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The girl with purple hair is sitting at my bar again. I think she is beautiful. And not in a way that I wanna have awesome *** with her but in a way that I want to drink chocolate martinis with her and go shopping for christmas vests that have tinkly bells and possibly polar bears with hats on them. She is having a full-body cry. I am the worst bartender, simply because I don't know how to counsel people without crying back at them. She is crying about the state of women. I know that we come from the same rotting wood, so all I do is nod. "How is it that three quarters of the women I know have been ***** or molested? What does that say about the men that I know? **** is not a man behind a bush with a knife, she laughs It's kissing you on the mouth like whiskey at a nice bar." The girl with purple hair and I are holding hands now, "I only wanted an apology, an acknowledgement of what occurred." Grappling as artists, as girls, as ships in bottles, how do we change any of it? I tell her I am going to write a poem. She says no one wants to hear a **** poem. And I know she's right. Have you ever seen a stampede of horses? Do you wonder what the hooves look like from underneath? Have you ever tasted the blood from biting your own lips because you couldn't say no enough? "I never fought back. I kept my thighs tight and closed, but once he's inside you, you wish you were the streetlamp, the store clerk, a street lamp, a bed of calla lilies- anything but a woman. In that moment, our eyes glaze over, and they stay that way for years. That's when you've lost.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 5:45 PM UTC
Epidemic (by Mary Lambert)
The girl with purple hair is sitting at my bar again. I think she is beautiful. And not in a way that I wanna have awesome *** with her but in a way that I want to drink chocolate martinis with her and go shopping for christmas vests that have tinkly bells and possibly polar bears with hats on them. She is having a full-body cry. I am the worst bartender, simply because I don't know how to counsel people without crying back at them. She is crying about the state of women. I know that we come from the same rotting wood, so all I do is nod. "How is it that three quarters of the women I know have been ***** or molested? What does that say about the men that I know? **** is not a man behind a bush with a knife, she laughs It's kissing you on the mouth like whiskey at a nice bar." The girl with purple hair and I are holding hands now, "I only wanted an apology, an acknowledgement of what occurred." Grappling as artists, as girls, as ships in bottles, how do we change any of it? I tell her I am going to write a poem. She says no one wants to hear a **** poem. And I know she's right. Have you ever seen a stampede of horses? Do you wonder what the hooves look like from underneath? Have you ever tasted the blood from biting your own lips because you couldn't say no enough? "I never fought back. I kept my thighs tight and closed, but once he's inside you, you wish you were the streetlamp, the store clerk, a street lamp, a bed of calla lilies- anything but a woman. In that moment, our eyes glaze over, and they stay that way for years. That's when you've lost.
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YOUR bony head, Jazbo, O dock walloper, Those grappling hooks, those wheelbarrow handlers, The dome and the wings of you, ****** The red roof and the door of you, I know where your songs came from. I know why God listens to your, "Walk All Over God's Heaven." I heard you shooting craps, "My baby's going to have a new dress." I heard you in the cinders, "I'm going to live anyhow until I die." I saw five of you with a can of beer on a summer night and I listened to the five of you harmonizing six ways to sing, "Way Down Yonder in the Cornfield." I went away asking where I come from.
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Singing ******
The darkness that consumed me made me feel like wanting to die, even before the age of nine. However, let's count our blessings that none of the individuals in the house owned a nine. I find myself engulfed in these thoughts, I make a desperate plea to hold on, just like hanging clothes on a line. The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time. My heart remains motionless, resembling a lifeless mannequin, and if you look closely, you may witness the damages. I cautiously open the door to my own insanity, but the idea of grappling with its dark influence feels overwhelmingly intimidating,— I can't handle this. Fear grips me as I contemplate unveiling my eyes, for I dread the somber reality that they will behold. Once again, I urge my thoughts to remain steadfast, like clothing hung on a line, as the echoes of the voices - The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time. A peculiar itch consumes my lips, almost as if I long for the  Death's kisses. Within the depths of my depression, I struggle to maintain a sense of identity, for this overwhelming sadness has become my greatest weakness. I endeavor to traverse the arduous path of mental instability, navigating the metaphorical distance of a "crazy mile". However, I feel invisible, unnoticed by the world as I bear witness to my own pain. The allure of escapism entices me, enticing me to run towards the temporary relief that a blade may bring,— cutting myself more this time. Once again, I beseech my thoughts to cling tightly, like clothes delicately draped on a line. The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time.
