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"horsepower" poems
They gave us the sun to explore this earth, the moon to go back home ... For in your dreams is another reality, and one you rarely see... Lucidly at least... Your dream self has explored. Has suffered. Has laughed. Has felt the fear of not being able to run as real as you feel me pinch you. How can that not mean something? How can I wake up every single morning, and not take a second to appreciate the opportunity to go back home, but wake up here... They had to make these experiences feel real. They had to make us believe that being "awake" was as good as it got. They can't make money off you if you live in your dreams...so they refuse to let you sleep...  Wake up! They scream. With their TVs and electro beats. With their Budweiser and whiskey. With there horsepower and responsibilities. With there everything.  Fall asleep. In DMT. find the path they don't want you to see, find the boy that needs to breathe, find the answer and use the key, because we have the power to accomplish EVERYthing. SCREAM. "LEAVE ME BE!" Stay out of my bank account, stay off of my streets, take your big brother, and give me back trees....
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Nov 21, 2012
Nov 21, 2012 at 2:19 PM UTC
Exploration
Next week, I’ll be 61 years working the same 93 acres. The furthest field back and the 2 joining Peter Burke’s always been meadows. Since before my time — today it takes just 4 hours to cut, bale and wrap. Dad and the men wouldn’t’ve half the first headland cut in that length. I’d go back with Mom, with tea and sandwiches; brown bread and something sweet. No more higher than the handle of the scythe — I would try to swing. Nearly took my leg off the first time. When it was done, all saved that was my favourite bit. There’d be a gathering in the house. Food, porter … the craic. Someone would pull out a fiddle or a tin whistle, the women would dance it was beautiful — meaningful. Friends, neighbours. Thankful. The closest thing to expressing our feelings. And us kids allowed to stay up late, what a treat; a very rich treat. I never did grow tall enough to wield the scythe. When it was my turn, machines had been invented. Lucky I was told I was. They lightened the work and lessened the men. Horse followed horsepower. Bigger, heavier. But there was time for tea, there’s always time for tea. The scythes rotted; the horses rotted; kids flown into the city; neighbours dead, don’t care or are foreign. It’s just one man now doing all the work. One man called John Deere who has no time for tea.
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Sep 29, 2010
Sep 29, 2010 at 5:56 PM UTC
Teatime
I'm gonna motivate my love tractor From the east coast to the west Feel it's horsepower beneath my *** The scorching heat from the exhausts Blistering my legs Throwing back rock and gravel Scattering anything in my way I want to see the ocean before I die I want to stop at the Grand Canyon on the way And a dozen greasy spoons And a dozen more biker bars It all leads my ***** *** to the beach Might as well be the Ganges Baptise me in that great body of water I love huge bodies of water Lakes, rivers, seas...but never seen the ocean I could make it on a Harley Overcome my fear Do it by myself Biker clubs are insane They're where I need to be I've been listening to Steppenwolf All my life Get that hog out on the road The highway and the hog is all that exists It's another of those "becoming One" situations I can handle it Stay on the state highways Avoid interstates Maybe I should start getting high again every day Smoking **** at least 3 times a day Why don't I think that would still make me happy? But it's cut into my short term memory It's been cruel and even driven me to my knees I have a healthy fear of what it's capable of But if I could ride a Harley cross country Surely I could handle doing it high as a kite Biker girls, sorry to break your hearts I got a respectable old lady who won't sit on the seat of a Harley We have discussed parameters But the sum total is you won't be getting what you want That doesn't mean you might not get something and something valuable and life-changing at that It's all at my discretion Because biker girls sweep me off my feet And the "look but you better not touch" rule is a little too strict Especially when we make it to the ocean Our naked bodies like a school of shark in shallow Pacific liquid Just a **** or two before jumping in the water Feel in good, like singing with John Kaye ******* the pusher man My Harley-Davidson's caked with mud and sea salt, dripping gooey red dirt Watch over 'em for me Cuz we gonna be here for awhile
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
Bikers in the Ocean (a personal dream)
