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"irrelevance" poems
I’m in my prime; at the cusp of my development. A few more years of growth make decay a lot more relevant… *Glass Elephant, Glass Elephant,* Irrelevance, benevolence, Compassion, or malevolence; I’m one of few who sees it sums no difference. Glass objects. Or Elephants. Irrelevance, Irrelevance Striving for motion, with motive elusive Each thing I endeavor is far too exclusive I need something inclusive, objectively singular A sinusoidal wave with a mean lacking integers Peace in zero and equilibrium inclusion *Glass Elephant Glass Elephant* Delusions, Delusions
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 3:58 PM UTC
Glass Elephant, Glass Elephant
Oh beautiful for specious lies where Christless values reign; for superficial battle cries above the muted strain: Diversity, diversity God hides His face from thee— and frown he should, while planethood distracts humanity. How sad it is when victim groups monopolize the floor; enabling the marginals to agitate for more. Diversity, diversity, Your queer agenda rules— with Balkanizing tendencies imposed on witless tools. Degenerate in decadence the ailing eagle flies; in spirals of irrelevance through clouded toxic skies… Diversity, diversity the Left defines your terms; the weakened body politic grows sicker as it squirms. Oh Lord we need a miracle before the patient fails; celestial intervention please to purge us of what ails. Diversity, diversity We shall not overcome— Unless the Lord reveal His word twixt here and Kingdom Come…
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
Diversity Training
Two boys and girls unclothed each other simply at a picnic flush with wine alongside sun-flecked trees. The girls, easy as the forest round, burned, delicious, as the boys eager and nervous in unequal measure partly gave up concealing their joys at forgetting or remembering in flickers their bare bodies. It went on over nettles and half-hours and clambered trees and photos taken almost formally (on film, of course). And boyish lust, at first sinuous, a darting tongue, began to soften against, for instance, the sheer, unthinkable texture of the two girls carved now backward over the bough of a storm-felled elm. And there in the embers of evening they learned to thrill originally at the vast, gorgeous and astonishing irrelevance of what might happen next.
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Jan 26, 2011
Jan 26, 2011 at 7:05 AM UTC
Untitled
In tunnelled darks, pastes of reminisce Outward disjoint points to irrelevance Spooned and coned in cold mountaintops The darks of sorrows and trails of struggles Persistence patterns of self satire in gloom Sunken in identity crisis of broad oceans Stormy seas spotlighted by beatific stars Trajectory of spilled ice in recurrent motions A mere past cocooned by fears and tears Clouded in thoughts that cruise and decline Greyed white imprinted by sudden sadness Madness echoes on arched ancient bricks Checkered maniacs of fulfilled passions Filed and iced in cased prolific memories Cascades of sunshine tickles to warmth Orchards of glow that bloom and grow Picked, ticked and unpacked from boxes Attacked, nurtured and stored in bliss Eventful lessons unfolds in untold augury A mission as the known permeates and fade Windowed eyes all line up in parade Mirrored lights digest the haunted haste A stranger to self, an ally to another A dance of bright entwine a twist of blur
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 11:48 AM UTC
Checkered Darks (Lyrical Poetry Additional Audio)
On a night I feel has been well lived met is her sweet becoming gaze that savory ocular innocence built to shadow her soft, fluid, longing intent that whispers, "I am open to you." And so she calmly is and with my head full of rocks and irrelevance I unconsciously enter and sigh Once, again, twice more our love traces a metronome So soon does it become an inhale exhaled I lean into her limbs aside in a love extension a vital push through tension and the small red brook that follows flows to fill a page and rest a mind
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Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 6:38 PM UTC
Virginity
I'm writing this poem to be ignored like many of you I enjoy being a poet of keen irrelevance a literary luminaire of solitude a lost writing ghost a megalomaniac haunting himself a waiting oracle waiting for the occult muse door mouse to tap dance whispering night  babble or having a cooked chicken fly into my mouth while i take searing snapshots of erratic images puzzling them into words from boundless burdens of heaping intestinal bluesy aftermaths exodus of conscience   bruising my self like a ********* in heat on out of control run-on rants and blood razor drenched mysticism while real men drive earth movers drink bruskies and kick *** hustling time share Chinese handcuff contracts and up sell social justice platitudes fit for pie in the sky levitating hysteria lives shatter like red ice in endless cacophonies of skull clobbering effacement I'm writing this poem to be ignored and no one lets me down
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Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 3:32 PM UTC
Ignored
It coats my tongue in apathy, After the feeling I get from knowing it's irrelevance.
