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"jars" poems
This is the easy time, there is nothing doing. I have whirled the midwife's extractor, I have my honey, Six jars of it, Six cat's eyes in the wine cellar, Wintering in a dark without window At the heart of the house Next to the last tenant's rancid jam and the bottles of empty glitters ---- Sir So-and-so's gin. This is the room I have never been in This is the room I could never breathe in. The black bunched in there like a bat, No light But the torch and its faint Chinese yellow on appalling objects ---- Black asininity. Decay. Possession. It is they who own me. Neither cruel nor indifferent, Only ignorant. This is the time of hanging on for the bees--the bees So slow I hardly know them, Filing like soldiers To the syrup tin To make up for the honey I've taken. Tate and Lyle keeps them going, The refined snow. It is Tate and Lyle they live on, instead of flowers. They take it. The cold sets in. Now they ball in a mass, Black Mind against all that white. The smile of the snow is white. It spreads itself out, a mile-long body of Meissen, Into which, on warm days, They can only carry their dead. The bees are all women, Maids and the long royal lady. They have got rid of the men, The blunt, clumsy stumblers, the boors. Winter is for women ---- The woman, still at her knitting, At the cradle of Spanis walnut, Her body a bulb in the cold and too dumb to think. Will the hive survive, will the gladiolas Succeed in banking their fires To enter another year? What will they taste of, the Christmas roses? The bees are flying. They taste the spring.
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Wintering
This is the easy time, there is nothing doing. I have whirled the midwife's extractor, I have my honey, Six jars of it, Six cat's eyes in the wine cellar, Wintering in a dark without window At the heart of the house Next to the last tenant's rancid jam and the bottles of empty glitters ---- Sir So-and-so's gin. This is the room I have never been in This is the room I could never breathe in. The black bunched in there like a bat, No light But the torch and its faint Chinese yellow on appalling objects ---- Black asininity. Decay. Possession. It is they who own me. Neither cruel nor indifferent, Only ignorant. This is the time of hanging on for the bees--the bees So slow I hardly know them, Filing like soldiers To the syrup tin To make up for the honey I've taken. Tate and Lyle keeps them going, The refined snow. It is Tate and Lyle they live on, instead of flowers. They take it. The cold sets in. Now they ball in a mass, Black Mind against all that white. The smile of the snow is white. It spreads itself out, a mile-long body of Meissen, Into which, on warm days, They can only carry their dead. The bees are all women, Maids and the long royal lady. They have got rid of the men, The blunt, clumsy stumblers, the boors. Winter is for women ---- The woman, still at her knitting, At the cradle of Spanis walnut, Her body a bulb in the cold and too dumb to think. Will the hive survive, will the gladiolas Succeed in banking their fires To enter another year? What will they taste of, the Christmas roses? The bees are flying. They taste the spring.
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In my own little world fireflies stay in open jars Flowers paint on their colors for the next day, And the moon laughs while it walks away. The trees speak of ancient scars, The creek brings up lost trinkets from afar, And the animals cry for freedom, But freedom is not free.
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Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 9:26 PM UTC
My Little World
William Shakespeare said "When I saw you I fell in love and you smiled because you knew," and this happens to us every morning. I put my lips to your chest, so I know what your breath feels like. So when I mason jar my lungs and tell you to take it somewhere I have never been, somewhere far, far away, and you open it up in Utah, I'll recognize the whisper of "I love you" under the 2000 miles it traveled back to me. And I'll wish it was you, so I could hold you into my arms and sink you into my lungs. "Love," I'll say, "Keep the jar. You'll need it every time I look at you."
