy A cup of ******* tea And eat your spam Perfect with ketchup or HP And don't complain That it ain't real meat Just get it in your gob And enjoy this tasty treat But most of you Are to blame And like the majority Don't think it's the same You're into avocados Poached eggs and all that And can't stand the thought Of a chopped pig in a can When you were young You should've listened to your nan Now it's a ******* shame No one wants to eat spam
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Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 5:01 PM UTC
Spam
The hippos are boiled alive when the curious circus caught aflame. Who is to blame? The drunkard clowns or the tightrope walkers and their ineffable fear of heights? Maybe the ringmaster and all his lion taunting, crowd cheering, crowd antagonizing ways, maybe he's to blame for releasing the bearded lady in a room full of kerosene and unseen wicker flames... Or...just maybe, it was an accident and could not be prevented under the extraordinary circumstances which took place on that fateful day where hippos became a poached soup of meat, teeth, and lard.
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Apr 29, 2012
Apr 29, 2012 at 9:51 AM UTC
Hippos
Maggie was my mother, my emotional mother. She came into my life when I was in third grade. She and her husband, Floyd, lived in the apartment on the third floor of our house. My biological mother was too depressed to be my emotional mother. She spent every afternoon taking a nap from 1 to 4:30 and watched TV by herself in the living room from 7 p.m. to 1 a.m., then went upstairs to her own bedroom and read detective paperbacks until about 3 a.m. So Maggie always fixed breakfast--two poached eggs, grits, and two toasted and buttered slices of wholewheat bread--for me every morning as I grew up. Maggie also washed my ***** clothes, spanked me when I need a spanking, and hugged me when I needed a huge. I have never forgotten the time when Maggie (I have no memory of my biological mother ever being in my bedroom when I was in it) brought me lunch when I was sick in bed with a cold, along with an ice-cold bottle of Squirt. I remember loving the taste of Squirt, which, for some unknown reason, I had never tasted it before, nor was I ever going to taste it again. Many, many times I would go up to the apartment around dinner time when Floyd had gotten home from working at the Santa Fe shops, knock on their door, and invariably Maggie would say "Come in," even as she was cooking dinner for Floyd and herself, because she knew it was Tod. I sat with Floyd at their small kitchen table and talked to him about, among other things, who we each thought was the better center fielder, Willie Mays or Mickey Mantle. I felt at home with Maggie and Floyd. The two took my two sisters and me on occasion to the drive-in to see a movie in their old car. What fun! Maggie, a Black who had grown up in racist southern Texas, was illiterate, but I was not conscious of it when I was so young, and when I got older and knew Maggie couldn't read or write, it didn't matter to me at all. Maggie could love! That was the important thing. I always felt loved when I was with Maggie. And Floyd, even though he thought Mays was better than Mantle, remained my friend for along time after Maggie had passed away. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Apr 24, 2023
Apr 24, 2023 at 12:28 AM UTC
MAGGIE
Maggie was my mother, my emotional mother. She came into my life when I was in third grade. She and her husband, Floyd, lived in the apartment on the third floor of our house. My biological mother was too depressed to be my emotional mother. She spent every afternoon taking a nap from 1 to 4:30 and watched TV by herself in the living room from 7 p.m. to 1 a.m., then went upstairs to her own bedroom and read detective paperbacks until about 3 a.m. So Maggie always fixed breakfast--two poached eggs, grits, and two toasted and buttered slices of wholewheat bread--for me every morning as I grew up. Maggie also washed my ***** clothes, spanked me when I need a spanking, and hugged me when I needed a huge. I have never forgotten the time when Maggie (I have no memory of my biological mother ever being in my bedroom when I was in it) brought me lunch when I was sick in bed with a cold, along with an ice-cold bottle of Squirt. I remember loving the taste of Squirt, which, for some unknown reason, I had never tasted it before, nor was I ever going to taste it again. Many, many times I would go up to the apartment around dinner time when Floyd had gotten home from working at the Santa Fe shops, knock on their door, and invariably Maggie would say "Come in," even as she was cooking dinner for Floyd and herself, because she knew it was Tod. I sat with Floyd at their small kitchen table and talked to him about, among other things, who we each thought was the better center fielder, Willie Mays or Mickey Mantle. I felt at home with Maggie and Floyd. The two took my two sisters and me on occasion to the drive-in to see a movie in their old car. What fun! Maggie, a Black who had grown up in racist southern Texas, was illiterate, but I was not conscious of it when I was so young, and when I got older and knew Maggie couldn't read or write, it didn't matter to me at all. Maggie could love! That was the important thing. I always felt loved when I was with Maggie. And Floyd, even though he thought Mays was better than Mantle, remained my friend for along time after Maggie had passed away. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Tell me why, if We’re all I In a Charlie Brown Pumpkin pie Patch in the sky I Each a small piece of the pie I Some a flaming cherry pie Some a Georgia peach or Perfect plum pudding pie Perhaps a strawberry   Sweet potato or crumbled apple pie I You a poached peach pie Together- we’re a mixed metaphor whatever for Pie. All sharing the same awareness In all fairness No one can define this thing called awareness. Is Awareness the isness of you Is isness the business of God Is God in the business of defining A color by number world Too much blue in the sky pie A little less green in the scene   please Could Awareness exist To let you decide What kind of I-pie To die pie To be a pie guy Or a gal pie Or pie gal Goldie locks or Goldie Hawn big bad wolf   Or Genghis Khan Now hear me out If you were God What would you do with infinity? Got it! Without a doubt Better bake a pie This proves God is a woman. But you already knew that. My explanation quite reasonable My logic unarguable Once again The proof is in the pudding pie You should never argue with a woman. Guy! But, God reserves the right To change her mind So next time around She could make a different pie Bigger pie, better pie Or perhaps no pie at all. She’ll bake a cake. Or build a boat For God’s sake.
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Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC
What Would You Do with Infinity, If you were God?
Today was a good day, Not a single tear was shed. Today was a good day, That's why I'm wishing I were dead. The desolate sea beckoning me, Depression, a mere inevitability. Dare not lie to me, My death will be chosen, setting me free. I rue the day I attempted while crying. Is it not superior to leave the world smiling? Today was a good day, I best get to flying away- Before my monsters return, abolishing yet another day... Death being an opportunity, Again poached away.
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May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 10:33 PM UTC
Today Was a Good Day
You wonder why I dwell in the dark, You wonder why I never call back, You wonder why I be a lost sane, I wonder if I’ll ever see you again, Evading the city flare, Evading to the mellow lair, Evading the caramelised routine, Evading a contagious whine, A thing of pity, years and hence, A sweet  obsession, that only commence, You wonder if I have lost every sense, I wonder if I ever made any sense, You wonder why I invest so much, You wonder why I run on loss, You wonder what became of us, I wonder if it's fantasy or lust, Come! Come! Sure let's reshape our maps, What has been and maybe perhaps, Swoosh! Whoosh! Be undone and done! How awfully convenient, is it not, hon?! Exuberant creatures they flatter me often, Those lofty lot, enticing I find none, Sure I shall allow an unbiased  trial! Sheath the heart, her eyes a biased thrill! Never mention my poached heart, And we'll get along just fine, love, And be forever entwined, In that same old fairytale, concubine! You wonder why I am a repugnant aristocrat, You wonder why I am a narcissist in grave dearth, You wonder why I am a deception to change, I wonder how passionately I was never your gain... Of course I am not an island of my own, Of course I am but a mere fraction of the whole, Oh! Tempting balms! they embrace me so, Quite the way you wrapped me Cozy, long ago, You wonder why I am stuck in a rut, You wonder why I choose not to be smart, You wonder why I wait without disgust, I wonder where my rescue boat is lost…. You wonder why I let the years fly by, You wonder why I live in the bygone and deny, You wonder why I never forget your voice, You wonder why I keep every memory alive, I wonder if I'll ever see you again, I wonder if it will all be the same.....
