"neglection" poems
Born heavy as adorned many: objectivity lifts ready existance carried more steady with the fist than a switchblade as to fist crave: yall just manisfest id shame when you spit back like all my family here to spit crack bone in been gripped back when at grown taught to **** Macks;
I'm the R to the Mack Marck M heavy to my fam born carried since Nas dropped the bomb that Eminem levied in so to spit back, like ghost spittin the **** shittin at all emcees here to spit back:
only time you'd get a note outta me relative is when i'm posing for death: like tupac menacing his pelvis still for the ****** levy in neglection in pics wack;
i spit bone quick when it comes to being notorious in a jacuzzi playing sega and super nintendo **** be in disrespect to ever understand that i don't spit thick back.
i flow sick that before i flow spit that between to post ****
I pose **** to even to boast fits forgotten what the Ohmegaus finds the rest as undereducated life in being in the sun.
Ghost spittin future written past to see all the conjugatives relative like ****** games on the run:
games on the fun like extension big sides as big sizes like chasing dreams again straight to the the sun is what we've become.
unfinished...
this ain't motherfucken games, and you know id through wish-epic
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 4:57 AM UTC
I remenise my pain
How it was lined up
Grew up misleaded
by my own mom though
don't like her
because I was mistreated
So how was I wrong?
I never asked for birth
She act like it's my fault
when i ask why she starts getting ralled up
She never cared that's my lesson
She wished me dead through a message
False love and neglection
Want attention get regected
I don't hate her
I forgive her apology
even though she never said it
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 1:41 AM UTC
I am but a small flower,
Waiting to be noticed and seen,
Longing and yearning by the hour,
Like everyone else in this place of green.
I am but a Forget-Me-Not,
Please give me lots of love and affection,
Because that is what I require a lot,
For I cannot take rejection and neglection.
I am but a Bleeding Heart,
Care for me and I will bloom only for you,
But if you have enough of me and depart,
I shall wilt and become one with the morning dew.
Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 2:43 PM UTC
Chronic neglection
Leads to apathetic acceptance
Of mediocrity
In all forms
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 11:34 PM UTC
The crippling feeling of an emotional blizzard
Hitting all at once
Anger at him for neglection
Somber that I wasn't worth his attention
Frustrated that I wasted longing and desire on him
Timid that he ccould blatantly disregard me so easily
Defeated that I anticipated for something to happen
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
The sirens,
They always make it seem worse,
But not this time!
Relief was felt in the house,
They knew,
Reality kicked in,
She wasn't walking away from this one!
That eerie silence,
The calm before the storm,
Then,
Panic, tubes, masks,
Certainly not the norm,
Nosey neighbours,
Sandwiches,
Condolensces exchanged,
The prying looks,
The stuff she took,
The pity about her age,
Saddened mingled anger at her actions,
Neglection of left over siblings,
Endless feelings of blame, and guilt,
The stupid, senseless ramblings,
But letting go, in just a while,
She'll leave this house for ever,
Her self destruction, struck a blow..
(c) eileen mcgreevy 2009
Nov 20, 2009
Nov 20, 2009 at 5:15 AM UTC
I'm addicted to this pain
Addicted to you
Addicted to the stain
Addicted to misuse
The neglection you give me?
I'm addicted to that too
I'm addicted to the abuse you give me times three
I'm addicted to forgiving your mistakes towards me
Addicted to being tired of this suppression
Addicted to this thing called depression
Addicted to the blade
that cuts into life
Addicted to no longer being a hero in the strife
I'm addicted to people with an extensive diction
I'm addicted to being an addict with an addiction
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
**Time for reflection
No more neglection
More self-affirmations and satisfaction
Deep beyond all that tainted my inner beauty
I shed the covers all at once
Revealing the butterfly inside
Soaring and levitating,
Saying goodbye to gravity
Looking at my mirror image, and smiling
Beautiful and happy,
That is what I am
Sun is shining once again
And this time I am the reason
The reason behind my own smile
Confident about the future,
At peace with the past,
Content with the present
Happy for being me
Loving myself,
And if I ever want a poem,
This poem will be a dedication
To myself
I am everything I need,
And if what I need is love,
Then love is what I shall receive.
I control my fate and happiness,
And if loving myself makes me happy…
Then I love myself, and I am not selfish
I am simply satisfied and glad.
Thank you, for being me.
