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William Saroyan said, "I ruined my life by marrying the same woman twice." there will always be something to ruin our lives, William, it all depends upon what or which finds us first, we are always ripe and ready to be taken. ruined lives are normal both for the wise and others. it is only when that life ruined becomes ours we realize then that the suicides, the drunkards, the mad, the jailed, the dopers and etc. etc. are just as common a part of existence as the gladiola, the rainbow the hurricane and nothing left on the kitchen shelf.
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With a body wrapped in a crimson dress, she bears a violent temper. Shining daylight, raging bewitching, captivating cunning. You arrive with starry eyes and cheeks flushed like a ****** In her curly hair, autumn curtains hang—roaming rays hot. She glows in the night like a pictorial wall with hieroglyphics concealing madness. You step elegantly, but you're a dangerously stealthy predator. Grassy hills in floating flames burn beneath a voluminous haze. Her look describes fabulous waterfalls, endlessly flowing and shining in the coming dawn. You associate with robbers and kings, but they do not understand, and no one will save you. Lovely eyes sprinkle enchanting rays, her lips intertwined like a rose petal. Her heart enticingly calls with her fruit to be drunk. You hide in the nightlife, dress up, and do your love magic. Neck fashioned in autumnal garments, wearing scarlet ruby earrings. Her pink skin smells of perfume, inviting like a grape on a vine. You invite visitors with your charm to carelessness, forever forced. Her lips are flowing bewitching rivers—intersecting strokes of crimson. They bring a dream to taste her deep soils and her artfully carved forms. You are determined to captivate without marrying— you stay lost in rebellion.
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Sep 25, 2023
Sep 25, 2023 at 6:19 AM UTC
Scarlet
So I’m marrying this young girl, see, it’s the second time round. My first wife died and I’ve been struggling and drowning. So I'm clutching the life raft of this girl who is beautiful and young, who’s romantic and sure of her ground, and she and her family believe that I can breathe and survive again. Me?  Can I remember how to be gentle and kind to them? It was luck. I was lucky before. Because now I'm a veteran of the thousand campaigns and I’ve bayed at the moon, see, then I hunted with The Beast. And anyway, my first wife and I ********* her name is Lorayne!) suffered, and then suffocated before our love soared so high. Then we danced like fireflies, fabulously, until the future ended forever. So how can this new girl find ecstasy with me and, and, you know, live happily ever after, which is such an impossible dream, and how can I handle all this ******* purity and innocence and beauty and youth and flawless skin and fairy tale stuff when I’m so gnarled and twisted and knotted? You see, I'm actually deeply ashamed. In spite of my much vaunted campaigns, I'm really a coward. I'm afraid I can't drag myself back and do this again. Can we possibly become fireflies and dance in the flame? Yes, yes, I know. We'll swear to love and to honor and to obey in sickness and in health in richness and in poorness until death do us part. Though this formula's too cute. It doesn't mention the pain. But there's no other option. I must try to rise up again, and alright, once more, I'll call on the flame. So I'll cast out my demons and force them away. Somehow, I'll hold those monsters at bay to give you the light and the love you say is still there, everywhere. You are wide-eyed and oh, so naive. But I desperately want to believe you. I need you. Oh god, I hope we can love without fear. Mike T Minehan
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Mar 15, 2013
Mar 15, 2013 at 10:28 PM UTC
So I'm Marrying this Young Girl, See
So I’m marrying this young girl, see, it’s the second time round. My first wife died and I’ve been struggling and drowning. So I'm clutching the life raft of this girl who is beautiful and young, who’s romantic and sure of her ground, and she and her family believe that I can breathe and survive again. Me?  Can I remember how to be gentle and kind to them? It was luck. I was lucky before. Because now I'm a veteran of the thousand campaigns and I’ve bayed at the moon, see, then I hunted with The Beast. And anyway, my first wife and I ********* her name is Lorayne!) suffered, and then suffocated before our love soared so high. Then we danced like fireflies, fabulously, until the future ended forever. So how can this new girl find ecstasy with me and, and, you know, live happily ever after, which is such an impossible dream, and how can I handle all this ******* purity and innocence and beauty and youth and flawless skin and fairy tale stuff when I’m so gnarled and twisted and knotted? You see, I'm actually deeply ashamed. In spite of my much vaunted campaigns, I'm really a coward. I'm afraid I can't drag myself back and do this again. Can we possibly become fireflies and dance in the flame? Yes, yes, I know. We'll swear to love and to honor and to obey in sickness and in health in richness and in poorness until death do us part. Though this formula's too cute. It doesn't mention the pain. But there's no other option. I must try to rise up again, and alright, once more, I'll call on the flame. So I'll cast out my demons and force them away. Somehow, I'll hold those monsters at bay to give you the light and the love you say is still there, everywhere. You are wide-eyed and oh, so naive. But I desperately want to believe you. I need you. Oh god, I hope we can love without fear. Mike T Minehan
