"nai" poems
kn , kn tha mai
Ye mjhe usne bataya
Leke insan ka roop
Maano, khuda MRi zindagi mai aaya
Shayad , bhul hi gya tha mai hasna
Lekin tne mjhe hasna sikhaya
Bas sans Lena jeena Nai
Ye usne mjhe hai bataya
Bas Dil dhadakne ko kehte zindagi Nai ye bhi ussine ehsaas karaya
Chod Di thi Maine
Jeene Ki ummed
Phir , mjko khudse rubahru , tne karaya
Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 8:43 PM UTC
Chand ko dekhkar yaad tumhari aati hai,
Chand ki chandni b sath rahkar door hojati hai,
Chand ne auron ko to khush rakhti hai chandni apne ujale se,
Par chand se poocho jara k vo usk paas kab aati hai ?,
Raat bhar jagkar jo duniya ko roshan karta hai,
Andar hi andar vo bhi judai ki aag me jalta hai,
** kar rahe ae mere khushiyon k maalik tum bhi kuch aisa,
Mai dhoondhta rahta hu tumko paas apne,
Aur tum kahiin door nikal jate **
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **
Kyun khataye meri tumhe har baar dikh jati hai,
Kabhi paas aakar to dekho mai kitna gunahgaar hu,
Tum to ruswa ** jate ** bewajah mujhse,
Aur na ki hui khata ki saja mujhe de jate **
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **
Choot jate hai jo judai ki maar se mai vo dil ka saudagar nahi,
Tum to bas kuch pal bitakar sath me fir se meri duniya ko banjar bana jate **
Kabhi tum bhi mujhe aaajma kar dekho kareeb se,
Kyun door rahkar mujhe doori ka ehsaas kara jate **
** tum hi sirf meri jindagi me jise chaha dil ki har khwahish se,
Aur tum ** k gairon ko mera batakar rooth jate **
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **
Mai nai hu vo jise duniya dil parast kahti hai,
Mai to deewana hu tumhari har baat ka,
Fir bhi na jane ku roothkar tapadne k liye chod jate **
Ban jaun ttera har pal ka sathi,
Kyun aisi koi saja nahi,
Jindagi bhar rone k liye,
Har baar kyun tanha kar k chale jate **
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **
Kyun bhool jate ** k mai bhi hu tumhari raah me,
Khada hi aankhen band kark tumhe paane ki chah me,
Akhir aisa bhi kya k mere rone se bhi tum rooth jate **
Mujhe apna banakar pal bhar me paraya ban jate **
Fir bhi na jaane ku chaand ko dekhkar yum yaad aate **
i love you alot. N you are my only wish, need n reason. Trust me i love you n only you. Please my sweet heart marry me.
I cant live widout you n our baby.
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 8:04 AM UTC
(Let them see the world)
Dekho Manhooos Paida Hui Hai
Sabke Chehere Pe Maatam Chaa Gaya
Aur Betii Bojh Ban Gayi
Bojh Shayad Kuch Kam Hua Tha
Jab Iskaa Ek Chotaa Bhaii Hua Tha
Par Shayad Kabse Sach Hua Tha
Simaat Gayi Akelepan Mein
Baith Baith Ke Sapne Bunti
Raat Ko Voh Taare Gintii
Gintii?
Gintii Toh Mujko Aati Nahi
Baabujii Ne School Nahi Bheja Mujko
Betii Hoon Naah? !!
Aaj Veera Aayega Toh Ussey Kahungi
Gintii Sikhaa De. :')
Taaare Ginne Hai Mujko
Betii Honaaa Paap Hai
Betii Toh Bojh Hotii Hai Naah
Papa Bhi Yahii Kehete Hai
Solaah (16) Saal Kii Umaar Me
Voh Laal Jodaa Mujhpe Bojh Ban Gaya
Aur Baabuji Kaa Bojh Shayad Kuch Halkaa ** Gaya
Ispe Kayi Sitaare Lage The
Aur Muje Abbhi Gintii Nai Aatii Thi
Dekho Manhoos Paida Hui Hai
Mai Manhoos Banke Reh Gayi
Sabke Chehere Pe Muskaan Thi Aaj
Aur Beti Bojh Banke Reh Gaayi.
Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 4:46 AM UTC
Nai umangey nai tajgi,
Laker aai subah aaj ki.
Aaj subah kuch hoga khas
Sab ko yeh hoga ehasah.
Nai subah ki nai bauchhar
Sabko mile khub sara pyar
Yahi hamari dua hai rab se
Sabko khusiaa mile ham sb se.
Aai nai bouchhar,
lekar khub sara pyar.
Nai umange......
Har muskurahat hoti hai kimati
Par log karte eski na ginti.
Har din har roj
Karte ham eski khoj.
Sbki khusiaa rahe salamat,
Ham sb ki yahi hai amanat.
Jb khamosi chaye
To hm sb muskuraye
Ye duniaa ki rit ham sb nibhay,
Agar chot lagti koi apno ko
Bahot dukh hota mere es dill ko
Magar mai na sochi kv aoro ki
jo phirte hai dharti pe bina apno ke,
Par muskil hai sb ko ye bat batana.
Ye duniaa me apni aawaj uthana
Ye bouchhar aai bahot pyar lai,
Barsat ke sath nai subah aai.
Nai umange nai tazgi,
Lekar Aai subah aaj ki.......!!!!!!
-ROHINI-
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC
Waqt Waqt Ki Hai Baat
Kabhie Tha Aap Ka Saat.
Zindagi Nai Dai Dee Mujhe Maat.
Dua Karnai Uthaya Merai Dau Haaat.
Waqt Waqt Ki Hai Baat.
Duniya Nai Di Mujhe Laat
Ristadaurai Na Diya Mera Saat.
Dostai Na Diya Mujhe Daat.
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
Ishq naam hai Tabahi ka Phir bhi chuna
hai kaam Ruswai ka phir bhi chuna
ishq main dard Hijar o firaq hai
ye kam nai Harjai ka phir bhi chuna
Aawazain kasti hai dunya Tahne deti hai
nai harf Bhalai ka phir chuna
bhala aisi bhi kia Majboori thi ANAYAT
Jante hain hai safar Tanhai ka phi bhi Chuna
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
Ik gal kaha.
Menu 2016 to hi yakeen ja ** gea c
Ki thuhade lai menu bhulna bada easy c
Bcz us time jado thuhade viah di gal chali c
Tuci menu ik war bi nai c dasea
Nd us bhenchod nu pyar kar bethe c tuci
Yaar me kade kisi hor nu pyar nai kita, na hi kade kar paya. Beshak me hor bada kuj kita.
Bhawe oh kudi baji c ya nasha.
Par kisi hor nu kade pyar nai kr sakea.
Menu sala ehi samj nai a reha
Ki me thuhanu yaad karna band kr dawa
Ya ewe hi yaad krda raha
Me badi try kr reha ki yaad na kara.
Par is baar gal kuj hor he
2016 wich me bhul gea c u nu
But etki, gaand fati hoi a meri
Bus ik mar nai sakda
Baki bahro kush rehna penda
Kini war dekh chukea me thuhanu lal rang de choore wich
Sali iko dua nikdi ki maut a jawe menu
Bcz me khud mar nai sakda
*** bi ro reha
Yaad a ik wari, jado apa park wicho di ja rahe c
Te ik munda park wich ro reha c
Te me us time
Keha c ki sala
Kinna pagal he
Munda ewe kiwe ro sakda
Aj oh munde di yaad andi menu
Te meri kahi gal
Aj samj anda ki sala rona ki hunda
Bhen di lun hoi bi meri life di
Sala kite bi dil nI lagda mera
I know u nu mazak hi lag reha hona
Ha me kita bi mazak hi c thuhade naal
Te aj usdi saza bhugat reha ha
Ena jyada tadap reha ha
Pata ik ta banda ro ke mann halka kr lenda
Ik banda andro ronda
Jeda sala andro rona, te usda mann bi halka nai hunda
Bada ikha hunda
Fat jandi he
Rooh kamb jandi he
Sala jad bi kade wife nu patiala chad ke anda
Ta sad song laganda. Badi myshkil naal sad song sunan nu milde
Te bus sara rasta ronda anda me
Sach kaha ohi ik time hunda jad me ro sakda ha te apna mann halka karda ha
Cheeka marda ha, chest te mukke marda ha
Thapad tak marda ha apne aap nu
Sala sochda ki isi bahane kuch dil halka ** jawe
Par kithe.