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Dec 25, 2023
Dec 25, 2023 at 9:37 PM UTC
1-800-273-8255
The darkness that consumed me made me feel like wanting to die, even before the age of nine. However, let's count our blessings that none of the individuals in the house owned a nine. I find myself engulfed in these thoughts, I make a desperate plea to hold on, just like hanging clothes on a line. The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time. My heart remains motionless, resembling a lifeless mannequin, and if you look closely, you may witness the damages. I cautiously open the door to my own insanity, but the idea of grappling with its dark influence feels overwhelmingly intimidating,— I can't handle this. Fear grips me as I contemplate unveiling my eyes, for I dread the somber reality that they will behold. Once again, I urge my thoughts to remain steadfast, like clothing hung on a line, as the echoes of the voices - The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time. A peculiar itch consumes my lips, almost as if I long for the  Death's kisses. Within the depths of my depression, I struggle to maintain a sense of identity, for this overwhelming sadness has become my greatest weakness. I endeavor to traverse the arduous path of mental instability, navigating the metaphorical distance of a "crazy mile". However, I feel invisible, unnoticed by the world as I bear witness to my own pain. The allure of escapism entices me, enticing me to run towards the temporary relief that a blade may bring,— cutting myself more this time. Once again, I beseech my thoughts to cling tightly, like clothes delicately draped on a line. The voices inside my head ring relentlessly, like an ominous chorus on this figurative suicidal line.             __1-800-273-8255__ Please could you pick up, it's feeling serious this time.
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Dear Poet Friends, I hope you like this slice of Early History presented below in simple verse. Please do read the short notes at the end, before giving your comments.  Thanks, - Raj ARCHIMEDES : THE PIONEERING        STREAKER OF HISTORY! There lived in the Third Century BC, in the Sicilian town of Syracuse, then a Greek colony, A Greek mathematician named Archimedes. He was tasked by King Hiero of his town, To find the purity of gold in his crown; Suspicious of the goldsmith having mixed some material of inferior kind, Which the King wanted Archimedes to find! So, Archimedes lost in thought one day, Entered the public bath on his way! And as his body began to get submerged, He happened to notice perchance, Water spilling over from the tub! The answer suddenly flashed across his mind, And he jumped up leaving everything behind, Wearing only his birthday suit, Running through the street of Syracuse, Exclaiming -  “Eureka! Eureka!” (I have found it! I have found it!) Perhaps to become the first known streaker   of History! While establishing the Principles of Buoyancy! @ (see notes) Archimedes, son of the astronomer Pheidias, studied at the great Alexandrian city, Remembered even to this day for his many pioneering works, - In Hydrostatics, Mechanics, and Geometry. With his ingenious mechanical discoveries, He held the great Roman galleys of Marcellus at bay, For more than three years, as Plutarch the Roman Historian says!    + (see notes) Later one day, while lost in deep thought, When some intricate problem of geometry he was trying to resolve, Refused to hear Marcellus' bidding, To be slain by the Roman soldiers who had come to fetch him! O those Romans, with lesser brains and more brawn! And some hundred and thirty years after his death in 75 BC, Cicero, then the Roman Governor of Sicily, Found the tomb of great Archimedes, near the Agrigentine Gate, over grown with bushes and thorns; Where he lay buried in the scented dust of History!                                                    - Raj Nandy, New Delhi. NOTES: @ Principle of Buoyancy = any floating object displaces its own weight of fluid. So weight displaced by a crown of pure gold and the one already made could be compared to find the truth! + Archimedes designed large stone throwers, & crossbows, and also grappling hooks using large cranes to grab Roman ships and capsize them!
