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Ibye Jan 2013
I want to ruin you
not in the
"Yeah bro I got that girl in my bed and we ****** until she couldn't breathe and yeah I guess it was iight for me"
no
I want to ruin you in the Ernest Hemingway
way
I want your favorite song to be so haunted by our memories that it causes you to call me when the first note is played
I want to be the cloud on your sunshine of a day
when I'm not around
I want to be the guest that's overstayed
the one the housekeeper can't turn away
because they've grown fond of the smiles they greet each other with when they pass in the halls
I want to be the chocolate left on your pillow
The dust that you don't remove from your window
I want to be your favorite thimble
that you when you're sewing up my patchy sweats that I can't bear the throw away because I like the way they cling to my hips
I want to cling to yours lips
I want to be your favorite sweater that you wear to sleep at night
I want to hold your head like a pillow
I want to catch your dreams with thread woven through my fingertips and I'll even tie on some feathers
and you'll say I was create by the ancient cherokee tribe
I want to be the contact that protects those beautiful eyes
I want to kayak down the waterfalls they produce when you find out bad news
Yes
I want to ruin you
But I want you to ruin me, too.
Anais Vionet Oct 2023
Your life may be full of sparkles and ove-lay but the rest of us sometimes struggle under storm clouds.

Anna (one of my roommates) broke up with her BF of a year. It seemed to happen in agonizing, slow motion. Anna wavered, for almost a week, like a feather caught in contradictory gusts, but finally, she gave him the broom.

Jump ahead four days to Saturday. New Haven was a drizzle-fest of cold rain and my suitemates all stayed in. I had hospital volunteer hours that morning (6am-10am) and then managed to whip through my chemistry homework (3 classes) in 3 quick hours.

When everyone was free, we ordered pizzas and wings. We have to meet deliveries at the front gate, and I was barely able to carry it all. “Pizza!” I announced, as I entered the suite, where I was immediately mobbed.

“Le’ me get to the table!” I whined as I bobbed and weaved through the crush like a prizefighter. As soon as I set it down, the pizzas were claimed, and the girls took their usual seats.

Lisa always sits on floor cushions, by Anna, at the low, white coffee table. After a few bites, she hugged Anna, giving her a ”rawr.“ She hadn’t really seen her since the decoupling.
You iight?” she asked Anna.
Anna waved her hands in the air, like she was sweeping smoke away, because her mouth was full, but she nodded, ‘YES’ emphatically.

“Let's play something,” Leong said, meaning music on the linked Amazon Echos throughout the suite. “Choose!” she said, motioning to Anna.
Anna replied, “Don’t Wanna Fight” (by Alabama Shakes).
“A classic,” Leong agreed, searching it out. “Amen,” Sunny chuckled.
“Love it,” Lisa said, dancing in anticipation while seated on her cushion.
“Mmmm!” I added, because my mouth was full of pizza.
Cue ‘Don’t Wanna Fight.’

Two nights later, we were at one of those dances we jokingly call ‘fashion week events’ and Anna arrived a little late. I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Her messy-bunned copper-cherry red hair was highlighted with phosphorescent hair chalk that glowed penny bright in the right light.

She was wearing a red dress that looked painted on, her face sparkled with ‘unicorn snot’ glitter and her lips were a fun phosphorescent green, as if they were dipped in Kool-Aid.

“Look at her,” Sunny said, indicating Anna, “getting back on the horse and trying to arrange her next emotional trauma.”

“They grow up so fast,” I said, fake-dabbing my eyes like a teary parent.
slang..
decoupling = a breakup
ove-lay = ‘love’ in pig latin
rawr     = ‘I Love You" in dinosaur.
iight     = alright
CommonStory Jul 2014
In a world full of darkness

Aren't we all blind

Or do you seek the truth

Truth seeking dummies

I've seen dim reflections

Fathom a non existence

As you read in and between the lines

Imagine the voice I speak

We seek

We want when we breathe

I seethe trying to make it better

 