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 10:17 AM UTC
My Mother Tongue
I CAN BE WRONG AND STILL BE RIGHT IS THE REAL PARADOX TO HEIGHT A LONELY PILGRIM LOSES SIGHT OF ANSWERS THAT COULD BRING HIM MIGHT AND YET TO SEED THE ANSWERS CALL THE STALLION IS IN ITS STALL HE’S NOT PREPARED TO TAKE THE FALL FOR WHAT COULD BE IS CLEAR TO ALL THE ENDLESS PARADOX IN SIGHT THE TRUTH OF RIGHTEOUSNESS TO KNIGHT I FEAR TO SEAL MUST FLY HIS KITE AND PRAY SURREAL COMES OUT TIGHT ACROSS THE ANCIENT CASTLE WALLS THE DEMURE TAINTED SHADOWS CRAWL TO FORM THE MORNING’S CLEARING CALL EFFUSIVE ALLUSIONS , IRRELEVANCE FALL THE ECHOS FROM THE GROTTO SWELL LIKE MEMORIES OF ANCIENT HELL THAT COMMAND THE OCEANS TO RESEND THE LOWLY FORCE WITH WHICH THEY’D BEND
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Jan 22, 2013
Jan 22, 2013 at 4:07 AM UTC
Wonderlust
seductive effective cutlass sadistic serendipity and la la la licorice liquor lick her and plastic roses rise relentless resentment time mime rhyme desire sentiment sincerely aspire admire anonymous synonymous simultaneous symmetry molasses disastrous syntactic mirrorly Samir sincere severe severe la la la love na na na never samirly this way suicide sinister cynical silence stop and stare care and share love with or without violence sloppy seconds menace a menace minus a life structure dependence relevance relevance irrelevance sense tense and meaninglessness sincerely samirly synthetic systemic sense cents cents sense sense cents
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Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 12:23 AM UTC
Luscious
allocation of supreme alliteration illustrates perpetual contemplation and concentration that dictates a maligned mastication of federal incarceration of elongated complementary probation leaving you cuffed and based on baseless accusations conducted in aboriginal abbreviations masked task force concluding a course of brevity conducted in coordination then coordinating and copulating condemnation for a homeostasis of thought bought scolded eroded and shot inefficacy perpetrating cultural holocaust irrelevance somersaults galactic static of mathematical bombastic smack addict glued shut in a craft attic floral resurrection gartered section of ****** selection she moves fluid through unaltered perfection of cosmic bypass past the point of extemporaneous infinitude reciprocating fortitude of sinews congregating fabricating visuals of vitality soldering axonal membranes on the cerebellum and cortex simulation of sensual vortex demented fusion more blessed I am that which stands to understand the incomprehensible unconsidered options of racial conflicts the screaming round of unaltered copper fiber severing life from the living only now can we debunk the years
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 9:01 AM UTC
White Demon
A drugstore pallid in waning light, always illuminated in halogen halos. I am earless with music. Black metal loud in clanging sets and blows- foreshadowing the smell of cleaning solution, air freshener and the outside sweet at my back all steeped deep in the rip roaring undertone torrent of cigarette smoke blended with cheap perfume until I cannot tell the difference. There is a limp familiarity to the underlying odor born partially of personal encounter and- nestled in the hive mind of social experience. A distillation of regret and remorse, of lonely, of irrelevance; this black hole swallows my voice the way of my ears, eaten by rust. Four cans of beans, kidneys, in cans squeezed without any power against sagging swells melting into other curves and I swerve close and around guiltily, noting you only as the source of this pungent spring. You are smiling apologies ignorant of my apparent inhumanity- blind to my selfish hands.. Pinioning belly flesh, flattening, reaching and gaining attendance from a better man retrieving every dropped can. I’m retreating, shaken, tense to alternatively slacken. My sweat slippery palms with whitened red sharp fingers feel foreign and I am surrounded by razors then shaving cream, moving from shampoo to conditioner, the whole store is infected with smell. Staring at nail clippers/snipers clipping touch smooth sooth my tense mind- don’t look **don’t look** I can sense little else but dread drawing closer you are now crouched so close I’m gagging, taken forcefully-swept away in an olfactory flood roiling in rot, currents of solitude exude from your smiling sullen appearance when I turn to you fumbling with my electric ears, surfacing in a breath of Amish silence broken with simple request and I want to scream at you that I am not a man to ask opinions of that it does not matter what fake nails she glues to her body that she is excluded and I don’t know why. I choose swirls of cream suspended within watery milk, over childish lady bugs framed by yellow or dots of red alternating to black, an epitaph to a lifelike effigy.
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Dec 10, 2010
Dec 10, 2010 at 1:42 AM UTC
The Inevitability of Human Incongruity.
