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"minaj" poems
My dad says that my generation lacks common sense, but millennials are well on our way to being the most educated generation ever. We're demonized for idolizing Beyonce' and Nicki Minaj, but wasn't the generation before us obsessed with a heroin-addicted cynic who did nothing to improve the world? The number of people with eating disorders, depression, and anxiety are higher than they've ever been. But lord forbid we take a ******* selfie and love ourselves for that brief moment. My generation may not be perfect, but old people's complaints about us are getting really old. After all, they're the ones that ****** everything up for us in the first place.
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Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
Millennials
Did you know that every time he searched your eyes, While he pushed deep- That his emotions passion and lust was equivalent to her? For every time he traced his finger tip down your spine; your hands grasped to cover more surface. Cotton. Polyester. Satin, as you braced for smooth impact. He only understood the similar love language he shared with her. With you- craving of possessive feelings, Proving your worth to him asking for time via a clock whom hands couldn’t unwind Separate. Disintegrate. A Minaj a trios- unbeknownst to you existed, Co-starring you For every soft connection within each curve... Your identity was a reflection of another. For all the things you projected Marriage. House. Dog. Children. His capability of taking you to ecstasy, Lead you here Had you any clue? This little game called life, Excluded the other woman (you).
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 3:50 PM UTC
Wishful thinking
I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC
MTV Happy
I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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Stupid infidel! Transport your riches To the lands of the believers. For petroleum... To make The cellophane wrapper That you will throw away, When you buy a new mobile, Even though your old one still works, And you eat your mcdonalds, And listen to Nicki Minaj Infidel ***** And drive in gas guzzle car, As you throw the cellophane out window, And sext your girlfriend. And crash your car into telephone pole. Wasting your life!
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Aug 14, 2012
Aug 14, 2012 at 4:59 PM UTC
Decadent Wasteful Infidel!
You say you’re a ‘boss’, does that mean that I’m God, next, Time you mess with me you’ll see I have a God complex, Whatever, I mean this rap’s getting complex, My effects, they perplex, my ego’s getting convex, I could say that I’m strawberries but I’m much more like lime, Acrid, like acid, I rhyme, I’ll keep my clothes on that’s fine, Your sexisms pasts it’s prime, Gatsby’s acts aren’t fine, Calling me out is a crime since you’re completely irrelevant, The orders are mine, YOU strip but you best make it elegant, I can take off my clothes for fun and still be ******* intelligent, Dodging your blows, fo’ sho, street talk but still make it eloquent, I might be teeth, **** toes but lets make one thing clear, The only head you’ll be getting is off the top of your beer.
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Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 11:45 AM UTC
Channelling My Inner Nicki Minaj
so you say you’re a bad ***** huh so you prefer to be identified by bad ***** instead of ur real name huh so you prefer to be valued by money instead of your worth so you are a bad bitch,i ain’t tryna judge you,this ain’t no court the term “bad ***** can’t end you up as a wife those instagram pictures wont work,you can’t put a filter on life you were born original,now you chose to live as a copy look colourful on the outside but your life is sloppy the beauty of having beauty is a lot more than being beautiful the path to life you follow isnt geting any where meaningful so you say”love sucks,i chase paper”cus to you love is just a verb no cure for your attitude so you take drugs and herbs(weed) anything that has a monetary value is worthless you used to value more but the tag”bad bitch”made you less you are now defined by pictures of you kissing the air, exposing you ***** and *** looking for the next prey on facebook or instgram we follow our dreams but a responsible man wont follow a”bad ***** on twitter so you can say,you are not any responsible man’s dream be a bad ***** all your youth and when old a baby sitter? you raise the stakes for yourself and still cant cross the beam life is not rosy and even if it is,roses have thorns those things you do will hunt you,they’ll come with horns lipsticks,eyelashes,short gowns,expensive wrist watches and purses money first and then back on the ground,now thats a curse bad ******* exist amongst us,they are our friends on facebook "prostitute"sounds bizzare so she says shez a "bad ***** the person you are still searches for the person you should be and i hope youre eyes dont remain shut for you to see and the younger girs see you and want to be like you they want to dress all thight and paint their faces like you no one wants to be like margareth thatcher they all wanna be nickky minaj these days there are more bad ******* than wives and to responsible men it’s like stabs from 100 knives because a bad ***** will follow men but a lady will cling to a man and if you say youre a bad ***** and you need no man tell that to yourself when you turn 40 a lady isnt defined by how bad or ****** she is but how elegant and classy she is a bad ***** is pretty but the beauty of a lady is defining so choose today to be a lady and start the change for our generation!#thepoet .