In a world full of darkness

I'm not expendable

More flexible or malleable

With heavy retention

Seen for the unhurt ugly

Some say pretty hurts 

Who are you to say it does or doesn't

A lier until proven guilty

Sweet water can still be sour milk

The tang of value 

The value of people such

The people I value to much

Such naive imbeciles

Don't cry for I love you

Even though I can't see you


In a world full if darkness

Let there be Iight

Let the stubborn flourish with good wits

Let it be and be what prospers

Turn rocks into smooth stones

Walk on the warm ice

devalue contradictions 

Admit when wrong or right


And if not


Remain that dim stained light in the stained dark room
Those eyes keep'em closed
For the world a pretty called ugly
I suppose
This is for the seasoning of ya brain,
Hits harder than fresh cut *******,
It's simple and plain,
Light my jane, only of few of us is sane, in a world so insane vain,
Once I found my essence deadly presence,
When I creep with the instincts,
Slow to blink, saw death many a times left my conscious to stink,
Couldn't keep the filth from my mind,
Now I'm focused on the divine,
Align my spine, to the three routed pyramids
Check the cold digs,
Stars glistening like water to wind whispering, tell me when,
The time is right to strike, baggy jeans neo shirt with that Cortez nikes,
Iight let's get it on, you in the way of a don,
Y'all stay swimming in pondz,
While I'm the ocean coasting, yaht looking fat but in far from boasting,
Champagne toasting, we living the good life gotta good wife,
Who pinned to my life, forfeited enemies equals a blazing victory,
Sweet as hickory, barbecue ya view patience is virtue, I thought I told you,
I move at the pace of a snake, carefully await before I strike the bait,
Tongues a sword master mic lord, quick to gilloutine slow string the chords,
Of a vocal some say I'm loco, stay laced with the cocoa, performance ocho,
Bed *** make the sheets wet, lay trips that my girl will never forget,
Iight it's no regrets, ice riveted on the Rolex treat everyday like it's that last rep,
Squeeze out darkness let me shine sparks
To this,
I stay on top like Ludacris, some take it as a diss, I'll just dismiss,
The true lyricist judge only by the finest,
Diamonds princess,
Stand in line and witness, the greatest scene youve ever seen,
Let's take it from the top, naw I can't stop, once my ears, catch the beat drop,
Alright, time to throw in my props, like Kevin Lee, still a ***** chasing the bees,
Wait I'm looking for the honey's, never wasted money, in **** I don't trust,
All feelings in a touch, my performance is clutch, like to do *** in the form of Dutch,
Freaky is I so why lie, but back to the mic, I hold it right, cup it like a baby iight,
Fools love to find they way, twisted in the words of my say, well make my day,
You'll be chilling at the dock of the bay, with ya body exposed over the ocean ways,
We undercover mobsters, similiar to Tony Soprano, they say hell's no,
I say hello, from the sneaks of the barrel, double holes, that's how it goes,
Fools can't keep up with the flow, I got a million more, straight up *******,
From the slums of Houston, you can tell I'm a rocket, by how I'm boosting,
Yo we have a problem, but it ain't nothing that a fist, or iron can't resolve em,
Spin like a I revolve em, I'm so cold you see the phlegm, over the world,
My third eye could even blind the Messiah eye, put in front of you, like a sty,
Why ask why, im just freestyling, the art is, I do it for the craft, putting marks to this,
I'm so ludicrous, flippers of the game, get lousy to this, ain't really saying much,
That's why I put my, platinum to golden touch, see the plats don't lie,
Vocals can't even be heard from the skies, yo got girls that blow, like Mahalia Jackson, I gets mad satisfaction, no subtraction,
We only speak addition, to a new edition, so many keys I put to an ignition,
To the rhymes, in the back of my mind, see god and devil's, gave me the design,
So ya can't hold me, flex over the game, the Black Ginolbi, or better yet Kobe,
Smokes high rising, cuz just blaze, did another igniting, ain't no disguising,
The real over the fakes, we throw ****** letters, and Berettas, at the jakes,
Even shoot up the wake, while everybody else is a wake, nah it's never too late,
To show up at the party, hardy hardy, who can see death apart from tragedy,
Ya noble majesty, somebody blast me, so I can show em who is G - O -D,
Yosef ain't never gone drop, even when I'm six feet in my coffin propped,
My eyes closed, but still hear the fear in those, speaking dirt on my name,
Ride back out of the grave, like thriller mayne, that boy is so insane,
Engrained my presence in ya soul, you can't escape the weighing heavy vessel,
And I got the biggest muscles, flex it from Houston all the way to Brussels,
Feel me though, shot out to the real, if you feel, grab a hold of your steel,


****!!!!
"Can't break the unbreakable, shake the unshakeable,
**** the ungrateful, Yosef merciful and invincible,
It's Yosef baby, it's Yosef baby,
And it's all gravy"
It was a, late night,
I never forget the pictures
In my eyesight,
Iight, just another drama, slash
****** and comma,
Cuz I'ma,
Take you on a one way street, where the
Devil's love to meet,
Beyond the crossroads, many
Guns explode,
See how many souls go,
To heaven but this life is hell,
How can I dwell,
In the house of the Lord,
When all the commandments failed,
Miss the extension of jail, Executed Moses route well,
Staffs turned into snakes, let it rattle
And bite at the Jakes,
It's been war since man,
Crawled out the slime,
Scents of apple pine, fogged its
Way from the treeline,
Had freedom, took sins over
The Garden of Edem, preachers sayin' believe 'em,
Tiers of heaven, I seen 'em,
Gnostic wisdom, watch me bleed 'em,
Manual scripts,
Serenade ya mind from the words encrypt,
Came off the mothership,
Every body tries to dip,
When death confronts em,
They wanna redeem,
But ain't no redeemin',
When the curves sickle is gleamin',
From the sunshine beamin,
Hunters of heaven,
Got demons screamin', either it be physical
Or spiritual,
Some folks do it for commercial, I do it
For the love of the dough,
Wait that's the worlds motto,
Greed love ecstasy and jealousy
Loves to follow,
Open up ya soul like a hallow,
Point blank,
At the purgatory gates, waiting
To get a thanks,
From the sender, no pretender
No exits only an enter,
Tormented by pain, died in vain, repeat
Visions of gore, on the window pane,
Seapin,
Down the walls engrained,
People standing,
Tryna make sense of the madness,
That came,
Three thousands flames,
Lit up and let the balloons go,
Welcome to the Passover show,
I still feel the pain from Lot,
Too many quick to body rot,
Tears of thunder, running down my face
Like snot,
Another victim next up for the plot,
****** sees no races,
Like the judges over court cases,
Only money is the culprit,
Feds to states love to benefit,
A Soulless maze, beyond where
Tactics are made,
No sun lemonade, we prefer dark shades,
While folks ain't seeing,
How the country is raid,
Guns on every corner played,
By the mass media,
Spitting cycle's of wars encyclopedia,
Y'all need ta,
Pay attention to the real, hot shots of the steel,
Leaving folks with a dead conscious appeal,
Let's be real,
I'm like hairs that still, from the coldness
That brings the chill,
Armors of a golden shield, dressed for combat, so I'm ready to ****,
Any intruder, take you through the thrills of
Buddha,
To suit ya,
Mind at ease, walk with me  through the galaxy of Galilee,
Reduction of chaos, so
Keep ya stress pain free,
You in the presence of the Godly,
Title the world, once I branded, ex bandit, cats cant stand it,
Watch me out land it, crashed on plymouth rock, hard knocks,
From the cops, when my homie had to make the quick drops,
Slouchy, mighty touchy, when the shotti, next to me, easy,
Come easy, go rilling in dough,
Pillysbury style, saw miles, before I walked my first dials,
On the phone, tryna get a wet bone, link back at the zone,
My home, my throne, guard it like Jeffer-son, soothe baritone,
Paul Williams, of the industry, pass cloud nine to ten, chemistry,
Check the geometry, of my lady, back side banging mercedes,
Whoa!, to our future kids, if we got problems ma, let's just dig,
Solve our own problems, before the media robs em, stab em,
With the vocal, shot off words like a pist-al, slows sips of cristal,
Ice dripping off the crystal, ***** of a disco, sparkling slow mo,
Take it back, to the soul train, dance hall, baby let's ball gall,
For your love, from others sisters to brothers and many others,
Love to spread, the butter haters under, slash the thunder,
Lightening strikes, before midnight, picture my sight iight,
Cold dreaming, dont waste the *****, succubus tag teaming,
I must be seeing, things ain't so supreme, I'm a just a humanbeing,
Mortal, but my souls immortal, saw life after death, it was pleasant,
Had undercover peasant,
Worship the presence, over the past, listen to the music, back mask,
Hold up, unveil the last, break the task, move fast as Nash,
Power bomb ya intellect, with the shells of my medulla, selects,
Bring down ya threats, no sweat, but heat off my baguettes,
Icy dripping wet, like girls pearls, I'm still taking on the world,
Hold my status, the baddest, since Jesse James, detain the lames,



