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"nutshell" poems
My ***** is a dream come true my ***** is for me and for you my ***** is a simple get away for cats and hearts that are astray my ***** is an action star and you are the leading lady you can play with my ***** like a guitar but please don't leave it off shaking my ***** is a spectacle all of the world's wonder in a nutshell but if there's one thing my ***** needs it would be time and seeds it needs to grow because it is small this poem was just used to stall
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 12:42 PM UTC
My *****
A view just before sunrise Resembles like a sunset But the difference is vast As it is fills with a hope of rays A view just before sunrise Is well felt deep inside When it starts to gleam With its sun rays A view just before sunrise Is a blooming sun of rays Which fill with bright lights And make beautiful sights A view just before sunrise Is a view of hopes Excited in full of vibes With its vibrant colours A view just before sunrise Is a one more chance Given to know the worth of lives To live with full of senses A view just before sunrise Is to be grateful to God’s grace To be a part of living miracles Especially in this competitive eras A view just before sunrise Is enjoyed well when it rises And when it rise to its bests It seems as smiling at us A view just before sunrise Is a smiley face of sun As of a blooming sunflower’s With its joyful pleasures A view just before sunrise Is the waiting periods To see the rising queen Reflecting as golden eyes A view just before sunrise Is hope of new days In its blessed paces For every faces A view just before sunrise Helps to plan in advance To utilise the opportunities With its best ways A view just before sunrise May bless us to rise With its immense cheers So all can have its leisures A view just before sunrise Is the stipulated time frames To harvest the best nuts From the life’s tests A view just before sunrise Is to raise yourselves To shine as jewel stones As a sun in yourselves A view just before sunrise Is to enjoy the glory of living vibes To make best diamond from coals So that it lustre in darks A view just before sunrise In nutshell, is a glorious shine As a diamond kept in caves To brighten the path of ways
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Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 8:04 PM UTC
VIEW JUST BEFORE SUNRISE
A view just before sunrise Resembles like a sunset But the difference is vast As it is fills with a hope of rays A view just before sunrise Is well felt deep inside When it starts to gleam With its sun rays A view just before sunrise Is a blooming sun of rays Which fill with bright lights And make beautiful sights A view just before sunrise Is a view of hopes Excited in full of vibes With its vibrant colours A view just before sunrise Is a one more chance Given to know the worth of lives To live with full of senses A view just before sunrise Is to be grateful to God’s grace To be a part of living miracles Especially in this competitive eras A view just before sunrise Is enjoyed well when it rises And when it rise to its bests It seems as smiling at us A view just before sunrise Is a smiley face of sun As of a blooming sunflower’s With its joyful pleasures A view just before sunrise Is the waiting periods To see the rising queen Reflecting as golden eyes A view just before sunrise Is hope of new days In its blessed paces For every faces A view just before sunrise Helps to plan in advance To utilise the opportunities With its best ways A view just before sunrise May bless us to rise With its immense cheers So all can have its leisures A view just before sunrise Is the stipulated time frames To harvest the best nuts From the life’s tests A view just before sunrise Is to raise yourselves To shine as jewel stones As a sun in yourselves A view just before sunrise Is to enjoy the glory of living vibes To make best diamond from coals So that it lustre in darks A view just before sunrise In nutshell, is a glorious shine As a diamond kept in caves To brighten the path of ways
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Moments like these racing through me: Looking out the bus window, stacks of lights in square, blinded blocks of cement. Golden trees turning brown and barren. But moments like these, I'm miles away, I'm someplace else. Moments like these passing me by: As I wonder through streets, alleyways wafting in dark sewerage; Seafood bistros glaring at me. My hips sway, my feet sink into exotic sand, sunshine warm. Floating effortlessly along the dead concrete, opening my tiny door; this nutshell abode. And I can’t breathe here without moments like these. They are the broken pieces of my longing heart. Slowly keeping me together in these moments’ reality. Moments like these, slipping, speeding away: Like endless traffic in angry madness, in cities that awaken in darkening hours. The tranquil silence in my heart guides me to your faces. One by one I dream for each; For all the things we want, the good things we need; For happiness, love, success. Each thought embedded, embroidered into moments like these: Sitting on a bed, millions of miles away, a cold, rainy day – A heart beating for moments not these. (c) Mel D.  Ltd. 2010