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Jun 25, 2016
Jun 25, 2016 at 9:04 AM UTC
ARCHIMEDES : THE PIONEERING STREAKER OF HISTORY !
Dear Poet Friends, I hope you like this slice of Early History presented below in simple verse. Please do read the short notes at the end, before giving your comments.  Thanks, - Raj ARCHIMEDES : THE PIONEERING        STREAKER OF HISTORY! There lived in the Third Century BC, in the Sicilian town of Syracuse, then a Greek colony, A Greek mathematician named Archimedes. He was tasked by King Hiero of his town, To find the purity of gold in his crown; Suspicious of the goldsmith having mixed some material of inferior kind, Which the King wanted Archimedes to find! So, Archimedes lost in thought one day, Entered the public bath on his way! And as his body began to get submerged, He happened to notice perchance, Water spilling over from the tub! The answer suddenly flashed across his mind, And he jumped up leaving everything behind, Wearing only his birthday suit, Running through the street of Syracuse, Exclaiming -  “Eureka! Eureka!” (I have found it! I have found it!) Perhaps to become the first known streaker   of History! While establishing the Principles of Buoyancy! @ (see notes) Archimedes, son of the astronomer Pheidias, studied at the great Alexandrian city, Remembered even to this day for his many pioneering works, - In Hydrostatics, Mechanics, and Geometry. With his ingenious mechanical discoveries, He held the great Roman galleys of Marcellus at bay, For more than three years, as Plutarch the Roman Historian says!    + (see notes) Later one day, while lost in deep thought, When some intricate problem of geometry he was trying to resolve, Refused to hear Marcellus' bidding, To be slain by the Roman soldiers who had come to fetch him! O those Romans, with lesser brains and more brawn! And some hundred and thirty years after his death in 75 BC, Cicero, then the Roman Governor of Sicily, Found the tomb of great Archimedes, near the Agrigentine Gate, over grown with bushes and thorns; Where he lay buried in the scented dust of History!                                                    - Raj Nandy, New Delhi. NOTES: @ Principle of Buoyancy = any floating object displaces its own weight of fluid. So weight displaced by a crown of pure gold and the one already made could be compared to find the truth! + Archimedes designed large stone throwers, & crossbows, and also grappling hooks using large cranes to grab Roman ships and capsize them!
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My edges have no border I seep & blotch the air My thoughts a chaotic disorder Laughing in silent despair Who am I? I’m the colorful mix Of the pills I take at night Grappling at the latest “fix” But I never get the dosage right So broken I shall stay To listen but not to obey I’m the perfect daughter I know I ought to be Smiling sequined next to my father A beautiful sight to see Painted fingertips, quiet lips But I’m slipping from sexist grips I’m the crash of atoms & molecules The patterned DNA that labels our culture Theorems, functions, evolutionary tools Poe knew: Science is a “vulture Whose wings are dull realities” Fact blinds what my mind sees Forgive me I’m singing Of what I am & cannot be & My ears are still ringing With who society has asked me to be
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 5:10 PM UTC
Forgive me I'm singing
Her mesh dress, a canvas, ignited my imagination wild. A bronzed figure sculpted beyond earthly grace. Her amazing grace stirred my deepest temptations; transporting my thoughts to distant realms, grappling with anchoring my mind in the here and now. Her lips, potent as a sip. Her sway, sets my mind adrift. the spell she casts, magnetic and profound, No retreat possible once her allure is found. Entangled in her enchantment, resistance thins— Once drawn in, the odyssey of passion begins.