Made on the back burners, of sin, born in, to a false religion,
Call us stool pigeons, for playing a masculine positions,
Saw ambitions, of wishing  twinkle star still mixing, kissing,
My dreams goodbye, just another lullaby, so gangstified,
How many of ya peeps tried, failed and hoped you died,
But I took the critics, and buried em, with a fist of rhymes,
Dimes, over pennies, watch em turn Guinea, more than plenty,
Rhymes I got, keep it going til I body rot, its bone **** plot,
Take the bullets from malcolm, and Kennedy, reload it,
Unload it,at my enemies, playing friends of me, raunchy cronies,
Form a rap colony, with no apology, resurrect my ancestry bodies,
Come back, revert the track, murk the masters, of the disaster,
Nat Turner, blaster with the burner, independent learner,
Since the schools, failed me as a, successful earner,
Had to learn tha, hard way stress was building away, always,
Caught a smoke sessions, wild days of my hay day, blazing hay,
No delays, on time, all I saw was, dollar signs, snake lines,
We was all made to fail by design, see the peace sign, rewind,
Check the history, ain't got nothing to do with freedom see?,
Society for what, it really is, put that on my mints n kids,
Future ain't nothing, too bright two shades of butter white,
But I'm a still a *****, focused michete sharp as finger trigger,
Itchin, for a twitching, fast as a blast, now ya mans, in a cask-
-et, looking well fit, tuxedo snort rush fast adrenaline like DeVito,
Cab riding, off the cookie show, mystery meat glow,
Soylent green, love a diva surpeme, like a scorpion stings,
Sings of siren, got me admiring, pretty girls spark the swirls,
Got the little boys, puberty yelling, but without a noise,
Rippin' mics, like tongues flipping in dikes, feminine pleasure nights, iight,
Let's set it off, my performance like bullets letting off, you too soft,
To hang in this league, I could get cut, and not bleed, I could seize ya deeds,
Steal ya glory, these haters still spinning, from the same category,
Poor Georgie, still feeling light, from mc tryna ****, like dolomite,
Too many hoes be, tryna swarm in my sight,   i get rappers delight, some fight,
Over the love, of the game, some fight over the love of the fame,
380s spitting at you like baby, it's crazy, how I been hookin' times michete,
Murders after midnight, see the eyes as bright as the moon sight,
Another birth, of the children of the corn, in the eyes of the storms, no harms,
Can form against me, me my artillery slick with my killa camaraderie,
Who's badder than me, probably mike might be, fading away, ending series,
Drop souls til they weary, anubis energy, got these dogs around me,
Hitting the buddha bees, from the hornet's tryna sting me, I'm stingy,
When it comes to these rhymes, I pop flies pass the foul line, rewind,
So I can take a swing, at the base next time, hopefully I'll be on the incline,
Home runs, with my name on the signs, I'm Alpo with drugs in my lines,
No matter how many times the sunshine, I'll still be one up, while you behind,




Dancing in the waters with the devils, only hang with rebels, all bass no trebels,
Yo, I'm on another level, stay in trouble while I'm staying out of trouble,
Pawns so deep, you couldn't even see it through a Hubble,
I see ya struggles, tryna muscle, ya way into the industry walkways,
I make ways, like mobsters collect pays, extortion any of your portions,
I'm for business man, suckas cant weigh up,  mad when I dunk, cuz they lay up,
Bully my way through the lanes, wolf on *******, my pen game insane,
I get dark, like the nights, a black man taking on, all that I can,
No need for Robin, only when I'm robbing, from the poor, hang with rich,
Ain't that a *****, that thought I'd switch, cuz  I got a few bumps, no itch,
My money's real, no counterfeit so haters keep on talking ****, hard to hit,
I'm a hawk watching for pigeons, guaranteed to break ya religion,
Ya feeling, me knuckle head of the industry, wish great hells upon me,
1000 years I've sat, now the beast released out of me, so much agony,
Watch the horns slowly, grow out me, bow before ya ******* majesty,
I'm Krino, nonconformist pure vocalist, diamond shining lyricist,
Sickle to ya windpipe, now ya speechless, I leave no witnesses,
When they witness this, ****** on sight this track takin it, the highest of heights,
Bumped my head on heaven, and fell in hell, now my souls up for sale,
Yo I told yall once more, been braced for war, even the score,
Shots like in da battlefield, high rising feel,  move like an eel, with the steel,
****** face from the Copperfield, let's keep it real, I appeal,
To the masses, check the horror glasses, hits beyond Classics
Cassius, disastrous, yo I'm straight hazardous, flows serious,
Haters tryna serve us, never nervous, keep a maxed out surplus,
Plus I got girls on the bang bus, who could rush us, out touch us,
Yo, I'm flipping birds without touching skies, stay wise,
Vigilant true gangsta militant, stay beyond magnificent,
Got a chase for money Manhattan, see what's happening,
Stay cappin', third ward coast rappin', so quit ya yappin',
Flappin' about nia this is the souf, so watch where ya peck ya mouf,
Haters fronting, and stunting, ain't no future in it, steam out Bennets,
Matrix with the blades, creamed out escalade, soufside fade,
Razor blades, sitting on the side of my gums,under my teef,
Shine up the christ reef, sit like an indian as chef, stress relief,
I'll leave ya stiffer and deader, than the winter leaf, peasants,
Become deaths residence, my gun distance, stay with the quickness,
Answers with the Iversons, yo who's liver sons, step to the don
Yo it's big pun, capital punishment, break the establishment,
Suckas got me bent, never been pent, to a magazine green,
Leaves I fiend, to keep my thoughts clean, no evil supreme,
Catch the dream, shakes from the microphone Hakeem,
Aim at ya peen, see what I mean, scope with the laser beam,
It seems dreams, are shallow I broke the battle, snitches tattle
I make like a snake and rattle, wait for bite pitch the might,
Dolomite any girls without using fright, game latex tight,
Iight, yosef only telling ya truth,no lies see the biblical eyes,
Close with the evil disguise, broke the celibate ties sighs,
Giving by the godly oddly shape my ology, it's my psychology,
Cant stop wont stop, til I'm the cold yard top, giving drops,
Unexpected, ya unprotected once I was resurrected, disconnected,
Off the face of the earth, my birth I knew my infinite worth,
Stay rowdy puff the green, make it cloudy, like chicks bowdy
Howdy howdy, word to this white henny good and plenty,
Sticks to stones break bones, word to the Houdini clones,
Magic I own, phone home sucka you dead amongst the battle zone,

Whaaaaaat!!
Yo I'm classic like Earl Mannigoat, see the lyrics that float, scent to an impulse,
Stay close to the toast, so I miss the host of a space ghost, who knows the most,
In the game, got a lot of hustlers under his name, never speak gods in vain,
I is is, and is is I, shinned up my eye, to see the light, a little more clearer,
Took the shells from Bushwick, and reloaded it, now my enemies feel it,
Pain for pain exchange, I draw thrills deeper than mountains or terrains,
At highest peak mayne, i spread holy wars, took the blood from Peter,
Earlobe pinned it to the globe, now I'm tucked under, hidden my own abode,
Silent prayers, hold up for my ancestors, got spirits, lounging as protectors,
Respect tha, afterlife fusing life's treasures, no limits put on the measures,
Gods left messages under my dresser, scales of a weight measurer,
Telling me do I wanna live, or die, where do I want my soul, eternally to lie,
With the demons or the angels, but I see them in the same tangle, strangle,
Grips over dark and light, like blacks and whites, post poison social media hype,
Iight see the chaos in the delight, confusion loves death with infusion, cruising,
On your airwaves, see they ain't peeping the last days, of Noah beards in grey's,
I say, everybody hop in the boat, we could all be one, if we ride to the same note,
I write a tune, that couldn't be put in auto tune, on ya auto you'll been in tune,
Born on the black moon, that's when I my eyes flashed, and darkness consumed,
God and goddess's, witnessing this, sight of a new Jesus Christ, spike the cross,
Blood dripping of the tree moss, slaves of the past leaked, the spirit froth,
Cocoon with knowledge, watch the butterfly to moth, inject thoughts collect,
Retrospect, while blaze to the cigars that's lit, only real fakes see counterfeits,
I break mics, make em bleed, like punches from Mike, iron sight
Fist tight, I'll take all of your might, dont even front a fight, iight
We coming with the wickedest, vengeance, catered to sickness
Manifest, off the demon infested,
Yeah I'm connected, to the underworld, so dont disrespect it, before ya be resurrected,
I took jesus ****** cross, hung it like tree moss, flip the coin toss,
You'llfind me,in the valley of the lost, skull rallies, been the boss,
You suckas fallin, like Olympus Mr Snuffalufagus, plus the surplus,
All out maxed, Redd Foxx insults, graphic, as the Dutch Shultz,
Surrender your rights, see the shadows, hovering the night,
Smooth as a kite, winded suckas pretended, I'll end it flint,
The stones, cigarillos cherry foam, chase the taste, of ozones
I'm gone, watching the footsteps of rosemary's, baby slay me,
Naw I stay peaced, with the unseen, soul divine supreme, cream
Shattered many dead souls, added to the gehenna scrolls,
I'm just a disciple, with the laser eye rifle, cyclops the bible,
Raging in wrath, feel the thunder, lightening standing giraffe,
Catch the hands of nature, glad to hate cha, innovator, mater,
Let the saga continues, through graphic venues, I'll end you,
rip ya out ya skin, and leave blood on ya shoes, open portals of vessels,
Muscle man, champagne driven by my freaky women, giving,
Me they souls, bless they jellyrolls yo, I'm out of control,
Just another brothers,with the grit of johnny cash, bank rolls,
We beat the payroll, advoid pay tolls, that's how real Gs roll,
Watch cha know, split the kabbitz, lay out yachickens, gizzard
Poetry wizard, stick my tongue out like a lizard, keep lyrics exquisite,
Tip of ya toes, close down the shows, ya know how it goes,
It grows, more than the temptations, got the accommodation,
Change ya station, if you in hesitation, blaze gun nation,
For sticky situations, all of one one of all, never cease at downfall,






Gory road, move to a general,from a street lieutenant, innocent
Bystander, catch the wings, of a hate activate ya mental state,
See hostility at the alarming rate, wake for the leeching snakes,
Grip the peace, like a python, still let by gones be by gones,
I'm so gone, all I see is wrong, souls ringing like a gongs, its on
Caught the caption, blasting tactics steels of a black smith,
Hot ****, bound to ya melt ya with these classics, black magic,
I make it look so easy, but tragic suckas become mastered,
To the slaves of the intertwine, curved spines, of a feline,
See the horns incline, from her hair lines, sin never been so fine,
Apple decline, in the garden, step back to the game like Harden,
Charging, the game on credits, yall on debits, blacked out cards,
250K monthly, see what I see,
Naw probably, not you be hit harder than Ronnie Lott, guard ya snot,
Ya leaking, see the guns flickering, flashlight of a beacon,
Been a sinister deacon, silence the weaken, every first weekend,
See me peaking, speaking, paramount, calvary scout,
Lay out the KC, masterpiece barbecue sauce, it's the mosh,
Pit set up,I'm dead up, cant wait to this touch up, paint job,
9 to 5 robs, late night til the sun bright, soaring the heights,
Keen sight of an eagle, I squeeze through, out ya flesh,
Like beagle, bullets sniff you, now you laying like a vegetable,
Despicable, crews I bruise, leave em for the early mornin news,
Dont blow ya fuse, no truce, haters beware ya in for a scare,
Lay more scars to ya face, from unfiled ****** case,
No need to lie, what the **** for, naw I embezzle the muzzle,
Spread you out like puzzle, piece soon to be released,
Coroner, operations mud situations, change my caliper occupation,
Went from middle men, to a high man, baby bird assassins,
Who asking, about me, dont be part of the last dying trilogy,
New age space ghost, alien host, no need to hold a toast, suckas quick to boast,
At me but they, only end up in a roast, I'm in the lineage of the gods, against odds,
You'll see me making evens, who do you believe in, marks of slashes receiving,
The beast system within, six aligned with the midnight, iight, taking heights,
Once the hail mary, ups my hype, I see Elijah  walking with, Eli amongst the fire,
My soul desire, the thirst of higher, power seraphim showing me, hellish realms,
Coals touched my lips, purified the grips, over my sins, posed a mental eclipse,
I let the ships, sail away no delay,
Every body gotta price to pay, rich to poor, peace riots, to melees, now say,
A prayer from the holy scripts, I let the last blood of my soul drip, into the skylines,
Tingles all over my spine, baptized in Jesus's blood lines, it all lines,
To the days, of these ways, government stuck in they sinful ways, I daze,
At the sun, and the stars, I saw life on Mars, swords, of glowing bars, afar,
Battles been, going on for centuries, since the days, of dawning humanity,
Walking amongst the dead, I saw many a blood baths, that was shed, over my head,
I red, the darkness consumes the light, but meanwhile, I'm still tryna fight,
The evil against the evil, laying curses to sigils, everyday is a new sequel,
Yo I'm close to my doomsday, yearning for the people's, souls put on layaway,
While they partying everyday, I see the demons plotting right this way,
Money here, and money there, but steadily looking, at their rights taken away,
Homeless men and women, ain't nothing but angels, positioned within,
Judging the sins, heavy weighs upon the crown, of the earth, a failed birth,
Aborted peace, walk the valley of the beast, from the west to the east,
Ain't no **** peace, too many shells release, feel the heartbeat increase,
Scents of the deceased, taking back over the earth, cries out to the holy father,
But why bother, most is stuck like a cotter, pin, feel the breeze, but it's no wind,
Im setting trends, traces for the end, times a king walking on a thin line,
Reclaim my throne, that was last back in the timeline, I'm living life backwards in time,
Only way to forwards, is if I replay my past life, that died away, cuz I had page a way,
Once knew this beautiful soul,
Sounds of musical control,
The weight to the heavy vessel, but he
Wanted to be the biggest muscle,
Right handed, next to god, standing on the throne,
With three million bones,
Under along with multiple clones,
Took a third to another zone,
Wings is clipped, he wanted to be self worshipped,
But couldn't get the membership,
So it fell into the church,
Raise ya hands high, see how many souls,
Lined up to fry, and die,
Wishful thinking, prosperity got the
Folks thinking,
They can buy they way, into the heaven,
Sisters to brethren,
Still juggling sins, I saw judgement from within,
My own dreams, became a reality theme,
Ain't no I in team,
Used my will to fight the against wicked ill,
Still sharpen my skills,
I see flaming eyes, wooly hair with the thousand yard stare,
I once saw, scriptures turned into a reality picture,
Famine got us **** and, while y'all steadily jamming, they been planning,
Scanning,
Chips for our branding,
Guerilla tactics handling, no time for emotional gamblin',
Jack the twelve gauge standin,
Amongst the darkness, pictures of a million carcasses,
Don't need a license to ****, too much blood
Is waiting to spill,
They even got Jesus cap peeled,
For tryna heal,
The masses, broke through the horrors glasses, a testament new session of classes,
Slow burn my cigar, drink wine ice and mild sugar,
Studied demonology, to better understand demons around me,
Or better yet divinity, see the sanctity, of people's
Freedom praying to false, dietys,
Which really be, ya enemy,
Ain't got no friends around me, I myself
Is the biggest loyalty,
Caught Seraphim stones, burned my left cheek suddenly,
The burden of the curse, lifted upon me,
The purer the soul the more wickedness
Hunts for thee,
Walk on low cut grass, so I can see snakes slithering as a mass,
Can't avoid the crash or the clash, American dollar bash,
Keep chasing ya goals, only to lose ya self in the lustful of the bold,
Trapped inside of this cold, world but never fall in love with the world,
Don't lose or sell ya self short, cuz folks play with spirits as a sport,
See peer pressure extort, it's more love for drugs and thugs,
Than sweet people giving hugs,
Death is an everyday mission, wrote as
The biggest commission,
Just listen,
They plotting your funeral, from scripted TV's flexing without rehearsal,
Murders exposed, love is closed, they rather run more blood through ya doors,
The more the killing, the more the ratings touching the ceilings,
Of the Georgia stones seven billion mudded atoms, gotta be gone,
To equalize, with the demon treaty, poison of medicine got us needy,
Slow breathin, focus positivity,
Recollect the same energy,
Directed towards me, bounced off Saturns rings, visions of me falling,
Into infinite space, northern lights flashing like camera snipes, iight,
Angel paparazzi, taking shots at me like I wanna be free,
From this society, hide where the troubles find me, blind me,
Oh Lord, to the gores of the world, well evil must be good,
Cuz it plays along with the hood,
Lions even **** their own cubs, so I guess it's
Really no love, but love,
Spelled backwards, is evol, and naw this ain't a hat trick, to a sequel,
See axes could get you split, playing in the game of the dangerous corporate,
I reshaped my mind, I'm like Al Simmons at
His graveyard design,
With many metals, made to be a rebel, up the bass **** the treble,
This is for devils, tryna down me a level,
I don't need a Bible,
To be sanctified, Ive been left for dead before
I was crucified,
Saw the saviors eyes before he demised,
Lightning veins across the skies,
Got a spiritual high,
Blessed by the essence, **** presence  from the fry,
Burn slow with the maple,
This is for ya intellect to staple,
Real ****, for ya mind, far from a fable,
Rose though the ranks like Gabriel,
Watch Demonesses walking with the **** of Sable,
Stalkin' with a bulletproof label,
Flames over my body, a true, Goku trooper, one forty fours getting gathered,
Waitin' for the heavens, to scoop ya,
Enter the dark valley of skulls foreshadows death row
Suckas know we roll on any plateaus roger rabbit ******
Once I get a taste of snow yo feel the depths of a brothers blow
Pistols shows western leak mustard blood packs see life hacks
Matter of fact ya lifes ending g racing to the twlight scenery
White lights from the guns flashing bright it'll be iight
Only focus my sight on alien idioms leave my victims laying numbs
Sons of an assassins guku solar blasting check the stashing
Of energy **** synergy to better see my enemies vorhees
Slash with the holy mask victims cant even task everlast
I'll never see the cask see the past through the futures glass
Yeah we stay on ya *** shaft mack attack true villain in black
It's like MC Ren spinning a Benz yo I'm always into something
Got so much heat I could even make the flames begin jumping
Pumping ultra waves of sounds serenades blue magic pomade
Sitting on my circle of hair ways laid down to a T mack like Goldie
Got more swoops than Cherry milk cows for all of their diary
How dare ye? Try to compare me my styles deeper than Barry
Practice what I preach broke from heavens leash watch me release
Cold corniche cheese the rats watch em fall for the mouse trap
Adapt to any environment once all it takes is iron and mints
Government plots tactics spent now im a spawn hell resident





Signaled by the afterlife troops looking for some souls to scoop  
Oops I caught alley at a rally dicking thick salleys adding talleys
We stay rowdy rowdy bout it bout it keep crowds overcrowded
Mags sitting slouchy yo never that I play a cool frenzy like Denzi
Sparks of the bottle so a **** genie can jump out in a bikini
Tricks by the Houdini mellow rap got women in between me
See that cameo sparkle mistletoe beat it til it's a cherry glow
And her legs start to buckle but back to this star spangled
Banner count the fifty stars born on Mars with 3 million half scars
Keep wars wrapped like spaghetti beats I keep em michete
Til its start to leak out of ya souls viking instincts vessels
Deep in ya console visions scrolls punches harder than Drago
Feel me though cant silence Pharaoh hit ya with arrows
Of flows til it sticks into ya mental no time for sentimental
I'm analytical biblical not madman disciple check the rifle
Thirty odd six still in the mix of triple six are yall hearing this?
The realist to spin this plus the vinyls is crisp cold rocking it
Mcs too light I cause the deepest fright in the midst of the nights
The record sales holy grail blessed by the magnificent tales
Nothing fiction breaking into ya jurisdiction crucifixion
Once I begin the mixing nails and crosses take ya losses
Boss of bosses kings of kings and all yall other just siblings
Dribbling tryna make ya way into the lane I'm off the chain
Sick with no brain got ya hyped up from my lyrical *******
Raised up the sword high, the mighty guy, standing with the third eyes,
Soldiers bleeding the skies, most can't see past the innocence of lies,
Posed up, I used to be held up, by griefs ambition, switched positions,
Once I gathered from gods listens, anointed to a christening, pitching,
Sweet nothings, no longer a glutton, to evilness, posed as happiness,
Y'all ain't feeling this, I know why, it's because the diamonds in the sky,
Held high, don't stare into the light, iight, I came with vegeance, and might,
Despite, what others write, banged on the medias hype, lay out my pipe,
Count the veins on site, seated like lightening, hitting the trees,
Split the ground, now witness these, meteor man godlike, tendencies,
More tunes for ya to jam, than Quincy, turn your big dreams, into Peebles,
Linked with the Rebel, feel like I'm on another level, gods vs devils,
Angels to demons, scheming from reality, to enter your dreaming, beaming,
A shaft of light, hovering over ya body, like a kite, go to bed in fresh whites,
Never sign over your rights, keep up ya fist fights, mean but polite,
Only to the flows,that ripples like flagpoles, twitch the earlobes, around the globe,
Yo, let's keep it popping, champagne bottles, from 20 dollar lottos, spot crows,
Once the murders is sewed, dodge the hate, activate, my inner God gates wait,  
For flood on the scene, to intervene, dialect native tongue, of the King and Queen,
Alien human being, lost my starship, once I crashed into Earth's residence,
The longer the distance, the longer the hesitance, pose Babe Ruth stance,
Looking at the moons, caught a light years zoomed, ahead slice the heads,
Everybody, looking at me dead, once I said, I ain't breaking no more bread,
Tapped phones from the feds, I keep a dummy in my bed instead,
I think twenty five years ahead, saw myself by myself, linked with wifey,
Upping my health, private stocks with wealth, country living in stealth,




Break out the chapstick, before I kiss, the second pair, of my girls lips,
Freaky is I, caress slowly then **** on her inner thighs, yeah I'm sly guy,
Why lie, let's keep it real for the lyrical ties, I keep ya eyes, baked to a fry,
I get a love jones, in my bones, reigning back on top of, hip hops throne,
Mack more than Jerome, lets get it on, til I see a crack in the horizon,
Moonshine glares, cold heart from these bears, witnesses Genesis,
Turned into exodus, folks still scented off the bloods mist, hard to digest,
Only stay true to the realist, true lyricist, 27 snipers taking shots, and they all miss,
Yo I can't even lie, so why try, I miss you baby and that's why,
I can't even sleep in the night, too many tears roaming, in my eyesight,
Iight, but I know you was going home soon, I tried to ignore the wombs,
That was dug so deep, as you creep, on my instincts it's so **** steep,
Emotions can't even climb, to a state of reasoning, so I decline,
The early signs, baby girl you was supposed to be mine, now I gotta grind,
All by myself, you was good for my health, kept our love in stealth,
I promise, to love and honor, before dishonor, I let death be honored,
On ya memory, and ya mommy, i keep the peace, within the family,
Why is it, so much death around me, seems like pain comforts me,
Cant find peace, in my mentality, I'm always in a war, fighting battles see,
But the spirits warned me, looks like the angels of heaven, beckon me,
Cuz all I see, is the tears shed from Job, I wear a gold drapped out robe,
With a cigar, to take a charge and load, up my mind, and reminisce one time,
I'm a miss the times, we had I'm glad, we meet each other, too much love we had for each other, even got blessing from ya brother, who was one tough mother-,
Hold up, let me keep it clean, for the microphone, I was destined to ring,
On ya brain cells, yo it ain't hard to tell, such much memories to sail,
On my brainwaves these days, I can't even think, of nothing bad to say,
About you so I'll just, let the times of us together never fade away,
My tears started streaming, when the coffin top closed, another chapter closed,
To the books of my life, **** why is it so much strife, can't think of anything nice,
Cuz the world's so *****, tryna get slice, to a right everybody think they enticed,
Too I just sit back, and meditate too, the songs of sadness, empty the baggage,
Picked up new bad habits,
Hard to not stab it, god nab it, take me to another place, to avoid the maggots,
Erase the funk in the air, I don't care, on different of drum of a snare,
Truth or dare, got the spiritual eyes, all in a stare, ain't none can compare,
Baby I miss you, just being real with you, rest in peace baby, I'll soon be with you,
Yo I remember them days of my pre'greys learn gangsta ways
From wise men says talk slick to avoid the haze gun blaze
Still amazed by all the funerals that leaves us in a daze  
Infinite pays through the evil Ks 47 destined to preach ya to heaven
Dont be mad at me be mad at society vengeance Shinobi
Liquid swords across ya neck see ya souls ahead mis the feds
Long bread pumpernickel words like deaths sickle Don Rickle
Of the rap game got no shame politicians still got us wishing
Blitzing amongst these reindeer games souls left untamed
Got the flame put em out of their misery mayne switch lanes
Once I learn to cruise the highways of death watch my breath
And where I'm stepping Houston texas where I caught blessing
Families is struggling everyday hustling drug smuggling
But still found happiness though through all of these cycles
Madness spliff this high til I'm pinned like the star in the skies
My eyes even seen spirits die magnify my words right?
Blasted on sight miss the plight but somehow I found peace iight!!