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Sep 3, 2012
Sep 3, 2012 at 4:02 PM UTC
Mason Jars
Lost Love He remembers that day many sad years ago it was sunny out, but soon a storm raged. He returned home early from work, eager to rest and nurse a cold. Eager to see his gorgeous wife fix him a delicious soup and give loving care, a remedy not. He caught a surprise. Was it then a hallucination? To see her ex's car in front of their house, fanning the flames in his heart? Or to imagine the house shaking, or to hear love noises howling from the rafters of contempt, as her fireplace warmed tempest. He sure hoped then... it had been a misfire it wasn't. He slowly opened the front door, walking decrepit and sad, like he was in hospice care. He could see the final script playing out, more so the tragic ending the trail of clothes, her ex-boyfriend's scent, calamity, and approaching closer the devil speaking louder. He opened the bedroom door to their parts caught in honey jars and scarlet red on his tainted wife over bed sheets of shame. Their eyes catch, both flush, and tearful, as breathing stopped, his melancholy eyes asking why? Why? What about the future  lily pods, our family, house, kids ... and you sell out. What about being fresh out of college with our dreams, passion and honor...us. What about the bonds, pinky swears, pricking of blood marital vows. Her eyes had no answers. She cried, loudest as her ex-boyfriend bolted not before passing the mill. He closed her door for good that mournful day, dismissing darkness, opening his wrath for her in his mind, yet what words or light can be exchanged? Uprooted and lost, he walked scarred over and over by her promise and lost love. That was thirty years ago and he still walks with her ghosts, and it still pains. LR-5/4/17
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 11:31 PM UTC
Lost Love
Lost Love He remembers that day many sad years ago it was sunny out, but soon a storm raged. He returned home early from work, eager to rest and nurse a cold. Eager to see his gorgeous wife fix him a delicious soup and give loving care, a remedy not. He caught a surprise. Was it then a hallucination? To see her ex's car in front of their house, fanning the flames in his heart? Or to imagine the house shaking, or to hear love noises howling from the rafters of contempt, as her fireplace warmed tempest. He sure hoped then... it had been a misfire it wasn't. He slowly opened the front door, walking decrepit and sad, like he was in hospice care. He could see the final script playing out, more so the tragic ending the trail of clothes, her ex-boyfriend's scent, calamity, and approaching closer the devil speaking louder. He opened the bedroom door to their parts caught in honey jars and scarlet red on his tainted wife over bed sheets of shame. Their eyes catch, both flush, and tearful, as breathing stopped, his melancholy eyes asking why? Why? What about the future  lily pods, our family, house, kids ... and you sell out. What about being fresh out of college with our dreams, passion and honor...us. What about the bonds, pinky swears, pricking of blood marital vows. Her eyes had no answers. She cried, loudest as her ex-boyfriend bolted not before passing the mill. He closed her door for good that mournful day, dismissing darkness, opening his wrath for her in his mind, yet what words or light can be exchanged? Uprooted and lost, he walked scarred over and over by her promise and lost love. That was thirty years ago and he still walks with her ghosts, and it still pains. LR-5/4/17
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If you'd been here When I was young, You'd not forget What we'd have done. We'd climb roofs, Jump in the river, ****** neighbour's pears, Then skedaddle, Laughing with sweat-matted hair, Wiping off those grown-up cares. We'd bumper-jump in four inch snow, And never let our parents know. Oh, such fun we two would do, If I could stay as young as you. We'd skate and bike, Play street ball, Act up in school, Stand in the hall; We'd hike with jars Along country brooks, Read and trade Our comic books. Lie in the sand, Burn in the sun, Forgetting it was time for home. We'd never tire of our treats, And often we'd forget to eat Because we're having all our fun: If you'd been here when I was young. We'd play Tag and Red Rover, Flags and Chase, Then have sleep-overs. We'd swap tomorrow For daily pearls, Then swap each other For pretty girls. We'd be up to our shenanigans, Sleep the sleep, Then start again. This is the way We'd have our fun, If you'd been here When I was young. But now you're here, And I'm much older, The things we'd do You'll do with others; But when you need a  boost to climb, This old man has a shoulder. Yes, I'll sure have lots of fun, For you're here now. That keeps me young.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 8:55 AM UTC
If You'd Been Here When I Was Young
*Let me be captured by the night. Engrossed in the conversation between the stars. Syncopated twinkling like... thousands of fireflies trapped within sealed jars. Let me be enslaved by the moon. As I drink her glow in greedy insatiable gulps. Crestfallen... Her beam with an agenda... As the landscape she sculpts. Let me be ensnared by my solitude. But I hear crickets... Chirping and chipping away at my bastion of dreamstate. Persistent calls I try to shun that never abates. Let me be trapped in my thoughts. So I could harness... And immortalise them in indelible careless scribbles. Erecting and... Rebuilding them from the rubble of conflicting squabbles. **Let me be overwhelmed by the mess of my being...** Let me wallow Then emerge strong from this decrepit state of mind. Let me breathe heavy from my punctured lungs. So I could heal in time before true solace in this dark, I would find.*
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC
Captured
Birds of a feather, Not unlike me, Love fine weather (When it’s pouring tea). Manners, wine and dining, too. Mantis, llama, kangaroo. Overmade, they do make over. Things so brittle like the rover Sent to Mars, the Milky Way, Bounty, sneaky in its way. Inbetwixt the words they utter, They choose bread over the butter. Frying French and grilling Jerry, Jamming jars of juicy berry. Duty-bound, they bound off duty. Flock together! Fly, my beauties! Plumes all owned. And not one borrowed. Standing still amidst the horror… Jokes aside, and folly ousted, Peace preferred to putrid bloodshed, They, like me, are hard to find… Seems, at last, I’ve lost my mind!
