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a symphony orchestra. there is a thunderstorm, they are playing a Wagner overture and the people leave their seats under the trees and run inside to the pavilion the women giggling, the men pretending calm, wet cigarettes being thrown away, Wagner plays on, and then they are all under the pavilion. the birds even come in from the trees and enter the pavilion and then it is the Hungarian Rhapsody #2 by Lizst, and it still rains, but look, one man sits alone in the rain listening. the audience notices him. they turn and look. the orchestra goes about its business. the man sits in the night in the rain, listening. there is something wrong with him, isn't there? he came to hear the music.
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You bought me sunflowers last Saturday because you like the yellow orchestra we can listen to, but you do not have to direct. It plays a private concert only for you. I play a few notes here and there too, but nothing can compare to sunflowers. I compare lots of things to flowers, like your eyes. You do something to my insides I cannot explain in a metaphor to flowers. You planted a gilded seed. It grew faster than any **** more delicious than homemade irish mead. Sun shining, birds chirping, children playing- all of this- sounds like life’s decaying because you’re not next to me. You make oxygen more than a box on the periodic table. I’m not suggesting I’m unable to perform tasks without you. I’m used to ashes in my coffee cup. Your presence seems to open up cold sunflowers. You set ablaze the sun’s powers. I could go on like this for hours about the love you built; iridescent solid sunflowers
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
Sunflowers
The gentle tone of her teaching, In wonderous melodies, orchestral knowledge from a sweet teacher, Education set by the awareness of harmonizing, delicate instruments, Wisdom and foresight, cast by no other judgement but of a conductor, Whomst hand leads to the ups and downs of the intensity, recognised Ensembling in the beauty of a sinfonietta, sounds flows uninterrupted Let the singing pendulum to your mistress's pleasure fall to the bottom, attached to the chipped illusionists mask of anticipation! To this dance the mascarade does not crack in the shadow of sound, A wise scholar would not sacrifice one topic relevant to learn to the passing time, to her students unfortune that is, cast in pure grief, A wise conductor does the same with musical notes, the story flows, With the moon high in the sky, time stands in her way, questioning her to dance with the devil amongst a distorted, whicked dark, But resillient to the end, tough and with no distraction taking her focus the director of this event finishes the creation of art, an orchestra A craftwoman of tempo and elegance always stands out after all, bringing the musical score to life. ~ Umi
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Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 6:28 PM UTC
Maestra
With skin of satin and heart of glass The dancer watches the seasons pass The crisp winter air has gone away Leaving summer an empty stage Her hair is long Her body tired For she has long awaited summers hour The day is light, life leaps through the sky Bringing forth flowers and bright butterflies The nights are warm A speckled sky The orchestra plays, natures guide She stands to dance Her eyes are blue But alas she has lost her dancing shoes The moonlight dances in her eyes Reflecting the light as she cries
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 9:22 PM UTC
The Dancer
The church field trip led to the most beautiful presence, The elegance protrude by the sweet scent. I dared not moved so hastily, I dared not the red! Glanced by the peripheral eye lids, The red beckoned the thumping beats within my chest! A visual decor permeates from the illuminating of the perfect circle, And my inner most demon want to ravage it! I wanted to devour every essense of the crescent, Becoming one with red. I slightly move forward so no eyes may pry onto my movement, Like an orchestra moved to one trumpet to a violin scurry along. Finally came side by side of the precious glimmer of the curves, And moved my hand to palm the red's grace on the tilt of it's end. I open wide to cusp my mouth to bite deep into it's brilliance, In my teeth feeling the liquid and crunchy of it's body! Sour taste of salt expand a vigor of darkness cover my mouth, I look at the apple's plate beneath me read " Ida Red!" Water upon my eyes, No longer can chew any further, I simply shallowed the chunk in my throat!   "Your elegance beckon me red, but in the end, you have seduced me to bitterness!" I dared, Idared, ida red!