A drugstore pallid in waning light, always illuminated in halogen halos. I am earless with music. Black metal loud in clanging sets and blows- foreshadowing the smell of cleaning solution, air freshener and the outside sweet at my back all steeped deep in the rip roaring undertone torrent of cigarette smoke blended with cheap perfume until I cannot tell the difference. There is a limp familiarity to the underlying odor born partially of personal encounter and- nestled in the hive mind of social experience. A distillation of regret and remorse, of lonely, of irrelevance; this black hole swallows my voice the way of my ears, eaten by rust. Four cans of beans, kidneys, in cans squeezed without any power against sagging swells melting into other curves and I swerve close and around guiltily, noting you only as the source of this pungent spring. You are smiling apologies ignorant of my apparent inhumanity- blind to my selfish hands.. Pinioning belly flesh, flattening, reaching and gaining attendance from a better man retrieving every dropped can. I’m retreating, shaken, tense to alternatively slacken. My sweat slippery palms with whitened red sharp fingers feel foreign and I am surrounded by razors then shaving cream, moving from shampoo to conditioner, the whole store is infected with smell. Staring at nail clippers/snipers clipping touch smooth sooth my tense mind- don’t look **don’t look** I can sense little else but dread drawing closer you are now crouched so close I’m gagging, taken forcefully-swept away in an olfactory flood roiling in rot, currents of solitude exude from your smiling sullen appearance when I turn to you fumbling with my electric ears, surfacing in a breath of Amish silence broken with simple request and I want to scream at you that I am not a man to ask opinions of that it does not matter what fake nails she glues to her body that she is excluded and I don’t know why. I choose swirls of cream suspended within watery milk, over childish lady bugs framed by yellow or dots of red alternating to black, an epitaph to a lifelike effigy.
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Because Instagram is my medium, and because somewhere deep down--in that place that no one talks about--it makes me feel immensely validated: putting out my ******** and receiving little bits of peer approval in return... Because I still smoke too fast when I want that short indulgent rush to last the most, so light another. Because the Itunes visualizer is an assured source of inspiration when I am feeling small about the universe, and about the 5-ish senses that I am confined to, and because there is too much of me to simply be kept quiet; because the things I want are wanted too completely to shut up about. Because I am doing excellent, and I want everybody in the world to applaud me for it--for my relentless and unyielding grasp of sanity, which often slips without my sureness be-ing lost along with it, and because the wreckage is a comfy place to lie when everything comes down to it... Because admitting to yourself that you are addicted is the first step to recovery--or so I am told,,, and because denial is the first step one must fall from if they're itching to reach bottom... Because I am tired of climbing and have learned--among all else--how to enjoy the weightlessness of this long fall and the uncertainty it brings: uncertainty being my one true love, alongside mistress logic, who I truly LOVE returning to with open arms, seeking her comfort after a long long trip-- where I can walk winter without minding cold, and can enjoy seeing all the sights and all the Mad, Mad characters that wonderland contains. Because there is no 'character limit' nor is there censorship where I am concerned. Because I crave the criticism: that repetition is a cheaters way to write--and I want to cheat life's limitations and all social standards every chance I get. Because above all else, below all else, I want to clarify that--through every lesson I have taken-in since recently deceased December, and through all I have learned painfully, through the confusion and unrecognized irrelevance, Because the greatest thing that I have learned thus far is: I am learning.
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Allowed Indulgence
Because Instagram is my medium, and because somewhere deep down--in that place that no one talks about--it makes me feel immensely validated: putting out my ******** and receiving little bits of peer approval in return... Because I still smoke too fast when I want that short indulgent rush to last the most, so light another. Because the Itunes visualizer is an assured source of inspiration when I am feeling small about the universe, and about the 5-ish senses that I am confined to, and because there is too much of me to simply be kept quiet; because the things I want are wanted too completely to shut up about. Because I am doing excellent, and I want everybody in the world to applaud me for it--for my relentless and unyielding grasp of sanity, which often slips without my sureness be-ing lost along with it, and because the wreckage is a comfy place to lie when everything comes down to it... Because admitting to yourself that you are addicted is the first step to recovery--or so I am told,,, and because denial is the first step one must fall from if they're itching to reach bottom... Because I am tired of climbing and have learned--among all else--how to enjoy the weightlessness of this long fall and the uncertainty it brings: uncertainty being my one true love, alongside mistress logic, who I truly LOVE returning to with open arms, seeking her comfort after a long long trip-- where I can walk winter without minding cold, and can enjoy seeing all the sights and all the Mad, Mad characters that wonderland contains. Because there is no 'character limit' nor is there censorship where I am concerned. Because I crave the criticism: that repetition is a cheaters way to write--and I want to cheat life's limitations and all social standards every chance I get. Because above all else, below all else, I want to clarify that--through every lesson I have taken-in since recently deceased December, and through all I have learned painfully, through the confusion and unrecognized irrelevance, Because the greatest thing that I have learned thus far is: I am learning.
