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"leafless" poems
Papers, Papers, Papers Whiter than aching teeth, Whiter than whites of tilted eyes, Whiter than funeral wreaths. My hands shake as I write this, Filed away myths; Stolen lined sheets  My index finger chained by red tapes, words mix and ground breaks, I'm the one the world forsakes Yellow maize, littered leaves, all twisted into black ink and clean sharp white paper blades. -------"I am in a bit of daze," I tell myself, "look at those flaccid bits; there lay the logs who use to be the jungle of my childhood dreams." ------"Don't be amazed," I replied, "these leafless branches and twigs are for  your Papier-Mâché degrees." So I listen to my second self once, the more logical cynical satirical one, Treading on the plot of their paper works, playing crosswords as anxiety uncork my thoughts turn to the bankable orcs, just as my career forks Maybe I should be like my mother, Marking numbers on a deck of cards-- waltzing with Chance. Maybe I should be like my father, Toiling for some rich men's grandson-- seething in Trance. Maybe I should be like the Other, Going along with the system-- thanking myself beneath a cap, a diploma, a piece of paper. I wore these books like bank notes tuxedoes, I was promised the world by the credits I borrowed. Must I go along with the mechanism of their game, or should I rise up against all odds Opposing, debating, rebelling against this bundle, this trouble, funneling me into no-tomorrows Or must I write it all down, in my prayers against their lawyers, who need no reminds Or must I shred, smear, and tear the papers with my own bare hands But what will I ever be to them, friends? A papercut, perhaps.
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC
Papercuts
Papers, Papers, Papers Whiter than aching teeth, Whiter than whites of tilted eyes, Whiter than funeral wreaths. My hands shake as I write this, Filed away myths; Stolen lined sheets  My index finger chained by red tapes, words mix and ground breaks, I'm the one the world forsakes Yellow maize, littered leaves, all twisted into black ink and clean sharp white paper blades. -------"I am in a bit of daze," I tell myself, "look at those flaccid bits; there lay the logs who use to be the jungle of my childhood dreams." ------"Don't be amazed," I replied, "these leafless branches and twigs are for  your Papier-Mâché degrees." So I listen to my second self once, the more logical cynical satirical one, Treading on the plot of their paper works, playing crosswords as anxiety uncork my thoughts turn to the bankable orcs, just as my career forks Maybe I should be like my mother, Marking numbers on a deck of cards-- waltzing with Chance. Maybe I should be like my father, Toiling for some rich men's grandson-- seething in Trance. Maybe I should be like the Other, Going along with the system-- thanking myself beneath a cap, a diploma, a piece of paper. I wore these books like bank notes tuxedoes, I was promised the world by the credits I borrowed. Must I go along with the mechanism of their game, or should I rise up against all odds Opposing, debating, rebelling against this bundle, this trouble, funneling me into no-tomorrows Or must I write it all down, in my prayers against their lawyers, who need no reminds Or must I shred, smear, and tear the papers with my own bare hands But what will I ever be to them, friends? A papercut, perhaps.
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Bees build around red liver, Ants build around black bone. It has begun: the tearing, the trampling on silks, It has begun: the breaking of glass, wood, copper, nickel, silver, foam Of gypsum, iron sheets, violin strings, trumpets, leaves, ***** crystals. **** Phosphorescent fire from yellow walls Engulfs animal and human hair. Bees build around the honeycomb of lungs, Ants build around white bone. Torn is paper, rubber, linen, leather, flax, Fiber, fabrics, cellulose, snakeskin, wire. The roof and the wall collapse in flame and heat seizes the foundations. Now there is only the earth, sandy, trodden down, With one leafless tree. Slowly, boring a tunnel, a guardian mole makes his way, With a small red lamp fastened to his forehead. He touches buried bodies, counts them, pushes on, He distinguishes human ashes by their luminous vapor, The ashes of each man by a different part of the spectrum. Bees build around a red trace. Ants build around the place left by my body. I am afraid, so afraid of the guardian mole. He has swollen eyelids, like a Patriarch Who has sat much in the light of candles Reading the great book of the species. What will I tell him, I, a Jew of the New Testament, Waiting two thousand years for the second coming of Jesus? My broken body will deliver me to his sight And he will count me among the helpers of death: The uncircumcised.