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May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 7:53 PM UTC
BAD *******
so you say you’re a bad ***** huh so you prefer to be identified by bad ***** instead of ur real name huh so you prefer to be valued by money instead of your worth so you are a bad bitch,i ain’t tryna judge you,this ain’t no court the term “bad ***** can’t end you up as a wife those instagram pictures wont work,you can’t put a filter on life you were born original,now you chose to live as a copy look colourful on the outside but your life is sloppy the beauty of having beauty is a lot more than being beautiful the path to life you follow isnt geting any where meaningful so you say”love sucks,i chase paper”cus to you love is just a verb no cure for your attitude so you take drugs and herbs(weed) anything that has a monetary value is worthless you used to value more but the tag”bad bitch”made you less you are now defined by pictures of you kissing the air, exposing you ***** and *** looking for the next prey on facebook or instgram we follow our dreams but a responsible man wont follow a”bad ***** on twitter so you can say,you are not any responsible man’s dream be a bad ***** all your youth and when old a baby sitter? you raise the stakes for yourself and still cant cross the beam life is not rosy and even if it is,roses have thorns those things you do will hunt you,they’ll come with horns lipsticks,eyelashes,short gowns,expensive wrist watches and purses money first and then back on the ground,now thats a curse bad ******* exist amongst us,they are our friends on facebook "prostitute"sounds bizzare so she says shez a "bad ***** the person you are still searches for the person you should be and i hope youre eyes dont remain shut for you to see and the younger girs see you and want to be like you they want to dress all thight and paint their faces like you no one wants to be like margareth thatcher they all wanna be nickky minaj these days there are more bad ******* than wives and to responsible men it’s like stabs from 100 knives because a bad ***** will follow men but a lady will cling to a man and if you say youre a bad ***** and you need no man tell that to yourself when you turn 40 a lady isnt defined by how bad or ****** she is but how elegant and classy she is a bad ***** is pretty but the beauty of a lady is defining so choose today to be a lady and start the change for our generation!#thepoet .
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Why does it seem that they all want a Nicki they can minaj A bad girl who can only fit custom made bras Not the good girl with the Small waist and good grades Small bust And pushed to a very small sense of trust Confident, I don't think she ever was She just wants to be seen as attractive I mean why does Nicki get praised for things she wasn't even born with  and to care that she has a beautiful voice as a gift, as if Why don't they want the girl who doesn't care if they lift She's wants your time Not your money You can keep your expensive gifts The way we are now It's truly a shame And what about the girl with the body and the brains She's trying to get an education Make her own way She's not trying to collect when you decide to make it rain So take back your pennies Because society's the only one that really needs the change
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Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC
The Nicki Minaj Complex
duck face to fish gape snap chatting **** pics instagraming the ****** narcissism holds sway a nation – apathetic selfie queens scroll past Syria to delve deeply into the Minaj/ Swift debacle shackled minds line mall walls behind shines the toothy grin of sinister consumer based individualism.. a schism widens as the generational divide resembles a large impressive Grand Canyon… as opposed to the little crack in south Colorado –
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Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 5:40 PM UTC
for the selfie crowd....