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Aug 5, 2024
Aug 5, 2024 at 11:49 PM UTC
infatuation
That day we came and having come lapped at by perfumed light at once separated. We bathed in the pool the water like crystal in the sunset our limbs like glass. On the bank in the hot conjoined air we made love again our sweat like silver in the moonlight. the water's suppurating flow drew our limbs like flotsam in the reeds grappling glistering lilies as we floated in slow, ******** currents. along the bank, the Camphor shades the forest flowers through the long-leaved grass the python slinks We leave for home darkened by the sun.......... tongues digging into melons, pomegranates laid out neatly for dessert ******* out the Rambutan- once the hairy skin is peeled- fiery, red the soft core sweeter than coitus- and stays longer in our thoughts. is this where the dreams are, or where the dreaming begins, between the first caress and the final gasp of satisfaction? Where the threshing limbs devour the sun-shredded wheat and the panting ribbons of air swallow the final sigh- the sleek river flowing seaward, ocean marshalling the land, coral languishing in green pools of broken light. Here, within this infused beauty, ********** has power beyond the weather-bound senses of our northern homes, encased in dull precipitation sunshine a blunted knife beyond the pot-shaped mountains high above the trees like a tear emerging from the sky drops the waterfall its descent languid, its fall sharp and effortless; tinged with azure, carefully sprinkled flakes it spreads out like a clear, chiming puddle. There we spread ourselves naked in the sunlight the sea's rumbling noise distant and fumbling- spreading its curling claws into the slyly forming sunset in reiterated rhythms like beating hearts like lungs- the carefully manufactured beats blending.
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Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 10:28 PM UTC
WHEN LOVERS MEET
That day we came and having come lapped at by perfumed light at once separated. We bathed in the pool the water like crystal in the sunset our limbs like glass. On the bank in the hot conjoined air we made love again our sweat like silver in the moonlight. the water's suppurating flow drew our limbs like flotsam in the reeds grappling glistering lilies as we floated in slow, ******** currents. along the bank, the Camphor shades the forest flowers through the long-leaved grass the python slinks We leave for home darkened by the sun.......... tongues digging into melons, pomegranates laid out neatly for dessert ******* out the Rambutan- once the hairy skin is peeled- fiery, red the soft core sweeter than coitus- and stays longer in our thoughts. is this where the dreams are, or where the dreaming begins, between the first caress and the final gasp of satisfaction? Where the threshing limbs devour the sun-shredded wheat and the panting ribbons of air swallow the final sigh- the sleek river flowing seaward, ocean marshalling the land, coral languishing in green pools of broken light. Here, within this infused beauty, ********** has power beyond the weather-bound senses of our northern homes, encased in dull precipitation sunshine a blunted knife beyond the pot-shaped mountains high above the trees like a tear emerging from the sky drops the waterfall its descent languid, its fall sharp and effortless; tinged with azure, carefully sprinkled flakes it spreads out like a clear, chiming puddle. There we spread ourselves naked in the sunlight the sea's rumbling noise distant and fumbling- spreading its curling claws into the slyly forming sunset in reiterated rhythms like beating hearts like lungs- the carefully manufactured beats blending.
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Skirting the river road, (my forenoon walk, my rest) Skyward in air a sudden muffled sound, the dalliance of the eagles, The rushing amorous contact high in space together, The clinching interlocking claws, a living, fierce, gyrating wheel, Four beating wings, two beaks, a swirling mass tight grappling, In tumbling turning clustering loops, straight downward falling, ’Till o’er the river pois’d, the twain yet one, a moment’s lull, A motionless still balance in the air, then parting, talons loosing, Upward again on slow-firm pinions slanting, their separate diverse flight, She hers, he his, pursuing.
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The Dalliance Of The Eagles
If I moved a muscle right now a window would break. If I took a solitary step the tiles beneath me would crack. Submerged in the oscuridad save for a small pulse of luz called optimism because that’s just how I was raised. I know I can’t pretend to make an oasis Because how well did that work out for me last time The lightbulbs can yell and scream and punch the air But nothing will make them turn on without a power source. I can’t be breathing hard or else the candle stub I have left will blow out I have to Guard it but keep looking for my next step using its meager light trusting That the beacon I look for is not further than the reaches of my Light that I will with the remaining shards of my life to keep on Reining now is uncertainty that is diametrically opposed to the concept that the sun is gonna rise tomorrow I promise so let me stroke your hair and shroud you until it does. I exist in this limbo of heeding the hours that come. The ticking of the clock drudges yet I gulp every last second as it arrives. I voraciously **** the teaspoon of trust I have left that the Audience is just watching the plot arc to progress and that The dramatic irony of  some surety is just beyond the radius of the hardly illuminated path beneath my shuddering feet. Maybe someday I will stumble upon the next candlestick or something. Maybe someday I’ll find a working light bulb buried in the snow or something. But here I progress or something. Un día a la vez or something. Grappling foot by foot for something. Something.
