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"muggy" poems
My hate is the unused love The love that was not accepted Everyone saw that quiet, lonely shell But merely flicked it away I walked alone I sat alone I had this love This unwanted love No one to give it to No way to show it So I learned how to hate This love turned sour Covered in black Scrape away the darkness, You'll end up back The hatred filled me like love once did And like love, There was no one to give it to Like always, I was alone So the hatred simmered The darkness calmed down And turned dark blue It was sadness Suffocating sadness The muggy air filled my lungs Condensation pouring out of my eyes The love was being chipped away Was there any love at all? And here I sit With a line for a mouth And tired eyes I'm still alone
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 11:07 PM UTC
Unwanted Love
stars and radio master intercloud motion—1000 light years in most directions. However, I am still blind to anything but you. This dark matter aloha steps off my mind’s plane into the muggy air. A string of flowers is placed around my neck, and I look up— starbursts spit their rings violent and central—your body in music. Now, tropical space—population one. A tear rolls down my face onto the runway—I can’t remember the sound of your voice.
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Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 3:31 PM UTC
Your body in music
Wild strawberries Tediously small, Hiding among the tall pink flowers And shy butterflies, Wink and flash sweet 'eat me' red Under dappled flower shadows, They burst on your tongue Tasting like sunshine and honey lemon Washing like a cool blue lake In muggy air, Leaving childish joy And baby smiles Then the memory of sweetness to linger, Until you paw through the hot leaves And tall pink flowers And find another, tediously small, And hold it in your eager fingers Soft, and brighter than rubies With juice fresh and sweet Running down your chin and your Scarlet fingers
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Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 1:12 PM UTC
Wild strawberries
I don't know what he was to others—    fireworks, lemonade, ants crawling on a picnic blanket—    but I always knew him at his worst. He was sleep cycles shaped like carnival pretzels,    days that bled together, weeks that clumped like a rat king    under floorboards in the beach house. He spoke in clouds    swollen with diluvian rain, daggers of lightning    cracking the river in half, the language of a muggy body in sticky room    staring out a window at absolutely nothing.    The sort of stuff that makes me think he didn't know his own strength,    most of the time. As always, when he died this year    he died by degrees, bedridden in the hospice of September.    I listened to his death rattle  of rustling yellow leaves    and watched the last of the fireflies crawl from between his parted lips.    When he went cold for good I built a pyre out of his firewood bones.    The ashes fell into the soil like seeds in waiting, and I watched    the moon grow so large that it stretched the nighttime like candy licorice    and made it longer than before. My duty done, I turned to go.    The smoke rose up to embrace the sky, and at the time, I could have sworn   that from the corner of my eye I saw it curl around    and wave at me.
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Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 9:27 AM UTC
Equinox
It’s no fun to cry when someone is looking at you It’s only fun to cry when you’re alone naked under covers your pillow saturated in salt and sometimes that’s not even fun and you wonder why even bother when God sees everything you do every tear you shed that you are always being watched that you can never cry without someone looking at you and you raise your fist into the muggy darkness and declare **** you God
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Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 1:00 PM UTC
**** you, God
This muggy, sultry sun is no fun: Longest sustained heatwave for over forty years. Suffocating Sahara with Death Valley cracks In the dry arid soil. My electric fan shattered with a power surge Into fragmented plastic shards. I so miss it now. It’s oppressively tropical, With volcanic heat And Pressure bearing down on us. The clammy mugginess of a sauna. Not the clean dry air you find abroad, Yet still that remorseless torrid scorching, Roasting and toasting. Just too much. Hot air clothed in humid moisture, Stuffy and sweaty, Steaming to a haze And later Thunder storms. I long for a cool brew To freeze my throat And quench my raging thirst: Ice cool, ice cool, ice cool. I’m sure not talking Of tea. Paul Butters © PB 6\8\2018.