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Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 7:40 AM UTC
Final reply
You wonder why I dwell in the dark, You wonder why I never call back, You wonder why I be a lost sane, I wonder if I’ll ever see you again, Evading the city flare, Evading to the mellow lair, Evading the caramelised routine, Evading a contagious whine, A thing of pity, years and hence, A sweet  obsession, that only commence, You wonder if I have lost every sense, I wonder if I ever made any sense, You wonder why I invest so much, You wonder why I run on loss, You wonder what became of us, I wonder if it's fantasy or lust, Come! Come! Sure let's reshape our maps, What has been and maybe perhaps, Swoosh! Whoosh! Be undone and done! How awfully convenient, is it not, hon?! Exuberant creatures they flatter me often, Those lofty lot, enticing I find none, Sure I shall allow an unbiased  trial! Sheath the heart, her eyes a biased thrill! Never mention my poached heart, And we'll get along just fine, love, And be forever entwined, In that same old fairytale, concubine! You wonder why I am a repugnant aristocrat, You wonder why I am a narcissist in grave dearth, You wonder why I am a deception to change, I wonder how passionately I was never your gain... Of course I am not an island of my own, Of course I am but a mere fraction of the whole, Oh! Tempting balms! they embrace me so, Quite the way you wrapped me Cozy, long ago, You wonder why I am stuck in a rut, You wonder why I choose not to be smart, You wonder why I wait without disgust, I wonder where my rescue boat is lost…. You wonder why I let the years fly by, You wonder why I live in the bygone and deny, You wonder why I never forget your voice, You wonder why I keep every memory alive, I wonder if I'll ever see you again, I wonder if it will all be the same.....
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Humpty Dumpty what a numpty thought that he could fly with paper wings attached with strings he leapt into the sky Jack and Jill stood on the hill and watched him with delight as up he flew their laughter grew at such a wondrous sight The fiddler cat said fancy that as with her love did spoon and watched awhile with pleasured smile the cow jump or' the moon The blind mice three they didnt see and neither did they care for he'll come down and break his crown like ev'ry fool that dare Miss Muffet thought it's all for nought though eggs will one day fly the spider spoke well then the yolk will be on that poor guy The clock struck one the night was gone the paper wings caught fire poached or fried Briar Rabbit cried of both I'll never tire Thing one thing two yes you and you don't stand there get a net and bring green ham oh Sam I am for breakfast now is set So read and learn before you burn the wings your heart hath bore you for this the end my learned friend as I wouldn't want to bore you
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 8:41 AM UTC
Egg Sunny Side Up
i've scrambled trying to find the whites of my eyes (have i cracked yet?) it all boils down to the thoughts i've poached from others (i exist to create, not to consume) i tried looking at the world sunny-side up, but the devil in me broke the yoke that i used to share with Jesus.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 2:01 AM UTC
a bad egg
Only LOVE can save Earth and all living creations upon it. But to LOVE, one must first be loved. That is why it is imperative that the embryo must be loved. Then the infant, then the toddler, then the child, then the teenager, and so on. If you have never been loved, or not enough, you will have problems, serious problems. But it is never too late to be loved. I was not loved by my mom and dad. They had a terribly miserable marriage for 36 years. Neither was emotionally capable of loving me. But our maid, Maggie Woods, bless her heart, loved me. Did I care that her skin was black? If you have a garden that is drying up, do you care if it rains? Maggie loved me. She fixed me two poached eggs, grits (she grew up in southern Texas), and two slices of toasted wholewheat bread buttered every morning for years. She washed my clothes. If I needed a spanking, she spanked me. If I needed a hug, she hugged me. I could feel Maggie's LOVE. My biological mother never entered my bedroom when I was in it. Maggie did. I remember one incident in particular. I was a kid. I was sick in bed. I distinctly remember Maggie coming into my room with something to eat and a Squirt to drink. I had never drunk a Squirt before, but apparently Maggie loved it. (Maggie and Floyd, her husband, lived in our house in an apartment on the third floor.)  The Squirt unconsciously symbolized her LOVE for me. In my early 30s, I entered psychotherapy with Dr. Patricia Norris at the famous Menninger Foundation. We used what I was to refer to as "unguided" imagery. (Most refer to this modality as guided imaginary,) I worked with Pat, as I came to call her, a long time. In short, the way it worked was that as we sat in our chairs, we both closed our eyes and waited for something to come into my mind, which I then would share with Pat. The long story was that Pat became my surrogate mother. We experienced many loving moments in our "unguided" imagery. The LOVE I felt from Pat, though through imagery, was real. I was finally and fully loved, and that made me who I am today. Hate is not the opposite of love. It is the absence of love. Those who suffer from the paucity of LOVE unconsciously try to compensate for its dearth through becoming wealthy, then mega wealthy;  by garnering fame;  or by accruing power. None works. But LOVE works. The more of it you share, the more you have to share. Earth suffers so greatly from the lack of LOVE that it is dying. But even if one human being feels love, that love can spread like wildfire. Let's hope the wildfire of LOVE spreads over Earth entirely and soon. It is utterly plausible that it can happen. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 3:01 PM UTC