Nai hunda.
Heena jj, menu pata ki mera *** koi hak nai reha.
Par metho ik haq na khona
Oh thuhanu dekhan da.
Me kade life wich interfair nai krda
Bus menu dekhan to na rokna kade.
Me tadfna chanda ha
Rona chanda ha
Apni galtia krke
Ameen
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
Ve tu ta soch vi ni sakda,
Ki kinna pyaar kardi haa.
Mahiya mere jaan hai tu meri,
Mai sirf haa teri sirf teri.
Teri je na hoyi kade kisi di ni hona,
Tere bina assi el pal vi ni jiyona.
Tu hove jado mere naal hove bahaar,
Tere bin eho ji zindagi vi bekaar
Ankha kholla te tu samne hove,
Tere ch vasdeya mera khuda ve.
Tere naal meri rooh rang di,
Taitho mai tainu hi mangdi.
Chal assi ek sohni duniya vasaiye,
Tu hai meri taaqat mere mahiye.
Jiyona marna hai naal tere,
Teri dadhkan hai saddi saans sajna mere.
Mai rabb nu vekheya nahi aye,
Mere layi khuda tu hi ve.
Mai kinna tenu chauhni mai,
Eh baya mai kar sakdi nai.
Har saah te sajna naam tera,
Jado jud jave tere naal naam mera.
Zindagi da sab tou sohna din ve,
Mainu le jaye doli ch jaan meriye.
Hathha ch mehndi hove tere naam di,
Ghodi leke aaye le jawe sajni aapdi.
Paira ch jhanjhar chan chan chanakdi,
Laal jode ch dulhan ohdi pari lagdi.
Mere sohneya teri jaan tenu yaad kardi,
Meri ankhiyan sirf tehnu labhdi.
Supna banke mil jaunda hai raatan nu,
Ardaas kardi mai khush rawe har vele tu.
Mere hathhan di khushbu tere hathhan ch,
Ja milau os rabb ne sohne lekh injh.
Is zindagi ch jiyone jinne saah sajna,
Tere naal hi leni kardi sajda.
Seene naal laake har lenda har dukh,
Tere hisse ch karde rabb mere har sukh.
Har janam mai tere naam kar deya.
Saaha tou piyareya hai mera mahiya.
Rabb tou pehle tera zikar aunda ve,
Chand naal chandni raat naal taare.
Pta ni lageya tere naal dil laa baithhe,
Sacchiyan mohabbatan assi tere naal karde.
Preeta suchiyan ne,
Tenu har gal dasange.
Tere karke hi haa jiyondi,
Tenu hi har vele os rabb tou mangdi.
Rabb ne milaiya jodiya,
Tere naal hi hasdi teri mahiya.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 8:53 AM UTC
Tuhade layi je ladna paya mainu taqdeera naal,
Haske mai lad laungi tuhadi khushiyan waal.
Tuhade waal je aaya koi dukhe ve,
Saamne mai khadungi mahiye.
Chhetti chhetti aaja jaane meriye,
Bade cher tou tuhadi yaad aundiye.
Ik pal vi tuhade baajo reha nai jiunda,
Sab tou khushnaseeb haa mai tussi jo mile tohfa rabb da.
Mai tuhadi si, tuhadi haa, tuhadi hi rahangi,
Tuhade saaha naal hi sadde saah chalde jaani.
Saddi har khushi tuhade naal ve,
Tussi meri zindagi ** jaan aye meriye.
Sadde ehsaasa ch vi rooh jiundi,
Bin chue vi mehsoos kr lendi.
Es pagli nu mera paglu hi samjh sakda,
Tuhade bajo ek pal vi dil nahi lagda.
Raatan nu neend ni aundi,
Tuhade khayalan ch mai khoyi rendi.