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
Seduced by the Unknown Red's Trickery!
homeless, no metropolis without a home blaring and clinking and laughing lights sharp like daggers me and strange men—and you blinding motorcycle red, yellow, purple, neon all blurs together then, music, like iceland, like a flooded jungle, drowning I let go, take me away you are my key, --- gun in hand orchestra in other and bach and beethoven in between I'm sure we heard the same organs that day but you, other hand on bible prayed why hadn't I? my actions will have consequences . --- my only chance test after test failure after failure higher and higher suffocating desperation I grab on and never let go **** you, and I'll be free
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Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 4:06 AM UTC
My Only Chance
With a heavy sigh, I go to bed at night, laying down to finally rest, Just to awake in my personal heaven, a realm of sweetness and bliss, Flowers of all kinds, trees with angel trumpets bound to golden chain, As the lilies are touched by a soft breeze, giving off their nice scent, I spirit away to purely engage and sympathize with other but pure fury or the sadness which has been sealed within my heart since then, Snowdrops and buttercups form a way to a single jasmine near a river of the purest water, which is alike a shining star, majesticly sparkling, The sky is starlit, each in their orbit whilst the golden light of the sun still reaches through, warming my cold skin comfortingly, delicately, Taking a seat I glance at what the table has presented before my eyes, Sweets, with sour yet aromatised orange juice anda large cheesecake, Then, suddenly, a single seagull draws near, weeping for affection, Together with bunnies and bumblebees buzzing around the flowers, Even now all the hummingbirds harmonise in a soft orchestra, And no frightened creature cries, they draw together in happiness, Yet I feel the absence of something which I hold very dear to me, Because you my dear lover, remain as my sweetest dream ~ Umi
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Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
A Dreamworld
From the green hill, blows downwards a wind, gently titillating the languid trees of this dense forest,the rustling of the leaves create, an impromptu tune, proving they are taut strings, yielding willingly to the sensual fingers of the wind. Super moon,while raising, listens keenly awhile as if she had never heard one like this before. The wise silver owl, sitting on the high branch keeping account  of every stroke of night,with an imaginary wand, as the conductor, catches the emerging mood that seethes within the million pieces of orchestra that gently merge, get exhilarated, finds a pause to punctuate it with a timely hoot, the moment freezes, falls in to the repository of time for keeps.
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 12:39 PM UTC
A slice of forest night for keeps
# You are your own instrument in the world orchestra Join the chorus Play a solo Or Simply stop Rest And listen to the beauty happening all around you The choice is yours Be your own voice Or follow another But only follow another if it resonates in your core as your true calling Above all else follow your heart Let your inner beauty shine so that the world can share in the special unique characteristics and traits that glorify your idiosyncratic nature wholly encompassing all that you are Making you special Making you YOU Because the best version of you is the authentic you And it not only brings inner peace but is also the greatest gift you can give the world #
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Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Resonate
My feet sweat, my shoulders burn But I am indifferent. Nature plays around me. Close your eyes. The last thing you see is a white butterfly dance past the tree-line into oblivion blue. Bush leaves crackle above you in branches and below you, let loose through brittle grass. A light wind conducts a symphony in which Each shrub plays a part. Each dry branch, kindling ready to explode, Itching to snap its dangerously perfect note. Thorns whistle sharply - reeds hiss and hum. Every breeze is a clown, taking up instruments And jostling melodies to play all at once. The grass rushes to its queue, dry as a bone. Leaves follow behind in vague harmonies. I wait on the edge of an eventful storm. The sky is blue. A storm of events - something big, Behind the horizon, behind the mirage. A rhino. A microlite . Electric fences, purring. A wan nation celebrates, then groans behind the hills. Natures orchestra sings to no one in particular
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 2:21 PM UTC
Bushfire Season
*he is screaming but no one can hear him she is singing but no one listens he is lost but no one is looking for him she is searching and finds that she is alone* words go unanswered no matter what is said they fall upon deaf ears and reverberate into deep unknown places an orchestra in the ocean performed in a foreign frequency a song lost in translation heard by many but meaningful to none *he is asking but no one answers she is begging but no one gives he is following but no one leads she is leading but no one will follow* uniqueness is your downfall strength lies in being the same in possessing the inherited dialect of survival that cannot be achieved it is a birth right as natural as your name but instead of deserved solace you received the gift of 52 hertz of loneliness *he is calling but receives no answers she is crying but finds no comfort he is sinking but no one knows she is dying and no one cares* doomed to drift through bottomless, indigo twilight being carried on the waves of your own erie lament the sound of your sadness is the cause of your isolation your desperate song remains your only hope and it will never cease someone, someday will hear you and answer your heart wrenching pleas someone, someday singing love songs in the deep
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Jan 25, 2012
