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What we have named Fire Escape (an ordered, angular tangle of ladders and rail) had made picture geometries in my west window well-framed and flat--set foreground and background in two dimensions, as the sun hid, and my round eye opened. What we have named Fire Escape was flaked-paint brown orange, as if first it had been born of a flame and then had taken up living as metal-- tempered itself into usefulness, which I should trust now, in case of the yelling and the engines. What we have named Fire Escape was happy Jungle Jim or Jungle for Jane for the sparrows I saw this morning which flitted and wildly played within, rising up arched and back again. Made of the square pairs of ladder rungs-- a tunnel entrance or ducking posts, or highway bridges to clear; the birds like small plane, daredevil pilots each following each, going under. No sparrow would ever crash. And what is this I remember now? How one bird eased its engine and perched there to stay? As if to offer me, with a little turn of head gesture-- a thank you, for the bread I'd left on the sill? Or to say I'd better shut the curtain and make my exit? Either prideful guess gets me nowhere fast. Failed even is speaking in any sparrow languages from my recline stuffed chair; again, but now imagined, to draw beady eyes to fix on me, telling me much less. That morning, with the very last sparrow gone, I remember that nothing in my sight moved, save an American flag at a distance in the wind, with its one red-white striped wing waving toward the cold north, as the white church spire, framed in open quadrilaterals, held its position.
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Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 5:18 AM UTC
A Fire Escape of Sparrows
What we have named Fire Escape (an ordered, angular tangle of ladders and rail) had made picture geometries in my west window well-framed and flat--set foreground and background in two dimensions, as the sun hid, and my round eye opened. What we have named Fire Escape was flaked-paint brown orange, as if first it had been born of a flame and then had taken up living as metal-- tempered itself into usefulness, which I should trust now, in case of the yelling and the engines. What we have named Fire Escape was happy Jungle Jim or Jungle for Jane for the sparrows I saw this morning which flitted and wildly played within, rising up arched and back again. Made of the square pairs of ladder rungs-- a tunnel entrance or ducking posts, or highway bridges to clear; the birds like small plane, daredevil pilots each following each, going under. No sparrow would ever crash. And what is this I remember now? How one bird eased its engine and perched there to stay? As if to offer me, with a little turn of head gesture-- a thank you, for the bread I'd left on the sill? Or to say I'd better shut the curtain and make my exit? Either prideful guess gets me nowhere fast. Failed even is speaking in any sparrow languages from my recline stuffed chair; again, but now imagined, to draw beady eyes to fix on me, telling me much less. That morning, with the very last sparrow gone, I remember that nothing in my sight moved, save an American flag at a distance in the wind, with its one red-white striped wing waving toward the cold north, as the white church spire, framed in open quadrilaterals, held its position.
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*I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire Exhale desire I know it's dire My time today I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence Sometimes quiet is violent I find it hard to hide it My pride is no longer inside It's on my sleeve My skin will scream Reminding me of Who I killed inside my dream I hate this car that I'm driving There's no hiding for me I'm forced to deal with what I feel There is no distraction to mask what is real I could pull the steering wheel I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something terrifying 'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind I find over the course of our human existence One thing consists of consistence And it's that we're all battling fear Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here Oh my,  Too deep Please stop thinking I liked it better when my car had sound There are things we can do But from the things that work there are only two And from the two that we choose to do Peace will win And fear will lose There's faith and there's sleep We need to pick one please because Faith is to be awake And to be awake is for us to think And for us to think is to be alive And I will try with every rhyme To come across like I am dying To let you know you need to try to think I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire Exhale desire I know it's dire My time today I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence*
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
Car Radio- 21 Pilots
*I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire Exhale desire I know it's dire My time today I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence Sometimes quiet is violent I find it hard to hide it My pride is no longer inside It's on my sleeve My skin will scream Reminding me of Who I killed inside my dream I hate this car that I'm driving There's no hiding for me I'm forced to deal with what I feel There is no distraction to mask what is real I could pull the steering wheel I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something terrifying 'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind I find over the course of our human existence One thing consists of consistence And it's that we're all battling fear Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here Oh my,  Too deep Please stop thinking I liked it better when my car had sound There are things we can do But from the things that work there are only two And from the two that we choose to do Peace will win And fear will lose There's faith and there's sleep We need to pick one please because Faith is to be awake And to be awake is for us to think And for us to think is to be alive And I will try with every rhyme To come across like I am dying To let you know you need to try to think I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire Exhale desire I know it's dire My time today I have these thoughts So often I ought To replace that slot With what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence*
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I could speak all day on how I have faith Yet Truth is, I don’t have faith I would like to believe I trust myself Yet I barely put an ounce of love on that shelf I don’t have faith that the right person will come and take my love Because I am scared I am scared that if I gave into anyone That if I even trusted my love with you That it’s just going to hurt that much worse when I let you go I’ll have that much less faith in myself the next time I even try to love I’m scared that you’ll say all these nice words to me And possibly mean them But I won’t trust myself And blow the only chance I had at loving you I’m scared that if you saw who I really am you’d leave And want nothing to do with me And in all honesty I really couldn’t blame you Yet I could blame myself. I could have faith that all my friends right now are loyal That they would never talk about me behind my back I could trust them with anything I wouldn’t even be ashamed Yet I have been played And most of yall just sit there and smile in my face It’s like getting on a plane ride And trusting in the pilot to fly me safely But then the rumors come like birds flying into the engine Then down goes the plane Because there is the same flock of birds flying back my way Why won’t they just stay in their cage? Don’t any of you realize You’ve made me this way Do it again lie to my face you’ll be another bird ruining my plane The true friends are the pilots Trying to guide me out of the bird’s way Yet instead they get brought down with me My real ones don’t deserve this I’m the one who need to take the blame I have a couple of parachutes Hopefully they’ll escape while they can I’ll stay though because the day this plane finally crashes I hope those little birds will finally realize their damage So much for flying this plane to heaven I could have faith in myself But I am not going to lie to you because I need you to have faith in me I have been hurt The kind where you stay up at night Wondering what you did to deserve this What is your purpose Do I even belong here Does anyone see my tears I loved and I trusted And that just got me here Questioning everything Everyone I know I am hard of hearing But it seems like I’m not the only one who can’t hear Or do you choose not to listen? These are the same people I’m supposed to have trust in? Have love for Tell them everything every little sore If you could see my heart You’d ask What’s that little clump on the floor? Where’s yalls heart at I don’t see them anymore All I hear is she’s this or he’s that All this makes me mad Why can’t we just love each other Is that so bad? Is it so bad to accept each other No matter gay, straight, bi, or trans No matter the color of skin Not matter what music they listen to Or if they fit in with a trend Can’t we all realize Everyone needs a friend Everyone needs to spend Just a little more time seeing who I am Who you are Who he is Who she is Who we all are Because that is what we need To be able to have faith in each other.
