"morningside" poems
Saw your pictures, Mom
the sadness in your eyes so calm
There was a minute when
I barely recognized your face
Shame on me
look in the mirror and see
your features have left a trace
Well your pictures look great
March 20th, 2013 was the date
An obituary photo shoot
how fabulously like you
Preparing for sad days ahead
planning like you’re already dead
Morningside Cemetery plot number six
another family member to add to the mix
Tombstone of granite
grapevine wrapped cross engraved on it
These conversations are sad but true
you only want less for me to do
I’m sorry because you love me so much
while I’m here in Chicago far out of touch
Call as much as you please
hearing your voice is the worst tease
I want to see your face now, hold you tight
please just know I'm doing alright.
Apr 8, 2013
Apr 8, 2013 at 3:55 AM UTC
I'm missing the smell of sunscreen splattered in white blotches across my wind chapped cheeks, that will soon blend in with the snow
I'm missing the three layers of socks I yank on and stuffing my boots with shakeable hand warmers because my toes always freeze
I miss the sound of heel toe heel toe heel toe as the hard plastic boots click against grated metal stairs down to the buses
I miss the smell of hot chocolate and barbecue in the air and snow flurries tenderly kiss my face floating downwards
I miss the sound of the chair lifts thud thud thud and clicking my skis together to shake off the fresh powder that has accumulated
I miss the sound of my poles hitting each other accidentally, and the dots they make in fresh champagne powder between the glades
I miss the feeling of relief when I ski into the four points lodge by sunshine peak and grab a cafeteria trey and get my usual macaroni and cheese
I miss the feeling of watching snow flurries melt as they land inside my hot chocolate that tastes cheap and watery but so warm
I miss singing songs on the lifts, especially the quads, and deciding which runs to do next, black blue or green?
I miss saying mountain words like "elk head, jackrabbit, slopes, hockey stop, sunshine express, morningside, storm peak, thunder- head" the list goes on
I miss feeling completely at home in a helmet, huge goggles, fleece chilis and a ski jumper
I miss Steamboat, I miss skiing, I can't wait for this year.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 9:56 AM UTC
Coming down with something
blame summer
point a finger at the city
worn-down pizzazz
drunk trumpets
and I hide in my coat
trees look better without leaves
is it just me?
see the sun bellow
into buildings
student affairs
like heat rash
bounce along hallways
foreign mumbo-jumbo
mishpelt words
they say *him met her
saw six pictures last night*
I haven’t met me
books know truth
not brunettes
good poetry
better than ***
they’re running running running away with it
between spritzers
and sandwiches
now snooze until Halloween
brown back in fashion
caught in the middle
piedra de aguacate
I handle guitars
they fiddle with women
now
let apple juice trickle
from my lips
and a man gets out a taxi
drops his phone
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
*Morningside"
Morningside
The old man died
And no one cried
They simply turned away
And when he died
He left a table made of nails and pride
And with his hands,
He carved these words inside
'For my children'
Morning light
Morning bright
I spent the night
With dreams that make you weep
Morning time
Wash away the sadness
From these eyes of mine
For I recall the words an old man signed
'For my children'
And the legs were shaped with his hands
And the top made of oaken wood
And the children
That sat around this great table
Touched it with their laughter
Ah, and that was good
Morningside
An old man died
And no one cried
He surely died alone
And truth is sad
For not a child would claim the gift he had
The words he carved became his epitaph
'For my children'
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 8:48 PM UTC
When times get tough, and tensions should ride high;
When one’s hands are lashed and frustration’s sound,
I take a ride through the morning country.
Like a sweet raspberry cream filled fruit pie,
I savor the pleasure that gets around.
The morningside country beckons to me.
The city’s too busy; crowded and fried.
I wish to kiss the winds with a resound!
I take a ride through the the morning country.
I wake up, and the sun is in my eye.
She's there with me as my feet hit the ground,
The morningside country beckons to me.
This woman I love, she knows how to try,
She knows where my sincere heart can be found.
We take a ride through the morning country.
There are those days that certainly blindside.
What I do often for sorrow to drown--
I take a ride through the morning country,
The morningside country beckons to me.
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 3:21 AM UTC
The
sometimes
tremulous
glimpses of surprise,
I think
what a book it would make.
I hear the late afternoon cheer
the honest type
somewhere
lurking behind
old Sixth Avenue Road.