**
Feb 26, 2012
Feb 26, 2012 at 9:06 AM UTC
We are one as if the sun had forgotten how to set.
Forgetting forgets now what else have I forgotten too forget?
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 8:27 AM UTC
No one ever knew
What it was like to be a ****
They never felt the unnerving sensation
Of the lingering touches and kisses
No one knew
How one's skin stings
From trying to scrub away
How ***** and disgusting they feel
They don't know
How it crushes a whore's heart
To be used but not remembered
How it's hard to find company
Who sees you for who you are
And not for your body
They don't know
How it's hard to live
Upto the society's restrictions
They judged but they were not aware
Of how this bítch was molded
They don't know
But still they criticized
They don't see
The gaping hole left
Within this slut's personality
They don't feel the pang of rejection
The pain of neglection
The sting of false accusations
They never listened
Their criticism never faltered
No one thought about the bìtch
No one cares for the whôre
What matters was that she destroys
And then get destroyed by her protagonist
They want a fairytale
And there's gotta be a villain.
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 12:17 AM UTC
Crystallized cards and bleeding hands
Empty minds and dull reflections
Desperation spread accross the lands
People divided into seperate sections
Skins burnt crisp by brands
Bodies braking down by neglection
Time without the flowing sands
Faith lost in crucified interception
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 7:47 AM UTC
You say
Don't laugh at me
I text back
Lol
You say
I kinda love you
I respond
Very well
Looks like neglection meets affection
In one magnetic pull
I hate all these emotions
I'd rather remain cool
***You warm me up inside
Like a sun rise
You warm me up inside
Like a sun rise***
I try not
To talk to you
But always
Look your way
I try not
To talk to you
But listen
As you say
*I love you
With all of me
With every
Little piece
Won't you please
Fall with me
In emotional
Release?*
***You warm me up inside
Like a sun rise
You warm me up inside
Like a sun rise***
***We sit
Contemplating life
On the endless horizon
Of our fingertips
We touch down
On each others temples
Weightless
Floating on a kiss
Moments become memories
And we watch it all happen
I'm falling with you in emotional hues
And all your colors are catching***
***You make me whole inside
Staring into your eyes
You make me whole inside
Staring into your eyes***
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 5:40 PM UTC
you've said enough, I could say no more
words like sickle cell slowly tear me from within,
you did not care to spare, you simply ignore
the months of loneliness, playing my violin
on a cord you did not fair,
you give that deadly, hardened stare
you trampled on me, all my failures,
all my dreams, all the hopes I could not keep
when embraced you crumbled your face
wrinkled, full of contempt, unhappiness settles in
this coupling was sure misplaced
I stayed in hope I could guide you with care
To warmth that would make a beast a child's bear
no, you could not be held, nor molded, you only withheld
a history of mistreatment, neglection leading to abandonment
this left you a scar that will never heal
and you inflict more onto yourself
because this one you could not conceal
you swore by punishment, you wanted to be punished
by you, your force, your evil-contempt, a malicious hunger to reap justice on yourself,
punishment,
you wanted alone, a life you could not bare to live,
I gave you need but you wanted self affliction,
even if it was ******* you thought this, "this is what I deserve"
confinement.
I wanted to think what you thought so I could help you think
differently because thoughts are easy battles
just don't drop the bomb.
Talk it out, compromise, the war should not be exercised.
It is a doomsday device.
I know you're still in there, innocence, innocent Bell.
Let me in, let us run out.
Dec 6, 2011
Dec 6, 2011 at 6:15 PM UTC
Where do i start from?
Everyday i fall and the next day i rise
Before i was calm shy and don't even know the meaning of the word willed from starter now i am aggressive can be be sweet and kind strong willed and imaginative
what changed and why?
Everyday i make myself strong minded and i try my best to fit in but not anymore
I survived every bullying everyday and neglection
why? but am fine
Don't underestimate me
I don't surrender i toughten up
Everyday that why i am very happy on the outside
But inside i have a story
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 3:13 PM UTC
A greasy cage, painted with chipped, faded gold,
Houses an individual whose identity is fastened by chains,
Silver chains rusty with the squeaks of a rat
Whose tail is pinched by the linked fingers.
The prisoner is taunted, with heavenly lights,
By one empty corner of the prison’s ceiling,
Partially freed to dream
Stars melting
On her skin,
Warm ice
Years ago, she had shredded and torn apart her wool blanket.
