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"hallelujahs" poems
0 followers? Dear New Poet: Then I'm your man, your very own Northern star, one leg up of a 3 legged stool, upon which all, we, enthroned poets, the world-over, do rule the honor you bequeath me to be, a first follower, your very own first responder, it, cannot be disdained nor diminished this instance, this birth, a novice revival, heart transplant, makes it the sweetest blessing to be the first— let us be the quencher of a desert thirst so long in the parching, the throat burning, by a desert sojourning, of a now ending forty times four hundred years so come to me! message me a message, find me a find, your poem fine, so now we vow, our embrace will ne’er be broken give me this honorific! let us together be terrific, raise our glasses, with arms entwined toasting you and all that mind and breasted chest of yours, full bursting from its future~contains, of which, its full release, brings a fuller life for us both I am a father. I am a grandfather. I am a First Follower. and a First Responder, for all who needs a leg up, so step upon my heart, it be but a first step upon a ladder with no top, no end ensighted my legs are as old as time, but, measure me not by the rings and the metered scales of gray hair aging, shock of white, a cain mark, wizard-wizened but by the muscles of my deep affection, the solemnity of this, my irrevocable promise this, the blessing we both make and earn, when you write, and while we wait, in quiet attendance - for all of your good works, your kept promises Blessed are You Lord our God, Ruler of the Universe who has given us life, sustained us until now, ***allowing, allying, and alloying*** the treader of treacherous waters, reader, writer, swimmer, to reach, meet, embrace and greet this day, this new born poem, with hallelujahs whispering and shoutings together, as one in one, of one, one
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Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 1:11 PM UTC
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0 followers? Dear New Poet: Then I'm your man, your very own Northern star, one leg up of a 3 legged stool, upon which all, we, enthroned poets, the world-over, do rule the honor you bequeath me to be, a first follower, your very own first responder, it, cannot be disdained nor diminished this instance, this birth, a novice revival, heart transplant, makes it the sweetest blessing to be the first— let us be the quencher of a desert thirst so long in the parching, the throat burning, by a desert sojourning, of a now ending forty times four hundred years so come to me! message me a message, find me a find, your poem fine, so now we vow, our embrace will ne’er be broken give me this honorific! let us together be terrific, raise our glasses, with arms entwined toasting you and all that mind and breasted chest of yours, full bursting from its future~contains, of which, its full release, brings a fuller life for us both I am a father. I am a grandfather. I am a First Follower. and a First Responder, for all who needs a leg up, so step upon my heart, it be but a first step upon a ladder with no top, no end ensighted my legs are as old as time, but, measure me not by the rings and the metered scales of gray hair aging, shock of white, a cain mark, wizard-wizened but by the muscles of my deep affection, the solemnity of this, my irrevocable promise this, the blessing we both make and earn, when you write, and while we wait, in quiet attendance - for all of your good works, your kept promises Blessed are You Lord our God, Ruler of the Universe who has given us life, sustained us until now, ***allowing, allying, and alloying*** the treader of treacherous waters, reader, writer, swimmer, to reach, meet, embrace and greet this day, this new born poem, with hallelujahs whispering and shoutings together, as one in one, of one, one
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Sunday morning Let the Hallelujahs Come And let my Grandma Tell me Im a sinner And im lost As if I Dont Already Know
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
Sunday Sinner
sometimes i wonder if god keeps a record of all the times i have been left, all the times i have been unable to leave. i wonder if he thinks to himself, "when will she learn?" as if he feels my heartache too. i picture god with a furrowed brow, hunched over a typewriter, beginning me again and again, a mountain of crumpled paper at his feet. but somehow - he always ends up at the same point in the story where i am all ****** palms and half-hearted hallelujahs propped up on bruised knees. spitting up blood & teeth at his feet screaming, "IS THAT ALL YOU'VE GOT?" but he doesn't answer. and i catch myself wondering if the silence is his way of punishing me for making a deity out of you. after all, the bible says he is a jealous god. i could've sworn there was a verse somewhere that said you weren't allowed to love anyone other than me. but now that i think about it, i probably took it out of context. if i could add a parable to those already existing, it would be how your chest felt like church under my head, and how i thought to myself, "this is how it would be if he loved me back." or how you fled my bedroom like a crime scene. i am still bleeding. i won't tell you how many times i cracked my heart in half trying to be what you wanted. how my lips on your skin felt judas. now i am waiting for god to begin me once more, hoping he'll leave you out of the plot this time because i don't think i could stand to lose you again. see, rumor has it he knew you'd leave and has been trying to make it up to me since before we'd even met. my song is one of repentance. the wood finish from abandoned pews rotting under my fingernails. i made sacrifices you didn't ask for. i have never known whether my inability to abandon people is more a strength or a weakness but so far everyone i've ever loved has turned into an exit wound, and myself into a flickering no vacancy sign. - m.f.
