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"interacting" poems
Did you need something? Sorry, I'm raiding And I have plans with a friend To do some high rank arenas later "I can't right now" Or "Give me a moment" And that moment turns into ten Then twenty Perhaps an hour that lasts a day It's a horrible habit at times But I don't regret where I spend my life Twisted into the net Immersed in this video game Like an unhealthy addiction Only it's not It's my choice You do your thing As I hide behind this screen Enjoying my time Interacting with people Over great distances Whom I call friends They don't judge The way those around me do Believe it or not Just don't be fooled By those creeps out there But I promise Good people exist Over the net You just have to find them
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Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 6:04 PM UTC
Video Games
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 4:05 AM UTC
“To dream by the oak and awake by the sea“
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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I lost myself in the nightsky scaring me with it´s creatures and found a stranger in the sunrise blinding me with it´s shine and the red sky left me stained hiding my true colors it was when the ocean turned purple and the sky began to cry soaking me with it´s odor washing away my fragrance that the reflection in the ocean showed a stranger in me So scared of the night I hid myself becoming the spectator of my life watching without interacting silently in the back of my mind I lost myself in the night fearing it´s monsters but the shine of the moon brought me back and as the sun rised I finally saw I was the monster all along
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Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 7:56 AM UTC
I lost myself
the problem with dorm rooms is that there are hundreds of people se p ar at ed by paper-thin walls never interacting only existing simultaneously (which, is a cosmic interaction if you think about it.) sometimes I lay in my bed face against a cold paper wall and I think: what are these other people doing? in this awkward layout of beds and desks in the earlylate hours of the nightday are some sleeping frantically working drunk in their beds laying frustratingly awake awkwardly masturbating awkwardly ignoring the awkward ************ having cramped sex sleeping in the lounge to avoid said *** being had crying and homesick consoling a homesick friend too high to sleep too exhausted to be awake or are some just as awake as I, wondering sleepily, what I am doing on the other side of the wall?
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 5:00 PM UTC
through the thin walls of founders hall
You were my colleague Until a few weeks ago Whenever I came to office It was your presence That brought a smile to my face After the exhausting commute from my home By the dreaded Mumbai locals You were a ball of energy And I felt so comfortable with you That it was as though I was interacting with a family member We had an excellent rapport And I truly enjoyed working with you I can never forget our team lunch at Canto And of course, the grand team dinner at TOIT On both occasions, all of us had a wonderful time However, it was always you Who turned out to be the life of the party You are sweet and innocent And your laughter is so infectious That it makes us forget all our worries And live in the moment You may not be my colleague now But you are still a good friend of mine And will always be It would be great if we can catch up again soon Meanwhile, I wish you all the very best For your career as well as your personal life And last but not the least Please keep smiling, as always
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Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 12:35 PM UTC
Poem Dedicated To My Friend And Ex-Colleague Urvashi
I'm not a religious man but god might be there Depends on what you mean and if you think he should care. I'm not a religious man But, man, this got me thinking There really is a new beginning. After a life. That is ending. Your life is a wave Of information and matter The wave started rising long before you ever saw your first mother - I don't believe in reincarnation - but you are a manifestation of all past and present influences past choices and events. Not just by you. But by eons of elders that doomed or blessed you to a life of specific circumstance We are genetic combinations interacting with nature A wave. A continuum Connecting one time to another LIFE IS LIVING THROUGH US Now that's a magical feeling. We are but seasonal leaves on an ever-growing tree A tree that’s stuck with existing that's how it's going to be.
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 2:57 PM UTC
Life is Living Through You
Bring your own juice. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How is someone supposed to put into words that they feel/ have been made (self)-aware(somehow) there personality adapts (naturally)? to the people they are around and even beginning to mimic the interacting persons emotions and personality traits to create a, sociable personality. because depression has taken a dramatic toll on their personality and they know longer know how to Be there own person: I often forget about the things i actually enjoy doing because I'm not surrounded by people that enjoy doing the same things. I love to write I love to read I like to play the guitar I like to create art and I love making people happy! So what could possibly be wrong? Why do I loose my sense of self when I'm with others?