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The shortest distance between two points of travel. The fastest method for achieving a result. Quickest answer for a resolution. Marrying equals.   All terminology meaning essentially the same thing; synthesis. That is what the two-party system is meant to be doing. It is the point of checks and balances. A check is a stopgap. A balance is a measure.   No one wants to ban personal firearms. No one wants mentally-ill people to own them. No one advocates violence by school teachers to assuage future potential violence. No reasonable person wants children to grow up in a police state school system. No American believes that State and Federal government can agree on what should be done in all states.   We will not be arming teachers. Nor will we be banning guns. There will never be armed guards at public schools. States and the Federal government disagree on so many levels there will never be consensus on change when it comes to this issue. So, change the issue in a way that offers a stopgap as a measure.   The President of The United States issues a proclamation that all land directly adjacent to the front of all public schools will be bought by the federal government at today's market price. That price will be fixed provided the states do two things. Use state eminent domain laws(every state already has them) to file a claim on said properties and assess the value thereof for the federal government.   Secondly, establish police precincts on said property.     Ask yourself; "How many children would die if the local police were directly across the street from the school at the time of the shooting?" And, "Would Conservatives or Liberals be against this proposal?"    Also, We should all remember that these shooters plan their attacks and would have to plan around the police being there immediately after they begin one.   Problem solved...                              ...and no one touched a gun(right) to do it.
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Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 3:04 AM UTC
A Gun Essay
The shortest distance between two points of travel. The fastest method for achieving a result. Quickest answer for a resolution. Marrying equals.   All terminology meaning essentially the same thing; synthesis. That is what the two-party system is meant to be doing. It is the point of checks and balances. A check is a stopgap. A balance is a measure.   No one wants to ban personal firearms. No one wants mentally-ill people to own them. No one advocates violence by school teachers to assuage future potential violence. No reasonable person wants children to grow up in a police state school system. No American believes that State and Federal government can agree on what should be done in all states.   We will not be arming teachers. Nor will we be banning guns. There will never be armed guards at public schools. States and the Federal government disagree on so many levels there will never be consensus on change when it comes to this issue. So, change the issue in a way that offers a stopgap as a measure.   The President of The United States issues a proclamation that all land directly adjacent to the front of all public schools will be bought by the federal government at today's market price. That price will be fixed provided the states do two things. Use state eminent domain laws(every state already has them) to file a claim on said properties and assess the value thereof for the federal government.   Secondly, establish police precincts on said property.     Ask yourself; "How many children would die if the local police were directly across the street from the school at the time of the shooting?" And, "Would Conservatives or Liberals be against this proposal?"    Also, We should all remember that these shooters plan their attacks and would have to plan around the police being there immediately after they begin one.   Problem solved...                              ...and no one touched a gun(right) to do it.
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I guess I'm ready for this Signed the papers with my tears Didn't think it would hurt After all these years Friends now, like we never were But erasing your name from mine Even though I'm with someone else I still think "what if we turned back time?" You tell me you miss me But you didn't want me when I was there The saying is true, "you don't know what you got till it's gone" Yet back then you couldn't bring yourself to care Our house just wasn't a home You were there but I was all alone You worked all day, then with her all night You never even answered your phone Now I'm loved and adored He holds me every night Kisses me on my forehead Tells me everything is all right As soon as the paperwork is through I'm marrying him after divorcing you Love was a game I never thought I'd win- But I did, and my prize is him.