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Dissappeared as if a dark cloud decayed the body in a matter of miliseconds and disposed of it somewhere unknown.  Never did I see a single sign of being psychologically sick.  Not one piece of evidence to prove her existence. Multiple memories of her wither away slowly.  No discernment  to the delphian disappearance.  Very vague memories of her,  perhaps she was a vision.  Maybe,  just maybe my imagination  had gone too far with my mind. No! Her disappearance  was real;  but due to her irrelevance,   and exodus she was forgotten in the conscious  mind of others. Maybe its time that I finally forget about the phantom that haunts my memories, and makes me question my sanity.  Gone she is,  and gone she will be.  So the acknowledgment of her existence  is Irrelevant.  She is now,  and forever has and will be nonexistent. -V.H.
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 2:51 PM UTC
The forgotten
that’s the thing with those trophy wife types, never really mandible in *** like a jaw ought to be, too stiff, too anorexic model type: pooch pooch a handbag full of duck quack pouts of the lips. i like mandible women, scary scarred women, the types that will grow into fond babushkas and cook you a broth. ah all this crap with daddy longlegs walking into a paparazzi web of flashes is ruining the red carpet, i was about to frizz it up into cushion afro softness that would be quicksand for high heels. i need blotches i need survival skills that hold the skin together, every wrinkle, every passing jest of “irrelevance,” every amulet glow of feeling through the kaleidoscope of depression, jet-lag i call it, although i rather call it trombone, with the numbers it was bound to happen, leaving the mammalian kingdom and entering the insect kingdom, it was bound to happen, the lost identity tiling the earth, ploughing the eardrum for symphonies, it was just waiting... just waiting... like a spider waiting with the flies of the urbanisation of green & green... can’t change my mind... blotches on skin and bulges of missing protein on the hips... perfect girth for child rearing... i don’t like perfect... it’s supposed to have an aesthetic aura of an art gallery... instead it has an aesthetic aura of hygiene of a hospital; i arrested all the beauticians while talking to the paediatricians painting my nails with u.v. liquorice in this hospital of hygienic looks but unhygienic romping pompoms that swayed man to chlamydia.
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Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
trophy girls
that’s the thing with those trophy wife types, never really mandible in *** like a jaw ought to be, too stiff, too anorexic model type: pooch pooch a handbag full of duck quack pouts of the lips. i like mandible women, scary scarred women, the types that will grow into fond babushkas and cook you a broth. ah all this crap with daddy longlegs walking into a paparazzi web of flashes is ruining the red carpet, i was about to frizz it up into cushion afro softness that would be quicksand for high heels. i need blotches i need survival skills that hold the skin together, every wrinkle, every passing jest of “irrelevance,” every amulet glow of feeling through the kaleidoscope of depression, jet-lag i call it, although i rather call it trombone, with the numbers it was bound to happen, leaving the mammalian kingdom and entering the insect kingdom, it was bound to happen, the lost identity tiling the earth, ploughing the eardrum for symphonies, it was just waiting... just waiting... like a spider waiting with the flies of the urbanisation of green & green... can’t change my mind... blotches on skin and bulges of missing protein on the hips... perfect girth for child rearing... i don’t like perfect... it’s supposed to have an aesthetic aura of an art gallery... instead it has an aesthetic aura of hygiene of a hospital; i arrested all the beauticians while talking to the paediatricians painting my nails with u.v. liquorice in this hospital of hygienic looks but unhygienic romping pompoms that swayed man to chlamydia.
