"inticing" poems
There is a bright light
That which leads to a bike
An enchanting, gravitating and inticing light
I found myself reaching for it
Then there was thunder
Which was followed by rain
Heavy, threatning rain
I retreated
I felt defeated
The surrender and defeat, however could not withstand
My gravitation towards the bike
Then, there was raging thunder
And heavy, presistent protesting rain
As I reached for the bike
The rain became more enraged
But it could not withstand
My desire
My strong desire
To ride away
With the wind blowing in my face
I grabbed the bike
The rain ceased
And I rode and rode away
Away from the dark clouds
I splashed into the puddles as I peadled
I felt the sting of the water on my legs
There were many many puddles
Im my path there was a hill
A very steep hill
And I saw a light at the top
An enchanting, gravitating and inticing light
I peadled, peadled and peadled
My feet began to ache
My knees began to inflame
And sweat found home across my forehead
The bike laid almost still on the hill
Barely moving an inch
Yet my body felt like it had rode across the world
The gears were changed
Yet the distance was not
My control of the bike was lost
I rolled away, away and away
Backwards
I fell at the bottom of the hill with a thud
A loud thud of defeat
And bruises of failure
I blamed the rain
There was nothing I could've done
The rain stood in my way
Eliminated the friction
My ticket to the light
I laid there
Then I got up
Rode the bike up the hill
I fell again
And again I got up
And again I fell
And again I got up
And again I fell
Until the bright morning sun
Transformed into a blazing sunset
After many falls
After many bruises
I was again on the steep hill
Peadling, peadling and peadling
Until I saw the light
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 9:56 PM UTC
Pressure rising
Pulse subsiding
Outside flying
Inside I'm crying
Problems dying
To much lying
No more denying
I know this is trying
Tired of the spiting
I see you've been hiding
Becoming, abiding
It's time for some guiding
It seems so inticing
To rid the unexciting,
Coinciding,
Whining
Jeopardizing,
Stereotyping,
To only bring on,
A new horizon
Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 3:46 PM UTC
Cutting through to my core,
What will you find?
My heart will be open
But will my mind?
Layer upon layer
Will you find my essence?
I am hiding from you
Are you in awe of my presence?
Strip away my colours
Am I still inticing?
Appearances are deceptive
Do you love me only for my icing?
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
immensely immersed in
pensive verses
that don't make sense.
pencil thin & shrinking.
thinking about the end
before the **** begins
is just...
ignorant.
hi.
I'm comin to
all yall still alive
from down in the
diamond mines &
I'm having a helluvatime
winding around the spine
& biting through the wires.
I am not of your kind.
I am gypsy science.
I am high minded & iron sided
& I like fire & liars
& violence & thieves
I find them quite inticing
since there was no one to supervise or guide me but thats fine with me
but it is tiring spiraling between
subterranean lows
& olympian peaks.
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
Like qualified pilots who have lost control of their aircraft.
My strength and confidence is has been drained,
I have non no more.
Like the aircraft falling apart in mid-air.
I feel my self shatter,
I can feel that am breaking,
I know that i have been splintered
And only love can stir me back into position.
With every piece of debri falling from the sky,
And into the middle of nowhere but the hospitality or open seas.
I am lost, deep in the depths of lonliness.
Sinking fast into the scary world of heartbreaks.
Falling so quick it cannot be stopped the last crush of the rest of the aircraft has been captured by the creatures of the sea and no other witness.
Sudden silence and then whispering waves hidding all the evidence,
I keep faking my smile everyday,
Being welcomed by a pool of tears every night.
The only witness present is my sobbered pillow.
Yet like air controllers,
Those who care seem to wonder
"What on earth has happened to her sparkle?"
"The most inticing eyes have been powdered with grey"
"Where has she lost her zeal,
Her love for nature is gone,
What happened to all the inspirations that made her write?"
And at the back of my mind i wish somebody would get the answers.
All the answers can only be found by the search rescures,
Maybe somebody out there knows i need help,
Somebody willing to get all the answers, i guess...