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
I Dare You To Have Faith
I could speak all day on how I have faith Yet Truth is, I don’t have faith I would like to believe I trust myself Yet I barely put an ounce of love on that shelf I don’t have faith that the right person will come and take my love Because I am scared I am scared that if I gave into anyone That if I even trusted my love with you That it’s just going to hurt that much worse when I let you go I’ll have that much less faith in myself the next time I even try to love I’m scared that you’ll say all these nice words to me And possibly mean them But I won’t trust myself And blow the only chance I had at loving you I’m scared that if you saw who I really am you’d leave And want nothing to do with me And in all honesty I really couldn’t blame you Yet I could blame myself. I could have faith that all my friends right now are loyal That they would never talk about me behind my back I could trust them with anything I wouldn’t even be ashamed Yet I have been played And most of yall just sit there and smile in my face It’s like getting on a plane ride And trusting in the pilot to fly me safely But then the rumors come like birds flying into the engine Then down goes the plane Because there is the same flock of birds flying back my way Why won’t they just stay in their cage? Don’t any of you realize You’ve made me this way Do it again lie to my face you’ll be another bird ruining my plane The true friends are the pilots Trying to guide me out of the bird’s way Yet instead they get brought down with me My real ones don’t deserve this I’m the one who need to take the blame I have a couple of parachutes Hopefully they’ll escape while they can I’ll stay though because the day this plane finally crashes I hope those little birds will finally realize their damage So much for flying this plane to heaven I could have faith in myself But I am not going to lie to you because I need you to have faith in me I have been hurt The kind where you stay up at night Wondering what you did to deserve this What is your purpose Do I even belong here Does anyone see my tears I loved and I trusted And that just got me here Questioning everything Everyone I know I am hard of hearing But it seems like I’m not the only one who can’t hear Or do you choose not to listen? These are the same people I’m supposed to have trust in? Have love for Tell them everything every little sore If you could see my heart You’d ask What’s that little clump on the floor? Where’s yalls heart at I don’t see them anymore All I hear is she’s this or he’s that All this makes me mad Why can’t we just love each other Is that so bad? Is it so bad to accept each other No matter gay, straight, bi, or trans No matter the color of skin Not matter what music they listen to Or if they fit in with a trend Can’t we all realize Everyone needs a friend Everyone needs to spend Just a little more time seeing who I am Who you are Who he is Who she is Who we all are Because that is what we need To be able to have faith in each other.
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BACKGROUND. I was working at an international airport as a aircraft cleaner, this ment we went on to the planes to clean them before they went on there next flight. I was the supervisor of a team of 6 that night, so it was my job to go to the aircraft and talk with the number one, (the number one is the head hostess), she told us when we could board the aircraft. At the door I could see a young girl and a lady, sitting in the front row, I asked the number one if we could board, she told me they are waiting for a wheel chair for the young girl. The wheel chair did not turn up until after this story. This is what happened next. I will pick the story up after my question to the number one. THE SHORT STORY, OF A TRUE EVENT IN MY LIFE. I am standing on the aircraft by the young girl and the number one, when I heard the girl say. MOM! can I see the controls of the plane. I am not sure if the number one heard this, so I related to her. She told me she would ask the captain, and left to do so. I was alone with the girl and the lady, so I spoke to the lady. Hi i said, where have you come from? The lady answered, we have been to disney land. Wow or something like that I said, that must have been fun, the young girl spoke up. it was, I saw lot of things, Micky Mouse. I asked the girl her name. Samantha she said. At that the number one came back. And told us, as soon as the wheel chair is here, the captain say you can look at the flight deck. The young girl said, can I not go now? I needed to get my cleaning team on the aircraft! So I said to the number one. I will carry her to the flight deck if that is ok. It was agreed. So I picked up young Samantha, and carried her forward to the flight deck. number one and Lady behind me. The number one past me, to ask the captain, if this was ok, and it was. As we entered the captain said, hi my name is John. the young girl said hi my is Samantha, welcome sammy, said the captain. The co pilot stood up, to give Samantha his seat. The captain and Sammy talk about the instruments. The captain still had his head phones around his neck, What are those? Sammy asked. That is my contact with the flight controllers he said, can I have a go? Sammy said. The captain put on his head phone and asked the control tower, and she did have a go. Then the wheel chair turned up, and the captain was told by the number one. You must go now Sammy, thank you John she said, I picked her up from the co-pilots seat, thanked the captain, and the co-pilot on the way out, also the number one, and took the girl down the plane, Sammy then asked me. What is your name? Paul I said, she then said this to me. Thank you Paul I will remember that the rest of my life, at this the lady burst into tears, I placed Sammy in the wheel chair and walked with them to the exit. I asked the lady, why do you cry, she told me that Sammy was dyeing of cancer and he flight was for a cure and a trip to disneyland, but the cure, did not work, and Sammy might be dead within the year. I cried for about an hour!
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Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 7:37 AM UTC
THIS IS A SHORT STORY, OF A TRUE EVENT IN MY LIFE. Not a Poem!
