"growler" poems
artist working by candle light,
neon lights, coffee shop lights...
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to, for & from SJR
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this force,
burnt soul kindling,
rampant urges that bow a man's
spine
write write rite right
consumption of the soul
straighten up, flex,
flex to the curvature of the Earths
invitation to
write write rite right
cast my eyes to the mountains,
from whence will come my help?
street prowler, heart growler,
Art Deco lampposts,
the mountain range of east seventy second street,
begs the baggers question,
each a post
begging each other,
from whence will come my inspiration?
lick the stubbled sidewalks,
fall down living in their caverned cracks,
light needed needy soft heated
orange and green pizza neons
say here,
if you see upon what be,
your homelands colors of veracity
from
candle light,
neon lights,
coffee shop lights.
all queries so queer,
so cheerfully answered
in the ***** air,
in warped woof of
city write lights
he goes home
in the dark of a green moon,
and its delighting inviting
moonlight,
he composes
what is his eyes have
decomposed into a single memory,
and is satisfied
unto sleep
praising the eyes,
light lidded, but eager closing,
that
had wisdom given
to observe
light various by which to
write write rite right
4/16/16
10:30am
nyc
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 10:42 AM UTC
my little cousin is almost 3
and she is just like me
- or just like I was
when I was 3.
she’s stubborn
and she growls.
I used to growl,
apparently.
she’s a climber, a growler
and an observer
with messy messy curly hair;
it is such a nest, I recalled
the years my mother would
yank
a brush through my ringlets
and I would cry.
my little cousin
knows what she wants,
obviously,
she’s 3.
I was sitting on a bench, listening to
my family
talk about old stories
with my aunt that is now
dying.
she stood in front of me, my little cousin,
staring
quite blankly, like she didn’t need anything.
I looked in her eyes, she looked
in mine.
"you got a ouchie"
she told me.
"yeah? where?" I asked her.
"there," she touched just below
my knee
with her index finger.
indeed, there was a fresh
scar.
and immediately I was buried
in a memory
of how I got that scar.
it was just over two weeks ago,
actually;
and I hadn’t felt the skin rip
until the accident was over.
or I could call it an affair,
or a pit of passion, or I could even
call it a mistake.
"how did you get an ouchie?"
my other cousin asked me;
she’s almost 7.
I was devastated.
I wanted to be upright,
be honest, in a
calm kind of way;
but you can’t do that with children
like this.
I wanted to say,
"a boy gave this to me."
but instead I said,
"oh, I fell a couple weeks ago."
"on the sidewalk?" asked the almost 7 year old.
"something like that," I told her.
"you fall hard and got ouchie!" squealed the almost 3 year old.
she’s too smart, for her age
how did she know
that’s exactly
what happened
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 9:46 PM UTC
Delicately, I drop onto the canvas
With the grip of a barbed cactus
The sand shifts amidst my toes
And the sweet quiver as the air arose
As the night fades into pitch black
I feel a sensation to unpack
The time has arrived to release
All that has come without great peace
Taking my first step
I enter full dept
Breathing in the warm breeze
Just for the taste of bittersweet ease.
"Open your eyes,
And look at the skies,
For the past makes you willingly wise.
There is no time to run around,
You have done enough,
It's time to be crowned.
Take this hour,
You have earned great power,
To overcome the one last growler."
This is what I have to say,
To make my world no longer gray.
I hope you too, will take the time
For their will be so much to climb.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
"I wish I was happier," she
confessed, to me, in-between
puffs and awkward silent
pauses.
"I'm not disappointed," was
all I could say, forcing
back down my throat, the "me too."
We stood there, in quiet,
surrounded by loudness. The other
few, ate, and drinking inside.
Goes back in, she kisses him.
What does he know?
Answer?
More than he's liable to make known.
I can't look at her. If I do,
I'm caught-in-love, and
stuck on the possibilities.
If my eyes can avoid you, my
dreams can stay fantasy,
not just unfulfilled.
She's tired of hearing she's perfect.
She'd rather be told the truth.
but no one that loves her lets honesty in earshot.
And I'm sick of love, lying, and
truth-telling, too.
I wish you were happier.
I wish the path of least resistance laid itself out,
before you.
I wish you'd hold my hand while we walk it, together.
I wish I could make happy,
like some folks brew beer.
I'd pour you a growler,
(On the house, of course)
and laugh at everyone else, while you drink it.
This poem is the list of
things I never thought could
make a difference.
This poem is the litany of reasons why
I think I deserve one
last chance.
This poem is the one I'd
read to you every night, if
it would change your
mind.
It wouldn't. It won't.
This poem bites, the last dying
hope of a beached shark, spying
the wave that could save it.
This poem is the black pods
we once foolishly believed were
shark eggs.
This poem knows I hate the beach,
and brought me along,
anyway.