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 1:23 AM UTC
BYOJ:
cars, trees and concrete flip by like television channels, each one forgotten by the press of the button or the slow closing of my eyes as i grow tired of the still-life patterns and the constant sounds of humans interacting with machinery to tell the truth, it was different before this morning, the buildings sped past in time with my music and i smiled back at the bus driver sitting down with the anticipation of standing up again waiting to step down into that sunshine waiting to shield my eyes from the sky and wrap my vision around you and you never disappoint this afternoon, though i sit heavy and sinking into blue plush, silver metal and damp dust as i leave the sunshine behind call me dramatic, but leaving you feels like the real thing
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
leaving
My feelings on the world are a complex dichotomy. If I could control the world, my rule would be to control nothing. To give freedom and agency to everyone and let every culture and kind shine as they do and **** superiority and focus on growth, not ********** But, not all people aren't as communally minded as that. And though in theory I could change the rules, I can't change people. In its own way, that's beautiful. The visceral strength and resiliency of humanity fascinates me, with the chaotic undertones that lie beneath every eye. I love the spectrum of pain and brilliance it brings. But it also makes a utopian world of understanding and lack of control impossible to keep people safe; because never will there be a human race that doesn't at least have some people craving absolute control. I think this dichotomy within myself parallels my standing with humanity very well. There is something on most every end I can find fascinating: free will, selflessness, unpredictability, tenacity. But also I can never seem to be pleased with how humanity could be but never amount to. Not that it gives me much trouble. I've always kept humanity at an arm's length, choosing books and stories over the flesh-bags in front of my face. The only thing I ever struggled with was not being normal with my human relationships, and trying to make my methods match. My methods won't match because I might as well be an alien for all I care about directly interacting with humanity. Yet, I love humanity, in a way. I could write about human transcendence and growth until I die. I am madly in love with human potential. But I don't love humans. I don't love a species that muscle arms its way into dominance and can be arrogant and small-minded. After all we've managed to accomplish, and we're still start wars over skin color and scapegoating? Its laughable, in a way. I suppose I look at humanity as if I was an alien scientist. I have no way of measuring things or conducting research because I'm foreign, but I can see the greatness in their eyes and am floored by it. Yet I also see the violence in their eyes and am repelled by it. The most tragic, push and pull love of my life has been for this species. I've learned lately I'm okay with being alien. But its strange to find a foothold in a world where I feel constantly at odds and different. But I like strange, so I think its what works best. Between humanity and me, things are complicated. Things are wonderful and painful and all worth the while in its own, ****** way. I suppose all I have is my words and I'll share them, and humanity can listen if it will. I hope it will. I hope it can help people who feel like aliens too, and maybe then being an alien and a human can be easier. But for those things, we'll just have to see.
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Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 8:32 AM UTC
Between Humanity and Me
My feelings on the world are a complex dichotomy. If I could control the world, my rule would be to control nothing. To give freedom and agency to everyone and let every culture and kind shine as they do and **** superiority and focus on growth, not ********** But, not all people aren't as communally minded as that. And though in theory I could change the rules, I can't change people. In its own way, that's beautiful. The visceral strength and resiliency of humanity fascinates me, with the chaotic undertones that lie beneath every eye. I love the spectrum of pain and brilliance it brings. But it also makes a utopian world of understanding and lack of control impossible to keep people safe; because never will there be a human race that doesn't at least have some people craving absolute control. I think this dichotomy within myself parallels my standing with humanity very well. There is something on most every end I can find fascinating: free will, selflessness, unpredictability, tenacity. But also I can never seem to be pleased with how humanity could be but never amount to. Not that it gives me much trouble. I've always kept humanity at an arm's length, choosing books and stories over the flesh-bags in front of my face. The only thing I ever struggled with was not being normal with my human relationships, and trying to make my methods match. My methods won't match because I might as well be an alien for all I care about directly interacting with humanity. Yet, I love humanity, in a way. I could write about human transcendence and growth until I die. I am madly in love with human potential. But I don't love humans. I don't love a species that muscle arms its way into dominance and can be arrogant and small-minded. After all we've managed to accomplish, and we're still start wars over skin color and scapegoating? Its laughable, in a way. I suppose I look at humanity as if I was an alien scientist. I have no way of measuring things or conducting research because I'm foreign, but I can see the greatness in their eyes and am floored by it. Yet I also see the violence in their eyes and am repelled by it. The most tragic, push and pull love of my life has been for this species. I've learned lately I'm okay with being alien. But its strange to find a foothold in a world where I feel constantly at odds and different. But I like strange, so I think its what works best. Between humanity and me, things are complicated. Things are wonderful and painful and all worth the while in its own, ****** way. I suppose all I have is my words and I'll share them, and humanity can listen if it will. I hope it will. I hope it can help people who feel like aliens too, and maybe then being an alien and a human can be easier. But for those things, we'll just have to see.
