No one is lonelier than the moon
Hanging in space swallowed in darkness
Forever living in the shadow of the sun
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 3:17 PM UTC
I drink until I feel
Something
Anything
The sickness
Dizziness
Fake happiness
Until I don't feel you
Your touch
Your love
My broken heart
Is drowned in my pool
of alcoholic misery
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 11:54 AM UTC
I will never forget those long thin fingers
Once used to push the hair away from my face,
now dripping in crimson secrets.
Those steady hands I’d grown to love are now shaking,
Shaking with a fear I have never seen you subject to.
I pray you snap out of this, for the sake of all we know.
Insanity has taken over and I can see it intends to grow.
Over the green grainy hills and cotton candy clouds,
Beyond the crystal covered ocean and suffocatingly star-filled sky,
An echo of a siren’s song resonates throughout and cannot be ignored.
Its addicting melody begs to be traveled and lives to be explored.
This is where we live now though you are not here.
I cry and plead for you to come back to your senses but your mind has disappeared.
Why won’t you end this habit before it destroys everything you know?
For the first time in weeks you look into my eyes, shocked.
Surprised to see me there,
As if I had not been standing in front of you for the past year.
With a twitch of your hands and the stars reflecting in your eyes, you whisper:
“Do not fret my love, it won’t destroy me for I am already as dead as winter.”
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 3:44 PM UTC
I want nothing more than
To lay in a field of flowers and fuzzy dandelions
Isolated in utter peace with only music to accompany me
Where everything is so simple and pain doesn't exist
I need you to get out of my mind
Let go of my arm and stop wiping the tears off my face
Let me bleed out of all the cuts you've bandaged
Simply be the ghost that haunts me.
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 10:27 PM UTC
Cut my head open
and you will find thoughts
So many twisted and corrupt
These thoughts of mine
You don't want anything to do with
They'll grab you and entangle you
In their dark unyielding abyss
Take my warning and run
If you ever ask me what's on my mind
Because I might just tell you
After all, misery loves company
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 9:55 PM UTC
Let's go ride a carpet
Over castles unimaginably vast
And maybe we'll stop on a planet
Racing through the stars so fast
Let's run through meadows of flowers
***** feet & daisies in my hair
Lay down together in the spring showers
Happy that life finally seems fair
Let's go to the ocean blue
Jumping in the waves with no regret
Swim with the mermaids, one for me and you
Telling secrets we'll never forget
Let's go on an adventure
Tell me something to think through
I honestly don't mind whatever we do
As long as I spend my days with you
Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 10:12 PM UTC
I'm addicted to this pain
Addicted to you
Addicted to the stain
Addicted to misuse
The neglection you give me?
I'm addicted to that too
I'm addicted to the abuse you give me times three
I'm addicted to forgiving your mistakes towards me
Addicted to being tired of this suppression
Addicted to this thing called depression
Addicted to the blade
that cuts into life
Addicted to no longer being a hero in the strife
I'm addicted to people with an extensive diction
I'm addicted to being an addict with an addiction
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
Oh my little daydreamer,
Dreaming of better days
Dreaming of cotton candy clouds
and a sky you see your reflection in
Didn't anyone tell you silly little dreamer?
You can have anything you dream?
Open your mind, your soul, your heart
You are stronger than you believe
Daydreamer of mine,
Please don't grow up to be masochistic
Be a soldier that defeats any obstacle
Be a lover that loves in the loveliest of ways
My darling little dreamer
Be the dreamer of dreams for all of those who can't
For those of us who have fallen
For the ones who used to be daydreamers
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 12:57 AM UTC