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Nov 12, 2010
Nov 12, 2010 at 9:46 PM UTC
Moments
A is the Alphabet, A at its head; A is an Antelope, agile to run. B is the Baker Boy bringing the bread, Or black Bear and brown Bear, both begging for bun. C is a Cornflower come with the corn; C is a Cat with a comical look. D is a Dinner which Dahlias adorn; D is a Duchess who dines with a Duke. E is an elegant eloquent Earl; E is an Egg whence an Eaglet emerges. F is a Falcon, with feathers to furl; F is a Fountain of full foaming surges. G is the Gander, the Gosling, the Goose; G is a Garnet in girdle of gold. H is a Heartsease, harmonious of hues; H is a huge Hammer, heavy to hold. I is an Idler who idles on ice; I am I--who will say I am not I? J is a Jacinth, a jewel of price; J is a Jay, full of joy in July. K is a King, or a Kaiser still higher; K is a Kitten, or quaint Kangaroo. L is a Lute or a lovely-toned Lyre; L is a Lily all laden with dew. M is a Meadow where Meadowsweet blows; M is a Mountain made dim by a mist. N is a Nut--in a nutshell it grows-- Or a Nest full of Nightingales singing--oh list! O is an Opal, with only one spark; O is an Olive, with oil on its skin. P is a Pony, a pet in a park; P is the Point of a Pen or a Pin. Q is a Quail, quick-chirping at morn; Q is a Quince quite ripe and near dropping. R is a Rose, rosy red on a thorn; R is a red-breasted Robin come hopping. S is a Snow-storm that sweeps o'er the Sea; S is the Song that the swift Swallows sing. T is the Tea-table set out for tea; T is a Tiger with terrible spring. U, the Umbrella, went up in a shower; Or Unit is useful with ten to unite. V is a Violet veined in the flower; V is a Viper of venomous bite. W stands for the water-bred Whale; Stands for the wonderful Wax-work so gay. X, or ** or *** is ale, Or Policeman X, exercised day after day. Y is a yellow Yacht, yellow its boat; Y is the Yucca, the Yam, or the Yew. Z is a Zebra, zigzagged his coat, Or Zebu, or Zoophyte, seen at the Zoo.
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An Alphabet
A is the Alphabet, A at its head; A is an Antelope, agile to run. B is the Baker Boy bringing the bread, Or black Bear and brown Bear, both begging for bun. C is a Cornflower come with the corn; C is a Cat with a comical look. D is a Dinner which Dahlias adorn; D is a Duchess who dines with a Duke. E is an elegant eloquent Earl; E is an Egg whence an Eaglet emerges. F is a Falcon, with feathers to furl; F is a Fountain of full foaming surges. G is the Gander, the Gosling, the Goose; G is a Garnet in girdle of gold. H is a Heartsease, harmonious of hues; H is a huge Hammer, heavy to hold. I is an Idler who idles on ice; I am I--who will say I am not I? J is a Jacinth, a jewel of price; J is a Jay, full of joy in July. K is a King, or a Kaiser still higher; K is a Kitten, or quaint Kangaroo. L is a Lute or a lovely-toned Lyre; L is a Lily all laden with dew. M is a Meadow where Meadowsweet blows; M is a Mountain made dim by a mist. N is a Nut--in a nutshell it grows-- Or a Nest full of Nightingales singing--oh list! O is an Opal, with only one spark; O is an Olive, with oil on its skin. P is a Pony, a pet in a park; P is the Point of a Pen or a Pin. Q is a Quail, quick-chirping at morn; Q is a Quince quite ripe and near dropping. R is a Rose, rosy red on a thorn; R is a red-breasted Robin come hopping. S is a Snow-storm that sweeps o'er the Sea; S is the Song that the swift Swallows sing. T is the Tea-table set out for tea; T is a Tiger with terrible spring. U, the Umbrella, went up in a shower; Or Unit is useful with ten to unite. V is a Violet veined in the flower; V is a Viper of venomous bite. W stands for the water-bred Whale; Stands for the wonderful Wax-work so gay. X, or ** or *** is ale, Or Policeman X, exercised day after day. Y is a yellow Yacht, yellow its boat; Y is the Yucca, the Yam, or the Yew. Z is a Zebra, zigzagged his coat, Or Zebu, or Zoophyte, seen at the Zoo.
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Your fingers are on my throat    the world is rocking like a boat an ocean is unbearable because it never seems to end    and all I can do is float    Your lips are rosebuds that never stop moving    and somehow I find my own disgust soothing my fingertips are numb whenever I lose myself to the waves    but you're deaf so I'm unsure what I'm proving    Your move was the deadly spawn of knight    I sacrificed my pawn, paralyzed by fright we will protect the king from sicknesses like you, *******    Checkmate. I never lose a single fight.