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
To My (Ex) Husband
my face-wash is a whitening cream but what if i don't want to be white? what if i just want my skin to be clean since when did white and clean begin to come in the same package? are white people the poster-children of cleanliness because they've washed their hands with the blood of my ancestors? *am i ***** because i have not?* it bothers me when my grandmother tells me that i am lucky because i was born the fairer one of the two sisters she says she fears for what i would have looked like had my colored mother not fallen in love with a white man mixing her ***** genes with his pure ones to create a mix-bred child, who, in any case was better than being born brown. **it would have been a sin for me to have colored skin** i am still dealing with the remnants of my colonial past because i am still afraid of telling my mother that i am in love with a colored man she will accept him because he is loving and kind but in the back of her mind there will be a little voice that whispers wouldn't it have been better if he was white instead? and i've heard a lot of people tell me *"thank God your hair is the right kind of curly not the frizzy, afro-like hair wild and free thank God your hair is tame thank God your hair falls in neat little curls (you got your dad’s genes!) thank God we can hold it and mold it into what we like thank God your hair is the right kind of curly."* you see my mom escaped by marrying a man with white skin but with me the cycle begins again because he's two shades darker and my children will be too the white genes of their grandfather lost among the dark genes of their father- with chocolate eyes and hazel skin i am still struggling to see at my father as one of "us" and not one of "them"
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Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 2:50 AM UTC
-of a colonial past
my face-wash is a whitening cream but what if i don't want to be white? what if i just want my skin to be clean since when did white and clean begin to come in the same package? are white people the poster-children of cleanliness because they've washed their hands with the blood of my ancestors? *am i ***** because i have not?* it bothers me when my grandmother tells me that i am lucky because i was born the fairer one of the two sisters she says she fears for what i would have looked like had my colored mother not fallen in love with a white man mixing her ***** genes with his pure ones to create a mix-bred child, who, in any case was better than being born brown. **it would have been a sin for me to have colored skin** i am still dealing with the remnants of my colonial past because i am still afraid of telling my mother that i am in love with a colored man she will accept him because he is loving and kind but in the back of her mind there will be a little voice that whispers wouldn't it have been better if he was white instead? and i've heard a lot of people tell me *"thank God your hair is the right kind of curly not the frizzy, afro-like hair wild and free thank God your hair is tame thank God your hair falls in neat little curls (you got your dad’s genes!) thank God we can hold it and mold it into what we like thank God your hair is the right kind of curly."* you see my mom escaped by marrying a man with white skin but with me the cycle begins again because he's two shades darker and my children will be too the white genes of their grandfather lost among the dark genes of their father- with chocolate eyes and hazel skin i am still struggling to see at my father as one of "us" and not one of "them"
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when i say i love you i mean i adore you your smile is like a long lost embrace your voice beckons me from miles away when i say i love you i want you to know that you are the only man for me you are everything i dream about and every possible blessing ive ever asked for i couldnt imagune my lufe without you and i know that my life would be void without your presence your lips are what i think about most of my day and you filk my nights with passionate bliss you are the man i think about marrying one day even though i told myself i wouldnr do it again you are a shooting star in the darkness of the galaxy i thank god for you entering my life every day
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Feb 2, 2013
Feb 2, 2013 at 9:12 PM UTC
letters to the man of my dreams
cherry blossom was his smoking hot girlfriend. they moved in together, probably in 2007. he met her online, he was married to a woman who he said was a fundamentalist. they had four kids, three daughters and a son. he wrote a lot about how his fundamentalist wife had turned the three daughters against him. as the years went by, he forgot their birthdays and ages because it hurt too much, so he wrote. "cherry blossom, you're going to make it with your unbroken man who i hope to thank one day for making you happy", he wrote in a journal entitled "the last one" dated late September of 2012. they broke up in mid August 2011 from a journal entry dated at the end of October 2012: "ten things you want to say to ten different people" cherry blossom was first on the list cherry blossom's unbroken man was second on the list cherry blossom's son of a different baby daddy was third on the list his own son was fourth on the list his daughters were not on the list at all. he was glad she was with a good guy. he didn't have to worry about her. unbroken guy was a good guy, he loved unbroken guy for that. her son was a good guy, he was glad that her son got to hang out with him and his son. according to the public messages his friends left on his profile and the last time stamp on his activity feed, he must have died almost three years ago, in mid August, 7 years to the exact date he had posted a journal entry explaining that they had broken up and cherry blossom was moving out. 7 years is the same amount of time it took for jacob to get rachel as his wife after being deceived into marrying leah. he had other journal entries too, they go back to 2008, so some of them cover his time with cherry blossom cherry blossom was smokin hot, they had *** parties cherry blossom got all the attention because she was smokin hot he had bottomed to his vanilla fundamentalist wife who turned his three daughters against him but cherry blossom was his submissive so cherry blossom was the way cherry blossom introduced him to swinging, **** and gang bangs his fundamentalist wife, who he never got a legal divorce from, turned his three daughters against him. he had 342 friends and 13 followers on his fetlife profile, five left public messages on his wall after he died. cherry blossom was so smokin hot.
