"haa" poems
Ek muskaan sa ek saath sa
Bhai hai wo is naadan ka
Har pal har ek pal jisne haathon ko thame rakha
Durr hokar bhi jisne zindagi bhar ka saath rakha
Naa chahte hue bhi jisne
Humari har ek jarurat ka khayal rakha..
Wahi toh h ek muskan sa ek armaan sa
Pyaara bhai h wo is nadaan ka
Baaton ki gudgudi se hasana
Ruthne par haskar manana
Pal pal ki khushi se
Naa jaane kitne ka din banana
Haa muskan sa, nahe khawaab sa
Bhai h wo is naadan ka
Is naadan ne bhi socha na tha ki aisa bhi hota hai
Koi itna durr hokar bhi itni saralta se apnata hai
Chand baaton se
Kisi anjaan ko apna bananta hai
Ek muskan sa, hamesha rahe muskan sa
pyaara pyaara bhai h wo is naadan ka.....
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 2:28 AM UTC
DEAR
GALTI MERI THI
USNE MUJHE CHAHA HI NAHI
MAI CHAHAT SAMAJH BAITHA
GALTI MERI THI
USKI PAL BHAR KI MUSKURAHAT KO
PYAR SAMAJH BAITHA
GALTI MERI THI
WO TO HAR BAAT PAR HAA KARTI THI
MAI HI IQRAR SAMAJH BAITHA
GALTI MERI THI
USNE MUJHSE JYADA AHMIYAT DI MERE DOSTO KO
MAIN USKI YE AADDA MAJAK SAMAJH BAITHA
GALTI MERI THI
USNE KAHA V THA
KOI AUR HAI USKI ZINDGI ME
MAI HI KHUD KO USKI
ZINDGI SAMAJH BAITHA......
GALTI MERI THI
..............
........
....
WRITTEN BY : PANKAJ KUMAR RAI (BABA)
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 11:24 AM UTC
Maa teri meri yadein boht achi thi
Tu jo bhi kehti thi boht sachi thi,
Yaad hai mujhe aaj bhi wo pal maa
Bimaar mai hoti thi taklif tujhe hua karti thi,
Tu kabhi na bhuli mere khane ka samey maa...
Qki maa tu hi toh khane ki plate mere aggey piche ghumaya karti thi,
Wo teri aloo, pyaz wali khaniya maa
Jisko sunn k sach mai maan liya karti thi,
Kya khub sundarta thi tere bhole se chehre pay maa...
Jo meri saheliya bhi gunn tera hi gaya karti thi,
Maa ...qki teri meri yadein boht achi thi
Tu jo bhi kehti thi boht sachi thi,
Jab pehli baar un chote se hathon se chai bnayi thi maine
Yaad hai , tu sab rishtedaro mai yahi gaya karti thi,
Har baat k liye zidd bht ki Maine tujhse
Par aakhir mai meri khushi k liye haa tu hi bharrti thi,
Bht ladai ki sabne mere liye tujhse maa
Lekin har pal sath khadi tu hi mila karti thi,
Maa teri meri yadein boht achi thi
Tu jo bhi kehti thi boht sachi thi,
Bht si horror movies bhi dekhi tere sath maa aur tu kahani ka pehlu phele hi bta diya karti thi,
Bht hase bhi sath mai roye bhi sath mai
Aaj jab dekhti hu toh ansu apne aap nikal k beh jate hai,
Bachpana samjho ya nadaniya samjho
Par tere hi aggey hua karti thi,
Tu Maa thi ya meri dost thi
Qki tu bhi toh bacho jaise harketin kiya karti thi,
Aaj bhi wahi tera chehra dikhta hai mujhe maa , teri wahi awaaz sunayi deti hai,
Lekin bevas tu hai ya mai hu aisa mnn mera kehta hai maa,
Qki maa teri meri yadein bht achi thi
Sach mai Tu jo bhi kehti thi bht sachi thi.
Wapas se wahi samhe jeena chahti hu tere sath maa..
Par sochti hu tu yaha ayegi ya mai waha au maa,
Sach Drr lagta hai duniya se maa ab
Jee paungi ya tut jaungi mai ab,
Kitni bholi thi maa tu humesha se
Qki jhuti ya sachi sab maan liya karti thi,
Yaad hai mujhe aaj bhi jab scooty meri band hoti thi
Toh kick tu hi mara karti thi,
Wah kya paranthe aur rajma banati thi maa tu
Jo saheliya hi sabse phele khaya karti thi,
Itni sachi aur achi maa thi tu
Warna mujh jaise nalayak bache ko tu hi sambhala karti thi,
Maa dubara se wo maa sabd tere aggey tujhe bolna chahti hu fir se
Kya tu dubara janam legi milne k liye mujhse,
Ek baar toh ake gale lga le maa mujhko
Fir se wahi pyara bacha bnke dikhaungi tujhko,
Yaad hai maa mumma's lil girl ka tattoo maine bnwaya tha tere liye
Lekin jab ghar pauchi toh dekhte hi dil baith gya tha mere liye
Maa tu sda zinda rahegi dil mai mere
Qki Sach keh rahi hu mera wajood hi hai tere liye,
Maa bharosa kar mera
bharosa nahi todungi tera
Ab aa hi jana maa bacha hu tera.