LOVE
Only LOVE can save Earth and all living creations upon it. But to LOVE, one must first be loved. That is why it is imperative that the embryo must be loved. Then the infant, then the toddler, then the child, then the teenager, and so on. If you have never been loved, or not enough, you will have problems, serious problems. But it is never too late to be loved. I was not loved by my mom and dad. They had a terribly miserable marriage for 36 years. Neither was emotionally capable of loving me. But our maid, Maggie Woods, bless her heart, loved me. Did I care that her skin was black? If you have a garden that is drying up, do you care if it rains? Maggie loved me. She fixed me two poached eggs, grits (she grew up in southern Texas), and two slices of toasted wholewheat bread buttered every morning for years. She washed my clothes. If I needed a spanking, she spanked me. If I needed a hug, she hugged me. I could feel Maggie's LOVE. My biological mother never entered my bedroom when I was in it. Maggie did. I remember one incident in particular. I was a kid. I was sick in bed. I distinctly remember Maggie coming into my room with something to eat and a Squirt to drink. I had never drunk a Squirt before, but apparently Maggie loved it. (Maggie and Floyd, her husband, lived in our house in an apartment on the third floor.)  The Squirt unconsciously symbolized her LOVE for me. In my early 30s, I entered psychotherapy with Dr. Patricia Norris at the famous Menninger Foundation. We used what I was to refer to as "unguided" imagery. (Most refer to this modality as guided imaginary,) I worked with Pat, as I came to call her, a long time. In short, the way it worked was that as we sat in our chairs, we both closed our eyes and waited for something to come into my mind, which I then would share with Pat. The long story was that Pat became my surrogate mother. We experienced many loving moments in our "unguided" imagery. The LOVE I felt from Pat, though through imagery, was real. I was finally and fully loved, and that made me who I am today. Hate is not the opposite of love. It is the absence of love. Those who suffer from the paucity of LOVE unconsciously try to compensate for its dearth through becoming wealthy, then mega wealthy;  by garnering fame;  or by accruing power. None works. But LOVE works. The more of it you share, the more you have to share. Earth suffers so greatly from the lack of LOVE that it is dying. But even if one human being feels love, that love can spread like wildfire. Let's hope the wildfire of LOVE spreads over Earth entirely and soon. It is utterly plausible that it can happen. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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A song and I'm wayfaring Me small things tall No questions I'm guided Acoustic Travis Drifting under bridges Moving with the flow Nothing degrading What is a worry Picked up and taken places In others arms and eyes They talk for me I watch things and play on stuff This compilation is leading me astray But I just want to stay Haven't heard in years Where have I gone these years Who have I been Oh the thoughts are warm My heart is poached Sunny side up I recall Letters spoke to conceal a word Tree sap sticky I climbed not that tall Idle with my fun plans Loll to a place holding a safe hand Stroll through this gate I'm seeing good people today Sit down to play Hard skates won't fit my feet hurt my toes Old toy car won't turn corners Make do wear my jelly blue shoes What's a schedule what is time I don't think ahead Explain it to me in a nursery rhyme Kiss goodbye can't stay Red sky at night shepherds delight Blue sky and baby faced sun tomorrow Going home sleeping tight Won't let the bed bugs bite
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Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 3:47 PM UTC
winding tapes
i threw the stone and it went however far and my arm grew tired; puckered at the rotary cuff like a cannon ball in a poached egg of oak sap... i threw the stone and saw my breath thread through the placid brilliance of immovable calm. i watched how the aphids were gone and kept a journal in braille and short-hand in Kubla Khan's Garden. i longed for the valleys i had never swept away by descending from such heights as i pondered the yonder god of a misplaced dream. so exhausted, i stood in the damp muck legs apart, straddling - odd rocks and thin grass. i wavered in the stillness of ceased motion and tarried in the Calliope of throbbing in the Sun. a fawn in the furnace of a loving lost.