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God **** will you all stop with your pseudo-intellectual ******** please You're killing me So busy trying to fit fancy vocabulary Into the structure where your heart should be! There's no heart I see, and **** you with the argument That swears are not intelligent At least they invoke some sort of feelings Instead of 18 stanzas of irrelevance Your aristocratic airs are pathetic and irreverent Come back down to earth now, you drink coffee like the rest of us Another armchair poet pizza stained can stand among the best of us I want to feel the pain you try desperately to convey Not spend 20 minutes looking up definitions in a dictionary I want to know who you love and why Describe the scene around you at the moment that your friend died Stop it with your intellectual ******** please Simply describe to me how your heart did bleed Upon the lack of the presence of your lovers touch You try too hard and harp too much
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Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
Hey poet, you're not that smart
What tragedy it is to be human. To think yourself so mighty and all knowing, Superior to all other creatures. To stand upon a mountain top, And crown yourself king. To proclaim: I AM MAN As if it means anything To believe you are invincible, And strong enough to hold the stars in your hand. Strong enough to cheat even death. When you know better. You know you are weak and blind, Powerless to your surroundings and fate. You know to cower in the shadows of the cosmos Hide from the giants you stand among. You know you are mortal, Ever aware of your eventual doom. Always knowing that you will wither and die. That no matter how much you fight, You will die. And that is the greatest tragedy of all. What tragedy to be human To always be full of doubt and fear Yet wishing to be anything but To be powerless over your fate Yet proclaiming total control To know the sheer insignificance of your existence, The irrelevance of anything you do, of everything you know. Yet denying that truth every second To continue on Despite all the facts What terrible tragedy it is to be human
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Jan 26, 2013
Jan 26, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
What Tragedy It Is To Be Human
Flow so sickening Haters always get infected I'm up and away They down and out They cause arguments to be relevant There irrelevance will never be relevant to I
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
Flow
Never finding expectation to exist beyond the last known blip of the past, projected through my back, in tackled grounds, bound, in the banter of spectators, speculating the specifications of specialised weaponry, silencing the empathy, and seducing my enemies in the isolated idolatry of their stupidity that i sculpted from the scrutiny, that was wished to have eluded me but soothed my playful solidarity to my sickly game called reap and sow instead. We are all dead, all dead inside, residing in thriving wounds. Left unsaid in rhymes etched in tombs. In the lies of old bafoons I shall not fight, myself, as they do, nor shall i defy whats right just to eat tonight. I will fight until I am mine and sleep. Cradled in my shrine of thoughts amiss, in the frost of loss vs reward. I am torn, between torture and a vultures wait of the prize to pedal the pestilent pettiness to the edges of my testaments, in the truth of youth-less suicide, slicing social structures into cylinders to swing in circles around the room. Swooning, in my looming threat of self immolation to warm the heart with shopping carts of satire, killing the sad away. Delaying the the decay of hope. A stay of patience in my irrelevance,never hesitant in my clever projections of nothing. I feed you nothing But emptiness Shuttering in the sultry shade of my suffering and loving every moment of it. Saying nothing too much in things of such insignificance. Spilling the mizpellings and settling for wordlessness after a good ***** of belligerent arrogance. Im tempted to quit but my wick is lit and to submit now, would just put the fire out and i want to watch the burn.
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Dec 13, 2012
Dec 13, 2012 at 11:41 PM UTC
Fuel burn
Never finding expectation to exist beyond the last known blip of the past, projected through my back, in tackled grounds, bound, in the banter of spectators, speculating the specifications of specialised weaponry, silencing the empathy, and seducing my enemies in the isolated idolatry of their stupidity that i sculpted from the scrutiny, that was wished to have eluded me but soothed my playful solidarity to my sickly game called reap and sow instead. We are all dead, all dead inside, residing in thriving wounds. Left unsaid in rhymes etched in tombs. In the lies of old bafoons I shall not fight, myself, as they do, nor shall i defy whats right just to eat tonight. I will fight until I am mine and sleep. Cradled in my shrine of thoughts amiss, in the frost of loss vs reward. I am torn, between torture and a vultures wait of the prize to pedal the pestilent pettiness to the edges of my testaments, in the truth of youth-less suicide, slicing social structures into cylinders to swing in circles around the room. Swooning, in my looming threat of self immolation to warm the heart with shopping carts of satire, killing the sad away. Delaying the the decay of hope. A stay of patience in my irrelevance,never hesitant in my clever projections of nothing. I feed you nothing But emptiness Shuttering in the sultry shade of my suffering and loving every moment of it. Saying nothing too much in things of such insignificance. Spilling the mizpellings and settling for wordlessness after a good ***** of belligerent arrogance. Im tempted to quit but my wick is lit and to submit now, would just put the fire out and i want to watch the burn.
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leather of codes child of no garden I want to be trash shining metal bucket streets echoes of his scars crash deeply from his quick glance and words his crushed inner faces blow by me like shotgun shells flipping ejected a warm burn enters my ear and falls to the ground like pure seed there has been a siberian tiger heart perhaps a trumpet's bright coming tip in the night is his voice but night has no color, only the air of space and eternal infinite collossalness he has not been there, he knows I think I have been his voice hunts in silence the opening of his throat I never felt my neck arch as though I were angelic spinning holy pollen my feet are broken from my birth's uncertain angles my white skin is somber to me and it dreams of thick, muscular hair his back hunts me like a prowling silent perfect killer he has no meat for me in his most beautiful kind thoughts, nor ice I know he does not want my soul, its irrelevance like bad country music he glares at me his eyes are beautiful in their transubstantial wizardry as though I a child with no hope to ever be less or more this is the way beer cans bounce of cars better than wet silken ******* may rise he has felt his lover's wine fully enter him in his sweetest moments I am a child of no garden he would have but thoughts of exclusion are often only private codes of want his serbian tiger motion is utter but I am child of no garden until I can dance I know he so poignantly relevant would in some fierce and mad teach me of my father that I might be coddled beyond redemption my white skin he wants to giggle a soft stance or a minion of pretense I am fully truly what he sees, yet I cannot touch him he has no time for me I would see my heritage's murderous take he knows I bow down to his conspicuous innocence he has forgotten the child he knows I think I have been he wears a leather of codes I can never remember
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 8:51 AM UTC
Leather Of Codes
leather of codes child of no garden I want to be trash shining metal bucket streets echoes of his scars crash deeply from his quick glance and words his crushed inner faces blow by me like shotgun shells flipping ejected a warm burn enters my ear and falls to the ground like pure seed there has been a siberian tiger heart perhaps a trumpet's bright coming tip in the night is his voice but night has no color, only the air of space and eternal infinite collossalness he has not been there, he knows I think I have been his voice hunts in silence the opening of his throat I never felt my neck arch as though I were angelic spinning holy pollen my feet are broken from my birth's uncertain angles my white skin is somber to me and it dreams of thick, muscular hair his back hunts me like a prowling silent perfect killer he has no meat for me in his most beautiful kind thoughts, nor ice I know he does not want my soul, its irrelevance like bad country music he glares at me his eyes are beautiful in their transubstantial wizardry as though I a child with no hope to ever be less or more this is the way beer cans bounce of cars better than wet silken ******* may rise he has felt his lover's wine fully enter him in his sweetest moments I am a child of no garden he would have but thoughts of exclusion are often only private codes of want his serbian tiger motion is utter but I am child of no garden until I can dance I know he so poignantly relevant would in some fierce and mad teach me of my father that I might be coddled beyond redemption my white skin he wants to giggle a soft stance or a minion of pretense I am fully truly what he sees, yet I cannot touch him he has no time for me I would see my heritage's murderous take he knows I bow down to his conspicuous innocence he has forgotten the child he knows I think I have been he wears a leather of codes I can never remember
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Your inferior intellect disgusts me. While I have some trouble verbalizing my own, I know that it is far more than what you display. Your immature actions and juvenile conduct will get you into trouble some day; real trouble. You may not even notice, because you are too stubborn to face the fact that you aren’t a goddess. You have bad intentions and wicked tongue. Your fuel is jealousy and your eyes are blind. But we’re both growing older, and one day you will realize that everything I’ve done has been good.  Or maybe you won’t realize - if not, I will pity you, but I will have no mercy. We all have a choice. We all choose who we want to be, and I’m not disregarding DNA; I know it plays a role, it plays a strong one, but we feed on experience, and I expected better from you--of all people. You’ve been put through the same evil that you construct. Why? I only want the best for both of us, for everyone. You seem to differ. I’m not sure if it’s selfishness, envy, or determination to make a point, but it’s something. I’m not sure of its irrelevance to our confrontation, but I sure as hell know that it is irrelevant to anything else. So, why? You know as well as I do that we all have our different skill-sets, different opinions, and different incentives, so if you’re trying to prove something, stop. You know the human can’t be tamed once his or her mind is set in place. You’re apparently set in stone. Maybe I am too, so do you understand now? You can’t change my mind. I will do as I please, just as you will. We are a lot alike, you and I. The only difference: yin vs. yang. And you know I’m right. Your inadequate hands, reaching out, just so someone will notice. Well I notice, okay? But I will not submit. Neither will he. So, please stop. I understand your apathy and your care, but is it genuine or is it all a lie? After all these years, I feel that I should know the truth, but now I feel that I don’t know you at all. I’ve watched the change creep up your spine, and I don’t blame you, completely. I know the storm has been rough, but don’t you know that it covers the whole sky? We’re all getting rained on and all you seem to care about is your own umbrella. Sure, you may hand it to me every once in a while so I have a bit of cover, but I know that you’ll be retrieving it soon, just like always. I just hope that some day the sun comes out for you, because I want that for you. I want you to be okay. I want you to be happy. I  want to be happy. I want your interference to cease. From one empath to another: I know you can feel it. You know you can be better. I’m not sure if it’s fear of failure or simple carelessness that’s getting in the way, but something is. You can control it. I would never intentionally disrespect you; you’re almost like a sister to me, an older sister. So start acting older. You have a substantial amount of potential in this life. All you have to do is let go of all the negativity and you’ll be set free. Just like me. I love you, so please understand.