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Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 8:29 AM UTC
Heatwave
Upon a midnight’s visage airy, T’was a lake frozen by fairy, …and weighing on mind’s tonnage bearing? There for ice’ opaqueness winter’s seized, …and arms encased in rime; trees. “Oh my,” At dark of sky thought the eye of something troubling upon my mind? And the frosty cloudy glass, Take to it upon my axe, …and the sting of shards will pass. And will I eat at last. Thusly, thrusting through the skull, wettened, weakened for the cold. …and burden carry I with me, So encased in rime is he, Doth make of fishing’s night a chore, Something that I do abhor! …and stare I did into that sea, …my frory breathe in imagery, Dismay it did fluster me, when my eye captured by Sea, ...and in whirling thoughts could reflection see? …and something else came back with me. Pool with drops, light curves, dark rings; in vapid mind now find nothing... T’was a misty sheen seen after showers? A damp muggy place of reflecting hours, Typhoid strange did make snowing; The Asteraceae of my wilted flowers, …and that Wren philosophically sings, …and at lake a lone be -ing, Appearing peering my soliloquy, I am therefore I into thee. …and fixed calm stared back at me, “What pray tell I Enquiry?” Did something else look back at me? ...and glaring gaze thus did see, something I had hid from me, …and gawking in my mind did ogle; a malevolence of thought once frugal... A gaping, oscillating, pierced Abyss, forced farther back into consciousness... Deeper in and further still, Climb atop Old Arthur’s hill, …and the winged Raven’s nearer, reflected on me in my mirror? …and time did pass turning frozen dying, icy tears of sadness from my crying, …so did silent Hume release, all the pain that’s troubling me; whilst frozen frame thus held in peace? I fell forward and felt submerged, Both characters, both now have merged. And that creature which accompanied me? Found a solace back in wine dark sea.
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Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
Mirrored
Upon a midnight’s visage airy, T’was a lake frozen by fairy, …and weighing on mind’s tonnage bearing? There for ice’ opaqueness winter’s seized, …and arms encased in rime; trees. “Oh my,” At dark of sky thought the eye of something troubling upon my mind? And the frosty cloudy glass, Take to it upon my axe, …and the sting of shards will pass. And will I eat at last. Thusly, thrusting through the skull, wettened, weakened for the cold. …and burden carry I with me, So encased in rime is he, Doth make of fishing’s night a chore, Something that I do abhor! …and stare I did into that sea, …my frory breathe in imagery, Dismay it did fluster me, when my eye captured by Sea, ...and in whirling thoughts could reflection see? …and something else came back with me. Pool with drops, light curves, dark rings; in vapid mind now find nothing... T’was a misty sheen seen after showers? A damp muggy place of reflecting hours, Typhoid strange did make snowing; The Asteraceae of my wilted flowers, …and that Wren philosophically sings, …and at lake a lone be -ing, Appearing peering my soliloquy, I am therefore I into thee. …and fixed calm stared back at me, “What pray tell I Enquiry?” Did something else look back at me? ...and glaring gaze thus did see, something I had hid from me, …and gawking in my mind did ogle; a malevolence of thought once frugal... A gaping, oscillating, pierced Abyss, forced farther back into consciousness... Deeper in and further still, Climb atop Old Arthur’s hill, …and the winged Raven’s nearer, reflected on me in my mirror? …and time did pass turning frozen dying, icy tears of sadness from my crying, …so did silent Hume release, all the pain that’s troubling me; whilst frozen frame thus held in peace? I fell forward and felt submerged, Both characters, both now have merged. And that creature which accompanied me? Found a solace back in wine dark sea.