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Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 1:26 PM UTC
INADEQUATE
Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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What a wonderful sister, you are For you, a lot do I care Not all the time, may we talk However, when it gets really dark You are the light I badly need Your words of advice, are always to be heeded And interacting with you is so much fun That it makes me forget all my pain! What a wonderful sister, you are With you around, is there nothing to fear Indeed, do you have a very calming presence And gifted are you, with oodles of common sense No wonder, are you such a fine lawyer A lot of trouble, do you often have to bear However, every test do you end up clearing with flying colours For you, are no circumstances too adverse!! What a wonderful sister, you are Grinning was I, from ear to ear When you arrived a few weeks back Brought me some respite from work So thoughtful, was your gift Truly, do you possess a golden heart!! What a wonderful sister, you are And will be, now and forever Keep smiling and take care And may you be blessed with a glorious future!!
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Dec 17, 2024
Dec 17, 2024 at 11:25 AM UTC
What A Wonderful Sister, You Are
We are all apart of one system yet there are many components to this system innumerable actually all following the same laws as if contractually bound by one set of rules but with infinite variation like nations of expression separated by vibration only contained by the systems within that perceive and react to the system they sustain one giant metaphor a sufficient example is the human body a complex interaction of individual organisms all communicating, interacting and participating in sustaining the body an organism of organisms Even our organs have organs, working together to sustain a system larger than itself cells communicating, producing regulating, exchanging are themselves composed of organisms, performing all these functions we must not forget the system which we sustain the order we provide for the larger body and mind together we compose the cells of this planet interacting and communicating with each other and all other life a subtle dance that carries impressive consequences except the way in which we act as organisms is likened to cancer in which a once productive cell behaves individually not in accordance with the system it sustains replicating uncontrollably wasting unnecessarily not taking the whole into consideration although if the planetary cancer of humanity replicates itself to extinction all will still be well as it always has been and always will be yet the system in which we exist would lose the chance to witness and experience the transformation from cancer to great negative immunity through the powers of the newly recognized human organism a system sustained
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Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 12:42 AM UTC
A System Sustained
We are all apart of one system yet there are many components to this system innumerable actually all following the same laws as if contractually bound by one set of rules but with infinite variation like nations of expression separated by vibration only contained by the systems within that perceive and react to the system they sustain one giant metaphor a sufficient example is the human body a complex interaction of individual organisms all communicating, interacting and participating in sustaining the body an organism of organisms Even our organs have organs, working together to sustain a system larger than itself cells communicating, producing regulating, exchanging are themselves composed of organisms, performing all these functions we must not forget the system which we sustain the order we provide for the larger body and mind together we compose the cells of this planet interacting and communicating with each other and all other life a subtle dance that carries impressive consequences except the way in which we act as organisms is likened to cancer in which a once productive cell behaves individually not in accordance with the system it sustains replicating uncontrollably wasting unnecessarily not taking the whole into consideration although if the planetary cancer of humanity replicates itself to extinction all will still be well as it always has been and always will be yet the system in which we exist would lose the chance to witness and experience the transformation from cancer to great negative immunity through the powers of the newly recognized human organism a system sustained
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Persistent places Sequent occupations of the landscape diachronically Consisting of Action, Search, and Awareness Spaces Action Spaces The foci of people comprehensively Interacting  with their place Search Spaces Where people go To fulfill specific needs Awareness Spaces Those places people are aware of But do not interact directly These spaces that appear as palimsests Accumulated layers of action, search and awareness Comprehending persistent places is to understand the past r  30Oct2013
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 11:06 AM UTC
Persistent Places
Magic unrealized  .  .  . Man, woman interacting, Child just loves flower.