My palms sweat when I think of writing you a poem Writing has been the only way I could communicate with others you see, when it comes to my emotions my mouth might as well be duct-taped and in fact the only way I can write this now is because I can tell myself you'll never see it I'm confused. Circumstances half under my control has resulted in making me the co-creator of my own kryptonite see, what happened was partially my fault and I can't escape the guilt that I made trying to escape it in the first place see sometimes trying your hardest not to lead someone on leads them on anyway and I don't want to do that to you I don't want to do that to anyone See this poem doesn't even rhyme. Not a lot of mine do, though, And see listening to Drake tends to make me honest and listening to Nicki Minaj makes me brave and the combination of that with Angel Haze is a cocktail that might just get me drunk enough to lay my head on your shoulder again I think I'm falling in love with you But you should know my personality means that I'm doing it kicking and screaming searching my damnedest for an escape route because being vulnerable hurts me every time even the ones that promised they wouldn't and I do it to myself, but I trust you And honestly that scares me more than it should I'm not afraid of ******** it up if that were all it was you'd find me on your doorstep with my heart in my palms and blood dripping on the concrete but the thought of how happy you would make me of how temporary everything is despite our best efforts the chance that I could lose everything in a single swoop is more terrifying than wandering alone through dark paths more terrifying than a deep voice from the empty space beside my ear more terrifying than a letting down my guard little by little just to get stabbed in the back
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
It's Not You, It's Me
My palms sweat when I think of writing you a poem Writing has been the only way I could communicate with others you see, when it comes to my emotions my mouth might as well be duct-taped and in fact the only way I can write this now is because I can tell myself you'll never see it I'm confused. Circumstances half under my control has resulted in making me the co-creator of my own kryptonite see, what happened was partially my fault and I can't escape the guilt that I made trying to escape it in the first place see sometimes trying your hardest not to lead someone on leads them on anyway and I don't want to do that to you I don't want to do that to anyone See this poem doesn't even rhyme. Not a lot of mine do, though, And see listening to Drake tends to make me honest and listening to Nicki Minaj makes me brave and the combination of that with Angel Haze is a cocktail that might just get me drunk enough to lay my head on your shoulder again I think I'm falling in love with you But you should know my personality means that I'm doing it kicking and screaming searching my damnedest for an escape route because being vulnerable hurts me every time even the ones that promised they wouldn't and I do it to myself, but I trust you And honestly that scares me more than it should I'm not afraid of ******** it up if that were all it was you'd find me on your doorstep with my heart in my palms and blood dripping on the concrete but the thought of how happy you would make me of how temporary everything is despite our best efforts the chance that I could lose everything in a single swoop is more terrifying than wandering alone through dark paths more terrifying than a deep voice from the empty space beside my ear more terrifying than a letting down my guard little by little just to get stabbed in the back
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What are they to do with their hands if they no longer care? if they would rather take an iPad over fresh air? If it’s auto-correct teaching them how to spell words? when raising your child: is Nicki Minaj doing a better job? It’s because they now live in that neon-green X-Box glow blasting strangers from all walks of life online playing Halo. While Smokey the Bear goes around lighting matches there are no more sandwiches left in our pic-a-nic baskets. It’s the Kids! Because the only toboggan they go through is YouTube because there are no such things as books in Facebook. Because it’s behind a shiny screen their ingenuity goes to waste because it’s the equivalent of dropping Simba on his face. So lets just Skype instead of meeting up and going for a walk! 140 characters or less to dictate the way we communicate and talk! Because Clark Kent is not Superman unless his Twitter feed is verified and behind close doors there's no room to grow a child’s mind.
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May 9, 2013
May 9, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC
The Kids!
I would like to say that I know everything about you. But sadly, that's not true. I may know that, you don't believe in love, and that body image   doesn't matter to you, and that you want to have   a love child with Anderson Cooper. But I don't know the simple things. We never once talked about what your favorite color is. Or what animal it is you like best. I'm not sure what your favorite food is or what you like for desert. I know that, you like to do math   for fun,   and that you used to be in little league. I remember you telling me   you once climbed a mango tree, and that's time   you found out you were allergic. I know that you pronounce 'English' with an 'a' at the beginning, and "secretly, I bought this song" when Starships by Nicki Minaj came on during the school dance. I know so much about you more than anyone really. But I wish I knew   what your favorite color is, and what animal it is you like best. But, it seems a little too late to be asking such simple questions now, doesn't it.
