"mahmoud" poems
I gathered the pores of my being
And came to perfume them with your own fragrance
Only to discover that you are an oleander -- a rosebay
While in the memory of unease and apprehension
I trace some features that resemble no one but you
An image has its own dimensions
And, when hopelessness assails me, I have roads
That never cease to pull and lead me toward you
And while in the nook of anxiety
I fancy a preordained timing
For events that never materialize
The image draws near
And I talk to it
About the tons of heavy separation
That oppress the seasons of my life
I have recited you as rain
Yet your lightning never came near me
Alienation gathered thick
Translated by Mahmoud Abbas Masoud
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 6:26 PM UTC
By Mahmoud Darwish
If I Were a Hunter
If a hunter I were
I’d give the gazelle
a chance, and another,
and a third, and a tenth,
to doze a little. My share
of the ***** would be
peace of mind under
her dozing head.
I have the power to vanquish
but that I relinquish,
and I become as pure
as the water where
she comes for a drink.
If a hunter I were
a fraternity I’d declare
with the gazelle:
“Don’t be scared of the rifle,
wretched sister, it’s a trifle.”
And we would listen, safe from harm,
to the wolf’s howls in a distant farm.
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 3:49 AM UTC
Do we really know the ways of this world?
The current world we are living in?
The world where money is everything?
The world that is full of hatred?
The world that is full of racism?
The world that is full of corruption?
The world that is encircled with negativity?
The world where the poor feed the rich?
The world in which dignity has taken a back seat?
The world in which the rich are given the upper priority?
The world where terrorism makes people live with fear?
The world where your own family members could try to finish you?
The world where power is mandatory?
The world in which **** is now a common thing?
The world in which trust does not exist?
The world in which crimes are increasing profusely?
The world in which some people are living in poverty while others waste billions of dollars?
The world in which your own shadow could betray you?
How do we stay positive in such circumstances?
MOZA MAHMOUD
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 2:23 AM UTC
Write down!
I am an Arab
And my identity card number is fifty thousand
I have eight children
And the ninth will come after a summer
Will you be angry?
Write down!
I am an Arab
Employed with fellow workers at a quarry
I have eight children
I get them bread
Garments and books
from the rocks.
I do not supplicate charity at your doors
Nor do I belittle myself at the footsteps of your chamber
So will you be angry?
Write down!
I am an Arab
I have a name without a title
Patient in a country
Where people are enraged
My roots
Were entrenched before the birth of time
And before the opening of the eras
Before the pines, and the olive trees
And before the grass grew
My father descends from the family of the plow
Not from a privileged class
And my grandfather was a farmer
Neither well-bred, nor well-born!
Teaches me the pride of the sun
Before teaching me how to read
And my house is like a watchman's hut
Made of branches and cane
Are you satisfied with my status?
I have a name without a title!
Write down!
I am an Arab
You have stolen the orchards of my ancestors
And the land which I cultivated
Along with my children
And you left nothing for us
Except for these rocks...
So will the State take them
As it has been said?!
Therefore!
Write down on the top of the first page:
I do not hate people
Nor do I encroach
But if I become hungry
The usurper's flesh will be my food
Beware...
Beware...
Of my hunger
And my anger!
Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
What would you feel and what would you do ..
What would you say and what would you try to undo ..
If today is your last day ..
If your words are your last say ..
If your life ends tonight ..
Imagine this night !
Will you start the earthly delights ..
Or you'll just start desperate fights ..
between your evil soul and your soul of lights ..
Would you think about committing suicide ..
Because of the pain you can't hide ..
and because of the sorrows you can't slide ..
Is that how you want to end your life ?
Are you an evil person with no pure soul and no guard ..
A guard to save you and care for you ..
That person that can make your life the best ..
But you will still be that evil person ..
Like a broken vase in need of some glue ..
Like a tired detective in need of clue ..
Because you're about to die today ..
You're confused and You're not sure if you want to astray ..