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Mar 23, 2021
Mar 23, 2021 at 8:54 PM UTC
pretard for the ******
cherry blossom was his smoking hot girlfriend. they moved in together, probably in 2007. he met her online, he was married to a woman who he said was a fundamentalist. they had four kids, three daughters and a son. he wrote a lot about how his fundamentalist wife had turned the three daughters against him. as the years went by, he forgot their birthdays and ages because it hurt too much, so he wrote. "cherry blossom, you're going to make it with your unbroken man who i hope to thank one day for making you happy", he wrote in a journal entitled "the last one" dated late September of 2012. they broke up in mid August 2011 from a journal entry dated at the end of October 2012: "ten things you want to say to ten different people" cherry blossom was first on the list cherry blossom's unbroken man was second on the list cherry blossom's son of a different baby daddy was third on the list his own son was fourth on the list his daughters were not on the list at all. he was glad she was with a good guy. he didn't have to worry about her. unbroken guy was a good guy, he loved unbroken guy for that. her son was a good guy, he was glad that her son got to hang out with him and his son. according to the public messages his friends left on his profile and the last time stamp on his activity feed, he must have died almost three years ago, in mid August, 7 years to the exact date he had posted a journal entry explaining that they had broken up and cherry blossom was moving out. 7 years is the same amount of time it took for jacob to get rachel as his wife after being deceived into marrying leah. he had other journal entries too, they go back to 2008, so some of them cover his time with cherry blossom cherry blossom was smokin hot, they had *** parties cherry blossom got all the attention because she was smokin hot he had bottomed to his vanilla fundamentalist wife who turned his three daughters against him but cherry blossom was his submissive so cherry blossom was the way cherry blossom introduced him to swinging, **** and gang bangs his fundamentalist wife, who he never got a legal divorce from, turned his three daughters against him. he had 342 friends and 13 followers on his fetlife profile, five left public messages on his wall after he died. cherry blossom was so smokin hot.
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The first afternoon I can recall, you grabbed my hand and took me outside. You surprised me, I said. Because that noon is the first time I saw that lake. The second afternoon I can recall, you called me by name and we went outside. I brought you lunch, and we drank some mind-boggling liquid which you stole from that old man living beside that lake. We lied on the grass, and if that was not a dream, I hope not, I felt your breath with mine, and your lips on mine. The third afternoon I can recall, you went to my bed and shook me awake. I was mesmerized to see you again, but you’ve changed. The colour in your eyelids, your cheeks, and your lips was artificial. If you haven’t spoken, I wouldn’t be able to recognize you. Sitting at the edge of my bed, you’ve said the name of that lake, and I knew  it was you still. The fourth afternoon I can recall, you were 18 and still cried on my shoulder not because you were hurt, but because you were happy  getting married. Flowers, chairs, and a priest waited  for you beside that lake. I was about to cry at that moment, knowing it wasn’t me you were marrying. The fifth afternoon I can recall, you yelled at me, “I can’t live this way!” I asked you why, but you didn’t tell me, you showed me. That kiss beside that lake was wrong. In all of the reasons why it was wrong, I found one which is right. You loved me the way I loved you. The sixth afternoon I can recall, you left me alone beside that lake. Yes, you loved me, but as you have said you need to love yourself more. I can’t hold you any blame for leaving, I understood, and I lived with the promise that you’ll come back to me – in one piece or even in ashes. The seventh afternoon I can recall, you were barely alive. You looked old, with dark circles around your eyes. You hid them with glittery make-up. “This lake haven’t changed.” you said. I looked at that lake, its beauty and all its glory looked nothing next to you. The eighth afternoon I can recall was the worst of them all. You didn’t call, you didn’t leave, you didn’t cry, you didn’t go to my bed. And you weren’t barely alive. Someone wrote me a letter, not you, to take you where you and bring you back home. You didn’t find yourself, you’ve lost it To yhe hero in your veins, who ate you in your sleep. This afternoon, I carry you, with all but  my shattered heart, inside a jar. My tears are one with that lake, but I’ll bury you beside it. I know you’re happy. Your soul one with that lake.