I'm gonna motivate my love tractor From the east coast to the west Feel it's horsepower beneath my *** The scorching heat from the exhausts Blistering my legs Throwing back rock and gravel Scattering anything in my way I want to see the ocean before I die I want to stop at the Grand Canyon on the way And a dozen greasy spoons And a dozen more biker bars It all leads my ***** *** to the beach Might as well be the Ganges Baptise me in that great body of water I love huge bodies of water Lakes, rivers, seas...but never seen the ocean I could make it on a Harley Overcome my fear Do it by myself Biker clubs are insane They're where I need to be I've been listening to Steppenwolf All my life Get that hog out on the road The highway and the hog is all that exists It's another of those "becoming One" situations I can handle it Stay on the state highways Avoid interstates Maybe I should start getting high again every day Smoking **** at least 3 times a day Why don't I think that would still make me happy? But it's cut into my short term memory It's been cruel and even driven me to my knees I have a healthy fear of what it's capable of But if I could ride a Harley cross country Surely I could handle doing it high as a kite Biker girls, sorry to break your hearts I got a respectable old lady who won't sit on the seat of a Harley We have discussed parameters But the sum total is you won't be getting what you want That doesn't mean you might not get something and something valuable and life-changing at that It's all at my discretion Because biker girls sweep me off my feet And the "look but you better not touch" rule is a little too strict Especially when we make it to the ocean Our naked bodies like a school of shark in shallow Pacific liquid Just a **** or two before jumping in the water Feel in good, like singing with John Kaye ******* the pusher man My Harley-Davidson's caked with mud and sea salt, dripping gooey red dirt Watch over 'em for me Cuz we gonna be here for awhile
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Squares have disappeared, and edges burred, a root of the round now abounds. anathematic steel has succumbed to rust. horsepower has reverted to horse and – the kingfisher will truly be king. And the trees now thrum and grasses dance in the old bluebell wood, the oak, the ash, the elm; everything will be as it should -- with the green man- at the helm.
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC
"- Since we've been gone -"
Should I write a poem of sappy love/ Teenage emotion gone on a sneak-away ride/ Visigoth hormones usurping my pen, again/ Sad memories of those girls, oh, those girls/ High School dances like small caliber holes in my heart/ No exit wounds, the lipstick bullets fester in me/ Music so loud I can not hear her giggle to her coven/ About the way I tried to kiss her/ In the gym, in public/ Where all the Cool boys might see? Or Should I, forty years later, just walk my dog/ And whistle as I bag up her **** Enjoying the evening as we walk/ While she wags and is happy to be here/ Beside me, regardless of my haircut/ Or the horsepower of my car?/ Why start now? I never cared then/ About them, the Loud Pretty ones/ With the guns aimed at my heart/ The only thing they knew how to do was shoot and run/ Where's the fun in that?/ Come on back, ladies.../ I have years of dog-poop waiting for you.
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Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 12:42 AM UTC
From a Gentleman Who Always Carries Extra Plastic Bags In His Pocket
Approach the steps and the bus driver says "Thanks You," ignoring the reality he's driving a bunch of broke-ass adults whose only wish is to escape from the middle of nowhere. Pass the cows, the one steer in the dairy field stares at me, looking down once we've left. Eyes looked intelligent like he should've been reading T.S. Eliot while sipping green tea. The two-mile bay goes quickly, holding its breath as we wave goodbye. It acts like it never danced before. Onto another town the people can't wait to leave. A crying child enters and the family moves back, further back, to sit behind me as I'm writing this poem. I've never seen innocence so excited to ride the Greyhound. Innocence, why won't you shut up? Failure, please stop glaring at her like that. She's only a little girl. The smoke stacks have no comment. The truck driver keeps appearing next to us trying to tell us we're all angels. The trees around the lake agree. The horses agree, if only because we harness more horsepower. The redwoods on each side of the highway are blocking my view, but I don't mind we're headed toward the future. City lights are my future, fog is my future. The 101 South is my future. The woman two rows in front of me sounds like a man. (S)he is my future. **** Rio Dell, there's nothing to do there. Garberville isn't much better. The green algae pond says hello. "Will you save Richardson Grove?" it asks. I didn't answer. The winding roads are making me insane. If I didn't answer, would you notice? Ferlinghetti must be driving because he can't keep on track. Oh where will you take us tonight? I wake up to the mist on the water holding my attention. The Alcatraz of my mind saves me from myself.