I suppose
it is not just a phenomenon of nature that goes instinctively on,
not the appalling detail of any large human scheme, eroded by schedules
But I accept it as one of the miracles.
(Which I never see anywhere else)
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 9:15 PM UTC
How long it seems
this night so full of dreaming,the night streams willow reaching underneath my pillow and rocking me,'til my eyes close upon the sights to see which these dreams seem to offer gladly up to me.
Nothing here is real,imaginings and fantasy deal with the mundane that I am,they say a man can dream of being god and ruling like a king over continents or that he may sing as sweet as any skylark,in the dark it doesn't matter who you are or where you've been or married to a king or queen,we look the same to others in the night,shadows to the left and right and nothing here is real.
I feel ashamed to say that in sleeping I long only for the day to wake me,I break out of the dreaming night as a prisoner might break out of jail,sneakily as if no one could be awake to see me,craftily,like a fox I unpick the lock and open wide the morningside of the night.
But how long it seems that dreams have trapped me in that cell,released now dreams know well to leave this man alone,I make more reality my home to live and give those sleeping willow pillows leave to dream elsewhere.
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC
Inspired by Neil Diamond's "Morningside"
A tale of when an old man died,
Of nights spent alone, and days that I've cried,
For my children
This poem is real, this poem is me,
Far from the person each one of you see,
Depression, emptiness, a life I can't flee,
For my children.
By mistakes a plenty, my life defined,
The gift I hold, verses from what's on my mind,
A tormented soul, with the words I've signed,
For my children.
Emilia and John, years spent apart,
Thinking back each night, tearing at my heart,
To go back in time, and correct from the start,
For my children.
Isobel and Lydia, off doing their things,
Watching them flourish, the joy that it brings,
Two ladies growing, in my heart it sings,
For my children.
And obviously Ben, my Junior Sharkbait,
My final reason to smile, this tiny wee mate,
Giving me purpose, keeping life great,
For my children.
People believe as a dad I am good,
But I've let them all down far more than I should,
And I'd change it all for a chance that I could,
For my children.
As a father I know that I truly am blessed,
I've five stars that to me, are simply the best,
With their joy, love and laughter, my heart is caressed,
For my children.
But when I die, truth is sad,
Not a child will claim the gift I had,
The words I write become my epitaph,
For my children."
Cinco Espiritus Creation 2018
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 5:58 AM UTC
I walked along Morningside Heights to
the place where the road ended. I was
on my way home from The Free School*
which my children attend on my way to
my apartment on West 121St. where our
apartment courtesy of Teachers College
was. It was late afternoon in Spring and
I was feeling blue but that is another story
Just as I was about to turn West I saw on the
sidewalk a bunch of household trash seeming
remnants of a move. I looked closer and
saw three framed degrees from long ago
The last was a doctoral degree. It was then
I realized that it probably belonged to some
old Columbia professor who had died- out
living anyone who cared. Sad but New York
Is full of sadness and the ambitions of a life
are realized and expire and there is no one to
know what was achieved now worthless to all
who come after. Life is like a war with so many
unknown soldiers who's glory if any
was never here, never here forever
But I suppose we all secretly know
We live lives as mysterious strangers
Known in this world known but to God
*Children's Free School A parent Coop back in the 70s
Oct 27, 2022
Oct 27, 2022 at 4:30 PM UTC
harlemde akşamüstüyüm
rengarenk ve kalabalık
reggy kemiriyor morningside'ın,
muazzam beyaz dişleri
ve kaykaycı
birkaç genç, otogaz sistemi gibi sıralı
akşamüstüyüm harlemde
küçük kızlar, koca kızlara
oyunlar sek seks'e dönüşümüş
uğramayalı
50 doların var mı ihtiyar?
diye soruyor tekne kazıntısı
sonra ateşin var mı?
aldırıp geldim diyorum, iyiyim böyle
peki sigaran? metazori tutuşuyor filtresi köfte dudakların
joy'muş adı, tek çocuklu, anne bakar,
herif hapiste
memphis'te tanışmışlar, o zaman da torbacıymış hergele
hikaye uzun ben kısayım
sohbete deyip kalkıyorum
koca kıçlı donna'nın merdivenlerinden
filvaki
hüzün, gözaltı peşimde
ben Vaha
akşamüstüyüm harlemde
yoksul ama kalabalık
düşü, düşürenin içinde...
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 4:09 PM UTC