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"ninety" poems
Pick yourself up and dust off your shoulders because you're a soldier and have no time to rest. You can't escape this life because you sold your soul for this and in the next year, you'll be buried right under your feet, six feet deep. Will it be your hell? Tied up alone surrounded by nothing but chains for years and years. Calling out to empty shadows and swallowing dust over these times. Will it be your heaven? In the summer of ninety-six with the night lite up with fireworks on the fourth. Chasing the sparks because you're a child again. Pick your feet up and march to the drums of your family. You promised to always protect your family and this is all you know to do. Giving up your life for your brother's is what you were trained to do. Your heart is weak but warm. But you will not be needing it for long. You find peace in the night but always keep a candle lit, to keep an eye on your brother because he is all there is. Things can't be rewritten or reversed. You've just got a confused mind and acted out of grief. But you're always able to rewind to the night a bullet took your brother. These lifeforms made a deal for you, that they knew you'd take. They could care less about your feelings. They could **** without warning, but you trust them with your brother's life on this one. So now you stand a man with a deal to die but it's all worth it because now your brother can live. Selling your life so he can have his back was the best birthday present you could give.
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Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 10:59 PM UTC
Happy Birthday, Little Brother
Pick yourself up and dust off your shoulders because you're a soldier and have no time to rest. You can't escape this life because you sold your soul for this and in the next year, you'll be buried right under your feet, six feet deep. Will it be your hell? Tied up alone surrounded by nothing but chains for years and years. Calling out to empty shadows and swallowing dust over these times. Will it be your heaven? In the summer of ninety-six with the night lite up with fireworks on the fourth. Chasing the sparks because you're a child again. Pick your feet up and march to the drums of your family. You promised to always protect your family and this is all you know to do. Giving up your life for your brother's is what you were trained to do. Your heart is weak but warm. But you will not be needing it for long. You find peace in the night but always keep a candle lit, to keep an eye on your brother because he is all there is. Things can't be rewritten or reversed. You've just got a confused mind and acted out of grief. But you're always able to rewind to the night a bullet took your brother. These lifeforms made a deal for you, that they knew you'd take. They could care less about your feelings. They could **** without warning, but you trust them with your brother's life on this one. So now you stand a man with a deal to die but it's all worth it because now your brother can live. Selling your life so he can have his back was the best birthday present you could give.
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I remember the rains that day, A shower of hate that won’t go away, The day seven of the year ninety four, When pain suddenly opened the door, And nothing was ever going to be the same anymore, With machetes and guns they marched, Aiming for our limbs to detach, Sworn they did that no INYENZI would escape their grasp, They swore that all would experience their wrath, Genocide it was called but the truth not told, The rains struck hard smell of rotting flesh, Cries from a distance heard but ignored, No one would even dare talk or whisper, **** the cockroaches was the message from the speaker, It was the rainy season the beginning of a massacre, Women and children are alienated from their land, Refugees in camps away from their land, The African holocaust had began in Rwanda, It took a while for the world to ponder, The ones who had the power to stop it kept quiet, They gave neither reason nor excuse for their silence, They waited until we all lost our patience, It was the rains in Rwanda the day of mourning, It was the season to prepare for farming, But I can bet the world saw it coming, But none gave a **** from the beginning, And so began the killing, Brothers and sisters turned enemy, Neighbors turned into strangers, **** ****** mutilation humiliation torture, Tribal hatred fueled by the west, When will Africa come to rest? And understand that we are one race, One love one place one earth, Let’s have love and peace, BY ISSAI
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Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 3:24 AM UTC
THE RAINS IN RWANDA
The shopping channel calls to me It wakes me up at night To sell me things I do not need Nor would buy, if I was right But apparently, there's something wrong My brain should be re-wired I only purchase things on here When I am really over-tired I have a room specifically For things bought on TV I've ginsu knives and shredding blades And juicers!!!...ninety three!! For some reason the kitchen things Just seem to catch my eye Especially at three a.m. That's the time I need to buy I've magic bullets by the score Processors,  I don't need But, if I ever put them all to use... An army I could feed I've got socks for diabetics Things to make your ******* stand out I've got exercise machines galore I've got three things that help gout! My credit card's at the limit I know the numbers off by heart The post man knows me by my name I even have my own **** cart To deliver all my purchases They just load it and deliver It almost comes here by itself It's enough to make one shiver I don't know how it started I think the countdown clock...ah, yes I thought it meant the game was ending I phoned in and bought a dress!!! I've got jewellery by Joan Rivers George Foreman grills...they fill my den I've got perfumes for the women And lots of things that make you men! My wife cannot contain me She's sent me off to get some aid But, if they sell it on the telly I'll buy it sure as getting laid I've bedazzled all my clothing I eat dried fruit and jerky too I get Christmas cards from Ronco I'm a shopping ****** through and through Each month we have a garage sale I sell off some of what I've bought But, then I go and buy it back again Without a second thought My friends have all but left me I rarely go out of the house I just sit here and go shopping I don't even see my spouse Set it and Forget it That's a phrase I love to say But wait, there's more...is another one That helps me through the day I used the last one on my wife One night while having *** She told me "Set it and Forget It" I'm off to dreamland Tex!! My shopping's an addiction One I hope to beat some day But now, the operator says... I have to get my card and pay!
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Jul 2, 2012
Jul 2, 2012 at 7:19 PM UTC
Shopping addict
The shopping channel calls to me It wakes me up at night To sell me things I do not need Nor would buy, if I was right But apparently, there's something wrong My brain should be re-wired I only purchase things on here When I am really over-tired I have a room specifically For things bought on TV I've ginsu knives and shredding blades And juicers!!!...ninety three!! For some reason the kitchen things Just seem to catch my eye Especially at three a.m. That's the time I need to buy I've magic bullets by the score Processors,  I don't need But, if I ever put them all to use... An army I could feed I've got socks for diabetics Things to make your ******* stand out I've got exercise machines galore I've got three things that help gout! My credit card's at the limit I know the numbers off by heart The post man knows me by my name I even have my own **** cart To deliver all my purchases They just load it and deliver It almost comes here by itself It's enough to make one shiver I don't know how it started I think the countdown clock...ah, yes I thought it meant the game was ending I phoned in and bought a dress!!! I've got jewellery by Joan Rivers George Foreman grills...they fill my den I've got perfumes for the women And lots of things that make you men! My wife cannot contain me She's sent me off to get some aid But, if they sell it on the telly I'll buy it sure as getting laid I've bedazzled all my clothing I eat dried fruit and jerky too I get Christmas cards from Ronco I'm a shopping ****** through and through Each month we have a garage sale I sell off some of what I've bought But, then I go and buy it back again Without a second thought My friends have all but left me I rarely go out of the house I just sit here and go shopping I don't even see my spouse Set it and Forget it That's a phrase I love to say But wait, there's more...is another one That helps me through the day I used the last one on my wife One night while having *** She told me "Set it and Forget It" I'm off to dreamland Tex!! My shopping's an addiction One I hope to beat some day But now, the operator says... I have to get my card and pay!
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To be human is to be broken. Shattered by life, misunderstood. We all have hopes we don't dare name. We all have dreams we don't dare share. Ninety-nine percent we don't understand our own selves. And so often we hide behind shells. To be human is to be broken. So stand up tall broken and all. Be broken. Accept it. And accept others, beautifully broken, just as you.
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Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 6:49 AM UTC
Broken
Pearl Avenue runs past the high-school lot, Bends with the trolley tracks, and stops, cut off Before it has a chance to go two blocks, At Colonel McComsky Plaza. Berth's Garage Is on the corner facing west, and there, Most days, you'll find Flick Webb, who helps Berth out. Flick stands tall among the idiot pumps- Five on a side, the old bubble-head style, Their rubber elbows hanging loose and low. One's nostrils are two S's, and his eyes An E and O. And one is squat, without A head at all-more of a football type. Once Flick played for the high-school team, the Wizards. He was good: in fact, the best. In '46 He bucketed three hundred ninety points, A county record still. The ball loved Flick. I saw him rack up thirty-eight or forty In one home game. His hands were like wild birds. He never learned a trade, he just sells gas, Checks oil, and changes flats. Once in a while, As a gag, he dribbles an inner tube, But most of us remember anyway. His hands are fine and nervous on the lug wrench. It makes no difference to the lug wrench, though. Off work, he hangs around Mae's Luncheonette. Grease-gray and kind of coiled, he plays pinball, Smokes those thin cigars, nurses lemon phosphates. Flick seldom says a word to Mae, just nods Beyond her face toward bright applauding tiers Of Necco Wafers, Nibs, and Juju Beads.
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Ex-Basketball Player
Ben Kowalewicz (spoken): Hi, my name is Ben Kowalewicz and this is Billy Talent. Well I tripped, I fell down naked I drank from a cup of lead I hugged a skunk, it peed on me Yesterday I joined Scientology Steal a Camaro, then **** Jack Sparrow Try stupid **** try stupid **** Jump in a dump truck, smell **** and get stuck I cannot read, I cannot read **** on computers, then drink some pewter Die sanity, die sanity Marry a cheapskate, gain ninety pounds weight I'm really dumb, I'm really dumb I'm stupid, it's my fault, so daft I like to play in the garbage shaft The best sport is Parkour, **** straight I arrive at work five hours late Drink a deep fryer, eat some barbed wire Try stupid **** try stupid **** Sleep in a fireplace, burn your entire face I cannot read, I cannot read Cinnamon challenge, go on a chalk binge Die sanity, Die sanity Bike into traffic, pose pornographic I'm a ******* I'm a ******* I ate some poo! I'm stupid, it's my fault Try I'm stupid, it's my fault Lie This bad song don't make sense Pie Get a Prince Albert, snake blood for dessert now? Drink some Everclear, cut off your own ear now? Go back in time to, forties as a Jew Try stupid **** try stupid **** Do *** and rip off your right knee I cannot read, I cannot read Find the KKK, put on some blackface Die sanity, die sanity Locate a pervert, then take off your shirt I am a twit, I am a twit I am a twit, I am a twit Try stupid **** try stupid **** I am a twit, I am a twit
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May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 6:15 PM UTC
Try Stupid **** a Billy Talent parody
Lone leatherback cruises up from the deep, pausing on the fragile reef to feast ancient eyes upon the show, a bright parade laid out below butterfly couples paired for life, graceful angels in black and white stripe brilliant clowns and their toxic lovers, a plodding gang of giant groupers puffers bob like comic balloons, humble gobies on every menu beaked parrotfish grinding the coral down, in the ears a constant sound cowfish blowing puckered kisses, sea stars catching fishy wishes white-tipped, hammerhead, tiger sharks, triggerfish mean bite worse than their bark untamed unicorns too wild to ride, dogfish snapping, biting alongside coral trout color-shifting fools, attracting ladies in dull-hued schools **** headed wrasse rumbling through, thick lips mumbling go get a room sea horses nod in labyrinth caves, razor-toothed eels lying in wait if tentacled embrace should be your fate, nudibranchs will light the way to a place of bliss, none of this can exist, without the builders coral and algae bewildered, the ways of man egotistical rising ocean temperatures, carbon emissions, and el Niño victim of abundant greed, say goodbye to the Great Barrier Reef so massive is this magical place, one can see it from outer space astronauts witness its demise, ninety-percent barren, bleached bone white.