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Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 6:04 PM UTC
the patron saint of painted smiles
sometimes i wonder if god keeps a record of all the times i have been left, all the times i have been unable to leave. i wonder if he thinks to himself, "when will she learn?" as if he feels my heartache too. i picture god with a furrowed brow, hunched over a typewriter, beginning me again and again, a mountain of crumpled paper at his feet. but somehow - he always ends up at the same point in the story where i am all ****** palms and half-hearted hallelujahs propped up on bruised knees. spitting up blood & teeth at his feet screaming, "IS THAT ALL YOU'VE GOT?" but he doesn't answer. and i catch myself wondering if the silence is his way of punishing me for making a deity out of you. after all, the bible says he is a jealous god. i could've sworn there was a verse somewhere that said you weren't allowed to love anyone other than me. but now that i think about it, i probably took it out of context. if i could add a parable to those already existing, it would be how your chest felt like church under my head, and how i thought to myself, "this is how it would be if he loved me back." or how you fled my bedroom like a crime scene. i am still bleeding. i won't tell you how many times i cracked my heart in half trying to be what you wanted. how my lips on your skin felt judas. now i am waiting for god to begin me once more, hoping he'll leave you out of the plot this time because i don't think i could stand to lose you again. see, rumor has it he knew you'd leave and has been trying to make it up to me since before we'd even met. my song is one of repentance. the wood finish from abandoned pews rotting under my fingernails. i made sacrifices you didn't ask for. i have never known whether my inability to abandon people is more a strength or a weakness but so far everyone i've ever loved has turned into an exit wound, and myself into a flickering no vacancy sign. - m.f.
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When our tears are dry on the shore And the fishermen carry their nets home And the sea gulls return to bird island And the laughter of the children recedes At night There shall still linger here the communion we Forged The feast of oneness which we partook of There shall still be the eternal gate-men Who will close the cemetery door And send the late mourners away It cannot be music we heard that night That still lingers in the chambers of memory It is the new chorus of our forgotten comrades And the hallelujahs of our second selves
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Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 9:10 PM UTC
Rediscovery | Kofi Awoonor
501 This World is not Conclusion. A Species stands beyond— Invisible, as Music— But positive, as Sound— It beckons, and it baffles— Philosophy—don’t know— And through a Riddle, at the last— Sagacity, must go— To guess it, puzzles scholars— To gain it, Men have borne Contempt of Generations And Crucifixion, shown— Faith slips—and laughs, and rallies— Blushes, if any see— Plucks at a twig of Evidence— And asks a Vane, the way— Much Gesture, from the Pulpit— Strong Hallelujahs roll— Narcotics cannot still the Tooth That nibbles at the soul—
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This World is not Conclusion
Turkey hunting with his pappy The dogs let loose into the marsh Birds flew out, and guns went off The end result was rather harsh Willie Joe jumped first at nothing Shot at turkeys in the air First shot missed, but hit a target He'd shot Jim Joseph in the ear Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun Jolene was all set for college Had a baby on the way One quick fling in the hay with Joseph There was nothing left for her to say Joseph stood and did deny it Said that Jolene told a lie Jolene's daddy got his shotgun And with no wedding, Joseph'd die Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun The wedding went off without trouble Both families were there in force Jolene's dad had brought his shotgun The best man was old Joseph's horse The moonshine flowed like holy water There was no jar that wasn't filled And through it all, poor pregnant Jolene Wondered who would end up killed Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun The preacher preached and people listened Amened here and there throughout A few well placed hallelujahs Praise the lord was heard no doubt All dressed in black with eyes just shining He couldn't have done smiled more For who in town knew that the preacher Owned the gun and ammo store? Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus And the preacher would refill the gun.
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Oct 27, 2012
Oct 27, 2012 at 10:22 PM UTC
country preacher
Turkey hunting with his pappy The dogs let loose into the marsh Birds flew out, and guns went off The end result was rather harsh Willie Joe jumped first at nothing Shot at turkeys in the air First shot missed, but hit a target He'd shot Jim Joseph in the ear Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun Jolene was all set for college Had a baby on the way One quick fling in the hay with Joseph There was nothing left for her to say Joseph stood and did deny it Said that Jolene told a lie Jolene's daddy got his shotgun And with no wedding, Joseph'd die Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun The wedding went off without trouble Both families were there in force Jolene's dad had brought his shotgun The best man was old Joseph's horse The moonshine flowed like holy water There was no jar that wasn't filled And through it all, poor pregnant Jolene Wondered who would end up killed Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus At the wrong end of a country gun The preacher preached and people listened Amened here and there throughout A few well placed hallelujahs Praise the lord was heard no doubt All dressed in black with eyes just shining He couldn't have done smiled more For who in town knew that the preacher Owned the gun and ammo store? Time to call the Country Preacher A service needed to be done The end result was up to Jesus And the preacher would refill the gun.