Hard hits like Booshay not another black cliche see the delays
Route detour ahead yeah I'm sitting in the land of thorough heads
**** what others said Indian sharp telekenisis check the thesis
Helgain dialect enemies dial they final destiny it was ebony
Sight they couldn't see the blast coming from left to right
We sweeped army tactic fleet a veteran not a Letterman
I lived that life drive bys to walk bys my favorite villains always die
So who's the real hero is it the criminal protecting the financial
Investment hierarchy testiment of high wills playing instruments
Off tune say they Gods goon but really just satan out the wombs
They know what it is even poisoned the mind of the kids digs
It's raining even when the sunshine kundalini lightening ya spine
Titanium hard evidence still living in the past residence
Pining off the radiance sun glow there he go off the flow
Hitting ya melanin like wind breezing through the earth designs
Writing patterns but we cant catch the signs amongst end times
I'm dropping that most wont even get even if I gave em a hint
Show cast the plat is yours Scarface snow white chore pores
Opened up the fate gate with no doors jesus giving me tours
Welcome to the world,
Of final fantasy,
Shots in my cup,
Picture grand Hennessy,
My enemies tempt me,
Got the staffs with me,
Walkin' like Moses,
Splittin' the seas, miss the breeze, hoes love to tease,
When the see the benjis,
And the vicinity,
That attracts around me,
Bump the negatives,
Im settin' a new trend,
Still got my jag and the benz,
Not talkin' new ****,
Im speaking old ****,
Newbies aint feelin' it,
But theses old cats, is feelin' it,
Naw this aint no drake ****,
**** all that mellow ****,
We pull out chips,
Make records that spin,
Sitting on top ten,
Charts is hittin, its money to be gettin',
Slide it like Ripken or Griffin,
Feel bumps that kicked in,
Is the beat to get ya soul liftin',
Cherries for spliffin,
Back to my first verse, this Hennessy is hittin,





We got the bubs,
That put rocks to clubs,
May hit a few cherubs,
Cherry scents,
Feelin' so intense,
See how faiths,
Love to test ya fate,
Oh i just can't wait,
Like Sleepy, brown all around,
I get the pretty round,
Coke bottle shapes,
Gotta be careful though,
Cuz they might pin a ****,
Beat the opposition,
Focus money, is the ambition,
Life transition,
Like a transmission shiftin,
Or full manual,
Feelin' bold as Daniel,
No lyin', see the critics tryin,
Throw me in a den,
But there's no denyin',
I stay ready to feast,
Hunt the belly of beast,
Come to close,
They might leave you deceased,
But ill increase,
The earth frequency,
Mellow **** like tunes from Quincy,
Rock with me,
Like MJ takin' a fadeway, you can't block, this jam thats coming ya way,
What they say, now what they say,
I stay,
Close to the light, iight,
Diamond flawless,
Best a coal that don't need no finesse,
I say yes,
Enemies always wish you the best,
Just another test,
From the gods cursed, with the devil's worth,
I'll keep spinnin' this, til I leave the earth
Execute the beats proper,
As my vocals, with the lyrics drop tha,
Dopest chemist pharmacist,
Aint no harming this,
As ghostface laced this,
Fastball heat, no swinging this,
Pacifist,
Beat fashon-ist, pinning for sucess,
Still weary baggy *** guess,
Rhymes is perplex, with the sharp press,
From the Rza, cuts without the scizzor,
From the dope land of sizzurp,
Yo we got herbs,
Sounds of wonder, candy land drops, with the bitchs milkin',
Cold silkin,
Tiltin, the world off is axis, new age rap galactics,
Been nutty, since i busted from the prophylactic,
Daddy didnt rap the plastic,
Now a *******,
Straight hazardous, when they rhymes erupt,
Make rapper's starve up,
Crave for affection, of the dopest selection,
Make stevie see, catch a buzz from the bee,
Honeys drippin' lovely, above me,
Watch how i rotate thee,
Scenery, glitterwax ball control,
Check the handles i hold,
Cold, er than iverson,
Who's poppin' liver son,
Iller man, cooler than Jackie Chan,
Beat so hard,
The bass couldn't even withstand,
Peep the RL drips,
All over your screen, i make ya scream,
Like *******, in a ****** scene,
Sounds so supreme,
Divine intervention, ya bullets missin,
From the intellect kissin,
Switch the wardrobe,
Explode the pyro, watch how the flame grow,
On the mic, leave to ashes, sprinkle the hashes,
Natural high, from the sunny delight sprite sparkle, splashes