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May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 11:19 PM UTC
nutshell
hm. somehow i missed you, anxiety. i feel more myself, this is familiarity in a nutshell, i know the buzz in my chest cavity better than i know myself, it seems. i guess i'm not the epitome of health, these days late nights droughts and self-doubt all seem to take out the part of me that used to dream. or think. or do anything at all really. i guess that's okay, i guess between loneliness and fear there's an alleyway, home, a place you don't go until you're there, realizing more and more how easy it is to stay and how hard it is to care.
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Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
familiarity's a *****
Somebody put Kylie Minogue on from the wall mounted touchscreen one-pound-a-go jukebox- Coldplay would've been better, but I should be so lucky- and the rising water in the Titanic's engine room of noise rose to a First Class stateroom chatter and Kate Winslet and the queue to the bar grew a little longer and then you walked in like a Sunday morning walk, one long stroll by a river edge or lake side, through a Westfield, Bluewater Meadowhall in one long rehearsed map move entrance dodging standing drinkers and their plus ones in Zara trench coats and Boden shawls, and you left a wake of wet forest and crumbling beachhead afternoons behind you as you walked on through the crowd to the pool table at the back where you watched *** after *** after pint after *** after we need more one pound coins to play more pool, and you went out for **** though you don't smoke yourself and you looked up into the mist because you're the kind that would find New York Stuart Little big: mostly building, building, building, window, balcony, bridge, statue and Central Park trees, and you walked back in with river eyes, your lids moving from cold back to behind-the-fridge, pub-room warm and they watered a little, Pacific blue sliding over eternal black; I think she's the kind that needs a lion tamer not an orchestra leader, but I've only got Petit Filous muscles and I had four raw eggs this morning and I'm still not as strong as I’d like to be, (put the baton down, Tim) a River Phoenix younger Harrison Ford stasis, one train wreck ride to remember, nowhere near the lion tamer you need. Kylie sings for the fifteenth time in a row, and the bar is past last orders though cash is pushed under for pints and you disappeared under bar light and then into the moonlight and now I'm sat grieving the Golden Retriever of The Nutshell in Bury St Edmunds this evening.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 12:26 PM UTC
YOGURT FOR A HEART
Somebody put Kylie Minogue on from the wall mounted touchscreen one-pound-a-go jukebox- Coldplay would've been better, but I should be so lucky- and the rising water in the Titanic's engine room of noise rose to a First Class stateroom chatter and Kate Winslet and the queue to the bar grew a little longer and then you walked in like a Sunday morning walk, one long stroll by a river edge or lake side, through a Westfield, Bluewater Meadowhall in one long rehearsed map move entrance dodging standing drinkers and their plus ones in Zara trench coats and Boden shawls, and you left a wake of wet forest and crumbling beachhead afternoons behind you as you walked on through the crowd to the pool table at the back where you watched *** after *** after pint after *** after we need more one pound coins to play more pool, and you went out for **** though you don't smoke yourself and you looked up into the mist because you're the kind that would find New York Stuart Little big: mostly building, building, building, window, balcony, bridge, statue and Central Park trees, and you walked back in with river eyes, your lids moving from cold back to behind-the-fridge, pub-room warm and they watered a little, Pacific blue sliding over eternal black; I think she's the kind that needs a lion tamer not an orchestra leader, but I've only got Petit Filous muscles and I had four raw eggs this morning and I'm still not as strong as I’d like to be, (put the baton down, Tim) a River Phoenix younger Harrison Ford stasis, one train wreck ride to remember, nowhere near the lion tamer you need. Kylie sings for the fifteenth time in a row, and the bar is past last orders though cash is pushed under for pints and you disappeared under bar light and then into the moonlight and now I'm sat grieving the Golden Retriever of The Nutshell in Bury St Edmunds this evening.
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Imagine a world without a creative thought. Rubies, Diamonds, and Gold Values that were never sought, It caught your attention but you Couldn’t be at amaze, Amazed at the fact of something so beautiful Astonishing, lost in a maze. You twist and turn Left and right You’re stuck and in a nutshell You wish you could describe it, but you fail to Upheld The creativity, the essence, the beauty God, I wish you could see The marble, the bronze, Whew… It’s so sweet I feel I can taste it. Its sugar, cinnamon, spice Nothing nice, but I want it Flaunt it, tease a little… Who’s it gonna hurt? Tenacity, Generosity, Who ought to be? The one to harness something Special It’s a jewel, stolen from us at the beginning Human nature bought it here, well get it back You’ll see, because we are nothing without CREATIVITY
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Jan 20, 2013
Jan 20, 2013 at 6:24 PM UTC
If creativity didn't exist...
You were crying Howling Upset Depressed Maybe And repeteadly Blamed me for it Now its enough I can't take it anymore I blame you I blame you For the times i hit myself And you looked away. I blame you For the times i were On my knees begging You not to go But you left. I blame you For the days I Cried so much That no tears were left to shed. I blame you For all the pain I felt in my chest. I blame you For closing me Up into a nutshell. I blame you For stealing my Confidence and self respect. I blame you For driving me insane And all the headaches. I blame you For not letting me be myself And converting me Into a mannequin. I blame you For ripping me apart And my soul. But whats the point of blaming you Doesnt bring me back or you Its just a game where we just blame.
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 3:29 AM UTC
Blame game
Ever wondered about my style? What I admire and what I deem vile? Well, gather around, I'll let you see Who I am, through what else, but poetry? My favorite flower is a cherry blossom. As for food, bread is awesome. I spend much of my time on Twitter. I like birds, the ones that flutter. My favorite author is Ms. Anne Rice. Her book, "Memnoch" is very nice. My favorite poet is Aleister Crowley. As for artist, that would be Dali. I like Reggae straight from Trenchtown. Most of all, I like System of a Down. Philip Wesley is my favorite composer. If I may be so bold, Chopin, move over. My favorite film is Sweeney Todd. By my top director, who is slightly odd. Johnny Depp is my favorite actor and hunk. I'm not a fan of touchdowns and dunks. A big interest is Nutrition and Health. I'm against Corporations and Banks, with all their wealth. I like Documentaries and things that make me think. Carrot juice is one of my favorite things to drink. My favorite painting hangs on my wall. The artist or name, I have not a clue at all. I like eating cherries and playing pretend. I like talking to those I consider a friend. I like dancing at raves, even on the stage. I like my job, though it's minimum wage. I'm good without gods, I bow to none. No political party, with that, I'm done. That about sums me up, I hope you see My likes and interests described to a tee, In the fashion of the rhyme scheme A and B. Did I mention the fact that I write poetry?
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 3:34 PM UTC
Nutshell
Home Some people can recognize A tree or a front yard and know they've made it home The walk from the car door To the front porch Becomes habitual Instead of intentional They get lost in the Contentment of familiarity But what happens when you find yourself So adrift, so off-course That you've worn a path in the circle you find yourself walking in What if the place you're looking for, Your home Was never really home After all But rather a false sense of security Wrapped up In a pretty pink ribbon On top of the layers Of gripping manipulation How many circles can I walk in Before I give up looking? How long before I'm lost for good? Home for me Is not the familiar walk To the front door Or the yard with overgrown grass that makes weeds look like bushes Home is a sea of senses Blending together in perfect harmony Home is walking in And seeing red Red skillet Red chair And my favorite redheads Home is the smell of Fancy hand soap Fresh laundry Fragrant candles And farty brussel sprouts Home is the first sound you hear A chuckle A musical The clearing of a throat Our favorite tv show Home In a nutshell Is freedom Freedom to laugh To cry Or maybe both at the same time To yell and to vent Without the burden of shame Or regret So home You see, is more Than the tree Or the porch Those things could vanish And leave you stranded Home is laughter And friendship That won't leave you lost It is safety and belonging That says “You are okay” It is the weight of a burden being Lifted off your shoulders Home is love
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 10:31 PM UTC
Home
Home Some people can recognize A tree or a front yard and know they've made it home The walk from the car door To the front porch Becomes habitual Instead of intentional They get lost in the Contentment of familiarity But what happens when you find yourself So adrift, so off-course That you've worn a path in the circle you find yourself walking in What if the place you're looking for, Your home Was never really home After all But rather a false sense of security Wrapped up In a pretty pink ribbon On top of the layers Of gripping manipulation How many circles can I walk in Before I give up looking? How long before I'm lost for good? Home for me Is not the familiar walk To the front door Or the yard with overgrown grass that makes weeds look like bushes Home is a sea of senses Blending together in perfect harmony Home is walking in And seeing red Red skillet Red chair And my favorite redheads Home is the smell of Fancy hand soap Fresh laundry Fragrant candles And farty brussel sprouts Home is the first sound you hear A chuckle A musical The clearing of a throat Our favorite tv show Home In a nutshell Is freedom Freedom to laugh To cry Or maybe both at the same time To yell and to vent Without the burden of shame Or regret So home You see, is more Than the tree Or the porch Those things could vanish And leave you stranded Home is laughter And friendship That won't leave you lost It is safety and belonging That says “You are okay” It is the weight of a burden being Lifted off your shoulders Home is love
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connected with love there lais the **** and itchi as a dard , a poisonous and **** pain love is a heartbreak, pain is refreshing, as an addicted to feel, don't specting but pain and spittings, then the suffering, after all happens, they love me, back after the hurt, i don't look back, used to , feeling their love, after i'm trew like an insomniac, feeling the love after the hurt like a heartless man, specting some brave femme, that holds mi hand, DURING, not after is over, AFTER THE SPITS AND THE HATE, y never look back. c'est tout c'est tout. but love is all over after i clean my face i can't feel it no more, pride or wise, who knows , who . no regrets, im lucky , for trie to love, maybe is not love , is only passion, and pain, like a ****** or a fool who knows, could i love her yes should i love her NO respect and compassion, are essential, should i no, could i, maybe i can't, not being is a curse, in some way not being was my cruce, and can't use it as a crutch and my curse sting like the bugs for the creeps system, like a cyborg, with a camera, in my eye, and a phone, in my ear and my *** maybe cyborgs, can't be loved , in the right time, or cowardness winns,and is a rule, in the circles of hate, some wankers are. some peace and privacy, would be cool my life is like nutshell the only one of y kind no common points, all alone nothing cost, all is easy, love, even hate, physics, and humanity, more human than humans. in the end, love probes he's there, watching, threw his strings, should i could i who knows, who knows connected, and painful is the road, LOOKING SOMETHING SWEET, AS STRAWBERRY MARMALADE, ON HER **** BODY but is only pain what's left, and the spits on my face. should i maybe, but i can't. after all the pain, and the smile, on the creeps faces, but connected is the pain, with the trie to love, but i can't love the spits on my face. could i, who knows who knows. pride or wise, love o hate, respect is essential, in everything, love or hate. respect is what's left, should y love the one who help that **** pride or wise, who knows respect is all is left. respect is love, pain is not, and know is all what's left. sweet and itchi **** *** hell, like the venom, of the snake , is that old, **** heart pain.
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 11:05 AM UTC
PAIN
connected with love there lais the **** and itchi as a dard , a poisonous and **** pain love is a heartbreak, pain is refreshing, as an addicted to feel, don't specting but pain and spittings, then the suffering, after all happens, they love me, back after the hurt, i don't look back, used to , feeling their love, after i'm trew like an insomniac, feeling the love after the hurt like a heartless man, specting some brave femme, that holds mi hand, DURING, not after is over, AFTER THE SPITS AND THE HATE, y never look back. c'est tout c'est tout. but love is all over after i clean my face i can't feel it no more, pride or wise, who knows , who . no regrets, im lucky , for trie to love, maybe is not love , is only passion, and pain, like a ****** or a fool who knows, could i love her yes should i love her NO respect and compassion, are essential, should i no, could i, maybe i can't, not being is a curse, in some way not being was my cruce, and can't use it as a crutch and my curse sting like the bugs for the creeps system, like a cyborg, with a camera, in my eye, and a phone, in my ear and my *** maybe cyborgs, can't be loved , in the right time, or cowardness winns,and is a rule, in the circles of hate, some wankers are. some peace and privacy, would be cool my life is like nutshell the only one of y kind no common points, all alone nothing cost, all is easy, love, even hate, physics, and humanity, more human than humans. in the end, love probes he's there, watching, threw his strings, should i could i who knows, who knows connected, and painful is the road, LOOKING SOMETHING SWEET, AS STRAWBERRY MARMALADE, ON HER **** BODY but is only pain what's left, and the spits on my face. should i maybe, but i can't. after all the pain, and the smile, on the creeps faces, but connected is the pain, with the trie to love, but i can't love the spits on my face. could i, who knows who knows. pride or wise, love o hate, respect is essential, in everything, love or hate. respect is what's left, should y love the one who help that **** pride or wise, who knows respect is all is left. respect is love, pain is not, and know is all what's left. sweet and itchi **** *** hell, like the venom, of the snake , is that old, **** heart pain.
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I'm a little shy And kinda loud A natural leader And very proud Brown Eyed Girl An attractive face A little clutzy And not much grace Born Again Christian Because my God saves Nothing in this world Can take His place I have 3 amazing children Who I absolutely adore I'm starting to wonder Maybe I want more?? Health and fitness Is what I do Teaching kids at church I love to do too :) That's me, y'all In a nutshell Want to know more? Ask and I'll tell
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Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 11:29 PM UTC
Callie Dee
i. i still feel you in those times when i can drain the pain from my veins just long enough to smile, before it rips my skin and crawls its way back into my blood stream. ii. you are every poem i have ever written about love in a nutshell. you are so **** pretty. your pretty is a shredder, still ripping me to particles when all i want to do is sleep. forever. iii. i'd sing no doubt but you don't speak anyway. if i disregarded that though, would you see the irony? would you see that what i mean is i love you, i love you, i freaking love you, and i'm sorry i didn't try hard enough. iv. i still think you weave words like blankets for newborn angels. even when the blanket is wool, and it's itchy, and god babe, was that last poem about me? because if so, i want to ask if i'm a baby angel or if i'm just one or the other, a baby or an angel. because right now i don't feel like either, i just feel lost. v. you make me sick. vi. not because i don't love you. vii. i'd prefer you burn me with words instead of whipping my already scarred heart with silence. now my wings are falling off and i am falling apart with them. the cloud i'm floating on is pitch black and its on a pathway to something horrible. viii. i define fragility with silent sobs in the back of my throat. my wrists still throb even though for almost a year, i've been totally clean. the amount time i've been clean is coincidentally very close to coinciding with the amount of time i've known you, and i don't know if ever knew you because i never thought you'd just go like this. ix. i left for you. almost everything i do is for you- why don't you understand? x. i'm still not ready to say goodbye so the change in the weather tries to do it for me. it says that a new season means a new life, and since i didn't know how to live without you in the old one, maybe now i can learn to live without you in this new one. xi. this is almost a goodbye. one day, maybe it will be.
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Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
confessions
i. i still feel you in those times when i can drain the pain from my veins just long enough to smile, before it rips my skin and crawls its way back into my blood stream. ii. you are every poem i have ever written about love in a nutshell. you are so **** pretty. your pretty is a shredder, still ripping me to particles when all i want to do is sleep. forever. iii. i'd sing no doubt but you don't speak anyway. if i disregarded that though, would you see the irony? would you see that what i mean is i love you, i love you, i freaking love you, and i'm sorry i didn't try hard enough. iv. i still think you weave words like blankets for newborn angels. even when the blanket is wool, and it's itchy, and god babe, was that last poem about me? because if so, i want to ask if i'm a baby angel or if i'm just one or the other, a baby or an angel. because right now i don't feel like either, i just feel lost. v. you make me sick. vi. not because i don't love you. vii. i'd prefer you burn me with words instead of whipping my already scarred heart with silence. now my wings are falling off and i am falling apart with them. the cloud i'm floating on is pitch black and its on a pathway to something horrible. viii. i define fragility with silent sobs in the back of my throat. my wrists still throb even though for almost a year, i've been totally clean. the amount time i've been clean is coincidentally very close to coinciding with the amount of time i've known you, and i don't know if ever knew you because i never thought you'd just go like this. ix. i left for you. almost everything i do is for you- why don't you understand? x. i'm still not ready to say goodbye so the change in the weather tries to do it for me. it says that a new season means a new life, and since i didn't know how to live without you in the old one, maybe now i can learn to live without you in this new one. xi. this is almost a goodbye. one day, maybe it will be.
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I delved deep this time Leaving a great pit Inside And I let insects and reptiles Nest and hatch To fill the void And to harbour evolution In a nutshell But monsters grow fast In darkness And absence of words
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Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 5:26 PM UTC
Monster's Harbour
You sit in silence, on lotus deeply meditate, in the end recount the tale of life, simple for a moment,in a nutshell, the sky of your mind is clear. But materials of millions of light years in our tale is beyond retrievable limits, on that no confirmation is needed, simple logic will tell you that the life you live couldn't be an isolated one every one of the neurons of your brain, is a star in this thickly braided, interwoven   universes, that die and take birth. Before and after simply must be there, but, as it is out of bounds for the senses, limited to a time and space we are groping in the dark. So what now, don't you want to go beyond -- in to the ocean where human logic can't stand, and end the intergalactic expedition with light and darkness as references. Break the final barrier exploring  the universe within, decide to be the light undiminished for ever; embrace enlightenment breaking the golden chain that ties down,  desires.