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she calls it the BIG V a ****** name tasteless but accurate it is BIG very B I G stretched out used sold for such a low price ***** ********** ***** **** ****** deviant not exactly a role model not some saint by any means. I've seen it. perhaps I will never have *** if other women look like that vaginas like gaping holes holes so large it makes your ***** seem superfluous a thin branch against a muggy night sky "did you bring protection?" she asks I can only imagine why she should ask me that am I in danger? what monsters lurk in that bottomless cavern? I want no part in this expedition I do not want to go spelunking
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 8:51 PM UTC
The BIG V
she saw things that made her malfunction she broke down to words that should've made her function. she tortured herself with plastered screenings repeated feelings not wanting to be of perceiving she was in and out of it, saw the fault line, lingered a bit. she then took it for what it was, saw what he was, realized he never was. Next she then meddled with hard hit reality. she understands to not give herself up, she gets the places it'll mess up, and all she wants to go is up. So time dwells, she wants to be over it, she wants nothing of it, only to be everything above it. she does not self harm anymore, because she is of no harm, she is just charm. he's made her realize that. he's accompanied her to that. so she thanks him for that. she will not whither, she is winter, with personality of a spitter she is summer with hints of glimmer she is now full of no more sorrow, no bitterness, or self wallow she is content, she is fluorescent. she is better than ever yet. the muggy cloud has gone and surpassed therefore leaving everything in the past. so she says, see you later, thanks for the class, hope everything works out for you in your middle pass, just remember to not let the next one pass and remember to not be an *** with that being said with wise words from this *** that you can kiss. hahaha so see you in the free world, and maybe then can we pass, hit a space migration for our integrations.
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 10:07 AM UTC
DEAR *******
Tonight is a cluster of Recognitions, remembrances Mostly reminiscence Which sift in the breeze Gusting beneath the temporary Tarpaulin tent Backs are slapped Arms embraced Smiles predominate As shiny faces and gleaming foreheads Illuminated by flashing cameras Twinkle like fireflies displaying In a muggy June meadow Photos pulled from stained Billfolds move from hand to hand Displaying glossies of babies, graduations Weddings and “The big catch” Relatives, friends and officials Find their place on folded metal chairs For a wedding ceremony Tonight has become a gathering
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Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 8:46 AM UTC
Gathering
I had a night terror again. The one where I’m trapped in my house and there are giant bugs crawling in through the walls. I can’t escape. The doors and windows are locked, so I set the house on fire. With me in it. And we all burn out. I wake up, drenched in sweat. My white sheets, now stained yellow. I can’t sleep. I have to go back to bed on the floor. I can’t stop crying, my room is muggy, no longer my sanctuary. This is not a dream anymore. This is real life. The nightmare I fall asleep to. The soundtrack of my sleep schedule. Wake me when it’s over. 10/1/2015 2:56 AM
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC
Night Terror
Never trust a Florida boy, In that muggy, humid heat. I'm telling you, little girl, Your heart will soon taste defeat. Them deep fried southern marshes, Raising mosquitoes and deceit. The greatest place on earth can keep its ************* receipt. The air as thick as my blood was, When I met your eyes. And yours met hers, And your monster claw, Tore her smooth skinned thigh. I felt that painful scream. Boiling up. Melting my chest inside. What's the point of being still while my mind is feeling fried? So I packed my heavy load of anxiety, And headed for the coast. I watched the orange sunset, As I brought up a salty toast, From my eyes. Solemnly, spilling into the sea. And I felt the spirit of an old friend. Leaning rigidly against me. So I turned on heel and didn't speak a sound. As I turned to leave the now known ghost town. And I gave one last grim look back out at the sea. As I write these tattered goodbyes, To where my feet have rambled me, And I let my tongue wrap around the ribbons of goodbye, Escaping my parched lips. And I shutter as I listen to the sound of my heart as it rips, An angered storm of sea, Flooding down my eyes. Knowing this is where the memories of escapades in our days, lays down and dies. I feel the faint. Bleak pain, blanketing us, Weak and weary. And I know our story has a melancholy mood of dreary. And this is where I end it. And cast it all out to sea. And I leave the tragic bays of what I once called Rosemary.