BACKGROUND. I was working at an international airport as a aircraft cleaner, this ment we went on to the planes to clean them before they went on there next flight. I was the supervisor of a team of 6 that night, so it was my job to go to the aircraft and talk with the number one, (the number one is the head hostess), she told us when we could board the aircraft. At the door I could see a young girl and a lady, sitting in the front row, I asked the number one if we could board, she told me they are waiting for a wheel chair for the young girl. The wheel chair did not turn up until after this story. This is what happened next. I will pick the story up after my question to the number one. THE SHORT STORY, OF A TRUE EVENT IN MY LIFE. I am standing on the aircraft by the young girl and the number one, when I heard the girl say. MOM! can I see the controls of the plane. I am not sure if the number one heard this, so I related to her. She told me she would ask the captain, and left to do so. I was alone with the girl and the lady, so I spoke to the lady. Hi i said, where have you come from? The lady answered, we have been to disney land. Wow or something like that I said, that must have been fun, the young girl spoke up. it was, I saw lot of things, Micky Mouse. I asked the girl her name. Samantha she said. At that the number one came back. And told us, as soon as the wheel chair is here, the captain say you can look at the flight deck. The young girl said, can I not go now? I needed to get my cleaning team on the aircraft! So I said to the number one. I will carry her to the flight deck if that is ok. It was agreed. So I picked up young Samantha, and carried her forward to the flight deck. number one and Lady behind me. The number one past me, to ask the captain, if this was ok, and it was. As we entered the captain said, hi my name is John. the young girl said hi my is Samantha, welcome sammy, said the captain. The co pilot stood up, to give Samantha his seat. The captain and Sammy talk about the instruments. The captain still had his head phones around his neck, What are those? Sammy asked. That is my contact with the flight controllers he said, can I have a go? Sammy said. The captain put on his head phone and asked the control tower, and she did have a go. Then the wheel chair turned up, and the captain was told by the number one. You must go now Sammy, thank you John she said, I picked her up from the co-pilots seat, thanked the captain, and the co-pilot on the way out, also the number one, and took the girl down the plane, Sammy then asked me. What is your name? Paul I said, she then said this to me. Thank you Paul I will remember that the rest of my life, at this the lady burst into tears, I placed Sammy in the wheel chair and walked with them to the exit. I asked the lady, why do you cry, she told me that Sammy was dyeing of cancer and he flight was for a cure and a trip to disneyland, but the cure, did not work, and Sammy might be dead within the year. I cried for about an hour!
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An Airline we want you to boost We travel coast to coast We are not an Airlines being most It’s friendship in the skies Our Flight Attendants are the ones who advise We extend our serious welcome even at the flight’s end Friendship Airlines is about bringing passengers together We are not like our other airlines competitors being the other From the minute you sit in your seat Your seat also elevates your feet It’s that take off from the runway Knowing that you are on vacation and you need our getaway Our packages will add to your stay Then it is within flight hours of your arrival We care about the passengers we serve It’s quality service that all our passengers deserve Fly Friendship Airlines with the logo handshake way It will be pure satisfaction in what you will say Friendship Airlines being your friendly tip There will be times when the plane might dip Just remember our Pilots will be in control Our friendly skies with a look of behold.
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Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 4:52 PM UTC
FRIENDSHIP AIRLINES
Paragliding is a matter of maths. You launch, fly, land, bash or crash. How you meet the ground depends on maths. Maths is key to survival. Allowances for maths out of your control, will drive your fun. Wind, heat, thermals and other pilots in the sky. Unforgiving ground is gravity's final aim. The wind will blow, thermals will lift, but gravity's maths will always win. Your time in the air, and possibly life's end, will depend pilot error. But gravity's maths doesn't care, he is all. Gravity is annoyed with paragliders aiming at the ground with miss. Gravity has calculated it's maths. He spies those who fly forever, and wishes them on the ground. With silence and invisibility, he draws those pilots in. Some follow the maths and land with ease. Some ignore the maths with peril. Gravity's maths will always win.
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Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 8:29 AM UTC
Paragliding and Gravity Maths
Hello We haven't talked in quite some time I know I haven't been the best Of sons, hello, I've been traveling in the desert of my mind And I Haven't found a drop Of life I haven't found a drop Of you, I haven't found a drop I haven't found a drop Of water Water I try desperately to run through the sand As I hold the water in the palm of my hand 'Cause it's all that I have and it's all that I need and The waves of the water mean nothing to me But I try my best and all that I can To hold tightly onto what's left in my hand But no matter how, how tightly I will strain The sand will slow me down and the water will drain I'm just being dramatic, in fact, I'm only at it again As an addict with a pen, who's addicted to the wind As it blows me back and forth, mindless, spineless, and pretend Of course I'll be here again, see you tomorrow, but it's the end of today End of my ways as a walking denial My trial was filed as a crazy suicidal head case But you specialize in dying, you hear me screaming "father" And I'm lying here just crying, so wash me with your water Water Hello I haven't talked in quite some time I know I haven't been the best Of sons, hello, I've been traveling in the desert of my mind And I I haven't found a drop Of life I haven't found a drop Of you I haven't found a drop I haven't found a drop Of water Songwriters: Joseph Tyler Harris Addict with a Pen lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc
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Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 8:13 PM UTC
Lyrics to "Addict With a Pen" by Twenty One Pilots
Spring comes little, a little. All April it rains. The new leaves stick in their fists; new ferns still fiddleheads. But one day the swifts are back. Face to the sun like a child You shout, 'The swifts are back!' Sure enough, bolt nocks bow to carry one sky-scyther Two hundred miles an hour across fullblown windfields. Swereee swereee. Another. And another. It's the cut air falling in shrieks on our chimneys and roofs. The next day, a fleet of high crosses cruises in ether. These are the air pilgrims, pilots of air rivers. But a shift of wing, and they're earth-skimmers, daggers Skilful in guiding the throw of themselves away from themselves. Quick flutter, a scimitar upsweep, out of danger of touch, for Earth is forbidden to them, water's forbidden to them, All air and fire, little owlish ascetics, they outfly storms, They rush to the pillars of altitude, the thermal fountains. Here is a legend of swifts, a parable — When the Great Raven bent over earth to create the birds, The swifts were ungrateful. They were small muddy things Like shoes, with long legs and short wings, So they took themselves off to the mountains to sulk. And they stayed there. 'Well,' said the Raven, after years of this, 'I will give you the sky. You can have the whole sky On condition that you give up rest.' 'Yes, yes,' screamed the swifts, 'We abhor rest. We detest the filth of growth, the sweat of sleep, Soft nests in the wet fields, slimehold of worms. Let us be free, be air!' So the Raven took their legs and bound them into their bodies. He bent their wings like boomerangs, honed them like knives. He streamlined their feathers and stripped them of velvet. Then he released them, Never to Return Inscribed on their feet and wings. And so We have swifts, though in reality, not parables but Bolts in the world's need: swift Swifts, not in punishment, not in ecstasy, simply Sleepers over oceans in the mill of the world's breathing. The grace to say they live in another firmament. A way to say the miracle will not occur, And watch the miracle.
