"malum" poems
JISKI DHUN PAR DUNIA NAACHE ,DIL AISA EK TARA HAI
JO HUMKO BHI PYARA HAI AYR JO TUMKO BHI PYARA HAI
JHUM RAHI HAI SAARI DUNIA JABKI HUMARO GEETO PAR
TAB KAHTI ** PYAR HUA HAI KYA EHSHAN TUMHARA HAI
JO DHARTI SE MABAR JODE USKA NAAM MUHABBAT HAI
JO SEESHE SE PATTHAR TODE USKA NAAM MUHABBAT HAI
KTARA*2 SAGAR TAK ** JATI HAI HAR UMR MAGAR
BAHATA DARAIA WAPAS MODE USKA NAAM MUHABBAT HAI
PANAHO ME JO AAYA ** TO USPE WAR KYA KARNA ?
JO DIL HARA HUA ** USPE FIR ADHIKAR KYA KARNA ?
MUHABBAT KA MAZA TO DUBANE KI KASHMKASH ME HAI
JAB ** MALUM GAHRAI TO DARIA PAAR KYA KARNA
BASTI BASTI GHOR UDASI PARVAT PARVAT KHALIPAN
MAN HIRA BEMOL BIK GAYA GHIS GHIS REETA TAN CHANDAN
IS DHARTI SE US AMBAR TAK DO HI CHEEJ GAJAB KI HAI
EK TO TERA BHOLAPAN HAI EK MERA DEEWANAPAN
TUMHARE PAAS HU LEKIN JO DURI HAI SAMAJHTA HU
TUMHARE BIN MERI HASTI ADHURI MAI SAMAJHTA HU
BAHUT BIKHARA BAHUT TUTA THAPEDE SAH NAHI PAYA
HAWAO KE ISHARO PAR MAGAR MAI BAH NAHI PAYA
ADHURA ANSUNA HI RAH GAYA YU PYAR KA KISSA
KABHITUM SUN NAHI PAYI KABHI MAI KAH NAHI PAYA...
WRITTEN BY : SHASHANK KUMAR DWIVEDI
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 8:27 AM UTC
aaj..., aaj hasi hu mai
hasi hu is kadar
ki rona aa gaya..
Shayad apne haalaat pe
ya apne jazbaat pe
malum nahi..., par
aaj hasi hu mai...
Bhool *** thi muskurana is kadar
kyoki muskurahat hi haalato ki gulaam ** *** thi..,
par aaj hasi hu mai...
Hasi hasi me tujhko hasa diya
hasi hasi me kitne gumo ko chupa diya
hasi hasi me bol diya sab kuchh
ki haan..., Akeli hu mai...
Par kaha akeli hu mai??,,
Hai mere pas sab kuchh
zimmedariya zaruratey umeedein
kaha akeli hu mai...,
Itni bheed me chali jaa rahi hu
fir bhi khud ko akeli paa rahi hu..
Akeli hu mai yaha
nahi kisi ko mujhse vaasta..,
bhoola diya hai sabne ab
meri or ka raasta..
Akeli hu par khush hu mai..,
khush hu mai kyoki ab hasti hu mai...
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 1:44 PM UTC
_Bas hame malum naa tha
kisi ke sath pane ki
khawahish bhi na thi
kisi se bicharne ka gam v nahi tha
To kya tha jo tha
bas hame malum naa tha.
Jane anjane me hua tha hame v kuch kabhi
The bekhabar hm bhi
Khudse hii khabar the
Til Til se sanjoya tha khaboo ka v mahal kabhi hhmne
Tut gaye sare khawb par til v na dikhi
Khawbo ki atishbaji dil me iss qudar ** rhi thi
Jaise khuli aashaman me tare nazae aane lage the
Uss hasin shaam ko main
Dulhan ki tarah saji uss saksh e oo aam ka main
Talab e intazar kar rhi thi
Par wo nahi aaya
Wo pal tham si gyi
Meri sanse ruk hii gye
Mano
Bin mausam ki bijliya barasne lage
Aachank tufan sa utne laga
Mere dil ke har kone me
Brishsh v hui khuli ragistan m
yado ka silsila mitne laga
kuch is quadar jaise
Reet pani me tairne lagi
Bas hame malum naa tha._
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 10:58 AM UTC
Imagine you've cut a cake five or six times, each slice having the same color, however, a different shade.
Now replace the cake with sides of oneself.
Now Replace oneself with Me; I am that cake.
The me that is of a higher mind, which I consider my conscious.
I have a side of me that only manifests when drunk.
A side of me that only manifests when high.
The me who is sober.
The me that represents my thinking.
And then there is him, Malum.
The darkest slice of the cake. He lurks, spectating, snickering...planning.
He's the voice in my head that wishes I were dead...so that he could swallow my vessel and turn it into his own.
He and I have a contract; I am to control and maintain my body, so long as I never been put into a full-on life-or-death position, or I am not mentally sacrificial.
I've witnessed potential realities in which he had control...and it's terrifying.
I hope he never gets out.
I am not afraid to fight, because I fear failure; I am afraid of Malum and what he will do. He is not human...and he definitely doesn't fight for humanity.