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Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
Haiku (numbness)
i find myself assuming the role of quiet observer, looking around discreetly, and with more interest than i let on, i am transfixed by the simplicity with which complications arise between crooked pathways and straight lines of people, walking around interacting on levels that confound me and it makes me feel like an island yet uncharted sand untouched, bare of footprints and most of the time, i like it the feeling of being clean unsullied by those complications and i sit on my shore, watching the ragged ships sail by and the gulls circle, crying out why? why do we do these things to ourselves? why do we hide the truth and perform the lies? sometimes, i assume the role of confidant, of living journal and i describe the weight of the words dropped on my pages to nobody, because it really isn't my place to trivialize darknesses other than my own and i understand, i do but i feel lost, some days among the black holes of people who cannot escape their own space their own star-flecked universes and their planets crash into mine Milky Way swerving out of the path of destruction and getting lost in their dissolving sighs and i feel heavy with the ink of their confessions heavy with the advice that they ignore heavy with the simple ideas that crowd my head, circling like those gulls crying out why? why do we do these things to ourselves? why do we confide in strangers and never trust our own star systems to find their way back into orbit? i find myself assuming the role of me, of my own name displayed proudly on my sleeve familiar letters that seem to betray my transparent, flickering image warm and true to friends' eyes, perhaps but the spaces between the characters are what appear to me in the mirror not the black lines but the grey areas and i feel that transparency often when i am surrounded by that sea once again as i so often am and the waves just seem to crash right over me feeling invisible, and yet somehow too visible to ever be a part of the current, it seems as each whisper, each ripple each glance, each possible missed chance each glimmering sail upon the horizon appears to laugh at me whether it's my sad, slow swimming or my ragged inward appearance that shines through the cracks in my face it all becomes part of an image that i see burned upon the surface of my soul and some days it truly feels like even the gulls are circling around me, crying out why? why do you do these things to yourself? why do you even bother?
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Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC
circling gulls
i find myself assuming the role of quiet observer, looking around discreetly, and with more interest than i let on, i am transfixed by the simplicity with which complications arise between crooked pathways and straight lines of people, walking around interacting on levels that confound me and it makes me feel like an island yet uncharted sand untouched, bare of footprints and most of the time, i like it the feeling of being clean unsullied by those complications and i sit on my shore, watching the ragged ships sail by and the gulls circle, crying out why? why do we do these things to ourselves? why do we hide the truth and perform the lies? sometimes, i assume the role of confidant, of living journal and i describe the weight of the words dropped on my pages to nobody, because it really isn't my place to trivialize darknesses other than my own and i understand, i do but i feel lost, some days among the black holes of people who cannot escape their own space their own star-flecked universes and their planets crash into mine Milky Way swerving out of the path of destruction and getting lost in their dissolving sighs and i feel heavy with the ink of their confessions heavy with the advice that they ignore heavy with the simple ideas that crowd my head, circling like those gulls crying out why? why do we do these things to ourselves? why do we confide in strangers and never trust our own star systems to find their way back into orbit? i find myself assuming the role of me, of my own name displayed proudly on my sleeve familiar letters that seem to betray my transparent, flickering image warm and true to friends' eyes, perhaps but the spaces between the characters are what appear to me in the mirror not the black lines but the grey areas and i feel that transparency often when i am surrounded by that sea once again as i so often am and the waves just seem to crash right over me feeling invisible, and yet somehow too visible to ever be a part of the current, it seems as each whisper, each ripple each glance, each possible missed chance each glimmering sail upon the horizon appears to laugh at me whether it's my sad, slow swimming or my ragged inward appearance that shines through the cracks in my face it all becomes part of an image that i see burned upon the surface of my soul and some days it truly feels like even the gulls are circling around me, crying out why? why do you do these things to yourself? why do you even bother?
