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"merely" poems
Gaze on that woman by the train. With curves like gunpowder that will shoot fireworks again. As her and I once were. Since then, of women, I've abstained. My chest is a pyre to the damsel I couldn't retain; fondness that won’t expire. You say I could never attain and imply I'm a liar!? Or you think either me insane or least she's miswired? The evidence on my brain - melancholy, ire - the despondent husk that remains, need you more enquire? ...True, of her, no displays of pain; eyes that jolt not tire, poker voice tipping no disdain, legs that feed desire! For her, gone love is not a chain hidden by attire or flushed down a forgotten drain. It merely retired. Love like hers was the wind and rain to my earth and fire.
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Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 6:09 PM UTC
Elemental Love
<> The Instigation: Edmund  Black, commenting on “weary weighted,” I agree with Kim; This is poetry at its best :)“ <•> *both of you shush! there is no “better” in poetry mine yours theirs, alive or not, just gasps tears and blood whimsical smiles and isles cuts and burns of pained revelations, hidden in fog, that words try to delete away, through the shrouded mists of human tissues, unconstrained by the bounded shape of the human cell, our first, our own self-imposed jail tissue, too, baby soft, or, purple beating majestic bruised blotches by those weaklings whose kindness never fully developed;   or old man mine whose skin cells erodes, so poems and light weary weighted, lightly flake off for your “betterment” mostly tho for worse good humans all await, in patientce lightly hidden, residents of dark sunspots in the glaring existence exposer of the unlit lighthouse whose time will come they get it how we get there unimportant get there GET THERE get there that is the poetic mission critical no path best or style preferred- no compare just, but, any path that lifts and elevates, to the commonplace* the common place *where all costarred, universal, where common is the temple mount of highest praise, holy smoke rising, a place that that discloses and closes, is scribed/described honestly as a connective, which is the simplest successive call my poems, blessedly common! that an honorable, so gladly accepted and so much more meaning-full than merely best or better* for that, I’d gladly weep, for no praise ever been bettered 8/2/18 406pm on the jitney to my isle
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 4:15 PM UTC
the common place... (for Kim Johanna Baker & Edmund Black)
<> The Instigation: Edmund  Black, commenting on “weary weighted,” I agree with Kim; This is poetry at its best :)“ <•> *both of you shush! there is no “better” in poetry mine yours theirs, alive or not, just gasps tears and blood whimsical smiles and isles cuts and burns of pained revelations, hidden in fog, that words try to delete away, through the shrouded mists of human tissues, unconstrained by the bounded shape of the human cell, our first, our own self-imposed jail tissue, too, baby soft, or, purple beating majestic bruised blotches by those weaklings whose kindness never fully developed;   or old man mine whose skin cells erodes, so poems and light weary weighted, lightly flake off for your “betterment” mostly tho for worse good humans all await, in patientce lightly hidden, residents of dark sunspots in the glaring existence exposer of the unlit lighthouse whose time will come they get it how we get there unimportant get there GET THERE get there that is the poetic mission critical no path best or style preferred- no compare just, but, any path that lifts and elevates, to the commonplace* the common place *where all costarred, universal, where common is the temple mount of highest praise, holy smoke rising, a place that that discloses and closes, is scribed/described honestly as a connective, which is the simplest successive call my poems, blessedly common! that an honorable, so gladly accepted and so much more meaning-full than merely best or better* for that, I’d gladly weep, for no praise ever been bettered 8/2/18 406pm on the jitney to my isle
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yours is the music for no instrument yours the preposterous colour unbeheld —mine the unbought contemptuous intent till this our felsh merely shall be excelled by speaking flower (if I have made songs it does not greatly matter to the sun, nor will rain care cautiously who prolongs unserious twilight)Shadows have begun the hair’s worm huge,ecstatic,rathe…. yours are the poems i do not write. In this at least we have got a bulge on death, silence,and the keenly musical light of sudden nothing….la bocca mia “he kissed wholly trembling” or so thought the lady.