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Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 6:42 PM UTC
My Turn (Letter To A Friend)
Your inferior intellect disgusts me. While I have some trouble verbalizing my own, I know that it is far more than what you display. Your immature actions and juvenile conduct will get you into trouble some day; real trouble. You may not even notice, because you are too stubborn to face the fact that you aren’t a goddess. You have bad intentions and wicked tongue. Your fuel is jealousy and your eyes are blind. But we’re both growing older, and one day you will realize that everything I’ve done has been good.  Or maybe you won’t realize - if not, I will pity you, but I will have no mercy. We all have a choice. We all choose who we want to be, and I’m not disregarding DNA; I know it plays a role, it plays a strong one, but we feed on experience, and I expected better from you--of all people. You’ve been put through the same evil that you construct. Why? I only want the best for both of us, for everyone. You seem to differ. I’m not sure if it’s selfishness, envy, or determination to make a point, but it’s something. I’m not sure of its irrelevance to our confrontation, but I sure as hell know that it is irrelevant to anything else. So, why? You know as well as I do that we all have our different skill-sets, different opinions, and different incentives, so if you’re trying to prove something, stop. You know the human can’t be tamed once his or her mind is set in place. You’re apparently set in stone. Maybe I am too, so do you understand now? You can’t change my mind. I will do as I please, just as you will. We are a lot alike, you and I. The only difference: yin vs. yang. And you know I’m right. Your inadequate hands, reaching out, just so someone will notice. Well I notice, okay? But I will not submit. Neither will he. So, please stop. I understand your apathy and your care, but is it genuine or is it all a lie? After all these years, I feel that I should know the truth, but now I feel that I don’t know you at all. I’ve watched the change creep up your spine, and I don’t blame you, completely. I know the storm has been rough, but don’t you know that it covers the whole sky? We’re all getting rained on and all you seem to care about is your own umbrella. Sure, you may hand it to me every once in a while so I have a bit of cover, but I know that you’ll be retrieving it soon, just like always. I just hope that some day the sun comes out for you, because I want that for you. I want you to be okay. I want you to be happy. I  want to be happy. I want your interference to cease. From one empath to another: I know you can feel it. You know you can be better. I’m not sure if it’s fear of failure or simple carelessness that’s getting in the way, but something is. You can control it. I would never intentionally disrespect you; you’re almost like a sister to me, an older sister. So start acting older. You have a substantial amount of potential in this life. All you have to do is let go of all the negativity and you’ll be set free. Just like me. I love you, so please understand.
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Tell me, Tell me how, Tell me how I’m selfish, Tell me how I’m selfish for planning my ending. Explain to me how, though you can see the ropes tied to my limbs, and you can feel the itch of my scream in your ears, and ignore it, that I am selfish. “They took their own life” As if it’s a surprise. They finally retrieved the ultimate prize. The right to their own life. A life spent on somebody else, as I often restrict myself, “I can’t leave, there’s too many people relying on me.” Explain to me how YOU are selfless, when day after day, at any opportunity you remind me that I made a MISTAKE. How dare I try to abandon YOU? Was my mistake ever trying in the first place, or not having tried hard enough? How is it that a right to my life that doesn't belong to me, negates my right to a death, the only thing, that will ever be recognised as my own. “Here lies, Libby Preston, a girl who felt the need to take her own life.” I apologise for my ‘wrong-doing.’ I apologise that I took control of what should have been, mine. I apologise that you can’t think past what you feel inside your head. I apologise that you can’t accept mine. I apologise for the fact that the human race feels it has the right to end the life of another living creature, but do not have the right to do what they would like with their own. A death can rattle the planet. It will cause upset, naturally. However- emotions fade. Reality does not. We can dive into irrelevance, I will decide not to live a life taped to the sole of somebody else’s shoe, I will decide to live for me, and to die for me. Lecture me about consideration, go on, I dare you. Hypocrite. I’m ‘selfish’ for wanting a right to my life. You’re ‘selfless’ for stopping me.