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Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 2:28 PM UTC
Sunsets At Rosemary
Dark driveways in muggy weather Look like sand stuck in a feather Ferns and curbs don't go together. Clean, thoughts on it Wrong again Seemed, nope not this song again A misty clip Of winter **** Seemed so soft and fond again. Face the throat and choke the face Wait for boats, critique the wave Answer into sushi dish, 'Was this really once a fish?' You, oh you! Oh you, oh you. True, we knew! Who knew? Not you. Don't begin to read the news Now it's burning rows of twos Ferns and curbs don't go together Runny nose in sunny weather Feel like lakes lassoed and tethered Ferns and curbs don't go together.
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Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 7:56 PM UTC
Ferns and curbs don't go together
If your muggy-grubby hands Even rise to slap me again I swear I'll chop them off with my axe. If your fangly-boniony feet Get within kicking distance of me, I swear I'll tear your legs from your hips And then admire my workmanship. If your mangy-crazy mind Tries to infiltrate mine To deposit some lie That would change the perception Of me, myself, and i, I swear I'll grab a spoon And scrape, scrape, scrape Out your brain. If your hoity-toity attitude Tries to usurp my solitude To make me someone I'm not I swear I'll be completely dispassionate As I wipe your every iota from this Particulate Universe. If I so much as hear you breathe, I swear I will squeeze Every Drop Of Air Left in your lungs. You think this is too violent even for me? You'd better believe I've been pushed to the edge Of all logical reason By your every act of treason And I won't hesitate to Incapacitate, Excommunicate Eradicate, You from my life. You'd better beware. I'm angry and all this I'll do. I swear.
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Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 5:20 PM UTC
I Swear I'll Do It.
The city tosses, turns, and finally rises, Surrendering to daylight and giving itself over to the bustling movements of its citizens. At the crosswalk, an old codger in rags holds a panhandling sign, And nearby a bearded hippy plays guitar. The sound of beggars, musicians, bored businessmen, And all the teaming masses drift through back alleys, And float through the air like the heady perfume of car exhaust. Each street, each block, each break in the never-ending flow of man’s own personal jungle. Brings to mind stepping into a whole other world. Here, in one such strange nexus, a building likened to a castle, Stares across a narrow stretch of road at an abandoned building, Cracked broken and peeling, tattooed with graffiti from a hundred vagabond artists. It conjoins directly to a new building, the fresh, well maintained walls of which offer striking contrast. The confused, confounding nature of the true jungle is in this manmade facsimile More well reflected than anywhere else in the world. The muggy air rings with life, the heat is stifling, And for all that it has a strong allure. This city, and all cities. For in every corner, at every street, life bleeds from a city. It grows from the crack like a flowering **** And in truth, Is a flower born in the streets of a city, atop the stem of a dandelion Any less a flower than a rose from the heart in the woodland? To me, that a flower could be so brazen, so proudly out of place, Makes it all the more a thing of beauty.
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Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 1:08 AM UTC
Concrete jungle
The city tosses, turns, and finally rises, Surrendering to daylight and giving itself over to the bustling movements of its citizens. At the crosswalk, an old codger in rags holds a panhandling sign, And nearby a bearded hippy plays guitar. The sound of beggars, musicians, bored businessmen, And all the teaming masses drift through back alleys, And float through the air like the heady perfume of car exhaust. Each street, each block, each break in the never-ending flow of man’s own personal jungle. Brings to mind stepping into a whole other world. Here, in one such strange nexus, a building likened to a castle, Stares across a narrow stretch of road at an abandoned building, Cracked broken and peeling, tattooed with graffiti from a hundred vagabond artists. It conjoins directly to a new building, the fresh, well maintained walls of which offer striking contrast. The confused, confounding nature of the true jungle is in this manmade facsimile More well reflected than anywhere else in the world. The muggy air rings with life, the heat is stifling, And for all that it has a strong allure. This city, and all cities. For in every corner, at every street, life bleeds from a city. It grows from the crack like a flowering **** And in truth, Is a flower born in the streets of a city, atop the stem of a dandelion Any less a flower than a rose from the heart in the woodland? To me, that a flower could be so brazen, so proudly out of place, Makes it all the more a thing of beauty.