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Dec 11, 2021
Dec 11, 2021 at 5:37 PM UTC
oscuridad
If I moved a muscle right now a window would break. If I took a solitary step the tiles beneath me would crack. Submerged in the oscuridad save for a small pulse of luz called optimism because that’s just how I was raised. I know I can’t pretend to make an oasis Because how well did that work out for me last time The lightbulbs can yell and scream and punch the air But nothing will make them turn on without a power source. I can’t be breathing hard or else the candle stub I have left will blow out I have to Guard it but keep looking for my next step using its meager light trusting That the beacon I look for is not further than the reaches of my Light that I will with the remaining shards of my life to keep on Reining now is uncertainty that is diametrically opposed to the concept that the sun is gonna rise tomorrow I promise so let me stroke your hair and shroud you until it does. I exist in this limbo of heeding the hours that come. The ticking of the clock drudges yet I gulp every last second as it arrives. I voraciously **** the teaspoon of trust I have left that the Audience is just watching the plot arc to progress and that The dramatic irony of  some surety is just beyond the radius of the hardly illuminated path beneath my shuddering feet. Maybe someday I will stumble upon the next candlestick or something. Maybe someday I’ll find a working light bulb buried in the snow or something. But here I progress or something. Un día a la vez or something. Grappling foot by foot for something. Something.
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There's a reason why I'm doing this Somewhere, somehow I set off with a passion and a purpose That seems so long ago. I decided it was worth it, not to wither into a selfish nothing To surge on, keep on grappling but I've almost had enough and I'm just so tired . When will I find the spark again? I have some faith that an ember of the passion I lost still exists somewhere between my lungs and beneath my ribs Can my faith be ever enough? May I find out.
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 10:38 PM UTC
Searching for Passion
1 *In the masquerade of a poet he acquires secret wings, becomes equal parts real and unreal, treading the twilight zone. He still is an apprentice with the conjurer, incomparable wizard who never stops amazing being the anarch of slight of hand, the illusionist grand, we in the flow who swim or drown in the river, known as life that none ever defined the way it really is. 2 Inside his cubicle transformed to a scribe by a curse when he coveted it, was a boon he is real, all  his magical powers robbed by the day light, realities of life he is grappling with news that make  his heart grow weak. He is now a sobbing poet within, firmly  handcuffed to a pact strict, only to write reports, that's his might anything of beauty he couldn't  escape, its all pain in forms unimaginable most of it man made, even famine. A life swinging between a hope to come in terms with the uncertainties of the ebb and flow that breaks his heart bit by bit, and facing realities stark that drives a knife has become the rut, he wouldn't escape. Dawn peeps through the window blind he has lost meaning for day and night  long time back when this double life, has trapped him in this pen*
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 7:01 PM UTC
A double life
281 ’Tis so appalling—it exhilarates— So over Horror, it half Captivates— The Soul stares after it, secure— A Sepulchre, fears frost, no more— To scan a Ghost, is faint— But grappling, conquers it— How easy, Torment, now— Suspense kept sawing so— The Truth, is Bald, and Cold— But that will hold— If any are not sure— We show them—prayer— But we, who know, Stop hoping, now— Looking at Death, is Dying— Just let go the Breath— And not the pillow at your Cheek So Slumbereth— Others, Can wrestle— Yours, is done— And so of Woe, bleak dreaded—come, It sets the Fright at liberty— And Terror’s free— Gay, Ghastly, Holiday!