May 14, 2020
May 14, 2020 at 12:18 PM UTC
[Intro:]
'Sace, 'sace
'Knock one, 'knock one
Mustard on the beat, **
[Hook:]
Shirt, shirt by Versace
***** you better **** sumn
** Hoes wanna knock one
***** you better **** sumn
Shirt, shirt by Versace
***** you better **** sumn
** Hoes wanna knock one
***** you better **** sumn
[Verse 1: Kirko Bangz]
I just bought a shirt for tonight, **
And it cost five-hundred (Better **** sumn!)
I seen a bad ***** at the light, oh!
My car cost two-hundred (Better **** sumn!)
Uh, got 'Sace on the chain
Louis, that's my side ** Versace, that's my main
'Sace in the car so that's 'Sace in the lane
All day I dream about Versace on the linen
****** at work and now she bugging me. Versace John Lennon.
I only want the ***** if she expensive
**** the ** in Versace, had some boojie *** children
Doing what I’m suppose to do
I'm in Versace my ****** they in 'Sace too
Ain't no fun unless we all get some
If I'm ******* then my ****** they ******* too
[Hook:]
[Verse 2: French Montana]
Hundred-Thou' what I'm buying here?
Talking lion head ***** better **** sumn!)
Hundred-Thou' on these Cuban Links.
Medusa Face ***** better **** sumn!)
And my shirt eight-hundred
And just copped a honey ***** better **** sumn!)
These bottles they hundred
I just copped a hundred (Man, ***** better **** sumn!)
Got syrup by the liter. ***** Homie, Ima beat it
Catch the ***** like Jeter haa
Picture a ***** balling the ***** get to calling
******* get to fallin
Kamikaze. Shirt by Versace
Know my diamonds flash paparazzi
Give a **** about a hater
I be getting to the paper
**** ***** get your weight up haa
[Hook:]
[Verse 3: YG]
It's YG 400!
Shirt Versace, ******* is a hobby
I love a ***** that **** **** so sloppy
In high school she was a **
Hundred dollar bills on the floor
***** you better **** sumn!
And that's straight up
I prefer a bad ***** with no make-up
I got my cake up. Ya'll playas say sumn
I'm never paying for ***** and I'm never going bankrupt
My shirt's Versace. ***** red like Rudolph
Try to rob me I'll **** back that shooter
Trying to count how many ******* ***** I ate
Why you do that? Cuz I love how it taste. Ooo!
Me and Kirko on that purple
Geeked up like Urkel
Middle fingers in the air I don't trust you *******
Spent my money on me so I can **** you ******* Ooo!
[Hook:]
[Verse 4: G-Haze]
Got a shirt by Gianni
In your main ** that's where you can find me
Why these haters want to mean mug me
Cuz I'm coming down clean and they ******* wanna **** sumn
Trick you better **** sumn
Stepped in the party make a ***** wanna cuff sumn
Po-Po that's a No-No
Give me Ocho-Cinco!
Uhh, **** that ****** by Versace when I hit from the back
She gon' call me "Papi" while she sit up on my lap
Sip syrup lean and I got it from the trap
But I ain't a dope boy
Shirt by Versace got me feeling like a coke boy
Gold grillz, gold chain, LMG be the game
***** you better **** sumn!
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 1:25 PM UTC
29 August ko hui thi pehli mulakaat,
Taraste they sunne ko wo unki aahat.
5 september ko hui unki dosti,
Ek ladki jo shaadi se bhut darti.
Intezaar mein baithe rehte they wo,
Baar baar niharte shayad koi paigaam aaya **
Hokar mayoos fir laut jaate,
Maheeno baad messages ke reply aate.
Bhut intezaar kara hai mahadev ne,
Milne ko apni shivani se.
Izhaar tou bhut baar kiya tha unhone,
Har baar mazak mein taal diya pagli ne.
Wo bhi bhut pyaar karti thi,
Par haa mein jawab dene se darti.
9 maheene tak intezaar karaya,
Fir ek din bn gyi unka humsaaya.
Tham liya ek duje ka haath,
Dene ke liye janam janam ka saath.
31 may zindagi ka sabse khaas din,
Ek pal bhi guzar nahi sakte bin.
Chand ko pyaari hai chandni jaise,
Dil se dil jude hain aise.
Chahe meelon dur hain wo,
Mehsoos kar skte hain ehsaaso ko.
Ek aisi pavitra paak rooh hai unki,
Khuda smjh ibadat kr sakti.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 8:39 AM UTC
Tuhade bin sannu sohneya koi hor ni labhna,
Tuhade naal hi saddi rooh nu sukoon milna.
