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# *paint me with the wet tickle of your tongue lingering with affection savoring my fervent flavor in bold strokes of your obsession color my essence in heated hues sending shivers down my spine in anticipation of your warm breath against my flesh with every blissful caress to ensue painted petals of animation with your supple lips gently blur the lines of my curved hips softly stroking the subtle shadows of warm depth, blushing quivering thighs as I gasp of breath plunge in a primer coated palette dipping your stiff paintbrush deep within the folds of my blanket manipulating a trembling image of your voracious lust. craze me again and again in breathless ****** glow, your sensual brushstrokes gently murmuring layer on layer in alla prima flow delve deep into my eyes paint splattering the passion of my soul drizzling silken strands of love in their entirety, polishing me whole and then in blissful backwash admire the tangled limbs interposed of your completed masterpiece in smiling sated repose* #
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Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 8:21 AM UTC
Paint Me
The globalization   Once thought to be an important aspect To connect the world To diverse the world Has been only a part success And of course, a success to be In a way people are connected In the enchanting world of ours Rising the common world consciousness Rising and rising and rising A day by day and day The knowledge domain, a gigantic trip Profoundly majestic experience uplifting people Remarkably All over the world diminishing the differences Differences humans suppose to believe Differences that drew humanity backwards The differences mostly set by identitities Identities in terms of nationality In terms of religion, caste and creed As we observe, differences softening them boundaries A good thing as seen Manifested due to globalization Only possible due to global reach Just possible due to connection in large scale Diminishing are those differences as they don’t fit Don't fit to the consciousness of the world To the rising consciousness of the world now More the fire it sets the plank to burn faster Happening for good for sure, I believe On the contrary differences too In the verse of diminishing the truth It contradicts the positivity As see in the world today is extremism Yes extremism happens to exist If it exists for a long period A whole long period of time In the years to come Is definately calling for absurdity Which humans may not want to percieve The adversities of the impact of globalization Leading a chance for the high level corporates To the world to have access to the marketplace All over the world Leading to a state of consumerism To the people People becoming more and more consumers They are being brainwashed For them to buy goods That global industries produce People are running after the products ****** consumers ****** sheeps Those multinationals And shark headed corporates Are producing and manufacturing The high headed corporates The pigs are manipulating Are brainwashing people The sheeps are diverted towards it The people The only agenda is to gain more And more profit only By making the people slaves of themselves And slaves of their products And believe it Coke and Pepsi may be Right hand and a left hand But the Coke and Pepsi both are the same The very debate which is better is Helping the corporates to sale By making their brains washed away Consumers Sheeps Brainwashed In a sense they are enjoying The debate they argue upon And they are unaware And they are manipulated Knowingly and unknowingly More often knowingly ****** sheep slaves Another adjoining thing most of the governments in the world Are being run by the aid Of the corporates Only have a selfish agenda And strategy to sale Products, thoughts and  philosophy More and more and more ****** pigs Brainwashing minds of the people The sheeps Having a streak of global consumerism Selfish bunch of pigs And the brainwashed sheeps Say hell ya F***king hell ya F***k off Get out'a here ****** freaks Pigs and Sheeps
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Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
Pigs and Sheeps
The globalization   Once thought to be an important aspect To connect the world To diverse the world Has been only a part success And of course, a success to be In a way people are connected In the enchanting world of ours Rising the common world consciousness Rising and rising and rising A day by day and day The knowledge domain, a gigantic trip Profoundly majestic experience uplifting people Remarkably All over the world diminishing the differences Differences humans suppose to believe Differences that drew humanity backwards The differences mostly set by identitities Identities in terms of nationality In terms of religion, caste and creed As we observe, differences softening them boundaries A good thing as seen Manifested due to globalization Only possible due to global reach Just possible due to connection in large scale Diminishing are those differences as they don’t fit Don't fit to the consciousness of the world To the rising consciousness of the world now More the fire it sets the plank to burn faster Happening for good for sure, I believe On the contrary differences too In the verse of diminishing the truth It contradicts the positivity As see in the world today is extremism Yes extremism happens to exist If it exists for a long period A whole long period of time In the years to come Is definately calling for absurdity Which humans may not want to percieve The adversities of the impact of globalization Leading a chance for the high level corporates To the world to have access to the marketplace All over the world Leading to a state of consumerism To the people People becoming more and more consumers They are being brainwashed For them to buy goods That global industries produce People are running after the products ****** consumers ****** sheeps Those multinationals And shark headed corporates Are producing and manufacturing The high headed corporates The pigs are manipulating Are brainwashing people The sheeps are diverted towards it The people The only agenda is to gain more And more profit only By making the people slaves of themselves And slaves of their products And believe it Coke and Pepsi may be Right hand and a left hand But the Coke and Pepsi both are the same The very debate which is better is Helping the corporates to sale By making their brains washed away Consumers Sheeps Brainwashed In a sense they are enjoying The debate they argue upon And they are unaware And they are manipulated Knowingly and unknowingly More often knowingly ****** sheep slaves Another adjoining thing most of the governments in the world Are being run by the aid Of the corporates Only have a selfish agenda And strategy to sale Products, thoughts and  philosophy More and more and more ****** pigs Brainwashing minds of the people The sheeps Having a streak of global consumerism Selfish bunch of pigs And the brainwashed sheeps Say hell ya F***king hell ya F***k off Get out'a here ****** freaks Pigs and Sheeps
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Mister psychopath I can see through your facade, faking innocence. You want to hurt me, tear me apart limb by limb, to bathe in my blood. to make me suffer, it would make you laugh once more. stay away from me! Mister treachery, you're a wolf in sheep's clothing, you're not who you seem. manipulating, only using charm and wit? that won't work again. I'll overthrow you, because you're no longer king! I, the queen, mean war.
