hi dudes
last year i had to do, my dad died and i had to share my brieving oh yeah
last year i had to do, you see my previous life cronus, had to reincarnate my dad to betty
you see i was running and walking and i lost energy
because i was really hyped up, i ain’t into fetes at schools
but i had to do that because i was trying to remember dad and grieve
you see dad was throwing down memories
and i was the belconnen santa meeting the tuggeranong santa
you see i had to say, i was the christmas man
i did a lot of youtube videos and i don’t do as much now
because i am getting tired, maybe it’s my body reforming to make sure i don’t back to the psych ward
as i said i had to do that last year because i want to take all the hype out of my brain
so i can totally relax when i am with company
i remember taking a girl to a few concerts at stage ’88 and a tent over near parliament house, ya know john farnham
and sitting near parliament house watching the carols, and i like the lighting of the christmas tree
and i wanted dad and mum to see what canberra has to offer, and
i got hyped up, as my childhood desire of me, wanting to be famous, so i went on the internet
to see what i am good at, and yes, i am good at art, art colony, yes i am good at writing hello poetry
yes i can put a show on, youtube, and i am into a lot of what youtube has to offer, on my Facebook page
you see, i know i said, i will never go on Facebook but i had to, i am famous on the computer
and last year, dads spirit was getting into my body, and most of my videos were created by dad
and dad isn’t around, he’s betty, actually what is really happening, i am having fun, but i am getting tired
from entertaining, you see i had a few good ideas from youtube, like the carols by computer screen
i will be doing that again this year, and i am bringing bing crosby back to life as him and frank sinatra
were getting their spirits into my body, to let people know what christmas shows used to be, dad helped
you see dad taught us how computers can relive the past, youtube has dads spirit all through, but in a way
the people on youtube do things that dad wouldn’t approve of, even me, but everybody is different
you see preaching discipline is wrong, because you go to the youtube page, to learn what different people
are doing, you see when i was young i was sort of the black sheep of the family, in a way, i just disappeared
like what happened in 2013, and dad told us about his cat who used to turn the radio channel to the smokey dawson show
you see he lived his childhood from radio, but we were one of the only families who had a computer back in the 80s
well, we weren’t really, i am sure many more families had computers in the 80s, but not as much as now
dad looked like an old fogie, and i was teasing him, but that doesn’t mean i hated computers, and it doesn’t mean i hated dad
because in those days, only old fogies had the best computers, and in those days, you had to have money to be famous
you had to be good also, you see last year in 2014, i was having problems with the death of my dad, i was writing all this crap
and i couldn’t get the anger out of my body and it was hard, but i finally got it out, but dad took a while to bring me back
because i like heavy metal, and i like the idea of bringing the carols by computer screen to life, i might seem like an old fogie at the moment
but that is better than being too woosey to be a computer nerd, you see dad is helping me be able to read my poems at the poetry
slam on the 3rd wednesday of each month, you see back in the 90s, i couldn’t read poems like this, and i got teased for that, but
i ain’t living in the past, well if i did, i will live in the year 0f 2002, when i started writing stories and poems, you see writing is better
than sitting on the sideline, when i have a talented family, and i am inheriting some of that talent, but i still like being lazy though
so i sit on my couch doing my tapestry like a cool adult ya see, you see, i find bing crosby and frank sinatra are the best christmas
entertainers, and i have written a few christmas carols like my version of white christmas, i am dreaming of a white christmas well stop
cause it’s too **** hot for that, and summer weather instead of winter weather and the good old winter wonderland, i have a carol summer wonderland
on the beach we can build a sandcastle, and bury uncle robbie in the sand, and my father came out saying carn ya bludgers, give your ****** mum
a ****** hand, you see i remembered dad said, i shouldn’t use ******, but i am taking the mickey out of the aussie language
but i stuck at my guns, determined to bring my carols by computer screen to life, being hyped up, but despite last year
getting a lot of fans, i still was hyped up, like, i want to host the raiders show properly but i need to relax, and at the end of this year
i will dressing up as a bird at the belconnen arts centre doing the cha cha and doing movements to the costume makers story of the bird
i am looking forward to that, and i promise i will be the best bird there, dads spirit is there trying to make people understand that this is
something i like, because this year has been a bit slow for me, but the bird piece will see if i could do movement well, which will bring me
to broadway in my next life, and maybe it might get canberra away from the group status, because i don’t give a toss about canberra
i am still enjoying my life, i have a lot of confidence in myself to be a good actor, mind you, who cares if there might be a few hiccups this year
i still got through it, i will be continuing to do carols by computer screen, this year i am spending christmas eve, with my mum, watching
the muppet family christmas and the carols by candlelight in melbourne and we will have lucky dips, buying thins $3.00 and less
and we are going to the stage ’88 christmas carols together, bringing a picnic dinner, and sing waving candles to and fro
you see i am determined to keep bing crosby’s spirit still on earth over the computer,