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Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
Reef
I used to think in numbers. 1: There’s one of me. Alone. Plus 4: my family. Still 1, but 5, or 4 plus 1; that’s me, alone. I used to think in numbers. 36: That’s weeks of school; That’s weeks of math class, math class, calculator; Father, Son, and Calculator. Trinity: the holy three, the three, the 3 times 36: that’s 108. I used to think in numbers. Math class, algebra, room 108. I hate, I hate, I love, I hate, I hate the way they look at me. They look at me like man at dog, like planet hogs, throw books at me like cannons cogged at ninety-minute intervals at cinder walls until I fault and cringe and fall, and fall like London Bridge and crash, and fall like Blown-out glass gone back to class. I pass the tests and cash regrets like rent checks bounced across the bridge that they knocked down. Because I used to think in numbers, yeah, but now?         Well, sure. Abrasions hurt. And yeah, we all want friends. But at least equations work and keep their balance on both ends. So I will rock this scatter-plot of social contract to its peak until my hands are red meat. I am no dead beat; I hold the world record for blood lost to a summer camp spread sheet. But then, but then somewhere along that number line, a 6 stared down its stage fright when just 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 days before the show, I met a girl who barred my better judgment like a cage fight, and thank God she did, because for once, I put away the calculator, and I listened to her voice, and it sounded like… well, it sounded like it sounded. And for once, I sat and wrote about the things that can’t be counted. I surrendered to the cage fight, and I fell into a deep hole. And to be honest, I don’t miss spreadsheet summers, ‘cause it’s easier to keep cool. I used to think in numbers, yeah, but now I think in people.
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Summer Camp Spreadsheet
I used to think in numbers. 1: There’s one of me. Alone. Plus 4: my family. Still 1, but 5, or 4 plus 1; that’s me, alone. I used to think in numbers. 36: That’s weeks of school; That’s weeks of math class, math class, calculator; Father, Son, and Calculator. Trinity: the holy three, the three, the 3 times 36: that’s 108. I used to think in numbers. Math class, algebra, room 108. I hate, I hate, I love, I hate, I hate the way they look at me. They look at me like man at dog, like planet hogs, throw books at me like cannons cogged at ninety-minute intervals at cinder walls until I fault and cringe and fall, and fall like London Bridge and crash, and fall like Blown-out glass gone back to class. I pass the tests and cash regrets like rent checks bounced across the bridge that they knocked down. Because I used to think in numbers, yeah, but now?         Well, sure. Abrasions hurt. And yeah, we all want friends. But at least equations work and keep their balance on both ends. So I will rock this scatter-plot of social contract to its peak until my hands are red meat. I am no dead beat; I hold the world record for blood lost to a summer camp spread sheet. But then, but then somewhere along that number line, a 6 stared down its stage fright when just 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 days before the show, I met a girl who barred my better judgment like a cage fight, and thank God she did, because for once, I put away the calculator, and I listened to her voice, and it sounded like… well, it sounded like it sounded. And for once, I sat and wrote about the things that can’t be counted. I surrendered to the cage fight, and I fell into a deep hole. And to be honest, I don’t miss spreadsheet summers, ‘cause it’s easier to keep cool. I used to think in numbers, yeah, but now I think in people.
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They’ll be rockin’ in Heaven Down St. Peter’s Gate Way. Chuck Berry passed over, But he still can play. True King of Rock, He’ll live for evermore. And he’ll keep duck walking, Along that golden shore. His guitar keeps twanging, Wah wah tlang tang tang. Ya want a Showman? Chuck’s still yer man. He died at ninety. It was very sad. But now he’s up there, I’m sure that God is glad. He’ll love that Rock N Roll Music, Chuck’s sense of humour too. A touch of Devil also, When he sings the blues. So all you Saints and Angels, You better move and hurry, For they all want to dance with That amazing Chuck Berry. Paul Butters
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Mar 22, 2017
Mar 22, 2017 at 6:10 AM UTC
Chuck Berry
Why in Baste Eyes my Form checks expect Yet cast my Security for his Expense Which, I suppose, that Report I prefect Was a File un-welcomed for my Good Sense Though, I assure, was all to contribute For his Sweets added to his Nationed Chest That, to chillax, take Tidbits absolute And brisk the New Day for his Talent's Best Now this, resolved to wax Slime and Conflict Thus put my Loyalty to Terms reset More fruitful, more pruned, from Pride's Tome inflict Then this Orrery - strike Rocks to Sky's bet. In turn perhaps recover from this Fling On Muted Clouds do those Falcons still Sing.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:18 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE SUNDRY - NINETY-THREE - TOM DALEY: M'AM DEBBIE DALEY - REASONS
What happens when we all live to one-hundred? I am expecting more wrinkles than I have now, A year before, at ninety-nine. I've lived for so long, Death shall I make it past that hundred mile mark? I feel so tired in these days of Fall, I'm wilted, I think, like untended petunias, Like leaves scalding in the midday sun. My wife is long gone, My wife I loved and made love to, Well past the age of fifty, She died at sixty-one, I sit remembering, My time alone. This horde of trees reflect exactly how I feel, This decaying oak, The willow tree caving in, The bent, broken sycamore tree, It's branches growing towards earth, Weighed down, like me with heavy sins. Butterflies flew now, the kind rare to winter, Like old people having their slow, careful version of *** You might not want to watch it, You who are young, You who are convinced, That when it comes to old age, an exception will be made. But they still want to do it, Weird love is better than no love at all. -Firefly
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Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 7:57 PM UTC
Weird Love.