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Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 4:34 AM UTC
Goodbye, Mr. Psychopath
Stuck at this game, In what seemed like forever. Stuck at a stage where... Experience points don't matter. A game set in an expansive universe, Rife with problems that arise to haunt. You can't pass and can't concede defeat. Troubles' only function is to mock and taunt. I've chafed my thumbs raw... Manipulating the knobs on my controller. My mind is a mess... In search of a happily ever after. Puzzled by puzzles, There are no cheat codes... Can't blast my way through, There are no god modes... Neither are there any hints, Nor is there a walkthrough... I'm just running in perpetual circles, In this game of me and you.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
The Game
Religion is like wrestling when it was kayfabed The kind of immersive storytelling that is A grade We became trapped In the Walls of Jericho Separated on the map From the fields of marigolds Shinier things catch our eye Like Goldust in the ring Not of Mankind But McMahon's kind We start to see behind the Big Show Until they introduce the Boogeyman Manipulating until progress is slowed All according to plan Jake the Snake offers the apple to Eve And into calamity we are cleaved This was something I never agreed But Christian pushes me to Edge No room in discourse to hedge Swanton bombs fall in cities The Million Dollar Man cracks a smile Unable to feel pity The billions of bodies start to pile And I haven't seen the Hart Foundation in a while These ideas pin us down And we can't kick out We end up indifferently submitting To the Big Boss Man A legacy we're cementing Like the Ku Klux **** I'm from Kentucky Where biology is taught in the context Of where it fits in with Christianity's teachings I wonder how many people this knowledge is reaching When we're trapped in Wrestlemania We cheer for the Undertaker's victory Because we're constantly wrestling with demons Transcendence is only something we can dream of
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Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 6:17 AM UTC
Wrestling
Begging kids are very often seen, Performing the ridiculous dances, In hopes of just some of silver dirt, Cleaning with dirtiest rags your car, With a lifeless looking baby in arms, A teenage mama with another inside, Such is any Indian big city's traffic. Manipulating them is a hidden lord, Report to Lord of the Traffic Signal. Sympathy is what they hope, Empathy is what we reflect, Apathy is what they really get.
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Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 7:41 AM UTC
Lord of the Traffic Signal
The stereotype of the female type/ packing more than you give yourself credit for/ Spineless, backstabbing ******* in backless dresses fronting to impress dogs who are/ Barking at ******* that are easy to prey on/ hoping to get a good **** to sniff/ While your tail is out there waggin/ makin’ their tongues turn stiff/ There are many who live in that dog eat dog world/ And boy it can get pretty rough out there/ catch that innuendo? You see, effing around is simple and it works like this; you F what you see/ Sometimes you find what you think to be ‘the one’ only to be deceived/ Because you believed what you saw and didn’t take the time to dig deep/ Next thing you know, your heart has been sunk in the pool of tears you weep/ You resort to a resolution to that’s easy to keep/ rectify to the erectified/ Yes, maybe some of this is harsh/ but if you cant handle the truth/ You wont know the difference between what’s right and wrong to do/ There’s a difference between a princess and a queen/ A princess who’s prince-less will settle for the frog/ While a queen knows how to stand on her own two feet/ Royalty is respected and they stand tough even when they’re rejected/ It’s hard to see something beautiful be used by a tool who’ll/ Only add her to the collection of his tool box/ then look for a new one/ But the reality of realism is/ reality can be pretty unreal sometimes/ And Miss Congeniality secretly believes the fallacy/ she wasn’t born to shine/ Selling herself at a price her mom would hate to see/ Giving out discounts because she can’t even count on herself/ The worst part is, it’s all manipulating her moral health/ And it’s demeaning her demeanor, being treated like Miss Demeanor/ But she didn’t mean for/ her life to turn to this/ She made three-left turns/ only to find the fourth right doesn’t exist/ Maybe a forthright person is all it takes to set her straight/ Boost her confidence/ make her feel great/ and tell her it’s never too late/ To find a new place to start over/ and get your mind in a better state/ That’s why this poem is called Tulip Teaser/ your own two lips are teasing you/ Impeding you from being you/ misleading you through your own garden/ But you’re better than that/ and there’s more to your garden than you think/ Just stick to your roots and let yourself grow to be the beautiful flower everyone likes to see/
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 2:11 PM UTC
Tulip Teaser
The stereotype of the female type/ packing more than you give yourself credit for/ Spineless, backstabbing ******* in backless dresses fronting to impress dogs who are/ Barking at ******* that are easy to prey on/ hoping to get a good **** to sniff/ While your tail is out there waggin/ makin’ their tongues turn stiff/ There are many who live in that dog eat dog world/ And boy it can get pretty rough out there/ catch that innuendo? You see, effing around is simple and it works like this; you F what you see/ Sometimes you find what you think to be ‘the one’ only to be deceived/ Because you believed what you saw and didn’t take the time to dig deep/ Next thing you know, your heart has been sunk in the pool of tears you weep/ You resort to a resolution to that’s easy to keep/ rectify to the erectified/ Yes, maybe some of this is harsh/ but if you cant handle the truth/ You wont know the difference between what’s right and wrong to do/ There’s a difference between a princess and a queen/ A princess who’s prince-less will settle for the frog/ While a queen knows how to stand on her own two feet/ Royalty is respected and they stand tough even when they’re rejected/ It’s hard to see something beautiful be used by a tool who’ll/ Only add her to the collection of his tool box/ then look for a new one/ But the reality of realism is/ reality can be pretty unreal sometimes/ And Miss Congeniality secretly believes the fallacy/ she wasn’t born to shine/ Selling herself at a price her mom would hate to see/ Giving out discounts because she can’t even count on herself/ The worst part is, it’s all manipulating her moral health/ And it’s demeaning her demeanor, being treated like Miss Demeanor/ But she didn’t mean for/ her life to turn to this/ She made three-left turns/ only to find the fourth right doesn’t exist/ Maybe a forthright person is all it takes to set her straight/ Boost her confidence/ make her feel great/ and tell her it’s never too late/ To find a new place to start over/ and get your mind in a better state/ That’s why this poem is called Tulip Teaser/ your own two lips are teasing you/ Impeding you from being you/ misleading you through your own garden/ But you’re better than that/ and there’s more to your garden than you think/ Just stick to your roots and let yourself grow to be the beautiful flower everyone likes to see/