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or In One of the Bars in the City You remind me about the brightest spots here in the city. The spots that used to be your memory, lavishing into the thought of the moon, how it chiseled itself for the night to claim it as its smile. So, this night, perhaps, is a freckled smiling face. Your face to be exact. How the stars scatter correctly to form your freckles because of your genes. Beautiful, sparkling on the clean sheet of your skin. Yes, this is how you remind me about the city that seen and told our story. How each wall of each skyscraper is a page to tell a chapter. The flashing headlights of each vehicle, how they became our crayons. We are merely children playing, drawing pictograms on counter doors. I mentioned skyscrapers. I was wrong; there were no skyscrapers in Manila. Only in Makati. But that never changes the fact of this city, an open book for all of those muggy nights when you religiously places your lips against mine and eventually against my skin; when you first made friction talk. And it spoke every language I knew so fluently that even our moans are words fit for a poem. Ridiculous, jaded, fading, but still, this mug of beer sparkle against the spotlights of this bar. And yes, you are sparkling like a city so alive at the dead of night.
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 2:46 PM UTC
Manila Lights
Upon a path of trepidation Walked I along with hesitation I trudged forth in contemplation, Remarking on my indignation. I felt as though the road would end, Each step came forth again and again. To pass the time, I counted sins, Not religious exactly, just decision’s wind, I thought of my own life, and how much change Had plagued my mind and my own cage, The prison in my head that I live through, Even though there’s worse that I could do, I closed that link before I could Think of things I knew I should, I “forgot” them throughout the years, To push away all of my own fears, With that then settled The road I reveled. I noticed the dust on this forgotten trail, Each step disheveled the dirt so stale, I noticed I hadn’t been the only one To walk this trail and be undone, But I was however the first in a while, The steps i left behind me were straight and filed. - Withered whispering romance had wilted away A faceless me, within I decayed, The road was vast and all omniscient, The weather indeed was quite consistent, Muggy, dreary, a hint of mist, Melancholy so, that I wished to be ****** I would have loved to be drunk again As I had been so before like many men, To take upon this journey but straight, Would have felt like bringing train and freight, It is important to realize That I was alone and not in guise, For to find myself, I was myself, There was only I to seek for help. - about three days had passed along, Wondering if I was even strong Enough to find the cross in road To decide which way that I should go, When in sudden surprise there came, The cross in road appeared to exclaim, I could go straight, left or right, As one would think it might, But each direction had their own feel, So much so, I thought it may not be real, I gazed at each about an hour, And witnessed their foretelling in my head as they showered. - The road ahead was static and unchanging I found myself to be salivating, Nervous, the feeling crept on through me, The sensation of the same emotions, unruling. I thought of the looming possibility, That to change anything was not in my ability, That I would be forced by past to walk this path, Straight on and forward in a droning, mindless trance. This startled me and I quickly thought That I had best my chance be wrought, Left or right, like straight, I felt both, Like a voice somewhere inside bequothe, “Lest ye not choose wrong dear boy, Or you, I fear, will die empty in ploy.” Chanting choruses of Gregorian nature Repeated that stanza in mocking stature, The repetition to the point of depravity, I digressed, I became my insanity.
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May 9, 2013
May 9, 2013 at 12:25 AM UTC
The Crossroad.