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Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 4:07 PM UTC
Birds Of A Feather
In nineteen hundred forty-nine China was won by Mao Tse-tung Chiang Kai-shek's army ran away They were waiting there in Thailand yesterday Supported by the CIA Pushing junk down Thailand way First they stole from the Meo Tribes Up in the hills they started taking bribes Then they sent their soldiers up to Shan Collecting ***** to send to The Man Pushing junk in Bangkok yesterday Supported by the CIA Brought their jam on mule trains down To Chiang Rai that's a railroad town Sold it next to the police chief brain He took it to town on the choochoo train Trafficking dope to Bangkok all day Supported by the CIA The policeman's name was Mr. Phao He peddled dope grand scale and how Chief of border customs paid By Central Intelligence's U.S. A.I.D. The whole operation, Newspapers say Supported by the CIA He got so sloppy & peddled so loose He busted himself & cooked his own goose Took the reward for an ***** load Seizing his own haul which same he resold Big time pusher for a decade turned grey Working for the CIA Touby Lyfong he worked for the French A big fat man liked to dine & ***** Prince of the Meos he grew black mud Till ***** flowed through the land like a flood Communists came and chased the French away So Touby took a job with the CIA The whole operation fell in to chaos Till U.S. Intelligence came into Laos I'll tell you no lie I'm a true American Our big pusher there was Phoumi Nosovan All them Princes in a power play But Phoumi was the man for the CIA And his best friend General Vang Pao Ran the Meo army like a sacred cow Helicopter smugglers filled Long Cheng's bars In Xieng Quang province on the Plain of Jars It started in secret they were fighting yesterday Clandestine secret army of the CIA All through the Sixties the Dope flew free Thru Tan Son Nhut Saigon to Marshal Ky Air America followed through Transporting confiture for President Thieu All these Dealers were decades and yesterday The Indochinese mob of the U.S. CIA Operation Haylift Offisir Wm. Colby Saw Marshal Ky fly ***** Mr. Mustard told me Indochina desk he was Chief of ***** Tricks "Hitchhiking" with dope pushers was how he got his fix Subsidizing traffickers to drive the Reds away Till Colby was the head of the CIA January 1972
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CIA Dope Calypso
In nineteen hundred forty-nine China was won by Mao Tse-tung Chiang Kai-shek's army ran away They were waiting there in Thailand yesterday Supported by the CIA Pushing junk down Thailand way First they stole from the Meo Tribes Up in the hills they started taking bribes Then they sent their soldiers up to Shan Collecting ***** to send to The Man Pushing junk in Bangkok yesterday Supported by the CIA Brought their jam on mule trains down To Chiang Rai that's a railroad town Sold it next to the police chief brain He took it to town on the choochoo train Trafficking dope to Bangkok all day Supported by the CIA The policeman's name was Mr. Phao He peddled dope grand scale and how Chief of border customs paid By Central Intelligence's U.S. A.I.D. The whole operation, Newspapers say Supported by the CIA He got so sloppy & peddled so loose He busted himself & cooked his own goose Took the reward for an ***** load Seizing his own haul which same he resold Big time pusher for a decade turned grey Working for the CIA Touby Lyfong he worked for the French A big fat man liked to dine & ***** Prince of the Meos he grew black mud Till ***** flowed through the land like a flood Communists came and chased the French away So Touby took a job with the CIA The whole operation fell in to chaos Till U.S. Intelligence came into Laos I'll tell you no lie I'm a true American Our big pusher there was Phoumi Nosovan All them Princes in a power play But Phoumi was the man for the CIA And his best friend General Vang Pao Ran the Meo army like a sacred cow Helicopter smugglers filled Long Cheng's bars In Xieng Quang province on the Plain of Jars It started in secret they were fighting yesterday Clandestine secret army of the CIA All through the Sixties the Dope flew free Thru Tan Son Nhut Saigon to Marshal Ky Air America followed through Transporting confiture for President Thieu All these Dealers were decades and yesterday The Indochinese mob of the U.S. CIA Operation Haylift Offisir Wm. Colby Saw Marshal Ky fly ***** Mr. Mustard told me Indochina desk he was Chief of ***** Tricks "Hitchhiking" with dope pushers was how he got his fix Subsidizing traffickers to drive the Reds away Till Colby was the head of the CIA January 1972
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Our family got the news today Our bubba's gettin' hitched Young Daisy Mae, she's near fourteen Got our boy bewitched He's sayin' that he loves her He's making her his bride She's the first to get him this close Though not too many tried We've got to get things ready Send invitations and make candles We've got to get the good jars out The one's that still have handles The minister is on alert We've got to make some shine Grandpa says he'll make some up But, it will not all be mine Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow This time there'll be no shotgun Like the last time for old Ben This time the guns are empty Not the way they were back then The banjos will be tuned up There'll be music in the air The cops won't try to stop it I think most will all be there The ladies will be planning Just how to serve up all the grub While Bubba has to find a suit And therein lies the rub He's never worn a suit at all Not even for a day He's only dressed in coveralls And that's how he's gonna stay Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow It'll be a **** dang doodle A hell of a good time It'll only be completed When they run out of the shine there'll be singing and some dancing Underneath the harvest moon We can't wait for it to happen It cannot come too soon There'll be readings from the bible Which the minister will read And as good holy Christians Everyone will heed There's sure to be some fighting Before the couple say "I do" I mean, they are both cousins I'm gonna go...aren't you? Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow
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Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 11:45 PM UTC
Gonna be a redneck wedding
Our family got the news today Our bubba's gettin' hitched Young Daisy Mae, she's near fourteen Got our boy bewitched He's sayin' that he loves her He's making her his bride She's the first to get him this close Though not too many tried We've got to get things ready Send invitations and make candles We've got to get the good jars out The one's that still have handles The minister is on alert We've got to make some shine Grandpa says he'll make some up But, it will not all be mine Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow This time there'll be no shotgun Like the last time for old Ben This time the guns are empty Not the way they were back then The banjos will be tuned up There'll be music in the air The cops won't try to stop it I think most will all be there The ladies will be planning Just how to serve up all the grub While Bubba has to find a suit And therein lies the rub He's never worn a suit at all Not even for a day He's only dressed in coveralls And that's how he's gonna stay Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow It'll be a **** dang doodle A hell of a good time It'll only be completed When they run out of the shine there'll be singing and some dancing Underneath the harvest moon We can't wait for it to happen It cannot come too soon There'll be readings from the bible Which the minister will read And as good holy Christians Everyone will heed There's sure to be some fighting Before the couple say "I do" I mean, they are both cousins I'm gonna go...aren't you? Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow
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open the door a man stands there with a smile the package he passes is not on my Christmas list that doorway sure is no chimney. shaking, frightened, it's finally time alone, i unfasten the bag, as if it's the first brithday that my grandma is no longer with us. this was the most expensive present i have ever received although the grantor is no ******* Santa Claus & that instant i recognize my existence lies in these jars. i outwitted mother nature if i begin consumption i live if not well.....How Will It End?