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Your lips were made for Hallelujahs. Nothing less will do them justice, and nothing more exists. When granted the joy of life's creation, their Maker sang into the heavens and choreographed their dance. The breath that passes between their mountains carries with it the secret signature of death-defeating hands. Your lips were made to form sweet praises with all the spirit and humbled passions your heart and soul enlist.
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Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 5:34 PM UTC
Lips
It smells like loneliness outside. The smell of a hot dog on a grill after a storm, mingled with propane and cigarettes. The smell of solitary. A string of “cold and broken hallelujahs” no longer dulls the senses. It’s senseless anyway. I eat my brown rice in front of the sink and I am reminded of the taste of Play-Doh. It’s funny how loneliness creeps in on the wind, the cars’ wheels in the rain, the braking of the bus, scuttling of squirrels... Maybe a hot tea or toddy (maybe something stronger) will keep this autumn-ness at bay.
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Oct 15, 2017
Oct 15, 2017 at 10:25 PM UTC
Autumn-ness
Evolve Evolve in me through Energy Evolve in me through Salvation, Resolution and Restoration. Evolve in me through Healing and Meditation.                      Evolve Evolve in my Growth, in my Future and even through my Transformation. Evolve in my Breakthroughs, my Worshipping and my Dancing. Evolve in my Hallelujahs evolve in the Lord Our God Evolve in Faith and even through Love.                   Evolve; Evolve A shi
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Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
Evolve
through the grating hum of forever closing locker lids they sing textbook hallelujahs we are the quiet ones stalking hallways like burnt words under shuddered breath our skin is calloused to rip your shallow daggers and teach you painless peace so when you sleep imagine we are drifting about your eyelids a breath away from bruised
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Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 10:31 AM UTC
To the Bullies
Stones from Heaven ---pourles enfants de Haiti "Whatcrime what sin had those young hearts conceived That lie bleeding torn on a mother’sbreast... The human race demands a word from God."--Voltaire, " Poem on the Lisbon Earthquake" (1775) the flesh of the city blends its blood with the dust ofearth's gravethe devil quake broke the bones of their beds with itsterrorist bombthey could see the day light of death in the beaten air feel it in their prayerful souls as the some time glad daysun fell into forever's darkness and all the all reeked with theashes of fearwhere is the loving God of married hallelujahs? all the poor man's houses falling falling "amid thedeepening gloom"into a tomb for sons of promise and green daughterstheir pleasure and pain drowned in a ghost of tears lost like raindrops on the grey face of the bottomless oceanvanished like the passing shadows of stories in theimagination of cloudswhy oh darkened God of stones God of the Word God of Heaven? in the once bright light of a schoolyard's promise silencenow bleedswhere young eyes yesterday shouted from their books a beliefin tomorrows now the living dead carry their bodies with loving worms on the gallows of their bent backs wander the veins of thebeaten streets chanting horror's verbs black angels mourning the flesh of222,217 in mass graveswhere is the open hands of God the prodigal Father? they lie down forever in the weather of their sorrow withthe innocent deadweep for the seed of their breathless children in the bloodlit city of gospel sorrow no glad to be home families no wined friends with hope'sholiday songs no loving child's prayers or whispered shut eye no sweetgood nights no these good soldiers of Jesus' hosannas are the inspiredblind no moreto the womb of endless night no to the forsaken God of theirbrambled *****
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Feb 27, 2010
Feb 27, 2010 at 9:01 AM UTC
Stones from Heaven
Stones from Heaven ---pourles enfants de Haiti "Whatcrime what sin had those young hearts conceived That lie bleeding torn on a mother’sbreast... The human race demands a word from God."--Voltaire, " Poem on the Lisbon Earthquake" (1775) the flesh of the city blends its blood with the dust ofearth's gravethe devil quake broke the bones of their beds with itsterrorist bombthey could see the day light of death in the beaten air feel it in their prayerful souls as the some time glad daysun fell into forever's darkness and all the all reeked with theashes of fearwhere is the loving God of married hallelujahs? all the poor man's houses falling falling "amid thedeepening gloom"into a tomb for sons of promise and green daughterstheir pleasure and pain drowned in a ghost of tears lost like raindrops on the grey face of the bottomless oceanvanished like the passing shadows of stories in theimagination of cloudswhy oh darkened God of stones God of the Word God of Heaven? in the once bright light of a schoolyard's promise silencenow bleedswhere young eyes yesterday shouted from their books a beliefin tomorrows now the living dead carry their bodies with loving worms on the gallows of their bent backs wander the veins of thebeaten streets chanting horror's verbs black angels mourning the flesh of222,217 in mass graveswhere is the open hands of God the prodigal Father? they lie down forever in the weather of their sorrow withthe innocent deadweep for the seed of their breathless children in the bloodlit city of gospel sorrow no glad to be home families no wined friends with hope'sholiday songs no loving child's prayers or whispered shut eye no sweetgood nights no these good soldiers of Jesus' hosannas are the inspiredblind no moreto the womb of endless night no to the forsaken God of theirbrambled *****
