Tears fall onto my cheeks
I’m used to that
The illness has taken my soul
Broken pieces
I want to go back to him
But it was better for me to go
To be alone
So now I think of the happiness he brought
But it was too much when I was Ill
If it mattered he would have found a way
But he never did
So I sit here and think about us
But I see it’s just a memory
Dec 3, 2022
Dec 3, 2022 at 6:48 PM UTC
Wish I could tell him
The thoughts that take up my mind
The level of confusion that I feel
The harsh reality of a loveless girl
It’s not the same anymore
My strings has been played
Unsure that they can be renewed
Unsure if I can be that person for him
I wish I could tell him
May 25, 2022
May 25, 2022 at 10:58 PM UTC
How can I say sorry?
A million of tears
For just one forgiveness
Broken heart?
Can I mend it?
May 21, 2022
May 21, 2022 at 9:59 PM UTC
Sometimes
When I hear his voice I can see visions
Visions of promises he hasn’t given me yet
It’s more of visions of ecstasy
Never felt at home with anyone else
But just speaking to him calms me in ways others can’t
He strengthens me, always
It confuses me because he’s the only one
I would offer my hand but will the tragedies I’ve dealt with be the tumbling building
Can he break the shell that was given to me to protect me
Can he protect my heart
I wonder if he could hold me when I’m alone
Hold me as tears tumble down my eyes
Will he take me to heights that I have never seen
I’m willing to take the journey
How can I tell him
I’ll walk with him
May 19, 2022
May 19, 2022 at 8:29 PM UTC
Let me say this
Familiar feeling
Kindred Spirit
Soul lost
Soul gained
Butterflies
Blushed Cheeks
Warm heart
FAMILIAR FEELING
May 19, 2022
May 19, 2022 at 5:27 PM UTC
I forgot this feeling
I forgot how he made me feel
I don't know how to express myself in a way I would like to
I really don't want to open up
Because all that brings is sadness and empty promises
But in a way, I feel like a butterfly when it comes to him
I guess I never knew what I really was missing
Maybe I am scared to take the next step because it feels all new to me once again
I'm scared to step into newness because it always ends up being another hell instead of the heaven I deserve
May 19, 2022
May 19, 2022 at 5:12 PM UTC
The way the spring comes
It’s the way my soul is refreshed
Either it comes today or maybe next month
Maybe I will deal with the rain
Or maybe I won’t
But the spring is so refreshing
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 7:22 PM UTC
Kiss me
Kiss me in every way possible
Mentally
Spiritually
Physically
Share the love I desire
That selfish love
That everlasting life
Visions of ecstasy
Visions of fulfillment
Just a simple kiss
Is all I ask of you
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 7:22 PM UTC
Yeah, I moved on
But did I really?
I think about him
A lot
It’s been a year and he’s still on my mind
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 7:21 PM UTC
He reads me like a book
Every page he writes
I’m astonished every time
I hide in a maze
Confused of my time
Confused of details I have shown
And what I’ve shown not
Those of hidden disguise
He finds
And so I question what he knows
I treat it as fools gold
Because knowing me is not that easy
But yet still today
It’s easy to him…
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 7:20 PM UTC