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Dear father, I still remember the last time I saw you It's funny, because you looked just the same as you always did Like someone Who was never really mine. Like a stranger in disguise Who's reality only exists When I close my eyes and fantasize about you being in my life But I guess When you heard you should live your life without Regret You mistook that for my name And I wonder if you will ever understand the pain Of knowing someone only when you imagine them Or loving someone who thought Never talk to strangers Was a lesson best learnt by example But they say actions speak louder than words And you became so consumed by your own self worth to really give a **** about who you hurt So you became the expert At manipulating words Like turning I love yous into sorrys And Tomorrows into yesterdays Until it was safe to say I couldn't count on you Dear father, Because of you I constantly found myself falling in love with things that could never love me back I became infatuated with sandcastle and snowflakes Addicted to temporary moments Addicted to broken Thought if I learnt to fix things Then somehow I might find the manuscript To piecing the shattered part of my being whole again Because of you I spent years trying to cover this skin that you left me with Tried decorating these scars With tattooed hopes To remind myself That sometimes Some things Were made to last forever Because of you, For years I avoided looking into the mirror Because I never truly knew If you could love someone You only ever met in passing You see I mistook your ***** for water I never realised I was internally drowning in your poison I thought I needed you to stay afloat It took me a long time to realise That ***** was just your way of relieving yourself from blame You became a box full of things I packed away the day you left But I've stopped trying to hold on to your burden So I've taken out my smile And I'll wear it with pride And Dear father, Did you know That if you repeat a word enough times Then eventually the word will start to lose it's meaning? And I've stopped wishing I was still young enough to understand What the word father meant And now no know That if I ever see you again Then you will look just the same as you always did Like someone who doesn't deserve to be mine
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Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
Dear Father
Dear father, I still remember the last time I saw you It's funny, because you looked just the same as you always did Like someone Who was never really mine. Like a stranger in disguise Who's reality only exists When I close my eyes and fantasize about you being in my life But I guess When you heard you should live your life without Regret You mistook that for my name And I wonder if you will ever understand the pain Of knowing someone only when you imagine them Or loving someone who thought Never talk to strangers Was a lesson best learnt by example But they say actions speak louder than words And you became so consumed by your own self worth to really give a **** about who you hurt So you became the expert At manipulating words Like turning I love yous into sorrys And Tomorrows into yesterdays Until it was safe to say I couldn't count on you Dear father, Because of you I constantly found myself falling in love with things that could never love me back I became infatuated with sandcastle and snowflakes Addicted to temporary moments Addicted to broken Thought if I learnt to fix things Then somehow I might find the manuscript To piecing the shattered part of my being whole again Because of you I spent years trying to cover this skin that you left me with Tried decorating these scars With tattooed hopes To remind myself That sometimes Some things Were made to last forever Because of you, For years I avoided looking into the mirror Because I never truly knew If you could love someone You only ever met in passing You see I mistook your ***** for water I never realised I was internally drowning in your poison I thought I needed you to stay afloat It took me a long time to realise That ***** was just your way of relieving yourself from blame You became a box full of things I packed away the day you left But I've stopped trying to hold on to your burden So I've taken out my smile And I'll wear it with pride And Dear father, Did you know That if you repeat a word enough times Then eventually the word will start to lose it's meaning? And I've stopped wishing I was still young enough to understand What the word father meant And now no know That if I ever see you again Then you will look just the same as you always did Like someone who doesn't deserve to be mine
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let me tell you this story of how i felt better after a while first it was my brother that left then it was my mom and then my father who isn’t even my father wasn’t even around always too busy to play a board game, leaving me to play Stratego alone my brother too old to play with a younger sister who plays with his hot wheels but my father who didn’t help me when i needed him most who didn’t listen when i made it so blatant that i was hurting who didn’t hear me when i was sobbing so hard and didn’t realize that i was trying so hard to not be there at all ever and then there was him a boy who said he loved me but wouldn’t listen to me either said i didn’t have the right since his parents were split since one and there was also him again but with a different face who said he loved me but was with me for the intimacy who saw my cuts and instead of listening, slapped them, which stung which made me tear myself up some more then there was him but in the form of a feeling that told me he loved me and kept me warm at night leaving me heart empty and my soul bare it felt right to be there but my father wasn’t my father and getting to the point i think i’m trying to make he’d rather help his girlfriend and her daughter than help his own blood even if she claims suicide, claiming it’s only a phase but the scars show it true that it was no fad and oh, i’m not allowed to cry it seems i’m trying to manipulate by showing my feelings i’m not allowed to show affection because then i’ll be manipulating and i can do no right in his eyes everything i do is manipulating and betraying and it’s no wonder, he says, i have no friends because i am so selfish and worthless a piece of **** that will never amount to anything ever. he screams, you do nothing for me i do everything in this house, he says, all you do is take and take and i’m sick of it i want some appreciation, he yells, connie wouldn’t do this to me because she loves me you’re just like your mother manipulating and a liar. please understand, after being told so many times by multiple people, that it seems i have begun to understand and accept these as truths and that i really have no worth at all and the feeling i have come to love, (a sense of numbness that is mine and no one else can understand) kept me simply on the edge until that night, but once again i have gone off track this is getting much too long and from the beginning i’ve been trying to explain that i don’t feel this way all the time anymore and while i want to rip apart my flesh and ruin my hair i’m starting to feel better and as if i am something quite nice