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Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
Swifts (by Anne Stevenson)
Spring comes little, a little. All April it rains. The new leaves stick in their fists; new ferns still fiddleheads. But one day the swifts are back. Face to the sun like a child You shout, 'The swifts are back!' Sure enough, bolt nocks bow to carry one sky-scyther Two hundred miles an hour across fullblown windfields. Swereee swereee. Another. And another. It's the cut air falling in shrieks on our chimneys and roofs. The next day, a fleet of high crosses cruises in ether. These are the air pilgrims, pilots of air rivers. But a shift of wing, and they're earth-skimmers, daggers Skilful in guiding the throw of themselves away from themselves. Quick flutter, a scimitar upsweep, out of danger of touch, for Earth is forbidden to them, water's forbidden to them, All air and fire, little owlish ascetics, they outfly storms, They rush to the pillars of altitude, the thermal fountains. Here is a legend of swifts, a parable — When the Great Raven bent over earth to create the birds, The swifts were ungrateful. They were small muddy things Like shoes, with long legs and short wings, So they took themselves off to the mountains to sulk. And they stayed there. 'Well,' said the Raven, after years of this, 'I will give you the sky. You can have the whole sky On condition that you give up rest.' 'Yes, yes,' screamed the swifts, 'We abhor rest. We detest the filth of growth, the sweat of sleep, Soft nests in the wet fields, slimehold of worms. Let us be free, be air!' So the Raven took their legs and bound them into their bodies. He bent their wings like boomerangs, honed them like knives. He streamlined their feathers and stripped them of velvet. Then he released them, Never to Return Inscribed on their feet and wings. And so We have swifts, though in reality, not parables but Bolts in the world's need: swift Swifts, not in punishment, not in ecstasy, simply Sleepers over oceans in the mill of the world's breathing. The grace to say they live in another firmament. A way to say the miracle will not occur, And watch the miracle.
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Climb aboard the Paper Airplane Express Let’s fly to far away destinations Where we land is random, it can’t be guessed We have no preconceived expectations Wings hand crafted by tiny artisans Powered by adolescent dreams that ignite Bright eyed smiles, marking the serene occasion Of each and every planes inaugural flight Hop aboard the Paper Airplane Express No two planes are alike, each is unique And not every flight is a success But we can re-launch after a simple tweak As our pilots aren’t allowed to play with matches To date none of our planes have caught on fire Though we have seen quite a few crashes And apparently that little pyro bobby just made me a liar
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Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 3:52 PM UTC
Paper Airplane - Version 2
I had to run to the store today at lunchtime we were out of paper plates we had a party last night and didn't want to have to do dishes again While there and while moving quite quickly although in the shape I am in, "quickly" is being very kind to myself I came across a man In a blue blazer with yellow shorts and knee-high yellow socks in beige shoes My first thought was I need to get paper plates my father-in-law is waiting for his lunch he's eighty nine and flew over the Pacific during WWII in a PBY Catalina one of the most beautiful flying boats ever created pulling pilots out of the water who had come up short in a dogfight or of fuel I needed to get paper plates This isn't Bermuda old chap or a cricket match in Rhoorkee the british invented great campaign chairs there this is Connecticut but then I realized that I knew the man I had worked with him in a previous life in a long dead company that burst before the internet bubble did He was a former British Sergeant Major and as such took his colonial British very seriously that attitude fascinates me his office I recalled, looked like a colonial governor's office in India So I said hi and we talked for a bit and wished each other well and said good bye as I needed to get paper plates my father-in-law was waiting for his lunch
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Jun 23, 2013
Jun 23, 2013 at 8:02 PM UTC
A Man in Knee High Yellow Socks and a Blazer
Scrapers will no longer scrape. Fighters soon to lose the short fight. Pilots are forced to surrender control. Snakes on a plane will bank into a roll, a scene that really no longer is scenic. Leaders still read while getting a scare. Huge landmarks that I swear were once there, bridges in shortage are counting the tolls. Dust that eventually will never be settled, liquid support that used to be metal, big bad crude that never was good— things impossible suddenly could. Answers quickly try to be drummed. Future conflicts guaranteed to be won, particles blocking our UV death sun, days become decades and turkey is done. Brave individuals are no longer bold. Families’ histories are quite often told, a baby’s bottle empty with no one to hold. Government figures tilted but somehow sold parades in protest with a circus in town. A tiger got out, but why can’t he growl? Seems that the cat’s got somebody’s tongue. Another channel covers son after son, numbers mounting, but not the right ones. Cabbies still nose their thumb after thumb, training centers destroyed one after one. We should’ve just played “Drop the **** bomb!” Fear is good, and of course good is feared; it’s the only thing that drives us way over here. Just like the Bible, it’s mostly made up. The supersonic jet has just hit a rut. The dirtiest of bombs versus our Smith and Wesson. “Come on gang, why would you even question?” Like death and taxes—there’s none that’s more sure, but then there’s the free upcoming history lesson. “Ain’t gonna do it” acting just like his pop. This rancher really means it when tossing the slop. “Still can’t find him—he’s with boys in Brazil.” What’ve they done lately to lighten the till? It’s time for the Allies to storm up this hill.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 5:09 PM UTC
Sugar Plum Petroleum Dreams
Scrapers will no longer scrape. Fighters soon to lose the short fight. Pilots are forced to surrender control. Snakes on a plane will bank into a roll, a scene that really no longer is scenic. Leaders still read while getting a scare. Huge landmarks that I swear were once there, bridges in shortage are counting the tolls. Dust that eventually will never be settled, liquid support that used to be metal, big bad crude that never was good— things impossible suddenly could. Answers quickly try to be drummed. Future conflicts guaranteed to be won, particles blocking our UV death sun, days become decades and turkey is done. Brave individuals are no longer bold. Families’ histories are quite often told, a baby’s bottle empty with no one to hold. Government figures tilted but somehow sold parades in protest with a circus in town. A tiger got out, but why can’t he growl? Seems that the cat’s got somebody’s tongue. Another channel covers son after son, numbers mounting, but not the right ones. Cabbies still nose their thumb after thumb, training centers destroyed one after one. We should’ve just played “Drop the **** bomb!” Fear is good, and of course good is feared; it’s the only thing that drives us way over here. Just like the Bible, it’s mostly made up. The supersonic jet has just hit a rut. The dirtiest of bombs versus our Smith and Wesson. “Come on gang, why would you even question?” Like death and taxes—there’s none that’s more sure, but then there’s the free upcoming history lesson. “Ain’t gonna do it” acting just like his pop. This rancher really means it when tossing the slop. “Still can’t find him—he’s with boys in Brazil.” What’ve they done lately to lighten the till? It’s time for the Allies to storm up this hill.