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Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 7:03 AM UTC
the Lake
The first afternoon I can recall, you grabbed my hand and took me outside. You surprised me, I said. Because that noon is the first time I saw that lake. The second afternoon I can recall, you called me by name and we went outside. I brought you lunch, and we drank some mind-boggling liquid which you stole from that old man living beside that lake. We lied on the grass, and if that was not a dream, I hope not, I felt your breath with mine, and your lips on mine. The third afternoon I can recall, you went to my bed and shook me awake. I was mesmerized to see you again, but you’ve changed. The colour in your eyelids, your cheeks, and your lips was artificial. If you haven’t spoken, I wouldn’t be able to recognize you. Sitting at the edge of my bed, you’ve said the name of that lake, and I knew  it was you still. The fourth afternoon I can recall, you were 18 and still cried on my shoulder not because you were hurt, but because you were happy  getting married. Flowers, chairs, and a priest waited  for you beside that lake. I was about to cry at that moment, knowing it wasn’t me you were marrying. The fifth afternoon I can recall, you yelled at me, “I can’t live this way!” I asked you why, but you didn’t tell me, you showed me. That kiss beside that lake was wrong. In all of the reasons why it was wrong, I found one which is right. You loved me the way I loved you. The sixth afternoon I can recall, you left me alone beside that lake. Yes, you loved me, but as you have said you need to love yourself more. I can’t hold you any blame for leaving, I understood, and I lived with the promise that you’ll come back to me – in one piece or even in ashes. The seventh afternoon I can recall, you were barely alive. You looked old, with dark circles around your eyes. You hid them with glittery make-up. “This lake haven’t changed.” you said. I looked at that lake, its beauty and all its glory looked nothing next to you. The eighth afternoon I can recall was the worst of them all. You didn’t call, you didn’t leave, you didn’t cry, you didn’t go to my bed. And you weren’t barely alive. Someone wrote me a letter, not you, to take you where you and bring you back home. You didn’t find yourself, you’ve lost it To yhe hero in your veins, who ate you in your sleep. This afternoon, I carry you, with all but  my shattered heart, inside a jar. My tears are one with that lake, but I’ll bury you beside it. I know you’re happy. Your soul one with that lake.
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It goes without say marrying into a family of cannibals is not a good idea your first argument as a couple might not go so well
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Mar 22, 2020
Mar 22, 2020 at 9:13 PM UTC
He Disagreed With Something That Ate Him
From whips and chains To whips and chains, Earned by pigmentation. Suffered through tribulation Caused by the need for ********** Lead to the names of elders confusion The game of deception Lead to liberation. A work for works sake, Where all currency we make Is born for the government to take. A cycle of earnings and yearnings Where earnings go to learnings, And learnings go to younglings, Younglings go to work, And from work they live to buy things And from these things come the taxings Of all things to come. With housing comes heating where water is needed. These things to provide for the one to be marrying, And a child she may be carrying which leads to more taxing, And when this child grows and they don't need your waxing So begins your pension and time for relaxing. Living without fear of receiving the axing, And your wrinkles now potent define all your moods You may wish you had done what little other men could, Stand tall where some other pioneer may have once stood, But instead around the stump no room for a branch, Locked in by the cycle Left to pedal with no brakes.
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Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 5:35 AM UTC
ROOTS
What failures oh the failures of leaving home at seventeen of living and thriving as a minority foreigner of working and studying to post-grad levels of maturing wonderfully and being up and decent of loving and marrying and creating a good home of no crime, no debts, not a drunk, not a player of no stained reputation, no borrowing or theft of being easy-going, nice and friendly, an all-rounder what failures the failure of being successful and capable in grace the failure of doing so well a white neighbor burgled the failure of saying that's not right, you're rotten thieves the failure of standing up to bullying thieving mobs the failure of being gangstalked and destroyed the failure of being an educated professional black the failure of being a solid, courageous, wholesome man the failure of knowing you can't do wrong and get by Ladies and Gentlemen these are my failures Its all there in black and white its the failure of being a minority In the british democracy of the Socialists for it is greed to work hard and be successful its a failure for blacks to aspire and do well when your white neighbor is a drunken, welfare dependent waster and thief And Blacks beware, for if you dare tell them to go change you will be stalked, hounded, smeared, defamed, humiliated harassed, bullied, slandered, sabotaged, and basically driven to suicide or a breakdown They manufacture Failures to reflect their own failures They call it Trading Places and dish it out to 'Uppity' Blacks
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Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 7:40 AM UTC
Failure by design.........