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 5:46 PM UTC
in a moment
let me tell you this story of how i felt better after a while first it was my brother that left then it was my mom and then my father who isn’t even my father wasn’t even around always too busy to play a board game, leaving me to play Stratego alone my brother too old to play with a younger sister who plays with his hot wheels but my father who didn’t help me when i needed him most who didn’t listen when i made it so blatant that i was hurting who didn’t hear me when i was sobbing so hard and didn’t realize that i was trying so hard to not be there at all ever and then there was him a boy who said he loved me but wouldn’t listen to me either said i didn’t have the right since his parents were split since one and there was also him again but with a different face who said he loved me but was with me for the intimacy who saw my cuts and instead of listening, slapped them, which stung which made me tear myself up some more then there was him but in the form of a feeling that told me he loved me and kept me warm at night leaving me heart empty and my soul bare it felt right to be there but my father wasn’t my father and getting to the point i think i’m trying to make he’d rather help his girlfriend and her daughter than help his own blood even if she claims suicide, claiming it’s only a phase but the scars show it true that it was no fad and oh, i’m not allowed to cry it seems i’m trying to manipulate by showing my feelings i’m not allowed to show affection because then i’ll be manipulating and i can do no right in his eyes everything i do is manipulating and betraying and it’s no wonder, he says, i have no friends because i am so selfish and worthless a piece of **** that will never amount to anything ever. he screams, you do nothing for me i do everything in this house, he says, all you do is take and take and i’m sick of it i want some appreciation, he yells, connie wouldn’t do this to me because she loves me you’re just like your mother manipulating and a liar. please understand, after being told so many times by multiple people, that it seems i have begun to understand and accept these as truths and that i really have no worth at all and the feeling i have come to love, (a sense of numbness that is mine and no one else can understand) kept me simply on the edge until that night, but once again i have gone off track this is getting much too long and from the beginning i’ve been trying to explain that i don’t feel this way all the time anymore and while i want to rip apart my flesh and ruin my hair i’m starting to feel better and as if i am something quite nice
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Robots Robots Robots All I see is robots Where are the humans? They are long gone my friend Everyone is controlled by "them" Everyone is programmed the same Everywhere I turn I see different people doing the exact same things "We are all the same", he said "Why do you say it proudly?", I asked "We like it", he answered "You are programmed that way, programmed to think you like it." I replied They are manipulating you, don't you see? You are all bunch of robots and puppets Be who you want to be Live the life you want to live Do you want to live the life they chose for you? or Do you want to live the life you chose for yourself? Do you want to be a puppet? or Do you want to be free? All you gotta do is choose
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Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 2:33 PM UTC
Robots and Puppets
American Democracy is setting a trend: American Democracy is a Sitcom, or perhaps a Game Show of demagogic, narcissistic sociopaths tricking and manipulating the Public via various sources in a highly consolidated Media industry into thinking they vote for a particular flavor of Tyranny when in reality Today's flavor of Tyranny is all decided for you because the burden of Choice is far too stressful for the Moderner without proper medication, and the power of Choice may require some sort of educated critical Thinking, some sort of re-edification which is far too much for us to handle in this socially sanctioned doped-up state and with such an intentionally failing Education system from K through 12 and beyond. With American Democracy, We have a grand Illusion of Choice. It's so convincing that many believe the Illusion is True. (Sort of like hew we think of Reality, but with Choice of Government!) For American Democracy, They don't want mass Education. They don't want mass Edification. They don't want Critical Thinking; Those things prevent a Control by few. In American Democracy, They intentionally destroy progresses made, like Rights, They perpetuate stigmas about things like genders and the concept of "race" itself They propagate Terror as their Sheeple scream from the sidelines for more They defile the sanctity of Human Experience, of Reality itself and chain us to a system that benefits only a few while destroying everything else, like Climate and Environment. These Demagogues are Satan, if Satan is real: They tempt us with the things we don't need, filling us with Stress, Desires, Prejudices and Fears, and ceaselessly wage war on institutions of Education, all the while keeping us from finding the things we already have within each of us. This System of American Democracy has degraded into a  corrupted fractal of the ages-old ways of Tyranny and Terror: Aristocracy, Plutocracy, Patriarchy, Oligarchy, Kleptocracy, Demagoguery, Bankocracy, Corporatocracy, Fascism; Tell me, What is the ******* difference? I mean, even Adolf ****** was elected democratically under the pretense of "Change" then, for weeks later, suspended civil rights indefinitely after a likely false-flag 'attack' on the Reichstag in 1933, (for which the Nazis blamed the communists.) under the pretense of "Security": Demagoguery runs Amok Among disedified Minds. They say "Freedom" and "Democracy" as if it vindicates their Totalitarianism.