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A Poor Christian Looks At The Ghetto
The woman in the window   Looks out beyond the glass Beyond the reach of her whispers   Befogged upon windowpanes glance Farther  than  the  bounds   Her own breathe imbues Out of reach her long fingered touch   Tracing her murmurs on looking glass dew Grasping for the shadowed artifacts   Only time does nonchalantly drift past Perched alone upon a cloud of silence   Her thoughts eddy in soundless swirl Spinning like dizzying shadows   Swallowed by a thirst for light The other side of window beckons   Only she knows she’s looking out through a sigh; Seeing no one familiar looking back ―     For what hidden jewels within abide She dreams of dancing leafless by daylight   Twirling beneath the whispering willows sway Just a step away from being free   Just a step away from feeling alive With first step beyond imprisoning hesitation   Crossing over the threshold of a dream Through a liberating portal outside the glass   Just on the other side of the windowsill ...                   Jesse e Stillwater
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Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 3:34 PM UTC
The Woman in the Window
My parrot is emerald green, His tail feathers, marine. He bears an orange half-moon Over his ivory beak. He must be believed to be seen, This bird from a Rousseau wood. When the urge is on him to speak, He becomes too true to be good. He uses his beak like a hook To lift himself up with or break Open a sunflower seed, And his eye, in a bold white ring, Has a lapidary look. What a most astonishing bird, Whose voice when he chooses to sing Must be believed to be heard. That stuttered staccato scream Must be believed not to seem The shriek of a witch in the room. But he murmurs some muffled words (Like someone who talks through a dream) When he sits in the window and sees The to-and-fro wings of wild birds In the leafless improbable trees.
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A Parrot
Nothing on me to light a fire In this dark place Only my instincts can save me A shattered heart and torn soul But I’m still holding on There’s not much hope But I hold faith That one day I’ll make it free From this place I’ll do everything it takes To get out of here alive It’s not as easy as it sounds The hardest things take time And this is an endless war Between a conscious mind Of doubts and regrets That fill an insomniacs head All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory Can you hear the howls, screams and cries Deafening to the ears It’ll make you tremble and shake You can’t give into fear Or you won’t make it alive out of here I’ve been facing down monsters one at a time Too many at once and they’ll eat you alive It’s not easy to decide Which one will be next Just hope that you don’t mess up And end up dead I’m locked and loaded With guns in hand I’m prepared as I’ll ever be I’m gonna make it out of here eventually All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory The battles are far from over Still on guard, ready to defend Every corner I turn It gives them a new chance To catch me off guard And rip me apart I’ve got a lot of scars and marks Barely scraped through some of my past fights At the last moments I was able to turn the tides How much longer Can I keep myself alive I guess the future holds the secrets Just gotta keep moving Until I find the exit light And break free of this apocalyptic dream All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory I’m panting Taking a deep breath Bite wounds in my leg Hellhounds found me out All is lost now Guns are out of reach Might as well accept my fate Just give in Let the monsters win Sometimes you can’t beat a sin Unless you devote your unconditional love to him This was something I never did So where I’m going is uncertain Now it’s finally time to Let the curtain close Shut my eyes This is it I’m torn to bits All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chased me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees I died alone here in purgatory (To be continued...) ©2018 Written By Benji James
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Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 9:32 AM UTC
Purgatory
Nothing on me to light a fire In this dark place Only my instincts can save me A shattered heart and torn soul But I’m still holding on There’s not much hope But I hold faith That one day I’ll make it free From this place I’ll do everything it takes To get out of here alive It’s not as easy as it sounds The hardest things take time And this is an endless war Between a conscious mind Of doubts and regrets That fill an insomniacs head All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory Can you hear the howls, screams and cries Deafening to the ears It’ll make you tremble and shake You can’t give into fear Or you won’t make it alive out of here I’ve been facing down monsters one at a time Too many at once and they’ll eat you alive It’s not easy to decide Which one will be next Just hope that you don’t mess up And end up dead I’m locked and loaded With guns in hand I’m prepared as I’ll ever be I’m gonna make it out of here eventually All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory The battles are far from over Still on guard, ready to defend Every corner I turn It gives them a new chance To catch me off guard And rip me apart I’ve got a lot of scars and marks Barely scraped through some of my past fights At the last moments I was able to turn the tides How much longer Can I keep myself alive I guess the future holds the secrets Just gotta keep moving Until I find the exit light And break free of this apocalyptic dream All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory I’m panting Taking a deep breath Bite wounds in my leg Hellhounds found me out All is lost now Guns are out of reach Might as well accept my fate Just give in Let the monsters win Sometimes you can’t beat a sin Unless you devote your unconditional love to him This was something I never did So where I’m going is uncertain Now it’s finally time to Let the curtain close Shut my eyes This is it I’m torn to bits All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chased me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees I died alone here in purgatory (To be continued...) ©2018 Written By Benji James