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there was a morning that awoke to dreams of you holding coffee mugs full of your words that you could never speak. [for my hands were full&clasped; with the covers of another lover, but you held the chalice closer so as to keep it warm until I emerged from my slumber] & there is this evening that feels glimmers&flashes; of a new awakening: awe & wonder & immaculate passion, too. [the covers are beginning to recede as I emerge to the brand new season & reach up for the mug that awakens & renews & answers my questions in the language that you&I; have always spoken in our secret places] come back to me, I plead, even though I am the one who left, & it has not been easy… but I would like to unwrap the whispering whatifs that have comforted me timeaftertime since the day we first met: whatif our fingers intertwined & whatif our embraces became eclipses & whatif our paths intersected & stayed that way on a journey for some time? [just think of all the things we could see & feel & write & listen together] destinations, destinations; we’d be walking in crooked lines composed of our mistakes, unpredictable emotions, but our honesty & forgiveness would correct our straying. [& we’d finally be moving forward somewhere, which is better than backward just about anywhere --especially to all the places we’ve been: heartbreak & harm & holding on to who we’ve lost--.] so you shut her door, & I’ll burn his bridge & don’t be afraid to sing Hallelujahs as I fade to slumber on your porch in the rain, for just because the seasons will change, doesn’t mean that I won’t be standing here to cover you in the midst of autumn leaves & fears of Falling.
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Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 1:05 PM UTC
porch-lit Hallelujahs.
there was a morning that awoke to dreams of you holding coffee mugs full of your words that you could never speak. [for my hands were full&clasped; with the covers of another lover, but you held the chalice closer so as to keep it warm until I emerged from my slumber] & there is this evening that feels glimmers&flashes; of a new awakening: awe & wonder & immaculate passion, too. [the covers are beginning to recede as I emerge to the brand new season & reach up for the mug that awakens & renews & answers my questions in the language that you&I; have always spoken in our secret places] come back to me, I plead, even though I am the one who left, & it has not been easy… but I would like to unwrap the whispering whatifs that have comforted me timeaftertime since the day we first met: whatif our fingers intertwined & whatif our embraces became eclipses & whatif our paths intersected & stayed that way on a journey for some time? [just think of all the things we could see & feel & write & listen together] destinations, destinations; we’d be walking in crooked lines composed of our mistakes, unpredictable emotions, but our honesty & forgiveness would correct our straying. [& we’d finally be moving forward somewhere, which is better than backward just about anywhere --especially to all the places we’ve been: heartbreak & harm & holding on to who we’ve lost--.] so you shut her door, & I’ll burn his bridge & don’t be afraid to sing Hallelujahs as I fade to slumber on your porch in the rain, for just because the seasons will change, doesn’t mean that I won’t be standing here to cover you in the midst of autumn leaves & fears of Falling.
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We’re under a vast illusion. Somewhere along the line we came under this impression and somehow we think that we’ll always have it all together. Always have all of our strings wrapped perfectly around one finger. That the earth will always spin the right way. That the weight of the metaphorical world won’t tip our planet’s axis .2 centimeters to the right, uprooting the ground from underneath of all of us suddenly and all at once the balances shift, Kristallnacht. A German word. It means, simply, Crystal night. The night of broken glass. The night of broken people and shards of lives. The night everything fell apart, suddenly and all at once the scales re-arranged themselves, Kristallnacht. Mid-way into a thousand year reign of 12 years. The end of the beginning and the beginning of the end. The definition of destruction and the physical representation of a bubbling and spontaneous hatred. You see, we’re under a vast illusion. We think that the world will always look this way, That we’ll always be young forever. You see, she used to run through meadows, picking wildflowers and daisies, blowing dandelions and making carefree wishes. Running barefoot, arms splayed out, heart all akimbo through fields of forget-me-nots, singing about how he loves her, loves her not. Not a care in the world. Then the riots started and she couldn’t explain why the meadow she used to run in was suddenly full of stones with names tattooed on the front with a date. Overnight, the balances shifted and that 6 year old girl seemed to age 10 years. She saw it all. Beautiful faces, beautiful minds. She saw the world fall apart like fluttering hearts and butterfly wings at midnight. People coming back together in a huddle of broken promises and forgotten hallelujahs. A 1000 year reign cut short. She saw the end of the world as she knew it. Saw the careless hatred decimate her carefree meadow of daisies. She began to sing a new song. Picked a handful of forget-me-nots and chose to love like she did before the night the world ended.