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Museums as art Art as museums Sail the trail to my mausoleum Psychopaths and physicists Psychiatrists and philosophers Philanthropists and pilots and painters
 Declare now, that these are our days – Our hours, and our days These are our city, our hours Our time, our days. 
This is our world – At 14:92 I landed here and claimed it And searched it and found it wanting Of civilization that I could so easily supply By means of wounds and iron And brawn and truth (and just a tiny touch of influenza darling) By means of our Lord, Who grants us all that we desire If only we **** enough of those he did not choose. This is our world – And we shall make it what we will Make it in our own image Teach it that innocence is not knowing the difference between right and wrong Raise it to hate no one But to love itself so deeply That all other love seems hateful in comparison. This is our child, love Yours and mine.
 Here the first shall be last And the last shall be first But once the first are last they shall be Last Last       Last And once the last are first They shall make it so they can never be last again This is our primitive accumulation Of necessary materialism Let’s cultivate matter To make objects that we can place on shelves And in cases – These are our cases And we love them as we love ourselves
 Museums as mass graves Mass graves as museums Kiss me in my mausoleum Priests and prisoners Prostitutes and prophets Pioneers and pilgrims and pagans
 This is our time – And we are dispensing it in spendthrift increments Buying threadbare bandages for our cavernous canyons Buying ample earplugs To seal in the silence So we can somewhat say “look there is peace – Look we have done it In our time it is accomplished” – 
 This is our peace – And we know it by the signs The lions and lambs lay quietly together In our brass-barred zoos For as long as shelves and cases Are intact and the first are first And the last are last And the civilized are organized and holy There is peace – Oh, look We made peace! And as for Solomon and Socrates – We take their words to weave through our new wisdom And when we re-chart the constellations We shall give them each a star And salute them once a year When they come around the universe Oh, look How wise we are! Mass graves as art Art as mass graves There have been no better days There has been no greater time Politicians and pornographers Professors and pirates Psychologists and pastors and pianists
 This is our time – And we are doing with it the very best we know how The last are toiling and trying And the first are trying to think to try – But there is a shortness in our hours And a violence in our peace There is inherent foolishness in our wisdom And disease in our cities And there is death upon our shelves and in our cases. This is our world – We crafted it and declared our truth to be true We sculpted this, our colosseum Please inscribe my mausoleum With “we know not what we do”
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 5:43 PM UTC
of dissolution and mausoleum blueprints
Museums as art Art as museums Sail the trail to my mausoleum Psychopaths and physicists Psychiatrists and philosophers Philanthropists and pilots and painters
 Declare now, that these are our days – Our hours, and our days These are our city, our hours Our time, our days. 
This is our world – At 14:92 I landed here and claimed it And searched it and found it wanting Of civilization that I could so easily supply By means of wounds and iron And brawn and truth (and just a tiny touch of influenza darling) By means of our Lord, Who grants us all that we desire If only we **** enough of those he did not choose. This is our world – And we shall make it what we will Make it in our own image Teach it that innocence is not knowing the difference between right and wrong Raise it to hate no one But to love itself so deeply That all other love seems hateful in comparison. This is our child, love Yours and mine.
 Here the first shall be last And the last shall be first But once the first are last they shall be Last Last       Last And once the last are first They shall make it so they can never be last again This is our primitive accumulation Of necessary materialism Let’s cultivate matter To make objects that we can place on shelves And in cases – These are our cases And we love them as we love ourselves
 Museums as mass graves Mass graves as museums Kiss me in my mausoleum Priests and prisoners Prostitutes and prophets Pioneers and pilgrims and pagans
 This is our time – And we are dispensing it in spendthrift increments Buying threadbare bandages for our cavernous canyons Buying ample earplugs To seal in the silence So we can somewhat say “look there is peace – Look we have done it In our time it is accomplished” – 
 This is our peace – And we know it by the signs The lions and lambs lay quietly together In our brass-barred zoos For as long as shelves and cases Are intact and the first are first And the last are last And the civilized are organized and holy There is peace – Oh, look We made peace! And as for Solomon and Socrates – We take their words to weave through our new wisdom And when we re-chart the constellations We shall give them each a star And salute them once a year When they come around the universe Oh, look How wise we are! Mass graves as art Art as mass graves There have been no better days There has been no greater time Politicians and pornographers Professors and pirates Psychologists and pastors and pianists
 This is our time – And we are doing with it the very best we know how The last are toiling and trying And the first are trying to think to try – But there is a shortness in our hours And a violence in our peace There is inherent foolishness in our wisdom And disease in our cities And there is death upon our shelves and in our cases. This is our world – We crafted it and declared our truth to be true We sculpted this, our colosseum Please inscribe my mausoleum With “we know not what we do”
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50 quid a night Bleak walls ***** curtains 'Thieves abound' signs. What do you expect? Rumbling deep and dark Boeings vying with Airbus for air space Around me surrounded held hostage by a mix of humanity that defies belief Tats & shaven eyebrows Over there a Rolex Business people thin on the ground Holidaymakers construction gangs football teams flight crew... No pilots, mind Families And then there are the lonesomes like me and people shouting into their digital fruits Only 50 quid a night What do you expect? What you've got... A melting *** of humanity In all its gore & gloriousness