Tell me, Extended Mum, please, tell me now That Final Instruction I must Obey Whether Left or Right, whose Decision bow Will leash the Harness of my Wilding Fray What Science or Faith could explain this Cause Given this Great Gap by Geography Culture and Taste - alone such Values pause Make alien with Enduring Blasphemy Of such Tragedy the Comfort House bells, That Door engraved: "Un-Welcome those Un-Known." The Answer - to Solve which Society sells And serve Gold-Friendship with True Facts beknown. Still, that Tradition of Solitude aspect Should never be Knived; Must always Respect.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:24 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE SUNDRY - NINETY-FIVE - TOM DALEY: M'AM DEBBIE DALEY - PLEADING
"Poet Boy" I met this kid... that kept his writings hid. Since a small boy, he kept his artwork hid. No one ever knew all the writings he did. That night we met, That night I'll never forget. I was under the moonlight feeling sad... He must of sensed that I was feeling insanely mad. Him a kid; me an adult, Before I could question as to why a boy his age was out that late, without a word he raised his shirt revealing the artwork he always kept hid, His blue eyes matched mine tear after tear, He must of knew the secret I did bear, So without hesitation, I raised my sleeve's to reveal my scarred skin of poetry. I know this may sound strange but that night both of our live's suddenly began to change, We haven't crossed paths since, But we share something of a 6th sense, He's happy now and shares his artwork in museums of famous names, As for me, I'm old at the age of ninety-three and my poetry resides in books of famous names.   #PoetBoywrittenbyme@VenjencieArnoldon04_04_2018. # https://www.yourquote.in/jenciearnold
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Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 5:38 AM UTC
"Poet Boy"
meanwhile, the Big Fat Yellow Bootay was getting right tired of waiting for the election to end. so, she set off down the highway going ninety five... "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!" she cried as she gunned the engine and threw herself in gear. "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!  MOTHER ******* twice she cried, "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!  MOTHER ******* this second time for extra good luck with the unfolding election. cool Fall breeze caressed her yellow metal, her big fat yellow bootay, a glorious day to be out on a drive! well, except where she had come from. beep beep beep beep always driving her beep beep beeping insane! it shore nuf was quiet out this way! she turned the shiny silver dial to turn on the radio. 'gonna have to get me some better speakers one day soon.' she thought to her big fat bus self. and what came out blasting? "That's Alright Mama," by who else? but the King! Elvis! Elvis has left the building and now, Elvis is ON THE BUS! she didn't quite know all of the words, but what the **** she sure could sing! As the big fat bus with the big fat bootay was driving along, singing joyfully, she glanced in the rear view mirrow and what did she see? why the ghost of Elvis himself was sitting right there right in the back of the bus. He starts strumming on his own guitar and singing, 'that's alright mama.." so she turned off the radio to listen to the ghost of the King, Elvis, himself, singing in the back of her big fat yellow bootay! she also watched him eating a lot of food in the back of the bus, her bus. his ghostly figure seemed to fluctuate between fat Elvis, and skinny Elvis, like a seesaw. by and by says he, (not the really fat one but not the really skinny one neither.) 'I need a pit stop.' says the King so the big fat bus, with the big fat yellow bootay, asks, asks she, 'you wanna stop at the next stop & go, or the next fizz & wizz, or my fav if you really need a constitutional, the stop & plop?' at this particular junction in time this ghostly King, was in the shape of Fat Elvis but very cooly outfitted, bellbottoms and rhine stones or were those all diamonds? note to self, the big fat bus squirreled away, check on that. are those real or not? more mulha is always good and this just might be mana from heaven in the form of Elvis the KING himself and maybe just one of those diamonds will fall out and get lost in me.' mighty strange happenings going on around here in this big fat bus with the big fat yellow bootay. ' the stop and plop little mama,' elvis replied with that ohhhh, soooooo, divine Elvis drawl and that darling little thing he did with his mouth, but was doing now as he was sitting there in the back of HER big fat bus with HER big fat yellow bootay! OH MY, it really is a HOKEY POKEY day!  she sighed.....