What failures oh the failures of leaving home at seventeen of living and thriving as a minority foreigner of working and studying to post-grad levels of maturing wonderfully and being up and decent of loving and marrying and creating a good home of no crime, no debts, not a drunk, not a player of no stained reputation, no borrowing or theft of being easy-going, nice and friendly, an all-rounder what failures the failure of being successful and capable in grace the failure of doing so well a white neighbor burgled the failure of saying that's not right, you're rotten thieves the failure of standing up to bullying thieving mobs the failure of being gangstalked and destroyed the failure of being an educated professional black the failure of being a solid, courageous, wholesome man the failure of knowing you can't do wrong and get by Ladies and Gentlemen these are my failures Its all there in black and white its the failure of being a minority In the british democracy of the Socialists for it is greed to work hard and be successful its a failure for blacks to aspire and do well when your white neighbor is a drunken, welfare dependent waster and thief And Blacks beware, for if you dare tell them to go change you will be stalked, hounded, smeared, defamed, humiliated harassed, bullied, slandered, sabotaged, and basically driven to suicide or a breakdown They manufacture Failures to reflect their own failures They call it Trading Places and dish it out to 'Uppity' Blacks
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Extremism, He taught them. Extreme belief in the book of Satanic Verses. Polygamy, He taught them. Polyandry he dared not teach them ever. Terrorism, He taught them. Terrorising he needed not teach them ever. Ill Will, He taught them. Utter hatred for the non-believer forever. Paedophilia, He taught them. Old men marrying & ****** children forever. Paradoxes, He taught them. Cleaning ***** feet with hands before the prayer. Hatred, He taught them. Why else are his teachings a copy of threats?
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Oct 28, 2016
Oct 28, 2016 at 2:29 AM UTC
He Taught Them Just The Satanic Verses
Golden shawls envelope flushing, blending fabrics which billow  under the waxen blackbird's silky braided feathers. Heaven's vault, a celestial sphere of blue yonder, a swirling palette of oils suffusing and dancing, wrapping their ringlets into one thousand spirals which signet shadows onto the  slender impressions in the sog. Illuminous, voluminous salmon bleaches blushing black tissue to pale primrose promising the cobalt then marrying to aquamarine. Stained glass fingers barely protruding from aurelian pews.
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Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 2:01 PM UTC
A mood for sunsets
Have you ever done something and then could not believe it could possibly have been you? Have you ever said something and then cringed when you heard it exiting your mouth? That would be me, sometimes . . . Or, while mentally calculating your accumulating grocery bill, have you run into a friend only to completely lose count? I have stood in front of the door to my home trying to lock or unlock the door using the keyless entry fob from my car. I have done this --- more than once. I have, months after getting rid of that car, searched for its keyless entry fob on my keychain. I have spent hours and days searching for glasses on my head, for keys that I was holding, for the purse on my shoulder, and have managed to miss them completely. I have called information for a number, written it down, and then had to call them back because I misplaced the number before I could redial the phone. I have neglected friends and family, duties and responsibilities, not from lack of love or sound intention, but merely by allowing myself to be distracted. If I had followed up on what I knew at seventeen whales, sharks, mankind --- might already be saved. Who knows what my focused mind might have accomplished? But instead I put myself to sleep because the real world was far too much to bear, and living in books and dreams so very much safer than all the dysfunction awaiting outside. I met my soulmate at twenty and then left him behind marrying one man, and then another, who never got me - instead of the one and only man who truly did. There's a reason that God protects children and Fools. There's a purity of heart, an innocence of spirit, and . . . occasional lapses in intellect. So, for all of the lessons I've learned and I've lost, There are worse things than being a Fool. Which I remind myself again as I accidentally call my own cell phone and then hang up my land line to answer the call. In parting, I offer what I finally learned, which is This above all: To thine own Fool be true. Cori MacNaughton 6Apr2005
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 12:54 AM UTC
If I were a Tarot Card, I'd be the Fool
Have you ever done something and then could not believe it could possibly have been you? Have you ever said something and then cringed when you heard it exiting your mouth? That would be me, sometimes . . . Or, while mentally calculating your accumulating grocery bill, have you run into a friend only to completely lose count? I have stood in front of the door to my home trying to lock or unlock the door using the keyless entry fob from my car. I have done this --- more than once. I have, months after getting rid of that car, searched for its keyless entry fob on my keychain. I have spent hours and days searching for glasses on my head, for keys that I was holding, for the purse on my shoulder, and have managed to miss them completely. I have called information for a number, written it down, and then had to call them back because I misplaced the number before I could redial the phone. I have neglected friends and family, duties and responsibilities, not from lack of love or sound intention, but merely by allowing myself to be distracted. If I had followed up on what I knew at seventeen