Upon a path of trepidation Walked I along with hesitation I trudged forth in contemplation, Remarking on my indignation. I felt as though the road would end, Each step came forth again and again. To pass the time, I counted sins, Not religious exactly, just decision’s wind, I thought of my own life, and how much change Had plagued my mind and my own cage, The prison in my head that I live through, Even though there’s worse that I could do, I closed that link before I could Think of things I knew I should, I “forgot” them throughout the years, To push away all of my own fears, With that then settled The road I reveled. I noticed the dust on this forgotten trail, Each step disheveled the dirt so stale, I noticed I hadn’t been the only one To walk this trail and be undone, But I was however the first in a while, The steps i left behind me were straight and filed. - Withered whispering romance had wilted away A faceless me, within I decayed, The road was vast and all omniscient, The weather indeed was quite consistent, Muggy, dreary, a hint of mist, Melancholy so, that I wished to be ****** I would have loved to be drunk again As I had been so before like many men, To take upon this journey but straight, Would have felt like bringing train and freight, It is important to realize That I was alone and not in guise, For to find myself, I was myself, There was only I to seek for help. - about three days had passed along, Wondering if I was even strong Enough to find the cross in road To decide which way that I should go, When in sudden surprise there came, The cross in road appeared to exclaim, I could go straight, left or right, As one would think it might, But each direction had their own feel, So much so, I thought it may not be real, I gazed at each about an hour, And witnessed their foretelling in my head as they showered. - The road ahead was static and unchanging I found myself to be salivating, Nervous, the feeling crept on through me, The sensation of the same emotions, unruling. I thought of the looming possibility, That to change anything was not in my ability, That I would be forced by past to walk this path, Straight on and forward in a droning, mindless trance. This startled me and I quickly thought That I had best my chance be wrought, Left or right, like straight, I felt both, Like a voice somewhere inside bequothe, “Lest ye not choose wrong dear boy, Or you, I fear, will die empty in ploy.” Chanting choruses of Gregorian nature Repeated that stanza in mocking stature, The repetition to the point of depravity, I digressed, I became my insanity.
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I have never been to the snowy peaks Of sitting stones that pierce the clouds Cutting strange patterns in their White vaporous forms I have never boated through the muggy swamps Deep within the borders of our southern states Dark marshes that seem to be made of moist jungle green With camouflaged gators lurking just beneath Ready to gobble you up I have never seen the center of an ocean or a sea Never been lost with only water on the horizon The only life left to see swimming deep beneath me I have never walked the tundra Seeing nothing but winter’s frosty sheet Awestruck with my dumb luck But becoming snow blind Alone with my mind In a vast white wasteland I have never and perhaps I never will For lack of opportunity or depths of fear But in your photos and words I have seen this world What a gift you have given me
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Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 9:21 PM UTC
To The Photographers and The Writers
Muggy murky dawn clogged with gloom the abbey Where his grampy sleeps , Through the drizzles fizzle As native orchids embosoms and blossoms in his lost vault. like a curfew drawn in the church The pew lost its crowd With the paws of time. Lone man sleep In deep latin chants they petrify you Before sheol purifies you And litany literature lecture limbs you When in overprotected embankments of battlements They dry their garbs Where your lore forayed growth And sweat smeared smelt breathed wealth Chagrin dreams washed ashore lay as upon a cold mornings recollection on a tabloids sold column which drew your freckles bolder In a savour of remembrance For your zealous zealots Who on an another 'all souls day' reoccur revisiting the truth of their establishment in prayers The good Lord adorn you Let Lekker dreams cradle you Your consorts concert never consume you And earth never haunt you
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 1:47 AM UTC
when in sheol
*** 101 by Michael R. Burch That day the late spring heat steamed through the windows of a Crayola-yellow schoolbus crawling its way up the backwards slopes of Nowheresville, North Carolina ... Where we sat exhausted from the day’s skulldrudgery and the unexpected waves of muggy, summer-like humidity ... Giggly first graders sat two abreast behind senior high students sprouting their first sparse beards, their implausible bosoms, their stranger affections ... The most unlikely coupling― Lambert, 18, the only college prospect on the varsity basketball team, the proverbial talldarkhandsome swashbuckling cocksman, grinning ... Beside him, Wanda, 13, bespectacled, in her primproper attire and pigtails, staring up at him, fawneyed, disbelieving ... And as the bus filled with the improbable musk of her, as she twitched impaled on his finger like a dead frog jarred to life by electrodes, I knew ... that love is a forlorn enterprise, that I would never understand it. Keywords/Tags: first, love, *** lust, passion, desire, school, bus, foreplay, ********* odor, musk
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Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:29 AM UTC