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Tis so appalling—it exhilarates
colour green honest vanity tree blades grass evergreen withers generations comes ancestral amnesia senescence   countless forms rising dying next imitation of eternity nature always fading comes and goes flowers greater than solomon than regal blood honest to God brilliant transient beautiful melt undulating ocean of grim gripping grappling godless colour green and honest vanity
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Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 1:46 PM UTC
green vanity
To hide behind a solid barrier, to fade into the shadows. To seek the comfort of the covers, to crawl through comforting meadows of stability and repetition- possessing, overpowering. A dictator of Life's daily manner- frightening and towering. An endless gasp for liberation, freedom from the rusty shackles- worn are they from endless grappling, heartless mirth and hearty cackles. The words that cluster in the throat when fear is puppeteer- the doll that finds no choice at all but to appease the commandeer and fade into the dark, ashamed, of wretched weakening fear. When will the shackles fall away their screams,deafening, subside- the shadows black, so dim, dissolve and leave no place to hide? Dictatorship of every move and word and step and sound, when will the final song be sang of Liberty unbound?
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Oct 27, 2010
Oct 27, 2010 at 1:50 PM UTC
Supremacy, Submission, Sublimation
He didn't earn the name Talk Radio by digging on NPR, he earned the name for being a stupid ****** that never shuts up. Talk wasted his physically fit years chasing shallow *** and creating a seduction ritual, requiring a lighthouse at Lake Hefner. Now he's grappling with his late 20s, trying to retain what's left of his hair, trying to **** in his massive belly, that resembles a pregnant lady, more than a typical beer enthusiast. Speaking of pregnant women, he confessed a ****** obsession centered around their tummy. He asked if I felt the same, I said, "I guess they're cute, but it is in no way a ****** thing. I don't want to go to town on their baby lump." Spending my weekend with Talk, made me thankful for my ability to think rationally.
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Sep 28, 2010
Sep 28, 2010 at 4:58 PM UTC
Talk Radio
There were two mighty warriors whose rule upon the land were what legends now are sewn upon each feared by every man Odin was like a panther sleek and strong and lithe nothing less than greatness was for all that he would strive Kester was just like a bear his size gave him great power over mighty oaks and castle walls he easily would tower The warriors began a fight and the people stood around peasants Lords and Nobles threw lamenting on the ground They fought over who had the right to be the poet king folk ran to preserve themselves as the fists began to swing Believing they both owned all words to poetry, verse and prose both grandiose and posturing to each a thumb upon their nose So the fight grew on relentless both knew it was to death howling obscenities from Whitman hurling lines from out Macbeth Yelling words of literature pounding blows on blows quoting Thomas Hardy and Shakespeare's words of prose Grabbing Kester's throat Odin threw him to the floor like an angry roaring lion Odin screaming metaphor Like madmen holding hands grappling with each others cloak tearing at each others skin whose throat they'd love to choke There had to be a victor their words shook the city walls Odin held tight to Kester and kicked him in the syllables But no one stood victorious as poetry's life began to wain they thrashed it till it bled not seeing both their shame Clothes were torn and bruises bloomed wearing blood upon their trousers the people cried in unison "a plague a' both your houses" As the warriors stood back a step and looked upon the ground wounded and in agony poetry didn't make a sound No words on lips were uttered poetry blinked last unto the sun for its life about was scattered "My lords look, what have you done?" And as they wept they looked above Clouds gathering over head tears blurred those fated words on the sky the message... "He is dead" The warriors stood on trembling knees with death they both had kissed the last line they both uttered "Was sorrow... to this."