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 11:49 PM UTC
I know you
Poignant prose chucked out and recycled by morning. Turned out trick repeated til boring. The local band just started touring. Sonnet's blasted until the ladies are 'whooring'. ... Roxy Music dropped David Byrne. For Ellie Goulding and a remix of burn. Robert Johnson's been reworked. Ratatat rap as interest is perked. Dylan picked up the silent game. Making ambient noises which all sound the same. The Rolling Stones joined the church. After buying some of Hoosier's merch. Nicki Minaj claps her **** Laying down a tribute for Terry Fox's stump. Benefit concert soon to be run. By the played out Glee Club composing Fun. Beach Boys dragged in with the tide. ...And Stars Collide. NOFX has gone clean Fat Mike's gone and become a dean. Tom Waits stomps out to Kendrick Lamar. Hacking up bits of blunt induced tar. Bumping out in Steve Ellison's car. To Captain Murphy's karaoke bootlegged from a bar. ... Less than 10 good tapes a year Even fewer if referring to those others actually hear. Jack White's gone third eye blind Getting over run by his drug free mind.
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Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 2:39 PM UTC
Grammy Season! Time To Celebrate Mediocrity!
I like cake, So make it shake, She like drake, But with a snake.
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Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 10:10 PM UTC
Nicki Minaj
2014, a year where 90s and late 80s babies are happy hyper turnt up not turnt down are swaggerific vs Brillitelegerent. Everyday we live is a commercial Just because we see many commercials Young fly and flashy is what we all want to be but what about those that just want to be "young wild and free" Free to speak, free to act, free to stand, free to move, free to sing, free to dance, free to read, free to eat and more importantly free to choose how and what we want things to be like Females: I see we got swag of soul urban sophisticated finesse then theres those of us who are preps that are chic may be geeks. Lastly the girls that love to twerk alot plus cover themselves in thick make up and hair dye or is it a weave or a bob (Bob) They say we sweet cuz we got that "bubblegum" question is what is your flavor something like K Michelle? Nicki Minaj? Rihanna? Miley Cyrus? In that case so do we all skirts and crop tops and bikinis and short shorts or is it galaxy leggings or perhaps jeggings. Fellas they say you are pimps and players dons and brothas that be like "Forget the haters" they say you are cool with swagger as Kesha said something like that Nick Jagger. Urban dominance, fitteds and suits glasses and high fades what about those high grades Yasssss my brotha ooh I cant forget about those gorgeous dread heads now Ayeeee Alright I mentioned alot about the guys but which are you...chris brown? Drake? That boy Meek milli or Justin Beiber well whichever it is Ladies and Gentlemen Just remember your place and Destination our Generation peace
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Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 10:41 AM UTC
2014 (The year of Drama Queens and Swagtastic Kings)
2014, a year where 90s and late 80s babies are happy hyper turnt up not turnt down are swaggerific vs Brillitelegerent. Everyday we live is a commercial Just because we see many commercials Young fly and flashy is what we all want to be but what about those that just want to be "young wild and free" Free to speak, free to act, free to stand, free to move, free to sing, free to dance, free to read, free to eat and more importantly free to choose how and what we want things to be like Females: I see we got swag of soul urban sophisticated finesse then theres those of us who are preps that are chic may be geeks. Lastly the girls that love to twerk alot plus cover themselves in thick make up and hair dye or is it a weave or a bob (Bob) They say we sweet cuz we got that "bubblegum" question is what is your flavor something like K Michelle? Nicki Minaj? Rihanna? Miley Cyrus? In that case so do we all skirts and crop tops and bikinis and short shorts or is it galaxy leggings or perhaps jeggings. Fellas they say you are pimps and players dons and brothas that be like "Forget the haters" they say you are cool with swagger as Kesha said something like that Nick Jagger. Urban dominance, fitteds and suits glasses and high fades what about those high grades Yasssss my brotha ooh I cant forget about those gorgeous dread heads now Ayeeee Alright I mentioned alot about the guys but which are you...chris brown? Drake? That boy Meek milli or Justin Beiber well whichever it is Ladies and Gentlemen Just remember your place and Destination our Generation peace
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The world is made of **** and I'm a joker to the story Gone in a moment of bliss because I didn't seek glory -- bore me "It's a new day tomorrow", they say ignorant and hollow "Seek your dreams and a great life will follow" however the flaming lord is still waiting below -- drag me to the galow A smile turned to a frown, I'm sorry to let you down But gone is my clown and now begins my countdown Brown town bring me the crown Make me king of **** and let Minaj be the next centuries hit, flick her *** while we drown in spit from Trump the Dump, a camel has two lumps -- **** Burn me and put me in an urn All we want is money to earn When will we learn that happiness should be our biggest concern? Happiness: Hidden in society and locked away in plastic, happiness is free but requires a key -- fantastic All the while probably as fake as the *** of the Kardashian, and just as far fetched as the marsian We say we are all a part of the innocent but then who are we to blame for the mess we make?
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Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 4:47 PM UTC
Shitstorm
Okay. I'll admit it. I miss my friends and I miss being young, and care free. I miss cruising to Nicki Minaj and chilling at the park. Watching the boys fight in the back yard. Smoking *** for hours, and laughing together. Those boys and girls were the closest thing to a family I ever had. I miss the late night parties in Joey's room, all of us, either drunk; ****** or tripping, but happy. You can't buy happiness like that. I miss sitting in a room with my family.
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC
Empty
What can you say to a generation who don't remember your summer of love. Who don't see the ribbon in the sky Stevie wonder, couldn't see but saw . The eventual maturity of a culture whose built their identity off those brave enough to speak up. when so many of us have been rendered cowards, a perceived perception fulfilling the essence of, "Throw that *** in the circle!" For that moment of miniscule acceptance a belonging without question, we’ved missed since grade school . “i am Full of myself, full of myself, i am full of myself” , as beyonica sells dreams of bootylicious billion dollar unions nicki minaj and *** implants is the logical evolutionary conclusion what's going on no Marvin gaye we already know found our idol's. they comes on Mondays at 7. So we don't look for them no more Their Preprogrammed Failed by the previous generation who couldn't seem to find themselves and their patients long enough to lead. What can you say to a generation whose music don't speak of waiting in waters, but shaking those waters just enough to get what you can from EBT or being just quite enough so you don't have to scream “I can't breathe”. A battle between law and survival and Democrats ain't been no better than Republicans since the 1700's we’re still holding our breath in waiting.. **** your revolution old ***** it ain't did nothing but make people believe that I have something that I could never hold in my hand. A black president freedom and a land Turn up. To the slowest change in history, still waiting for equality on all fronts this movement was debunked, like the memories of Americans 30 minutes primetime cycles What can you say to a generation who does the nea nea where teddy bears and liquor bottles mark the legacy of the deceased once lay, such a short memory these corner they lived and died for a singular belief money over ******* get rich by all means. that's our raising the bar “go for the millions” and if we play it right miley cyrus will twork your way to a grammy. What can you say to a generation. where gay is so gay no one knows it’s true meaning we're all just dreaming make it up as we go bought into a coma now trying to wake up. What can you say to this generation except sorry we left you nothing to hold on too. but shadows and hypocritical finger that rely “don't as i do “ but “do as i say”
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 2:07 PM UTC
A generation who don't remember
What can you say to a generation who don't remember your summer of love. Who don't see the ribbon in the sky Stevie wonder, couldn't see but saw . The eventual maturity of a culture whose built their identity off those brave enough to speak up. when so many of us have been rendered cowards, a perceived perception fulfilling the essence of, "Throw that *** in the circle!" For that moment of miniscule acceptance a belonging without question, we’ved missed since grade school . “i am Full of myself, full of myself, i am full of myself” , as beyonica sells dreams of bootylicious billion dollar unions nicki minaj and *** implants is the logical evolutionary conclusion what's going on no Marvin gaye we already know found our idol's. they comes on Mondays at 7. So we don't look for them no more Their Preprogrammed Failed by the previous generation who couldn't seem to find themselves and their patients long enough to lead. What can you say to a generation whose music don't speak of waiting in waters, but shaking those waters just enough to get what you can from EBT or being just quite enough so you don't have to scream “I can't breathe”. A battle between law and survival and Democrats ain't been no better than Republicans since the 1700's we’re still holding our breath in waiting.. **** your revolution old ***** it ain't did nothing but make people believe that I have something that I could never hold in my hand. A black president freedom and a land Turn up. To the slowest change in history, still waiting for equality on all fronts this movement was debunked, like the memories of Americans 30 minutes primetime cycles What can you say to a generation who does the nea nea where teddy bears and liquor bottles mark the legacy of the deceased once lay, such a short memory these corner they lived and died for a singular belief money over ******* get rich by all means. that's our raising the bar “go for the millions” and if we play it right miley cyrus will twork your way to a grammy. What can you say to a generation. where gay is so gay no one knows it’s true meaning we're all just dreaming make it up as we go bought into a coma now trying to wake up. What can you say to this generation except sorry we left you nothing to hold on too. but shadows and hypocritical finger that rely “don't as i do “ but “do as i say”
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*I don't like what I see when I look in the mirror   I stand there holding myself* *Sometimes I'll place  my hands on my hips and move from side to side turning this way or that grabbing at my behind pulling it up seeing how it'd look if it were plumper like them girl's in the videos* *Sometimes I grab a handful of my belly or **** it in and see how I'd look if I could just get over this 14 year baby weight and all the pounds I've gained from my last few miscarriages.* *I know stress plays a role I eat when stressed   I eat my depression and eat when sad or on my cycle I love to eat and love food but it's truly never been my reason for this weight burdening me down* *I lost my will to move to walk or work out lost my drive to fight or even speak out I went from working and going to school staying busy to doing only bits here and there that I have to do* *I can't  be bothered don't even want to I'll lay here and not move long as I can* *I've stayed in a runt for so long I'm talking years felt so low and haven't dug our yet and I know for me this depressions a killer it's got me defeated beaten down so low I never wanna be loved again...* *As I  stand in front of this mirror I hate what's become of me my pessimistic behavior and ideology of what love should be seems like its not meant for me I hate looking at myself I hate seeing my luscious curves my ample succulent ******* *I only currently like my long hair that goes to my shoulders for this chocolate cocoa skin it seems so out of place people wonder if its a weave and not my own but this is all home grown yet and still* *I just like who I am as a person & represent not my physical appearance not only because I have a "good hair" for a black girl I'm ONLY black yet I'm proud of my heritage I'm black and Puerto Rican but who cares* *Funny how my shape for others is just right & for me it isn't I don't have that j.lo figured* *I don't look like a Nicki Minaj how do I look? I um well  I look just like me but seems I can't find someone who'd conquered my heart and own it take care of it as they should....* ***One  day I'll get tired of my self loathing work out and the World will be impressed but not as much as ME!*** *Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present   All right reserved*
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Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 2:22 AM UTC
Not As Much As Me
*I don't like what I see when I look in the mirror   I stand there holding myself* *Sometimes I'll place  my hands on my hips and move from side to side turning this way or that grabbing at my behind pulling it up seeing how it'd look if it were plumper like them girl's in the videos* *Sometimes I grab a handful of my belly or **** it in and see how I'd look if I could just get over this 14 year baby weight and all the pounds I've gained from my last few miscarriages.* *I know stress plays a role I eat when stressed   I eat my depression and eat when sad or on my cycle I love to eat and love food but it's truly never been my reason for this weight burdening me down* *I lost my will to move to walk or work out lost my drive to fight or even speak out I went from working and going to school staying busy to doing only bits here and there that I have to do* *I can't  be bothered don't even want to I'll lay here and not move long as I can* *I've stayed in a runt for so long I'm talking years felt so low and haven't dug our yet and I know for me this depressions a killer it's got me defeated beaten down so low I never wanna be loved again...* *As I  stand in front of this mirror I hate what's become of me my pessimistic behavior and ideology of what love should be seems like its not meant for me I hate looking at myself I hate seeing my luscious curves my ample succulent ******* *I only currently like my long hair that goes to my shoulders for this chocolate cocoa skin it seems so out of place people wonder if its a weave and not my own but this is all home grown yet and still* *I just like who I am as a person & represent not my physical appearance not only because I have a "good hair" for a black girl I'm ONLY black yet I'm proud of my heritage I'm black and Puerto Rican but who cares* *Funny how my shape for others is just right & for me it isn't I don't have that j.lo figured* *I don't look like a Nicki Minaj how do I look? I um well  I look just like me but seems I can't find someone who'd conquered my heart and own it take care of it as they should....* ***One  day I'll get tired of my self loathing work out and the World will be impressed but not as much as ME!*** *Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present   All right reserved*
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If I had the body of Nicki Minaj The voice of Beyonce, The dance moves of Ciara, The acting skills of Cameron Diaz, The brains of Oprah Winfrey And the creativity of Tyler Perry, I'd be totally FaKe!!!,Yes you got me right! Why?because I wasn't born to be alike with anyone, And neither were you, So don't compare yourself to anyone, Give yourself a break! You're different from everyone else,so why bother being like someone else?its an impossibility anyways,. Embrace your individuality.
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Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 12:40 PM UTC
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You stand in a group of "friends" Flaunting your features in a minidress and and sparkling water in your hand People talk amongst us - Near you, around me. They seem to talk of you - and only you, not me Dont mind at all actually You dont get it. Protuding at sharp angles, you're all bones. Like a corpse stuck in midstride - you have no Swag Legs thinned to paper. Rib case sketched by the stretch of your baby blue dress. You flirt, dance, smirk at everything that breathes Sadly, no ones entranced. Think all should be jealous - even the homozygous. Your ego bigger than Nicki Minaj's **** - it spans for miles We talk, enjoy the night until we hear something Ugly "only 115? That's all? Lose a little more... Quit eating" They leave, you weep everyone stares Afterall, youve just lost your throne and jewels. Too diluted with your thoughts, you would lock yourself in the bathroom stall wishing for your fairy godmother You run outside - tripping, nearly falling, leaving a glass slipper Behing No one seems to care. I glance at the two at my sides, lucky to have such friends Silent understanding passes between Us We make outside ~ findin you cryin like the worlds endin Holding up your shoe, we walk over put my hand on your shoulder Like a rail, hard and thin it is. "Im sorry", you blurt. "Dont be.. We'll buy you your own pizza."
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC
Don't Be
We live in a SOCIETY obsessed with looks Are we ASHAMED? Are we AFRAID to be left alone? RECONSTRUCTING your self-esteem by going under the knife REPAIRING those parts you feel are damaged You do it to IMPRESS youself "So You Say" Comments from those you LOVE ENDLESS PRESSURE TV MAGAZINES SUPERMODELS Oo yeah NICKI MINAJ What a beauty SUPERFICIALLY beauty is within the eye of the beholder WHERE DO YOU STAND ????
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 12:52 PM UTC
ENDLESS PRESSURE
I have hung up my relationship cap, Muddled down with nonsense and all of your crap. You say I went left but I was always right, I just gave you the flowers so you couldn't pick a fight. I was braver than I thought when I walked out the door. Didn't really care that I littered the floor. With fragments of photos and memories together. You did him in our bed, who knew you were into leather! I changed all the passwords, ate all the food. Logged into your accounts and deleted all  your nudes. Took the dog, Netflix account and the goldfish too. Broke your Nicki Minaj Cd's but kept EryKah Badu. I salted your garden, ****** in your pool. I that angry so I broke every house rule. I don't care about dignity, I may be alone, But I am petty as F$@k and made you read this poem.
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Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 1:08 AM UTC
Ha Ha, made you read this poem.