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Yehudit stood by the window of the bedroom looking out at the garden below Baruch  lay on the bed taking in her figure standing there after having made love in his bed I like your apple orchard she said the blossom makes it so beautiful not as beautiful as you he said taking in her nakedness the sunlight touching her profile she smiled the blossom is more beautiful than I am she said come back to bed he said she turned and walked back to the bed and lay beside him I’ll have to go soon she said your mother will be returning from her work soon he watched her eyes the flush about her skin I know he said guess we best get dressed and I’ll walk you back home she kissed him and he caressed her and she ran a hand along his thigh shame we have to go she said he kissed her and said can't risk being here when Mother returns or she'll put 2 +2 and come up with 5 Yehudit sighed and moved off the bed and began to dress into her underclothes and orange flower patterned dress he got up and began to get dressed looking at her nakedness disappear into clothes the memory of their love making fresh in his mind her apple scent her body supple her peasant look her simplicity the kissing the holding the bodies interacting ready? he asked she nodded and they went down the stairs and out the back door and along the path by the apple orchard and out the back gate into the woods there was birdsong and a warm air and smell of the farm   beyond the woods back to work tomorrow she said my half day spent making love they kissed and he walked her through the woods to her house along the small road at the edge of the field by the farmed land he holding her peasant warm hand.
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 6:27 AM UTC
YEHUDIT AFTER ***
Yehudit stood by the window of the bedroom looking out at the garden below Baruch  lay on the bed taking in her figure standing there after having made love in his bed I like your apple orchard she said the blossom makes it so beautiful not as beautiful as you he said taking in her nakedness the sunlight touching her profile she smiled the blossom is more beautiful than I am she said come back to bed he said she turned and walked back to the bed and lay beside him I’ll have to go soon she said your mother will be returning from her work soon he watched her eyes the flush about her skin I know he said guess we best get dressed and I’ll walk you back home she kissed him and he caressed her and she ran a hand along his thigh shame we have to go she said he kissed her and said can't risk being here when Mother returns or she'll put 2 +2 and come up with 5 Yehudit sighed and moved off the bed and began to dress into her underclothes and orange flower patterned dress he got up and began to get dressed looking at her nakedness disappear into clothes the memory of their love making fresh in his mind her apple scent her body supple her peasant look her simplicity the kissing the holding the bodies interacting ready? he asked she nodded and they went down the stairs and out the back door and along the path by the apple orchard and out the back gate into the woods there was birdsong and a warm air and smell of the farm   beyond the woods back to work tomorrow she said my half day spent making love they kissed and he walked her through the woods to her house along the small road at the edge of the field by the farmed land he holding her peasant warm hand.
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I can't help but wonder If I was made for something different To influence someone else, Instead of the people around me. What if I was made for so much more Than tearing others down. But I just ended up Born somewhere I wasn't meant to be. I feel like I'm here on accident, That the reason I don't fit in, Is because I'm not supposed to. I clash so much with others. I'm fighting with myself, And the situation I've been put in. Frustrated, angry, Wondering if it's fair. If only I had been born where I was supposed to, Miles away from here, Interacting with different people, To find my true potential. Instead I'm stuck here, In a life that I don't fit in, Becoming a black sheep among the white, The catalyst that makes things different.
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Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 6:03 PM UTC
I'm A Catalyst
We enter this realm, like a pebble into a pond. Immediately we leave ripples. As we move along, the ripples grow interacting with other ripples an ocean of ripples. Our ripples commingle influence. Cascading influence over time. Positive ripples or negative, greedy ripples. Which will we leave behind? In the end, will it be about power and money, or, the ripples of kindness that will change it all, and reflect well on our passage.
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Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
Ripples
Unlike most people I know who make friends everywhere they go; I have trouble interacting with others. It took me all long time to make friends, sure people would talk to me but I guess they’d got bored cause they never tried speaking to me again. I try to make friends once and a while, but sometimes we have nothing in common so I stop interacting with them.   Either way I’m going to have to start to learn how to make friends, I can’t be a loner forever. Or can I?
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May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
Friends?
There was a spark that made me smile  It put me to sleep when time could not  I wished I could ignite that spark that puts life in me  When I found the spark didn't notice my reaction  I was near the edge prepared to step off  How could a spark acknowledge my being  A spark isn't alive, it's just a result of 2 things, 2 people, interacting  That's impossible  Just like you and I are impossible When the spark, the only spark, died...  My palms covered my face because it never breathed, for it was never embraced, or born
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
The Spark...