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Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
The curious tale of our interminable travels
*Wandering alone on a dark street Not knowing where I am My phone ran out of battery Now I can't even use "Maps" It's too dark to see The signs on the houses Copenhagen in a nutshell I'm not surprised... A stranger walks over towards me With his eyes fastened on me In my head panic rises A thought screaming ****** ****** **** paranoia! Calmly he asks me Do you know where I am? He was just a lost boy like I... We discover That we both are looking For the same building So we walk together While we keep talking Just like me This guy doesn't know Copenhagen that well But we found the college And said our farvel... It's funny how two heads Can be better than one Since none of us Would have found the college On our own But two heads only works As long as it isn't about feelings Because then everything Becomes a mess... Since there's no one Who always Will be feeling the same As you And there's no safty That you and he Will make peace After having argued But that is how Life's supposed to be... So this stranger and I Only managed to function As a team Since we were working On an assignment Two lost boys Looking for the college And then we both know That we won't meet again...*
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Mar 26, 2016
Mar 26, 2016 at 10:11 AM UTC
Two lost boys...
it comes when you're reading one of those books written by pseudo intellectuals buried in their despondent lookout on life comes when        They're writing on human's self-sabotaging nature, when they're peeling layers off and off, revealing the truth of ourself like they're        gods, Hermes the messenger, or angels, Michael, bringing to us thoughts we'd never have grown organically      that's what they believe,           what they tell themselves as they prune their feathers with pride as they impregnate you with the god honest truth and how did you live before knowing this? it's been with you all along, kicking and breathing and pushing      you just didn't know it, yet, but now you can as they preach their outlooks like it's a message that changes everything, that your life will implode as your mind wakes itself up -      they try to baptize you           gripping your throat with their      carpel tunnel fingers, reading glasses slipping down their noses as they lean over you, watching their words pour into you, their victims' throat, as they will it and all the while they blame you, because: Humans make themselves miserable      They write They bury themselves in all they hate and choose to burn all they love until they're alone and self-loathing and scarred unrecognizable      They write Of our hatred for humanity for every single individual that surrounds us and How we surround ourselves with them with crowded supermarkets and lanes of traffic because they fuel our suffering and That's all we crave      They write On our thirst for blood our lust for **** ****** war on How our society is fueled by violence and how we bathe in it with a grin stretched across dry  bleeding lips sharp teeth that rip through our neighbors' flesh with delight      They write that we're alone in suffering and surrounded by hate and we're wild animals driven to war out of boredom and That's human nature in a nutshell That's the truth revealed           nasty, gritty, honest      They write and that's when it comes, that gnawing in the      pit of your stomach, that scratching in the back of your mind      that claws its way           down into your throat where it      squeezes
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Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 2:28 PM UTC
write drunk, edit drunk, eat sleep breathe drunk, liquid pessimism
it comes when you're reading one of those books written by pseudo intellectuals buried in their despondent lookout on life comes when        They're writing on human's self-sabotaging nature, when they're peeling layers off and off, revealing the truth of ourself like they're        gods, Hermes the messenger, or angels, Michael, bringing to us thoughts we'd never have grown organically      that's what they believe,           what they tell themselves as they prune their feathers with pride as they impregnate you with the god honest truth and how did you live before knowing this? it's been with you all along, kicking and breathing and pushing      you just didn't know it, yet, but now you can as they preach their outlooks like it's a message that changes everything, that your life will implode as your mind wakes itself up -      they try to baptize you           gripping your throat with their      carpel tunnel fingers, reading glasses slipping down their noses as they lean over you, watching their words pour into you, their victims' throat, as they will it and all the while they blame you, because: Humans make themselves miserable      They write They bury themselves in all they hate and choose to burn all they love until they're alone and self-loathing and scarred unrecognizable      They write Of our hatred for humanity for every single individual that surrounds us and How we surround ourselves with them with crowded supermarkets and lanes of traffic because they fuel our suffering and That's all we crave      They write On our thirst for blood our lust for **** ****** war on How our society is fueled by violence and how we bathe in it with a grin stretched across dry  bleeding lips sharp teeth that rip through our neighbors' flesh with delight      They write that we're alone in suffering and surrounded by hate and we're wild animals driven to war out of boredom and That's human nature in a nutshell That's the truth revealed           nasty, gritty, honest      They write and that's when it comes, that gnawing in the      pit of your stomach, that scratching in the back of your mind      that claws its way           down into your throat where it      squeezes
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Jesus Christ; Faith and peace, Selflessness and purity, Understanding and gentle. Beautiful in soul non judgemental, All wrapped up in love. In a nutshell He Looks like Love.