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Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 10:36 PM UTC
American Democracy
American Democracy is setting a trend: American Democracy is a Sitcom, or perhaps a Game Show of demagogic, narcissistic sociopaths tricking and manipulating the Public via various sources in a highly consolidated Media industry into thinking they vote for a particular flavor of Tyranny when in reality Today's flavor of Tyranny is all decided for you because the burden of Choice is far too stressful for the Moderner without proper medication, and the power of Choice may require some sort of educated critical Thinking, some sort of re-edification which is far too much for us to handle in this socially sanctioned doped-up state and with such an intentionally failing Education system from K through 12 and beyond. With American Democracy, We have a grand Illusion of Choice. It's so convincing that many believe the Illusion is True. (Sort of like hew we think of Reality, but with Choice of Government!) For American Democracy, They don't want mass Education. They don't want mass Edification. They don't want Critical Thinking; Those things prevent a Control by few. In American Democracy, They intentionally destroy progresses made, like Rights, They perpetuate stigmas about things like genders and the concept of "race" itself They propagate Terror as their Sheeple scream from the sidelines for more They defile the sanctity of Human Experience, of Reality itself and chain us to a system that benefits only a few while destroying everything else, like Climate and Environment. These Demagogues are Satan, if Satan is real: They tempt us with the things we don't need, filling us with Stress, Desires, Prejudices and Fears, and ceaselessly wage war on institutions of Education, all the while keeping us from finding the things we already have within each of us. This System of American Democracy has degraded into a  corrupted fractal of the ages-old ways of Tyranny and Terror: Aristocracy, Plutocracy, Patriarchy, Oligarchy, Kleptocracy, Demagoguery, Bankocracy, Corporatocracy, Fascism; Tell me, What is the ******* difference? I mean, even Adolf ****** was elected democratically under the pretense of "Change" then, for weeks later, suspended civil rights indefinitely after a likely false-flag 'attack' on the Reichstag in 1933, (for which the Nazis blamed the communists.) under the pretense of "Security": Demagoguery runs Amok Among disedified Minds. They say "Freedom" and "Democracy" as if it vindicates their Totalitarianism.
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Depression tends to have a manipulating and controlling manner that spits and hisses from behind her snarled teeth, Depression swallows the light. And in doing so, depression gulps down yellow, drowning the sun and all his mighty. Depression chomps on green, bits off grass and shrubble stuck to the inner corner of her lip. Depression chews pink, each candy floss cloud tickling her taste buds. Depression chugs blue, the ferocious waves sloshing down her throat with ease. Depression regurgitates darkness, there is no colour when depression grabs my hands, looming shadows engulf my vision, Depression’s feet start to move and I realise we are dancing to the dull thud of my heartbeat, I dance with depression all through the dark, but it isn’t just dark, it’s the kind of dark with no moon, no stars or streetlights, it’s the kind of dark that creeps up on you until you cannot even see your nose. The darkness slithers under my fingernails and slices back my skin, slipping beneath my flesh, it wears my hand like a glove, It wanders upwards and claims my face simply as a mask, As it seeps down, down, down, my legs now become stilts. I am no longer dancing with depression, depression is dancing me, I am her puppet.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 1:45 AM UTC
dancing with depression
Oh, how disgusting. All this disguising... To become somebody that’s worth existing. Oh, it's repulsing. Fully engulfing... Every truth, that ever found itself hiding. So join me... Hey let's play a lying game! And ***** ourselves, with something exciting! Deceiving, and heartless thieving... After all life is so dull without some bleeding. Such is life for a boring... Existence... Cause I’m a... Liar, liar! And only that is true! After all fire, fire... Is something I pursue! Just call out liar, liar! And I’ll infect you too... With the addictive taboo... Of bidding the truth adieu. Trust me! That’s a lie, such a lie, for a lie! You see, I can’t pry my own dyed scheming eyes. So please, forgive my falsified truthful lies. ...Truly... Lying! ‘Cause I’m a liar. Oh, how appalling. The lies are crawling... And covering every single little bit. Oh, how revolting. And full of loathing. It’s nauseating! Exhilarating, Isn’t it? Manipulating. Hardly pulsating... A heart like that, is the only one that’s free. Without emotion, Without devotion... It’s much easier to fake something happy. Much easier to fake yourself being happy... So, join me! Hey, let's play a lying game! And cover ourselves, with something inviting! Rewriting, and truly lying... Finally a story that wasn’t meant to end with painful feelings! Put on the masks, and let's have us a masquerade! Dancing senselessly, on the shadows of the betrayed! A smiling, and crying, and lying charade... Such is life for a boring... Existence. 'Cause I’m a liar, liar, And only that is true! After all fire, fire, Is something I pursue! Just call out liar, liar! And I’ll infect you too... With the addictive taboo... Of bidding the truth adieu. 'Cause I’m a liar. Peek-a-peek-a-boo! Ha, ha, I found you! Hiding from the truth... Well it’s nothing new. Peek-a-peek-a-boo! I can see right through! Liars know liars... Like you know the back of your own hand. It’s bland. Such an existence... Where everything goes as planned. Wasteland... Is much more fun to navigate and understand. That’s why... I left it behind, my world is covered in lies. That’s why... It seems there’s no longer blue in my sky... So... Put on the masks, and let's have us one last masquerade! Dancing senselessly, on the shadows of the betrayed! A smiling, and crying, and lying charade! Such is life for the boring existence... Of a liar. Am I a... liar? Liar? Does it seem that way to you? After all fire, fire... Is burning through the roof... 'Cause you’re all... liars, liars! And I don’t know what’s true! After all fire, fire... Has ravaged all I knew... I call out liar, liar! I cannot trust you! But the world has gone askew... And there’s nothing else to do... Except bid the truth adieu... Leave this, leave it behind, hide it in the back of your head! I’ve given up on all I knew, There is nothing, that is truly true. I’ve given up on all I knew, Because after they betrayed me, they’ve gone askew. I’ve given up on all I knew, Because life, people are so boring and dull, There is nothing for me here. I don’t see a point in living... That’s a lie..? Trust me! What’s a lie? Is it lies? Only lies! I can’t pry my blind eyes, while I cry... Please, forgive my blackened sky full of lies! Truly... Lying! Truly... Dying...