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Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 6:42 PM UTC
Big Fat Yellow Bootay waits for Election Results meets The King
meanwhile, the Big Fat Yellow Bootay was getting right tired of waiting for the election to end. so, she set off down the highway going ninety five... "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!" she cried as she gunned the engine and threw herself in gear. "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!  MOTHER ******* twice she cried, "HOKEEEY POKEEEY!  MOTHER ******* this second time for extra good luck with the unfolding election. cool Fall breeze caressed her yellow metal, her big fat yellow bootay, a glorious day to be out on a drive! well, except where she had come from. beep beep beep beep always driving her beep beep beeping insane! it shore nuf was quiet out this way! she turned the shiny silver dial to turn on the radio. 'gonna have to get me some better speakers one day soon.' she thought to her big fat bus self. and what came out blasting? "That's Alright Mama," by who else? but the King! Elvis! Elvis has left the building and now, Elvis is ON THE BUS! she didn't quite know all of the words, but what the **** she sure could sing! As the big fat bus with the big fat bootay was driving along, singing joyfully, she glanced in the rear view mirrow and what did she see? why the ghost of Elvis himself was sitting right there right in the back of the bus. He starts strumming on his own guitar and singing, 'that's alright mama.." so she turned off the radio to listen to the ghost of the King, Elvis, himself, singing in the back of her big fat yellow bootay! she also watched him eating a lot of food in the back of the bus, her bus. his ghostly figure seemed to fluctuate between fat Elvis, and skinny Elvis, like a seesaw. by and by says he, (not the really fat one but not the really skinny one neither.) 'I need a pit stop.' says the King so the big fat bus, with the big fat yellow bootay, asks, asks she, 'you wanna stop at the next stop & go, or the next fizz & wizz, or my fav if you really need a constitutional, the stop & plop?' at this particular junction in time this ghostly King, was in the shape of Fat Elvis but very cooly outfitted, bellbottoms and rhine stones or were those all diamonds? note to self, the big fat bus squirreled away, check on that. are those real or not? more mulha is always good and this just might be mana from heaven in the form of Elvis the KING himself and maybe just one of those diamonds will fall out and get lost in me.' mighty strange happenings going on around here in this big fat bus with the big fat yellow bootay. ' the stop and plop little mama,' elvis replied with that ohhhh, soooooo, divine Elvis drawl and that darling little thing he did with his mouth, but was doing now as he was sitting there in the back of HER big fat bus with HER big fat yellow bootay! OH MY, it really is a HOKEY POKEY day!  she sighed.....
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Here at Kinkos We have a saying, “copies of copies” You are trained to always ask for a source file The digital file of the picture the camera took The negatives of digital cameras You see because when you print a picture from that file it’s the best it will ever be Every detail captured in that moment stored in bits and bytes ready If you make a copy of that picture it will never be as good And if you make a copy of that copy it’ll be even worse And if you were to make a copy of the hundredth copy of the ninety ninth copy you might not even recognize the image Whether it’s a speck of dust on the scanner Or a crease in the print out Sun stains from prolonged exposure to the elements Or simply from time Copies never look as good as the original Even if you try and protect them And even if you were to magically protect that photo from any external forces The next copy still won’t be the same quality A scanner can never pick up every detail from the print on the glass Copies of copies are never the same Sometimes the printer is calibrated different Sometimes it’s a heavy magenta day Sometimes it’s a saturated cyan day Maybe you touched her face when you handed it over And now every copy has a feint of your thumb print above her eyebrow You had him taped to your rearview mirror for a whole year And now every copy you make has a glare where the tape used to be It blocks out his heart shaped hands he was making you from the bus window Folded in your wallet and now all the copies have white spaces where her face was I mean where the creases were I’ve heard that when you remember something you are simply remembering the last time you remembered it Memories of memories So that after you’ve remembered her a thousand times you’ve forgotten all the details you forgot to remember the time before So that the more you remember something, the faster you’ll forget Maybe that’s why we forget exes faster than family Maybe that’s why we forget the great parts of high school before the painful ones I remember that you had red hair, that your eyes were kind, that your hands fit my cheek I remember that you were bad at pool and that it felt like love, and if it wasn’t you’re the only one that knew it And now I’m wondering after all these years what I’m forgetting to remember What I forgot to remember last time What did I forget this time What won’t I remember next time Memories of memories Like copies of copies Fading over time If I never wanted to forget the best moments of my life Should I never remember them Is the fastest way to forget the bad ones To remember them often
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Dec 17, 2015
Dec 17, 2015 at 11:46 PM UTC
Copies of Copies
Here at Kinkos We have a saying, “copies of copies” You are trained to always ask for a source file The digital file of the picture the camera took The negatives of digital cameras You see because when you print a picture from that file it’s the best it will ever be Every detail captured in that moment stored in bits and bytes ready If you make a copy of that picture it will never be as good And if you make a copy of that copy it’ll be even worse And if you were to make a copy of the hundredth copy of the ninety ninth copy you might not even recognize the image Whether it’s a speck of dust on the scanner Or a crease in the print out Sun stains from prolonged exposure to the elements Or simply from time Copies never look as good as the original Even if you try and protect them And even if you were to magically protect that photo from any external forces The next copy still won’t be the same quality A scanner can never pick up every detail from the print on the glass Copies of copies are never the same Sometimes the printer is calibrated different Sometimes it’s a heavy magenta day Sometimes it’s a saturated cyan day Maybe you touched her face when you handed it over And now every copy has a feint of your thumb print above her eyebrow You had him taped