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Blanket of Snow On A Hill In the state of NY upon a hill A Blanket of Snow was so real Right before my very eyes A blanket of snow a surprise On my way to another state This photograph I had to take Nothing moving not a sound A blanket of snow on ground On the ground the snow lies Glittering before my eyes Every branch on every tree Snow covered I could see The beauty of New York City A Blanket of Snow so pretty How I will forever behold It's beauty from the road The winter wind it doth blow Through the trees and snow Blowing through leafless trees Calms ones spirit right at ease Softly singing a calm melody Beckons the call for all to see The chill of the morning snow Fills the air of Gods pure glow All white down the mountain A stream of frozen fountain Snow on hill will fade away To brighten Gods given day Picture perfect it doth seem Only something you'd dream Words hardly cannot convey Of the beauty I saw that day WrittenBy: Barbie Kirk 03-01-15 7:25pm - See more at: http://allpoetry.com/poem/11928026-Blanket-of-Snow-On-A-Hill-by-RainbowBlessings#sthash.phXAT515.dpuf
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 1:29 AM UTC
Blanket of Snow On A Hill
A green pond In a leafless park Held with an iron bond His stagnant equilibrium. ©LazharBouazzi, 5 August, 2018
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Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 9:53 AM UTC
Pond in The Belvédère Park, Downtown Tunis, On 4 August, 2018
I Go on, high ship, since now, upon the shore, The snake has left its skin upon the floor. Key West sank downward under massive clouds And silvers and greens spread over the sea. The moon Is at the mast-head and the past is dead. Her mind will never speak to me again. I am free. High above the mast the moon Rides clear of her mind and the waves make a refrain Of this: that the snake has shed its skin upon The floor. Go on through the darkness. The waves. fly back II Her mind had bound me round. The palms were hot As if I lived in ashen ground, as if The leaves in which the wind kept up its sound From my North of cold whistled in a sepulchral South, Her South of pine and coral and coraline sea, Her home, not mine, in the ever-freshened Keys, Her days, her oceanic nights, calling For music, for whisperings from the reefs. How content I shall be in the North to which I sail And to feel sure and to forget the bleaching sand ... III I hated the weathery yawl from which the pools Disclosed the sea floor and the wilderness Of waving weeds. I hated the vivid blooms Curled over the shadowless hut, the rust and bones, The trees likes bones and the leaves half sand, half sun. To stand here on the deck in the dark and say Farewell and to know that that land is forever gone And that she will not follow in any word Or look, nor ever again in thought, except That I loved her once ... Farewell. Go on, high ship. IV My North is leafless and lies in a wintry slime Both of men and clouds, a slime of men in crowds. The men are moving as the water moves, This darkened water cloven by sullen swells Against your sides, then shoving and slithering, The darkness shattered, turbulent with foam. To be free again, to return to the violent mind That is their mind, these men, and that will bind Me round, carry me, misty deck, carry me To the cold, go on, high ship, go on, plunge on.
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Farewell to Florida
I Go on, high ship, since now, upon the shore, The snake has left its skin upon the floor. Key West sank downward under massive clouds And silvers and greens spread over the sea. The moon Is at the mast-head and the past is dead. Her mind will never speak to me again. I am free. High above the mast the moon Rides clear of her mind and the waves make a refrain Of this: that the snake has shed its skin upon The floor. Go on through the darkness. The waves. fly back II Her mind had bound me round. The palms were hot As if I lived in ashen ground, as if The leaves in which the wind kept up its sound From my North of cold whistled in a sepulchral South, Her South of pine and coral and coraline sea, Her home, not mine, in the ever-freshened Keys, Her days, her oceanic nights, calling For music, for whisperings from the reefs. How content I shall be in the North to which I sail And to feel sure and to forget the bleaching sand ... III I hated the weathery yawl from which the pools Disclosed the sea floor and the wilderness Of waving weeds. I hated the vivid blooms Curled over the shadowless hut, the rust and bones, The trees likes bones and the leaves half sand, half sun. To stand here on the deck in the dark and say Farewell and to know that that land is forever gone And that she will not follow in any word Or look, nor ever again in thought, except That I loved her once ... Farewell. Go on, high ship. IV My North is leafless and lies in a wintry slime Both of men and clouds, a slime of men in crowds. The men are moving as the water moves, This darkened water cloven by sullen swells Against your sides, then shoving and slithering, The darkness shattered, turbulent with foam. To be free again, to return to the violent mind That is their mind, these men, and that will bind Me round, carry me, misty deck, carry me To the cold, go on, high ship, go on, plunge on.
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The shadows have their seasons, too. The feathery web the budding maples cast down upon the sullen lawn bears but a faint relation to high summer's umbrageous weight and tunnellike continuum- black leached from green, deep pools wherein a globe of gnats revolves as airy as an astrolabe. The thinning shade of autumn is an inherited Oriental, red worn to pink, nap worn to thread. Shadows on snow look blue. The skier, exultant at the summit, sees his poles elongate toward the valley: thus each blade of grass projects another opposite the sun, and in marshes the mesh is infinite, as the winged eclipse an eagle in flight drags across the desert floor is infinitesimal. And shadows on water!- the beech bough bent to the speckled lake where silt motes flicker gold, or the steel dock underslung with a submarine that trembles, its ladder stiffened by air. And loveliest, because least looked-for, gray on gray, the stripes the pearl-white winter sun hung low beneath the leafless wood draws out from trunk to trunk across the road like a stairway that does not rise.
