"jordain" poems
this hurt, this pain-
it hasn't gotten any better.
I'm hoping and praying it doesn't last
forever.
feels like I've gotten left out in bad weather
breaking benjamin-
"birds of a feather"
I can't see
can't breathe
help me
please...
I need
someone
anything
stop this agony...
out of time
I've lost my
will
to survive
I've learned to thrive
and I
can't take another
surprise
I gotta open my eyes
be more wise...
but I can't see
can't see
can't breathe
somebody help me
help me
save me
or I'll be
forever alone
on my own
well, I'd rather be
me
myself, and I
but why
do I feel
a need
for
something I can't have
I'm trying to open a locked door
no key
but I'm not talking of ken only...
deep down, I know
the hurt has yet to go
I know
I still care for jordain
so...
what'll I do now?
how
do
I
breathe?
he's
no longer by my side.
how will I sleep?
I got insomnia late at night
because I'm up cause of
the dreams
they **** me
inside
no where
to
hide
and I
can't see
can't see
can't
breathe
help me
save me
or I'll be
forever
alone.
on my own.
Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 10:25 AM UTC
i wish i was totally numb and i could not feel
but the constant torment reminds me it is real
i'm alive
surprised i survived
i can hardly breathe
yet i still can think
everyday
i re-live the pain
my antedote is gone
i'm alone
so much...pain
why does it have to be this way?
agony, let go of me
I'm suffering
oh so slowly
i fight to take a breath
i'm so sorry ken, jordain
i'm losing my mind
running out of time
yet i still can rhyme
make the pain stop...
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 9:35 AM UTC