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
The Night the World Ended
We’re under a vast illusion. Somewhere along the line we came under this impression and somehow we think that we’ll always have it all together. Always have all of our strings wrapped perfectly around one finger. That the earth will always spin the right way. That the weight of the metaphorical world won’t tip our planet’s axis .2 centimeters to the right, uprooting the ground from underneath of all of us suddenly and all at once the balances shift, Kristallnacht. A German word. It means, simply, Crystal night. The night of broken glass. The night of broken people and shards of lives. The night everything fell apart, suddenly and all at once the scales re-arranged themselves, Kristallnacht. Mid-way into a thousand year reign of 12 years. The end of the beginning and the beginning of the end. The definition of destruction and the physical representation of a bubbling and spontaneous hatred. You see, we’re under a vast illusion. We think that the world will always look this way, That we’ll always be young forever. You see, she used to run through meadows, picking wildflowers and daisies, blowing dandelions and making carefree wishes. Running barefoot, arms splayed out, heart all akimbo through fields of forget-me-nots, singing about how he loves her, loves her not. Not a care in the world. Then the riots started and she couldn’t explain why the meadow she used to run in was suddenly full of stones with names tattooed on the front with a date. Overnight, the balances shifted and that 6 year old girl seemed to age 10 years. She saw it all. Beautiful faces, beautiful minds. She saw the world fall apart like fluttering hearts and butterfly wings at midnight. People coming back together in a huddle of broken promises and forgotten hallelujahs. A 1000 year reign cut short. She saw the end of the world as she knew it. Saw the careless hatred decimate her carefree meadow of daisies. She began to sing a new song. Picked a handful of forget-me-nots and chose to love like she did before the night the world ended.
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seethe ~ bubble up as a result of being boiled, <> sunrise was 714 am in nyc this perfect fall day, chilled to perfection, a white wine of a day, so imbibe, only later does it heat up up and onwards to the temp where the walkers/joggers/runner recite hallelujahs and hosannas while moving at their own chosen pace, in a state of warm southern comfort, never a racing lest the poems now seething, boiling-burning bubbling up inside into the atmosphere explode! all of these early warming~warning inspirations, now~expressed, realized flickers of original ex-impressions, cannot be contained in an open field unsupported, these breech babies each, in a pediatric ICU, demanding an instantaneous airy concoction to Earth’s atmospheric literary intoxication they use: up hard, a dice roll, who lives who wilts, that docs cannot but obey the fetus’s insistence, many instructions, push pull breathe, must the. be given forthwith through to our servile waiting uterine fingertips, for we human are just be ~ings, nurturers of verbal artifacts that never die in an~always~at~the~ready, in service to the great conceptual, poetic in/justice
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Oct 23, 2024
Oct 23, 2024 at 3:33 AM UTC
seethe churn burn and breathe (poetic justice?)
~~~ Testimony & Majesty: Oh God, Why Do You Inflict Me? ~~~ Morning dawning... Thickened whitened whipped cumulus come crossing, no frenzied froth, moving slow royal, stately, as if they are the pride of a celestial navy, peaceful ships, crossing from my portal to your port, traversing from my shade of the blues, over to you, poet, to your personal  screen-adapted CinemaScope version sights This wind buffets, re-directing my morning~borning hallelujahs this wind, nameless, call it chipper, fulsome and volatile, a proud pusher selling a waking up near-chill pill, to accompany the real+imagined armada of nature it, near and nearer to you, to the sky we inhabit+share, its ***** stiffening energy, makes some hide inside, not me, I'm outed by the harsh welcome~touch of this realized reminder - who is the master, who is but an obedient servant, choicelessly writing his psalmist morning devotions... another poem of sky, cloud and wind? *Oh God why do you inflict me? with this time after time obeisance when I am metaphor drained and disabled, abject of adjectives, simile frowning upside downing, have we poets not done our dutiful illuminating your bountiful works?* yet here I am, a soul surviving, incapable of resistance, your frosted creatures persistent, wrest my visions into prose, to add to your overly full Facebook page, with more fawning praise... *Angered have I, you, for now nowhere, tropical rain squall tells all, humans are toys, born to serve, silence your complaining~explaining, and from nowhere with rapido intensity rising, down pours drops of scornful water whippings, demarcating our incoming existence inequality...* and yet with your yang and yang, a reproach for me, for as it waterspout pours, it also pours sunshine, a mystifying warning to the put-upon poet, that in the admixture of nature and life, all is conflicted, all is tremulous beautiful, and now is the due time... *due, you, to complete this treatise as testimony to majesty...* ~~~
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Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 2:02 PM UTC
Testimony & Majesty: Oh God, Why Do You Inflict Me?