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Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 12:00 PM UTC
gore & gloriousness
Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain. Pain, Pain Pain (Pain) Pain-- Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain pain painpainpain Pain pain pain Pain pain Pain. Pain with pain Pine and pain And sick Pain-Ill death-clock Tick tick ticks Nothing to say Anymore Pain pain. Pain Pain with feathers How pain and why pain And will be and never was pain Pain in your shoes, In a shower On a floor Pain In a garden Pain With your tea Pain in your eye As you drive Along We must be terrible We must be heinous Viscous, meticulous, We are not. But pain pain pain I. Can not sleep As they sanction drone Strikes on children I. can not sleep As a Ghostly ether summons Across lakes in dream I. Can't think I. can feel like a Cyprus Upon a grave Love love love Love love love love Love love love love Death exists Life is in brief moments Where the dead Drag in front of you Bleeding, broken Forever lost in this abyss Grafted from a tree In another world Oh, my love. Oh my love, As I know it true In bent knees at dawn Whispers evermore in my ear Beyond graves and atom bombs Test pilots Test tubes Test Pain in your chest In your mouth Rotted flesh Rotted fits of aging Agony which Is pain, exquisite Like a needle Precise like A Nuclear accident I. Can't sleep As things fly above my head My eye Leaving me in the dark Leaving me in a tub Leaving me in a gas task Mustard gas and Venus Drowned in calm water Out, out, out, Number 1. Nitrous oxide Psalms, palms, Save little girls In dresses know As I walk by a snowglobe Oh, my love How I am sick of questions with an Answer I know But not quite Not, quite And death will solve All power Like forks In an outlet u r a beautiful dawn At sunset My eyes are tired It needs to heal It needs to heal D. E. A. (D) In a straw or dollar O.K. oh, Kay Oh, Natalie I dot the "I" in your Name in my brain In my bones leaving me Aloft in dream, I dream and weep I dream and weep Pain Pain Pai. N. Kiev Leaving Pain Pain. Pain. no. 1
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Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
niap
Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain. Pain, Pain Pain (Pain) Pain-- Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain pain painpainpain Pain pain pain Pain pain Pain. Pain with pain Pine and pain And sick Pain-Ill death-clock Tick tick ticks Nothing to say Anymore Pain pain. Pain Pain with feathers How pain and why pain And will be and never was pain Pain in your shoes, In a shower On a floor Pain In a garden Pain With your tea Pain in your eye As you drive Along We must be terrible We must be heinous Viscous, meticulous, We are not. But pain pain pain I. Can not sleep As they sanction drone Strikes on children I. can not sleep As a Ghostly ether summons Across lakes in dream I. Can't think I. can feel like a Cyprus Upon a grave Love love love Love love love love Love love love love Death exists Life is in brief moments Where the dead Drag in front of you Bleeding, broken Forever lost in this abyss Grafted from a tree In another world Oh, my love. Oh my love, As I know it true In bent knees at dawn Whispers evermore in my ear Beyond graves and atom bombs Test pilots Test tubes Test Pain in your chest In your mouth Rotted flesh Rotted fits of aging Agony which Is pain, exquisite Like a needle Precise like A Nuclear accident I. Can't sleep As things fly above my head My eye Leaving me in the dark Leaving me in a tub Leaving me in a gas task Mustard gas and Venus Drowned in calm water Out, out, out, Number 1. Nitrous oxide Psalms, palms, Save little girls In dresses know As I walk by a snowglobe Oh, my love How I am sick of questions with an Answer I know But not quite Not, quite And death will solve All power Like forks In an outlet u r a beautiful dawn At sunset My eyes are tired It needs to heal It needs to heal D. E. A. (D) In a straw or dollar O.K. oh, Kay Oh, Natalie I dot the "I" in your Name in my brain In my bones leaving me Aloft in dream, I dream and weep I dream and weep Pain Pain Pai. N. Kiev Leaving Pain Pain. Pain. no. 1
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That little airplane that I see Is full of people just like me As I look up do they look down? Bright patchwork quilt, a candy town Green squares for lawn and gold for sand I bet they're glad it's time to land For pilots, just a break and then They shall return to fly again
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Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 12:15 AM UTC
Airplane
Tory Lanez Drake The Weeknd PartyNextDoor Post Malone ILoveMakonnen RDGLDGRN Kyle G-Eazy Rae Sremmurd Future Travis Scott Lana Del Rey Bryson Tiller Jhene Aiko Cal Scruby Twenty-one pilots The Neighbourhood Zayn Malik Jimi Hendrix Nina Simone Damian Marley ft Nas Stephen Marley ft Wyclef Jean ft Nina Simone (Song:keeper of the flame) No-Maddz (Song: Shotta) Jesse Royal
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Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
You know who is awesome (r&b/ rappers/singers)
From the edge of our atmosphere it flew nobody knew the craft existed. Invisible to radar screens out of sight the spy plane didn't exist. At the period in history myth or fact then proof they lacked! A plane flying at seventy thousand feet thought an impossible task. Designed to spy undetected at this height against their powerful old foe. But the intrigue when they started to fly a surge of UFO's reported in the sky! Was this what pilots were reportedly seeing and civilians on the ground. Not alien but man made flying saucer craft but maybe not all were! Could it have been this secret spy plane or something we can't explain! Strange lights that change shape and colour blending into one then dividing. Triangular shapes seen all over the planet often over groom lake! So are they secret and developing planes created on barren salt plains! Is there a need for mankind to be very afraid if we knew the secrets being made? The Foureyed Poet.
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May 31, 2012
May 31, 2012 at 7:33 AM UTC
Spy Plane!