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Penumbrae
There is a sequence of small events, signs; that as they occur point us in the direction of the mid-winter festival. This morning: the first snow; iced rain, not the soft down-like floaty stuff, but hard crystal-shaped foot-crunching shards. Yesterday, it was on with the wooly hat, the padded waistcoat and a more than just sprightly walk in a park of leafless trees. Everywhere, a damp coldness.   Sitting companionably after the meal, a fire spitting in the hearth had brought a glow to her cheeks. She was replete with glowness, her speech dancing too and fro after the family phone calls of a Sunday night. Outside, the sound of wind against the house.   Settling herself against him, feet tucked under his reclining body, she tells him about her niece, a birthday girl just two last week. This little one was touchingly innocent of what happens on a birthday. She knew it was coming, next week, soon, then tomorrow. Imagine her the night before: just think you'll wake up and be two! And that's what this birthday business is? She wakes and there is something special in the air, her sister smile-full, bouncy with expectation. Her parents’ voices are louder than usual, there are bigger hugs and longer kisses.  Birthday, birthday, birthday. Her grandparents arrive. More hugs. THEN her father appears with a cake! It's only just after breakfast, but the large people are having coffee and there's her juice cup and a cake! Birthday, birthday, birthday shouts her sister. For me, a cake for me? My cake? Daddy lights the candles! Oh, oh, oh. This is . . .  and something wrapped in pretty paper is being handed to me. Her sister, being wonderfully sisterly shows her how to remove the wrapping. A book! Read it to me now, now, please. It's my birthday, now.   This is a sign he thinks later when in bed she folds herself to him, arranges his arms and hands to hold her into sleep, still glowing a little. This is surely a sign. A child's discovery of the birth day. The joy it brings, the way it lights up our lives. And never again will her father see quite that measure of surprise and delight in his daughter's face. Next year she'll be full of expectation, know all about birthdays  . . and be three.
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Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 1:56 AM UTC
Verity
There is a sequence of small events, signs; that as they occur point us in the direction of the mid-winter festival. This morning: the first snow; iced rain, not the soft down-like floaty stuff, but hard crystal-shaped foot-crunching shards. Yesterday, it was on with the wooly hat, the padded waistcoat and a more than just sprightly walk in a park of leafless trees. Everywhere, a damp coldness.   Sitting companionably after the meal, a fire spitting in the hearth had brought a glow to her cheeks. She was replete with glowness, her speech dancing too and fro after the family phone calls of a Sunday night. Outside, the sound of wind against the house.   Settling herself against him, feet tucked under his reclining body, she tells him about her niece, a birthday girl just two last week. This little one was touchingly innocent of what happens on a birthday. She knew it was coming, next week, soon, then tomorrow. Imagine her the night before: just think you'll wake up and be two! And that's what this birthday business is? She wakes and there is something special in the air, her sister smile-full, bouncy with expectation. Her parents’ voices are louder than usual, there are bigger hugs and longer kisses.  Birthday, birthday, birthday. Her grandparents arrive. More hugs. THEN her father appears with a cake! It's only just after breakfast, but the large people are having coffee and there's her juice cup and a cake! Birthday, birthday, birthday shouts her sister. For me, a cake for me? My cake? Daddy lights the candles! Oh, oh, oh. This is . . .  and something wrapped in pretty paper is being handed to me. Her sister, being wonderfully sisterly shows her how to remove the wrapping. A book! Read it to me now, now, please. It's my birthday, now.   This is a sign he thinks later when in bed she folds herself to him, arranges his arms and hands to hold her into sleep, still glowing a little. This is surely a sign. A child's discovery of the birth day. The joy it brings, the way it lights up our lives. And never again will her father see quite that measure of surprise and delight in his daughter's face. Next year she'll be full of expectation, know all about birthdays  . . and be three.
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The full moon caught a glimpse where the billowed clouds parted Saucer size Dogwood blossoms echoed an urging reflection through wide open window ; the diffused moonlight reached in touching the open palms enduring in an empty void lay down beside Softly burnished reflections lighten blanched flesh petals swaying in the wakened      spring cadence Rhinestone memories tethered from somewhere above ; as if manipulating puppet strings dangling down through the seesaw cloud gap ― scattering candlelit sequins like unmapped constellations brushed by the moonlight in the dale of your leafless ******* The fragrant breeze of your memory gathers a sweetest taste, teasing wishful thirsty lips into a gentle smile ... Tracing unbounded memories with wandering fingertips  upon your intimate canvas oasis in my mind Fallen petals floating gently across still waters induced by whispered breeze ; quiet reminders that ripple the mesmerizing silence with the lonely breath an unheard evanescent sigh   The open window let the moonlight in, illuminating lingering shadows of the past ... you feel the waft of spring breathe ... but you just can't help where the wind blows Jesse e. Stillwater
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 1:09 PM UTC
Moonlit Dogwood Petals
Creaming leaves, dripping off her spiderweb branches as we eat dinner under the mustard sun, I feel her nervous as I eat slowly, she glances at my spiderweb branches and grabs my web. She spins her prey in my web and moves it slowly down, among her roots, where I feel gnarled and leafless. My autumn colors have vanished in her winter frozen stems, frozen in time, I stare into her mustard reflected eyes.