~~~ Testimony & Majesty: Oh God, Why Do You Inflict Me? ~~~ Morning dawning... Thickened whitened whipped cumulus come crossing, no frenzied froth, moving slow royal, stately, as if they are the pride of a celestial navy, peaceful ships, crossing from my portal to your port, traversing from my shade of the blues, over to you, poet, to your personal  screen-adapted CinemaScope version sights This wind buffets, re-directing my morning~borning hallelujahs this wind, nameless, call it chipper, fulsome and volatile, a proud pusher selling a waking up near-chill pill, to accompany the real+imagined armada of nature it, near and nearer to you, to the sky we inhabit+share, its ***** stiffening energy, makes some hide inside, not me, I'm outed by the harsh welcome~touch of this realized reminder - who is the master, who is but an obedient servant, choicelessly writing his psalmist morning devotions... another poem of sky, cloud and wind? *Oh God why do you inflict me? with this time after time obeisance when I am metaphor drained and disabled, abject of adjectives, simile frowning upside downing, have we poets not done our dutiful illuminating your bountiful works?* yet here I am, a soul surviving, incapable of resistance, your frosted creatures persistent, wrest my visions into prose, to add to your overly full Facebook page, with more fawning praise... *Angered have I, you, for now nowhere, tropical rain squall tells all, humans are toys, born to serve, silence your complaining~explaining, and from nowhere with rapido intensity rising, down pours drops of scornful water whippings, demarcating our incoming existence inequality...* and yet with your yang and yang, a reproach for me, for as it waterspout pours, it also pours sunshine, a mystifying warning to the put-upon poet, that in the admixture of nature and life, all is conflicted, all is tremulous beautiful, and now is the due time... *due, you, to complete this treatise as testimony to majesty...* ~~~
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Okay so one day I'm 17 and in love with a Xhosa boy whose love is tin packed sardines wrapped in a dozen hallelujahs and the next an Artist who drinks way too much and cheats a whole lot more and I'm back sitting on my bed saying the clicks altogether wrong and telling you you're dead to me , I'm swearing to myself I'll never love another creative again and craving for the way you touched my waisted like old photographs and enveloped your hands into prayer when my shirt came off. I left 6 countries for yours and crawled underground so the border guards wouldn't see me . I loved you in a way that meant my fingerprints turned into lines of photographs and my identity was you , was you, my identity was you. I hanged myself on paper clips and signed my name on your walls and danced without a care and tied my hair up and laid down on your word and covered canvases with paper and drew sticks of mistakes because my identity was you , my identity was you.
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Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 5:55 PM UTC
I d e n t i t y
you don't hear from hear from him for years turns out he has been living two little blocks away a strange lawyer calls Sunday morning, your presence, requested, suggested at the arraignment court, as soon as possible, to get him released from overnight lockup on his own recognizance sure enough, the Judge asks is the father present and I stand and he sees me and says set him free into the custody of that old ghost in the last row a month later we sit in my car, at 11:00pm engine running, our mobile phones, side by side charging from the same source, waiting for his lawyer to call somewhere in your huge file of poems entitled but as of yet unwritten is one called, ***the words rational and children are rarely used in a single sentence together*** oh yeah, Leonard's  reminder? some hallelujahs come cold and broken ~ 5/31/17 500am
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May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 5:13 AM UTC
Leonard's Reminder
Mushroom clouds hang thick with a special guest appearance by a menthol cigarette. The same color box you carry in your back pocket. The same chemicals in your lungs live inside mine. I can feel you pulsating behind my eyelids while I mouth the words "I'm sorry" at your telephone number. I don't even know what I'm apologizing for but I miss you terribly and I hate myself for not talking to you. Please don't die. And I pray to god "why do you make me so sad?" And he won't tell me a **** thing Him and you like keeping secrets from me. While he gives people sermons hallelujahs and amens I get an echo of words in my head.
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 3:52 AM UTC
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With a broken Hallelujah, I sang you to sleep; And at your wake, Eulogized the many marathons That you ran to find yourself, Or scurried haphazardly, After the self that you struggled to keep. You know I waited for you, Up on that mountain top? While you searched tirelessly, Almost desperately, For that pin drop silence, In the midst of all the cacophony. By: Lulwama K. Mulalu
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Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 10:45 PM UTC
Broken Hallelujahs
The makeshift congregation packed into the church. Hands clasped in broken hallelujahs. Consecration of this community. Guidelines for the faithful, faithful for tonight. At least for now we can be one. Trascendental divinity, like a silent wind flowing through Public servants to ourselves. We are the Church. Sewn in the fields of the faithful. Strewn through life like an empty chalice. Filled with Merlot. Hear us Father for we have sinned. Glory to you. Buffet Catholics asking for salvation. Forgiveness sandwiched between the bread and pasta salad. Repentant. Offering up prayers for the ****** Quick to judgment. With the ferocity of Charlemagne. Partial acceptance into our open hands, You made a valiant effort. Sign of the cross with water blessed. Genuflect. Kneeling on the pews, praying for peace. External. Internal. Oh! My children! God will have mercy. Part of the flock for once Maybe twice A year. Not even staying for the full length. The faint smell of frankincense. We offer you this gift. Ceremonies steeped in tradition. Rosebeads hung from the wrist of regulars. This mass is being said in memory of… We offer up these prayers for… The meek will inherit the Earth. If we leave anything. Cynics questioning. We’ve found hope in a paperback on a bookshelf. Who is our shepherd?
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Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 1:23 PM UTC
Broken Congregation
to never know when I'm going to stop. each new girl topples out over the last, already midway into her own ******** her own catastrophe. to be out of control. to be constantly out of context. to live once or twice removed. to see kaleidoscopes in every drawn eyelid. to deal with the repercussions of the Other's actions. to only feel Whole with eyes closed & voice in hallelujahs. to hate being used, yet need it, crave it for the feeling of being wanted. to have sound hallucinations. to feel empty chronically. to feel emotions suddenly turn off. to rattle & shake under the lightest of pressures & thrive in chaos. to be distracted into dysfunction. to love. to love everyone except me(s). to mark my body with insults. to rack my mind with misgivings. to never be understood & to always be overestimated. -- but to love. to always be humble. to always see others before self. to understand other's pain. to have so many bad memories, thus revel in every good one. to live in the emotional gutter then feel euphoric when crawling on level ground. to know that normal can never become extraordinary. to blow minds often, feel **** in my own skin. to be open to unexplored territory. to love often, powerfully, uncontrolled, chronic overflowed rivers, oceans of oscillating passions. to see kaleidoscopes in every drawn lid & know that others will never be mesmerized by the odd beauty i find ordinary. to close my eyes & raise my voice. hallelujah. hallelujah.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
which truth is masquerading?
We were told we were born sick Though we never felt ill We met in Sunday school And over the coughs of other children That hacked out either verses or mucus It was never clear which I asked you for a paint brush And you stepped over the damp tissues Thrown defeated on the ground Like offerings at a precession And you’d painted next to me. We were told we’d always be sick But we never looked ill When I accidently bumped your elbow reaching for More paper Our blushing cheeks the color of alter wine Bore healthy smiles and warm glows And after countless more Sundays When the men in funny neck ties Came around to give us crackers In the shapes of pills we couldn’t swallow We decided to hide them in the sleeves of our robes And we watched as all the other children Grew sicker while we grew stronger Even though they drank blood And we’d sneak off to drink wine. We became the heretics of hallelujahs AWOL archangels And we were never bed ridden from illness In fact we yearned for the outside Disregarding the warnings of germs That ran rampant there Figuring that was why they made the Church’s steeple look like a needle We wanted freedom nonetheless. They told us that we would catch the flu By holding hands And when we were caught contaminated They told us to wash our bodies off in the water And you looked at me and I looked at you And we agreed that we should- But not this water, not here So we grabbed hands again And you with your free left and I with my free right Pushed through the double doors And as the light poured in the chapel It scorched the priests but for us it baptized us whole And now we tell ourselves swimming in the sea That became our holy healing water We’d only ever be as sick as others let us be.
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 6:12 PM UTC
Heretics Of Hallelujahs.
We were told we were born sick Though we never felt ill We met in Sunday school And over the coughs of other children That hacked out either verses or mucus It was never clear which I asked you for a paint brush And you stepped over the damp tissues Thrown defeated on the ground Like offerings at a precession And you’d painted next to me. We were told we’d always be sick But we never looked ill When I accidently bumped your elbow reaching for More paper Our blushing cheeks the color of alter wine Bore healthy smiles and warm glows And after countless more Sundays When the men in funny neck ties Came around to give us crackers In the shapes of pills we couldn’t swallow We decided to hide them in the sleeves of our robes And we watched as all the other children Grew sicker while we grew stronger Even though they drank blood And we’d sneak off to drink wine. We became the heretics of hallelujahs AWOL archangels And we were never bed ridden from illness In fact we yearned for the outside Disregarding the warnings of germs That ran rampant there Figuring that was why they made the Church’s steeple look like a needle We wanted freedom nonetheless. They told us that we would catch the flu By holding hands And when we were caught contaminated They told us to wash our bodies off in the water And you looked at me and I looked at you And we agreed that we should- But not this water, not here So we grabbed hands again And you with your free left and I with my free right Pushed through the double doors And as the light poured in the chapel It scorched the priests but for us it baptized us whole And now we tell ourselves swimming in the sea That became our holy healing water We’d only ever be as sick as others let us be.