I saw you on the news again, aiming lies at civilians You work like a serf to abhor the herd, which was merged by Lords to bore and encore, like a trap door in a dungeon. What you earth and managed has got me famished, like the dense or pretentious, the meek and the senseless And type endings to the finest that cry less, the winos that digress, or the shyest who digest The plate which was purchased, paid to feed liars by the loudest were poisoned by us rebels running incense to the proudest. Violently passive when distracted, these masses wreck havoc to have their heads handed to them Sullen sweet to deter, you lure and reserve what is versed or inferred or implied or implored Like the goodbyed or complied or the ladies waiting with lunacy lining their luxury gowns Your disheveled and neat demanding appearance has me locked down with pirates and principle pilots Dulled sick, they spy less, echo with insist, enlist and exist As terrorists and presidents Marked with malice making misfits that were mocked and disgraced, maced or laced by daydreams and magicians to assist beggars behind blueprints constructing islands Which make slaves in to riots that capture journalists under wide tense To suspend or impend doom sent hell bent by your priestess You conduct chaos with fast hints, but quit slow when engaged with your conscience Touched by divine tricks Decided and destined, best in business Prince of the wise man Captain of the compassionate Comrades with the crack heads singing anthems in kingdoms We are heartbreakers painting bad graffiti
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC
Hypocrite
I saw you on the news again, aiming lies at civilians You work like a serf to abhor the herd, which was merged by Lords to bore and encore, like a trap door in a dungeon. What you earth and managed has got me famished, like the dense or pretentious, the meek and the senseless And type endings to the finest that cry less, the winos that digress, or the shyest who digest The plate which was purchased, paid to feed liars by the loudest were poisoned by us rebels running incense to the proudest. Violently passive when distracted, these masses wreck havoc to have their heads handed to them Sullen sweet to deter, you lure and reserve what is versed or inferred or implied or implored Like the goodbyed or complied or the ladies waiting with lunacy lining their luxury gowns Your disheveled and neat demanding appearance has me locked down with pirates and principle pilots Dulled sick, they spy less, echo with insist, enlist and exist As terrorists and presidents Marked with malice making misfits that were mocked and disgraced, maced or laced by daydreams and magicians to assist beggars behind blueprints constructing islands Which make slaves in to riots that capture journalists under wide tense To suspend or impend doom sent hell bent by your priestess You conduct chaos with fast hints, but quit slow when engaged with your conscience Touched by divine tricks Decided and destined, best in business Prince of the wise man Captain of the compassionate Comrades with the crack heads singing anthems in kingdoms We are heartbreakers painting bad graffiti
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I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence Sometimes quiet is violent I find it hard to hide it My pride is no longer inside It's on my sleeve My skin will scream reminding me of Who I killed inside my dream I hate this car that I'm driving There's no hiding for me I'm forced to deal with what I feel There is no distraction to mask what is real I could pull the steering wheel I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something terrifying 'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind I find over the course of our human existence One thing consists of consistence And it's that we're all battling fear Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking I liked it better when my car had sound There are things we can do But from the things that work there are only two And from the two that we choose to do Peace will win and fear will lose It is faith and there's sleep We need to pick one please because Faith is to be awake And to be awake is for us to think And for us to think is to be alive And I will try with every rhyme To come across like I am dying To let you know you need to try to think I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence
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Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 1:38 PM UTC
Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence Sometimes quiet is violent I find it hard to hide it My pride is no longer inside It's on my sleeve My skin will scream reminding me of Who I killed inside my dream I hate this car that I'm driving There's no hiding for me I'm forced to deal with what I feel There is no distraction to mask what is real I could pull the steering wheel I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something terrifying 'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind I find over the course of our human existence One thing consists of consistence And it's that we're all battling fear Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking I liked it better when my car had sound There are things we can do But from the things that work there are only two And from the two that we choose to do Peace will win and fear will lose It is faith and there's sleep We need to pick one please because Faith is to be awake And to be awake is for us to think And for us to think is to be alive And I will try with every rhyme To come across like I am dying To let you know you need to try to think I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence I ponder of something great My lungs will fill and then deflate They fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today I have these thoughts, so often I ought To replace that slot with what I once bought 'Cause somebody stole my car radio And now I just sit in silence
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Boston Sydney Oslo London Berlin Montreal Ibiza Stockholm Lisbon Dublin....where are you?..Chicago Madrid Turin Liverpool....I need you home!....Tokyo India Rio Helsinki Milan Botswana....please come home....Gibraltar Alice Springs Zurich Tel Aviv St Helier Jerusalem....I really miss you x
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 7:50 AM UTC
The Pilots Wife
1. the memory of his smile in the summer when we were sad but happy, broken yet whole, and somewhat okay 2. the smell of coffee in the Barnes and Nobles on 42nd street 3. The Catcher In The Rye 4. hazel eyes that torment me but still make me smile 5. Seconds of Summer 6. vanilla ice cream 7. carelessness 8. poems that give me faith in humanity 9. Twenty One Pilots 10. my friends 11. inside jokes 12. hope 13. "we were wild./we were beautiful./we were free. /we were lost, but god, we were free."-(a.m.) 14. the color blue 15. delusional ideas 16. thinking about the future 17. food 18. cold nights 19. Ed Sheeran 21. bear hugs 22. sarcastic jokes 23. sleep 24. him
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Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC
Things That Make Me Happy
My soul is an enchanted boat, Which, like a sleeping swan, doth float Upon the silver waves of thy sweet singing; And thine doth like an angel sit Beside a helm conducting it, Whilst all the winds with melody are ringing. It seems to float ever, for ever, Upon that many-winding river, Between mountains, woods, abysses, A paradise of wildernesses! Till, like one in slumber bound, Borne to the ocean, I float down, around, Into a sea profound, of ever-spreading sound: Meanwhile thy spirit lifts its pinions In music’s most serene dominions; Catching the winds that fan that happy heaven. And we sail on, away, afar, Without a course, without a star, But, by the instinct of sweet music driven; Till through Elysian garden islets By thee, most beautiful of pilots, Where never mortal pinnace glided, The boat of my desire is guided: Realms where the air we breathe is love, Which in the winds and on the waves doth move, Harmonizing this earth with what we feel above. We have past Age’s icy caves, And Manhood’s dark and tossing waves, And Youth’s smooth ocean, smiling to betray: Beyond the glassy gulfs we flee Of shadow-peopled Infancy, Through Death and Birth, to a diviner day; A paradise of vaulted bowers, Lit by downward-gazing flowers, And watery paths that wind between Wildernesses calm and green, Peopled by shapes too bright to see, And rest, having beheld; somewhat like thee; Which walk upon the sea, and chant melodiously!
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Asia: From Prometheus Unbound
Through the nature that i've travelled There's so much to unravel And the sea's that i've swum Whether fishes are dumb And the skies that are blue Do they wear lace shoes? Those dinosaurs which were ugly Did they shave their legs regularly? Do flying fishes even fly Or its just a rumor spread by cats So that it can eat every time a human has its catch Did apes develop into humans Or totally vice-versa Before we know it we'll go extinct And apes on trees will have sips of ***** Do kangaroos have pockets from birth Or did they buy from Denims Before i know it dogs will purr And rocks will have feelings Do owls sleep or act their way through the day It will not be Meryl Streep but them, catching the oscar and walking away! Do snakes hiss by nature or just be angry due to their body folds Before i know it others will wear Jimmychoo's and all they'll do is catch a cold! DO lions have smelling ability or they just put a tracking device Playing billiards in 'Catsino' and using cell phones made of mice?! Do eagles, the pilots of the sky have pretty air hostesses attend to Or locate and make a buffet out of the, that's exactly what i'm referring to! Its this jungle or paradise, or what a new age city? Casino's of lions, oscars for owls, that's my LIFE'S EXPECTANCY !