Tussi saddi jaan ** mahiya,
Pyaar kardi haa tuhanu inna saara.
Aawe tuhanu jado hichki,
Tuhadi jaan tuhanu yaad kardi.
Har vele har dua ch tuhanu yaad karde,
Har janam tussi hi milo ohi mangde.
Saat janam ki assi hazaar janam lave,
Bs sadde utte sirf tujhada haq hove.
Warna koi Zindagi na mile sannu jide ch tussi na **
Tuhado baajo hor nahiyo chahida koi,
Ye mahiya har janam sirf tuhadi layi hoyi.
Saddi har peedh da ilaaj tussi hi ne,
Rooh muskandi saddi jado tussi muskande.
Sadde har nakhde tussi hi jhel sakde,
Har duavan ch sirf tuhanu assi mangde.
Jeho tussi khayal rakhde ** sadda,
Tuhadi rooh da karun mai sajda.
Ankhiyan ch ankhaa paake jado dekhde,
Chand di Chandni hi hi feeki dasde.
Inni khubsurat hai rooh tuhadi,
Dil jeda saaf tey saccha utey mardi.
Sab tou sohna sohneya mileya mainu,
Jachde ** tussi hi jaan Meri sannu.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 2:06 AM UTC
procrastinating is my hobby,
ask
someone if you don't believe me ,
baby i lay around
as i please
&
work at my own leisure,
incredibly you fail
to understand i am me
and
i love more then like the way that i am- gorgeous courageous
coco golden skin,
painfully
i know you feel the threat of
my momentous appeal
keeps
you you & yeah you -- mystified.
guaranteed your days are filled
with shock and frustration,
haa haa hee
how very exciting to me seeing your not as experienced as I,
unlicensed to tame what i'd never give
freely,
repetitiously you've played the game,
failure must be a sweet pill sallowed whole huh?
adequately i compel my strengths -- my naivety makes
my appeal that more interesting,
call me uniquely imperfections
rarely made in to what many can never comprehend,
my life is my dialogue to my very own daily soap opera
la di da da-- it's more then my sultry walk
as i pass you on bye.
in this corrupted jungle
you have to win or be inhibited by
what others may call taboos,
whew weee your so serious,
chasing prey only to tease-- lingering doubts?
catch me-- i bet you can't.
innocently the line's been crossed
yet
speak not of what should be!
only-- this--
is what you'll know ; procrastinating is my hobby!
I Am The Lioness!
(some may be lost on what i wrote&say; but ok lol)
Always Me Ayeshah
Mar 24, 2010
Mar 24, 2010 at 8:38 PM UTC
Ve tu ta soch vi ni sakda,
Ki kinna pyaar kardi haa.
Mahiya mere jaan hai tu meri,
Mai sirf haa teri sirf teri.
Teri je na hoyi kade kisi di ni hona,
Tere bina assi el pal vi ni jiyona.
Tu hove jado mere naal hove bahaar,
Tere bin eho ji zindagi vi bekaar
Ankha kholla te tu samne hove,
Tere ch vasdeya mera khuda ve.
Tere naal meri rooh rang di,
Taitho mai tainu hi mangdi.
Chal assi ek sohni duniya vasaiye,
Tu hai meri taaqat mere mahiye.
Jiyona marna hai naal tere,
Teri dadhkan hai saddi saans sajna mere.
Mai rabb nu vekheya nahi aye,
Mere layi khuda tu hi ve.
Mai kinna tenu chauhni mai,
Eh baya mai kar sakdi nai.
Har saah te sajna naam tera,
Jado jud jave tere naal naam mera.
Zindagi da sab tou sohna din ve,
Mainu le jaye doli ch jaan meriye.
Hathha ch mehndi hove tere naam di,
Ghodi leke aaye le jawe sajni aapdi.
Paira ch jhanjhar chan chan chanakdi,
Laal jode ch dulhan ohdi pari lagdi.
Mere sohneya teri jaan tenu yaad kardi,
Meri ankhiyan sirf tehnu labhdi.
Supna banke mil jaunda hai raatan nu,
Ardaas kardi mai khush rawe har vele tu.
Mere hathhan di khushbu tere hathhan ch,
Ja milau os rabb ne sohne lekh injh.
Is zindagi ch jiyone jinne saah sajna,
Tere naal hi leni kardi sajda.
Seene naal laake har lenda har dukh,
Tere hisse ch karde rabb mere har sukh.
Har janam mai tere naam kar deya.
Saaha tou piyareya hai mera mahiya.
Rabb tou pehle tera zikar aunda ve,
Chand naal chandni raat naal taare.
Pta ni lageya tere naal dil laa baithhe,
Sacchiyan mohabbatan assi tere naal karde.
Preeta suchiyan ne,
Tenu har gal dasange.
Tere karke hi haa jiyondi,
Tenu hi har vele os rabb tou mangdi.