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Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 5:08 PM UTC
Mustard
Nothing on me to light a fire In this dark place Only my instincts can save me A shattered heart and torn soul But I’m still holding on There’s not much hope But I hold faith That one day I’ll make it free From this place I’ll do everything it takes To get out of here alive It’s not as easy as it sounds The hardest things take time And this is an endless war Between a conscious mind Of doubts and regrets That fill an insomniacs head All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory Can you hear the howls, screams and cries Deafening to the ears It’ll make you tremble and shake You can’t give into fear Or you won’t make it alive out of here I’ve been facing down monsters one at a time Too many at once and they’ll eat you alive It’s not easy to decide Which one will be next Just hope that you don’t mess up And end up dead I’m locked and loaded With guns in hand I’m prepared as I’ll ever be I’m gonna make it out of here eventually All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory The battles are from over Still on guard, ready to defend Every corner I turn It gives them a new chance To catch me off guard And rip me apart I’ve got a lot of scars and marks Barely scraped through some of my past fights At the last moments I was able to turn the tides How much longer Can I keep myself alive I guess the future holds the secrets Just gotta keep moving Until I find the exit light And break free of this apocalyptic dream All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory I’m panting Taking a deep breath Bite wounds in my leg Hellhounds found me out All is lost now Guns are out of reach Might as well accept my fate Just give in Let the monsters win Sometimes you can’t beat a sin Unless you devote your unconditional love to him This was something I never did So where I’m going is uncertain Now it’s finally time to Let the curtain close Shut my eyes This is it I’m torn to bits All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chased me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees I died alone here in purgatory (To be continued...) ©2019 Written By Benji James
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Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 7:30 AM UTC
Purgatory (Part 1)
Nothing on me to light a fire In this dark place Only my instincts can save me A shattered heart and torn soul But I’m still holding on There’s not much hope But I hold faith That one day I’ll make it free From this place I’ll do everything it takes To get out of here alive It’s not as easy as it sounds The hardest things take time And this is an endless war Between a conscious mind Of doubts and regrets That fill an insomniacs head All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory Can you hear the howls, screams and cries Deafening to the ears It’ll make you tremble and shake You can’t give into fear Or you won’t make it alive out of here I’ve been facing down monsters one at a time Too many at once and they’ll eat you alive It’s not easy to decide Which one will be next Just hope that you don’t mess up And end up dead I’m locked and loaded With guns in hand I’m prepared as I’ll ever be I’m gonna make it out of here eventually All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory The battles are from over Still on guard, ready to defend Every corner I turn It gives them a new chance To catch me off guard And rip me apart I’ve got a lot of scars and marks Barely scraped through some of my past fights At the last moments I was able to turn the tides How much longer Can I keep myself alive I guess the future holds the secrets Just gotta keep moving Until I find the exit light And break free of this apocalyptic dream All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chase me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees It gets lonely here in purgatory I’m panting Taking a deep breath Bite wounds in my leg Hellhounds found me out All is lost now Guns are out of reach Might as well accept my fate Just give in Let the monsters win Sometimes you can’t beat a sin Unless you devote your unconditional love to him This was something I never did So where I’m going is uncertain Now it’s finally time to Let the curtain close Shut my eyes This is it I’m torn to bits All these monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory Hellhounds chased me down For many monsters, I have slain But there were only more that came It’s just the monsters and me Stuck here in purgatory I’ve followed winding roads Hid in dying woods Snuck through the marsh Covered my scents with mud In this land, it’s always dark Woods with leafless trees I died alone here in purgatory (To be continued...) ©2019 Written By Benji James
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The seasons send their ruin as they go, For in the spring the narciss shows its head Nor withers till the rose has flamed to red, And in the autumn purple violets blow, And the slim crocus stirs the winter snow; Wherefore yon leafless trees will bloom again And this grey land grow green with summer rain And send up cowslips for some boy to mow. But what of life whose bitter hungry sea Flows at our heels, and gloom of sunless night Covers the days which never more return? Ambition, love and all the thoughts that burn We lose too soon, and only find delight In withered husks of some dead memory.