Jan 25, 2012 at 4:36 PM UTC
52 Hertz Whale
The snow drifts were quite high, piling up into the northern sky, burying towns and trees and the poor souls who had fallen asleep on the grass and had awoken with shivers as snowflakes left little kisses on their eyelids. Except that, it was never grass. There was never any grass to begin with. There was no grass or spring or sun or summer or birds. There was only winter and snow. And the blinding, white terrain had become both a place of desolation and s a n c t u a r y. The Aroura Borealis danced like a beautiful blue fire across the night sky. Stars blinked in and out of existence. And somehow, the halls always remained. The blue halls. Imagine, if you will, the Colosseum cut into halves and shaped like an elbow macaroni. Drop it out in the middle of an arctic wasteland and wash it in the blue glow of the northern, night sky. A bright yellow light poured out of the windows and onto the snow, but no one was ever inside. Some say it's the doorway to heaven. Others say it's the gates of hell. And then there are the strangers. Strangers who wear their lavender, silk headscarves and avoid the rumors of such an exquisite and eclectic piece of architecture. Others like myself. "If there is no one inside, then where is the music coming from?" He asked me, his blue eyes shining as blue as the heavenly hues against the midnight clouds. " The halls will hum if the wind passes through them just so." We listened to them once more. A low and ancient hum emanated from the structure. It was an old sound that resonated within me-unnerved me. The mysterious blue halls were not a simple door to some glorious silver city or the passageway to a fiery lake. The halls were the most beautiful and interesting instrument the universe has even known. "It's the harmonica of the gods!" Perhaps one of them dropped it. Perhaps it was a flaw in design. Perhaps it was meant to be silent and with one teensy miscalculation, an entire orchestra of notes were born by the wind. Perhaps it is telling me to tell you that you should look not towards all that makes you perfect, but the imperfections because that is where true beauty rests. And you are so beautiful. The kind of beauty that doesn't know it's own beauty. Like when you are sleeping, and the moon washes over your face. I like when you are sleeping, for you are so beautiful, yet so unaware.
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Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
Blue Halls
The snow drifts were quite high, piling up into the northern sky, burying towns and trees and the poor souls who had fallen asleep on the grass and had awoken with shivers as snowflakes left little kisses on their eyelids. Except that, it was never grass. There was never any grass to begin with. There was no grass or spring or sun or summer or birds. There was only winter and snow. And the blinding, white terrain had become both a place of desolation and s a n c t u a r y. The Aroura Borealis danced like a beautiful blue fire across the night sky. Stars blinked in and out of existence. And somehow, the halls always remained. The blue halls. Imagine, if you will, the Colosseum cut into halves and shaped like an elbow macaroni. Drop it out in the middle of an arctic wasteland and wash it in the blue glow of the northern, night sky. A bright yellow light poured out of the windows and onto the snow, but no one was ever inside. Some say it's the doorway to heaven. Others say it's the gates of hell. And then there are the strangers. Strangers who wear their lavender, silk headscarves and avoid the rumors of such an exquisite and eclectic piece of architecture. Others like myself. "If there is no one inside, then where is the music coming from?" He asked me, his blue eyes shining as blue as the heavenly hues against the midnight clouds. " The halls will hum if the wind passes through them just so." We listened to them once more. A low and ancient hum emanated from the structure. It was an old sound that resonated within me-unnerved me. The mysterious blue halls were not a simple door to some glorious silver city or the passageway to a fiery lake. The halls were the most beautiful and interesting instrument the universe has even known. "It's the harmonica of the gods!" Perhaps one of them dropped it. Perhaps it was a flaw in design. Perhaps it was meant to be silent and with one teensy miscalculation, an entire orchestra of notes were born by the wind. Perhaps it is telling me to tell you that you should look not towards all that makes you perfect, but the imperfections because that is where true beauty rests. And you are so beautiful. The kind of beauty that doesn't know it's own beauty. Like when you are sleeping, and the moon washes over your face. I like when you are sleeping, for you are so beautiful, yet so unaware.
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There is magic in live theatre It can't be understood For even watching a bad play Is really something good The footlights and the curtains The sound of actors on the boards Of orchestras and the sound effects Of cheaply painted swords The theatre is a special place It excites me to no end It's a long lost brother coming home It's a warm and welcome friend Sitting in a theatre Waiting for the overture Is an illness I suffer happily And one for which I wish no cure Good theatre is transporting Takes you where the actor lives You sense it in the speeches That every actor gives You get lost in what's going on You feel hurt and you feel pain And when you get another chance You splurge and go again Live theater is hypnotic It's a world that stands alone It's a place inside your being You learn how love is shown It's where you listen to great music Played by artists never seen Where you hear the actor's heartbeat Unlike on the silver screen Live theatre is true magic I can't tell you how I feel when I see a live performance I know exactly what is real The lights are slowly dimming I hear them closing the lobby doors Shhhhh....the orchestra is ready Here comes the overture.....