Rabb ne milaiya jodiya,
Tere naal hi hasdi teri mahiya.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 8:53 AM UTC
mai sukhi daali ka ek murjhaya hua bela hu
par ye sach hai udash hu aaj mai, bahut akela hu
ye alag baat hai ki mai jutha bahut hu
haa par sach batau mai tuta bahut hu
aaj tak maine sapne sanjoya bahut hai
sach batau to akele me roya bahut hai
iss rangeen dunia me pyar ke naam bahut hai
par sach batau to aaj pyar badnaam bahut hai
jo ek adhura khwab tune inn ankho me diye the
par sach batau to gum bhi sirf tune hi diye the
ye alag baat hai ki mujhe pyar ki samajh naa thi
par sach batau to tumhe pyar ki parakh nahi thi
ye alag baat hai, maine hass ke bhulaya bahut hai
par sach batau to mere apno ne hi iss dil ko dukhaya bahut hai
iss dil ko dukhaya bahut hai....
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 11:17 AM UTC
Tuhade layi je ladna paya mainu taqdeera naal,
Haske mai lad laungi tuhadi khushiyan waal.
Tuhade waal je aaya koi dukhe ve,
Saamne mai khadungi mahiye.
Chhetti chhetti aaja jaane meriye,
Bade cher tou tuhadi yaad aundiye.
Ik pal vi tuhade baajo reha nai jiunda,
Sab tou khushnaseeb haa mai tussi jo mile tohfa rabb da.
Mai tuhadi si, tuhadi haa, tuhadi hi rahangi,
Tuhade saaha naal hi sadde saah chalde jaani.
Saddi har khushi tuhade naal ve,
Tussi meri zindagi ** jaan aye meriye.
Sadde ehsaasa ch vi rooh jiundi,
Bin chue vi mehsoos kr lendi.
Es pagli nu mera paglu hi samjh sakda,
Tuhade bajo ek pal vi dil nahi lagda.
Raatan nu neend ni aundi,
Tuhade khayalan ch mai khoyi rendi.
Tussi aisi nigaahan mainu takeya,
Mere dil,rooh jaan ch bs ohi chehra vaseya.
Sawere uthde vi sab tou pehla tuhada naam mai lendi,
Tuhanu hi har janam mai os rabb kolu mangdi.
Lawan baahan ch samet kaayenaat assi,
Jado lawo sanu aapde seene naal tussi.
Tuahde naal jahan sadda,
Sab tou anmol tukda ** sadde dil da.
Chand naal chandani je,
Taareyan naal raat ve.
Tuhade naal saddi har zindagi ve,
Sacchiyan mohabbbatan tuhade naal la baithe.
Jithe jithe tussi hove,
Tuhade picche picche sanu hi pave.
Tuhade naam assi kr ditta har janam,
Har dadhkan ch tuhadi chahat haigi sanam.
Saada har mukaam tuhadiyan hi raahan ch,
Jeena marna sab tuhadiyan baahan vich.
Bhaagan wali haa mai jo mileya saanu eho jeya mahiya,
Mainu mera sohneya saddi jaan tou vi piyareya.
Gale ch mangalsutra,
Baneya raksha sutra.
Tuhada naam jado sadde naam nu poora kareya,
Tuhade kol mera dil ve sadde pyaar di nishaniya.
Chhetti chhetti aaja mahiya le ja aapdi jaan nu aapda bna ke,
Hatthan ch mehndi, baahan ch chudiyan, matthe tey sindoor aapde naam da bhar ke.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 2:19 AM UTC
Samaj ke bandisho se azad
Bin pankho se urna chahti hu
Pankh tute hai to kya
Khawo se aashaman sajana chahti hu
Hoshlo ki urran hu main
kisi ki muskan hu main
bharat ki anokhi shan hu main
band pare khawbo ki arman hu main
manti hu zindgi ke safar me
Me mil jate hai kuch humsafar
naa hote hue apne
Phir ban jate band aankho ke sapne
Haa main uarna chahti hu
Oos ke bund ki tarah dhara ko susobhit karna chahti hu
khilkhilana chahti hu
Hasna chahti hu
Apne pankho ko failye dhara ko napna chahti hu
apni khusboo se sbko mekhkana chahti hu
apne gunjan se nabh ko gunjit karna chahti hu
kali se ful ki tarah khilna chahti hu
kya thi galti meri
kis bat ki milli mujhe ye saja
ye Samaj ki bandishe
Pairo m jakri ye janjiro se niklna hahti hu
kuch kehna chahti hai
Khud ko khud se milana chahti hu
kyuki jaise main dikhti hu waise hu nai
Mere hai kuch azad sapne
Pinjre m band panchi nahi hu
aazad bharat ki ek shakti ka rup hu
Ek larki hu mai
Haan ek larki
jo khud apna itishah bnana chati hai
Auro se alag khud ki duniya basana chahti hai
kUch karna chati hai
Apne liye
apno ke liye
Iss jahan ke liye.
Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 7:48 AM UTC
Shayad mai koi changey karm kitte hone,
Jado mahiya mera mere sang hove.
Har pal sohna jeya lagda,
Mainu maitho oo mangda.
Har janam mai sirf haa tuhadi,
Zindagi chahe kinna vi khelle kabaddi.
Har kadam tere naal chalangi,
Bdi masoom hai tuhadi saadgi.
Tuhanu assi takde rahiye,
Saddi dadhkan te naam tera likhiye.
Har saah ch vasdeya mera sajna,
Teri baahan ch samet kayenaat haa.
Sohne taan loki duniya ch bathere ne,
Sab tou sohna mereya mahiya ve.
Ohdi har awaaz ch inna sukoon haiga,
Har rooh nu pavitra paak kar janda.
Rabb ne vi taar ohna naal jode ne,
Tu soch vi sakda mai kinna tenu chauhndi ve.
Shohrat rutba daulat shaan ameeri te,
Eh kam malak de hor wazir vi kar dende.
Jeda kammal mera sohneya karda,
Oh taan koi vi ni kar sakda.
Ohde warga dost tey humsafar khuda vi ni,
Ohnu daaman ch paaya mai saubhagyawati.
Ohdi dewa ki misaal,
Oh haiga bemisaal.
Vekha tenu nitt subah-o-sham ve,
Tenu vekh har khildi har sawere.
Harry muradda poori hoiya,
Jado mileya mainu mahiya.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 8:35 AM UTC
Haa ki galti maine
nahi samjha pyaar tera,
ek baar bol deta
to kya mai samajh nahi paati..,
** *** tujhse door
is dhang me,
rang *** puri tarah,
kisi or k rang me..,
haa ki galti maine
nahi samjha pyaar tera..
par tu bhi chala gaya
chala gaya chup chaap
ek baar pukaar k to dekhta
kya mai nahi aati tere sang me
ha ki galti maine
nahi samjha pyaar tera..,
par tu bhi nikal pada
nikal pada nayi duniya banane
hua mujhse yu door
ki laga kisi or ko manane
tu khush tha apni zindgi me
mai bhi gum thi apni zindgi me
par ab pta chala
daur to wo hi achha tha
jab mere hatho me tera haath tha
tere labon pe mera naam tha
CHARU KASHYAP..., kabhi kisi ne kaha hai
ki tumhari aankhe bohot khoobsurat hai...,
haa wahi.., wahi baat or wahi naam
aisa laga hi nahi kabhi
ki hai hum alag
bss waqt guzarta gaya
or duriyan badhti ***
kyu ki galti maine
jo nahi samjha pyaar tera...
Apr 27, 2021
Apr 27, 2021 at 3:29 PM UTC
"Go to sleep," said Yohaan to Ishaan
Who was busy doodling on his wall.
"But Dada," began Ishaan,
"I am doodling a tale so tall.
"I know you always tell me stories
Before I go to sleep.
But, my dear brother, it is my turn now,
To make you plunge in imagination so deep."
Yohaan looked into Ishaan's eyes.
They were big and dark and round,
Sparkling in the lamplight atop the drawer
And the innovation swirling around.
He remembered the nights when
Young Ishaan sat wide-eyed listening to stories from his lips
Gripping his pillow and burying his head on blankets in laughter.
Now the worlds of yore fizzed from his fingertips.
"Achha," Yohaan sighed. "Make it fast, haa?"
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 1:19 PM UTC
It's over now, It's so hard to think of You,
Must be good for you cuz now you're able to do what ever you want, be with them other women.
I'd stab you if I'd never get caught, Like how I caught you. I'd run a sworded tip right through your lying self,
Poke you right where ya heart should be but I doubt it you have one, I think you have psychopathic behavior and if you don't understand let me clarify it NOW;
"
A person with an antisocial personality disorder, manifested in aggressive, perverted, criminal, or amoral behavior without empathy or remorse."
That's what you didn't have for me- remorse or empathy, you must have some kind of personality disorder to treat me so negatively, I'd get over it easily if it was so simple,
Knowing that soon I'll breed your children makes me even more mad, makes me afraid to be with out you even knowing what I already do.
But I gotta shake you off,
get you outta my head,my house & bed,
See you know your a good lover
but it's just not enough
and if it was just your ***
well I can get that from the next,
Like you said can't no one do me like you,
And your right
I don't think anyone else can
lie & mistreat me or ever cheat on me
Hell naw not like you did,
Right under my radar,
You where so slick with your deception's,
So cool while be confronted
and held your ground until you
heard she too was carry your child.
haa haa haa Your gonna Pay Now!
one way or another
You'll pay and I ain't got to do a **** thang!
well I do have to finally find the courage to
Leave Yo *** !