*** 101
I challenged him burly ******* captain stubbled beard as coarse as sandpaper standing there in muggy dusk arms akimbo, mama san starched uniform stained with swagger and sweat two silver captain's bars ******* any of my brilliance or bravado all he had to do was speaketh the words “need those maps, head out at 2230 hours” and that was a death sentence which was commuted to life if four decades since has been life there are not words for the black of moonless jungle except nothingness and paralytic fear and through that lightless, lifeless, abyssness I crawled, crouched and crept along sometimes as slowly as the minute hand on my watch the silence, the silence, the silence became my splintered cross to carry to my place of crucifixion at my Calvary Hill behind barbed wire, blue lead barrels and fearful eyes silence, silence, silence, black wordlessness black soundlessness punctuated by shallow precious breaths and imagined slant-eyed demons waiting behind each berm to turn the timeless night into timelessness of more black should I chamber a round? and follow its solitary sound into the silent holy night and shatter my own fragile fright? would that end this knowing without knowing? and answer the question, “is this fear worse than the answer?” since questions have answers but answers have nothing the nothing of which I was sure I would become a part in the silence, the silence, the silence of the black canopied jungle in Tay Ninh Province in 1967 where I was sentenced to death but allowed to live in silent, black wordlessness sentenced to live to wonder, after all these years of shivering fright and flickering light did the captain become a human? And was I really allowed to live?
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Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 9:58 AM UTC
Tay Ninh Province, 1967
I challenged him burly ******* captain stubbled beard as coarse as sandpaper standing there in muggy dusk arms akimbo, mama san starched uniform stained with swagger and sweat two silver captain's bars ******* any of my brilliance or bravado all he had to do was speaketh the words “need those maps, head out at 2230 hours” and that was a death sentence which was commuted to life if four decades since has been life there are not words for the black of moonless jungle except nothingness and paralytic fear and through that lightless, lifeless, abyssness I crawled, crouched and crept along sometimes as slowly as the minute hand on my watch the silence, the silence, the silence became my splintered cross to carry to my place of crucifixion at my Calvary Hill behind barbed wire, blue lead barrels and fearful eyes silence, silence, silence, black wordlessness black soundlessness punctuated by shallow precious breaths and imagined slant-eyed demons waiting behind each berm to turn the timeless night into timelessness of more black should I chamber a round? and follow its solitary sound into the silent holy night and shatter my own fragile fright? would that end this knowing without knowing? and answer the question, “is this fear worse than the answer?” since questions have answers but answers have nothing the nothing of which I was sure I would become a part in the silence, the silence, the silence of the black canopied jungle in Tay Ninh Province in 1967 where I was sentenced to death but allowed to live in silent, black wordlessness sentenced to live to wonder, after all these years of shivering fright and flickering light did the captain become a human? And was I really allowed to live?
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There is something about her that's not good for letting go, so I say this here on a muggy winter night as she lays on crags in the wind, pulling me closer to those lovely halcyon stars but a valkyrie of gin. so I must say goodbye, to this war machine of love, I must lay my heart back in it's proper place against those soft cheeks of hers where my lips were boarders and my heart became wily. I hate this letting go, it'd be easier for us to hug, searching lips buzzing for the growing rose of the tongue, I would rather have things be easy, and never have to not see you go, but whatever we had, let its skeleton of love grow old in the murk, let its bones be recast into something of worth, let my heart reside easily in the oilyness of iniquity, someday soon I'll meet another and start this war machine with its grandiose sacrifices, and subliminal pains, all over again. So maybe this was your plan all along, the great general pushing the arteries around like so many toy soldiers, until the whole thing was gone, and there was nothing to remember, I really don't think so, but maybe I'm wrong. I hope you meet him somewhere nice, where you are warm and flakes of yourself fall into him like glaciers, I hope he can become the beast of love to break you down again and make you love him insanely with only the best kinds of sin; the kind that make you burn warmly and feel young and wily again.