Orbs with many layered shells. Floating around, interacting, and multiplying. When one Orb meets another for the first time, It's sweet and endearing. They are shy and awkward, Unsure of how to act. Communicating using cliched questions and sometimes answers. Small sparks of energy transferring between them, Slowly dragging them closer together. Cracks begin to appear on their outer most shell and Tendrils of multicolored energies seep out. The tendrils find each other and a bond is formed. It's a scary moment, for the bond doesn't always last. However the two Orbs struggle to keep communicating, To keep the pure bond that has been formed.
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Jan 3, 2013
Jan 3, 2013 at 3:07 PM UTC
Meeting Someone New Part 1
a human tool, a drawing pencil, shedding snakeskin cells as lead from no. 2 pencil am **** and blood, skin and hairless, all-to-come-to-go, return retuned, at their own chosen speed, gen of regeneration of disrupted oils and heavenly blessings, morning cracks and orifices, filling and emptying obediently, to the tidings of the grieving gravity of my moon’s decisions that govern the lunatic cycle you may kiss me with all your heart unto a robust welcoming, scorn with spittle and deem unfit, I know the difference and it is inconsequential see me as combustible or flat, airless and empty, as a new or a two day old leaking birthday balloon, or a haiku that makes the reader gasp for the reasoning for breathing think of me as a meme who responds to the touch of your nippled forefinger, but my powers are unlisted, therefore unlimited for I am neither cyber or cypher though aesthetically they appear as parts of my humanity, a human machine forever reprogramming to new stimuli sensating, the temperature of your breath, the many odors of you as inputs that bear newborn children notions in my chested gas chambers, the belligerent bellum bellies of my brain my digital describe in thousands of computers do hide, but to comprehend the interacting calculations that are my constancy and my inconsistencies, you must make a tour if you are awake between midnight and dawn when from wells the visions, the fluids - the words are drawn they, the residuals of a man’s *********** with other humans, kin akin, and the thriving discourse between l, man and parental gods of invisible powers, that offers insanity as a viable solution, to cracking the codex human DNA in the vial labelled Medusa Who else?
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Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 10:24 PM UTC
the twelth poem: neither cyber or cypher
a human tool, a drawing pencil, shedding snakeskin cells as lead from no. 2 pencil am **** and blood, skin and hairless, all-to-come-to-go, return retuned, at their own chosen speed, gen of regeneration of disrupted oils and heavenly blessings, morning cracks and orifices, filling and emptying obediently, to the tidings of the grieving gravity of my moon’s decisions that govern the lunatic cycle you may kiss me with all your heart unto a robust welcoming, scorn with spittle and deem unfit, I know the difference and it is inconsequential see me as combustible or flat, airless and empty, as a new or a two day old leaking birthday balloon, or a haiku that makes the reader gasp for the reasoning for breathing think of me as a meme who responds to the touch of your nippled forefinger, but my powers are unlisted, therefore unlimited for I am neither cyber or cypher though aesthetically they appear as parts of my humanity, a human machine forever reprogramming to new stimuli sensating, the temperature of your breath, the many odors of you as inputs that bear newborn children notions in my chested gas chambers, the belligerent bellum bellies of my brain my digital describe in thousands of computers do hide, but to comprehend the interacting calculations that are my constancy and my inconsistencies, you must make a tour if you are awake between midnight and dawn when from wells the visions, the fluids - the words are drawn they, the residuals of a man’s *********** with other humans, kin akin, and the thriving discourse between l, man and parental gods of invisible powers, that offers insanity as a viable solution, to cracking the codex human DNA in the vial labelled Medusa Who else?