I started this poem months ago.
It'll never really be finished.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 12:08 PM UTC
there are nights where your absence chokes out my breath
and the only way i can finally rest
is to heavy-handedly pull at the tides of my brew
the way you'd paw at the hips of my skirt
silently signaling you'd finally had too much to drink
your lack of grace illuminated
in whiskey-breath
and neon jukebox glow
so off we'd go
leading the liqour-lust parade
trailing downpours of drink chips in our wake
and you'd take up my hand
in your forklift phalanges
such a prideful little man-cub
with a puffed out chest and a leather vest
only softening your edges in the sanctity of my lumpy bed
when you've got the chance to rest your noisy head atop my naked breast
oh you rusted demi-god
though i do miss the struggle
and the snuggles
and the ***
i'll be just fine with my growler of stout
and your leftover whiskey in the freezer
forgetting what i'd learn
during our staggered steps home
Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 2:54 AM UTC
“poet, it’s your day,” she says.
groggily growls the growler,
“what’d ya mean?”
“the sun came up today early,
but partly cloudy interrupt-us has arrived subsequently,
worse, the Great Swami Interpet predicts rain comes
heavy this afternoon on our journey home.”
he reflects upon his craggy, scraggly image that is
reflected upon the cold brewed black coffee.
replies carefully without thinking,
“today I will commence writing under
a new guise, a new name, a different persona!”
“whom shall we be today then?”
“come back to bed revelation poet”
sunrain
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 7:38 AM UTC
I was banging out some music
When from the dark I heard a voice
Son, if you want to make a living
Then you gotta make a choice
I heard what you was playing
That was music, not just noise
Son, you wanna make a living
You gotta make your choice
Son, pass me that there growler
Over in the corner
Don't drop it, you'll be sorry if you do
It'll burn on through the florboards
It'll burn right on through to China
It's a wicked drink, A nasty witches brew
He said, I know you is the cleaner
You clean up when night is done
But, I've heard you from the alley
You're a bullet, shy one gun
Kid, you play piano like it ain't been played before
You're wasting your **** time in here cleaning up the floor
There's a whole world out there waiting, just go on through the door
Oh...they call me The Bluesman....before I say much more
I played some boogie woogie
something light just to begin
He said, boy...get that growler
I need some med-i-sin
He pulled up close beside me
Rubbed his face and scratched his chin
Now, follow close young player
The lesson will begin
We played for near five hours
Didn't hear the storm outside
We played what struck his fancy
We told stories, we both lied
He played that guitar so smoothly
With the strings so loosely tied
He brought things out from deep within me
Stripped bare, nowhere to hide
You got to feel the music
Not just play it to get paid
You got to let it lead you
You got to know why it was made
The folks who made this music
From the normal line had strayed
You got to feel the music
Play it right, you may get laid
He drank most of the growler
said, son, now I need to rest
I've heard bluesman all around here
And I'd say you're second best
There only is one bluesman
And then he puffed his chest
You met him, and he taught you
It's up to you to do the rest
I finished with my cleaning
Heard him leave and go out back
Then I heard the whistle
Of the train, pass on the track
I had to choose the music
Be a bluesman, not a hack
I learned that in five hours
I'd learn more when he came back
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
The Sundance
Romance
Daisies flowing
She sprawls
Dad growler
He drools
The Moth____
Mothered
flies gathered
Missing some
wings ((ER))
Whoa!! Emergency
Room_____
Being
dismissed
He misinterprets
Moth-loving both
Her and me
***** of fire
Babe Ruth
Tolerate
In-laws
You're hired
Mothers
Amazing
graceful
Being prominent
Words are
Imp-or-t-ant
His glass
half full 1/2
Her beauty whole
Of all ((Mothers))
Providence
The E-R emergency
The 99 bottles of beer
on the wall
Someone must
Save the date
Please call?
Singing
mouth he drills
That sunshine
Sunpower *pill
Tony Tiger
Bengal his gals
Rejuvenating
Dad loves the
mating
Alice in Motherland
((For Tea)) lips
of hearts
Beside me
Remembering
B.L.T...
Kevin-Bee- Bacon
Best greens lettuce
Lips Palace
Kissed her face
Linked to her
Charm bracelet
3 words magnet
I- love- her
Motherlove**
The triple-decker
sandwich
((Upper-Dove))
His temperature
Mothers day
Spring fever
Smiles worthwhile
Waiting
My Mom
E Everlasting R-
Nature name
Robin
Blessed by Mother,
Book could read
A+ home
Entertainer
My emergency
Show
some
heart
Be hear___t
T tremendous
We learn so
much from
To outlive
this world
Because
we are
way
Over
with flowers
Like Motherlove
The earth loves her
The emergence
of birth
Emergency
she saves
Heart so smart______*
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC