"improvment" poems
One
wishing for
improvment of the whole
must, in turn, have
the audacity-
*the chutzpah
(if you will)*
not to mention
the sheer skill-
the mere will-
and, moreover,
the **** perseverance
to practice
with great patience
the very finding of one of One's own Paths:
*beginning to begin;
becoming to become*
but one of (i hope) innumerable aspects
which, in itself,
*perhaps
just may*
overcome;
yet come to prove
to *improve
the whole.
Carry
nary a doubt:
't'is but so simple.*
Feb 20, 2016
Feb 20, 2016 at 5:31 PM UTC
Im sad then im happy
It just happen to me by chance
Im mad then im angry!
No one could never understand
Im joyous then lovable
But I sort of like this man
Im dry than wet but i have weak sweat glands
He's just my type but he needs some improvment
BY CHANCE
ONLY BY CHANCE
IT HAPPENED BY CHANCE
I can love too just not right now im in a trance so IF WE GET MARRIED THEN HAVE A BABY THEN WALK OUTSIDE WHILE HOLDING HANDS YOU'LL KNOW FOR A FACT
IT WAS ONLY BY CHANCE
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
when something tragic happens
people are there for us
they go with us through the break up
through death and pain
but with depression it is diffrent
because it doesn´t end
but people get sick of hearing
you are not fine
they want to see you recover
but I can´t
Depression is not a sickness you can get over
It follows you around
like a cloud blocking the sun
and now and then rain will pour down
and it will all come crashing in
It´s the never ending feeling of pain
of panic
of nothing
and then I feel bad
and I´ll self-pity myself
and now I feel so stupid
because there are people
people who have it worse
and here I am
drowning in self-pitiness
but that is exactly what depression feels like
It feels like I am drowning
while everyone else is breathing just fine
It feels like the fear you have when you miss a step
but you never reach the ground
so the fear won´t go away
It feels like ropes tie you down
you can not move
can not stand
I can not do anything
do anything right
and all I want is this to end
but the only solution seems so hard to procide
not even that, I can do
I am not doing good
but no one wants to hear about it
because it has been to long
without improvment
so I´ll just fake it
maybe if I tell myself long enough
I am fine
I will be
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
I used to be suicidal, its been a year since I've had those thoughts.
I used to hide my arms, I am no longer addicted to self harm.
I used to hate myself, now I can say I am on a mission to love myself.
I used to have no hope, now I carry It.
Look how far I have come.
I am something to be proud of.
I used to be a blank canvas and now my story is evidence that I've lived.
I struggled with depression but now I am walking in recovery.
I am not a depressed person trying to become happy, I am a deliriously happy person fighting off depression.
God thank you for molding me and helping me grow.
Thank you for sending an upgrade every time I have a trial.
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 2:07 AM UTC