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Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:33 PM UTC
Theatre is Magic
We had come to see him, the aging Tenor sing. He was as good as he had always been. But half way through, a woman appeared, Moving gracefully in bare feet upon the stage. Entering the ring of bright spot light near him. Long blond hair, falling loose around her neck, Held back both sides by Turtle Shell combs, Reflecting the light. Adorned in but a simple, low cut black dress, Her with a face beautiful as a new spring day. Held in her left hand an ebony hued violin, Touched fondly, like a well accustomed old friend. Her right hand holding a bow, ready and waiting. The Tenor’s and her eyes met and conveyed a message Only they understood.  Then starting slow and low, The full Orchestra commenced. The woman in black Brought instrument up to her chin, lovingly resting her face upon it, as if comforted by it's touch to skin. The fetching violinist, like a graceful reed, In summer breeze, began to gently sway, Laid Bow to strings and a transcended beauty, The voice of both her Instrument and from within she, Emerged through her fingers, completely filling the hall. With eyes closed, the slight movements of expression On her face registering the feelings the musical notes made, As if those gestures too, guided the bow's musical cords. Slender precise fingers lovingly caressing the strings. For nearly a minute, she and her violin played alone. Her actions of body, hands and head in concert, To her music, unavoidably hypnotic it could be said. The Tenor started to sing, and yet my eyes stayed Locked on her, as if no one else in the room was there. The blond woman in the black dress owned the stage. I have no idea how long that piece of music lasted, I could not attest to what contribution the Tenor made. Fully my attention and eventually my heart belonged To that lovely, evocative young woman in the backless, Little black dress. It’s true that I may never see or hear her play again, I know not, even her name. And yet, I’m sure that I will never forget those Few minutes mesmerized by her magical spell. Hopelessly caught in her enchanting web. With me sitting, third row, isle seat left, Worshiping as I did, at her so pretty, Slightly ***** naked feet, the striking Blond woman in the black dress.
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 4:01 PM UTC
The Woman In a Black Dress
We had come to see him, the aging Tenor sing. He was as good as he had always been. But half way through, a woman appeared, Moving gracefully in bare feet upon the stage. Entering the ring of bright spot light near him. Long blond hair, falling loose around her neck, Held back both sides by Turtle Shell combs, Reflecting the light. Adorned in but a simple, low cut black dress, Her with a face beautiful as a new spring day. Held in her left hand an ebony hued violin, Touched fondly, like a well accustomed old friend. Her right hand holding a bow, ready and waiting. The Tenor’s and her eyes met and conveyed a message Only they understood.  Then starting slow and low, The full Orchestra commenced. The woman in black Brought instrument up to her chin, lovingly resting her face upon it, as if comforted by it's touch to skin. The fetching violinist, like a graceful reed, In summer breeze, began to gently sway, Laid Bow to strings and a transcended beauty, The voice of both her Instrument and from within she, Emerged through her fingers, completely filling the hall. With eyes closed, the slight movements of expression On her face registering the feelings the musical notes made, As if those gestures too, guided the bow's musical cords. Slender precise fingers lovingly caressing the strings. For nearly a minute, she and her violin played alone. Her actions of body, hands and head in concert, To her music, unavoidably hypnotic it could be said. The Tenor started to sing, and yet my eyes stayed Locked on her, as if no one else in the room was there. The blond woman in the black dress owned the stage. I have no idea how long that piece of music lasted, I could not attest to what contribution the Tenor made. Fully my attention and eventually my heart belonged To that lovely, evocative young woman in the backless, Little black dress. It’s true that I may never see or hear her play again, I know not, even her name. And yet, I’m sure that I will never forget those Few minutes mesmerized by her magical spell. Hopelessly caught in her enchanting web. With me sitting, third row, isle seat left, Worshiping as I did, at her so pretty, Slightly ***** naked feet, the striking Blond woman in the black dress.