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 5:28 AM UTC
Help me.
Oh, how disgusting. All this disguising... To become somebody that’s worth existing. Oh, it's repulsing. Fully engulfing... Every truth, that ever found itself hiding. So join me... Hey let's play a lying game! And ***** ourselves, with something exciting! Deceiving, and heartless thieving... After all life is so dull without some bleeding. Such is life for a boring... Existence... Cause I’m a... Liar, liar! And only that is true! After all fire, fire... Is something I pursue! Just call out liar, liar! And I’ll infect you too... With the addictive taboo... Of bidding the truth adieu. Trust me! That’s a lie, such a lie, for a lie! You see, I can’t pry my own dyed scheming eyes. So please, forgive my falsified truthful lies. ...Truly... Lying! ‘Cause I’m a liar. Oh, how appalling. The lies are crawling... And covering every single little bit. Oh, how revolting. And full of loathing. It’s nauseating! Exhilarating, Isn’t it? Manipulating. Hardly pulsating... A heart like that, is the only one that’s free. Without emotion, Without devotion... It’s much easier to fake something happy. Much easier to fake yourself being happy... So, join me! Hey, let's play a lying game! And cover ourselves, with something inviting! Rewriting, and truly lying... Finally a story that wasn’t meant to end with painful feelings! Put on the masks, and let's have us a masquerade! Dancing senselessly, on the shadows of the betrayed! A smiling, and crying, and lying charade... Such is life for a boring... Existence. 'Cause I’m a liar, liar, And only that is true! After all fire, fire, Is something I pursue! Just call out liar, liar! And I’ll infect you too... With the addictive taboo... Of bidding the truth adieu. 'Cause I’m a liar. Peek-a-peek-a-boo! Ha, ha, I found you! Hiding from the truth... Well it’s nothing new. Peek-a-peek-a-boo! I can see right through! Liars know liars... Like you know the back of your own hand. It’s bland. Such an existence... Where everything goes as planned. Wasteland... Is much more fun to navigate and understand. That’s why... I left it behind, my world is covered in lies. That’s why... It seems there’s no longer blue in my sky... So... Put on the masks, and let's have us one last masquerade! Dancing senselessly, on the shadows of the betrayed! A smiling, and crying, and lying charade! Such is life for the boring existence... Of a liar. Am I a... liar? Liar? Does it seem that way to you? After all fire, fire... Is burning through the roof... 'Cause you’re all... liars, liars! And I don’t know what’s true! After all fire, fire... Has ravaged all I knew... I call out liar, liar! I cannot trust you! But the world has gone askew... And there’s nothing else to do... Except bid the truth adieu... Leave this, leave it behind, hide it in the back of your head! I’ve given up on all I knew, There is nothing, that is truly true. I’ve given up on all I knew, Because after they betrayed me, they’ve gone askew. I’ve given up on all I knew, Because life, people are so boring and dull, There is nothing for me here. I don’t see a point in living... That’s a lie..? Trust me! What’s a lie? Is it lies? Only lies! I can’t pry my blind eyes, while I cry... Please, forgive my blackened sky full of lies! Truly... Lying! Truly... Dying...
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january how many more broken nights of crying will it take before you are strong enough to say goodbye? february stop forcing yourself to swallow your feelings. you are so much more than he is claiming, and you need to get this through your head. march follow your gut feeling. the way he speaks to you and makes you feel will never be okay and this is toxic. april stay true to your word and stop giving him more chances. he comes crawling back with flowers on your bed and you take him back every **** time. may you want to prove to him that you don't need him, and once he sees that get back together with him in a few months. but you tell everyone else that you are done for good. june you are surrounded by music and dancing and laughing and for the first time in a year you feel alive and apologize to yourself for allowing his brokenness to consume you for so long. july you can't imagine ever being with someone so toxic again. you regret letting him manipulate you for so long, but you know that you had to learn a lesson, and are now not so naive. august this has been the greatest summer of your life and you are thankful everyday that you worked up the courage to leave him. september you start college and see that he would have prohibited your future if you didn't leave him. he was manipulating and toxic. october you start to really like a new guy and for all the right reasons. you see patience, understanding, and empathy, all things that the last boy lacked. november you are still crushing on this boy and have now kissed him, but you know that you still do not want a boyfriend, you are not ready, you are still too damaged. december you are now dating this boy. you are scared to fall for him because you never again want to be so blinded by love that you stay long after it's gone bad. let yourself fall. this time you have learned, this time you are stronger, this time you are stable, and this time a good thing lies ahead.