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Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 9:00 PM UTC
the lifelong subscription
Cake You can eat it too! My frying pan Is half empty Hate me Because I am good No! Because I am great! Michelan Stars Trips to Mars Candy bars Mason jars Drunk I am Said the can To the packet Of ketchup Baker's square I worked there Line cook nook Splatters shook! The kitchen man Burns the water The ******** fan Yearns for slaughter
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Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 12:26 AM UTC
I Am a Sourdough *******
The earth in which tired city feet desire to rest on. Plushly thick forests, be lost and never found, coating yourself in saturated autumn leaves that reflect the pulsing warmth in the golden sun. Your sticky honey, rich and sweet pools in mason jars, tempting to silver spoon scoop and spur morning teas. Or the mocha in newly brewed coffee, the bold and the cream swirling inside your crystal *****
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Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 1:32 PM UTC
To Brown Eyes
Meet me at the place where the sunrise and sunset are joined by the prettiest clouds. A tranquil place where times stood still for more than one eternity. Stretch out your limbs with Lotus hands and play the spoons for me. Breath out your life, then breath it in expanding endlessly. The mother of creation, the atomic act, the divine self, a metaphor for hunger. A life filled with space gaps, dust, prophecies and jars. A universal love that's born of dreams and fallen stars! The proprio-ceptive tools that launched the ships to voyage within ourselves. To seek out that illusive and wilful spark within our hearts and souls. Stretch out your limbs with Lotus hands and play the spoons for me. In that tranquil place where times stood still for more than one eternity. Meet me at the place where the sunrise and sunset are joined by the prettiest clouds. Stretch out your limbs with Lotus hands and play the spoons for me. Don G
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Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
Poem for Don G
Mary had a little lamb, two lobsters and a Christmas ham, a three-pound tub of chicken wings, seven bratwurst tied with strings, thirteen loaves of garlic bread, a schnitzel bigger than her head, four rare steaks, a dozen eggs, caviar and turkey's legs, strips of bacon, mushroom stew, chunks of bread and cheese fondue, and two whole jars of sauerkraut, (to clean all of her insides out). Finishing the pasta salad, Mary soon looked drawn and pallid. "I don't feel well," poor Mary said. "I think I need to rest my head." Then from her stomach came a moan, a straining, churning, twisted groan. Mary gasped; her eyes grew wide. She'd only seconds to decide. What could she do? Where could she go? Her stomach was about to blow! So, reaching for the nearest bucket, she retched, and then began to chuck it. All the courses that she'd swallowed, and the apertifs they'd followed, all the steaks and all the fish, each and every single dish came flying back from in her belly, filling up the bucket smelly with a foul and toxic brew, and no one knew quite what to do, so this went on for ten whole minutes till Mary had expelled her innards. When she was done, her eyes were red, and sweat was pouring from her head. "Are you alright, sweet Mary dear?" her mother asked. She didn't hear. For Mary was already off - the waiters saw her try to scoff the whole entire pudding bar. Now, this had pushed her mum too far. "Alright!" her mother cried, "I'm through! I've done the best that I can do. I'm sick and tired of all you eat. I will not pay for all this meat. I'm going home. Go get some help —" Then Mary's mum let out a yelp! She glanced down at her legs and saw sweet Mary there begin to gnaw! She struck the lass, but with great haste, alas, the girl had reached her waist. As Mary's ma was there devoured by her offspring, overpowered, she cried one thing ere final slaughter: "It smells like lamb in here, my daughter." Mary licked her lips and grinned. She belched out loud and then broke wind. She felt her tummy start to rumble - and calmly ordered apple crumble.
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Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 4:52 AM UTC
Mary had a little lamb
Mary had a little lamb, two lobsters and a Christmas ham, a three-pound tub of chicken wings, seven bratwurst tied with strings, thirteen loaves of garlic bread, a schnitzel bigger than her head, four rare steaks, a dozen eggs, caviar and turkey's legs, strips of bacon, mushroom stew, chunks of bread and cheese fondue, and two whole jars of sauerkraut, (to clean all of her insides out). Finishing the pasta salad, Mary soon looked drawn and pallid. "I don't feel well," poor Mary said. "I think I need to rest my head." Then from her stomach came a moan, a straining, churning, twisted groan. Mary gasped; her eyes grew wide. She'd only seconds to decide. What could she do? Where could she go? Her stomach was about to blow! So, reaching for the nearest bucket, she retched, and then began to chuck it. All the courses that she'd swallowed, and the apertifs they'd followed, all the steaks and all the fish, each and every single dish came flying back from in her belly, filling up the bucket smelly with a foul and toxic brew, and no one knew quite what to do, so this went on for ten whole minutes till Mary had expelled her innards. When she was done, her eyes were red, and sweat was pouring from her head. "Are you alright, sweet Mary dear?" her mother asked. She didn't hear. For Mary was already off - the waiters saw her try to scoff the whole entire pudding bar. Now, this had pushed her mum too far. "Alright!" her mother cried, "I'm through! I've done the best that I can do. I'm sick and tired of all you eat. I will not pay for all this meat. I'm going home. Go get some help —" Then Mary's mum let out a yelp! She glanced down at her legs and saw sweet Mary there begin to gnaw! She struck the lass, but with great haste, alas, the girl had reached her waist. As Mary's ma was there devoured by her offspring, overpowered, she cried one thing ere final slaughter: "It smells like lamb in here, my daughter." Mary licked her lips and grinned. She belched out loud and then broke wind. She felt her tummy start to rumble - and calmly ordered apple crumble.
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I want to take you on cute dates Like in the indie movies A picnic on the roof of a building With Christmas lights and mason jars I'll keep you warm against the night air And I'll always protect you The sun will begin to rise And I won't watch A sun rise is nothing compared to you Another day with you is another blessing I'll never forget that And I'll never forget to tell you how much I love you No matter how long we are together I could make a movie just about your eyes All we are missing is a flower crown
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 3:42 AM UTC
Just like an Indie movie
Growing up, I was taught the story of two men One built his house upon the rocks and one upon the sand And I learned the difference between humility and pride I was taught to differentiate the foolish from the wise Because when God sent the rainfall and the waters began to rise, The house on sand crumbled right in front of thoughtless eyes And my father would tell me, "Darling, don't build your foundation in the weak, in something that might die" But I've been constructing my home on gravel my entire life If there is a God Why did he let me build my house upon the sand? Why did he lay down every brick and let the nails tear through my hands? I am an urchin in the dirt leaving claw marks in the earth And my cries fall from my mouth and cling to my tattered shirt If there is a God Then why would he call himself a Father to me? Why would he want to break my heart and crush my dignity? He prides himself on the ringing in my ears and his mason jars of tears Instead of being my faith, why would God want to be my greatest fear? If heaven is where he is, then hell is anywhere but here If there is a God And he's my Father And he is so divine Then why did I grow up so sick and sad and tired all the time? Why would he instill doubts from Satan himself for everyone to see; "You're inadequate Inadequate That's all you'll ever be" My mistakes render me useless, At least, that's what Father says of me And if there is a God, And he's my father How could he walk away as if nothing ever happened, although I have seen it all before Because what happens in this House of Heaven stays behind closed doors He would enter his bedroom, and leave the door open just a crack So when he would read his Bible and show us how a true Christian should act I'd turn to my little brother and say "I wish one day we'd be holy like that". The mortar in my walls are breaking and the water is rushing in I wish so badly to repair it, but I've always been like this The dirt I fell in twenty years ago is matted to my skin The cuts on my soul since childhood are all I've ever been I'm sorry Father, for I have sinned And I have nothing good to show And I don't mean to point the blame, Father, but sin is all I've ever known If there is a God, would he let me stand before his throne? Would he take me into his arms and treat me as his own? Would he wash my ***** shirt and let me stand where the saints have stood? Would he help me build a house upon the rocks Like a father should? I wonder if I can build it well enough to reach him Because my current house can't as long as its this way If there is a God I wonder what he'd say about me I am the prodigal daughter you never learned about in stories
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Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
prodigal daughter
Growing up, I was taught the story of two men One built his house upon the rocks and one upon the sand And I learned the difference between humility and pride I was taught to differentiate the foolish from the wise Because when God sent the rainfall and the waters began to rise, The house on sand crumbled right in front of thoughtless eyes And my father would tell me, "Darling, don't build your foundation in the weak, in something that might die" But I've been constructing my home on gravel my entire life If there is a God Why did he let me build my house upon the sand? Why did he lay down every brick and let the nails tear through my hands? I am an urchin in the dirt leaving claw marks in the earth And my cries fall from my mouth and cling to my tattered shirt If there is a God Then why would he call himself a Father to me? Why would he want to break my heart and crush my dignity? He prides himself on the ringing in my ears and his mason jars of tears Instead of being my faith, why would God want to be my greatest fear? If heaven is where he is, then hell is anywhere but here If there is a God And he's my Father And he is so divine Then why did I grow up so sick and sad and tired all the time? Why would he instill doubts from Satan himself for everyone to see; "You're inadequate Inadequate That's all you'll ever be" My mistakes render me useless, At least, that's what Father says of me And if there is a God, And he's my father How could he walk away as if nothing ever happened, although I have seen it all before Because what happens in this House of Heaven stays behind closed doors He would enter his bedroom, and leave the door open just a crack So when he would read his Bible and show us how a true Christian should act I'd turn to my little brother and say "I wish one day we'd be holy like that". The mortar in my walls are breaking and the water is rushing in I wish so badly to repair it, but I've always been like this The dirt I fell in twenty years ago is matted to my skin The cuts on my soul since childhood are all I've ever been I'm sorry Father, for I have sinned And I have nothing good to show And I don't mean to point the blame, Father, but sin is all I've ever known If there is a God, would he let me stand before his throne? Would he take me into his arms and treat me as his own? Would he wash my ***** shirt and let me stand where the saints have stood? Would he help me build a house upon the rocks Like a father should? I wonder if I can build it well enough to reach him Because my current house can't as long as its this way If there is a God I wonder what he'd say about me I am the prodigal daughter you never learned about in stories
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In Grandma’s kitchen, There’s the old raggety rocker, The one that always tips back too far And my heart skips a beat as I Secretly enjoy the thrill. In Grandma’s kitchen, There’s the mounds of old recipes on The counter, yellowing with age, being Ripped from ancient editions of House and Home magazines. In Grandma’s kitchen, There’s the constant pleasant aroma of Cookies, chocolate chip and oatmeal raisin And snickerdoodle, the presence of cookie Jars that are quickly ransacked by us. In Grandma’s kitchen, There is the collection of teapots on The shelf, the daily weather forecast that Grandpa writes out every day on the table, The forest of palms and tiger lilies in the center. In Grandma’s kitchen, Time seems to stand still, and everything Is perfect, familiar, right. Even when the room itself doesn’t belong to Her anymore, it will always be to me Grandma’s kitchen.
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May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 11:54 AM UTC
Grandma's Kitchen
(1) The day she visited the dissecting room They had four men laid out, black as burnt turkey, Already half unstrung. A vinegary fume Of the death vats clung to them; The white-smocked boys started working. The head of his cadaver had caved in, And she could scarcely make out anything In that rubble of skull plates and old leather. A sallow piece of string held it together. In their jars the snail-nosed babies moon and glow. He hands her the cut-out heart like a cracked heirloom. (2) In Brueghel's panorama of smoke and slaughter Two people only are blind to the carrion army: He, afloat in the sea of her blue satin Skirts, sings in the direction Of her bare shoulder, while she bends, Finger a leaflet of music, over him, Both of them deaf to the fiddle in the hands Of the death's-head shadowing their song. These Flemish lovers flourish;not for long. Yet desolation, stalled in paint, spares the little country Foolish, delicate, in the lower right hand corner.
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The oxygen secreted from the walnut tree, the snap-pole green beans growing up the side of the rusty garden fence, and bags of aluminum cans stored  in the shed with the old cash registers from the antique store. These are the golden frames caught and edited onto organic film, etched into grey matter, projected from a foggy lens onto reflective marble. We abandoned the clubhouse because of spiders; they took the place for themselves after a storm. Our new abode was the patch of grass between the walnut tree and the fence in the back corner of the yard; shady, rough terrain from fallen walnuts, and the grass always had a slight dew in places. "The place where the snakes live" is what we called it when we were sprouts; now we could catch them in both hands. One night, the wind blew over the shed doors; flimsy, sliding rail, aluminum thing. We slinked in and got to play with the old adding machines, foreign tools, jars full of door hinges, and rusty hand-crank egg beaters. Eventually, the roof of the shed collected so many years of twigs, walnut husks, and foliage fallen that tiny trees began to pop their heads up from the clutter. Crickets underneath the gutter guards- two types; the black singers and the ones you have to dig for that will draw blood if they get a hold of one of your fingers. Sometimes, if bravery was roused and boiling, we would drift closer to the railroad tracks in attempts to catch yellow jackets, or even hornets. One popped their stinger into the back of my neck.
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 9:06 PM UTC
Cousin Punches
The oxygen secreted from the walnut tree, the snap-pole green beans growing up the side of the rusty garden fence, and bags of aluminum cans stored  in the shed with the old cash registers from the antique store. These are the golden frames caught and edited onto organic film, etched into grey matter, projected from a foggy lens onto reflective marble. We abandoned the clubhouse because of spiders; they took the place for themselves after a storm. Our new abode was the patch of grass between the walnut tree and the fence in the back corner of the yard; shady, rough terrain from fallen walnuts, and the grass always had a slight dew in places. "The place where the snakes live" is what we called it when we were sprouts; now we could catch them in both hands. One night, the wind blew over the shed doors; flimsy, sliding rail, aluminum thing. We slinked in and got to play with the old adding machines, foreign tools, jars full of door hinges, and rusty hand-crank egg beaters. Eventually, the roof of the shed collected so many years of twigs, walnut husks, and foliage fallen that tiny trees began to pop their heads up from the clutter. Crickets underneath the gutter guards- two types; the black singers and the ones you have to dig for that will draw blood if they get a hold of one of your fingers. Sometimes, if bravery was roused and boiling, we would drift closer to the railroad tracks in attempts to catch yellow jackets, or even hornets. One popped their stinger into the back of my neck.
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I was floating in honey. The viscosity of the substance Made it so that, while I still needed to work To keep my head afloat, I had a little extra support. So I didn't have to do it alone. And it was good. But my temperature began to rise. I became too hot too fast, and, Because of my actions I started to destroy the beneficial parts That the honey needed to remain useful and healthy. So the honey reacted: Threw my melting self out of its jar. I tried to jump back in But the honey firmly ******* its lid back on, And my charring fists Fruitlessly pounded on the boundary The honey had erected. Then as my body and brain burned, The other honey jars disappeared- Distancing in acts of self-preservation. I knew how I could get my temperature Back to baseline. I just needed a little help So I could work to get back to my normal self. But my actions had pushed away what I needed. So I accepted the fate I had caused, And allowed my body to fall to ash.
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Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 9:05 PM UTC
im sorry
island summer heat big backyards shared by three families with rambunctious kids sundresses, sandals, swim trunks a big mango tree and a merry-go-round with red chipped paint geckos and mud baths "boy's got cooties!"    mid-west plains' dry, summer heat Mr. Sun is our lamp well past 9:00pm Dow St., a giant hill covered in uniform houses, filled with the uniformed sacrificial spinning wheels, acre-wide hide and seek nintendo and donkey kong, fireflies in jars front yard mulberry trees pippy longstocking "lets' go into this 'cave' of vines" poison-ivy    southern peninsula, humid, summer heat above ground pools and trampolines a red brick house; the first home the first CD collection, Filipino food THE PARK, the sandbox lid drowning in the bayou sleeping in guest rooms, sleepovers a sign of status pelicans, ducks, fishing, sleeping in the boat; camping on the beach
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Jul 2, 2012
Jul 2, 2012 at 4:18 PM UTC
Summer Homes
Under the old house cast in conglomerate mix the cataract window and cracked sill broken joists and cross beams wringer wash and saddle set A draw string light brings life to the corner bench fowler toads and fingerlings jitter bugs and dazzy vance dirt planks filled with mason crown classics Buggy whip and whippletree shelved on the chopboard tackle and mucks stacked at the back horseshoe and jack rod bend the pike pole a sawhorse placed for the Martindale push Gallon jars and growlers prepped for the taking ropes and reins for transport and fest goggle eye jumps the flyer setting up nicely for the Haldimand town fair
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Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 12:31 PM UTC
The Cellar
relaxing? relaxing would be a sin against myself. see God spun and wove golden bits of wisdom in these curls that are mine. see these curls spring loud with songs of my Nubian mothers and war cries of my Rasta fathers. see these curls bounce proud to the rhythm of tribal drums and the foot prints of my sisters from Manila reside there as they roll lumpia between the coils and springs. see these curls have moved sandstone bricks cross deserts, building divine architecture so perfectly aligned with cosmos and planets until Moses told Pharaoh to Let My People Go. these curls have traveled cross oceans and triangles packed like sardines squalid below the decks of ships. see these curls have been ***** by the nasty ***** in the big house and suffered sun strokes in cotton fields. see these curls sing loud and strong. See these curls were branded and forced at gunpoint behind ******** barbed wire fences gassed to death in the name of so called purification. see these curls bleed the pain of fire hoses and dog bites and whites only signs. see these curls wont back down gainst no burnin crosses gainst no swastikas gainst no elephant ******** talkin all that jazz on fox and cnn. see these curls dance wildly off beat to straight rhythms that drone on in 4/4 time c major sixty bpm. see these curls are Mas and my Grammas. see my curls are too proud to sit back and chill and won’t take no **** or heat or hot air. see these curls cannot be contained in braids or scarves or jars of creamy crack. see these curls dare you to force them to coerce them to straighten up their act. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls will not ******* relax.
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Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 12:03 PM UTC
soft and beautiful just for me
relaxing? relaxing would be a sin against myself. see God spun and wove golden bits of wisdom in these curls that are mine. see these curls spring loud with songs of my Nubian mothers and war cries of my Rasta fathers. see these curls bounce proud to the rhythm of tribal drums and the foot prints of my sisters from Manila reside there as they roll lumpia between the coils and springs. see these curls have moved sandstone bricks cross deserts, building divine architecture so perfectly aligned with cosmos and planets until Moses told Pharaoh to Let My People Go. these curls have traveled cross oceans and triangles packed like sardines squalid below the decks of ships. see these curls have been ***** by the nasty ***** in the big house and suffered sun strokes in cotton fields. see these curls sing loud and strong. See these curls were branded and forced at gunpoint behind ******** barbed wire fences gassed to death in the name of so called purification. see these curls bleed the pain of fire hoses and dog bites and whites only signs. see these curls wont back down gainst no burnin crosses gainst no swastikas gainst no elephant ******** talkin all that jazz on fox and cnn. see these curls dance wildly off beat to straight rhythms that drone on in 4/4 time c major sixty bpm. see these curls are Mas and my Grammas. see my curls are too proud to sit back and chill and won’t take no **** or heat or hot air. see these curls cannot be contained in braids or scarves or jars of creamy crack. see these curls dare you to force them to coerce them to straighten up their act. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls. my curls will not ******* relax.
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i know it’s just the stress but the pressure behind my eyes feels like a lobotomy gone wrong they want nothing more than to pop out roll across the floor so you’ll finally notice that i am STARING AT YOU because they’re just circles you won’t ever see the emotion you won’t ever know why until you look up and you find who these **** eye ***** belong to and by then i’ll have ran away in embarrassment and i’ll come back the next day with new ones purple ones because you hate the color purple and i’ll tell everyone they’re contacts but you’ll know that those things in your drawer that you kept in jars because you love human body parts were mine all along and you’ll regret that day in the forest against that picnic table in that fall weather i love fall why did you make me taste blood my teeth are falling out now from chattering each time i come close to you i don’t know if it’s nerves or if i can just feel the cold from your sweat nerves nerves the electricity in your nerves in your veins in your neck let me rip them out oh please one strong grip and a tug and there they will come flying and i’ll attach you to every piece of metal and i’ll fly away and you’ll be my escape you’ll be my escape…
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Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 8:40 PM UTC
i am in your bedroom drawer
The Peppered Pickle Clown (Peppered Pickle Day) This is a story you may not know And it's banned in pickle town It's about a peppered pickle That became a circus clown He started out his short life Looking through a stained glass jar Watching his sweet pickled brother Become a kosher star Although his peppered pickled life was sweet This peppered pickle wanted more He would join the circus as a clown And be a smash that fans adored At first it started slowly No fans would call his name But a peppered pickle as a clown Well thats funny just the same As time went on he made them laugh They started yelling for him more Then a show was given just to him And a peppered pickle day was born All the fans they ordered pickles On peppered pickles they would gorge Then one day there came a time When peppered pickles they ran short The peppered pickle clown knew right then That it was time to make his mark So he made a deal with Vlasic corp. To put peppered pickles in their jars Well Vlasic corp. invited him To come take a private tour They said that he would relish it And be a cut up in the stores They put the peppered pickle clown In a clown chair and tied him down They said it was for safety As the belt showed him all around The belt went slow when starting out Picked up speed as it went along The peppered pickle clown was sliced and diced Vlasic didn't clown around So remember the peppered pickle clown When you shop at your home store He gave his life for stardom And thats why you now pay more Today is peppered pickle day And should be known the world around Made famous by a sweet delight The peppered pickle clown Carl J. Roberts
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Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 7:14 AM UTC
Thank The Peppered Pickle Clown...... ( Peppered Pickle Day)
The Peppered Pickle Clown (Peppered Pickle Day) This is a story you may not know And it's banned in pickle town It's about a peppered pickle That became a circus clown He started out his short life Looking through a stained glass jar Watching his sweet pickled brother Become a kosher star Although his peppered pickled life was sweet This peppered pickle wanted more He would join the circus as a clown And be a smash that fans adored At first it started slowly No fans would call his name But a peppered pickle as a clown Well thats funny just the same As time went on he made them laugh They started yelling for him more Then a show was given just to him And a peppered pickle day was born All the fans they ordered pickles On peppered pickles they would gorge Then one day there came a time When peppered pickles they ran short The peppered pickle clown knew right then That it was time to make his mark So he made a deal with Vlasic corp. To put peppered pickles in their jars Well Vlasic corp. invited him To come take a private tour They said that he would relish it And be a cut up in the stores They put the peppered pickle clown In a clown chair and tied him down They said it was for safety As the belt showed him all around The belt went slow when starting out Picked up speed as it went along The peppered pickle clown was sliced and diced Vlasic didn't clown around So remember the peppered pickle clown When you shop at your home store He gave his life for stardom And thats why you now pay more Today is peppered pickle day And should be known the world around Made famous by a sweet delight The peppered pickle clown Carl J. Roberts
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