whales, sharks, mankind --- might already be saved. Who knows what my focused mind might have accomplished? But instead I put myself to sleep because the real world was far too much to bear, and living in books and dreams so very much safer than all the dysfunction awaiting outside. I met my soulmate at twenty and then left him behind marrying one man, and then another, who never got me - instead of the one and only man who truly did. There's a reason that God protects children and Fools. There's a purity of heart, an innocence of spirit, and . . . occasional lapses in intellect. So, for all of the lessons I've learned and I've lost, There are worse things than being a Fool. Which I remind myself again as I accidentally call my own cell phone and then hang up my land line to answer the call. In parting, I offer what I finally learned, which is This above all: To thine own Fool be true. Cori MacNaughton 6Apr2005
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I get home, to a hand crafted note, one you wrote, with the old calligraphy pen, that sits at grandfathers writing desk. You even used the envelope, sealed by candle wax, stamped a red wax, my initial, touching, folded paper, a kiss of brass. The art of, manliness, unforgotten left on the pillow, of this grandiose four poster bed, mahogany homemade, the resting place, for weekend affairs. You refuse to kiss, ruby covered lips, as I remember the calling card, you used as a formal introduction, perfectly groomed, you entered my life, unregrettably. You, a man learned from his, grandfather his own father passing away, whilst away at sea, that cold and distant war, my tears fell as you pursued his path. You looked so debonair, a tuxedo, measured to fit, all alignments and as I stare at you, eyes connecting all I wish for, are sweet kisses. I want your arms around me, softly whispering, of how you will gently caress, each and every curve, kissing my thigh. The letter, quite simply, hand typed, reads; Florence Rose, will you do me the honor of marrying me? I flush my arms around your neck, tears fall, oh yes, oh yes, oh yes. He embraces me, kisses those lips, lifts me to the bed, ********** me for minutes moments and hours, he makes love to me, and I know, I know he, is the only man I will ever need, or even know. © Sia Jane
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Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
Unforgotten (manliness)
We married not so young After many years of fun: That was the biggest mistake of my wife. We doomed our partnership In a Holy building Cursed by a sunken ship Weighed down by gold Tossed in a storm And battered by rock: Marriage was the biggest mistake of my wife. I jest of course - not of the ship, that part is true - The biggest mistake of my life Was not marrying her sooner.
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 6:27 PM UTC
The Biggest Mistake Of My Wife
You wonder why I never seem to love you as much as I do my mother. You wonder why I only attack and put up my defenses in your presence. You think your 'jokes' are funny. You think you should always be in control. Well **** you and your mentally abusive bulllshit. I see you try and degrade my mom and she is much stronger than i. She tells me why marrying a man like you is wrong yet she can't follow her own advice...she won't just leave You are the reason I don't trust men. You are the reason I push people away. You are the reason I can't see through these pessimistic glasses. You are the reason when a boy says he loves me I run. You are the reason I don't know how to love. You have NO control and that's why you play my mom like a doll. You aren't smart enough to see what's in front of you. You are a bigot and part of me hates you. I've spent most my life calling you dad and now I'm old enough to understand that THIS is NOT love...I don't even know who you really are.
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Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 11:07 PM UTC
Dear step father
If I could have married myself, I would definitely do that. I am **** I am so **** I am very **** I am so very **** I am definitely **** I love my soft heart, I love my wisdom, I love my looks, I love myself, I love Atul. I would create a clone of mine, I will be so happy marrying myself. I refuse to give someone the rights, If they are not capable of keeping them, And if they would give another heartbreak, Several times I failed myself in relationships, Grabbing a new one if the earlier drowned, But it too starts to be sinking very soon, I refuse to trust someone else again.
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Nov 20, 2016
Nov 20, 2016 at 7:09 AM UTC
I Am ****
Oh my love, you are so youthful, And you are so beautiful. Oh my love, you are so exotic, And you are so energetic. Oh my love, you are so pretty, And you are such a cutie. Marrying you will do good, Let me be finally blessed.
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Sep 23, 2019
Sep 23, 2019 at 4:01 AM UTC
The Vibrancy In You
And today i got to feel u back again. Read my old Poem, I wrote for you, When i was in pain. Never knew, you would be the one Who actually read my black diary that day lines you wrote on pages to next pages u got me, i got you tooo My dopamine got Lit up for you in that way. One movie date and two night-outs with no talks in our whole friendship at all 3 years knowing you as a hip hop producer i really felt your production was different Those beats are just Wow. "Insane" - His name all that matters. Both hustling for music as career i saw hardworking stupid kid i wana never let you ever ever suffer. Trance lover me, Getting Rapped up Altitudes Of love relaxing my mind when we grind With music we both breathe-in No lovestuff to waste our time... And soo... I hold back my pampering child Oh heaven! Its all Right "BUT" These second thoughts still remain the same i realized my love is true for you Its ******* Insane!!! Will i be marrying you or not I still get those Second Thoughts.