to your rearview mirror for a whole year And now every copy you make has a glare where the tape used to be It blocks out his heart shaped hands he was making you from the bus window Folded in your wallet and now all the copies have white spaces where her face was I mean where the creases were I’ve heard that when you remember something you are simply remembering the last time you remembered it Memories of memories So that after you’ve remembered her a thousand times you’ve forgotten all the details you forgot to remember the time before So that the more you remember something, the faster you’ll forget Maybe that’s why we forget exes faster than family Maybe that’s why we forget the great parts of high school before the painful ones I remember that you had red hair, that your eyes were kind, that your hands fit my cheek I remember that you were bad at pool and that it felt like love, and if it wasn’t you’re the only one that knew it And now I’m wondering after all these years what I’m forgetting to remember What I forgot to remember last time What did I forget this time What won’t I remember next time Memories of memories Like copies of copies Fading over time If I never wanted to forget the best moments of my life Should I never remember them Is the fastest way to forget the bad ones To remember them often
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it's not about ninety-nine cent cards from the dollar store, or milk chocolate in the shape of a heart it's not about feeling bad for yourself because you're single or going out to an expensive dinner it's not about how many bouquets or "happy valentine's day" text messages you receive love is beautiful, it is forbearing and selfless, it is not bitter or rude, it is modest and humble so even if you think today was created by hallmark to sell more cards why not show love to someone you care about? or even to a complete stranger you don't have to have a boyfriend or girlfriend or husband or wife or "significant other" to celebrate today because everyday is a wonderful day to love someone
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May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 5:04 PM UTC
valentine's day
sometimes when i am trapped inside my own mind and feel like i’m drowning in the taste of air, suddenly i am eight years old years, bobbing up and down in my wimpy life jacket my legs unsupported and there is still a chip on my shoulder a mile wide. sometimes i am still the five year old who balled her eyes out when her parents accidentally forgot and were late picking her up from preschool, sometimes i am still sixteen years old and in love with you sometimes i am a person i never thought i’d manage to grow into, sometimes i am a person i’ve yet to become.    i am juxtaposition of a thousand different versions of myself. i am equally the eight year old girl still afraid of the water as i am the almost-adult you so naively believed to be fearless, my self-assurance a really good halloween costume. i am a newborn at the same time as i am frail ninety year old grandmother. i am brave and i am terrified and i am naive and i am jaded and i am clean and i am ruined; i am a blank slate and i have been scribbled all over, my skin is smooth and untouched my skin has laughter lines and stretch marks. i am the creator and i am the destroyer, i am everything and nothing at all. i am the ocean and i am the desert. my lungs are failing as i’m breathing fine, and i can see the end and the beginning in equal clarity. sometimes i’m too old for my skin, weary like i’ve lived a thousand lives already and sometimes i am four years old with my knees hugged to my chest. sometimes we are two and sometimes we are twenty, sometimes we were nine and sometimes we are ninety. we are young and dumb and reckless at the same time as we are old and wise and careful. sometimes my father is still a gap-toothed five year old and my mother is still a tired old woman with shaking hands, and my brother is still an angry teenager with a bad hair cut. we are existing simultaneously and growing up is just getting really good at pretending that you’ve got your **** all figured out when you still feel like a lonely middle-schooler without a date to the mixer, alone in the middle to gymnasium floor. but that’s the thing, isn’t it? when you are cut open, when you are bleeding, when you have gaping holes in your nervous system your flesh heals over it scars, brand new. we are bleeding and we we are healed, we are ******* up and we are doing just fine.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 10:49 AM UTC
“we are tucked inside ourselves like russian nesting dolls”
sometimes when i am trapped inside my own mind and feel like i’m drowning in the taste of air, suddenly i am eight years old years, bobbing up and down in my wimpy life jacket my legs unsupported and there is still a chip on my shoulder a mile wide. sometimes i am still the five year old who balled her eyes out when her parents accidentally forgot and were late picking her up from preschool, sometimes i am still sixteen years old and in love with you sometimes i am a person i never thought i’d manage to grow into, sometimes i am a person i’ve yet to become.    i am juxtaposition of a thousand different versions of myself. i am equally the eight year old girl still afraid of the water as i am the almost-adult you so naively believed to be fearless, my self-assurance a really good halloween costume. i am a newborn at the same time as i am frail ninety year old grandmother. i am brave and i am terrified and i am naive and i am jaded and i am clean and i am ruined; i am a blank slate and i have been scribbled all over, my skin is smooth and untouched my skin has laughter lines and stretch marks. i am the creator and i am the destroyer, i am everything and nothing at all. i am the ocean and i am the desert. my lungs are failing as i’m breathing fine, and i can see the end and the beginning in equal clarity. sometimes i’m too old for my skin, weary like i’ve lived a thousand lives already and sometimes i am four years old with my knees hugged to my chest. sometimes we are two and sometimes we are twenty, sometimes we were nine and sometimes we are ninety. we are young and dumb and reckless at the same time as we are old and wise and careful. sometimes my father is still a gap-toothed five year old and my mother is still a tired old woman with shaking hands, and my brother is still an angry teenager with a bad hair cut. we are existing simultaneously and growing up is just getting really good at pretending that you’ve got your **** all figured out when you still feel like a lonely middle-schooler without a date to the mixer, alone in the middle to gymnasium floor. but that’s the thing, isn’t it? when you are cut open, when you are bleeding, when you have gaping holes in your nervous system your flesh heals over it scars, brand new. we are bleeding and we we are healed, we are ******* up and we are doing just fine.
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Ice cream ninety nine I know you make my lips taste fine I need a big one mister give me your large ice cream, ninety nine We hear you coming with lame tunes, Mmm pretty shifty but we love to see you here in our slum of a f>>king city Yet Ice cream man your sauce is tasty and the blood you put on makes kid's like us factory Come back ice cream man just one more ninety nine come on ice cream man let us bleed you dry again By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris By NeonSolaris © 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 6:03 AM UTC
Ice Cream Ninety Nine
I grew up in South Auckland, Takanini the only Pakeha in the caravan park, I learnt how to be tall, smart and skinny how to raise the end of my sentences in an arc. At school, we were told words held power; but for teachers words were flowers, and my friend Cruz had two brothers Harley and Davidson - they belonged to Black Power, their fists tattooed with something like “Smother”. But there was never violence on our street, gang was family; I usually never felt more at home around Bourbon, loud Reggae, bags of **** and men so manly they’d cry over love, and I wouldn’t get a word in. Though my Father votes National and thinks Michael Laws is right so moves us to Dunedin where it’s ninety percent white. I stopped reading Lenin and picked up Rousseau became a vegetarian, thought it was so cool you know, even wrote a blog that discussed rise from below. But I’ll never know below again until I’m drunk in an old shed at 3am on a school night singing along to Bob Marley in Maori, sunk deep into the mattress propped against the Harley, the one you and I would cruise on until dawn together as police took to the streets in riot gear - we’d get lost in the country and learn to smother our thoughts in starlight then stagger over, listen in to the darkness, and just slowly breathe the crisp, cool air of the kiwi tundra. They say New Zealand has two flags, but in the country, when you’re blazed on the benefit, ****** on the disdain for positive discrimination, you can pick out all the small bright koru unfurling in the stars.
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Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 4:52 AM UTC
A privileged upbringing
I grew up in South Auckland, Takanini the only Pakeha in the caravan park, I learnt how to be tall, smart and skinny how to raise the end of my sentences in an arc. At school, we were told words held power; but for teachers words were flowers, and my friend Cruz had two brothers Harley and Davidson - they belonged to Black Power, their fists tattooed with something like “Smother”. But there was never violence on our street, gang was family; I usually never felt more at home around Bourbon, loud Reggae, bags of **** and men so manly they’d cry over love, and I wouldn’t get a word in. Though my Father votes National and thinks Michael Laws is right so moves us to Dunedin where it’s ninety percent white. I stopped reading Lenin and picked up Rousseau became a vegetarian, thought it was so cool you know, even wrote a blog that discussed rise from below. But I’ll never know below again until I’m drunk in an old shed at 3am on a school night singing along to Bob Marley in Maori, sunk deep into the mattress propped against the Harley, the one you and I would cruise on until dawn together as police took to the streets in riot gear - we’d get lost in the country and learn to smother our thoughts in starlight then stagger over, listen in to the darkness, and just slowly breathe the crisp, cool air of the kiwi tundra. They say New Zealand has two flags, but in the country, when you’re blazed on the benefit, ****** on the disdain for positive discrimination, you can pick out all the small bright koru unfurling in the stars.
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Now that you're older It's not about hair, Consider the here and now; There's no fooling with the passage of time, Birthdays now greeted with whimpers and whines. If you stay out til quarter to nine You've missed your Red Rose pour. Should we commit you, Or simply omit you, Man, you're sixty-four. .................................................... We're getting older too, But if the truth be told, Never as old as you. Now you can't frolic, Or party til two, You aches and pains own you. Scan your body daily for foreign lumps, By mid-afternoon you still haven't dumped. Bladder in turmoil, Kidneys are weak, I could mention more: All your joints creaking, I think that's you leaking, Man, you're sixty-four. Always depend upon your diaper to conceal and not reveal What you drank and ate. We'll leave that with you. And carry ID, Jake, You'll forget you're you. Make use of posties, And Mary-Jo too, What's old may now seem new; Indicate precisely what you'll do and say, Memory's surely slipping away. You're still an alpha, thanks to ****** Don't expect much more. Should we just boot you, Or simply just shoot you, Man, you're sixty-four. Seventy-four's at the door. A thousand weeks til eighty-four. At ninety-four get ten more.... In good health.