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Desespoir
Cold today but at least the sun's in play Out in it Wind talking through mouthfuls of white pine sweeping, swishing whispers just enough to let the chimes sing as bells without bashing-- themselves to dissonant trinkets Music-muttering, free Leafless shadows of the early spring cold creeping 'cross the yards toward noon where they disappear into a wood-chipper What the hell is with my neighbors? Why do people hate their trees? Maybe 'cause they are not theirs? Grown beyond them and their confines? My tiny yard so feral They probably hate mine too But I belong to them   and mine belong to me They curve around, protective my home of wind and bird and sky swirling cream 'n coffee one into another like   Music sometimes falling through itself into... Sure-- know how to **** a morning I let them live trees and neighbors ...as my mind smears into afternoon
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Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 2:42 PM UTC
Sun in Play
Winter, winter how we feel your icy touch The earth is now under your freezing clutch All that falls in our ears is the howl of gales from far The night sky is covered in grayness without a single star In the dawn, nowhere can one spot the buzzing bees       Icicles hang from boughs of leafless trees Birds sit with drooping wings in their woody nests       Within eye shot, no trace of any roaming beasts Trees stand sleeping in the biting cold And the sun has lost its bright sheen of gold From nowhere comes the song of a single bird On the slopes, one cannot sight the grazing herd Roof tops are crusted with flakes of snow Which the sun with sharp beams alone can thaw Piles of snow lie heaped on the barren ground And the entire Earth lies in a sea of ice drowned Busy streets and pavements are now lying bare People stay indoors and to be out, they hardly dare       The rodents have gone into hibernation in their ditch And life altogether has gone out of pitch In the smiting chill of a dreadful wintry night When through every fiber n’ nerve is the cold bite How we like to sit cocooned beside the hearth Sipping a cup of steaming tea in rising mirth In such quiet hours, one can peruse into the pages of tomes That will transport one to enchanting magical zones Or engage in a hearty chat with friends and family Thus turning even the bleakest hours sweet and lively
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Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 5:59 AM UTC
In the Grip of Winter
I can't help but call out, look at the flame! see it blush the highway bridges, see it burn my family name, it churns like a half-sarcastic love song on repeat it dances on the steel mill, makes the blackest smoke taste sweet it stokes my little leafless heart, gnaws the edges of my sleeves. because that hot bright tongue is mine, it's mine a winking message, a cryptic sign, the mad plumage fluttering above a gridlock hide a hundred hands snatching up from the skyline and even when it's lost in the daylight or the rain I still find it, send it kisses, call it by the family name.
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 12:55 AM UTC
The Flame
i a wee shaft of beam across a sea of chilly darkness: dashing on, dashing long a chain of disturbing crispy waves. a haunting pitch of sirens, of winging gulls. …then a whistle in the dark ii i have bled. and ever bleeding is resurgence. the stones are stained now not all are stained yet. but i can hold no more. no more. iii to listen would have been enough but spoke i to deaf-mutes, clayey forms. and every uttered little word faded like receding undertone. and then conspiracy of silence, misquotations, sharing of once too friendly shoulders. a nod would have been enough, or a pat, or any like gesture; they turned askance and i fled… fled away. iv back to my chambered shell back to my cradle where there are many whispers. and every fateful swing of the pendulum i reel and ride the wheel of fancy, embrace false idols like one fearful of his god if only to escape the haunts of conscience; tremble at approaching footsteps, shriek at every shadow. v i shall walk barefoot again past leafless stumps windborn, heated, and bowed, ‘cross an oasis grown desert dry, past anthills now dunghills, ‘neath rapid flutter of widespread murky wings, past cliff edges where resound pampered echoes, while arched in deceitful hues a rainbow. …i scan the blue… i pause… vi i await a lily-white stork or there shall be no curtain speech.
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May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 8:02 PM UTC
the barefoot stranger
On this sweet bank your head thrice sweet and dear I lay, and spread your hair on either side, And see the newborn wood flowers bashful-eyed Look through the golden tresses here and there. On these debatable borders of the year Spring’s foot half falters; scarce she yet may know The leafless blackthorn-blossom from the snow; And through her bowers the wind’s way still is clear. But April’s sun strikes down the glades to-day; So shut your eyes upturned, and feel my kiss Creep, as the Spring now thrills through every spray, Up your warm throat to your warm lips: for this Is even the hour of Love’s sworn suitservice, With whom cold hearts are counted castaway.