Tussi aisi nigaahan mainu takeya,
Mere dil,rooh jaan ch bs ohi chehra vaseya.
Sawere uthde vi sab tou pehla tuhada naam mai lendi,
Tuhanu hi har janam mai os rabb kolu mangdi.
Lawan baahan ch samet kaayenaat assi,
Jado lawo sanu aapde seene naal tussi.
Tuahde naal jahan sadda,
Sab tou anmol tukda ** sadde dil da.
Chand naal chandani je,
Taareyan naal raat ve.
Tuhade naal saddi har zindagi ve,
Sacchiyan mohabbbatan tuhade naal la baithe.
Jithe jithe tussi hove,
Tuhade picche picche sanu hi pave.
Tuhade naam assi kr ditta har janam,
Har dadhkan ch tuhadi chahat haigi sanam.
Saada har mukaam tuhadiyan hi raahan ch,
Jeena marna sab tuhadiyan baahan vich.
Bhaagan wali haa mai jo mileya saanu eho jeya mahiya,
Mainu mera sohneya saddi jaan tou vi piyareya.
Gale ch mangalsutra,
Baneya raksha sutra.
Tuhada naam jado sadde naam nu poora kareya,
Tuhade kol mera dil ve sadde pyaar di nishaniya.
Chhetti chhetti aaja mahiya le ja aapdi jaan nu aapda bna ke,
Hatthan ch mehndi, baahan ch chudiyan, matthe tey sindoor aapde naam da bhar ke.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 2:19 AM UTC
Am crying heena ji
Uparo meeh pe reha
uparo gaane ewe de lage hoye ne
sala sab kuch yaad ayi janda
te u nu apne kol na dekh ke
jaan nikli ja rahi
kai dina to me jaan buj ke nai c likh reha kuj
but aj control nai hoea
life pata nai ki ban ke reh *** he
ewe lagda jiwe kuch matlb hi nai he is life da
office jao, ghar aao. Ghar wali naal bi dil ni krda chal nal gal karan da
even oh bi ro lai, ki tuci menu pyar nai krde
oh is krke roi ki usnu lagda kite me chad na dawa us nu thuhade krde
usnu thuhade to bada dar lagda he
thuhade naam to bada dar lagda he
but me fas gea ha
parso sari raat roi gea me.
ghar wali us time so rahi c
menu pata oh raat kiwe langi meri
*** koi value hi nai rakhda ***
bilkul dil nai krda
sala mausam ewe da ban gea ki
rona a gea
Thuhade husband nal dekhea c u nu.
Soh lage, maran da dil kar reha c.
dil kr reha c ki gaddi mara kite le jake
fer tuci 7 phase wali market chale gaye
uthe tuci mehndi lagwai
te me uthi wait kr reha c thuhadi
sach kaha me has jarur reha c
but andro ro reha c
thuhanu dikhana nai c chanda ki
me thuhanu dekh lea he
menu nai pata ki tuci menu dekhea ya nai
but mera koi motive nai c apni shakal
dikhan da thuhanu
Le lao badle heena ji
chup reh ke jeena bada okha he
me bi dekhda ha kinni der
chup beth sakde ** tuci
kinni patients he thuhade wich
me bi dekha.
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 5:57 AM UTC
Samaj ke bandisho se azad
Bin pankho se urna chahti hu
Pankh tute hai to kya
Khawo se aashaman sajana chahti hu
Hoshlo ki urran hu main
kisi ki muskan hu main
bharat ki anokhi shan hu main
band pare khawbo ki arman hu main
manti hu zindgi ke safar me
Me mil jate hai kuch humsafar
naa hote hue apne
Phir ban jate band aankho ke sapne
Haa main uarna chahti hu
Oos ke bund ki tarah dhara ko susobhit karna chahti hu
khilkhilana chahti hu
Hasna chahti hu
Apne pankho ko failye dhara ko napna chahti hu
apni khusboo se sbko mekhkana chahti hu
apne gunjan se nabh ko gunjit karna chahti hu
kali se ful ki tarah khilna chahti hu
kya thi galti meri
kis bat ki milli mujhe ye saja
ye Samaj ki bandishe
Pairo m jakri ye janjiro se niklna hahti hu
kuch kehna chahti hai
Khud ko khud se milana chahti hu
kyuki jaise main dikhti hu waise hu nai
Mere hai kuch azad sapne
Pinjre m band panchi nahi hu
aazad bharat ki ek shakti ka rup hu
Ek larki hu mai
Haan ek larki
jo khud apna itishah bnana chati hai
Auro se alag khud ki duniya basana chahti hai
kUch karna chati hai
Apne liye
apno ke liye
Iss jahan ke liye.
Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 7:48 AM UTC
ishq pyar mohhabat
ye sabd paraye lagte hai,
anjan *** inke mayano se
ek ehsas iss dil me jise me
mohabat samazha karta tha
jisse dard ke siwa kuch na mila
yeh mehsoos bhi nai hua ki
apne he apnon ke pankh
kat chuke the,
talash thi to bas us kandhe ki thi
jo iss ladkhadate hue ko sahara de sake
fir bhi, dhire dhire iss katon ki
chadar par aage badna hai,
dil yehi kehta rehta hai,
kyunki jhuthi hansi ki kuch
aisi adat si ** gayi hai,
ki ab chahte hue bhi dard
ka ehsas nahin hota hai
naa paresaniya, naa halaat na he koi rog hai
jinhonw hame sataya hai aur koi nahi
wo jhuthe log hai, wo jhuthe log Hai!
jhuthe logon ki duniya me
sachai ki kimat kon jaanega,
toot kar bikhar jayega
jo inse ulajhne ki thanega,
bhalai hai dur rahe aise logon se
jo achai ka naatak karte hai
dhakel denge ye bure daur andhere me
jo girega nikal naa payega!
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
E mann tu kyu rota hai,
Kuch 2 pal ki hi to hai zindagi,
Phir tu itna kyun sochta hai,
Har pal ek naya daur hai,
Ek naya savera, aur ek nai ummeed hai,
Bas itni si baat hai Zindagi,
Kuch pal haseen, to kuch bas yuhin hai zindagi,
Bas 2 pal ki hi to hai Zindagi!!
Bas 2 pal ki hi to hai Zindagi!!
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 1:42 AM UTC
Kyun sab sai dur ja rahi *** main,
Kyun sab ruuth nai lagay hain mujsai,
Kyun kisey sai judh nahi paa rahi *** main,
Kyun sab chor rahain hai mujhai,
Kyun yun lagta hain ki koye apna nahi,
Kyun sab apnai bhul nai lagay hain mujhai,
Kyun koye parwah nahi karta,
Kyun mujhai kisey ki parwah nahi rahi,
Kyun har koye sath tou hain,
Kyun phir bhi koye pass nahi hain,
Kyun sukoon si barey zindagi be sukoon hain,
Kyun kehnai ko jo apnai sab jhut hain.
©shenainmir
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 4:56 AM UTC
Dil me liye armaan hazaro,
har ek insaan daudta hai..
Sapne pure karne ko apne,
kai baar woh rota hai..
Tanhai ke aasuo ki keemat nahi hoti,
aankhen nam kar akele, fizool hi roya main..
Pata nahi kaise,
par iss daud me jeet kar bhi hara main..
Mushkil hoti hai dagar, agar khud ke liye jeete **
dusro ke liye jeena aur bhi mushkil hota hai..
Iss raah me kabhi kisi ka saath mile,
woh saath nibhana aasaan nai hota hai..
Meri koshisho me shayad reh gayi kami koi,
jo aaj tak nahi nibha saka isss rishte ko main..
Pata nahi kaise,
par iss daud me bhi hara main..
Khud ki takleefo me shayad gum gaya zyada zara,
jo dikha nahi mujhe mushkile hoti toh sabhi ko hain..
Chizo ko suljhane chala tha,
uss raah me khud hi ulajh gaya main..
Naa mushkile kam hui aur naa takleefe door,
bas dil dukhaya sabke main..
Zindagi shayad daud nahi, par main phir bhi isme hara hu,
kisi aur ka kya kasoor, bas zindagi se hara mai..