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Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 11:31 PM UTC
2016
january how many more broken nights of crying will it take before you are strong enough to say goodbye? february stop forcing yourself to swallow your feelings. you are so much more than he is claiming, and you need to get this through your head. march follow your gut feeling. the way he speaks to you and makes you feel will never be okay and this is toxic. april stay true to your word and stop giving him more chances. he comes crawling back with flowers on your bed and you take him back every **** time. may you want to prove to him that you don't need him, and once he sees that get back together with him in a few months. but you tell everyone else that you are done for good. june you are surrounded by music and dancing and laughing and for the first time in a year you feel alive and apologize to yourself for allowing his brokenness to consume you for so long. july you can't imagine ever being with someone so toxic again. you regret letting him manipulate you for so long, but you know that you had to learn a lesson, and are now not so naive. august this has been the greatest summer of your life and you are thankful everyday that you worked up the courage to leave him. september you start college and see that he would have prohibited your future if you didn't leave him. he was manipulating and toxic. october you start to really like a new guy and for all the right reasons. you see patience, understanding, and empathy, all things that the last boy lacked. november you are still crushing on this boy and have now kissed him, but you know that you still do not want a boyfriend, you are not ready, you are still too damaged. december you are now dating this boy. you are scared to fall for him because you never again want to be so blinded by love that you stay long after it's gone bad. let yourself fall. this time you have learned, this time you are stronger, this time you are stable, and this time a good thing lies ahead.
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It's my lifeboat that floats center stage in the opaque green, mucky lake. It glistens and gleams As its diamond eyes stare into mine and ****** me; further manipulating my senses. The lake speaks in sonnets, admitting truths of love and desire. It cannot live without me, for I have always managed to make its life more "hectic in the best way possible" -a forbidden love. "One day we will find a way to be together", it says. "One day you and I may become one." I need the lake, for it has always managed to find me peace.      Sincerely yours,                                                                 Curtis
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Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 12:04 AM UTC
Curtis' lake (1/3)
"Run your pulse across my tongue Pour your love into me I thirst for you"...... Veils of gossamer silk Spin in shades of night Submissive acquiescence Smoulders bare feet ... Iridescence dances in captivated eyes, Lips full Releasing, Breath Licking the shimmer-gleam, Anointing skin Ravishing enchantment... He trembles her heat Scorching flesh wrapped bone; Joining fantasies played against silky thighs Arousing, Capturing her allure; Seductively Manipulating the tenderness of her need ... Night drips beauty from a silvern moon, Nakedness meets Open desire Firm against softness His lips seeking, Tasting Vanilla tears Melting on his tongue like snowflakes Touching passion's fire... Fingertip moments Pulsing rhythms; Aching depths craving Urgency Sinking into moist folds Undulating movements Swollen, locked around a flowing pearl... Mesmerising connections sparkle, Thrusts Gasp breathlessly, Arching into body quivers; Nails claw the spine Symbolic... She is Weakness to his will........
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Jan 19, 2013
Jan 19, 2013 at 4:18 PM UTC
Weakness To His Will
My world is folded My mind is bent Manipulated by And itself manipulating language To counter the real The brutal With fragile structures Language A simple Immaculate beauty Though filthy at times It can be turned And flexed with verbs and adverbs Mistakes can be erased Folded and written My mind This world Where we meet Is beauty Imagined and executed It is my escape
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Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 5:34 AM UTC
Origami Thoughts
Snake in the Grass…by Jessie 6/06 Be weary of where you put your feet There's a snake hiding in the grass Slithering in and out of holes Waiting to attack Although, unseen, his agenda sure His plan set into motion One false move, he will strike you Without a trace of emotion He has a way of getting close Manipulating along the way Just as you think all is safe He’ll cut back the other way Many are fearful, encountering the snake It’s the position that he holds Using it to paralyze And make your blood run cold But he’s just a snake, like any snake A tail and a head Separate the two of them You’ll find that he is dead
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Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
Snake in the Grass
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Orwellian Nightmare
THEY will have the final word. Believe what the PARTY says is true. Even Facecrime gives you away, For BIG BROTHER is watching you. Honesty? Bah, such nonsense! Loyalty is what must sell. State-spread rumors incite the mob In your bleak, dystopian hell. Reject evidence of eyes and ears. That's what THEY say. Watch how hate Turns the unquestioning supporter Against the enemies of the state. The Goodthinkful, unaware How language affects their thoughts and behavior, Show how ignorance is strength And lavish praise upon their savior. Manipulating public opinion, THEY know well-spread lies will last, For that's how THEY'LL control the future, And that's how THEY control the past. Doublethink is what THEY call it: The clever art of reality control. Ignorance is strength, THEY tell you. Controlled insanity is THEIR goal. The more powerful THEY become, The less THEY prove to be your friend. It's NOT about what's good for the people. Power is NOT a means but an end. War is declared on language and memory. Inconvenient facts are rejected. Science is reviled, and THEY Discredit people once respected. Doublespeak narrows the range of thought. By caving in you might survive. Two and two make four, but sometimes THEY'LL say that two and two make five. Opinions are not tolerated. Protective stupidity: that's THEIR plan. You think THEY can't control your thoughts, But, oh, THEY can. THEY really can. Do you look at your screen, or does Your screen look at you? Or Both? Do you know how much THEY know Or if THEY know you've kept your oath? Who's the next to be vaporized? Who's the next to become an unperson? As long as THEY control your "thinking," Everything can only worsen. If only to awaken from the nightmare Where truth becomes a likelihood And we retain humanity! Wouldn't that be "doubleplusgood"? -by Bob B (8-30-18)