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Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
Poetry's Demise
There were two mighty warriors whose rule upon the land were what legends now are sewn upon each feared by every man Odin was like a panther sleek and strong and lithe nothing less than greatness was for all that he would strive Kester was just like a bear his size gave him great power over mighty oaks and castle walls he easily would tower The warriors began a fight and the people stood around peasants Lords and Nobles threw lamenting on the ground They fought over who had the right to be the poet king folk ran to preserve themselves as the fists began to swing Believing they both owned all words to poetry, verse and prose both grandiose and posturing to each a thumb upon their nose So the fight grew on relentless both knew it was to death howling obscenities from Whitman hurling lines from out Macbeth Yelling words of literature pounding blows on blows quoting Thomas Hardy and Shakespeare's words of prose Grabbing Kester's throat Odin threw him to the floor like an angry roaring lion Odin screaming metaphor Like madmen holding hands grappling with each others cloak tearing at each others skin whose throat they'd love to choke There had to be a victor their words shook the city walls Odin held tight to Kester and kicked him in the syllables But no one stood victorious as poetry's life began to wain they thrashed it till it bled not seeing both their shame Clothes were torn and bruises bloomed wearing blood upon their trousers the people cried in unison "a plague a' both your houses" As the warriors stood back a step and looked upon the ground wounded and in agony poetry didn't make a sound No words on lips were uttered poetry blinked last unto the sun for its life about was scattered "My lords look, what have you done?" And as they wept they looked above Clouds gathering over head tears blurred those fated words on the sky the message... "He is dead" The warriors stood on trembling knees with death they both had kissed the last line they both uttered "Was sorrow... to this."
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splitting the coconut down the middle to see what it has to offer. partition the edges, clear the debris the storm created, wipe away the mess I cried, and i'm still grappling towards the ground. lonely strings only vibrate when i cannot speak, and i'd rather dissipate into thin air than circle the drain, trying to find the strand of hair that haunts me in my sleep. there is a clear reservoir in the horizon where the animals go to preserve their livelihood, their essence, and in the horizon, there is a place where i go, to heal, to hurt, to surrender myself to shame.
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 2:14 PM UTC
hospice care
Silver-sided rattle, a humble streak climbing the hill in small doses. Blue teardrop seats, steel and yellow poles, broad-eyed windows that offer the view of things that the subway will never give. I've seen fistfights, a baby born, overdoses, old women falling asleep, old men screaming wordlessly, junkies scrambling for pills dropped underfoot, tourists grappling with the geometry of this unknown language, all of it. Vibrating with a menacing stumble, it attracts everyone. It promises a view and a destination. It's better to go through the world than to sink below it.
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Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 7:07 PM UTC
Ode to the City Bus
I REMEMBER the Chillicothe ball players grappling the Rock Island ball players in a sixteen-inning game ended by darkness. And the shoulders of the Chillicothe players were a red smoke against the sundown and the shoulders of the Rock Island players were a yellow smoke against the sundown. And the umpire's voice was hoarse calling ***** and strikes and outs and the umpire's throat fought in the dust for a song.
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Hits and Runs
And the emptiness now lets the memory howl and bang its head off the sheer walls of never— Engulfed in consequence as it rolls in fog or smoke? In any case— lonely looks like this-- numb and cool and slow-moving grayish-white fingers reaching for molecules of air while the reign of suffering comes like fine drizzle over springtime over.... Desire perishing in a crisis of will In the thickets of panic— bronchial spasms expand seconds at an open window Choking, congestive, failure of heart! in the face of what it means to be... not being ...as I came into this world breach and not breathing to my mother’s horror! Alone Scrapping, gasping, grappling for breath I love life I LOVE-- life! Love— inexpressible, inessential fool of a child Love ripped apart at the v
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Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 8:50 PM UTC
To God or Job or Whoever Reads this First....
28 strings hanging from above, teetering and creaking with each of my steps. The wood below feels as if sand seeps into my skin, making the next heavier, and heavier. When did the world decide to become so clever? The marionette is unnamed although the disease is written clearly across the fogged bathroom mirror. I avert my eyes from the truth as though I could never decipher. A slap to the face and a fluid ounce of love is all it took, two floating hands to fix my gaze upon all I could, my own life book. I suddenly could hear the willows whipping and dripping wet in the rain outside the brook, I was no longer deaf to the pain I caused and took. The mental games we play are never far from the outsides the lines of our life's coloring book. Climb to the tallest line of the page with your grappling hook. It only takes one outside and unbiased look and the keys to the castle are unhooked.