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••• *Dancing lights Only hurt my eyes Screaming and loud music Disgusting to my ears Vodkas, cocktails and whiskeys Never wanted to feel frisky *** dope, cigarettes I will only regret Dancing, party, bar Never wanted to go that far Yes I have been to parties But never will it become my thing Maybe my past life has an old soul Who finds comfort in her own hole Yes, sometimes an anti-social And sometimes interacting is crucial So next time you ask me out Make sure you know what I'm about Coffee or tea, movies and books Exhibits and museums let's take a look A good music or a storytelling A walk in a park or just talking Pick me a flower, don't buy me a bouquet Just hold my hand and always stay*
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Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 8:11 AM UTC
Old Soul
every day brings such magic such disappointment where did things go so wrong energetic shifts female male exhaustion weighs heavily waking to the patriarchal ******** how weary i am of fighting the status quo one wonders why others opt to check out of this manifestation deep deep eons of exhaustion tired of fighting the contemporary masculine mindset tired of swimming upstream when did it become so common to dismiss the sacred feminine? all beings carry within them both energies being guilty of dismissing my own feminine energy i now pay the karmic debt for that way painful after painful encounters chips away at my soul the soul incarnated here weary is this soul of interacting with males tied to the current cultural norms in most societies while appearing different they quickly become like all the rest tired am i of seeing the unlimited potentional in these small beings it steals my energy it constricts my soul there HAS to be another way... one that reveres the feminine.... in ALL
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Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 9:46 PM UTC
exhaustion fills my very being
You are beautiful. The words whispered without doubt. Each syllable slipping through smoothly, as if somehow shaping this statement supports and supplements its substantiality. You...are beautiful. A falling phrase fathering the feeling, that every fleeting fear has found itself futile and foreign. Until you find yourself yielding and yearning to yip, as you did in the yesteryears of youth. But these words are not spoken with enough clarity. These words are taken as a compliment meant to leave you blushing. They are understood as a revelation encountered after you are found to be the victor of a superficial comparison with those around you. As if each attractive feature earns you additional points, with a judge that can be bought with each glance and smile and touch. As if each insecurity that you feel, or each person that you think is more alluring, can somehow subtract from the meaning of the statement. Your beauty cannot be compared.   The beauty that you contain cannot be explained to joking friends when they ask where you fit in on a 10-scale. You cannot put numbers next to the hope and insight that you so freely give. There are not enough hedons to quantify it. You are beautiful. I will repeat it until you think it echoes off the walls surrounding you. Until every time you look into a mirror you believe you have x-ray vision, and you can see the warmth of your soul, with the clarity of vision that you have granted me. Until you realize that every smile that appeared, every laugh that escaped, and every brief happy dance that was ever done in your presence was caused by the beauty that rests within you. You...are beautiful. Wielding the talent to brighten a day with a single smile, the power to make all of the worries and doubts in a person's mind disappear with a single thoughtful statement, a capacity for selflessness that allows no cynic to doubt your motives, and the ability to make others realize their own beauty just by interacting with you. The world is more beautiful because you are a part of it.
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Dec 11, 2013
Dec 11, 2013 at 6:08 AM UTC
You must know
You are beautiful. The words whispered without doubt. Each syllable slipping through smoothly, as if somehow shaping this statement supports and supplements its substantiality. You...are beautiful. A falling phrase fathering the feeling, that every fleeting fear has found itself futile and foreign. Until you find yourself yielding and yearning to yip, as you did in the yesteryears of youth. But these words are not spoken with enough clarity. These words are taken as a compliment meant to leave you blushing. They are understood as a revelation encountered after you are found to be the victor of a superficial comparison with those around you. As if each attractive feature earns you additional points, with a judge that can be bought with each glance and smile and touch. As if each insecurity that you feel, or each person that you think is more alluring, can somehow subtract from the meaning of the statement. Your beauty cannot be compared.   The beauty that you contain cannot be explained to joking friends when they ask where you fit in on a 10-scale. You cannot put numbers next to the hope and insight that you so freely give. There are not enough hedons to quantify it. You are beautiful. I will repeat it until you think it echoes off the walls surrounding you. Until every time you look into a mirror you believe you have x-ray vision, and you can see the warmth of your soul, with the clarity of vision that you have granted me. Until you realize that every smile that appeared, every laugh that escaped, and every brief happy dance that was ever done in your presence was caused by the beauty that rests within you. You...are beautiful. Wielding the talent to brighten a day with a single smile, the power to make all of the worries and doubts in a person's mind disappear with a single thoughtful statement, a capacity for selflessness that allows no cynic to doubt your motives, and the ability to make others realize their own beauty just by interacting with you. The world is more beautiful because you are a part of it.
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