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Yours Is The Music For No Instrument
Poetry is like a ***** in its wobbly, dangly freeness (This poems not the cleanest so stop reading if you're a little squeamish) Some have it, some don't some use it, some won't some like it awkward with a twist at the end like a shakespearean couplet but on the person it depends for others its merely secondary (oh but always necessary) to the holder - their Mars or Venus So, as god is my witness, poetry is a *****
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
*****
being twelve who hast merely gonorrhea Oldeyed child, to ambitious weeness of boots tiny add death what shall?
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Being
to my darling who feels she's not: our separation is mere illusion. truly, your pain strikes me as i write this; your sensations of abandonment, and the decisiveness they have caused, bleed from my skin into the fibers of my clothes. i am no longer clean. i do not feel pure. to my severed arm and shortened tendons: destruction is merely another side of life. out of disappearance comes all things- without space, there would be nothing to contain us, nothing to allow and enfold our beings' spirits, and they would sputter and cease like my love's flame. i am no longer yours. i do not feel full. to the farthest star that my eyes can see: your light reaches me- i glimpse you! in the perceived emptiness between us there is no distance to be found; around us exists the infinite potential for further connection and deeper growth in closeness. i am no longer alone. i do not feel sorrow.
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 12:17 PM UTC
separation is just an illusion
It happened in the dead of night while I was slicing bread for a guilty snack. My attention was caught by the scuttering of a raccoon outside my window. That was, I believe, the first time I noticed my strange tendencies as an unusual human. I gave the raccoon a piece of bread, my subconscious well aware of the consequences. Well aware that a raccoon that is fed will always come back for more. The enticing beauty of my cutting knife was the symptom. The bread, my hungry curiosity. The raccoon, an urge. The moon increments its phase and reflects that much more light off of my cutting knife. The very same light that glistens in the eyes of my raccoon friend. I slice the bread, fresh and soft. The raccoon becomes excited. or perhaps I'm merely projecting my emotions onto the newly-satisfied animal. The raccoon has taken to following me. You could say that we've gotten quite used to each other. The raccoon becomes hungry more and more frequently, so my bread is always handy. Every time I brandish my cutting knife the raccoon shows me its excitement. A rush of blood. Classic Pavlovian conditioning. I slice the bread. And I feed myself again.
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Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 5:44 PM UTC
The raccoon ( A poem by Yuri from DDLC)
man (?) the tomatoes?   patty m., a grievous error thy commissioned tomatoes are the quintessential feminine fruit red juicy, round, curvy, sweet with a flavor at once the same, yet never again always different, diffident, asized, and blonde or red, never contrived without it, would pizza be pizza? without it, would **** ***** love, be merely a good salad or a poem ever be the same? “me love tomatoes” cookie monster
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 11:33 AM UTC
"man the tomatoes?"
Love me til I'm blue Catch my every tear Love me til I'm blue Swallow me up in blue Help me touch the clouds As I breathe in what's true Save me from my doubts Swallow me up in blue Drown me in the sea The words will come on cue If you'll let them be Love me til I'm blue Cause words are so unclear Every part of you Swallow me up in blue Let me smell the flowers Forgive all that they do You've merely got hours Swallow me up in blue The earth, sea, and sky For there are very few Who have wondered why Love me til I'm blue Call my every fear Love me like you do Swallow me up in blue Before my life will end I've only one to choose But I can still pretend Love me til I'm blue Catch my every tear Love me til I'm blue
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Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 4:37 PM UTC
Blue
'' Sand and stones between my bones. Today the sun never shone. Look how beautiful I am. Chop, chop, chopped wood in the fireplace. Don't get too close if you want to keep your face. Be careful not to burn yourself. It gives a certain warmth And brings a certain want. I would, yet I can't enjoy it by myself. Royal blue like the winter hue. My skin is merely bruised. Can you still see how many times I've been hurt? That winter depression. Makes me want you as my new obsession. Come in even if it's colder than outside. Melt, melt me, I'm a letdown. Having a meltdown. I am melting under your fiery touch. Snow flakes the skin. I am in for a win. What a special snowflake I am, wouldn't you say? My heart is surrounded by splinters, It shouldn't, yet it get's me through the winter. Between my arms it's chiller, why don't you come hither? Take a bite of me with your ice chipped teeth. Swallow me up like a leech. Red blood gauges from my blue veins. Guess I'm not that royal anyway. Hide it before you can complain. - Too late. You already know the taste. "
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Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 2:23 PM UTC
Royalty by blood
The photos were leaked today They were of a **** woman with brown skin Love making as she stared straight into the lenses I was showed by a man who did not know how to react once I had been shown My reaction was not shock I merely stated "That's baad" I did not know how to react to the staunch cyber-bully who was sure he was doing himself a justice by being so open about his anger at the naked, brown, humiliated, naked, shamed, beautiful I am shamed by his shaming I am naked by his ********** I am beautiful by myself sometimes Sometimes I take the tape off my camera and position it near my bloom I am not alone in this activity and yet I feel alone in an intimate situation, feel less alone, in a private situation. Sometimes I work it so that every part of my dark lips are shadowed and my fingers seem to work for a living rather than play My body is not a string It is a temple of dark things It is a ossuary filled with the dust of former lives It is not to be dangled for cats for play It has no puppet hands Or puppet face It smiles because it sees you smile And she frowns when she sees you laugh It is alive The misfortune you hope her body will bring her is shame I hope it will bring other people enlightenment The fault is not in her The fault is in the malicious, villainous, caricature of man who is hallow and made of maddening bells Every time you disturb him he rings in announcement "This lady I had once an intimate relationship and she abused me. Here is her punishment." We are all cavernous tunnels with lights to shoot out of the pins and needles sensational feelings we do not desire this but we must desire to be freed from being owned by this We all think we're exempted from shame until we are ashamed There are no exemptions, only more bells They ring, until background noise renders them obsolete to us
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Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 10:43 AM UTC
Beautiful, brown, naked, woman
The photos were leaked today They were of a **** woman with brown skin Love making as she stared straight into the lenses I was showed by a man who did not know how to react once I had been shown My reaction was not shock I merely stated "That's baad" I did not know how to react to the staunch cyber-bully who was sure he was doing himself a justice by being so open about his anger at the naked, brown, humiliated, naked, shamed, beautiful I am shamed by his shaming I am naked by his ********** I am beautiful by myself sometimes Sometimes I take the tape off my camera and position it near my bloom I am not alone in this activity and yet I feel alone in an intimate situation, feel less alone, in a private situation. Sometimes I work it so that every part of my dark lips are shadowed and my fingers seem to work for a living rather than play My body is not a string It is a temple of dark things It is a ossuary filled with the dust of former lives It is not to be dangled for cats for play It has no puppet hands Or puppet face It smiles because it sees you smile And she frowns when she sees you laugh It is alive The misfortune you hope her body will bring her is shame I hope it will bring other people enlightenment The fault is not in her The fault is in the malicious, villainous, caricature of man who is hallow and made of maddening bells Every time you disturb him he rings in announcement "This lady I had once an intimate relationship and she abused me. Here is her punishment." We are all cavernous tunnels with lights to shoot out of the pins and needles sensational feelings we do not desire this but we must desire to be freed from being owned by this We all think we're exempted from shame until we are ashamed There are no exemptions, only more bells They ring, until background noise renders them obsolete to us
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I tell you I only take part of the blame, but in my mind I take it all. I act to them like I'm doing much better, but all I can do lately is fall. I wish you would look at me and see, I wish you would understand. I feel like it was ALL my fault... I wish you would be the one to hold my hand... You were always there when things were wrong, when things got way too tough. Even though I love you with all of my heart, I'm afraid lately love is not enough. I'm blaming myself for everything, and I have since we began. I'm screaming out to the world, darling, won't you hold my hand? I want to be able to walk away together, from all the rubble and dust. Leave this place and all of the ashes, getting coffee together is a must. I wish you knew, darling, that I blame myself everyday. And I wish I could change it all, in every single way. I wish you knew, sweetheart, all I want is just one more chance. For you to look me in the eyes, to take and hold my hands. To tell me it's not true, my thoughts are merely lies. It's not all my fault, and you're coming to stay by my side. I miss you like you wouldn't believe, and I'm willing to start again. Please say you'll give me the chance, and be, again, my very best friend...<3
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Aug 19, 2010
Aug 19, 2010 at 7:25 PM UTC
It's All My Fault, I'm Sorry.