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Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
A Right To Life
Tell me, Tell me how, Tell me how I’m selfish, Tell me how I’m selfish for planning my ending. Explain to me how, though you can see the ropes tied to my limbs, and you can feel the itch of my scream in your ears, and ignore it, that I am selfish. “They took their own life” As if it’s a surprise. They finally retrieved the ultimate prize. The right to their own life. A life spent on somebody else, as I often restrict myself, “I can’t leave, there’s too many people relying on me.” Explain to me how YOU are selfless, when day after day, at any opportunity you remind me that I made a MISTAKE. How dare I try to abandon YOU? Was my mistake ever trying in the first place, or not having tried hard enough? How is it that a right to my life that doesn't belong to me, negates my right to a death, the only thing, that will ever be recognised as my own. “Here lies, Libby Preston, a girl who felt the need to take her own life.” I apologise for my ‘wrong-doing.’ I apologise that I took control of what should have been, mine. I apologise that you can’t think past what you feel inside your head. I apologise that you can’t accept mine. I apologise for the fact that the human race feels it has the right to end the life of another living creature, but do not have the right to do what they would like with their own. A death can rattle the planet. It will cause upset, naturally. However- emotions fade. Reality does not. We can dive into irrelevance, I will decide not to live a life taped to the sole of somebody else’s shoe, I will decide to live for me, and to die for me. Lecture me about consideration, go on, I dare you. Hypocrite. I’m ‘selfish’ for wanting a right to my life. You’re ‘selfless’ for stopping me.
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I wasn’t born to write With every bent petal, and every fallen leaf, my ma’s sweet kisses And papa’s gentle smile I learned to write A five year old me was once fascinated by the loop of an ‘e’ and the playful swing of an ‘m’, The wide smile of a ‘d’ delighted me Words were powerful and mesmerising, now they lie discarded and ignored in broken stanzas of self proclaimed irrelevance I watch the black ugly marks That taints countless sheets of paper They surround me in a sea of ink That once flowed carefully and slowly A thousand thoughts with each single word Drained lies my mind, my breath’s not a whisper but a plea My heart pumps blood not ink, I’m not a poet, it says Incoherent scribblings mock me with their existence As a child, confined spaces scared me But now, a confined mind petrifies me with just a glimpse A pen stays gripped in my hand I wonder what it fears more My inability to let the ink flow coherently Or my arrogant ramblings, regardless And fearless of consequences While I stumble on disjointed verses A paper aeroplane is my best accomplishment In my two hour search for freedom and thought Who cares for pretty words and mystifying couplets? When the idea of a paper boat seems much more exciting -പ്രിയാന്ഷി ദാസ്‌
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 8:05 AM UTC
Eh, who cares?
Your arrogance, your pride. The tyranny you hide. Your fashion sense and flair, That bracelet that you wear. Your scent, your taste, your fingers, slipping along my waist. Vanilla blooms and smoke. Reach to my back, Stroke. You're touching, you're staring, you're teasing, you're daring. Look at me, smile. You're deviant, I'm vile. You're "fourteen" steps ahead, I'm "twenty" back instead. My mind grows thoughts, to win.. Thoughts of you, and thoughts of sin Bits of blond here and there, Beauty marks everywhere.. I catch up. Do you feel it? My body aches, reveal it. Sheets of white, shaking A war; the love we are making. More scratching. A few lustful silent breaths. Louder screaming. My long blue nights of dreaming. Now I'm only left with a trace, of a four stroke letterface. They're everywhere I go: "Gush", "star", and "no" Words that repeat, resound. I'm bound. Seven sins, for all mankind I commit less, I'm left behind. You're indifferent, you're blunt. I was just a new hunt. What's "innocent"? What's "safe"? Mere letters made me cave. Mere letters can't define. I'm more than an "aging wine". More talking.. I stare. Confusion, everywhere. Irrelevance, contradiction, and pouring waterfalls of speech. Unstable souls should not preach. Confusion splashed across the wall Confusion took its toll. And now after all, It's either a fall, Or a continuous reach.
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 2:51 PM UTC
Self-Centered Attraction
does a sacred stone still retain its worth if it was never taken from it’s hidden earth? could it truly be a treasure trove if no one sees its alluring glow? - is my mind right to tell me that invisibility doesn’t cause irrelevance? or is that just a way to cope with the ever feared unfounded-forgotten-pestilence
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Jul 14, 2023
Jul 14, 2023 at 8:03 AM UTC
Irrelevant
When one is in desperate need of sleep With their minds churning out thoughts of upmost irrelevance She is told, to simply count the sheep If only the Sandman would possess such benevolence I want only to collapse into a dreary heap When one is desperate need of sleep She is told, to simply count the sheep In the waking hour of dawn, weary from Sandman's malevolence Inexplicable panic begins to seep With their minds churning out thoughts of upmost irrelevance Sunshine caresses the houses steep If only the Sandman would possess such benevolence The neighborhood yawns, the birds begin to cheep Night refuses an acquiescence When one is in desperate need of sleep I wish for once, Night and I will come to a complacence Languid to the point where I will weep She is told, to simply count the sheep One wants a gloaming of reposing divulgence With their minds churning out thoughts of upmost irrelevance When one is in desperate need of sleep She is told, to simply count the sheep.
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Nov 1, 2012
Nov 1, 2012 at 11:47 PM UTC
[When one is in desperate need of sleep]