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Youth’s Spring-Tribute
In my graduation t-shirt, and it fits right, she finger-and-thumbs the switch on my desk lamp. Lights on. And I'm getting too thin. It shouldn't fit right. "No, no. I want it dark," I say. "Tell me what's off limits." Her eyes, big and wet with bongwater, wash over me. I'm pebble. I'm allowed. "Why?" "I want to know what's off limits so I know where to set my goals." I believe in love, even at first sight. Just not the eternal kind. And I love her when she says things like that because I created her. And when you create, and the creation reaches perfection, all you want to do-- destroy. Hammer to head. Crowbar to Parkinson thighs. *What's off limits? What's off limits? What's off limits?* I can't stop. Before I respond, with adolescent delight she tears me open by the pearl snap. She lifts her arms up. Surrender? No. She's a sycamore. I'm the wind. Body bare and body scattered, congregate at the inosculation of her trunks. She's a sycamore. I'm the wind. Wavering. Leafless. Pot-addled. And the breeze doesn't do it. And the seasons don't affect it. Gale force insanity. I climb her branches. Beard wet with her. She wipes her off. I climb her branches. I can't stop. Grows into me. Trunks entrap. Elevated, she. And I, well, I stumble. Hit the wall. Concrete, everything. I press her against it so hard, she turns to waste and passes through. I press her against it so hard, I can't stop. Autumn acorn fingertips, a river emptying to ocean, and she asks,"Is this off limits?" as she turns me sharply and my back collides with the wall. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she pounds her head into mine. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she claws my face. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she licks to heal. My will says yes. My flesh says no. I can't stop.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 10:16 PM UTC
Sycamore
In my graduation t-shirt, and it fits right, she finger-and-thumbs the switch on my desk lamp. Lights on. And I'm getting too thin. It shouldn't fit right. "No, no. I want it dark," I say. "Tell me what's off limits." Her eyes, big and wet with bongwater, wash over me. I'm pebble. I'm allowed. "Why?" "I want to know what's off limits so I know where to set my goals." I believe in love, even at first sight. Just not the eternal kind. And I love her when she says things like that because I created her. And when you create, and the creation reaches perfection, all you want to do-- destroy. Hammer to head. Crowbar to Parkinson thighs. *What's off limits? What's off limits? What's off limits?* I can't stop. Before I respond, with adolescent delight she tears me open by the pearl snap. She lifts her arms up. Surrender? No. She's a sycamore. I'm the wind. Body bare and body scattered, congregate at the inosculation of her trunks. She's a sycamore. I'm the wind. Wavering. Leafless. Pot-addled. And the breeze doesn't do it. And the seasons don't affect it. Gale force insanity. I climb her branches. Beard wet with her. She wipes her off. I climb her branches. I can't stop. Grows into me. Trunks entrap. Elevated, she. And I, well, I stumble. Hit the wall. Concrete, everything. I press her against it so hard, she turns to waste and passes through. I press her against it so hard, I can't stop. Autumn acorn fingertips, a river emptying to ocean, and she asks,"Is this off limits?" as she turns me sharply and my back collides with the wall. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she pounds her head into mine. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she claws my face. "Is this off limits?" she asks as she licks to heal. My will says yes. My flesh says no. I can't stop.
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early morning enough to catch the sunrise color on a snag of wool in a leafless tree in the wind seed to the chickens hay the goats and the sheep their turds on the frozen ground like coffee beans in the early morning
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Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 10:18 AM UTC
Homestead Morning
And the trees about me, Let them be dry and leafless; let the rocks Groan with continual surges; and behind me Make all a desolation. Look, look, wenches! Paint me a cavernous waste shore Cast in the unstilled Cyclades, Paint me the bold anfractuous rocks Faced by the snarled and yelping seas. Display me ****** above Reviewing the insurgent gales Which tangle Ariadne’s hair And swell with haste the perjured sails. Morning stirs the feet and hands (Nausicaa and Polypheme). Gesture of orang-outang Rises from the sheets in steam. This withered root of knots of hair Slitted below and gashed with eyes, This oval O cropped out with teeth: The sickle motion from the thighs Jackknifes upward at the knees Then straightens out from heel to hip Pushing the framework of the bed And clawing at the pillow slip. Sweeney addressed full length to shave Broadbottomed, pink from nape to base, Knows the female temperament And wipes the suds around his face. (The lengthened shadow of a man Is history, said Emerson Who had not seen the silhouette Of Sweeney straddled in the sun.) Tests the razor on his leg Waiting until the shriek subsides. The epileptic on the bed Curves backward, clutching at her sides. The ladies of the corridor Find themselves involved, disgraced, Call witness to their principles And deprecate the lack of taste Observing that hysteria Might easily be misunderstood; Mrs. Turner intimates It does the house no sort of good. But Doris, towelled from the bath, Enters padding on broad feet, Bringing sal volatile And a glass of brandy neat.