Caught a tip from the strip,
When they seen how, i flip,
Rip,
The rhyme right, plus the lime light,
Coco Cabana vibes,
Plus the thrives,
Is right, parachute ya eyesight,
Like the flash,
Of a gun sight, iight,
Switch ammunition, linked da commission,
To my position,
Fold the rap game, my ambition
Take all competition,
On ya radio, there he go,
Slippin' the floor,
Green suit valour, dressed like a Commodore,
New birth of Theodore,
bigger than encore,
Check the rain that pours,
Flooding ya stores,
Feel me like MJ, walkin' lighted pathways, mute nay says,
Plus I preys,
Like a mantis, never too much cannabis,
Check the ice on my wrist,
Frozen, from mics handling this,
James Brown sweep,
With a panther fist,
Word to my mother, s-s-s-so haters stutters,
Break the chumps out,
Extend clips, with the burners out,
Chevelle creepin',
Haters talk ****, but ill still be preachin'
Yo i put clark to the tip of my pen,
I guess you say, im super men,
I mean man,
My existence is plural,
Im on highways plus murals,
Street doctorate,
Peep the bars that get, more lethal than Gibson,
Put these bibs on,
These gerber babies, im sick as rabies,
Fatal lethal injection,
Flows like water, prepare for the exiting,
Broke the recession,
When the bars shoot, they come with aggression,
Stare ya down like MJ, did Gary,
In the 96 series,
Dont **** the sonics, but i blaze to chronic,
Stress the red hairs, like when my ***** stares,
Make her **** my ****, til her nose flare,
Better yet make her do the super head dare,
Im a Kool G, when i rap, i break mics eat then i crap,
Over wack emcees, i make em itch, like dogs ticked by fleas,
***** please,
Im the master, cause disaster, watch me plaster,
The rhyme right, ya paper thin, just ask Miss Lyte iight,
She so fine, **** i wish she was mine, but back to this rhyme,
I got reasons, why the mic, shouldn't be breathin,
I choked it out, wildn out, aint no nicks, when i flex the cannon,
Bullet dartin' like Manning, so many aint understanding,
My madness that goes without landing,
A thought on ya plane, i clogged memories, like migraines,
Eighty bars aint ****,
I spin it cold legit, grizzly bear affair,
When freaky hoes, want it from the rear, i appear,
Like a theif in the night, get ya mind right,
Sweet cherry rose, had my loved wrapped like a lasso, everyday a new hassle,
Cant break away from your love, strung out like I'm on drugs, shorty so fly,
Wise guy, with the open sharp laser eye, saw your initials pinned to the skies,
Why ask why, I miss you baby, though you dearly depart, you'll always have a spark,
In the deepest part, of my heart,
No matter what part, they try to stick you with, always real, never counterfeit,
Oh ****, live moves from the snakes out of the pit, now everybody talking ****,
Like they got the itch, I been that lick, that sticks like cement to bricks,
**** these other hypocrites, laying parasites to my eyesights, iight,
Had visions, of me and you, red to blue mixed, velvet dressed so finesse,
From start to finish, you gave me good love for my soul, to replenish,
Sunlight turned to dark nights, no more phone calls, no more family brawls,
Verbal exert the context, perplex wordplay fog up ya natural dialect,
I select, the perfect rhyme over beats to confine, the weakest minds,
Baby girl **** what they say, nobody perfect  you heard it, from the realist,
To ever spill this, I know you gone, wrote this sad song, all love went wrong,
Now I'm sounded by deaths gong, is it my time next, I been ready to check,
Out the earth place, I'm taking up the spaces, no more ice cakes,
**** to bake, or harassment from jake, in the state, watching the farm, harm,
Still ringing the alarms, rock the bells, sights of born cursed spell, where I dwell,
Reverend taught me heaven, but all I see is hell, amongst where the liars sell,
Broke potions, of an illusion oceans, of fantasy painted as a reality,
I stay with the true Gods be, black as Mahogany, check the rhyme bee,
Stinging melodies, so vividly I got all eyes on me, swing from a higher tree,
Divine what was yours, is now mine split personalities miss my minnie,
I was her a Mickey, she put me where success should be, hopefully,
I see you in the afterlife, resting so peacefully, precious and pretty,
You got me going crazy, cant believe this day, was the day it grazed me,
Sipping mojitos, puffin' rillos, I feel like it's my catcalling time to go yo,
I'm looking at your beautiful pose, tears running down my cheek to nose,
My thoughts froze, like a penitentiary pose, and I got no where to goes,
I took a pinch of Rippertons soul, down memory lane, anger with vain,
Agony such a tragedy, blast me for my final picture,
initially made for the gold cemetery,
Karma so sweet so beautiful its petty pitiful be mindful
Serving you with a soulful j dilla touch come through the clutch
Starsky and hutch just me and my microphone my home I own
Throne sitting like solomon bones dug from the graveyard clones
Renincarnate I so why try to reach & magnify through energy that buys
Times without dimes suckas playing  themselves to the crimes
Lime light investment testament to my own will slip the red pill
To seethe world for what's really real and I'm still living the thrills
Caught the chills on my soul from digging up the universal
Music melodies through j dilla Mozart symphonies epiphany
Moments spoken like a true exponent yo never flaunt it
Certified diamond hits not even an axe could split this joint
Anoint all 7 points of ya crown sound central pounds
Wake up fool this is a dream living through a reality galaxy
I'm flying without lifting my feet see the suns and moons heartbeat
Its slowly reaping away now listen to the words that I gotta say
Cant avoid the lyrical occult striking minds like lightning bolts





Yo solo talk em to nicely wish I could reunite with wifey
Despite thee animosity amped from the wicked cities baby
Lelei and my long lost ZZ wish I could hug yall have a ball
It was early fall that i fell in love with the wings of a white dove
Taking flights amongst the sunlight pinned up like a sign iight
But let's space age once again sip gin to avoid my daily sins
Against the citizens I'm angelic holy feeling weak as a prosthetic
Most critics never regret it that's I denounced my humanity
I stick to the powers that be in another form of entities
Can you hear these melodies felt from the brains of the heavenly
But confined by my own mind woke up to the bane yoked design
Still gotta watch the ambush of the devious felines curve spine
Her backyard looking ***** despite how ***** I stay with the funky
Cold cuts never dug ***** I love women of classy struts
Smooth chocolate skin tone all over her bones not even clones
Could pitch her Maybelline queens supreme this must be a dream
Intervene between real and the fake beams and it still seems
Only harm is making peace and charm is making wars scores
Only with the rich I dodge the pitch so I wouldn't get hit ****?

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