kiss me with mango sherbet in your mouth and sticky orange tinted lips these car tires are growing old but I am young with three dimples on my face callouses on my fingertips of my left hand stop with the 'you're scared' in which century does refusal amount to fear liberation by the pen drawings on my hand consumes me individuality is not dead I am here with fiery intent occasionally lost in a girly figure with a small waist and awkward ankles don't dance alone dance a soliloquy like the bruise on my neck (labors of love are not merely towards humans)
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Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
try again
Just how does one define friendship? Oh, I already know what the Dictionary says. It's far more than merely one word, or two. You could apply many verbs to describe it. Few, on their own will justice due. It is more about one's emotional perception, than a mere sentence of words, though descriptive. For sure it's a feeling, a strong visceral response evoked by respect, even love of a thing above all other's. Friends come in many shapes, sizes and colors. They can be inanimate or living breathing. All inspire in us a near electrical resonance of reassurance, a sense of peace, surely comfort. Maybe it starts with the rhythmic beating of our own mothers heart, the sound and vibration of our first true friendship. A little later her breast and the nourishment it gave, became our first outer world dearest best companion. Mother's milk, served warm, sweet and tenderly, Love's personification. Yes of course Friendship can be an extension of a strong lasting bond with other people, yet even more. Our family's are our closest best friends, if we are lucky. But what of the others? I have been  befriended by books, movies, dogs and many other non human living friends, I even have a old film camera I packed completely around the world, that I count among my closest companions. A soft warm favorite wool blanket acquired down in New Zealand, also fits nicely that same description. An old bamboo fly rod that belonged to my Father, Is a friend I would not part with for any amount of dollars. And less I forget (No pun intended) our memories too are right there, with the best and oldest of our dearest, lasting friends, Conjured up at a minutes notice. And perhaps last of all, (you may have more on your list), I can not leave out the most important friendship of all, It's the friendship we have with our selves, to which I'm referring. For if that very personal friendship is not strong and on going, It's truly doubtful that we will have, or sustain for long, any others.
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Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
Friendship
Just how does one define friendship? Oh, I already know what the Dictionary says. It's far more than merely one word, or two. You could apply many verbs to describe it. Few, on their own will justice due. It is more about one's emotional perception, than a mere sentence of words, though descriptive. For sure it's a feeling, a strong visceral response evoked by respect, even love of a thing above all other's. Friends come in many shapes, sizes and colors. They can be inanimate or living breathing. All inspire in us a near electrical resonance of reassurance, a sense of peace, surely comfort. Maybe it starts with the rhythmic beating of our own mothers heart, the sound and vibration of our first true friendship. A little later her breast and the nourishment it gave, became our first outer world dearest best companion. Mother's milk, served warm, sweet and tenderly, Love's personification. Yes of course Friendship can be an extension of a strong lasting bond with other people, yet even more. Our family's are our closest best friends, if we are lucky. But what of the others? I have been  befriended by books, movies, dogs and many other non human living friends, I even have a old film camera I packed completely around the world, that I count among my closest companions. A soft warm favorite wool blanket acquired down in New Zealand, also fits nicely that same description. An old bamboo fly rod that belonged to my Father, Is a friend I would not part with for any amount of dollars. And less I forget (No pun intended) our memories too are right there, with the best and oldest of our dearest, lasting friends, Conjured up at a minutes notice. And perhaps last of all, (you may have more on your list), I can not leave out the most important friendship of all, It's the friendship we have with our selves, to which I'm referring. For if that very personal friendship is not strong and on going, It's truly doubtful that we will have, or sustain for long, any others.