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Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
What Jesus Christ looks like
I sat in a room full of people today I didn't or barely knew at all I sat there the whole time thinking, wondering, Staring blankly at the wall I jotted down a few notes here and there, Mostly nonsense with no real purpose, Now here is the interesting part my dear, Someone else sat there, you've got three guesses It wasn't Ronald of the McDonald Or Mickey Mouse of the club house One more guess, Oh! You've got it, It was a couple, the very one I wrote about My god, were they ever happy I ******* envied them, hated their smiles It made me sick to my stomach to watch them laugh And I had to watch them for a long while You may wonder what made me so angry? Well I suppose I forgot to mention, My boyfriend was also present in the room But instead of happy all we felt was tension An old routine I'm quite sick of But the only reason for it is me Knowing this while watching them Well, it was plain misery Oh lets play one more guessing game! Come on, can you guess what I'll do next? Well I'm going over to my boyfriends house And I'm going to talk, talk, talk off his head Wish me luck, I hope this goes well...
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
My Day In a Nutshell
"I could be bounded in a nutshell, and count myself king of infinite space, were it not I had bad dreams."
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 9:04 AM UTC
hamlet
You know the worst thing about agoraphobia? Everyone always knows where the **** you are!
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Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 1:13 PM UTC
In Agoraphobia Nutshell
I want to be the me that I wanted to be when I was a kid who dreamed of being the me that I’ll be when I turn 70 I want to be a race car, a ******* rush; I want to be a daredevil on both I want to be a tight-rope circus act, and tread daily on loose strings with firm feet and handstands I want to be a shaman with normal senses, instead of a normal person with shamanistic pretenses I want to look what I saw, I want to listen what I heard, I want to speak what I said with absolute, immaculate, immovable conviction I want to be like Jim Morrison, and sail to the moon on a crystal ship I want to be 25% pessimistic, 25% optimistic, 50% opportunistic surrealist I want to be an Anti-Christ neutral anarchist, and go on a nihilistic bowling spree I want to be like Jeff Lebowski I want to be an unintentionally over-achieving burnout who’s proud of his very human frailties I want to be my own version of Salvador Dali’s first drafts, Allen Ginsberg’s papers and Jack Kerouac’s path I want to write serenades about melted ice-cream, burnt sausages…and similar tragedies I want to be a comedic prophet with bad timing; I want to laugh at a funeral-my own funeral I want to be a suicide note; an obituary that says, **** Condolences! I’m dead. Now, just let me be’ And although, I’m not half the things I said I wanted to be, I’m an ancient nutshell with reinforced-concrete casing and recent cracks that show the me that I am right now, I’m an educated, at most times mostly illiterate kind of bloke I’m a six feet tall hormonal speck of snowflake on snow I’m a growing ukulele, dreaming of bursting out an improvised, deafening, soul scathing Electric guitar solo, on an amp that goes up to 11! I’m a short-tempered, soft-spoken, heavy-breathing embodiment of all I’ve wanted to be and the things I’ll never be But right now, I am the me, that I want to be And all the other ‘me’s would be proud if they could see me.
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Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 11:17 AM UTC
I Want (OVER 9000 THINGS!)
I want to be the me that I wanted to be when I was a kid who dreamed of being the me that I’ll be when I turn 70 I want to be a race car, a ******* rush; I want to be a daredevil on both I want to be a tight-rope circus act, and tread daily on loose strings with firm feet and handstands I want to be a shaman with normal senses, instead of a normal person with shamanistic pretenses I want to look what I saw, I want to listen what I heard, I want to speak what I said with absolute, immaculate, immovable conviction I want to be like Jim Morrison, and sail to the moon on a crystal ship I want to be 25% pessimistic, 25% optimistic, 50% opportunistic surrealist I want to be an Anti-Christ neutral anarchist, and go on a nihilistic bowling spree I want to be like Jeff Lebowski I want to be an unintentionally over-achieving burnout who’s proud of his very human frailties I want to be my own version of Salvador Dali’s first drafts, Allen Ginsberg’s papers and Jack Kerouac’s path I want to write serenades about melted ice-cream, burnt sausages…and similar tragedies I want to be a comedic prophet with bad timing; I want to laugh at a funeral-my own funeral I want to be a suicide note; an obituary that says, **** Condolences! I’m dead. Now, just let me be’ And although, I’m not half the things I said I wanted to be, I’m an ancient nutshell with reinforced-concrete casing and recent cracks that show the me that I am right now, I’m an educated, at most times mostly illiterate kind of bloke I’m a six feet tall hormonal speck of snowflake on snow I’m a growing ukulele, dreaming of bursting out an improvised, deafening, soul scathing Electric guitar solo, on an amp that goes up to 11! I’m a short-tempered, soft-spoken, heavy-breathing embodiment of all I’ve wanted to be and the things I’ll never be But right now, I am the me, that I want to be And all the other ‘me’s would be proud if they could see me.
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