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Can I write you a love song I’ll sing it softy in your ear all night long Blow gently without words on my saxophone Diamond and Pearls behind the throne A beautiful ensemble meant for only you As I give credence too Take my hand Cross this journey with me as I sing about faraway lands Past Egypt pyramids shifting Morocco sands Lay back my love, allow your mind to silently drift Feel the enchantment of my piano keys as it spiritual uplifts I’ll sing love songs of old A cappella chorus echoed from deep within my enlighten soul I’ll sing to you about the blues, society’s injustice, and elements of darken storms Keep your heart warm, while playing my French Horn Enrapture foretold from this dedicated symphonic poem A music sheet of percussion, woodwind, brass, keyboard, and strings Harmony carrying the mind away as the joy of coming spring I’ll hum your favorite beats, can you feel the crescendo now Fiddle from the heart by the sweat of one’s brow Submerge your cerebral cortex, lose yourself in the sultry tunes Harp sounds bathe of light kissed from the illuminating moon Destiny overcasts in the lyrics Fate floating stratospheric Karma of others handled in the eyes of satiric Opera, I give you so grand in its grace French Creole dialect murmured among silk and lace Sounds of my flute resonant to face Allowing my Cello sounds to thoroughly embrace Can I write you a love song Body and soul serenading soprano to keep you standing strong My guitar stringing your philosophies along An equal equation, one plus one equals two Emotions, feelings, sentiments, its tenor expressed only for you No compass to my heart, my seasonal love found in hidden melodies Trombone guiding back and forth breathless as it please Orchestra sounds Ascending minds, bodies, souls, pass the opening clouds, divine and profound The last note sung by me as we gradually come down Beautiful music embraced, needs never to make a sound Shh, close your eyes Meditate on the music for a little while Hush sweet baby don’t say a word My heart softly tweets to a mockingbird If that mockingbird don’t sing Can I write you a love song created only for your being As minds are sightseeing Hearts fleeing Timpani drums guaranteeing Entwined of our divine wellbeing Emotions freeing Crooning of bodies heard as the day is long Can I write you a love song
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 10:39 AM UTC
Can I Write You A Love Song
Can I write you a love song I’ll sing it softy in your ear all night long Blow gently without words on my saxophone Diamond and Pearls behind the throne A beautiful ensemble meant for only you As I give credence too Take my hand Cross this journey with me as I sing about faraway lands Past Egypt pyramids shifting Morocco sands Lay back my love, allow your mind to silently drift Feel the enchantment of my piano keys as it spiritual uplifts I’ll sing love songs of old A cappella chorus echoed from deep within my enlighten soul I’ll sing to you about the blues, society’s injustice, and elements of darken storms Keep your heart warm, while playing my French Horn Enrapture foretold from this dedicated symphonic poem A music sheet of percussion, woodwind, brass, keyboard, and strings Harmony carrying the mind away as the joy of coming spring I’ll hum your favorite beats, can you feel the crescendo now Fiddle from the heart by the sweat of one’s brow Submerge your cerebral cortex, lose yourself in the sultry tunes Harp sounds bathe of light kissed from the illuminating moon Destiny overcasts in the lyrics Fate floating stratospheric Karma of others handled in the eyes of satiric Opera, I give you so grand in its grace French Creole dialect murmured among silk and lace Sounds of my flute resonant to face Allowing my Cello sounds to thoroughly embrace Can I write you a love song Body and soul serenading soprano to keep you standing strong My guitar stringing your philosophies along An equal equation, one plus one equals two Emotions, feelings, sentiments, its tenor expressed only for you No compass to my heart, my seasonal love found in hidden melodies Trombone guiding back and forth breathless as it please Orchestra sounds Ascending minds, bodies, souls, pass the opening clouds, divine and profound The last note sung by me as we gradually come down Beautiful music embraced, needs never to make a sound Shh, close your eyes Meditate on the music for a little while Hush sweet baby don’t say a word My heart softly tweets to a mockingbird If that mockingbird don’t sing Can I write you a love song created only for your being As minds are sightseeing Hearts fleeing Timpani drums guaranteeing Entwined of our divine wellbeing Emotions freeing Crooning of bodies heard as the day is long Can I write you a love song
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At a very small age, much too young to know what a true love felt like, I learned that I’d never be the special girl in your life. I could see from the distance already wedged between us that there would always be a much larger section of your heart that I’d never be good enough to fill. I was only a very small part of your world, taking up a tiny section of your heart like a sliver wedged deep inside the membrane of your greatest ***** like a paper cut to the side of your finger; so small just to push aside but too much pain to forget completely. I was the mistake you were trying to move on from, to put behind you, to forget about me as if I never existed. Even from a modest age, I knew how to long after a man who barely knew that I belonged to him. You were out of my league; in a total different game. I could hang on to someone like they were the air I needed inside my lungs to breathe. But you only ever wanted to be let go. Oxygen is nothing that I’ll ever be able to touch. You taught me what it meant to be temporary before I would ever know what commitment was and I learned soon enough that they didn’t mean the same thing. I tried and I tried and I tried to be your girl. I experienced my first broken heart when you asked her to marry you. We never had a relationship but she became the wedge between our potential friendship. I learned what heartbreak felt like by a man who said he loved me but had the strangest way of showing it. I learned that actions spoke louder than words but sometimes actions didn’t speak at all. I learned to never believe the truth because you’d taught me how good a lie felt within my ears; like the harmony of an orchestra whose conductor was blind to the instruments being played in front of him. We’ve never known harmony; always out of tune, I hated the sound of music. I loved fairytales but hated Cinderella and the reality that she brought to my life. Blood wasn’t thicker; It meant nothing to be related biologically when romantic love came into play. From a young age, I learned the world was a cruel and unfair place and I had to fight from my corner of the ring by myself. I learned what favoritism meant and not because you chose me. I learned temporary, but never knew commitment. The ratio of lies to truths was far greater. After knowing distance, I knew how to be cautious. After you broke my heart, I learned hate. I knew how it felt to hate before I would ever know how to love. I knew it like the back of my hand; more than I could ever know you. But it’s time I taught myself something so I’m learning forgiveness. I forgive you, for not knowing what it means to be a father. I forgive you for never choosing me and for always picking her. I tried and I tried and I tried to be daddy’s girl, but you never allowed me that privilege and your heart was never large enough for both of us, so I forgive you for loving her more; I forgive you for being my dad.
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
I Wanted You; You Chose Her
At a very small age, much too young to know what a true love felt like, I learned that I’d never be the special girl in your life. I could see from the distance already wedged between us that there would always be a much larger section of your heart that I’d never be good enough to fill. I was only a very small part of your world, taking up a tiny section of your heart like a sliver wedged deep inside the membrane of your greatest ***** like a paper cut to the side of your finger; so small just to push aside but too much pain to forget completely. I was the mistake you were trying to move on from, to put behind you, to forget about me as if I never existed. Even from a modest age, I knew how to long after a man who barely knew that I belonged to him. You were out of my league; in a total different game. I could hang on to someone like they were the air I needed inside my lungs to breathe. But you only ever wanted to be let go. Oxygen is nothing that I’ll ever be able to touch. You taught me what it meant to be temporary before I would ever know what commitment was and I learned soon enough that they didn’t mean the same thing. I tried and I tried and I tried to be your girl. I experienced my first broken heart when you asked her to marry you. We never had a relationship but she became the wedge between our potential friendship. I learned what heartbreak felt like by a man who said he loved me but had the strangest way of showing it. I learned that actions spoke louder than words but sometimes actions didn’t speak at all. I learned to never believe the truth because you’d taught me how good a lie felt within my ears; like the harmony of an orchestra whose conductor was blind to the instruments being played in front of him. We’ve never known harmony; always out of tune, I hated the sound of music. I loved fairytales but hated Cinderella and the reality that she brought to my life. Blood wasn’t thicker; It meant nothing to be related biologically when romantic love came into play. From a young age, I learned the world was a cruel and unfair place and I had to fight from my corner of the ring by myself. I learned what favoritism meant and not because you chose me. I learned temporary, but never knew commitment. The ratio of lies to truths was far greater. After knowing distance, I knew how to be cautious. After you broke my heart, I learned hate. I knew how it felt to hate before I would ever know how to love. I knew it like the back of my hand; more than I could ever know you. But it’s time I taught myself something so I’m learning forgiveness. I forgive you, for not knowing what it means to be a father. I forgive you for never choosing me and for always picking her. I tried and I tried and I tried to be daddy’s girl, but you never allowed me that privilege and your heart was never large enough for both of us, so I forgive you for loving her more; I forgive you for being my dad.
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Her body was a shell drawn up from the sea. If you put your ear to her heart You'd hear a thousand pieces rattle, A broken orchestra that longed to be free.
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC
Seashell
Loves' tribute; was a traumatic bloodletting, at the feet of Earths' foundation, passed over through resurrection, as the author; Perfect, penned the first song, startling in Red; chorused; Sacrifice and Redemption. A soul melody, padlocked on repeat, a key, to live, to move, to exist; the act of human being. A dance of humiliating instruction, 'twas the universe's orchestra simply conducting; a priceless, yet eternal concerto, forever titled... ‘Unique-Spring-Awakening’ © Qwey.ku
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 3:56 AM UTC
ORCHESTRAL MOVEMENT
TW: r#pe culture anxiety-riddled, my head is a constant battle of sounds and feelings crashing like waves into each other; interference scares me. as does being out of rhythm, missing too many beats — i am conflict-averse but i am also realistic: i know that sound travels faster through solids and liquids than through the air, can be distorted and interfered into oblivion— that when push comes to shove, whisper networks can only reach so far. scores of screaming matches between metoo advocates and r#pist apologists crescendos of nails scraped across a board feel a bit too familiar like listening to white noise and broken records on repeat while scrolling through toiletpaperworthy nonapologies witnessing victims collectively crying in an orchestra of agony and then be blamed for attention-seeking at best, of causing their own suffering at worst. although it pains me to listen to these tragic tunes, it is amusing how so many mishear this collective choir as survivors celebrating with silly receipts in cancel parties serving blistering hot tea sweetened by revenge - no all this is anything but cathartic. it’s to make people aware that the same melodies are sung or screamed by those who suffered similar pains and so that those of a similar frequency know there are those who listen that their voice matters and we are not alone. - 20210315
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May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 12:44 AM UTC
karmic crescendo
"The Three Kisses The Kiss Of Hello The Kiss That Is Never Just A Kiss The Kiss That Spikes Vein With Precision Orchestra The Kiss That Heals In Entirety The Kiss That Hides The Relent Of Vex The Kiss That Suffocates Rusting Man The Kiss Without Detail/Ed System) The Kiss That Pounds Each Pore To State Of ****** The Kiss That Hiroshimates Euphoria The Kiss That Approximates/Parallels Living The Kiss Only The Kiss, The Kiss The Kiss Of Neither Hello Nor Goodbye The Kiss For The Sake The Kiss To Save Face The Distracted Kiss For/Of Domestic Bliss The Kiss To Bathe Mania In Generic ****** The Kiss Of The Motions The Kiss Of Searing Content, Hindering Suffocation And Blasé Defection The Default Kiss, The Efficient Kiss, The Alteria (Motive) Kiss The Kiss That Makes Sense The New Language Of Kiss Le Kiss, Le Kiss The Kiss Of Goodbye The Kiss That Is Never Just A Kiss The Kiss That Spikes Vein With Precision Orchestra The Kiss That Deals In Hypocrisy The Kiss That Begins And Ends Each Second Job, Health, Kiss, Marriage, Car, Security, Kiss, Yearn, Enjoyment, Loss, Holiday, Kiss, Loss Holiday Kiss The Kiss That Hiroshimates Plague The Kiss That Parallels Living/Approximates Rage The Memory Of Kiss Acidifies Brain The Kiss, The Kiss, The End.
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Jun 29, 2016
Jun 29, 2016 at 10:48 AM UTC
three kisses
oh right...     back in h'america it's called patriotism - but 'ere, over, Here - it's called nationalism... back on the old continent where and when all politics is far-right mantra and then you have your Victoria and Abdul - love the curry... but like the **** said... i'd prefer the aura and sauna of the... don't get me wrong: i love the food... but watching the Indian caste system?    of Indians employing slaves to build their upper-middle-class homes? more tanned? oh, you mean the Sri Lankan or the Bangladeshi poor ******** sorry... i thought all slave owners were white...       no?               oh...                                  alright... **** you then! because? next time you ask... i'll do what the Nazis did to the ******** i'll twist the star of David sideways... exposing the prayer mat and an opened book... and, as far as i am concerned, Islam is equivalent to the bubonic plague... now...    compare the geographic literature and spot the quarantine areas on a map that constitutes Europe. i'd rather die... than fiddle with a phallus for a taste of the Arabian quasi harem orchestra of... absolute... ********   Arabian women? fat hands... their hands are too fat...      they have to inter-breed to get rid of their         farmers' market of fudge fingers and knuckles... Arabian women expose what is the most **** aspect of a woman's body... their hands... Arab women have pork chops for fingers... and i'm not even sorry making this observation...     fatty extensions that you wish could at least succumb to the esteem of a pork head terrine. Arab women can wear their niqab, or whatever the hell they wear... one problem... FAT..... HANDS... FAT.... FINGERS... hell, hide them... these women are worth half the erection's worth in the *********** market of feminine hands... Arab women are no possessed with geisha hands... porcelain architecture... they're not tender... slight, polite... the hands of Arab women are the hands of European women... who have a legitimate sway on arable land, that is fertile with either potatoes or cabbage; well... fat fingers eager to harvest ginger (roots) - what can i say... no matter the diamond, or the European ***** the hand is still looking readily available to milk a ******* camel.