But your sane soul could lift up its gaze and whisper to you ..
Telling you that God's way is the best avenue you can ever choose ..
Are you going to hesitate this time ?
Are you going to decline ?
No , You can't decline this way ..
You have to be righteous still ..
And Justice still...Just take a deep breath and Chill ..
Close your eyes , Pray to God ..
No matter what ..
The god is forgiving ..
You aren't ready for the moment of truth ..
The moment of recalling and faith ..
The moment you wish you did better in life ..
imagine what they will do ..
Will they cry ..
Will they have a chance to say at least goodbye ..
Will they feel that it's just a lie ..
Will they wish you come again ..
Will they feel the real pain ..
Will they remember everything you did ..
Will they feel your soul lying on the bed ..
Will your picture stay forever in their head ..
Will tears run in their eyes ..
Will they stop believing their lies ..
Will something change !
No time to try ..
No time to regret ..
Now there's nothing you get ..
Think of how different it would be if today isn’t your last day ..
I know it’s too late ..
Too late to book a place ..
Too late to leave everywhere a trace of your smile and your face ..
After all of that ..
Imagine if today is not your last day ..
What would you say ?
It doesn’t matter today or tomorrow ..
It doesn’t matter now or later ..
Maybe ''today is your last day'' was a lie ..
Maybe you still can try ..
Maybe you can prepare yourself to never say again '' why ??
Here or there ..
Today or tomorrow ..
Now or later..
You will die ..
Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
Happy as I appear to be,
I wish someone could just read through me.
And get to know the real me.
No one really knows what’s hurting me.
I wish they could see through me.
I know a heart break was the first thing that popped in your mind,
a feeling so unkind.
Sadly, it’s not,
but a feeling that hurts more than you thought.
I m tired of this feeling,
with no signs of healing.
I’m tired of waking up every day,
to bear the same pain,
with no one to explain.
All this has caused darkness which blanked my mind,
leaving me undefined.
But what can I do?
When I can’t break through?
I feel more than broken.
I wish I was outspoken.
I am afraid I’m no longer the girl I used to be.
All the happiness is quickly leaving me.
This feeling is killing me slowly,
and tears can’t stop falling.
Until when will I give a pretentious smile?
If only people could just realize the sorrows in my life.
I wish I could just speak out the truth.
Unluckily it will do more harm than good.
MOZA MAHMOUD
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 10:57 AM UTC
I'm still at the station waiting
Waiting for him to return
Still in my bridal attire
Waiting to walk down the aisle
Still waiting
Waiting
W...aiting
W...aitin
W...aiti
W...ait
W...ai
W...a
W...
W
...
Moza Mahmoud
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 8:18 PM UTC
I felt as cold as ice when i saw you with her.
I did not scream, i did not shout, i did not cry,
all i wanted was to die.
Without shyness you looked at me,
your eyes full of betrayal,
like a predator trying to catch its prey.
When i was running away from you,
you lied to me that you are regretting for losing me.
SHOULD I BELIEVE YOU AND GO BACK TO YOU?
that is a question without an answer to.
MOZA MAHMOUD
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 11:09 AM UTC
We are all born
With an *******
So you go take a look
Up in Mahmoud Ahmadinejad
The Pope or Queen Elizabeth's
*******
And you will find nothing
Exstraordinary up there!
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 8:35 AM UTC
Sometimes life could be so difficult
that you don't know what you are living for
Have you ever thought of running away from yourself
just because you can't handle the people and things out there?
I wonder why we have to live based on people's judgement
when we can live so happily according to our own wishes.
Have you ever thought of screaming so loudly
That you can feel your breathe slowly leaving you?
Evil thoughts running in mind
that I wish to disappear from this world
right from this moment and be by myself
free from the evil world.
Have you ever thought of that?
Moza Mahmoud.
Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 7:13 AM UTC
Eyes fall in love
but it's
the heart that suffers
Moza Mahmoud
Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 9:29 AM UTC