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It's dark out, A cold winter night. Awfully lonely even for me. A howl echoes throughout the silence, my heart drops. A howl that entered through one ear and echoed loud for my soul to hear. Would it be sinister to say I smiled knowing I wasn't the only one here? A smile becomes a sarcastic laugh of desperation, being ironic I joined with crying howls to the moon. Before I could finish the wolf howls again. I learned something that night, I solved the answer to love. Find your moon, find someone who brings light to your darkness. Find someone who, when you feel like a lone wolf with a numb soul; Will be your moon to howl to. We'd be a beautiful love song. I learned hope is when a lone wolf sings to a moon, as if it'd reach. A Favorite melody howled the lone wolf so heavenly. A rhythme being merely, an echo of his heartbeat. Love is feeling that heartbeat and hearing a melody. Then singing all the words otherwise too scared to speak.
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Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC
The Wolf and The Moon, A True Love Story
You say doctors will make the best poets. They will search your emotions by the skin; cutting open to reveal and revel with surgical precison. They will play with heavy drugs and blades-- nothing shall hide beneath the armors of bone and muscle. They know the anatomy of the heart too well. They will find the things you have hidden in your chest. I say doctors will never be poets. They are too mechanical, too fast with their edges and ridges. They cannot see the pain as pain but merely as an anomaly. That sadness is black bile not melancholia. They cannot sing to you but only clammer in medical jargon. Poets will use their imperfect words, and perfect rhymes to find the secrets of your rib cage with ease. They will find every flaw of your broken body and make it the best story you've never heard. Doctors, they will put love to define as a momentary rush of adrenaline, an arrythmia for another human caused due to an imbalance of the heart rhythm. Poets will tell you that love is the first jolt of life for them. They will say love is a state of euphoria that takes those irregular rhythms to perfect symphonies. Doctors say that veins carry blood devout of oxygen. I say that they carry your broken emotions to their feelings factory to mend it within its beautiful catacombs. All those doctors will find and fix you with perfect solutions. And these poets will do their best to be your perfect solution.
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Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 8:25 AM UTC
Doctors
This morning before I ever lifted my head, I turned to see Your half of the bed. And what a harsh reminder Of how I'm growing old With your side of the bed Still unbearably cold. Your sheets are not tossed, Your pillow unpressed-- All lovely reminders Of my current distress. Was it not merely a month ago That I was curled against your skin? We were perfect puzzle pieces, Your shoulder to my chin. All day long We would curl up and sleep With nothing like time And business to keep. But what a terrible disease Lurked inside my mind. I never thought I could be So selfish and unkind. If only I had known I was capable of such sin I never would have let Our cursed romance begin. I could promise to never Let it happen again. I could take my pills Like I refused to then. I could be so much better, My darling, please see. If only, if only You'd come back to me.
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 7:56 PM UTC
Morning Pills
In order to expose my heart and truly write, I must release my status or my pride, this is not about me, it was never meant to be a way to gain recognition, another way for me to perform on a stage, some sort of exhibition. Yet I find myself hesitating to write my thoughts, trying to impress people I don't even know, It was only meant to be an outlet a therapy for me, never some sort of show, but like everything I have ever done somehow Id rather waste my time trying to impress. My guilty conscience driving me to be truly under duress. Forced to hold back the leanings of my heart I merely release a fluffy worthless shallow piece. I will not be stifled, held down by my need to please, my ribs will not rupture under this pressure as I try to breathe. I must write with heart and soul or not at all. So this is my open message to you pride, no matter how many times I fool myself into putting on your mask, I promise, your control over me will not last. I will take you off just as quickly as I put you on because I want someone who reads these to truly see me. To see me with all of my scars misfortunes and faith, I will put my heart out, I will never aspire to be fake.