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Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 12:18 AM UTC
LIFE's Expectancy
mvp arena s pearl st albany, ny 8/30/22 *(to summarize how we got to this point i was in the darkest year of my life and in my pragmatism self-inconsideration i gave myself an out the only way i could survive was to tell myself it was going to be over soon)* i’m screaming the words into currents of noise i should be happy still hearing the ringing in my ears and seeing flashing lights in my eyes *(9/25/16 was the day it was going to end for me concurrently i discovered a genre designed for kids like me spent hours in full blown panic not at the disco but twitching on the floor trying to drown it out with fall out boy nights that didn’t end until dawn picking apart twenty one pilots theories in razor free showers and then my chemical romance was back from the dead 10th anniversary album with new tracks coming 9/23/16)* things have changed i’ve changed and yet still traumatically dramatically the same ”what’s the worst that i could say? things are better if i stay? so long and good night so long and good night” *(and i realized there was something out there to look forward to maybe just maybe i make it through just for now)* ”we’ll carry on we’ll carry on” i did and i made it all the way to here found a way to scrape myself through every lonely night but in that moment the crushing weight of my own insignificance caught up to me i should have been happy to have made it to here but the only thought in my mind was that if i hadn't made it to here this moment in this sea of misfits and margins in this sweaty stadium four hours from home **if i hadn't carried on nobody would have noticed my absence** i'm reduced to a face in the crowd twenty dollar bills in a merch line a scream in a stranger's snapchat story **and the world doesn't need me one more person to add to the chaos** i should have cried happy tears but instead i began to regret what makes me strong what got me to this point would it be better if i had ended it? would it be easier? does it even matter either way? because i'm beginning to think it really doesn't and i know i made it this far i have his hand around my back and don't cry alone at night anymore but in the cosmic scheme of significance (which i want there to be and i want to be in) i just don't think i don't know if it matters enough what's the worst that i could say? are things better if i stay? "so shut your eyes kiss me goodbye and sleep just sleep the hardest part is letting go of your dreams"
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Sep 5, 2022
Sep 5, 2022 at 11:34 PM UTC
albany ny 8/30/22
mvp arena s pearl st albany, ny 8/30/22 *(to summarize how we got to this point i was in the darkest year of my life and in my pragmatism self-inconsideration i gave myself an out the only way i could survive was to tell myself it was going to be over soon)* i’m screaming the words into currents of noise i should be happy still hearing the ringing in my ears and seeing flashing lights in my eyes *(9/25/16 was the day it was going to end for me concurrently i discovered a genre designed for kids like me spent hours in full blown panic not at the disco but twitching on the floor trying to drown it out with fall out boy nights that didn’t end until dawn picking apart twenty one pilots theories in razor free showers and then my chemical romance was back from the dead 10th anniversary album with new tracks coming 9/23/16)* things have changed i’ve changed and yet still traumatically dramatically the same ”what’s the worst that i could say? things are better if i stay? so long and good night so long and good night” *(and i realized there was something out there to look forward to maybe just maybe i make it through just for now)* ”we’ll carry on we’ll carry on” i did and i made it all the way to here found a way to scrape myself through every lonely night but in that moment the crushing weight of my own insignificance caught up to me i should have been happy to have made it to here but the only thought in my mind was that if i hadn't made it to here this moment in this sea of misfits and margins in this sweaty stadium four hours from home **if i hadn't carried on nobody would have noticed my absence** i'm reduced to a face in the crowd twenty dollar bills in a merch line a scream in a stranger's snapchat story **and the world doesn't need me one more person to add to the chaos** i should have cried happy tears but instead i began to regret what makes me strong what got me to this point would it be better if i had ended it? would it be easier? does it even matter either way? because i'm beginning to think it really doesn't and i know i made it this far i have his hand around my back and don't cry alone at night anymore but in the cosmic scheme of significance (which i want there to be and i want to be in) i just don't think i don't know if it matters enough what's the worst that i could say? are things better if i stay? "so shut your eyes kiss me goodbye and sleep just sleep the hardest part is letting go of your dreams"
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If you wait long enough and allow the silence that roams through the air to stream into your system, you will be lucky enough to see Her in Her wake. Who, you ask? Our Earth. You can just about see Her blink in the clouds, and Her blue pupils in the vast sky. As she wakes Her little souldiers up and prepares the day for Her people. You can see a driven arachnid as it pulls for its little significant life up the bark of a strong standing tree that was able to handle its own through the night time, with none but a natural rope. You can see the winged pilots as they take off into the open blue. If you listen carefully enough, maybe you can hear the sweet messages hidden in the midst of their honey-like twitter. You can see the newly dressed Autumn leaf let go of the water droplets it has used through the night as though sweating after a long night's work. You can hear the young laughter of the first few children as they run about free in a field of their own, you can almost smell their candy-scented breaths. You can see the shadows of the trees as they drag away on the ground, just before they retire for the day. As the dusk progresses, The Sun smiles brighter because it knows that it has human spirits to cheer up, a human duty that it so happily performs. In the night, I will thank Her for the beauty that she bears and welcome The Night with free sense, for He sings a beautiful lullaby to put Her and Her hard-working souldiers to rest. And if you listen just right, you can hear His perfect rhythm of nature so that you may sleep as peacefully as She is.
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May 19, 2013
May 19, 2013 at 6:03 AM UTC
When She Wakes Up
If you wait long enough and allow the silence that roams through the air to stream into your system, you will be lucky enough to see Her in Her wake. Who, you ask? Our Earth. You can just about see Her blink in the clouds, and Her blue pupils in the vast sky. As she wakes Her little souldiers up and prepares the day for Her people. You can see a driven arachnid as it pulls for its little significant life up the bark of a strong standing tree that was able to handle its own through the night time, with none but a natural rope. You can see the winged pilots as they take off into the open blue. If you listen carefully enough, maybe you can hear the sweet messages hidden in the midst of their honey-like twitter. You can see the newly dressed Autumn leaf let go of the water droplets it has used through the night as though sweating after a long night's work. You can hear the young laughter of the first few children as they run about free in a field of their own, you can almost smell their candy-scented breaths. You can see the shadows of the trees as they drag away on the ground, just before they retire for the day. As the dusk progresses, The Sun smiles brighter because it knows that it has human spirits to cheer up, a human duty that it so happily performs. In the night, I will thank Her for the beauty that she bears and welcome The Night with free sense, for He sings a beautiful lullaby to put Her and Her hard-working souldiers to rest. And if you listen just right, you can hear His perfect rhythm of nature so that you may sleep as peacefully as She is.
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