Its remains are piled in the far right corner
Collecting neglection and dust.
Feb 13, 2010
Feb 13, 2010 at 9:17 PM UTC
The day I turned thirteen was the day all innocence in me was lost.
The day I turned thirteen was the day something in me changed;
The day I turned thirteen was the day I became "deranged"...
They point their fingers and look at us with:
Hatred and Malice in their eyes,
Upon us all they suspect foul play-
But what they don't realise is if they mess with one they get the full creme brulee.
We're different, we're aliens on this strange planet Earth.
But that's no justification for:
Neglection, Cruelty and Abuse;
It's no wonder some of us start tying our own noose...
You think that you know us, but you haven't seen it all,
Not the good times, the bad times, the party - or the brawl.
It's a tragedy to think that on the 13th birthday of any young teens life,
He 's marked forever with the
Badge of Shame;
And is then until death the subject of blame.
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 1:42 PM UTC
Here we go with more minerals
What have I done to myself
Yes I understand its bad for my health
It's just that I am infatuated with the body's chemistry
My entire existence is just bonding
I feel like a walking science project erupting
When I can't sleep I drink a little diphenhydramine
I lost myself with no where to hide
My mind is everywhere its gone for a ride
Another unsolved mystery from the land of the free dream
Don't pay any attention to me
Just a lowlife in the depths of debt
I do not charge here just free exhibiting
Skipping through scenes for a sneak peek
To avoid nasal congestion I'll spray some oxymetazoline
Drinking distilled spirits that cause impair judging
I can see my heart beat through my stomach
To release endorphins I swallow a blue dolphin
Walking distance between realms when I poison my stomach with fungus
Do you hear that?
The loudest noise in the room
Close your eyes and sync with my scripture
These poetry particles are my brain acupuncture
Cloak yourself like that alien predator
Rest in a piece of earth Grandpa I'll speak to you on the Ouija board later
They told me death was only the beginning
That means the last stage of a human being is not an ending
Life is to live. die. and repeat
I know these poems don't make sense
Everyone can read
Everyone can write
I'm more into making my readers feel
the words just right
Summon a tingle at the tip of your spine
I can not draw you a pair of graphs of paragraphs
Maybe assist you with your own parallel habitat
Adrenaline rush when my deficit attention disorder attacks
I can't speak a spoke of words and I'm stuck
Cold sweat and I'm out in the sun
Take this serum to compress your depression
Don't forget your coupon for the governments vaccination
Frying pneumonia for tonights digestion
This isn't a rap
This isn't a flow
This is not even poetry I'm not Edgar Allan Poe
I'm just like you looking for acceptance in a world of neglection
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 4:15 PM UTC
The neighbors left my dog alone
in the cold, dark, rain.
They do not care it is insane.
My empathy is still the same.
This is not how it has to be.
I hear his silent plee.
Together it is as we are one, I, him & we.
A neglection of abandonment I see.
They should wrap him in a blanket &
Keep him warm.
Cover him from the wind & storm.
Compassion is what will form.
With love bonds a new life is born.
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 11:04 PM UTC
I stare; I gaze, but do not conceive
The paintings pure horizon is in the presence of deceit
But please, repeat your outlook
Your pointless dictation of controversy
Disease, you preach from your foul perch
Upon this mound of impatience and matrimony
Your bride is but grievance
Internal rage without reason, but false is the tale
I read the writings wrapped in weakness
Such empty words, wrenched and creedless
I shed silence in a script of declaration
I steal the very breath of this restless plague
Impotence derives from but a faceless fractions cost
The few and the fallen, the tempted and the lost
They all perish at a point
We too, will perish.
Locked in the abyss of conflict
Trapped, forever sinking into the depths
Slowed to a crawl,
From a drop dripped too far
This overflowing vile of greed
Must find a way to be released
Separate secrets reveled, remain so softly undone
Will we ever stop thinking in time to realize we should run?
Neglection’s ghost concealed,
Under the sun
You cannot hide from the sun’s scrutiny from above.