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Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 11:48 AM UTC
Thursday on the Greyhound
Approach the steps and the bus driver says "Thanks You," ignoring the reality he's driving a bunch of broke-ass adults whose only wish is to escape from the middle of nowhere. Pass the cows, the one steer in the dairy field stares at me, looking down once we've left. Eyes looked intelligent like he should've been reading T.S. Eliot while sipping green tea. The two-mile bay goes quickly, holding its breath as we wave goodbye. It acts like it never danced before. Onto another town the people can't wait to leave. A crying child enters and the family moves back, further back, to sit behind me as I'm writing this poem. I've never seen innocence so excited to ride the Greyhound. Innocence, why won't you shut up? Failure, please stop glaring at her like that. She's only a little girl. The smoke stacks have no comment. The truck driver keeps appearing next to us trying to tell us we're all angels. The trees around the lake agree. The horses agree, if only because we harness more horsepower. The redwoods on each side of the highway are blocking my view, but I don't mind we're headed toward the future. City lights are my future, fog is my future. The 101 South is my future. The woman two rows in front of me sounds like a man. (S)he is my future. **** Rio Dell, there's nothing to do there. Garberville isn't much better. The green algae pond says hello. "Will you save Richardson Grove?" it asks. I didn't answer. The winding roads are making me insane. If I didn't answer, would you notice? Ferlinghetti must be driving because he can't keep on track. Oh where will you take us tonight? I wake up to the mist on the water holding my attention. The Alcatraz of my mind saves me from myself.
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1 Pete sets off the alarm as he walks in the doors Tells me his new heart must be talking to the machines He talks like Jimmy Stewart was from Boston All elbows While I am bruised ribs Vera sounds like an airplane concession cart With all the right liquor Her faded blue walker Drowns out her sighs Maybe it’s her knees I am not sure 2 Before our bodies blend And I am part appliance I want to love your sound If your navel were a **** I might turn your soft belly Into a music box So I could listen to your heart Through your ribcage After I bury my head there Put me to sleep with your Human sound I want to hear the rust in your hips With my head on your lap The sweet sound of our lively decay There is no better music It is simple Like my name You can still say it while being punched In the gut You breathless barbarian Just dance with me Until it is all that we have To know we’re still human Dance like flames Without the fear of swelling joints Dance like waves trying to break the boardwalk Dance for your future fake hips Just dance 3 We link arms as we walk Even through your jacket I can tell how soft you are I want to tell you about our footsteps How when we are old And we both have canes When walking down hallways with linoleum floors I know we will sound like the saddest horse So I tell you that I will still love you Even after our bodies are made into glue You know me well enough by now That this is just me being sweet I kiss you goodbye Listen to your car’s engine hum It is so quiet You might actually hear me sigh When the sound of you driving away Sounds like the horsepower of one sad horse On his last three legs Like One sad old lady Even if we’re just friends by then I won’t forget The sweet music of our decay
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Mar 20, 2012
Mar 20, 2012 at 7:24 AM UTC
We Are the Sweetest Music
1 Pete sets off the alarm as he walks in the doors Tells me his new heart must be talking to the machines He talks like Jimmy Stewart was from Boston All elbows While I am bruised ribs Vera sounds like an airplane concession cart With all the right liquor Her faded blue walker Drowns out her sighs Maybe it’s her knees I am not sure 2 Before our bodies blend And I am part appliance I want to love your sound If your navel were a **** I might turn your soft belly Into a music box So I could listen to your heart Through your ribcage After I bury my head there Put me to sleep with your Human sound I want to hear the rust in your hips With my head on your lap The sweet sound of our lively decay There is no better music It is simple Like my name You can still say it while being punched In the gut You breathless barbarian Just dance with me Until it is all that we have To know we’re still human Dance like flames Without the fear of swelling joints Dance like waves trying to break the boardwalk Dance for your future fake hips Just dance 3 We link arms as we walk Even through your jacket I can tell how soft you are I want to tell you about our footsteps How when we are old And we both have canes When walking down hallways with linoleum floors I know we will sound like the saddest horse So I tell you that I will still love you Even after our bodies are made into glue You know me well enough by now That this is just me being sweet I kiss you goodbye Listen to your car’s engine hum It is so quiet You might actually hear me sigh When the sound of you driving away Sounds like the horsepower of one sad horse On his last three legs Like One sad old lady Even if we’re just friends by then I won’t forget The sweet music of our decay
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The moving pistons, such massive horsepower, his cc's are tipping the scales, those valves & rods are clicking, revving rpm's to supersonic speeds, spewing emissions to the shifting gears of love.
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 12:18 AM UTC
V8 Lover
And then there was one, From once when there was two. A character in darkness, Much in the same way as your likeness. Foot passed before the other, But then foot stepped under, From up above eyes spotted thee, Above the others who also walked under sea. Ropes angled at stars. But where do they lead? You, your mother's seed, Exist for a need. The way past. It is not wide but narrow, The skies more than the seas are not deep but shallow. Food sold and not eaten, Just to make cake. Horsepower, 28"s and heating That's what is at stake. Minds corrupted by "need" Wise words they choose not to heed. Encouragement given to seed, To follow but never to lead. Age given before their time, Influenced by lyric and rhyme. Many climb the ropes, Many of them fall, Many reach the skies of gold, But then fail to love at all.
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Oct 10, 2012
Oct 10, 2012 at 2:26 PM UTC
Mask of Darkness on the Imperfect Mind
Standing on a rusted sidewalk plate, contemplating. Let me bleed like a slaughtered sunflower. Let me walk away from this wilted bar stool. Death waits for the weary, Knock kneed. I trample through rotten hops. Scotch on the rocks, aged like the half-lit bar sign with three Xs and a poisoned skull. Chasing fear, exhausted. Legless horsepower, monstrous. Grinding my fingers on Grainbelts before the crack of fall. Stained oak pillars, star mangled manors Let me bleed.
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Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 6:16 PM UTC
Bleeding Brews
The bluest of oceans Reside In your beautiful eyes Your gaze speaks eons Of your hermit heart Yet not one speck, I sense Of lonesomeness In your life All I can pick Is your joyful vibe Your horsepower mind Intrigues me How you solve mysteries That bind you in a world Smaller than your universe How you escape, lost in an expanse Where you feel more at home How with the darkening of the sky As the snow reflects moonlight Your energies rise in unison with the tide How your howl feels more like a hymn to meditate on What are you, wise soul? Such beauty wrapped in mush and fur
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 4:22 PM UTC
Wonderwoof
A phenom pursue movement by midnight if entrained encampment flush by her heels while quatrain will absorb when she only a heaping there in life with hers round circumference as deeply met for a week if her sorcery became a tempest rife in horsepower with such antigen that an earthquake with even more liquefaction than mere mention on cruises her regression must also play into her automobile and forebode her ritual in speeding in class action.
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Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 7:10 AM UTC
Liquefaction
And then there was one, From once when there was two. A character in darkness, Much in the same way as your likeness. Foot passed before the other, But then foot stepped under, From up above eyes spotted thee, Above the others who also walked under sea. Ropes angled at stars. But where do they lead? You, your mother's seed, Exist for a need. The way past. It is not wide but narrow, The skies more than the seas are not deep but shallow. Food sold and not eaten, Just to make cake. Horsepower, 28"s and heating That's what is at stake. Minds corrupted by "need" Wise words they choose not to heed. Encouragement given to seed, To follow but never to lead. Age given before their time, Influenced by lyric and rhyme. Many climb the ropes, Many of them fall, Many reach the skies of gold, But then fail to love at all.
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Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 12:17 PM UTC
Mask of Darkness on the Imperfect Mind
Im burning in the inside Not pride but desire i cant hide Ambition my ammunition Im ambiguous Thats my definition One or more descriptions to decrypt him GOD called me to handle some business Especially in depictions Im a instrument With significance Set apart from the existence Of my glory so no comparisons co existing Its cool to be different My flow you can swim in Inside my hair is lake michigan My waves spinning Thats a bay is you kidding You wont see no fishes Only sharks that live in So dont try to flow wit em Its a new beginning That you'll witness Got an new engine Horsepower in it Its only been driven But nobody seen it One of the meanest Monster trucks breathing
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Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 12:32 AM UTC
Im different
My red and rolling eighteen horsepower think tank has been the catalyst to many a welcome thought , spurring many a good decision A much needed , twice a week , two hour break from the scatter- brained everyday illogical world ...
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Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 8:44 PM UTC
Fresh cut grass ..
rocking in my fishing boat a red skeeter twelve feet a hundred fifty horsepower a blue Coleman cooler at my feet the sun on my face the graphite rod at my side the worms left in the car the sun on my face
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
Benignancy
raise a woman an inch above a man, and you will raise an hippopotamus above an elephant. jokes sided.... the piston works, yes? the horsepower is ferrari or ford? make a tagline of the treadmill lost to the ******* tools are missing: hammers and other additives, but the rich boy turned into ***** sniffer are aplenty: next best seller, arab carpet seller turned into a capitalist we are fathomed with! raise a woman an inch above a man, soon stilettos will not do, but the skulls of other men for the tormented walk. let man’s optics suffice... let woman’s felt suffice: as her ****** of the closed eye prove: man sufficed pleasing her with eyes glorifying open and her skin numbed to a loss of a virgin’s pillow fight sleepover: made man into a disquiet animal of her ennobled sacrifice of having to live beyond his burial as a widow that once spun web, then as widow spun doubly an architecture of lies as the once spun netting for enclosing a man for pure mechanics. fools are we to attest such nature, but double fools are we to succumb to it.
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Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 11:14 PM UTC
heel on earth
Thank you, I needed that. Because now, more than ever, I burn With the horsepower Of a hundred suns, Aching to prove you wrong. For I am the dwarf star That will reborn itself Into a red giant. And though the coldness of your words And the void of your superficial gaze Rip my heart apart like entropy, I will not atrophy. No, I will eat And work And push And grow And burn Bright, blinding light. And I will gather your gaseous glances and metallic spite And like a solar system forming from cosmic dirt, From chaos, I will stand. Through the searing pain, Through the soul-sucking cold, Through the craters you leave on my skin, I will stand. Even if it takes me a thousand, A million, a billion years, I will stand. Little by little, inch by inch, I will stand. As certain as the stars, I will stand. I will stand. Now, I stand.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
To those who say I am nothing:
The dimmed sky, but no sign of rain The ticking watch signaling rush hour Being compressed in an overpopulated train The heavy traffic composed of horsepower The deadlines to meet and the city's commotion The crowded streets like scattered jigsaw My missing glasses and blurry vision And the sight of you that **I still saw **
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 3:52 AM UTC
Distractions
"Got To Have Wheels" written by: David Wayne Clare (Reggae/Pop/Do-Wop/Techno) You got to have wheels, if you want to have fun In the evening when the sun goes down Got to have a back seat if you want to have a girlfriend And cruise around with the bass up loud... I wanna ride, I wanna ride, all over town In my pocket, there is some English pounds etc... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels if you want to get the green light From the girl that's breakin' your heart Make your dolls face light up way so bright When she hears your motor start... Jump for joy, jump for joy . . . Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Riding on, making fast time That's when she gives her lovin' to me When we start we never ever slow down Got to reach loves harmony and destiny Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels if your going to drive uptown To get that money from a bet you won Heaven knows that this night ain't going to end soon Got those wheels? Then you're the lucky one I wanna ride, I wanna ride, all over town In my pocket, there is some English pounds etc... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Well, the girls are young and the girls them strong They want a man with ambition The girls you show them horsepower They don't want a man with a flat tire Jump for joy, jump for joy! Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Hey baby, let's go shopping and to the movie Wheelin' and wheelin never slow down I got the car, I got the money In my car is the champion sound... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... (c) In Perpetuity david John clare all rights reserved Clairvoyant Music / BMI
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 3:50 AM UTC
Got to Have Wheels
"Got To Have Wheels" written by: David Wayne Clare (Reggae/Pop/Do-Wop/Techno) You got to have wheels, if you want to have fun In the evening when the sun goes down Got to have a back seat if you want to have a girlfriend And cruise around with the bass up loud... I wanna ride, I wanna ride, all over town In my pocket, there is some English pounds etc... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels if you want to get the green light From the girl that's breakin' your heart Make your dolls face light up way so bright When she hears your motor start... Jump for joy, jump for joy . . . Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Riding on, making fast time That's when she gives her lovin' to me When we start we never ever slow down Got to reach loves harmony and destiny Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels if your going to drive uptown To get that money from a bet you won Heaven knows that this night ain't going to end soon Got those wheels? Then you're the lucky one I wanna ride, I wanna ride, all over town In my pocket, there is some English pounds etc... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Well, the girls are young and the girls them strong They want a man with ambition The girls you show them horsepower They don't want a man with a flat tire Jump for joy, jump for joy! Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Hey baby, let's go shopping and to the movie Wheelin' and wheelin never slow down I got the car, I got the money In my car is the champion sound... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... Got to have wheels, you got to have wheels... (c) In Perpetuity david John clare all rights reserved Clairvoyant Music / BMI