Always Me Ayeshah
Feb 8, 2010
Feb 8, 2010 at 9:08 PM UTC
Haunting and longing
entangle my arms
limbs stretching so far
but they don't even match my height
*We might reach for stars
but you
you could obtain cosmos*
It's wrong, too strenuous
Maybe I can
Moreover do i want to?
No. no no no
I'm gasping
Simple is what I dream about
Haa Hah
I love my dreams
perhaps because they are unobtainable
and no matter how often
You can, you will!
I can/andwill not
But tonight these sheets are too bright
I see them gleam in my darkness
It crawls beneath me
"Look at me! Your blank canvas!
- paint the world."
I let darkness devour me.
This is my apocalypse of shadows.
*She could have been so much more
what drove her to madness
nobody comes back from an unbalance
such as hers: pitch and shimmer*
This is my dream
I've settled in satisfaction
and I adore it all
I cannot recall a time I felt more alive.
Haa Hah Hah
...I cannot recall daylight
hmm? what importance does...
Shhhhh, whisper my shadows
come deeper.
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 12:18 PM UTC
go for the chills my boy
whatever the hell it takes -
go for the full body chills,
the ones that start in your ****
trickle down the backs of your knees
drift up into the top of your cabeza
make ya think there's chakras and all that,
kind of chills that make ya think
somebodys standing behind ya
in the best possible light,
hand on your shoulder
watching you make the right decision
over and over and over again.
go for those chills, my love.
go for the risk. where's the risk?
who's got the risk? gimme! gimme!
pshh... selling risk up and down the stairs
like foolhardy can-boys sell miller lite
at the ball games that we coulda gone to,
where i never woulda seen your picture.
selling risk like it's real risk -
saying, hey! hee.. haa.. lookee over here -
we got risk for ya: start a family!
aint nothing more risky than that!
and then boom! your lying on
your back, in bed with an accountant,
and he's a'counting out your finances
planning your pleasures down to the dime,
[won't letcha buy that dress that slips right off.
ya know, one with the black lace all over?
never did a great job hiding nothing from me,
ya little piece uh risky business, you].
*no, err, sorry then...
can't afford that risk...
not in the spreadsheet...
can'tttttttttt compute ....
err... no second opinions...
err... find FAQ's for further information.*
i got a wooden spoon, derr.....
that's me ^^^.
spot the difference.
one makes ya smile,
the other takes it away.
one makes ya laugh,
the other takes it away.
one makes you come,
the other takes it away.
one gives you chills,
the other takes 'em away.
how's about we dine on perrier
and Michelin stars, tonight?
i promise i'll wear the napkin
round my esophagus, but only
if you reach 'cross the table
and tie it tight around me.
mmmn... tie it a bit too tight
at first, then slip a finger in between.
can you feel my pulse?
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 9:44 AM UTC
Shayad mera aj,aj sa na hota
Shayad mai kahi andhero me khoya hota
Jo tune raah dikhayi na hoti MAA
Mai sayad aj kuch na hota
Haa teri dant se sehem jrur gya mai
Haa tere pyar se sayad thoda bigad bhi gya mai
Shayad tujhe ye kbhi keh b na saka
Par Maa
Tu na hoti to aj mai bhi na hota.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
I AIN'T EASY & IT TAKES A LOT TO PLEASE ME,
I DO WHAT I WANT & HOW I PLEASE,
PLEASE DON'T DICTATE TO ME,
DON'T TELL ME HOW I MUST BE,
I'M FIRE & ICE,
I'M-HEARTS BROKEN MENDING ON FENCES.....
I'M A LADY WHO KNOWS JUST WHAT SHE WANTS
AND
ITS UP TO ME TO FULFILL MY DREAMS....
BE A REAL MAN OR LEAVE ME BE!
*DON'T WORRY ABOUT MY SULTRY WALK
OR
WHO MY LEGS PART FOR- IT'S RARE
AND HE MUST
LOVE ME MORE THAN LIFE IT SELF,*
I'M NOT MEANT
TO SIT UP ON A SHELF.....
DON'T THROW ACCUSATIONS MY WAY
WITH OUT FACTUAL PROOF,
WHAT I DO IN MY OWN HOME
CAR & OR BED ROOM
DOESN'T CONCERN YOU!
LABEL ME *BOLD BLACK SOULFUL
& OH SO PECAN PUERTO RICAN'LY BEAUTIFUL*
IF YOU MUST LABEL
ME AT ALL!
DON'T ASK MY NEIGHBOR
CUZ
I'M NOT AFRAID
TO TALK OR FACE YOU.....
*GOSSIPER
SPEAK UP
AND
NOT BEHIND MY BACK,
I WORKED FOR MY SHARE
AND
I DON'T HAVE TO
PUT ON AIRS OR AN ACT.*
CALL ME A ****
A ***** OR *****
HA HA HAA HAA....
THINK ABOUT ME .....
YEAH
YOU MUST
CUZ
YOUR LIVES SUCH A BORE!
*DON'T WORRY ABOUT
WHAT MY KIDS ARE MIXED WITH
AND WHY THEY GOT GOOD HAIR!!!!*
IT AIN'T YOUR BUSINESS
IF THEIR PLAYING
ON THE LAWN,
LEAVE MY KIDS ALONE
OR YOU'D
*BE ****** HARMED.*
YOUR WATCHING
MY HOUSE
& WATCHING ME LIKE A HAWK.....
STALKING ME FROM ACROSS
THE STREET,
IM SURE YOUR IN YOUR
WINDOW WATCHING
TRYING TO SEE....
IMAGING ME
AS YOU BEAT YA MEAT,
SHE'S
ACROSS FROM ME TOO
TRYING TO SEE-
ALL THE WHILE
PLAYING WITH
HER BULLET
VIBRATING TOOL....
SADLY YOUR HATING ME
BUT WISHING
YOU
WERE JUST LIKE ME!
A LINGUISTICALLY - LIONESS.....
BUT YOUR YOU
*& I'M
IMPERFECTLY ME!*
Always Me Ayeshah
Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved
Mar 8, 2011
Mar 8, 2011 at 2:28 PM UTC
Yo imma Apex Predator, tell me who be my competitor/
Yo imma Apex Predator, I look into the Mirror, that be my competitor/
Do not be mistaken that is not a Prideful statement/
Checking right outta da clinic I'm not virtuous with Patients(patience)/
Haa!
Misfit in Neighborhoods/ Wood crest I been sub-urban Free Man Opposite of Hood/
feeling like Huey really I'm "understood" like a single lady Target Practice add a "Miss" if you should/
living as a slave drink a cup of His "Blood"/ but I am Not a vampire you can check my diary "cuz!"/
Huh!!
Emotional after a Horror Show/
The genocide a steady toll as I fight for my Soul/
You'll never get me unless you greet me with Fists/
persecution may come imma Radical *********
I tell em bring it and I pull out a Massive fist/
Ladies are only worried bout how many lips I've kissed/
Never worry imma virgin(yes!!) and Pacifist/
Even though I could tongue Twist/ like am An Exorcist/
Ha!!
Not perverted in the Least/
I been fighting with myself forgetting I am a Beast/
Been elated elevated from the bottom to the feet/
So I "kneel " before the Father knowing nothing like"defeat"/
Start a war I be telling em get the Cranium/
Ready for Battle getting Fit in ya Brainy gym/
Challenge intelligence knowing that it is only Him/
I wish a Brother "wood lands"(would land) like the stadium/
Getcha Pride shot I got the Perfect gun /
Verbally assassinate and Hitchu like kasisi Nuns/
The Name Dexter I go Dum dee dee Dum/
Man Up! Lil boy I know that you're somebody's son/
Haa! Told to **** it I was looking for a Bible/
Dead to sin, Walking Dead, a Zombie that you Could stifle/
Die to gain Live for Christ no needing it for a Rifle/
Any body that come forward and Promise to be a Rival/
Ha!
Fruits of the Spirit on the table but your Plate is "Prideful"/
Think you a "Lion" but your lying rocking with mouth full/
Of disrespect do you neglect that you need to recycle/
The sin that Towers you like the Eiffel//
Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 5:39 PM UTC
Ahem,
Uh
excuse me-
just what do you think your doing?
barging in on my life,
causing a ruckus after so long now
it's was fun
while it lasted but your my past
&
I know you know better then
to try and relive what can never be again...
You love who
um hell naw
not me,
see
I once was blind
but
baby I see clear through
your
fake persona
to the
little devil who'll use
what ever he can
to try and become my man,
you
had ya chance
and
you ******* blew it,
don't keep emailing or texting me
I want nothing to do with you
and
how sad
cuz
when I wanted you
It was you
playing hard to get
not so much
to get
just so **** hard
to hold on to,
I left that part of my life,
left the bitterness and pain too,
your words never hurt
as much
as
your actions-
caused me to
wanna die,
**** you too
but
what then
of the seed you planted in me,
now as
months,months and months go by
I laugh at my stupidity
for thinking everything
you said
you meant....
Please
save it for someone who
gives a flying ****
I guess you can say through it
all and after all this time
my feeling & self
have changed
feeling regret and hate
for the careless
way you tossed me away
tossed my words back at me
and
choose to
play games on me
begging me to let you back in
You had me thinking
we could of been more
then just friends
and
more then anything
we could of been a
family....
funny
sadly so
cuz I no longer have
those feelings
I just pity the useless
way you drag on begging
and running after
memories
something that
COULD NEVER
BE NOW
Not again
not after all the **** you did
not after all the pain you caused
and
never after all the loss
I went through.
Sorry didn't do
so save it for her
she finally got what she wanted
and
I'm happy for her
cuz least it aint me any longer &
I no
longer worry hurt or even miss you.
Stop
bothering me
Stop lying to your self
Strop trying to make me feel
something
that wont ever
be there again.