Apr 17, 2012
Apr 17, 2012 at 2:44 PM UTC
Gave you nothing less than perfection,
i received neglection
no affection ,just thoughts and depression my lesson learned by the taunting aggression,
my obsession is caressin my helpless quessin,
pressin my deepest thoughts, tryin to harbor my lost,
tryin to hold my cost, a price of heart is stolen,
every second of the day im second quessin my life,
stuck in thoughts frozen..trying to let go...
reflection is whom im opposen, im posen a threat,
not understanding my loneliness, so...
im holding this, thoughts and feeling,
picturing a day on bended knee,kneeling, tellin you
my feeling, the feelings is true, you turn my helpless why? into hopeless when..i dont wanna be your friend,i wanna meet worlds end, show you i am more than a
kiss nd hug,
im more than a,
i don't know shoulder shrug,
im more than a
then i am a here and will never be a never was,
i go the length, in 1 year, tell you I do, cause no matter what you do,
ill stick around as long as you want me too,
ill be that ***** stick witcha , snap picture in the background, tellin you every second i happy for you,while slowly killin liver,
i know you can be better with me, but you with another ***** so
i let it goo, but let it linger, aint no ring on my finger, but there's one in my heart if you could've looked alil deeper...you would seen how you left it alil bit torn apart.
its ok i worn the lost, i learn to floss, but heres no body like you, and im just cooping with an inevitable loss.
BY: Emmanuel JV Hernandez
5/6/14
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 2:48 AM UTC
You walk in to my dreams as though I never ever lost you.
All your faults and doubts have left us and i feel ineffable to be embraced by your presence.
You do not touch me. You wouldn't.
You know well you have touched me enough.
My heart sacredly reads the language of despair you flash me with a subtle look.
Ive always known your scared. You know this too that is why you are here.
My love is strong for you.
You see the gift of tragedy in my eyes you left with me.
The neglection was not apart of your plan.
The recognition of this hurts you in your gut. I try to mask the truth. I am confident i can achieve this. I want to protect you.
You feel wrath towards experience and dimensions but they are you.
Your inability to carry out your intentions has imploded and holds you to me.
It was always pain that bound us Barbara, wasn't it.
I drop the maternal cloth I made in your absence.
All wounds are exposed. Your stare is strong.
You look at your work at a distance. How else?
I feel your nervous but I know your just as brave.
Your taking it in slowly.
I know you are getting closer to yourself now like you said last time.
I only wish light for you.
I promise.
Sep 27, 2011
Sep 27, 2011 at 2:29 PM UTC
Stress
Is like a million mad-mans running at you with guns
Anxiety
Is like standing in front of a crowd having to say a speech but nothing will come out and everyone looks at you in frustration. They're waiting and all you can do is shake.
Depression
Is sitting a room of happy people who are laughing, you're laughing too but you feel numb. Like your laugh is really a scream for help as you are stuck in a well slowly drowning.
Insecurity
Is wanting to become invisible
Neglection
Is wanting to be seen
Strength
Is what you have if you can smile convincingly even with one or more of these situations
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 12:18 AM UTC
Enter at your own risk.
Into thee unknown abyss.
Seduction of the sun kiss.
UNGRANTED wish & fate with a twist.
Darkness & shadows with echos that fade.
You I will follow a choice that I made.
Music draws me in this time.
Lures me through steals my reflection.
Violating my essence.
Coldness clings.
Never got the message.
Fear it brings. Captivating & haunting.
Intriguing but taunting.
Trapped & hyponotized & paralyzed.
Irresistable & unescapeable to occupy.
I fall & tumble through this bubble.
Without bearing or direction.
I choose a path with further neglection.
Lost without a guide.
My uncertainty never subsides.
No one was ever on my side.
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 2:47 PM UTC
Neither one of us is brand new. We both been dropped, broken, and shattered a time or 2wo. But what gives me hope the most is the fact that I stick to you. Just a reflection of loveless neglection... figured you stick it through.. But then you found then you found your glue. And i found my heart... You found out it was in pieces and it was missing a part. The irony of it all is yours heart's in worst condition. That's when i learned my mission. You mend a broken heart and your healing has just begun. So it's best to love love and crackle under the sun. But all in all im glad i found you. Im glad you found me and im you had glue... Adhesion...
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 3:18 AM UTC
Love & protection.
Not hatred, fear, & neglection.
Respect, trust, honesty, & loyalty.
Not self centered royalty.
Devotion, understanding, & consideration.
Not meaningless flings of infatuation.
Open relationships with a wandering eye.
Is that what you want in a guy?
I want to be loved & cared for.
Not betrayed, used, & scared by.
Aug 8, 2015
Aug 8, 2015 at 7:05 PM UTC