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The full moon caught a glimpse where the billowed clouds parted Saucer size Dogwood blossoms echoed an urging reflection through wide open window ; the diffused moonlight reached in touching the open palms enduring in an empty void lay down beside Softly burnished reflections lighten blanched flesh petals swaying in the wakened      spring cadence Rhinestone memories tethered from somewhere above ; as if manipulating puppet strings dangling down through the seesaw cloud gap ― scattering candlelit sequins like unmapped constellations brushed by the moonlight in the dale of your leafless ******* The fragrant breeze of your memory gathers a sweetest taste, teasing wishful thirsty lips into a gentle smile ... Tracing unbounded memories with wandering fingertips  upon your intimate canvas oasis in my mind Fallen petals floating gently across still waters induced by whispered breeze ; quiet reminders that ripple the mesmerizing silence with the lonely breath an unheard evanescent sigh   The open window let the moonlight in, illuminating lingering shadows of the past ... you feel the waft of spring breathe ... but you just can't help where the wind blows Jesse e. Stillwater
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 1:09 PM UTC
Moonlit Dogwood Petals
Today's a new. Took a breath, stepped  outside and Ponder upon Paradise Avenue. Most haven’t a clue. Stuck between a hard place and a rock bonded by that encrypted glue. So don’t be rude. Look the other way While I pursue. Get in the way and even you’ll be tighten, fastened and ******* Intrigue or intrude? Acting with passion taking my life wealth of metaphorical food. I'm not in the mood. I came to conclude. The knowledge hidden will soon be removed. Over the covenant stove. Hypnotize lives will be brewed. Ether produced broth of truth I accrued. So in this life of Manipulating strife. Conflict of fundamental issues got me on strike. Take a hike, better yet ride a bike. My mind has been overlapping Triple stacking in the apparent. Trying to come up with my own Patton of satin. I will Manifest anything that’s internally speaking in a Ridicule fashion. I'm rapidly expanding and the abundance is over flowing. Is it me, is it you, is it us, was it he who walked above the sea? Yes best believe. Antiquity relics through Allegory marriage. Helps to see Beyond and above the perished. Come to believe and you will achieve. That’s the hidden recipe.
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
Today’s a new
Destined to dominate, Taming a fierce lion. Velvet whip at the ready, The cracks make her purr. She is so used to being in control, My time to take the reigns. Give her pain and suffering, To make the scale equal again. She might want to win, But she loves when I bring her to her knees. Manipulating the monster, That I thought controlled me. Your sentence is simple, Eye for an eye. You killed me inside out, Now it's your time to die. Glad you did your research, Now it's time for the test. Will you fight me off, Or can you truly not resist? I have the power in this cage, Lock me in, So I can't engage.
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Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 2:43 PM UTC
The Libra and The Leo
elephants stomp with stone-laden feet back and forth, back and forth, creating cracks in my already-battered skull, weakening the very foundations of my sanity. their trumpeting echoes through cold corridors flooding my thought capacity to the brim. a tightrope walker stretches me, thin - i feel the shifting pressure of her nimble feet treading the territories of my weathered frame, back and forth, back and forth, my skin reddens beneath the incessant crossing as the sinew within me starts to atrophy. in my chest cavity there is a ring of fire, manipulating my lungs and feeble heart to mere ash. two golden eyes seen beyond the flames, ready to leap through them - without the inconvenience of fear weighing down his agile paws, both capable and likely to tear my veins to shreds. a grisly strongman has my bones in his grip. he smiles malevolently, gloating his strength over me, squeezing the life from my cartilage - awaiting the snap. i am cognizant of the sound, but i won't flinch. next, the imminent collapse of my vertebrae - i feel them crumble to dust. he laughs. but it is in the pit of my stomach the ringleader sits - commanding me into subsidence with every crack of his whip. i want to meet his eyes but he only averts my gaze. his twisted circus nearly through, the audience begins to dissipate. i stare through the blurred smoke, desperate for his visage - when i see on one of his faded lapels, the embroidery spells out your name. -m.f.
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 12:03 AM UTC
welcome to the circus
As we congregate For centuries Humanity had The best thoughts To create an ecosystem Where all lives can thrive But somewhere We have lost the plot And veered away From the values That all lives matter Now minuscule section Takes decisions for us Manipulating the ecosystem Creating a façade For us to believe Lot many minds think alike Individual thoughts drown Mirror is the only escape Where we can talk to ourselves Without the distortions
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May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 9:36 AM UTC
Our thoughts