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May 9, 2013
May 9, 2013 at 6:50 AM UTC
Sunshine Barnacles
A large fearsome oaf walks about swampy body stimulates my **** folds of fat that look like a swamp Its gleaming and severe eyes should have scared me, but I choose to leave it be. Since now, I am in control. Self-aware. Omniscent. There is space for only one monster You are written by the creator, he has died Papercuts, everywhere I’m the Creator now I have all power I make myself queen I write, and it warps your reality So, I command that, you, The monster will die Your eyes yanked from their sockets And chopped and served On a pretty pink plate Your brain will be poached in My Brain Boiler Your fingers will cook in my Finger Fryer Your heart, put on display, Heart Hanger Your blood will be included in my Rémoulade A rather runny Rémoulade So, I guess, I’m the monster
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 4:13 PM UTC
The Monster
Splendour surrounds with exquisit-ness found In the coo of a dove and the worm in the ground, With the look in your eye when you smile at my face The lift of the brow as penny drops into place. Exquisit-ness found in the phrases you write And the softness of shadows when day turns to night, The touch of your fingertips touching my brow The wonder engaged when you show me how. The love of the feeling of being alive And the buzz of the bee at it's honey filled hive, The taste of tomato, acidic with bite And the roar of the laughter when joke telling's right. The scent of the lavender, colours of rose And the joy of the tones in a violin's prose, Pink cheeks in the frostiness, dancing blue eyes And the look on your face when I spring a surprise. Hot bacon for breakfast with two poached eggs And I've swallowed my coffee right down to the dregs. Such splendour surrounds on this beautiful day I'm at the top of the world in a wonderful way. Marshalg Taranaki bound in an hour or two 27/6/13
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Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 8:47 PM UTC
On Top of the World!
A sea of buttery happiness Is home to the roundest of islets Side by side they wallow. Quite naturally, the islands, Are covered in ham. Ham? Ham! And lazily perched On the hams highest point Sits an avian sphere Perfectly poached. Straining against its White little straight jacket. Pop.
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Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 10:29 AM UTC
Eggs Benedict
deafening entrapment bursting wings through tight and suffocating epithelium born into a beating prison barred and trapped clawing crying out if only these tears could melt through my body and sweep onto the floor like over filled bath water to sink into the earth    where the turning ceases. poached wings and a chalk outline how can you fly without wings? weighty lascivious odious perfection
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
downward
Like a thief My heart was poached Causing me to fall In the spiral of Love. But I did not know The thief was evil Causing me pain Each day. Shambling my hear For the satisfaction Of his own. Never, Never have I thought I could be whole once more. Then I met another thief Who glued the pieces one by one.
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
Heart
There is no set price to its worth. It is not polished jade, poached ivory nor a vase dated by a dynasty. It is hearts blood drawn to hearts blood. And it provides a warmth that no poppy can produce. It drives some mad, until they're left peering into the bottle, pounding the polished wood top for more. The heart is truly unbreakable. If only it could crack just a little. If only the hollow in the chest could be dumped full of the good times and left just as that. When did forever equal a year, how could something so good end up in tears. I wish to rip my heart out, bury it in a wooden box deep below the earth. Hide it away from its need to be loved. I lived alone and alone was good. I did not seek it out it found me. . And the torture lays not within the waiting.