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Sweeney *****
And the trees about me, Let them be dry and leafless; let the rocks Groan with continual surges; and behind me Make all a desolation. Look, look, wenches! Paint me a cavernous waste shore Cast in the unstilled Cyclades, Paint me the bold anfractuous rocks Faced by the snarled and yelping seas. Display me ****** above Reviewing the insurgent gales Which tangle Ariadne’s hair And swell with haste the perjured sails. Morning stirs the feet and hands (Nausicaa and Polypheme). Gesture of orang-outang Rises from the sheets in steam. This withered root of knots of hair Slitted below and gashed with eyes, This oval O cropped out with teeth: The sickle motion from the thighs Jackknifes upward at the knees Then straightens out from heel to hip Pushing the framework of the bed And clawing at the pillow slip. Sweeney addressed full length to shave Broadbottomed, pink from nape to base, Knows the female temperament And wipes the suds around his face. (The lengthened shadow of a man Is history, said Emerson Who had not seen the silhouette Of Sweeney straddled in the sun.) Tests the razor on his leg Waiting until the shriek subsides. The epileptic on the bed Curves backward, clutching at her sides. The ladies of the corridor Find themselves involved, disgraced, Call witness to their principles And deprecate the lack of taste Observing that hysteria Might easily be misunderstood; Mrs. Turner intimates It does the house no sort of good. But Doris, towelled from the bath, Enters padding on broad feet, Bringing sal volatile And a glass of brandy neat.
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A canopy of gray covers all that lies below, The trees are leafless and barren, I can hear the bitter cold raindrops As they crash into the leaves, That lie dead upon the muddy ground, I see colors of only dark gray and brown and black, As I look into the woods beyond my window, It is a peaceful scene, Yet,mysterious and ancient , For some unknown reason, I am taken back to another time, A much harder time in mankinds life, But a much simpler time for his soul, A time when it was more quiet, Man was more thoughtful , The world more serene, Man more connected to nature, Nature in all her forms, Reveals to us such beauty, Such overpowering serenity , If we will acknowledge it, This scene that at this moment my eyes behold, May be cold and gray and portray despair, But it is as beautiful as a sunny mountain meadow in the spring, For just as the meadow is, This scene is a picture painted, By the master of all nature, GOD. In the beginning God........... Genesis1:1 RLB
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 11:46 AM UTC
The Scene Outside My Window
Autumn, like an Indian classical dancer, dressed up Arrives with soft rhymes and quickening steps She comes aglow, aglow with a rare beauty Dancing to the bracelet's tinkling song Her floating robe falls in deep folds around her feet As she mesmerizes all with moves full of grace Viewing the flaming colours in assorted display We are apt to wonder if Nature carefully saved up All that is best for the closing grand finale Autumn tints look enchanting all through the land With pervading green, offset by crimson, citrus yellow Flaming red, lustrous gold and a faded russet The air stays crisp and sweet in the ripening fields While stray clouds ramble in flawless turquoise sky When autumn is thus all agog like a frenzied dervish It gives us morbid pictures of death and decay The trees wrestle to free themselves of their worn cloaks Causing a cascade of withering autumn leaves Now they fall scattered in endless stream and lie in piles Like charred carcasses after a fierce forest fire The rustle of dry leaves blown by the wind Falls in our ears with the gabble of migrating birds Pale sunshine sifts through leafless trees of maple and oak All those leaves once stayed regal in stations high But now tossed out like worthless chaff They come nose diving and fall several meters below Spreading a hazel curtain over the moist earthen crust When trampled mercilessly by careless feet They silently mourn their thankless fate Graying that comes at the end of each autumnal fall Reminds us of the pall of gloom that awaits It is disturbing like the parting song of birds As they fly southward before the fall of winter
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Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 9:09 AM UTC
Autumnal Collage
Autumn, like an Indian classical dancer, dressed up Arrives with soft rhymes and quickening steps She comes aglow, aglow with a rare beauty Dancing to the bracelet's tinkling song Her floating robe falls in deep folds around her feet As she mesmerizes all with moves full of grace Viewing the flaming colours in assorted display We are apt to wonder if Nature carefully saved up All that is best for the closing grand finale Autumn tints look enchanting all through the land With pervading green, offset by crimson, citrus yellow Flaming red, lustrous gold and a faded russet The air stays crisp and sweet in the ripening fields While stray clouds ramble in flawless turquoise sky When autumn is thus all agog like a frenzied dervish It gives us morbid pictures of death and decay The trees wrestle to free themselves of their worn cloaks Causing a cascade of withering autumn leaves Now they fall scattered in endless stream and lie in piles Like charred carcasses after a fierce forest fire The rustle of dry leaves blown by the wind Falls in our ears with the gabble of migrating birds Pale sunshine sifts through leafless trees of maple and oak All those leaves once stayed regal in stations high But now tossed out like worthless chaff They come nose diving and fall several meters below Spreading a hazel curtain over the moist earthen crust When trampled mercilessly by careless feet They silently mourn their thankless fate Graying that comes at the end of each autumnal fall Reminds us of the pall of gloom that awaits It is disturbing like the parting song of birds As they fly southward before the fall of winter
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