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Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 8:32 PM UTC
karma
oh right...     back in h'america it's called patriotism - but 'ere, over, Here - it's called nationalism... back on the old continent where and when all politics is far-right mantra and then you have your Victoria and Abdul - love the curry... but like the **** said... i'd prefer the aura and sauna of the... don't get me wrong: i love the food... but watching the Indian caste system?    of Indians employing slaves to build their upper-middle-class homes? more tanned? oh, you mean the Sri Lankan or the Bangladeshi poor ******** sorry... i thought all slave owners were white...       no?               oh...                                  alright... **** you then! because? next time you ask... i'll do what the Nazis did to the ******** i'll twist the star of David sideways... exposing the prayer mat and an opened book... and, as far as i am concerned, Islam is equivalent to the bubonic plague... now...    compare the geographic literature and spot the quarantine areas on a map that constitutes Europe. i'd rather die... than fiddle with a phallus for a taste of the Arabian quasi harem orchestra of... absolute... ********   Arabian women? fat hands... their hands are too fat...      they have to inter-breed to get rid of their         farmers' market of fudge fingers and knuckles... Arabian women expose what is the most **** aspect of a woman's body... their hands... Arab women have pork chops for fingers... and i'm not even sorry making this observation...     fatty extensions that you wish could at least succumb to the esteem of a pork head terrine. Arab women can wear their niqab, or whatever the hell they wear... one problem... FAT..... HANDS... FAT.... FINGERS... hell, hide them... these women are worth half the erection's worth in the *********** market of feminine hands... Arab women are no possessed with geisha hands... porcelain architecture... they're not tender... slight, polite... the hands of Arab women are the hands of European women... who have a legitimate sway on arable land, that is fertile with either potatoes or cabbage; well... fat fingers eager to harvest ginger (roots) - what can i say... no matter the diamond, or the European ***** the hand is still looking readily available to milk a ******* camel.
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Shadows on the wall Leather puppet laughter seeping through the ground Javanese man long buried is uncovered by the puppet dance The hammering sounds of the gamelon orchestra move like vapors through the blood vipers through the ground Shadows on the wall Our shadows like puppets we are watched The darkness hides the real figures We see the shadows only our shadows Dancing on the wall The audience laughs from the wall We see ourselves sitting The wall is everywhere
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Aug 13, 2014
Aug 13, 2014 at 3:41 PM UTC
The Shadow Puppet (Jogjakarta)
Parenting organizing the day, while the baby room adjacent makes dreaming rock n' roll noises siren calls to lay in bed, semi-alert, on guard duty, scheming about dis n' dat, you are sleeping, dreaming, wide awake seeing, multitasking eyes closed simultaneously. lesser of a poet, more a notate-er, list keeper, note taker, arguing with yourself inside the head, actually feeling the thoughts coursing, lurking, seeing both sides now, parentally, washing the dishes of the hours and years ahead. while the woman-mother makes her soprano dreaming noises, you laugh at the orchestra of ******* sighing somnolent noises, a cadenza of love dancing in your irresistible wide awake dreams. paying the bills, lying in the dark, you wonder-worry about the agenda unknown that will overgrow you, fast creeping up the grain of your skin, ivy on stone skin walls. lala lala you borrow baby's lullaby, yourself calming, keeping time, silly rhyming, organizing the days ahead in you head, while, recording the harmonies of sensory inputs. the dark provides the cloak where you alone feel and hear the worry and laugh lines knitting into a single stitch of parenting. 1/20/2013
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Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 11:02 AM UTC
Parenting (the baby monitor)
The misty fog outside, condenses into a speckled bedroom glass.   Through which, nestled deep under the blanket, I hear the orchestra of a rainy 8am life.   Bothered by the unconducted iso-rhythms of dripping water droplets, dropping onto the metal window sill, I peak my head out from under the duvet and yawn out the stale air from my lungs.   I notice the coffee left for me on the bedside table before she left.   I grasp the warm little blue cup.   I hear the birds in the trees somewhere below warming up their sleepy little lungs.   I close my eyes and feel the cold air through the window.   Hiding under my duvet, I drift back to sleep.
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 4:47 AM UTC
Sleepy Little Lungs
Organic Simili Samba Orchestra Electronica Writing TV, Watching Music Reality Distortion Field It Becomes Like Another World Giant Gutter from Outer Space Artificial Intelligence Intergalactic Existence - Open Gates of Ancient Knowledge Archetypal Architecture Low Resolution Universe Dark Pineapples & Chocolate New Operative Perspective Unbreakable Circuits of Love Dance the Spiral Never Ending And the Colours Made the Earth Sing
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Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 7:20 AM UTC
Twisted Sounds & Stomping Rythms