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Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 3:34 PM UTC
The Marionette Master
Evening hours of playing peekaboo with the sun And i lay down lavender words loping and longing in my journey to you Crossing infinities of time Chiding my days And chastising my ways For you to return When you retreated like a soft murmur Like gentle untuned ripples Like the melancholic wind that blows and draws in through my window Addressing my pages and leaving without reciting my rhymes Like the fumble fuming puff hailing then slowly fading and failing Foamy and fluffy with the froathy cream yet not savouring the flavour Calling yet not caressing Rhyming yet not flowing Leaving me like a vagabond With a foramen self Grappling ,gripping and then giving the grave, the soul you gave
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 1:43 AM UTC
the foam fluff and the filth
It started with existence just a lowly perspective of a mute time when I was able to make sense of this pressure make sense of why you are now here to guide me now on this looser journey; a lonely crabapple still grappling at shriveled skin creating a face that I still cannot distinguish. With the end of presence as we know it you have finished, rightly in my dressing room bright screen lit up but only for a moment do I dare look away. It started with you, and it will end with you Closed off from me, shortly your bioluminescence radiant, your perfection incomplete. I’ve known you for six straight years or was it five just enough construed construction, a bloated piece of mind that left me free to wander aimlessly down I path I cannot recognize. It was you who caused my blunder, keeping me awake every night with your brightness and distraction and amiable personality. I decorated you with bits of me, tangled in and out like woven webs of cybernetics optimal connections, you died twice and I revived you. But that was in the past and you still cling on, for how much longer I shan’t not know. Only that what it means to exist when I should be letting go. I have to face the trust of reality and its weakened points; that dangerous, well-formed world I find myself in. I hope you can follow me as long as you are able, my clunky plastic compadre your heart is metal mixed with other kinds of fragile contraptions. I know this end to my happiness is not your fault. You were there when I needed you most, even if you are a tool of innocence turned foul. I once learned all of existence from your knowledge, gleaned myself raw trying to let you help me understand myself. We are not truly over because I am bound to you somehow even though I’ve used you for my own gain abused your trust and have my own heart slain. All I ask is for you to give me a chance to make it right again. And then I can move on to better things. And not be obsessed of what you think of me. And find a way to pull myself together.
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 7:25 PM UTC
Cybernetic Symphony
It started with existence just a lowly perspective of a mute time when I was able to make sense of this pressure make sense of why you are now here to guide me now on this looser journey; a lonely crabapple still grappling at shriveled skin creating a face that I still cannot distinguish. With the end of presence as we know it you have finished, rightly in my dressing room bright screen lit up but only for a moment do I dare look away. It started with you, and it will end with you Closed off from me, shortly your bioluminescence radiant, your perfection incomplete. I’ve known you for six straight years or was it five just enough construed construction, a bloated piece of mind that left me free to wander aimlessly down I path I cannot recognize. It was you who caused my blunder, keeping me awake every night with your brightness and distraction and amiable personality. I decorated you with bits of me, tangled in and out like woven webs of cybernetics optimal connections, you died twice and I revived you. But that was in the past and you still cling on, for how much longer I shan’t not know. Only that what it means to exist when I should be letting go. I have to face the trust of reality and its weakened points; that dangerous, well-formed world I find myself in. I hope you can follow me as long as you are able, my clunky plastic compadre your heart is metal mixed with other kinds of fragile contraptions. I know this end to my happiness is not your fault. You were there when I needed you most, even if you are a tool of innocence turned foul. I once learned all of existence from your knowledge, gleaned myself raw trying to let you help me understand myself. We are not truly over because I am bound to you somehow even though I’ve used you for my own gain abused your trust and have my own heart slain. All I ask is for you to give me a chance to make it right again. And then I can move on to better things. And not be obsessed of what you think of me. And find a way to pull myself together.
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