Somehow i know,
That my heart like a black box lies,
In the deepest ends of the sea bed.
Unless some one comes and opens it,
I will never really know is wrong with me.
Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 7:33 PM UTC
My crave for new is causing chances to be lost
At my own will I demand such things, yet
Deep inside I disagree with my motions,
"Help I am to far at sea"
Thoughts decieve sights in my own troubled life.
Scared is what I THINK I am but brave is all I know.
Only experiences one has had can determine this all to well,
"Help I am to far at sea"
Efforts seem worthless as I become more distant,
From what I know, and what I've seen!
I realize not even my own thoughts seem comforting.
What to do with no clues?
"Help I am to far at sea"
I'm afraid the farther I go into this trance
I will lose what little I have left of me.
Venus fly trap, thats a good discription of said sea,
The fly? well. . . That is me!
"Help!!! For the sea has consumed me"
Feb 17, 2011
Feb 17, 2011 at 1:27 AM UTC
Don't breathe
If you breathe
He will hear you
He will find you
And you will die.
You see him
Through the slits in your door
And he sees you
But still you hold your breath.
He calls out your name
His voice soft
Inticing
He says that he gives up
Like this is some sort of cruel game of hide and seek.
Your lungs burn from lack of air
Your body aches
Tears fall silently from your eyes
Don't make a sound.
Without warning the door slams open
You see his dark eyes filled with
Anger
Hate
Love
His mouth curles up into a smile
"Hello Sunshine."
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 6:48 PM UTC
One year ago.
The memory envelopes me in a sweet happiness I can’t deny.
So why do my eyes insist on me to cry?
Something about that time, so new and exciting
One year ago
Makes the future seem more inticing
So I drift into sleep
Clutching the memory of
One year ago
Never dreaming to let go.
Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 3:23 AM UTC
Will
U love me more
Today
Vouch
Amore
The ****
Love
En
Now
Touchness
Inticing
Ehh
****
Ahh.yumm
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 10:23 PM UTC
A dew drop splashes a pink blossom
Her petals cry and search for warmth
Dawns dance begins with a buzz and a bumble
Sweet nectar oozes from flowers blooming
inticing thorned insects
Plumes release perfumes of pollination
on bumbling lazy journeys
Scents and spores buzz from bloom to bloom
As Mothers natural scents and beauties
ensure her eternal grace
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 9:58 AM UTC
Why does one feel the need to taunt fire.
Dangle just above.
Inticing pain.
Disregarding consequence
As if bathing in such might just scorch away the sins still felt.
From the last searing moments.
Is it hope.
This irrational graspless object.
That most won't leave the house without it.
Tomorrow..
Must be the time in which truth is found.
Even if questioning existence to faceless figments is the requirement.
Over and over does the rabit hole disintegrate the mind.
Until.
The next choice is presented.
Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 1:39 AM UTC
You have been on my mind all day
Distracting with your smile
Sincere words from yesterday spoken
Memories reopened like an old letter
The world same as always
The one changed is you
Regret gives way to happiness
Forgiveness comes slow
Words can change lives
Actions can too, positive and negative
Smiling eases persistent pain
Laughter makes sorrow weaker
Truth can burn souls
Giving way to the most amazing kind of emptiness
I admit my brand of happiness is twisted
Love only complicates issues
Do you remember if you lied, or is it hard too keep track of all the dishonesty?
You are running away with my scattered mind and heart
Roaming brains think
My own head thinks
About love and the storms it brings
Wonderful is all I experience when I look at you
Not me or anything or anyone on this Earth has ever looked more beautiful than your perfectly flawed face
What happened to the loyalty you used to pour all over meaningless words?
Only time knows if you will stay or go
Or if the "new" you will continue to decieve and hurt me
Do not make me regret thrusting my trust into your grasp
I am a fool for those three syllables and you know it
Almost out of inticing words and sentences, as if you are reading this anyways
But if you are, the most important part is what I write next
I love you.
Jun 3, 2018
Jun 3, 2018 at 2:46 PM UTC