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 6:38 PM UTC
Mel mí hendi dagniruva
Nai npér ve nu mel
Ar pér lok tenn’ i orë
Úhendi
Love within the eyes is not the bane of
That which we desire
And bends unto the heart
Not the eye
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 12:57 PM UTC
akhiyan taras gaiyan
Ve tainu vekhan nu
Mera fukke kaalja ve
Teri galwakdi nu
Khaure kehre des geya
Jitho ve murhda nahi
Aardassa karda
Nitt peer manauna aa
Tere deedar di taang rehndi
he menu majajne
pata nai kithe kho gaye ** tuci
pata nai kithe chale gaye ** tuci
har pase thuhanu labda rehnda ha
har choore wali nu eh soch ke dekhda ha
ki shyad thuhada chehra dekhan nu mil jawe
par sirf iko cheez mildi he
mayuusi
menu pata *** thuhanu
koi farak nai penda mere to
menu eh bi pata ki *** thuhanu
mere mare te bi koi fark ni pena
dukh hi sale ewe de dite ne me
par me sach kaha
thuhade samne ni anda ***
bus jo bi he
ethe likhda rahunga
shyad kade thuhanu read karn da time mil jawe
sala likhde likhde akhan wich paani a gea
ena jajbati pata nai kad to ban gea me
but eh agg bujan nai deni me kade
eh tadap kade mukkan nai deni me kade
thuhuhanu hasda dekhan lai
thuhade samne bi na awanga me
kush reho te ghar basao apna
te us bande nu bi kush rakheo
jide naal *** ** tuci
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 8:41 AM UTC
Manea ki sab kuj paa launga
Me apni zindagi wich,
Par oh tera mehndi lagea hath
Kade mera nai ** sakda
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 3:35 AM UTC
Kinna ruwayegi menu
Aj ta had hi ** ***
Prabh gill da nawa song chal reha c
“Rooh da rukh”
Sala rona hi nai hatea
Ena jyada miss kita
Ena jyada gussa aya apne te
Aj ta salia cheeka bi niklia meri
Te sab to wadiya gal kisi nu pata bi nai chlea
Eh fayda he gaddi da
Unchi awaz wich gaana repeat te chal reha c
Te meri cheeka nikal rahiya c
Kher tenu keda koi fark pena
Na pawe
Tenu ta udan bi fark ni pena jidan me mar jana
Rab kare tenu meri yaad hi na awe
Rab kre tu menu bhul jawe
Rab kare tenu sade bitaye koi bi lamhe yaad na awe
Ena na ruwa kudiye, andro mar chukea ha
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 11:41 AM UTC
The little brown diary lay on
Doan's chest its final restingplace.
Operation Indiana. Quong Nai province.
NVA guerrila. ****** smoke and sticky fire.
VC local yokals
Dipping pungi sticks for effect.
Hochi minh trickle trail.tunnel citties
Criscrossing our lines. Bouncing betty saying high
To your pecker.
The pictures in his dairy makes him. Human
Against my will. Hard I just killed their father.
Two grown women now with an open question
Relentless and tough. Cunning and rugged.
The diary looks back at me the blood
Splatter gives it a face that weeps
And sneers
the answer lies
Back there.
Close the circle
Dec 11, 2012
Dec 11, 2012 at 12:34 AM UTC
*** tak ta tuci pregnant bi ** gaye hone
thuhanu kuj ni pata ehna thoughts naal kini fatdi he
dil daily karda he ki thuhdae office de samne aawa
te ake dekha u nu
but control kr lenda ha kisi na kisi tarah
daily raat nu 2 mint kharar bus stand te ruk ke janda ha,
ki thuhade ghar wal nu jawa ya na jawa.
dil ena krda ki shyad chatt te tuci khade howe te me dekh lawa
but fer dimag kenda chad rehn de dilla.
kyu tang krna us nu
oh kushi kushi apni life spend kr rahi he
ta usdi life kyu spoil krni
Yaar I want to see you.
fati hoi a meri
thuhanu bilkul bi fikar ni andi?
ki kiwe reh reha hona me?
daily ronda ha
daily yaad andi he thuhadi.