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living a lie split in two a secret reality created by you course correction going 90 in fifth gotta block those thoughts with a louder exhaust maximize horsepower before i lose it all so much at stake need a high flow intake living a lie split down the middle need some major upgrades for the fantasy to continue
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Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 9:31 AM UTC
upgrades
it’s not difficult to know what to do with 500 heads of garlic but the garlic scapes that’s another question i’ve been grinding them with basil, oil, nuts and parmesan and freezing the pesto but the freezer is stuffed now with strawberries and soon the beans will come then the broccoli and the kale i’m not a survivalist but if the electricity were ever to be cut for a day, well, i’d have to haul out the generator and today I picked up my old two horsepower pump from the shop i use it to draw water up from the pond which is 10 meters lower than the garden i am gradually learning to look after myself it’s been a lifelong project
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Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC
two horses
Self discovery is the best discovery Self-will drive is the best automobile Willpower is unquantifiable in horsepower Peace of mind, the best place to be The best resource is self
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Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 5:45 PM UTC
Self
All I have to do is go around the corner To the other entrance to the parking lot This should be easy Driving is easy I pull up to the road and look both ways And horror strikes me to my core The street isn’t empty My knuckles turn pale as I grip the steering wheel Like a cross to keep myself from shaking My foot is on the gas pedal The direction that this 3,000 pound machine goes Is under my control I lose control of my breath I pull out onto the street Swerve into the left lane My mind says There’s a family next to you A mother singing along to the radio A father stressing about his job A little girl playing video games in the back Next to her baby brother, still in a car seat Their lives are fragile My mind tells me Slaughter them I stop at the stop sign and look both ways Humans are made of paper and glass They collapse and shatter in a gentle breeze And with this car I am Prospero I can call tempests I can crush their ribcages Beneath the weight of metal and horsepower Even if mother and father live They must live with the empty space Left behind by their much more tenuous children I am collapsing under the weight of the power I hold I am overwhelmed with visions of what I could do What I might do What I fear I will do I turn the corner I want to reach into my skull And rip my brain free from its cavity I do not want it to control me I have no power over these obsessions Despite the cocktail of medications I am prescribed Despite the therapy The conditioning I can always pull the steering wheel These intrusive thoughts will always infect me They spread from my head to the rest of my body like a disease I am sick I pull back into the parking lot
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May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
All I have to do is go around the corner To the other entrance to the parking lot This should be easy Driving is easy I pull up to the road and look both ways And horror strikes me to my core The street isn’t empty My knuckles turn pale as I grip the steering wheel Like a cross to keep myself from shaking My foot is on the gas pedal The direction that this 3,000 pound machine goes Is under my control I lose control of my breath I pull out onto the street Swerve into the left lane My mind says There’s a family next to you A mother singing along to the radio A father stressing about his job A little girl playing video games in the back Next to her baby brother, still in a car seat Their lives are fragile My mind tells me Slaughter them I stop at the stop sign and look both ways Humans are made of paper and glass They collapse and shatter in a gentle breeze And with this car I am Prospero I can call tempests I can crush their ribcages Beneath the weight of metal and horsepower Even if mother and father live They must live with the empty space Left behind by their much more tenuous children I am collapsing under the weight of the power I hold I am overwhelmed with visions of what I could do What I might do What I fear I will do I turn the corner I want to reach into my skull And rip my brain free from its cavity I do not want it to control me I have no power over these obsessions Despite the cocktail of medications I am prescribed Despite the therapy The conditioning I can always pull the steering wheel These intrusive thoughts will always infect me They spread from my head to the rest of my body like a disease I am sick I pull back into the parking lot
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