All theses thoughts in my head,theses racing thoughts that wont give me a min of peace.
The voices always telling me im worthless,ugly,trash,a lying ***** that'll never amount to anything or every have anything out of life if i.
Thoses same voices telling me im better off dead everyone would be better if i wasnt in existence anymore,then i look at my family and wish every day to be normal for them.
Normal is all ive wanted my whole life instead of crazy **** going on and constantly around me that makes me look bad and that im ******* every one in the world.

Is it really that hard for him to love me and want me for the rest of ourlives.
Will he every forgive me for the five mistakes i made when we were first brought together and that i hid it from him cause i feared losing my eternal love im sorry mylove for lying so long but even now i show you proof and tell you exactly whats on my mind and never lie to you again.

Before our intelligence became too good for its own good. Before computers, television, phones, cars, cities.. All the way back to our creation. We are simply animals. Unshaven, naked in the wilderness, no oral communication, and proccessed outside influenes... Money, the 9-5 job, school, sports, errands, schedules, and all those things that cause us stress in our daily lives is unnatural. Its not what we are meant to trouble ourselves with. Much of the energies, concerns, and pressures in ourlives is not what we as a species are meant to feel. We should remember at times what we really are.