Save
"Sorry"
for the weak minds
who'll
listen to your
********
Sorry
again huh
OK
your right
your
a
SORRY
SON OF A *****
SO
KEEP SORRY TO YA'SELF
&
GET THE **** ON
outta here
LEAVE ME
THE HELL ALONE!
haa haa haa
HAAAAAAAA
Remember
We said
No Regrets
Always Me Ayeshah
Jul 29, 2010
Jul 29, 2010 at 5:27 PM UTC
RECORD: PARANOID ANDROID
FROGMAN: RADIO HEAD
BEGIN INNERMISSION 1
Frogman of enormous Brisingierdth
(on my mind sHe holds OUR hearth):
Try to imagine minds without throughtkeeping.
you probably can't.
you think you know the intro,
the conclusion,
the thought of the body and mind.
yet all inside you,
throughtkeeping is instinct.
Brads are not late.
a Janet does not check her selfse.
machines do wrinkle rememberances.
WhoMans alone measure throught.
WhoMans alone chime panic.
And because of this.
WhoMans alone suffer a paralyzing Miracle that no other creature can cure.
The Miracle
of throught running out...
END TRANSMISSION 1
Riff Raff: Hello.
Brad: Hi!
My name is Brad Major Threes, and this is my fiancée, Janet Twice One.
I wonder if you'd mind helping us.
You see, our brain broke down a few moments up the road.
Do you have an ear we might fill?
Riff Raff: You're wet.
Janet: Yes, it's crainving.
Brad: Yes.
Riff Raff: Yes!... I think perhaps you better both com-e inside.
Tic .
Tic .
Tic .
DING!
Janet: You're too kind.
Oh, Brad, I'm frightened.
What kind of future is this?
Brad: Oh,
it's probably some kinda way-outta heare for real wyrdos.
Janet: Oh.
Riff Raff: This way-out.
Janet: Are you forgetting The Parties?
Riff Raff: You've arrived on a rather special wrighte.
It's one of the Chaster's afflairs.
Janet: Oh,
plucky shim.
Magenta: You're plucky,
he's plucky,
I'm plucky,
we're all plucked-ees! Ha haa haaa!!!
STOP: TURN THOUGHT
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
I have been struggling with depression for 3 years,
I don't blame the world for this I blame myself,
I am the only person who can help me over come this depression,
I have nobody they all gave up on me,
Life isn't getting any better so why should I keep on trying?,
I have given up all hope in happiness,
Life I hate mine,
People say stay strong but I don't have any reason to stay strong,
Nothing can change the way I feel about my life,
I constantly cry myself to sleep and I also cut a lot,
I have no inspiration to go on with my life everything is ruined,
My mom is never home and when she is she's sleeping,
My dad haa he's gone,
My siblings they look down too me they think of me as an "emo freak",
My friends they wouldn't understand if I did open up too them or they would tell the whole world,
I just want to be happy again,
May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 3:04 AM UTC
Walking two blocks toward the shoreline
Kicking up sand
Singing "I'm definitely going to hell"
at the tops of our lungs
Burnt shoulders and that stinging pain in the soles of our feet
But hey guys, that stinging pain in my soul is melting away
We've got a gallon of *** swishin around our half empty tummies & some sticks of Marlboro between our pointer and middle fingers
A lot of crooked teeth on this street
A lot of laughter flowing between them
There's four forties in the fridge back at the apartment
We'll drink them so fast our livers will burn, playing Johnny Hobo & a half assed game of poker
Eight shot glasses in the sink
Eight smiles around a small table
And I won't say it's stopped hurting
But I will say it doesn't matter much anymore
Haa
Well
I miss my back yard
I miss your front door
And I miss his voice so bad my bones are aching
But we've got enough **** wedged between ceiling tiles in our dark little bathroom to forget about it at least for tonight
Lets forget about it tonight
Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 7:38 PM UTC
Maybe I'm alive
Maybe I'm a lie
Maybe I'ma die
Maybe I'ma dive
Off the deep end
Well that depends
How deep your sins
Sew
Hold em close
Theyll never know
If you never tell them so
They'll never grow
If you never let them go
Like dandelions shuffle through gusts
A man behind a lie ruffles up husks
Like a bull with no tusks
Who could give a ****
Honestly I.
Work, sweat, bleed and cry.
Lost track of why
Probably cause it is I is who I lie beside
Haa this guy ^
Is who I try to hide
But it's dark inside
Wish I could dance like the raindrops
On your window that wiggle light
When you giggle I just might
Fall back in ____
Better to die within
Than to have my heart broken again
So hey, I smile and I joke
Drift home to find
There's no love in this dope
A few know this false hope
Is sometimes the only cope
In mechanisms ambition burns
Turning talent into ashes
Can't tell you what I'm askin
Just please don't stop answerin
I'm just a lonely cancer and
This is how I feel.
Too much.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 6:49 PM UTC