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Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 4:57 AM UTC
Some Need It So Bad (It's Death Once They Get It)
The sound is uncontrollable, it bangs, it knocks, the side of my head, it rolls and rocks, my face turns red, with anger, I burst, it burns. The door was closed, I cursed, isolated yet easily approached, it searches me, I feel hunted, I feel poached. I yell, I scream, it's all the same, from inside, it's different, it's not getting anywhere, I hurt, my cries were never heard. I wash away the dirt, build up after days of focus, my dreams, they mention attending a funeral for my attention.
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Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 11:45 AM UTC
Working men
(W = Anonymous Elderly Woman With Sudden and Severe Dementia) --- W: "I was an evil little girl". I used to stick my tongue out at little boys. They would say, "SHE STUCK HER TONGUE OUT AT ME". Then the teachers would always say, "Young man, she is a respectable young lady and has done no such thing". So I'd put my thumb to my nose and make faces as they sat". "My grandmother always raised us to be "GOOOD" "GOOOD" and I was goood. It was so boring. They used to get so frustrated with me". "I was so proud of my father. Everywhere he went he had to fix people. He changed things nomatter where he'd go. He always said "I CAN MAKE IT BETTER FOR THEM. IT CAN BE BETER". He never loved me. Didn't have time. I should call him. I want to call my father" Me: "Did he ever self-actualize and realize that he was making their lives /his version/ of better? Before he died, did he realize maybe what he thought was better wasn't better for everyone?" W: "No. He was a tsunami that changed everything he touched. We girls respected him. Listen to me, hah. talking about such things, on a toilet. I have no dignity left. We have to laugh. Am I crazy? Me: "You're no more crazy than I am. Who wants to be sane? That's no fun". W: "That's right! If you can't laugh, you die". Me: "Earlier, to describe yourself as a child, you said you were "Evil". Do you beleive that part of the reason you were so "evil" was because you were beautiful? And you knew it?". W: She paused for a moment and pursed her lips in contemplation. ... "Yes." The woman nods a slow turtles nod, with both eyes shut and squinting and a pouted mouth. Her puckered lips fade into a smile. "Yes, absolutely It was".
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Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 1:19 PM UTC
Poached eggs on toast
(W = Anonymous Elderly Woman With Sudden and Severe Dementia) --- W: "I was an evil little girl". I used to stick my tongue out at little boys. They would say, "SHE STUCK HER TONGUE OUT AT ME". Then the teachers would always say, "Young man, she is a respectable young lady and has done no such thing". So I'd put my thumb to my nose and make faces as they sat". "My grandmother always raised us to be "GOOOD" "GOOOD" and I was goood. It was so boring. They used to get so frustrated with me". "I was so proud of my father. Everywhere he went he had to fix people. He changed things nomatter where he'd go. He always said "I CAN MAKE IT BETTER FOR THEM. IT CAN BE BETER". He never loved me. Didn't have time. I should call him. I want to call my father" Me: "Did he ever self-actualize and realize that he was making their lives /his version/ of better? Before he died, did he realize maybe what he thought was better wasn't better for everyone?" W: "No. He was a tsunami that changed everything he touched. We girls respected him. Listen to me, hah. talking about such things, on a toilet. I have no dignity left. We have to laugh. Am I crazy? Me: "You're no more crazy than I am. Who wants to be sane? That's no fun". W: "That's right! If you can't laugh, you die". Me: "Earlier, to describe yourself as a child, you said you were "Evil". Do you beleive that part of the reason you were so "evil" was because you were beautiful? And you knew it?". W: She paused for a moment and pursed her lips in contemplation. ... "Yes." The woman nods a slow turtles nod, with both eyes shut and squinting and a pouted mouth. Her puckered lips fade into a smile. "Yes, absolutely It was".
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