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You took everyone I knew, All my friends, all my family, You left me with no dignity, Made sure everyone hated me. I never knew you were cruel, Thought I an abnormal child, For my identity you stole, Now all I want to do is hide. You're the vampire of my soul, You left me in the cold, I'm so cold and alone, You're the vampire of my soul. All done in silence behind closed doors, Made sure everyone thought otherwise, You're cold narcissism used its claws, You completely tore me up with your lies. I never knew I could feel so alone, But now everything I thought I knew is gone, Cant trust no one, dont know whats true - People believe the twisted lies you told.... Cant trust no one dont know whats true, ... People believe the twisted lies you told. ... I don't see you as my mother, I dont even know who you are, All I remember is fear and shame, I dont even like my name. I live the shame, I live it everyday, You sided with a ****** turned me away, It may well be hidden but its clear to me, But covert narcissisms not there for all to see. I bleed for you mum, I let you hit me in the face, Justified your behavior, I'd always been a disgrace. I know that you cant love me, I hold nothing against you, But the way you tore my life apart Till the day I saw the truth But where do I go from here? In this dark and empty space, You stole everything from within me, To believe in the human race. I'll never be free of you until my dying day, Tho we hardly speak, I can feel you pulling the chains, A victim of cover narcissism lives in constant pain, Invisible on the outside, but im full of internal pain. Betrayal, denial, Blame, and shame, Its covert narcissism, And this is their game.....
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Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 10:28 PM UTC
nomkhumbulwa
You're the Vampire of my Soul
You took everyone I knew, All my friends, all my family, You left me with no dignity, Made sure everyone hated me. I never knew you were cruel, Thought I an abnormal child, For my identity you stole, Now all I want to do is hide. You're the vampire of my soul, You left me in the cold, I'm so cold and alone, You're the vampire of my soul. All done in silence behind closed doors, Made sure everyone thought otherwise, You're cold narcissism used its claws, You completely tore me up with your lies. I never knew I could feel so alone, But now everything I thought I knew is gone, Cant trust no one, dont know whats true - People believe the twisted lies you told.... Cant trust no one dont know whats true, ... People believe the twisted lies you told. ... I don't see you as my mother, I dont even know who you are, All I remember is fear and shame, I dont even like my name. I live the shame, I live it everyday, You sided with a ****** turned me away, It may well be hidden but its clear to me, But covert narcissisms not there for all to see. I bleed for you mum, I let you hit me in the face, Justified your behavior, I'd always been a disgrace. I know that you cant love me, I hold nothing against you, But the way you tore my life apart Till the day I saw the truth But where do I go from here? In this dark and empty space, You stole everything from within me, To believe in the human race. I'll never be free of you until my dying day, Tho we hardly speak, I can feel you pulling the chains, A victim of cover narcissism lives in constant pain, Invisible on the outside, but im full of internal pain. Betrayal, denial, Blame, and shame, Its covert narcissism, And this is their game.....
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I hate that my only experience of love, Before now, Was a demonstration of narcissisms bargaining chip. The soul source of a narcissists food to feed the ego. Because for a long time, I was in deep belief that love was fleeting. Here one second, Non existent the next. Torturous… And devoid of any warmth falsely portrayed in movies, books and the lives of my friends. I hate that I was conditioned to believe love was regimented. Structured and strictly used to service you. Affection was a mirage Shown only when I must’ve needed a reminder to cling to false hope that this was real. And while some romance films Toy with the idea of some small sacrifices being involved None ever quite explained that you had to forfeit your dreams for a narcissists ego. Luckily, this was something you explained to me. I should’ve graduated 3 years ago… Despite your hard hard work to convince me love wasn’t real, That I was nothing of worth. I am being loved, shown I too can be supported, encouraged. And I am stronger And worthier And happier Than I think you are ever capable of feeling. The hole you’ve dug is a deep one, Get comfy before they fill it in.
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May 16, 2022
May 16, 2022 at 8:37 AM UTC
madsline
A narcissists lamb
I hate that my only experience of love, Before now, Was a demonstration of narcissisms bargaining chip. The soul source of a narcissists food to feed the ego. Because for a long time, I was in deep belief that love was fleeting. Here one second, Non existent the next. Torturous… And devoid of any warmth falsely portrayed in movies, books and the lives of my friends. I hate that I was conditioned to believe love was regimented. Structured and strictly used to service you. Affection was a mirage Shown only when I must’ve needed a reminder to cling to false hope that this was real. And while some romance films Toy with the idea of some small sacrifices being involved None ever quite explained that you had to forfeit your dreams for a narcissists ego. Luckily, this was something you explained to me. I should’ve graduated 3 years ago… Despite your hard hard work to convince me love wasn’t real, That I was nothing of worth. I am being loved, shown I too can be supported, encouraged. And I am stronger And worthier And happier Than I think you are ever capable of feeling. The hole you’ve dug is a deep one, Get comfy before they fill it in.
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