He is the me that wanted the world to burn...and he still does. He has no empathy, no sympathy, and he craves destruction. He's calculated, analytical, and he lacks love. He is pure evil...and he is waiting.
He is waiting for me to die.
So that he can swallow me alive, and turn the world upside down.
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 5:23 PM UTC
*Look at my eyes,
Glowing blue.
Watch the shadows take over my body.
Hear my speech turn demonic.
Watch, Listen.
Keep your distance,
Watch my eyes closely,
Watch the evil take over my being.
I apologize for my actions, Amor,
But I have no choice.
To keep you safe, I ask you this.
"Tu credis in malum est?~"*
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 2:48 PM UTC
They tell one lie,
They speak one truth.
'It's easy to heal,
But you'll remember all your scars.'
The latter of the two, a truth.
Though that which precedes,
Lies through it's teeth.
Fangs of darkness and deceit,
Designed to forge a man with a black heart.
If not for the comfort of the summer sea,
I too would've succumbed to the gray of this city.
Morphed from a young and happy form,
To a soulless monster,
'Homo-Malum.'
Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 10:53 AM UTC
"...MALUM HUNC..."
O unknown insect
reading Catullus
along with me this
overheated day
basking in a threatened
Brexit and Boris.
You read with all your many legs
your blue striped body like a cursor
cursing that "...supercilious
superfluous figure."
Yes old Catullus
has the measure of him
Read faster little one!
We need to turn a page
where we find ourselves indeed
in that "far island of the west."
And even after all these years
since Caesar's first invasion
we still breed
this "multifucking tool."
The insect lingers long
on this phrase.
"Why patronise him,damit?
Except to gobble up
fat private
fortunes!"
My cursor
takes to the skies
tired of such
a human and his lies.
"Malum hunc" it observes
with a whir of wings.
Both insect and Catullus
in agreement despite
the missing
centuries.
Meanwhile the rough beast
slouches towards
( God help us!)
No. 10 to be PM.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 3:48 PM UTC
Fuzzy orb so small and sweet
Plump succubus plucked by hand
Orange pink and yellow treat
To fulfill a hungers toothsome demand
Demeter's gift, O' how ripe
Put the flesh between my teeth
Ears delighted with phoebe's pipe
Lounged lazily listening in edens wreath
Juice streaming down my face
Junes comfort, worth more than gold
Sleep coming to make its dreamy embrace
Hammock sway, as I slowly cross the threshold
Jun 8, 2018
Jun 8, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
E mann tu udaas na hona ab,
Ki maine tere bachpan k sare sapne tod diye,
Tujhe bhi to malum tha ki,
Har dekha hua sapna,
Hamesha to mukkamal nahi ** sakta!
To phir tu shikyat mat karna ab,
Ki kya sapne dekhe the, aur ab kya hoon mein!!!
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 12:14 AM UTC
I, Amor, ask this simple thing to you.
Credi potest in malum, dilectissimi vobis?
My eyes glow black..
My heart has rotted..
My eyes are black..
My tongue is strange..
Why?...
Why did you leave...?
Venturum me ..... Amor...
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
Probably it doesn't make sense
But I still pray
At times
Even when I can't believe in God
I like Albert Camus
My favorite French atheist
Unde Malum?
North Africa. Berber Mother.
Me at JMU
Lonely as the rain
Her boyfriends studlier than I
Might place Life of Pi
The Shinkansen is impressive
Chesterton aggressive
I tend toward confessive
Like Augustine. But still shy.
Thank you, Ry.
Jun 9, 2023
Jun 9, 2023 at 4:42 PM UTC
Ai Adam Ki Aulaad.
Tu Kaun Hai ?
Jau Itna Akkad Tha Hai Tu ?
Apni Maal Par
Ya Apni Hasiyaaat Par
Ya Apni Hunaar Par
Tujhe Lagta hai ki Jau Khuch Hai
Woh Terai Wajai Sai hai ?
Itna Ghamand Kyu ?
Jabki Tujhai Yeah Maluum Hai
Ki Sab Khuch Apnai Rab Kai Wajai Sai hai.
Phir bhi Tum “I” ya “We”
itnai Aasani sai laga daita hau.
Jaisai Tujhai Khuch Malum Nahi Hai.
May 26, 2023
May 26, 2023 at 11:54 AM UTC
Like Batman
Emily Dickinson was reclusive
Like Superman
A Fortress of Solitude
I spend much time alone
But I am not a hermit
Drive my son to work
Eat at the little diner
Unde Malum?
Tormented Saint Augustine
Tormented Camus
Writing often ensued
I visited Amherst
This World Is Not Conclusion
Mabel Loomis Todd
World of strange designer
Wild Nights
Dec 21, 2022
Dec 21, 2022 at 5:27 PM UTC
*Nocturnal , lurid color propagates evil
The moon taps immorality as depraved
lecherous men reveal their contempt for the Almighty
Tonights train howls like Beelzebub -
unleashed , screaming throughout the vestibules of Lust* ...
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 3:09 AM UTC