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Aug 20, 2023
Aug 20, 2023 at 4:09 AM UTC
Second*Thoughts (2)
Windows open and the wind comes in The smell of a freshly cut lawn flows in It takes me back Making me confident enough to smile My soul unchained Hoping to be someone's addiction An alliance Saving you, which also saves myself Is it crazy, or am I? Scared of broken dreams, so often. Smiling beneath the stars making my cheeks hurt Not yet content But, wait, here comes the rain
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Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
A Fly Marrying a Bumblebee
Would you mind if I held your hand in mine? Would you mind if I wrapped my arms around you? Would you mind if I kissed you? For you are the one that I have chosen To be with for the end of my life Would you mind marrying me? Would you mind watching me walk down that aisle? Would you mind being with me through those 9 months of pregnancy and then hours of labor? Would you mind going through that a couple more times? Would you mind growing up with me and the children? Would you mind growing old with me as grandchildren run around our house? Because you are the one I have chosen to be with for the end of my life You are the one I know it in my heart I had hurt you before and I was at fault I see that now I cannot help but hate myself But would you mind if we tried again for the last time Would you mind being my last? Would you mind?
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 9:08 AM UTC
Would You Mind
He was one of those guys who marry money. And you can grok that in any sense you desire. But be forewarned, my friend, I am well-versed in a multitude of Marry-For-Money manifestations. Take, for example, marrying the Boss' daughter. Come with me, for illustration's sake, Join me in one such dis-functional household: George & Martha's place on campus-- A classic Tudor-revival home, Ivied & plushly-appointed, A coveted faculty perk Which goes along with the gig. And the gag, for that matter. I speak, of course, of Edward Albee's Two perversely miserable humans, Married to each other, to wit: George & Martha, leading lives of Pubis-scratching desperation, in "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?" She's the only daughter-- Daddy's precious jewel-- Only girl-child of the President Of a small, rural college. He's the middle-aged professor With no great pedagogic or research prowess. His working-class perspective, Viewing the quiet academic life to be A significant step up in genteel existence. Except--and there's the rub: Mere existence is a far cry from Living the good life Dan Draper & The rest of Satan's Mad Men minions Taught him to take for granted. So George & Martha, In terms of core values, Have little in common; More like opposites, in fact: His starvation diet as a child & Her helping out Mom at the Food Bank on Saturday mornings. It's those formative razzmatazz years, He lacked the behavior blueprint, The overwhelming fatigue of acting. He's perpetually memorizing lines, Practicing ****** expressions & Physical gestures & phrases. Guard up, another Oscar-worthy performance, Burton is superb & Elizabeth Taylor Showing us precisely why she is & Will continue to be revered as an actress. George knows she has his number. The thing about the play is the Intense malice the couple feel for each other. For the audience, an experience in stage drama Best classified as an intensely painful morality play. A good thing to remember: Live Theater Adds value to a community. Give generously, please! But I digress.
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Aug 14, 2016
Aug 14, 2016 at 12:27 AM UTC
"Married to the Mob"
He was one of those guys who marry money. And you can grok that in any sense you desire. But be forewarned, my friend, I am well-versed in a multitude of Marry-For-Money manifestations. Take, for example, marrying the Boss' daughter. Come with me, for illustration's sake, Join me in one such dis-functional household: George & Martha's place on campus-- A classic Tudor-revival home, Ivied & plushly-appointed, A coveted faculty perk Which goes along with the gig. And the gag, for that matter. I speak, of course, of Edward Albee's Two perversely miserable humans, Married to each other, to wit: George & Martha, leading lives of Pubis-scratching desperation, in "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?" She's the only daughter-- Daddy's precious jewel-- Only girl-child of the President Of a small, rural college. He's the middle-aged professor With no great pedagogic or research prowess. His working-class perspective, Viewing the quiet academic life to be A significant step up in genteel existence. Except--and there's the rub: Mere existence is a far cry from Living the good life Dan Draper & The rest of Satan's Mad Men minions Taught him to take for granted. So George & Martha, In terms of core values, Have little in common; More like opposites, in fact: His starvation diet as a child & Her helping out Mom at the Food Bank on Saturday mornings. It's those formative razzmatazz years, He lacked the behavior blueprint, The overwhelming fatigue of acting. He's perpetually memorizing lines, Practicing ****** expressions & Physical gestures & phrases. Guard up, another Oscar-worthy performance, Burton is superb & Elizabeth Taylor Showing us precisely why she is & Will continue to be revered as an actress. George knows she has his number. The thing about the play is the Intense malice the couple feel for each other. For the audience, an experience in stage drama Best classified as an intensely painful morality play. A good thing to remember: Live Theater Adds value to a community. Give generously, please! But I digress.
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