But serioulsy u r stone heart
kash me bi ban jawa dubara ewe da
pehla changa bhalwa ban gea c
jado jalandhar to bad breakup hoea c
*** sala pata nai ki ** gea
us time bi 6-8 months lagge c recovery lai
but is time sala ** hi nai reha
menu bi dasdo ewe da ki kara me
ki bhul jawa u nu
jiwe tuci bhul gaye
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 2:10 AM UTC
Time heals all wounds, they say,-- but -- heartbreak --I--s a wound deeper than most. What if that was the first thing she has ever --lo--st? They said she was too nai--ve,-- too young. And it hurts knowing they were --d--ead wrong. It hurts her knowing it ended real bad. It hurts trying to understand. She remembers the lips she once had tasted, and she remembers t --h--e t--im--e... all of it wasted. She remembers the passion, the love, the way time would fly. And now all that's left is hatred, the blood, a final good-bye
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
I’ve been thinking about what to say for a couple of weeks, long before my birthday, and yet I still cannot articulate the words that I really really want to say. I know that we aren’t friends anymore and that we don’t talk anymore, but still I would’ve thought that after so many years of friendship and after everything that we have been through, you would’ve text or called or something for my birthday. In my mind, I thought that what we had, the bond that we had shared was stronger than that. Despite everything that had transpired. Even though we were not talking, I still wished you a happy 18th birthday. I knew that that was a milestone for you, I knew that it was a major occasion. I swallowed my pride, even though I was still extremely hurt and mad at you. I did that and against better judgement will still continue to do that, because believe it or not you are still the first person I think to tell things to. You are still the first person that I reach to call whenever things in my head are going to ****
Last week, I was at A&T; with one of my friends Britni and for some reason, I started going down memory lane. Friday, it started with looking through my Instagram and then onto yours and then to my very old account. I then moved to Facebook, looking through all of our stupid videos and pictures. Then I ventured to your mother’s account. And as I swam deeper and deeper into the memory pool that mainly consisted of us, I got sadder and sadder and sadder. First it started off one eye tear stream and then I got up and walked to the bathroom and my vision became blurred with our smiling faces and mascara burning its way down my cheeks.
Even now, I am sitting in a stairway contemplating sending this to you or just saying, **** it, she doesn’t care about you anyway”, and proceed with my original plan of getting drunk tonight with you on my brain. But I don’t know, maybe I need to send this, get all of this off my chest like my therapist says. Maybe sending this to you will help me sleep more, maybe it will help to let go of the past. I really don’t want to cry anymore. I really don’t want to keep waking up in the middle of the night thinking of you. Pathetic I know, because you don’t feel the same.
You don’t have to respond, it’s okay.
-Nai
(21/11/2015)
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 11:33 AM UTC
Sirf tum, Or tum , bus tum
muje nai chiye kuch bhe
Bus tum
kyun k jab mili tum hua sab ghum
nei chaiye zindagi na mout
Bus Tum
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 1:22 AM UTC
September 30, 1995:
My name is Ni Young Yoon,
Nye Yun Yun,
Nai Yung Youn,
Nhi Yon Yün,
Ni Young Yoon,
I can only spell it out phonetically.
Ni Young Yoon,
the three syllables float in my mouth
like the gibberish of a baby, bubbling out sounds,
resembling a language I never spoke, but taste on my tongue,
babbling to a mother I’d never know, but see in the mirror.
My name was Ni Young Yoon.
January 23, 1996:
My name is Natalie Rose Sereda,
Natalie, my dad’s favorite actress,
Natalie, my mom’s favorite singer,
Nata, my grandpa’s twenty-year-old nickname,
Nat!, my younger brother’s call from downstairs,
Neeeatalie, my older sister’s Chicago accent,
My name is Natalie Rose Sereda,
words tucked into the bed of my tongue
fast asleep under the roof of my mouth,
a baby wakes up after a long flight over,
she is greeted at the gate, named in the airport,
and in this moment, in the arms of her parents, she is born.
My name is Natalie Rose Sereda.
Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC