"jinxx" poems
Jinxx I can't say I know what your feeling,
But I can say whatever it is I've been there,
Trying so hard do nothing but tearing and pleading.
Why not talk about it? Come on pull up a chair.
WE ARE HERE JINXX!!!!
Someone here is probably dying on the inside,
Crying her eyes out, not for anything random,
But she is crying for YOU you Jinxx.
Please don't go Jinxx...
Your poems hit so close to home...
Not only to me but to almost every single person on HP.
Your words are inspiring,
Not depriving.
Your words are comforting,
Not worthless.
YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS
You are special to everyone.
You are special to someones heart.
Not just everyone on HP,
But the one who is crying her eyes out,
Sending you messages trying to reach out to you.
The one who needs you most.
YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND JINXX
Don't go leaving us all to wonder what happened?
Don't leave Creep all alone in this world,
Don't leave all of your 69 followers alone in this world.
Don't let your demons take control Jinxx,
Cause I promise you the ground isn't as nice as someones love.
A hospital room isn't as comforting,
A knife isn't the best of friend,
Pills aren't the only pain killers...
Sometimes all we need is a smile to be put on our face by someone we know who cares and we care about.
***JINXX YOU ARE NOT JINXXED FOR LIFE...YOU ARE GOING TO BE LOVED AND CARED ABOUT FOR LIFE...I SWEAR ON MY LIFE.
JUST PLEASE DON'T GO!!!!***
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 1:06 PM UTC
I'm Austin
I play guitar
I sing too
Music and melodies
Make the world spin
I **** at poetry......
Cactus
Hey I'm Austin! Bassist for a band called Demonized Angels. Two of our members have personal accounts you may know them as <Andy> and <Jinxx> They're cool dudes go check them out. xD I'm a loser peace out
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC
They tell me it isn't love.
That it's not right
that I fall for someone I've never seen before.
Well I have.
And you just can't
"un-fall" in love with someone.
I guess it's the way you smile
And shine, cause baby,
You are like a star
In a New York City sky,
The only one up there,
All by your lonesome,
Standing strong,
Shining bright
In the dark midnight.
Or maybe it's the sparkle in your eyes,
That shimmer like the sun
On miami waves.
Or maybe even the way you tell me those stories of yours,
Leaving me wanting to know more,
But of course I'm too shy to ask.
I'm not sure what exactly it is,
But I'm attracted
(The way north pole of a magnet is attracted to a south pole of magnet haha oops science puns)
To everything about you.
You tell me you want to be a rockstar.
Well you already are to me.
You tell me all your "flaws"
I tell you that's what makes you
perfect to me.
So I just wanted to tell you,
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, dear,
And
**-pulls over some mistletoe-
Oh! Look! Seems like we are "coincidently" under some mistletoe!
-grabs you and kisses you-**
I love you more ;)
With lots of love,
Your bizarre, clingy, and random creep,
Li ;)
Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 10:57 PM UTC
I can see the black box
I can see the flowers
I can see the sorrowed faces
I can see the tears
Jinxx, You were, no are my best friend
You could joke about anything
Make any day that much better
The toughest times make the strongest people
You may not have been able to see the world
But you saw people the way they are
Not by what they wear or how they look
Not by if they have short or long hair
A symmetrical face or a crooked one
It didn't bother you one bit
Weight, race, and gender, didn't even cross your mind
You saw people's beauty no matter what
Jinxx you were the best ********* basketball player I'll ever know
You could rock out like no one cared
Most of the time they didn't
You are the best friend a guy could ask for
I know one day soon we'll be together again
Some day really soon buddy
Remember,
Life is Good, life is great
Always love and never hate
Break the rules stand apart
Ignore your head and follow your heart
I know this isn't goodbye but it feels that way
I love you
Until we meet again I bid you farewell dear Jinxx
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 8:24 PM UTC
~You're killing my heart,
Why don't you love me anymore?
You have Jinxx but all I had was you.
I think you chose him over me,
But...
That's okay. I'm still your friend.
Always.~
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 2:06 PM UTC
You touch so many hearts in this world. You touched mine in the way I know no one else can. I am so lucky to know you and the days we shared. Because this Thanksgiving, I'm really thankful for you. And Jinxx. I mean this, truly. Jinxx is as good as gold and you've got a powerful way with words. I hope you realize your talent, it shines throughout you. Happy Thanksgiving! I'm thankful for you, and that you are still here. You are as awesome as you (which is entirely awesome)
I hope you're life is progressing in some way. You're still in my thoughts all the time (dude get out) jk I'm being lame! Just remember how thankful I am for you! Okay?
Okay.
And don't forget. You're the last person I would want to see leave me behind. I really thank you for the way each of your poems have made me feel. You are truly one of a kind, and yeah, you know it. You don't deserve what life has given you.
But I promise you,
“I'll think of you tonight~”
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 1:19 AM UTC
You stole my heart.
We laughed and we talked all day.
You wrote me poems that I read everyday, over and over,
Our days were the best.
SilverTabby, remember her?
Said we were, and I quote directly,
Perfect for each other!
I made us a den, and I took care of Dapplekit,
A day didn't go by that I didn't think of you 24/7.
Then you left me for a month.
You made me feel so devastated.
I don't know if you missed me, but God I missed you.
I was crying, melting, crumbling and falling,
Then you came and you caught me when I thought you were dead.
Listen, Chester told me you were dead.
Don't you know how hard I cried that morning?
Pfft, I've never cried so hard. Not even over all the deaths I've been through.
Yet you were alive. And you reunited with me the same day.
I was so, so happy. You were still my one true love.
I promised you I wouldn't love another.
I kept that promise, didn't I?
We chatted and had cute conversations.
You asked me, "How could a guy like me end up with a girl like you?"
You said I was the definition of beauty.
That I could make you smile.
That I was your starshine.
I loved it when you called me that. Starshine!
You loved me. You respected me.
You gave me an infinity in the number of days, you know.
Then it was HelloPoetry,
And Love Poems, you were on it! c;
I promised you I'd love only you forever,
And I kept that promise, didn't I?
The days went by slowly, and you took forever to come on.
That's okay. I'd give you space.
You stopped saying "I love you."
That's okay. I'd let you.
You loved Jinxx.
That's okay. As long as I love you.
Then you ask me to stop loving you.
And I'm sorry, but I just, flat can't.
I respect your decision not to love me,
But I can't stop loving you. I'm so sorry.
Forgive me please...
I promised you I would always love only you.
And I'm keeping that promise,
Aren't I?
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 11:38 PM UTC
~Please, don't break my heart today,
Please don't have a hurtful thing to say.
My heart can't take it any longer,
I only wanted to make you stronger.
I only wanted to love you forever,
I only wanted to hate you never,
I only wanted it to be you and I,
It's taking me all my strength not to die.
I'm not dying for the person who makes me want to die,
I just wish you'd let me ask you, why, why, why?
Hey, guess what?
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I had.
You've got Jinxx to love now,
Guess who's got nobody?
You're name makes me sick,
Why are you so thick?
You can always fix the mess you made.
You've blown me up like a hand grenade.
I wish you'd stop ignoring me.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD.
I never kissed somebody behind your back.
I never crushed over another boy, yet you jack,
With my heart.
Don't you know how hard you've hit me?
If you knew, you'd definitely come back to me.
I loved you, I really did. I'm sorry I'm 8,000 miles away.
I'm sorry that was enough for you to stop loving me.
I'm sorry if I'm less than perfection.
I'm sorry if I'm just words on a screen.
But good God you meant everything to me!
Don't you know how hard I savored your words when you said you wouldn't stop loving me?
Read them everyday, thought no words could be more true.
There was a reason why Hazel said 9 wasn't a ten,
Because emotional pain could hurt more than physical.
Losing you is by far worse than any pain of me dying.
I'd gladly die to get away from your torment,
But no, you're saving me for the perfect moment,
To break me down. To say goodbye.
Last night I really wondered why I ever loved you.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD!
And all I would ever have.
I hope you know I will never stop loving you.
I just can't get you off my mind.
I have been abused by my family.
Physically and emotionally.
I've been hurt and bullied countless times.
Yet I was always there for you.
So maybe now it just struck you that I meant it when I said,
You are the love of my life.
'Cause you are.
And my stubborn heart doesn't want to lose you.
Don't try to make me hate you.
'Cause it won't work.
I still love you in every way.
You're still on my mind all day.
"But drenched in Vanilla Twilight,
I'll sit on my front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I feel all alone."
I love you sunshine.
You can't take yourself away from me.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 1:11 PM UTC
You wanted
To talk to
Me?
"What about?"
I ask po-
litely.
Now to be
So random
With a random
Person.
But hey -
You're still family. :)
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 1:56 AM UTC