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@niamornimo What do you do when you're at the edge That place that you keep Landing in... Over and over as though a melody?. When waves of emotions stir up As tears fight, Trying to escape my eye lids Maybe wash off the pain in my eyes. Religion, relationship, career, purpose Nothing makes sense I'm at a loss here What's with me Do I enjoy the roller coaster And why is it always painful This knife stuck in my Heart Stuck., as my molten blood Burn it down, Melting it from it's metallic state Consumed completely into dark The horror. The voices, the mock, The evil laugh, Of him winning Ha!...you're a seven remember The mass that should Predict the future behind you doesn't measure up, Your face is pale, Your eyes dilated, Your knees sharp...decide whether you wanna be a girl coz ha! Your short fat fingers ugh! Pathetic! What was God even thinking trying to put up all this? You're the definition of mess. At that dark corner I smiled, I chuckled and in the middle of a chuckle I broke a tear And laughed hysterically For the sick joke. Striding slowly to the mirror. I see my reflection I'm not sure what they saw When they were saying all that Coz I don't see it. I see a reflection of God Maker of the heavens and earth Can't believe it broke my heart Listening to their empty Pouts Maybe I forget how perfect His work is I hope I'll snap in time To appreciate the rhythm For the hallelujahs we to raise Coz everything He created was good and perfect So next time you Find yourself doubting His master piece Consult The spirit that Hovered over the waters When the earth was with no form Helping the Father complete His work Which was affirmed good. Not forgetting Him breathing life into You and placing you Where He called good and perfect. Let His words flow out of you Changing the slow rock rhythm that keeps living you hanging on the edge And dance on those sharp Thorns coz even though the snake Bites you, The poison won't harm you. Maybe you're a small girl which Is perfect coz you have a big God.
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Feb 24, 2022
Feb 24, 2022 at 4:17 PM UTC
Game changer
@niamornimo What do you do when you're at the edge That place that you keep Landing in... Over and over as though a melody?. When waves of emotions stir up As tears fight, Trying to escape my eye lids Maybe wash off the pain in my eyes. Religion, relationship, career, purpose Nothing makes sense I'm at a loss here What's with me Do I enjoy the roller coaster And why is it always painful This knife stuck in my Heart Stuck., as my molten blood Burn it down, Melting it from it's metallic state Consumed completely into dark The horror. The voices, the mock, The evil laugh, Of him winning Ha!...you're a seven remember The mass that should Predict the future behind you doesn't measure up, Your face is pale, Your eyes dilated, Your knees sharp...decide whether you wanna be a girl coz ha! Your short fat fingers ugh! Pathetic! What was God even thinking trying to put up all this? You're the definition of mess. At that dark corner I smiled, I chuckled and in the middle of a chuckle I broke a tear And laughed hysterically For the sick joke. Striding slowly to the mirror. I see my reflection I'm not sure what they saw When they were saying all that Coz I don't see it. I see a reflection of God Maker of the heavens and earth Can't believe it broke my heart Listening to their empty Pouts Maybe I forget how perfect His work is I hope I'll snap in time To appreciate the rhythm For the hallelujahs we to raise Coz everything He created was good and perfect So next time you Find yourself doubting His master piece Consult The spirit that Hovered over the waters When the earth was with no form Helping the Father complete His work Which was affirmed good. Not forgetting Him breathing life into You and placing you Where He called good and perfect. Let His words flow out of you Changing the slow rock rhythm that keeps living you hanging on the edge And dance on those sharp Thorns coz even though the snake Bites you, The poison won't harm you. Maybe you're a small girl which Is perfect coz you have a big God.
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Halfway through yesterday are the words I forgot, To stash inside your closet. Lost hallelujahs for your too charming smile, Halt, just shy of, "In a minute!" You would like those thoughts - Those full, careless thoughts - Forever slipping into, Politeness. The too-telling giggles, Hidden in slick eyes, And smuggled in, Feigned aloofness. Meet me at your mind's found corner, In its lipstick and hot-combed hair. We'll share some words, That we've never heard, That will sneak us off to whenever.
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Jul 25, 2011
Jul 25, 2011 at 4:06 PM UTC
"Oh, Is That So?"
I began collaborating with the old western ghost towns, constructing the basics to whip my luck back into shape. Yet, I hoped to find guts and glory from the time chasing stories played out on the big screens. I wanted to talk to God from the pavement, so I let my knees kiss the asphalt with the idea He'd give me some sort of incentive to leave this small hellhole called home. I welded my toes deep into the road maybe to come across some kind of faith. I let my fists get a contact high with the rocks gathered in piles on each side of me. I made love to the ground, hoping it'd love me back, but then I focused on my ears and I couldn't hear the hallelujahs anymore.
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Jan 16, 2011
Jan 16, 2011 at 7:11 PM UTC
Old Westerns gave me the blues