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May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 11:47 AM UTC
Man, You're Sixty-Four
It's not OCD I'm just anal-rententive. There are two coffee urns in my office kitchenette. Each urn has a spot to place your mug beneath the spigot. Each of these spots has a circular insert of gridded plastic to mark the mug-placement area and allow spilled coffee to flow through so this spot doesn't become just a puddle of coffee soaking the bottom of everyone's mugs. Each of these inserts has three indentations: one on each side at nine and three o'clock small, arcing parabolas like reversed parentheses there to allow someone to get their fingers into the coffee mug spot and under the insert to remove it and, presumably clean it and then another indentation more like a groove or a notch much smaller, thinner, and deeper at the top that fits perfectly with a matching small plastic protuberance jutting from the coffee mug spot where the insert goes. In an almost ****** fashion this protuberance fits into this last indentation this notch this groove to secure the insert in place. For some reason I've never known perhaps laziness perhaps inattentiveness more likely simple couldn't-care-less-ness this insert never seems to be placed into the mug spot properly. It is always placed sideways rotated a quarter-turn so that the larger indentations on the side meant as finger holes are placed top-to-bottom noon and six the small plastic protuberance at the top being swallowed whole by the too-large indentation and its mate the groove meant to hold the plastic piece so tightly is left alone to one side empty and useless. This has always bothered me. Bothered me more than I would like to admit. It's such a simple little thing to get right it would take almost no effort at all and yet, day-after-day someone I don't know who whoever is in charge of these things insists on doing it wrong. And I cannot abide it. So, day-after-day when I go to get my morning coffee I fix it I twist the insert ninety-degrees and secure it in the correct position. Lately I have noticed something. Sometimes when I go to get my coffee one of the inserts will already be fixed. Someone else has seen what I have seen and felt the same had the same response took the same corrective action. This feels like winning something. I don't know what but it definitely smells like Victory. And Conspiracy. And it makes me happy. Happier than I'd like to admit.
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Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 10:32 AM UTC
It's Not OCD
It's not OCD I'm just anal-rententive. There are two coffee urns in my office kitchenette. Each urn has a spot to place your mug beneath the spigot. Each of these spots has a circular insert of gridded plastic to mark the mug-placement area and allow spilled coffee to flow through so this spot doesn't become just a puddle of coffee soaking the bottom of everyone's mugs. Each of these inserts has three indentations: one on each side at nine and three o'clock small, arcing parabolas like reversed parentheses there to allow someone to get their fingers into the coffee mug spot and under the insert to remove it and, presumably clean it and then another indentation more like a groove or a notch much smaller, thinner, and deeper at the top that fits perfectly with a matching small plastic protuberance jutting from the coffee mug spot where the insert goes. In an almost ****** fashion this protuberance fits into this last indentation this notch this groove to secure the insert in place. For some reason I've never known perhaps laziness perhaps inattentiveness more likely simple couldn't-care-less-ness this insert never seems to be placed into the mug spot properly. It is always placed sideways rotated a quarter-turn so that the larger indentations on the side meant as finger holes are placed top-to-bottom noon and six the small plastic protuberance at the top being swallowed whole by the too-large indentation and its mate the groove meant to hold the plastic piece so tightly is left alone to one side empty and useless. This has always bothered me. Bothered me more than I would like to admit. It's such a simple little thing to get right it would take almost no effort at all and yet, day-after-day someone I don't know who whoever is in charge of these things insists on doing it wrong. And I cannot abide it. So, day-after-day when I go to get my morning coffee I fix it I twist the insert ninety-degrees and secure it in the correct position. Lately I have noticed something. Sometimes when I go to get my coffee one of the inserts will already be fixed. Someone else has seen what I have seen and felt the same had the same response took the same corrective action. This feels like winning something. I don't know what but it definitely smells like Victory. And Conspiracy. And it makes me happy. Happier than I'd like to admit.
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With that, my Parapets should find Content Knowing you and all Involved will migrate But only sever out those Post-Chains sent Will I be Enlightened from this Debate I should go first, seeing this Program, I, The Valleyed Entrepreneur once invest For special - Hearts which ferrimost go by And boost this Capital for all your Best Only a matter when my eyes Break Lens Which, for once, these Songs never did Exist Since configured to Sportive Water's sense Those Borrowed Drums whose Beat will now resist. With my lips pursed, to the top of my mane I Thank you once again, Beauty's Maiden Name.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:29 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE SUNDRY - NINETY-SIX - TOM DALEY: M'AM DEBBIE DALEY - RESOLVE
Dawn light just seeping through slatted blinds robins begin their morning song at full-blast volume I am awake, listening hoping you made it through the wilderness and are sitting on the deck with your morning coffee listening to robins too or loons calling on the lake watching the sun rise you said you wanted to be lying naked next to the woman you love when you're ninety I hope to be the one in your arms perhaps completely deaf to the robin's cacophony and a little worse for wear but still loving each other just the same.
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Feb 24, 2016
Feb 24, 2016 at 9:57 AM UTC
Robins
The Catholic church endorsed the world today for a dollar ninety nine. -Announcement- Every iPhone owner! sinner, saint or stoner! Come now have your sins forgiven! forgiven if you spill your guts, if you just confess, then watch technology do the rest. Absolution for you and me! Send your sins across the sea! your sins will fly up through the sky encrypted on waves to reach the almighty, the Vatican! the Pope! A man of God appointed by the church yet is he any different than you and me? We know he sins the same as us, the book of Romans says its so,* and do you really think his tall hat and flowing dress can make him any more chosen than us? Can he really hold back lust? Will he not eventually turn to dust Just like the rest of us? is he really any different than us? How ironic he receives a royalty from a symbol of the fallen world, The Apple computer company, payment for our absolution… ...So the world fell by the fruit of a tree and now expects to be redeemed the same way. The truth is not in a man. the truth is not in the Apple. The truth is not in the white smoke rising from the stacks on Sistine Chapel. The truth cannot be dried up. The truth cannot be cured. the truth is not the Pope's to smoke, To believe it is absurd. If you want to know the truth, the truth is in the blood. The blood covers everything. Including what is written here.
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Feb 9, 2011
Feb 9, 2011 at 5:54 AM UTC
The Church has Sold its Soul