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Feb 28, 2012
Feb 28, 2012 at 7:40 AM UTC
Saw the Saw Doctors last night; So decided to write a song. (I only wish you well-title.)
By a dank , stinky waterway Blowing off all my care Swarms of tiny black insects Biting me everywhere Around the bend so listless Hovers a barge's spotlight Now I was feeling cold as a stone So I knew that it was time for me to go I roared down the highway To that trucks diesel smell Seeking shelter in the middle of the night Somewhere , where they treat you well A red light dangles from a window Lady Nightly is leaning against the door She says, "Won't you come on in and I'll be your ***** ." Oh , welcome to the Hotel , Alabama Such a secluded place , "such a secluded place" Such a must see place Book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Put away your fears , "put away your fears" She'll be waiting there She'll twist your time so swiftly Make you taste all of her amends She knows all the right moves If not she'll call in her friends The moon ago was arising She covers all of your bets Pure pale skin in the moonlight A taste I can't forget I call up the dispatcher "I won't be in on time" Lamenting he said ,"Where are you this time?" But his voice just got more distant As I turned away Forgot all about him as I dove back in bed (Then she turned over to say) "Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovey place, "such a lovely place" Always has a place "Welcome to the Hotel , Alabama" What a pleasant rise , "what a pleasant rise" No need for disguise My senses now reeling Gin and tonic would have to suffice She said , "Once , twice , now let's make it thrice" There in the muggy bedroom We were joined like a beast We slapped our steely bodies But couldn't satisfy it in the least The rising sun glared at me in the face She was standing by the door "Y'all have to stop by on your way back And I'll give you more" "Oooh , aah ouch !" said I to the lady of my night , "It's more than I perceived . You got a facebook page , one that I could like ?" (And all she said was),"It's time for you to leave" So welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a distant place , "such a distant place" Such a must see place Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama What a pleasant rise , "no need for disguise" You can always book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovely place , "such a lonely place" Such a distant place . . . . . .
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
Welcome Back to the Hotel , Alabama (A parody of the Eagles "Hotel California".
By a dank , stinky waterway Blowing off all my care Swarms of tiny black insects Biting me everywhere Around the bend so listless Hovers a barge's spotlight Now I was feeling cold as a stone So I knew that it was time for me to go I roared down the highway To that trucks diesel smell Seeking shelter in the middle of the night Somewhere , where they treat you well A red light dangles from a window Lady Nightly is leaning against the door She says, "Won't you come on in and I'll be your ***** ." Oh , welcome to the Hotel , Alabama Such a secluded place , "such a secluded place" Such a must see place Book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Put away your fears , "put away your fears" She'll be waiting there She'll twist your time so swiftly Make you taste all of her amends She knows all the right moves If not she'll call in her friends The moon ago was arising She covers all of your bets Pure pale skin in the moonlight A taste I can't forget I call up the dispatcher "I won't be in on time" Lamenting he said ,"Where are you this time?" But his voice just got more distant As I turned away Forgot all about him as I dove back in bed (Then she turned over to say) "Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovey place, "such a lovely place" Always has a place "Welcome to the Hotel , Alabama" What a pleasant rise , "what a pleasant rise" No need for disguise My senses now reeling Gin and tonic would have to suffice She said , "Once , twice , now let's make it thrice" There in the muggy bedroom We were joined like a beast We slapped our steely bodies But couldn't satisfy it in the least The rising sun glared at me in the face She was standing by the door "Y'all have to stop by on your way back And I'll give you more" "Oooh , aah ouch !" said I to the lady of my night , "It's more than I perceived . You got a facebook page , one that I could like ?" (And all she said was),"It's time for you to leave" So welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a distant place , "such a distant place" Such a must see place Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama What a pleasant rise , "no need for disguise" You can always book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovely place , "such a lonely place" Such a distant place . . . . . .
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