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 10:18 PM UTC
Pride
I walk into the mirror box again and it’s as if my life really is just an extension of my own metaphors. I’m caught in the mirror maze, searching for something in the mirrors at angles, but all I can see is myself, my sad, stupid self, stretching on and on forever with the same boring face, the same boring feelings, again and again until I stop being able to make out the details. Am I looking back at myself or am I looking forwards to the future? Will it always be the same or has it merely been the same since forever? I stare into the mirror tunnel at all these selves repeating themselves, forcing the years, the weeks, the days into the same strict patterns, merely following the self that came before them, merely mirroring the feelings, only doing it worse and worse with each new rendition. It’s just me, I think, *in the mirror box, caught up in myself because I am selfish and horrible.* I’m selfish and horrible and I want to turn my back on myself but how can I possibly do that in the mirror box? I meet myself over and over, and it’s just me, in all this vast, repetitive vagueness, just me in this long stretch of lonely unsettledness that surely doesn’t end. I want to smash my own face in, so I close my eyes and try to think, maybe, maybe, maybe, because I don’t want to be this grey-cloud self forever. I can’t be, and so maybe, just maybe, somewhere beyond all these selves there’ll be a day when I’m down on the shore and the sea will be calm and the sky will be faded purple. Love will not sink down into nothingness because in the cool evening air,  my heart will be full instead of gaping and my mind will be at ease instead dwelling on it’s own boringness or entangling itself in own self-created sadness. And maybe, I’ll have abandoned my book and its pages will be dry because I won’t have been crying into it. They’ll be no mirrors, just the ocean, glinting like an amethyst cluster in the half light and I’ll rest my head on the shoulder of the girlfriend I'll meet someday and I’ll smile in this beautiful liminal moment and nothing will be tainted by the dread of returning home. We’ll kiss – on the shore – and rewrite it forever and maybe the stars will fall out of the sky when I shake it and all my trains will run on time and all the wounds in the world will heal simultaneously. It’s a moment surely stolen from someone else’s poetry, but I’ve got to cling to something to avoid becoming lost entirely in all this dark, intangible vagueness. There’s got to be at least one imaginary moment that isn’t just me, reflected over and over. There’s got to be one moment that doesn’t stare back at me from inside the mirror box.
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Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
and so what’s beyond the last self I can see
I walk into the mirror box again and it’s as if my life really is just an extension of my own metaphors. I’m caught in the mirror maze, searching for something in the mirrors at angles, but all I can see is myself, my sad, stupid self, stretching on and on forever with the same boring face, the same boring feelings, again and again until I stop being able to make out the details. Am I looking back at myself or am I looking forwards to the future? Will it always be the same or has it merely been the same since forever? I stare into the mirror tunnel at all these selves repeating themselves, forcing the years, the weeks, the days into the same strict patterns, merely following the self that came before them, merely mirroring the feelings, only doing it worse and worse with each new rendition. It’s just me, I think, *in the mirror box, caught up in myself because I am selfish and horrible.* I’m selfish and horrible and I want to turn my back on myself but how can I possibly do that in the mirror box? I meet myself over and over, and it’s just me, in all this vast, repetitive vagueness, just me in this long stretch of lonely unsettledness that surely doesn’t end. I want to smash my own face in, so I close my eyes and try to think, maybe, maybe, maybe, because I don’t want to be this grey-cloud self forever. I can’t be, and so maybe, just maybe, somewhere beyond all these selves there’ll be a day when I’m down on the shore and the sea will be calm and the sky will be faded purple. Love will not sink down into nothingness because in the cool evening air,  my heart will be full instead of gaping and my mind will be at ease instead dwelling on it’s own boringness or entangling itself in own self-created sadness. And maybe, I’ll have abandoned my book and its pages will be dry because I won’t have been crying into it. They’ll be no mirrors, just the ocean, glinting like an amethyst cluster in the half light and I’ll rest my head on the shoulder of the girlfriend I'll meet someday and I’ll smile in this beautiful liminal moment and nothing will be tainted by the dread of returning home. We’ll kiss – on the shore – and rewrite it forever and maybe the stars will fall out of the sky when I shake it and all my trains will run on time and all the wounds in the world will heal simultaneously. It’s a moment surely stolen from someone else’s poetry, but I’ve got to cling to something to avoid becoming lost entirely in all this dark, intangible vagueness. There’s got to be at least one imaginary moment that isn’t just me, reflected over and over. There’s got to be one moment that doesn’t stare back at me from inside the mirror box.
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Biodiversity, an abstract term used in natural science, Meaning diversity of life in a diversity of places. Tonight I really feel all the compliance, With this term occuring in my life in so many cases. I have both positive and negative associations, If I relate biodiversity to my own life. It kind of explains all the complications, On the road to when and where I thrive. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see the diversity in my face. Both soft like a mother and severe like an emperor, And my hair looks like it's from another race. It is curly and it is dark, While my skin is quite pale. Blue eyes which sometimes brightly spark, But other times greyish and frail. Some moments I feel hyper, like I'm going to explode. I talk, walk, jump and stir, and my brain says 'overload'. Other moments however I feel calm and peace, I lay down just quietly watch the sun. Concentrated on every breath I release, A warm ambiance like that of a mum. Some mornings I feel like I'm the sexiest girl on the planet, I take a red dress and let it slip over my hips. Walk on 15 cm heels like my feet are made of granite, And merely hope to use my red coated lips. Other times even my jogging pants don't seem to fit, I feel like the uggliest girl in town and only see disgust. I watch useless YouTube videos infinite, Because everything else feels like a must. I can go on with this poem for a long time, But it makes no sense. It is just that with this rhyme, I put on paper the doubts, thoughts and experience. The biodiversity in me, I like it and I do not. But what I more and more see, Is a swarm of different butterflies rather than an intwined knot. Life is so **** special, Intense and deeply exciting. I think it is crucial, Not to do too much hiding. Enjoy the biodiversity in yourself, Like a beautiful forest on a hill. So many different species, Crowded, changing and intertwined, but together, still.
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Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 8:21 AM UTC
The biodiversity in myself
Biodiversity, an abstract term used in natural science, Meaning diversity of life in a diversity of places. Tonight I really feel all the compliance, With this term occuring in my life in so many cases. I have both positive and negative associations, If I relate biodiversity to my own life. It kind of explains all the complications, On the road to when and where I thrive. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see the diversity in my face. Both soft like a mother and severe like an emperor, And my hair looks like it's from another race. It is curly and it is dark, While my skin is quite pale. Blue eyes which sometimes brightly spark, But other times greyish and frail. Some moments I feel hyper, like I'm going to explode. I talk, walk, jump and stir, and my brain says 'overload'. Other moments however I feel calm and peace, I lay down just quietly watch the sun. Concentrated on every breath I release, A warm ambiance like that of a mum. Some mornings I feel like I'm the sexiest girl on the planet, I take a red dress and let it slip over my hips. Walk on 15 cm heels like my feet are made of granite, And merely hope to use my red coated lips. Other times even my jogging pants don't seem to fit, I feel like the uggliest girl in town and only see disgust. I watch useless YouTube videos infinite, Because everything else feels like a must. I can go on with this poem for a long time, But it makes no sense. It is just that with this rhyme, I put on paper the doubts, thoughts and experience. The biodiversity in me, I like it and I do not. But what I more and more see, Is a swarm of different butterflies rather than an intwined knot. Life is so **** special, Intense and deeply exciting. I think it is crucial, Not to do too much hiding. Enjoy the biodiversity in yourself, Like a beautiful forest on a hill. So many different species, Crowded, changing and intertwined, but together, still.
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Scientifically, we are made up of a combination of atoms that somehow resulted in spinning minds and thirsty hearts, soft skin and aching bones. I heard somewhere that if the atoms of an object could spread far enough apart, we could pass through anything. If we are merely atoms, I suppose I spread mine so far that you passed through me. You came through me, you hit my bloodstream and God was it a rush. My atoms reacted with yours and it felt like they started to merge into one. I felt you become a part of my spinning mind, my thirsty heart, my soft skin and my aching bones. I spread myself so far so that you could really see who I was and before I knew it you had passed through me. My atoms are tinged with specks of yours and I can't get you out of what makes up who I am. This is why I miss you with all that I have.
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Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 2:28 AM UTC
Atoms
She thinks that she is only silver. Second place, forever and again. But this girl ... she is so, so much more. She is my dear, dearest friend. Her soul, while brighter than the sun, is tortured by confusion and things in her past ... lofty goals that would thwart even the toughest and a lifestyle going so fast. Courageous ... and meek. A warrior ... and a flower ... all at the same time. Legions of followers, those who look up ... never to see, the little girl who roams in her mind. She will get were she is aiming ... my heart believes in her so. She is strong, stubborn ... so very brave, and this child inside her grows. Now distant, I'll still watch her life unfold from this abyss, for reasons that may forever remain untold. She is far more valuable than any silver, precious gems ... yes, even gold. No object d'art or more costly antiquity ... has ever, ever been sold. I only wish that I could have somehow ... somehow made her see ... that as my friend ... she was so, so much more ... than merely silver to me.
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 7:11 AM UTC
She Thinks That She Is Only Silver
Enamored of the possible, and racing,   Through a winding maze of endless choices,     Daunted by the obstacles we're facing, and    Dizzied by the clamor's many voices, Shackled by a heavy chain of causes,   Binding us to all we've ever known,   The many paths before us give us pause, as   We struggle to define which are our own, Within a world that's not of our own making     We anxiously await the day we'll find,     A journey worthy of our undertaking, so     That purpose in our lives may be defined, but      Perhaps our fate condemns us all to wander, and        Our lives are merely mysteries to ponder
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Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 10:35 AM UTC
Telos
I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 10:51 PM UTC
Dinosaurs and Devices
I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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I was relaxed, and deep in thought The type of talk that silence brought When just in earshot it rocked, tick tock tick tock "Must be a clock" I told myself and resumed my thought Though as the seconds passed I could not, Despite the will with which I fought Do to its incessant knock Tick tock Tick tock I searched for the clock Unable to find the train I sought I grew more and more distraught With each and every tick and tock That find the clock, I could not As the silence grew more fraught With the knock, Tick Tock Tick Tock I knew the pain of Lancelot On and on it ticked and tocked I cursed at the unseen dreadnought It no longer merely mocked But each and every tick and tock Became an unseen onslaught TICK TOCK TICK TOCK T'was 11 o'clock, When my heart felt the gunshot Though the shots I could not block And on and on the bullets poured Further into the fray I bored Each foot a cinderblock Weighed by war I slowly walked Tick Tock Tick Tock How I'd make it answer for Alas With little blood left to speak for Desperately I implored "Restrain your hands that caused such gore; We need not fight evermore!" But when I heard the ceaseless knock Tick tock Tick tock I new my words had been ignored And slowly collapsed to the floor ****** and bludgeoned when I hit bed rock, I had still found no clock But tick and tock it had forgot The church bell rang t'was 12 o'clock, Though mortal wounds the seconds wrought I no longer was distraught And as I lay in the hemlock It occurred in my last thoughts I would miss the beating knock tick..., tock... tick..., tock...
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Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC
Pendulum
I was relaxed, and deep in thought The type of talk that silence brought When just in earshot it rocked, tick tock tick tock "Must be a clock" I told myself and resumed my thought Though as the seconds passed I could not, Despite the will with which I fought Do to its incessant knock Tick tock Tick tock I searched for the clock Unable to find the train I sought I grew more and more distraught With each and every tick and tock That find the clock, I could not As the silence grew more fraught With the knock, Tick Tock Tick Tock I knew the pain of Lancelot On and on it ticked and tocked I cursed at the unseen dreadnought It no longer merely mocked But each and every tick and tock Became an unseen onslaught TICK TOCK TICK TOCK T'was 11 o'clock, When my heart felt the gunshot Though the shots I could not block And on and on the bullets poured Further into the fray I bored Each foot a cinderblock Weighed by war I slowly walked Tick Tock Tick Tock How I'd make it answer for Alas With little blood left to speak for Desperately I implored "Restrain your hands that caused such gore; We need not fight evermore!" But when I heard the ceaseless knock Tick tock Tick tock I new my words had been ignored And slowly collapsed to the floor ****** and bludgeoned when I hit bed rock, I had still found no clock But tick and tock it had forgot The church bell rang t'was 12 o'clock, Though mortal wounds the seconds wrought I no longer was distraught And as I lay in the hemlock It occurred in my last thoughts I would miss the beating knock tick..., tock... tick..., tock...
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